weekend free-for-all – February 29 – March 1, 2020 by Alison Green on February 29, 2020 This is Hank and Shadow. They are highly affectionate, bonded six-year-old boys who we are fostering until they find a permanent home. This comment section is open for any non-work-related discussion you’d like to have with other readers, by popular demand. (This one is truly no work and no school.) Book recommendation of the week: Saint X, by Alexis Schaitkin. Claire is seven when her sister disappears. Two decades later, she encounters one of the men believed responsible — and begins a quest to understand what happened and what it cost everyone around her. This is so beautifully written it’s painful. * I make a commission if you use that Amazon link. You may also like:all of my 2019 book recommendationsall of my 2017 and 2018 book recommendationsall of my 2015 and 2016 book recommendations { 1,445 comments }
Nancy* February 29, 2020 at 1:27 am I’m looking for epically long books, something that will take me a long time to get through. I like contemporary fiction, literary fiction, I guess more highbrow than lowbrow. I don’t read fantasy, sci fi, or historical fiction. With those caveats, what are your recommendations for a really lengthy but good read?
Anonymouse* February 29, 2020 at 1:42 am Do you enjoy Victorian novels, the kind that Henry James once referred to as “large, loose, baggy monsters”? Because there are definitely a couple I could recommend. Ditto the great Russians.
Anonymouse* February 29, 2020 at 2:02 am The best contemporary long novel I’ve read is probably Haruki Murakami’s “The Wind-Up Bird Chronicles” — translated from the Japanese. He has an even longer novel, “IQ84” but I cannot vouchsafe the quality.
fhqwhgads* February 29, 2020 at 11:03 am Sam here. Definite recommend. I believe it was originally three volumes in Japan but then released in English as one super long book, so not only is it GREAT but it definitely fits Nancy’s length criteria.
Lucette Kensack* February 29, 2020 at 12:06 pm I LOVED 1Q84. And then I read more Murakami and it’s all the same ideas and same characters (not literally, but it’s all men with varied sexual problems, and quirky women, and ugh), and it totally changed my perspective on it. I went from loving it to rolling my eyes about it and everything else he’s written. So disappointing.
Lucette Kensack* February 29, 2020 at 12:07 pm Also, 1Q84 is… fantasy-adjacent? Magical realism? Fair warning, since you said you didn’t read fantasy.
HBJ* February 29, 2020 at 2:06 am Bleak House took me foreeeever. And I’m typically a fast reader who blazes through multiple books a week.
merp* March 2, 2020 at 10:42 am Late response but seconding this. Bleak House is looooonnnngggg and bonus, it’s really good! It’s laugh out loud funny at parts, I enjoyed the characters, all of that. Absolutely changed my mind on Dickens, who I had not been a big fan of before reading it.
Anonymouse* February 29, 2020 at 5:01 am That was the first book I thought of too, but it’s fantasy AND historical fiction, both genres that OP doesn’t read. It’s a great book too.
Cambridge Comma* February 29, 2020 at 5:19 pm Read it anyway, OP. If I could only read one book for the rest of my life, it would be this one.
Sara(h)* February 29, 2020 at 2:43 am The Stone Diaries by Carol Shields was incredible — maybe not “really lengthy,” but it’s long-ish. Do you like magic realism? 100 Years of Solitude is long, maybe longer than it seems because it’s small font and densely written, in the best of ways.
Fran* February 29, 2020 at 3:29 am https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/22822858-a-little-life it was recommended by Alison some time ago. It is over 800 pages and is good.
Her name is Anne, she has no other* February 29, 2020 at 3:53 am Depends what you mean by historical fiction and if you’re willing to try something outside your box. My favourite long book is “The Crimson Petal and the White” by Michel Faber. Another one I can think of but has lovers and haters (I hated it, I know Alison and plenty others recommend it) is “A Little Life” by Hanya Yanagihara which fits into contemporary fiction.
Texan in Exile aka golddigger* February 29, 2020 at 3:57 am Cutting for Stone, A Verghese Lonesome Dove, L McMurtry
Anonymouse* February 29, 2020 at 5:05 am “Lonesome Dove” is great, and stupendously long, but sadly it’s historical fiction. It’s interesting, but I never realized that contemporary literary fiction really hasn’t embraced the long novel format.
Catsonakeyboard* February 29, 2020 at 9:10 am I second Cutting for Stone Also, The Street Sweeper – Elliot Perlman
Foreign Octopus* February 29, 2020 at 4:22 am A Little Life, by Hanya Yanagihira. The Goldfinch, by Donna Tartt. Kristin Lavransdatter, by Sigrid Undset.
Anonymouse* February 29, 2020 at 5:02 am OP doesn’t read fantasy… and even I had a hard time and gave up on “Return of the King” (I’m meaning to eventually go back to that…)
Just Another Manic Millie* February 29, 2020 at 2:21 pm I don’t read fantasy at all, with the exception of The Ring Trilogy, and I really liked The Return of the King. Give it another chance!
CoffeeforLife* February 29, 2020 at 6:41 am I have been struggling to get through The Goldfinch for 2 years. I can only read a few pages at a time…this from a person who can do a book a day! Is the struggle worth it?
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 6:57 am I read so fast that I almost never give up books, because by the time I decide I don’t like it there’s usually only an hour or so left of it so I might as well, but I deleted The Goldfinch from my Kindle app halfway through with no regrets at all, because it was awful and not improving.
Scarlet Magnolias* February 29, 2020 at 9:39 am I agree about the Goldfinch, but LOVED the Secret History
Foreign Octopus* February 29, 2020 at 7:17 am Unlike Red Reader, I loved the Goldfinch. I started it and just couldn’t stop. It was my first Tartt book and I much preferred it to The Secret History, which I realise is her first book but The Goldfinch was so well-written and I found the pace of it really good. It’s not for everyone, but I do recommend it.
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 7:37 am Sorry to bash :) I just generally am not a huge fan of most contemporary fiction, I think!
Foreign Octopus* February 29, 2020 at 9:12 am Don’t worry about it! You didn’t like it, that’s all. I’m a bit hit and miss on contemporary fiction as well. Some I really love, like the ones I recommended above, others like The English Patient – ugh.
Cruciatus* February 29, 2020 at 7:43 am Give it up. If you were enjoying it you would have finished it. I dreaded picking up that book every single time and I should have just dropped it. If you don’t like it now, you won’t like it later. If you want to feel like a completist, you could always just watch the movie or just read through the plot someone has summarized online. There was no point in the book where I thought “well, that certainly got so much better!”
Roseberriesmaybe* February 29, 2020 at 10:33 am In briefer format than The Goldfinch: no, the struggle is not worth it
An Elephant Never Baguettes* March 1, 2020 at 12:40 pm I read all of the Goldfinch and while I am glad I did, I struggled with it a lot, would never reread it, and 4 years later I’m still mad at it whenever I am reminded of its existence. So honestly- if you’re not enjoying it, it might not be worth it.
Part Time Poet* March 1, 2020 at 2:39 pm I read the Goldfinch quickly, but I didn’t like it either. I thought the ending was just so terrible, it made me mad. I tried reading The Secret History, but got mad about it and decided it was okay if I didn’t finish it.
alienor* March 1, 2020 at 1:21 pm I did finish The Goldfinch, but I didn’t especially enjoy it. It disappointed me for the same reason as The Immortalists: they both started off with an interesting premise and then just devolved into people complaining about their lives.
Justforthis* February 29, 2020 at 4:59 am Really, really long literary fiction: Proust’s In Search of Lost Time (also translated as Remembrance of Things Past).
Kuddel Daddeldu* February 29, 2020 at 8:16 am This! Came here to suggest that – it’s practically the proverbial long novel. Even the series title can be read as descriptive. Another recommendation (not nearly as long but pretty epic regardless) is Thomas Mann’s Buddenbrooks.
amoeba* February 29, 2020 at 8:33 am Yes! I loved Buddenbrooks. You could also try The Magic Mountain (no fantasy at all, despite the title ;)), but I gave up on that one…
Vin Packer* February 29, 2020 at 8:27 am Yes, this. I’m pretty sure it also provides the epigraph for The Idiot, by Elif Batuman, which itself also fits the description of long, contemporary, literary fiction.
mreasy* February 29, 2020 at 3:07 pm I recommend hunting down a good translation of the Proust. I think Vintage (?) did one a decade or so ago – Lydia Davis translates the first volume and subsequent volumes were also excellent. Older translations can be quite dry.
Bluebell* February 29, 2020 at 10:08 am Seconding this! Also, Middlesex by Jeffrey Eugenides might be a good choice.
another Hero* February 29, 2020 at 7:11 pm Can’t vouch for Pachinko but I did like Free Food for Millionaires a lot and only didn’t read Pachinko bc of the length, so this strikes me as a good suggestion
Gloucesterina* March 1, 2020 at 12:38 pm Pachinko is incredible–but also deeply rooted in its historical setting, which may not be the the OP’s taste. But Lee has spoken about her investment in writing in a realist tradition of 19th-century British writers, and that lineage may be of interest to OP!
Traffic_Spiral* February 29, 2020 at 7:16 am Hm. Well, you’ve excluded most the really long books, but you can always go read the old Russian classics – Crime and Punishment, Anna Karenina, etc. Maybe infinite jest?
Clisby* February 29, 2020 at 12:22 pm AKA possibly the most boring novel ever written in the English language.
CorgisandCats* February 29, 2020 at 7:49 am Gentleman from Moscow by Amor Towles is fairly long and in my opinion, very well written. It’s somewhat historical (takes place after Russian Revolution) but it’s much more focused on characters rather than history. Do you like nonfiction? I have a ton of recommendations for that and they tend to be quite long. Happy reading!
amoeba* February 29, 2020 at 8:36 am Paul Auster – 4321 T. C. Boyle – The Terranauts. But basically anything by him, I like his books but somehow they always take ages for me to read. John Irving – A Prayer for Owen Meany, The world according to Garp….. Salman Rushdie – Golden House
Joanne’s Daughter* February 29, 2020 at 5:59 pm A Prayer for Owen Meany is one of my favorite all time reads!
Rex Jacobus* March 1, 2020 at 9:41 pm Owen Meay is one of my top ten books of all time. John Irving wrote four beautiful books in a row and this was the best of the lot.
Atheist Nun* February 29, 2020 at 8:56 am If 1970s New York sounds interesting (and not too much like “historical” fiction), you can try City on Fire by Garth Risk Hallberg. It is about 1000 pages.
iliketoknit* February 29, 2020 at 8:58 am Infinite Jest by David Foster Wallace and Mason & Dixon by Thomas Pynchon are fairly monstrous :) They’re not my personal taste but my contemporary/literary/highbrow fiction reading husband adores them.
Double A* March 1, 2020 at 8:54 pm I was going to recommend Infinite Jest. I know a lot of people kind of sneer about Wallace, but I always wonder if they’ve actually read Infinite Jest. I think it’s one of the most phenomenal novels ever written. I’ve read it twice, and intend to reread it periodically throughout my life. It takes about 6 months to get through.
Jules the 3rd* February 29, 2020 at 9:22 am Umberto Eco’s _Name of the Rose_ and _Focault’s Pendulum_ are good. NotR is technically historical fiction, but it’s really philosophy and art. FP is what Dan Brown wishes he could write.
Kuddel Daddeldu* February 29, 2020 at 6:20 pm Seconded. More on the literary fiction side, Ulysses by James Joyce is fairly massive, in volume as well as in literary longevity. Another tome I can spend ages with is Brewer’s Dictionary of Phrase and Fable.
Not A Manager* February 29, 2020 at 9:35 am Anna Karenina is my favorite book of any genre. It’s not *historical fiction,* although it is contemporary fiction from another time. But maybe that makes a real difference. I like the story of Anna well enough, but I *really* like the parallel stories with other characters, and I especially like the small glimpses that we get into the internal lives of passing characters – even about half a chapter from the dog’s point of view. I also like the “historical” snippets that aren’t “worked in for timely color” the way you get in historical novels. They are just actual references that the author is making to the actual way people were living at his time.
PhyllisB* February 29, 2020 at 9:47 am I’ve heard Ken Follett books are good, and LONG. Of course if you like fiction, one that comes to mind is Gone With The Wind. And there was one popular back in the 90’s I think; And The Ladies of the Club. I’ll have to check that title/author and get back to you.
Windchime* February 29, 2020 at 2:20 pm Ooooh, yeah. Ken Follet. I have read both “Pillars of the Earth” and “World Without End” multiple times. They may not appeal to the OP, though, as they are historical fiction. But soooooo good.
PhyllisB* February 29, 2020 at 10:50 pm I found the info on And The Ladies of the Club. The author is Helen Hooven Santmyer and the book is 1,433 pages long. Someone in a facebook reading group I belong to posted about it I didn’t read it when it first came out because at the time our library only allowed check outs for two weeks with no renewals. I’m a fast reader, but I had small children then and knew there was no way I could finish that in two weeks. Now they allow up to three renewals (six weeks) if there’s no holds. I think on my next library visit I’ll check to see if they still have it.
pony tailed wonder* March 1, 2020 at 6:09 pm My book club read And the Ladies of the Club and it split the members into two different camps. Several refused to read such a long book and only about a third finished it. I loved it so I checked out the author’s other books and she mostly reworks the same theme over and over again. And the Ladies of the Club si the best one of them all.
Victoria, Please* February 29, 2020 at 10:14 am “A Suitable Boy,” by Vikram Seth. That book is so long that the author wrote a humorous poem as a prelude, describing just how long it is.
Ladyb* February 29, 2020 at 11:56 am Yes! I think I’m on my fourth or fifth copy as I keep lending it to friends and then wanting to read it again. Wonderful characterisation and a sense of India. Absolutely my Desert Island book
Cambridge Comma* February 29, 2020 at 5:21 pm It’s wonderful. I’ve read it at least 20 times so I often read just one part.
Seeking Second Childhood* February 29, 2020 at 10:47 am Leaving out f/sf loses you some very interesting crossovers… remember that ‘Handmaid’s Tale’ is argued over whether it’s sf or not. If that ‘future history’ caught your interest, I’d suggest Kim Stanley Robinson’s ‘Science In The Capital’ trilogy.
Falling Diphthong* February 29, 2020 at 11:26 am I love Anathem by Neil Stephenson. Of your categories I’d call it sci fi, high brow, literary. Don’t know if the latter two outweigh the first for you. It’s a world in which mathematicians live in seclusion in monasteries while the outside world rises and falls around them. It takes about 300 pages for the plot to start moving, and really picks up around 500.
Tony T* February 29, 2020 at 12:09 pm Q: Can one wear a falling diphthong at the beach? Concur on T.C. Boyle … pounding my way through William Gibson’s “The Sprawl” trilogy …
Aphrodite* February 29, 2020 at 12:34 pm I’m not sure if you’d consider this historical fiction–it was contemporary when it was written–but I loved, absolutely loved, Anna Karenina. I read it every day and it still took me three weeks to finish it.
Rocky McRockface* February 29, 2020 at 12:38 pm The Luminaries by Eleanor Catton was great, also check out the Secret History or the Gold Finch by Donna Tartt.
Sarah* February 29, 2020 at 12:56 pm Robertson Davies – The Deptford Trilogy (Fifth Business, The Manticore, World of Wonders) It’s been ages since I’ve read them, but I remember loving them. While they are obviously three books, they are interconnected with repeating characters.
A Sylvia (but not *that* Sylvia)* February 29, 2020 at 2:10 pm The Shell Seekers by Rosamund Pilcher is one of my favorites. September is also very good but not quite as long. She’s one of my go-to authors when I just need to feel cozy.
mreasy* February 29, 2020 at 3:05 pm Legitimately loved War & Peace. Also 2666 by Bolano & despite everything, I have read Infinite Jest multiple times & think it’s truly brilliant.
Katt* February 29, 2020 at 5:59 pm Delightfully long literary fiction: Twin Studies by Keith Maillard, Songs for the Cold of Heart by Eric Dupont.
another Hero* February 29, 2020 at 7:14 pm You asked for fiction, but because of its epic qualities, focus on a few people as “characters,” and length, The Warmth of Other Suns might be a book you’d find satisfying. It’s an exceptionally good book too
Rex Jacobus* March 1, 2020 at 12:57 am Shantaram is a simultaneously a hefty tome and a page turner . Part thriller, part treatise on what makes a person good or bad, and part loose biography.
andy* March 1, 2020 at 4:45 am Richard Evans – The third reich trilogy It is well written, easy to read and also not a fiction.
OlympiasEpiriot* March 1, 2020 at 4:16 pm The Constant Gardener by John LeCarre. I know his writing is pigeonholed as Espionage, possibly with some Mystery tossed in; but, I find his best books to be marvels of intricate character studies. The Constant Gardener is fairly long, iirc. I read really fast, even in older dialects of English (I sink into Henry Fielding works when I’m sick for long periods) but, I find I slow down quite a bit for his writing.
Seeking Second Childhood* March 1, 2020 at 6:39 pm Older fiction, recommended by my husband — James Fenimore Cooper ‘The Deerslayer’, ‘Ivanhoe ‘, Last of the Mohicans”, etc.
Olive Hornby* March 1, 2020 at 10:44 pm We Are Not Ourselves, by Matthew Thomas, seems like it would hit all your criteria. And it’s a beautiful book.
MCL* March 1, 2020 at 11:23 pm It took me forever to read “The Stand.” Really enjoyed it, though. Not any of the genres you dislike, either.
MCL* March 1, 2020 at 11:29 pm But if Stephen King isn’t your cup of tea, I’d try Elizabeth Kostova. The Historian has a little fantastic flavor to it but her other two works don’t.
Pliant Platapus* March 2, 2020 at 12:38 am We, the Drowned by Carsten Jensen A Moment in the Sun by John Sayles
MP* March 2, 2020 at 2:15 am I love that so many of the recommendations are fantasy and historical fiction ♂️
ForcesBrat* March 2, 2020 at 6:28 am I realise this comes under historical fiction as it is set in post-partition India, but A Suitable Boy has 591,552 words and the book is one of the longest novels ever published in a single volume in the English language so it would definitely take a long time to read.
Caroline Bowman* March 2, 2020 at 9:14 am Shantaram! It’s long and quite involved and beautifully-written.
Hammy* March 6, 2020 at 4:27 pm Alexander Hamilton by Ron Chernow. The musical Hamilton is based on this book. I started reading it a few weeks ago. I’m a linguist and have a pretty good vocabulary. I read this book with my dictionary app handy. But, it is interesting.
Fanny's mom* February 29, 2020 at 1:28 am Last year I adopted my 10-year-old foster failure Fanny, a weird nugget of a cat who yells at me constantly, is afraid of being snuggled, but adores a lengthy petting session. She reminds me of one of my old Jewish aunts who would yell at me for being too pretty, even when I looked like poop. Fanny is hilarious and I do like her quite a bit, but my heart belongs to bonded boy cats. If I didn’t live in a studio apartment, where it’s near impossible to do a safe and healthy introduction of new feline friends, I have no doubt that I would be the crazy cat lady that drives down to Alison’s and adopts her beautiful foster boys. So, fingers crossed Alison that your kits find their forever home!
Cat adoption is great!* February 29, 2020 at 9:18 am I adopted a pair of bonded adult cats last year, and it’s the most wonderful thing in the world. Someone warned me the cats would love each other more than me, and that just hasn’t been the case – they play and snuggle together while I’m at work, but are always thrilled to see me when I come home. I get lots of feline love without either of them being without their companion. These boys look amazing – I hope someone adopts them soon so they can experience the joy of bonded kitties who are old enough not to be idiot kittens but young enough to still live life to the fullest.
MistOrMister* March 1, 2020 at 7:27 am I wish my cats were bonded! They’re a brother-sister pair and the boy wanted a closer relationship when they were youths but his sister wasn’t having it. They coexist and cuddle together sometimes, but there’s also a lot more smackdowns that my heart would like. A bonded pair sounds like heaven but my cuddlefloofs will NOT allow another cat in the house. We tried and boy, oh boy, was that a disaster.
Seeking Second Childhood* February 29, 2020 at 10:52 am These cat photos are tormenting me, a now-allergic former cat companion! (I rented a house for 2 years with someone who had 3 cats…it was sad but good that my allergies turned on before I adopted one of my own.)
Elizabeth West* February 29, 2020 at 12:32 pm If I had a place, a job, and a life, I would take them in a heartbeat.
Marthooh* February 29, 2020 at 1:11 pm Hank’s little chinbeard, awww! It’s so cute I can’t even predicate it!
I Wrote This in the Bathroom* March 2, 2020 at 9:34 am My bonded littermate grandcats, who live with me now, will be moving out this summer along with their human parents. Hank and Shadow would have made perfect new cats to fill the void (even though one of them *is* a void!)
NotAnotherManager!* March 2, 2020 at 11:54 pm We have a bonded pair of foster failures. :) They are my second set of bonded boys, though I believe the first set was Cat A loved Cat B (and, really everyone) and Cat B merely tolerated Cat A because he hoped the vacuum cleaner might get to Cat A first and give him time to escape (you don’t have to outrun the bear, just have one slower friend – Cat A was definitely slower). We are now on to Cats C and D after losing Cat A to organ failure last month. I have never seen two cats who love each other so much. They are weird, not well-socialized, and had about zero chance of being adopted, but they are crazy about each other.
AE* February 29, 2020 at 1:34 am Ugh, Coronavirus. The USA’s first case of community spread (a woman diagnosed without any known contacts with infected people) occurred in a town about 15 minutes away from me. She’s now hospitalized (and intubated) nearby. Now several undergraduates at the university where I’m a grad student are under suspicion of infection and awaiting testing. I really don’t want to freak out about this but on the other hand, I have a small child and a senior citizen in my home, and I have a chronic respiratory illness that puts me at increased risk if I do get infected. My out-of-state family is sending me frantic emails telling me to stay home. But that’s not really an option in my graduate program unless they decide to suspend classes, which is unlikely at this point. Another family member is giving my dogs side-eye following the news of a dog testing positive in China. Not a concern in my book. I’m really not sure how worried I should be. I did have the swine flu in college and was horribly ill, but pulled through with TamiFlu and rest at home. I’m being pretty vigilant about hand hygiene. What do you guys think about all this? How’s your mental state?
Restless Rover* February 29, 2020 at 3:10 am I’m currently living in South Korea where the number of identified cases hit 3000 this morning. We live in an area where they identified about 50 cases so far. And I have pneumonia so I’m definitely more susceptible at the moment. We’re basically hunkering down and staying inside. We stocked up on groceries to cut down on having to be in contact with larger crowds. The schools are closed and my employer put me and my colleagues on leave indefinitely. There are no masks for sale to be found anywhere, the local town governments are actually handing out masks, one per person. While the masks don’t really help a whole lot, they’re better than nothing especially when you already have respiratory issues. We also wash our hands, a lot and we always carry disinfectant when we do have to leave the house. There really isn’t a whole lot you can do besides minimizing contact with other people, avoiding large gatherings, avoiding travel, and practicing good hygene. Anyone in food prep should be wearing masks and plastic gloves to minimize food contamination. In our area, most restaurants have switched to take-out or delivery only. I’m keeping my fingers crossed that this will pass without too many repercussions but I’m very afraid for my fellow citizens in the US as it appears that the current administration is severely underestimating this pandemic. Good luck to you and stay safe and healthy.
WS* February 29, 2020 at 5:24 am One good thing about this compared to seasonal flu is that children don’t seem to be at particular risk. So worry about yourself and the senior citizen, but not the child this time around.
Tau* February 29, 2020 at 5:27 am I woke up this morning with a cough and a sore throat, so it’s been on my mind. On the one hand, I haven’t travelled recently and haven’t knowingly had close contact with anyone who has, and my region has no cases. On the other, I live in the capital city of a country that has had cases and also has lots of tourists, and I commute to work on crowded public transport. So… um. My current plan is to stay home for a few days (well, one trip out to stock up on food, which I was planning to do this weekend anyway), see if it gets better, and call my doctor if I get a fever. I’m not sure what to do if it persists as a mild infection, though. My work would probably let me WFH for a longer period, but I don’t think they’d be super happy about it (and I’m still in the probation period! /o\) and – selfishly – I am bad at WFH and it does bad things to my mental health. I am viewing the prospect of “hey, please self-quarantine for a week” with active dread. In general, the aforementioned commute on public transport in a major metropolitan area makes me kind of resigned to catching this at some point even if it’s not now. I should be in a low-risk group, and I weathered swine flu etc. OK, so hopefully it won’t be a big deal. I’m more concerned about my dad, who is nearly 70, in a position where he travels a lot and has a lot of contact with people, and has been under a lot of stress of late which can’t be good for his immune system.
Lady Jay* February 29, 2020 at 7:20 am For what it’s worth, only about 5% of coronavirus cases have a sore throat. So while corona isn’t impossible, you probably have a cold. :) I’m honestly far more worried about the impact of corona on my professional life (I posted in the open thread yesterday) than on my personal life. I don’t get sick easily, and I live in a part of the country where it makes more sense for me to take a car than public transport. I wash my hands a lot, and I’ll buy some extra hand sanitizers this weekend to keep in my classroom. But these massive, rolling shutdowns of entire cities and industries have me a bit nervous – I do education research and “work from home” would be disruptive and/or difficult.
Lady Jay* February 29, 2020 at 7:21 am Symptoms of coronavirus (BBC): https://www.bbc.com/news/health-51214864
Tau* February 29, 2020 at 7:43 am Thanks, I didn’t know that! It’s good to know, especially because I already figured there’s, like, a 95% chance this is a cold. The question is really… – what about that remaining 5%, and – if it *is* a cold, do I really want to help spread it around at the same time as coronavirus. I was listening to WHO recommendations, and they recommend staying >3 feet away from anyone who is coughing or sneezing – which I figure also translates into “stay this far away from people if you have respiratory symptoms”. The problem is really that that distance is physically impossible to enforce on my commute, and public transport is the only way I have to get to work. (I don’t even have a driver’s license, and although I’ve been planning to cycle part of the way once the weather gets warmer it’s too long to do the whole way in both directions.) If it weren’t for that, I’d be less torn. But yeah, for me personally my main worry is that I’ll have to WFH for a longer time due to shutdowns or being infected but not seriously ill myself. In principle my industry is very suited to this and I’ve worked with solely or primarily remote employees before, but I don’t do well with it at all.
Milk of Amnesia* February 29, 2020 at 11:45 am For droplets you neednto stay 2m away from people. Also I have read that they think the infection rate is much higher as a lot of people have a very mild case of it ot show minimal to no symptoms at all.
Parenthetically* February 29, 2020 at 11:51 am Yep, this is what I’ve read as well — that as diagnosis improves we’ll see the fatality rate plummet, since there are likely a huge number of people infected who just think they have a cold.
StrikingFalcon* February 29, 2020 at 1:37 pm This is what face masks are for! They don’t really keep you from *catching* diseases, other than by discouraging you from touching your face with your hands, but they do help prevent you from spreading respiratory diseases to others. They are sold at pharmacies, although of course, your local supply of face masks is dependent on how panicky your city of residence currenlty is…
Tau* February 29, 2020 at 3:52 pm I haven’t seen anyone wearing one, so I was going to say “panic levels low”, but then I went to the pharmacy and they actually had a sign up front saying “NO FACE MASKS” so yyeaah. It’s a good idea, though – if I do end up needing to head into work while coughing, I’ll try to organise some!
nonegiven* February 29, 2020 at 6:50 pm >“NO FACE MASKS” Meaning they have none to sell or meaning that you are barred from entering while wearing one?
What Me? Worry?* February 29, 2020 at 6:44 am My mental state is fine and I’m excited to capitalize on this hysteria by investing more than I would in the stock market. I am however, annoyed by the media for the level of fear mongering they are doing about all this. Look, if this thing goes full blown pandemic then we’re all screwed although it sounds like a large portion of us already carry the disease in low quantities already so who knows. Look, 50k Americans die each year due to not wearing their seat belts in car accidents so until the virus starts hitting those numbers in America, I’m not even going to bother to pay attention.
Rebecca* February 29, 2020 at 7:16 am Plus the normal influenza virus(s) that go through every year. I’m not worried.
Parenthetically* February 29, 2020 at 9:05 am I’m about in the same place. Washing my hands more, encouraging my (older, almost-70) folks not to do a lot of traveling, but honestly — this is only making news because it’s new. And even if it does go full-blown pandemic, the huge majority of folks with it are going to have normal cold/flu symptoms best treated with rest and hydration.
Jules the 3rd* February 29, 2020 at 10:06 am Looking at the stats, this is not going to be a Spanish Flu situation (1918), but we will lose people we love among our elders. And it is very likely to hit the same overall numbers as this year’s flu. The US goal should be to stretch out infection so that we don’t overwhelm hospitals. Morbidity Flu 0.1% Coronavirus 0.7% (outside of China) Morbidity among people over 70: Flu 2% Coronavirus 8% (in China) R0 Flu 2017/2018: 1.53 Coronavirus: 1.5 – 6.6 (in China)
Seeking Second Childhood* February 29, 2020 at 10:56 am For what it’s worth, “flu” stats will vary greatly depending on strain & levels of previous exposure. 1918 was certainly higher than those numbers.
m* February 29, 2020 at 12:21 pm “Morbidity” You keep using that word. I do not think it means what you think it means.
Lucy* February 29, 2020 at 1:55 pm m is correctly pointing out that most people will think that “morbidity” is the same as “mortality”. It’s not- morbidity just means having symptoms of an illness. Mortality would be the rate of death from the illness.
ThatGirl* February 29, 2020 at 1:57 pm Morbidity means illness or infection, mortality means death. Jules was posting the mortality rate.
Fomiter* February 29, 2020 at 1:17 pm FYI – the difference between morbidity and mortality https://www.livestories.com/blog/morbidity-vs-mortality-rate
Entry-level Marcus* February 29, 2020 at 10:17 am People shouldn’t panic, but I feel like the takeaway from these types of arguments is that we should care more about things like raid safety and the flu, not less about coronavirus.
Elizabeth West* February 29, 2020 at 1:34 pm Just for the record, we’re not screwed in the sense that oh noes, everybody gonna die! We’re not talking about pneumonic plague. We would be screwed in that so many people would either be sick or quarantined that normal infrastructure would grind to a halt. If something breaks, you’d likely have to wait a couple of weeks or more to get it fixed. Power goes out? Wait. Going to work? Nope. A lot of folks in China are struggling since they can’t go to work while their cities are locked down. Most people in the US don’t have enough money saved to weather a period of quarantine/non-work either. I totally agree about the media; fear means clicks. It’s reprehensible to fearmonger. Of course, with He-Who-Shall-Not-Be-Named doing everything he can to discredit fact-based news sources, panic could break out easily. I’m more worried about that than the virus.
Anon for the moment* March 1, 2020 at 12:17 pm I am over 50. I have a really crappy immune system. I have lots of health problems. I’ve got several people in my life that I love very much who are either much younger or older also with health problems. Hearing this only impacts the elderly or the immune-compromised does not help me. Right now if we can take steps either individually or collectively to keep this from becoming a pandemic, I would much rather take those now, thank you very much.
The Librarian (not the type from TNT)* February 29, 2020 at 6:44 am I’m putting coronavirus in the same category of other things I have absolutely control over and not worrying about it. I work in a public library and commute to work on crush-loaded New York subways, so if this thing reaches NYC and really spreads, I’m probably totally screwed. Hopefully the actual symptoms are not worse than the flu, which kills more people than coronavirus every year.
Clisby* February 29, 2020 at 12:30 pm We don’t know whether flu kills more people than coronavirus every year, since this is the first year we’ve known of coronavirus. If that’s true 20 years from now, that’s a different story.
That Girl from Quinn's House* February 29, 2020 at 2:02 pm As it stands, the death rate of the seasonal flu is .01% while the death rate of coronavirus is 2-3%. This may change as we get more information and expand testing, but for now, we have to work with the information we have, and that is that coronavirus is markedly more dangerous than the seasonal flu. Please stop spreading misinformation.
What the What* March 1, 2020 at 8:15 am adExcept that these statistics may be misleading. People most statistics like they’re fact. But we have much better data about the regular flu, meaning our statistical error is much lower. What if the death rate of coronavirus is 2-3% with a 1.9% statistical error rate and the flu has a .01% death rate with a 0.01% statistical error rate? In that case, one of those statistics is highly accurate and the other one isn’t. Do you know what the error rate of your 2-3% statistic is? What if the data is accurate, but 50% of known cases forming that statistic are for patients over the age of 80, because healthy adults are less likely to seek treatment for flu symptoms? That would mean it’s not a 3% death rate for everyone, but rather a 3% death rate in a non-representative population. Do you know if the population forming your statistic is representative? What is the death rate among patients diagnosed in the first 30 days of the outbreak compared to the most recent 30 days? That’s the problem with statistics. They seem so factual and easily become misleading without the full context of understanding the sample size, population, and other data.
Kuododi* March 1, 2020 at 5:16 pm I believe it was Mark Twain who said:. “There are lies…there are Damned lies….and there are statisi.” Best regards… Kuododi
allathian* March 2, 2020 at 5:29 am The corona virus mortality rate will likely go down as time goes on, as infected people with less severe symptoms are identified.
CoffeeforLife* February 29, 2020 at 6:47 am My partner has been following it for weeks now and made us buy a ton of non-perishables and we are pretty stocked if there is a rush on grocery stores and/or we need to stay in. I just wish we lived in a Prime fresh delivery area. :/
Falling Diphthong* February 29, 2020 at 12:17 pm My spouse wants to stock up on non-perishables in case there is a panic–like, he’s not worried about the disease, but about people’s reactions to it. Since we have an unfinished basement, I am not opposed to extra stockpiles of toilet paper and some soup–blizzards are an option where we live, if not earthquakes.
young professional* February 29, 2020 at 4:17 pm interesting – (don’t mean this to be argumentative in the least) but you are also part of this panic by responding to it! We all get drawed in – I’m not panicking but now I will consider if I too should preemptively buy groceries if others will too.
Oxford Comma* March 1, 2020 at 12:19 pm As a matter of course, everyone should have a stock of emergency supplies for whatever: power outages, blizzards, natural disasters, health crises. Should you go out and buy a case of soup? Probably not. Should you have a few extra containers on hand? Not the worst idea in the world.
Alexandra Lynch* February 29, 2020 at 10:06 pm I’m not going to run around with my hair on fire, but I keep a couple weeks worth of important things (toilet paper, food, medications, cat food) around anyway because we live where there are blizzards and ice storms, and sometimes if we all have our chronic illnesses flare at once no one is going out for anything even if the weather is fine.
Crazy Chicken Lady* February 29, 2020 at 12:57 pm I stopped at Costco yesterday around 7 pm. It was just about an hour and a half after our local news announced a local case of unknown origin- the first case in the state. The person works about 5 minutes away from where I live and the Costco is the closest one to there. The Costco (!) had like 5 packages of toilet paper left. The space where you’d find Clorox wipes was simply… empty. No tag or anything. I think there was a bit of panic buying last night. I keep a decent amount of food on hand. It’s a leftover from my seriously frugal days of raising two kids on one income. So I keep rotational stock in my basement storeroom, bringing stuff up as I run out and adding to my shopping list for the next grocery run. I made red lentil dal last night and used up a jar of lentils (I buy them in bulk). I grabbed a jar in the basement and noted I had one more left which means I needed to buy about a jar worth from the bulk bin. I went shopping this morning at 7; that’s my usual Saturday morning shopping time. The parking lot was packed. At 7 am. There were no red lentils in the two bins. Sigh. I found the bulk bin guy and asked him- he said nope definitely out and some woman just spent 5 minutes beating on the two bins to get the last few lentils out. I had no idea that red lentils were an emergency supply item. Sheesh.
Elizabeth West* February 29, 2020 at 1:37 pm They keep for a long time and they’re cheap and nutritious.
Seeking Second Childhood* March 1, 2020 at 4:34 am This isn’t just a Costco ptoblem. I stumbled across it after someone on a previous weekend grumped about Whole Foods having none right after my store had low supply. Do a Web search — the agricultural economics would be interesting if it didn’t feel so dystopian. It ties to Australian drought, North American floods, US/China trade war, and supplier financial issues… and that was before covid-19.
Catherine* February 29, 2020 at 7:05 am I live in Tokyo and right now there are no toilet paper or tissues to be had in the city. The only way I can get toilet paper right now is if I buy it on Amazon from a third-party seller at a markup–and I’ll still have to wait for shipping.
Catherine* February 29, 2020 at 7:06 am However, all the grocery stores still have plenty of food. It’s just the disposable paper goods aisles that are decimated due to the collective public rush to stock up.
m* February 29, 2020 at 12:24 pm If it’s anything like Hong Kong or Singapore it’ll go back to normal after a while.
pony tailed wonder* March 1, 2020 at 6:55 pm I had heard that in Japan, there is a greater percentage of people having bidets so a toilet paper shortage there strikes me as more serious than other countries.
Pinkie pie* February 29, 2020 at 8:13 am I live outside a major international tourist destination and have a kid with asthma. I’m quietly stocking up to be able to stay inside for a month. Husband has bought into it’s an hoax that is driven by media panic. I’m googling how to make hand sanitizer (one part rubbing alcohol, 3 parts aloe). If I’m wrong, he has the pleasure of knowing that Trump was right. When shtf, my daughter is protected.
Jules the 3rd* February 29, 2020 at 10:08 am This is a reasonable thing to do. If you don’t have to stay home, you’ll just use the stuff over time. I’m going to pick up toilet paper and tissues this weekend as possible.
Clisby* February 29, 2020 at 12:34 pm Yeah, if you can afford to stock up, it’s a good idea. You never know what might happen. I’m still using up the hurricane supplies I stockpiled last year, so I’ll be ready to re-supply in June.
Shell* February 29, 2020 at 10:01 am It sounds to me like there are still a lot of unanswered questions about this virus. Like, how long is the incubation period, and how many people will get only mildly ill if they contract it, and can you get it more than once? I’m not panicking about it, but I did decide to stock up a bit in case it really spreads and people are asked to stay home. Authorities generally recommend you should have some food and water at home at all times, because disasters (hurricanes, blizzards, etc.) are always a possibility. Despite living in blizzard country, I’ve never really done that, but I went shopping a couple of days ago and picked up a bunch of staples — rice and beans, tuna, peanut butter, canned and dried fruit, soup, pasta, etc. I could probably subsist on a very boring diet for weeks. If anyone else is stocking up, don’t forget to get whatever your pets need!
Jules the 3rd* February 29, 2020 at 10:14 am Incubation seems to be 2 – 3 weeks. There’s now reports of people getting it a second time. No report on whether that makes them more or less vulnerable, it just got reported yesterday. For ‘how many people get it mildly’, that’s the inverse of morbidity, and they’ve got some good numbers on it that make it somewhere between seasonal flu and cholera. Morbidity: Flu 0.1% Coronavirus 0.7% (outside of China; 2% – 3% in China) Morbidity among people over 70: Flu 2% Coronavirus 8% (in China) R0 (measure of how much it will spread; higher = more spread) Flu 2017/2018: 1.53 (in US) Coronavirus: 1.5 – 6.6 (in China) Chicken Pox: 8 Measles: 15
Mimmy* February 29, 2020 at 10:49 am I’m not sure what to think, honestly. I think a lot of the fear is because it’s so new and the number of new cases and deaths worldwide keeps jumping up every day. That is alarming, yes. There’s a part of me wondering if everyone is overreacting, given that many people get and die from the seasonal flu and other illnesses. I think I’m just not quite understanding the fear. What I’m amazed at is how it has impacted the stock market! OMG!! I have other thoughts too but they’re not really appropriate for this forum. I just hope that things settle down soon.
Rebecca* February 29, 2020 at 12:10 pm I know, the stock market. Somewhere, someone is making money off of this, but it’s not the little guy, that’s for sure. No one seems to realize the flu sweeps through every year, and 30,000 more or less die from it. And that’s just the flu.
Count Boochie Flagrante* February 29, 2020 at 3:07 pm The little guy absolutely can make money off of it, investment-wise. Many won’t, because a lot of small investors are easily swayed by hype/hysteria chains. But being a small investor absolutely does not preclude making canny choices. Particularly given that this is coming hard on the heels of the race to $0 commissions last fall in the retail brokerages.
Seven hobbits are highly effective, people* February 29, 2020 at 4:04 pm Yeah, I’m wondering if I have the energy to get a retirement account opened right now. (I have a pension through work, so I’d been putting off contributing to an IRA or other such thing in preference to dumping more money into savings for house repairs, but also due to extreme laziness.) Seems like a good time to start putting money into something I should be doing anyway given how far the market’s down, but it’s also one more thing involving phone calls and decisions, and I hate both of those things.
MissDisplaced* February 29, 2020 at 11:43 am Don’t. Panic. I mean, seriously. Take all reasonable precautions for sanitation, but live your life. I am traveling to England next month, and while I am somewhat concerned about getting sick (but not really all that much more so than usual when I travel–because planes are gross), I won’t let it stop me from doing things. By far I think the greater concern is for people who are elderly or have a compromised immune system due to other illnesses. If that is the case, certainly those people should avoid large gatherings, travel and such. Personally, I think this will progress in spread, but reduce in severity. The worst cases being at the epicenter with the first infected. Additional infections will be gradually lessoning in severity. Probably we’ll all get it at some point, and feel nothing more than minor crappiness as we would with any cold.
Lore* February 29, 2020 at 12:10 pm I was supposed to be traveling to Thailand via South Korea next month. We had just about decided to cancel (due to risk of quarantine more than fear of virus) and now Korean Air has bollixed up our flights so completely that we couldn’t get there if we tried. But they haven’t canceled—they’ve left us with connections where one flights arrives 24 hours after the connecting flight leaves. And they’re completely unreachable by phone, chat, or social media. We have a month to figure out how to cancel so that’s a plus but they are making it very hard. (And not allowing cancellation without penalty.)
m* February 29, 2020 at 12:33 pm People around me don’t seem too worried. I’m not sure if I find that concerning or reassuring. (Helps to keep me level-headed and not obsess, but I can’t help wonder if they’re taking the necessary precautions of personal hygiene, staying home if sick etc.) I do with people would quit making jokes about it. Not so much because they’re offensive, but because all the jokes are so old now. Like, someone comes in with a cold and says ‘it’s not the coronavirus LOL!’ when they cough/sneeze/blow their nose (never mind that colds are also contagious!). Or saying how nice it’d be to have to ‘self-quarantine’ as a way to stay away from work (not sure if they realise that ‘quarantine’ means you can’t go outside, it’s not a paid vacation).
kt* February 29, 2020 at 3:57 pm My spouse is a physician. He sighed this morning & said, “Guess I better read about this COVID thing.” My non-physician friends are asking, “Are hospitals overwhelmed yet?!?!” and he’s like… no… not here. He is worried about the stress that will be put on the system as infection spreads, mostly because we have such a poor care-delivery system in the US (fragmented, unprepared, mostly driven by insurance considerations, not incentivized for public health). That part will suck, he says — if enough old people get pneumonia at once this system is just going to fail and people will die.
kt* February 29, 2020 at 4:03 pm Reread my comment and want to say that I’m not trying to be flippant about the impact on the older population. If you look at the mortality rates, they are most at risk, and it may be that it’s a viral pneumonia rather than a bacterial pneumonia that co-occurs. Flu generally has a bacterial pneumonia as a complication from what understand, and for bacterial pneumonia you can take antibiotics, while for a viral pneumonia antibiotics are useless. I am not a physician, just a STEM person, but if you want to know more about the evidence for this bacterial vs viral pneumonia thing check out “Radiological findings from 81 patients with COVID-19 pneumonia in Wuhan, China: a descriptive study” in The Lancet Infectious Disease, published online 5 days ago.
Sherm* February 29, 2020 at 12:48 pm I keep having Tom Petty’s “The waiting is the hardest part” stuck in my head. There is value in delaying the spread of the virus, for many reasons, but, man, the experience is like pulling a bandaid off verrrrrry slowly. I’m not very concerned about myself, but I do worry about older people in my life. For anxiety, I think one of the best things to do is have a plan. What would you do if you think you have it? What would you do if you had to quarantine yourself? What arrangements can you make if you cannot care for others? Having plans for being sick/stuck inside/on one’s back regardless of reason is probably a good idea, anyway.
AE* February 29, 2020 at 1:03 pm Well, wouldn’t you know my three-year-old woke up with a fever, cough, and increased respiratory rate this morning. She’s stable and it’s probably just a cold, but given that we live in the SF Bay Area about 15 minutes from the first community spread case I took her in. Urgent care was backed up for 5 hours so we’re at the ER, where we’re roomed but waiting to see a doctor. They are out of masks, tissues, and various other medical supplies. It’s weird.
m* February 29, 2020 at 1:26 pm Haven’t you been given the advice to stay away from hospitals/GPs if you suspect coronavirus given how contagious it is?
AE* February 29, 2020 at 1:46 pm That’s not correct. The CDC recommends that if you suspect coronavirus you should stay home except to seek medical care, which is exactly what we’re doing. We’re wearing masks and informed the nurse as soon as we entered the hospital, as they requested, so they roomed us away from other patients. I specifically didn’t go to a GP or her pediatrician even though it would have saved me a $200 hospital co-pay because I didn’t want to expose people in that setting.
That Girl from Quinn's House* February 29, 2020 at 1:59 pm Different countries, different US states, and different hospital networks, are issuing different guidelines, so you shouldn’t assume your directions are the same as everyone else’s.
cyanste* March 2, 2020 at 3:12 pm At least one big SF Bay hospital system says to call before coming in so they can triage ahead of time specifically not to risk exposing others unnecessarily.
Elizabeth West* February 29, 2020 at 1:15 pm The news said there were 20 people in St. Louis city/county who are under quarantine. Tested person in Belleville, Illinois over the state line has been cleared (I don’t know if the two are related). Currently, there are no confirmed cases of COVID-19 infection in Missouri. Not too worried for myself, but I live with a relative who is immunocompromised. A few years ago, I bought a couple of boxes of masks to put in my emergency kit for dust and smog protection. They don’t block viruses from coming in, but if I catch a cold, they’ll help block my sneezes, etc. I did get my flu shot before I moved. I keep hand sanitizer in my purse anyway.
That Girl from Quinn's House* February 29, 2020 at 1:57 pm I’m getting really stressed out too, my mom is basically the textbook definition of people who are dying of coronavirus (senior citizen, diabetes, heart and lung problems) and she’s having surgery this week (so not only is she in the hospital, she’s going to have diminished defenses.) I told her to get masks a few weeks ago and she waited until too late to get any. I found a supplier near me and I’ll go pick some up and mail her some, but it’s frightening, between me and my husband we fully expect at least one of our parents to end up in the ICU (assuming it’s not full by then.)
allathian* March 2, 2020 at 5:45 am I’m in Finland, with 6 confirmed cases so far in the whole country. One is a school-age child and another is the child’s parent, and about 100 kids have been quarantined for two weeks just in case. Even with relatively small numbers, medical authorities are already preparing people for the possibility that elective surgeries may be postponed until further notice if the situation deteriorates to a local epidemic, to ensure there’s enough medical personnel available to treat the sick. I’m not particularly worried on my own account, but my parents and in-laws are all in their 70s and dealing with chronic conditions, including respiratory illness, kidney disease, and diabetes, so I’m a bit worried for their sake. We have started stocking up on non-perishable foods. I’m lucky in that my employer has a very liberal telecommuting policy, so if necessary, I can work from home for weeks at a time. I hope it doesn’t come to that, but I’m glad the opportunity is there.
The Gollux, Not a Mere Device* February 29, 2020 at 5:32 pm I think my mental state is okay (or at least no worse than normal). Meanwhile, Penzey’s Spices is telling people not to panic, but to stock up on herbs/spices/seasonings to go with that stockpile of basics like rice, beans, pasta, and eggs. I already had pepper and tarragon on my shopping list, but added roasted garlic powder and seasoned salt at my girlfriend’s request, and dropped them off at her place on my way home.
Sparkly Lady* February 29, 2020 at 8:18 pm I’m calm overall for myself personally. It seems like adults without a history of respiratory problems generally have mild symptoms. However, I am very concerned for my mother who has lung cancer. Fortunately, she’s already well stocked with masks and she’s already been avoiding large crowds. But I am having low-key anxiety that I will have a mild or asymptomatic case, not know it, and accidentally infect her. (I live in an area that’s had community transmissions, so this is obviously an anxiety-driven fear, but not an impossible scenario.) So the main thing I’m trying to do is stay on top of the reports from medical sources about how to distinguish coronavirus, common cold, and seasonal flu. I am vaccinated for seasonal flu.
lassly* March 1, 2020 at 10:50 am This is what I’m worried about too – that I’ll have a nothingburger case and then give it to someone… With how little testing we’ve done in the US so far I have to figure we’ve got community spread established now, and everyone is looking outward at travel restrictions when we need to be working harder to stop what’s already getting entrenched. At least folks are doing the right thing stopping conferences and such. The mortality rate so far among the elderly or ill is pretty scary. Recent study out of China says 8% for folks in their 70s and 14.8% in their 80s. 10% with heart disease. Etc… Could be a real kick in the life expectancy if this just becomes another form of “dying of old age” like the flu or heart disease.
00ff00Claire* March 1, 2020 at 3:10 pm Well, I think people will fall somewhere between either 1)hearing that it’s a mild respiratory illness for most people and then carrying on without thinking about it at all or making any changes or 2)hearing “pandemic”, imagining people getting wiped out left and right and society collapsing within a few weeks a la The Walking Dead (I mean, Rick can’t have been in that coma for too long! wouldn’t he have succumbed to dehydration before waking up if it was many weeks?), and stockpiling for the apocalypse. Maybe it’s just me, but the during chatter I hear and see in discussions of “what are we supposed to do?”, the two extremes get the most attention and reaction. I personally am trying to land somewhere in the middle, because I do think we should be doing things differently. But I also don’t expect society to completely collapse around me. A relative sent me a link to a Scientific American blog post that pretty much explains how I have been trying to frame being prepared and making changes. It just does a much better job of explaining it. I will post the link in a second comment.
00ff00Claire* March 1, 2020 at 3:15 pm https://blogs.scientificamerican.com/observations/preparing-for-coronavirus-to-strike-the-u-s/
OlympiasEpiriot* March 1, 2020 at 4:21 pm I’ve already been vigilant about transmission vectors because I got a painfully slow-moving cold in December that many around here got in Dec and Jan. Then a stomach bug seems to have been circulating, too. It seems to have a long incubation period. Despite lots of handwashing, etc, I did get it last week. There’s so much to be worried about that this is just part of the morass. I can’t get overanxious about it. Otoh, the complete farce happening at the top in the Cabinet, the CDC, etc…well, THAT doesn’t do anything good for my mental state.
pony tailed wonder* March 1, 2020 at 7:22 pm I went and got extra toilet paper, allergy medicine, and diet coke and that might do it for me. However, this virus scare is really doing a number on my hands. All the extra hand washing is drying them out. I need to remember to use a lot more hand lotion than I have been using. If anyone can recommend a moisturizing hand soap, I would appreciate it.
00ff00Claire* March 1, 2020 at 9:38 pm You can try Cetaphil gentle cleanser, but I’m honestly not sure how it compares to regular soap with removing viruses from your hands. The ingredients include surfactants though, so maybe it does the same job as others. I have been using Aveeno cracked skin relief cica balm at night. It is quite sticky and takes a while to soak in. But my hands are better since I’ve been using it. Other really good lotions are Burts Bees Shea Butter Hand Repair and Cornhuskers Lotion (which does not leave hands tacky or greasy at all).
Sleve McDichael* February 29, 2020 at 1:35 am Awkward experiences thread! Share the embarrassing things you’ve done this week. We can all laugh and commiserate.
Sleve McDichael* February 29, 2020 at 1:35 am Here’s mine: I had a first aid training session on Tuesday. When I entered, there were about five people sitting around, none of whom I knew. The trainer asked me my name and I said ‘Nickname’! then, seeing she had a signup sheet for names, ‘Errr oh uh Name’. ‘And what’s your role, Name?’ she asked. This was a problem as I changed roles on the 20th of Dec and it’s barely sunk in. My response was ‘Teapot boffin?’ with a rising terminal like I was asking her! She tried to rescue me from my awkwardness by joking (in the way we do in my country) ‘Ohhh, so you’re one of those people.’ (The boffins have a bit of a mad scientist reputation). However, I was so caught up in my previous ridiculous response that all the words flew out of my head! All I could think to say was ‘….Yes.’ After that piece of witty repartee I scurried to an empty seat. To my further embarrassment, the seat back was leant forwards so I was curled up like the giant prawn of awkwardness. Desperate, I pulled the lever to quietly adjust my seat. SHUNK! Instead the chair shot abruptly to it’s lowest point. Crimson by this point, I pulled the other lever. THWACK! Now the backrest shot back and so did I, arms flailing in surprise. Nobody said a word. I spent the next minute readjusting my seat in silent mortification until the next person arrived to distract the eyes I could feel boring into my head. I’m not usually so awkward, honest!
Woodswoman* February 29, 2020 at 6:48 am I just love that you described yourself as the (not a, but the) giant prawn of awkwardness. That is absolutely going into my cache of ways to describe myself. I don’t have any idea if that’s a reference I’m just unaware of or your own creation, but I love it. Also, if it is any consolation, my whole like looks like that situation. I’m willing to bet what felt super awkward came off significantly less obtrusive and more endearing.
overcaffeinatedandqueer* February 29, 2020 at 1:58 am Last weekend I was showing a foster kitty to a prospective adopter. All was going well until cat decided to hurry back to me and away from the strange human, which meant getting cat butt close to me as we were sitting on the floor. Cat is medium to long haired and had not thoroughly cleaned after last litter box trip, so I got a faceful of stench worst than the most toxic human fart! It was so bad that I instinctively said, “Tonks, you smell like hot garbage! Why are you so stinky?” Totally forgot the prospective adopter was there and might not want a kitty whose stench rivals that of a grown man who has eaten nothing but beans for weeks!
Jemima Bond* February 29, 2020 at 5:01 am I had a close shave – genuinely nearly looked an interviewee in the face and emitted a loud profanity along the lines of “well I’ll be darned”. Reined it in though. Seriously, they had just answered a competency question about interacting with a person and they buried the lead re who it was (the point of the example was how they went about their task, tbf, not the name drop) – when they said who it was, not only was the name a surprise (not a celeb but politically significant in the U.K.) I realised the example was conservatively forty years old. My fellow interviewer was 25yo; we had to have a short “Modern History With Jemima” session after we’d finished!
Purt's Peas* February 29, 2020 at 7:19 am Got a new haircut–which I really like–but the salon wanted to do before-and-after photos. Before, I had some energy. After, I’d been in the Haircut Experience for literally an hour and a half, and I had no juice left to look good in photos. I didn’t even remember to smile! Boy those “after” photos are ROUGH.
Katefish* February 29, 2020 at 9:24 am I misspelled the name of someone I know, like, and deeply respect. She’s well known in our industry, and her name was misspelled on a document designed for her signature. She’s so classy she just signed it without comment.
Emma* February 29, 2020 at 11:34 am Not mine directly, but my sweet but slightly careless intern drafted 50 “Authorizations to Contract with Public Bodies” (a form required in my jurisdiction) based on a model I sent him, then sent them to our clients for signatures. The 50 forms came back to me without the “L” in public. Ugh. On the plus side, none of our clients noticed, and the lovely person in our document processing department was able to fix them all (after chuckling “oh, that’s unfortunate”) before I sent them to the government. But I had an awkward conversation with intern on why typos matter in this job.
Fikly* February 29, 2020 at 1:00 pm I have a work task that I do many many times that involves the word public repeatedly, and my nightmare is leaving out the l, given the resulting document goes out to the public.
Just Another Manic Millie* February 29, 2020 at 9:06 pm Then why not do a word search for the word “pubic” when you believe the document is ready to be printed/sent out? As long as the search doesn’t find it, you’re good.
Seeking Second Childhood* March 1, 2020 at 4:46 am Honestly if I had “public” in my business name, I’d take “pubic” out of my software dictionaries everywhere and check again on every upgrade!
Anon-a-souras* March 1, 2020 at 4:15 pm In all Microsoft office you can add words to your autocorrect so that if you type “pubic” it’ll autocorrect it to ‘public’ You only need todo this in one, like outlook and it will populate to the others, like word. Getting to the dictionary is a little different in each version, so I recommend googling it for your Mac/pc and version.
Elizabeth West* February 29, 2020 at 1:52 pm If I got one, I’d laugh my ass off. I may have told this before, but I used to work at an ad paper (think something like the Pennysaver). This was before my time, but during my training, I was told to check my spelling very carefully, because a few years before I was hired, they had run an ad for a lady who was selling one of those little electric organs. The employee who entered it put Orgasm for sale as the header. The paper then had to run the corrected ad for free until the thing sold. >_<
Vincaminor* February 29, 2020 at 3:11 pm ::falls over laughing:: That only gets better if it was listed as “unwanted gift.”
Buni* February 29, 2020 at 5:50 pm My friend, a teacher in North-East London, once arranged a trip to take her class to the Epping Forest Field Centre. She did a bunch of paperwork, all the risk assessments, and printed off 30 permission letters. She submitted the lesson plans and risk assessment to her Head but luckily caught the kids’ letters before they went out: her computer had autocarroted every single ‘Epping’ to ‘Effing’.
Seeking Second Childhood* March 1, 2020 at 4:48 am I just burst out laughing despite insomnia — both the typo itself and the termost ‘autocarroted’. The latter I will be using, it’s even better than ‘autoINcorrect’ !
Alexandra Lynch* February 29, 2020 at 10:13 pm I’ve seen that typo in a 90 year old woman’s funeral order of service. In which all were invited to come forward and make a public confession of their faith in Christ.
allathian* March 2, 2020 at 5:53 am Ouch! Glad you got out of that one without the proverbial egg on your face… You’re lucky your clients didn’t notice.
KoiFeeder* February 29, 2020 at 2:11 pm I mean, do you want the part where I busted my sutures by sneezing too hard yesterday, or the part where I wandered back to the apartment and then told someone who asked what the hell had happened to me that I “tore my gallbladder” or the part where my shirt looked like a tarantino movie the whole time and I didn’t notice? Sob.
ampersand* February 29, 2020 at 3:53 pm This made me laugh, but: are you okay now? i.e., should we worry?
Cottleston Pie* March 1, 2020 at 10:36 am Ah, I didn’t think I had anything to contribute until you reminded me of my sneeze-related stress incontinence incident. Fortunately I was sitting around at home so the required change of clothes were close at hand.
appropriating?* February 29, 2020 at 1:50 am I have a really weird question, and I don’t want to offend, whatever I choose to do. For a good deal of my teenage years, I stayed with my best friend and her family for up to days at a time, and practically lived there in summer (combination of not-good parenting by my own, plus a TON of travel for my mom and brother and a lack of air-conditioning in my home. Bad for allergy-filled me! My dad mostly let me do what I liked). I’m really grateful that I have such a deep friendship to this day, and found a sort of place of safety and support when I really needed it. Then my friend and her family packed up and moved literally most of the way across the country when we were 22. I do keep in good contact, but it’s not practical to visit much and you know, life gets busy. Thing is, they’re South Asian, I’m white, and honestly, when I catch myself thinking “hey, I miss my “sister”/“mom”, and I can’t call at the time, I’ll do something like go to an Indian restaurant, order a favorite, and listen to the various Hindu dialects that get thrown around. Or I might make a traditional recipe, go to yoga, sit around the house in my one set of salwar kameez, or catch the latest out of Bollywood since my city is big enough to screen some of those. I know it’s really the friendship and support that I want to feel, not necessarily cultural stuff, but my brain somehow connected the two, and doing those sorts of things or hearing Hindi/Urdu is really weirdly comforting. The discourse about cultural appropriation made me think, though- is that what I’m doing? It’s complicated by the fact that making my friend’s home into my sort of second one meant I learned a lot of cultural mores and linguistic and religious basics so I didn’t accidentally offend anyone and because, well, that was the environment that was around. I’m not kidding when I say I probably spent a good third of my teenage years at my friend’s! I mean, can one appropriate a culture one lived with/was raised in? Is it different when you actually understand the meaning behind certain practices and symbols?
A.N. O'Nyme* February 29, 2020 at 2:34 am There’s a difference between cultural enjoyment and cultural appropriation. It sounds to me like you’re doing the former, although I am also white so… Basically, feel free to enjoy food or movies or even listening to the language, the problem is people claiming to be part of a culture they’re not or using cultural dress as a costume or something.
WS* February 29, 2020 at 5:34 am I think it would be cultural appropriation (and rude!) if you treated all Hindu people as surrogate family, or you personally considered yourself an authority on their culture. As it is, you’re just enjoying something familiar to you.
Rohini* February 29, 2020 at 5:37 am I’m Indian, currently living in Australia. I get really, really annoyed when people engage superficially and then gush about the “exotic” culture. We’re not zoo exhibits. What you’re describing doesn’t sound remotely close to this. I think it’s wonderful that you can engage with and enjoy parts of our culture.
Rohini* February 29, 2020 at 9:12 am For me, listening to Hindi songs is a lovely way to connect with the language and with memories of home. Do you have any such songs with memories of your friend and her family?
Observer* February 29, 2020 at 10:00 pm We’re not zoo exhibits. Uch! Yes, this so much. You’re not going to gawk at people or be an “anthropologist.” You’re going somewhere that helps you feel connected to your friend – and it’s both a legitimate connection, and it’s happening for legitimate reaosns.
Asenath* February 29, 2020 at 6:09 am I think sharing a culture naturally by being friends with and even living with someone from a different group is perfectly natural, human and entirely appropriate. And it’s extremely common to be reminded of your past by the sound of an accent or language or music, or the smell and taste of food. Since the memories are so positive for you, I’d just enjoy them, if I were you.
Bobina* February 29, 2020 at 6:11 am I think the whole point of appropriation is when people just pick and choose the bits they like or look “cool” or are “popular” with no understanding of any context or cultural awareness. What you’re doing sounds nothing like that, I’d say its cultural appreciation which is a lovely thing! I live in a place where I’m an ethnic minority and you can very easily tell the difference between people who know anything meaningful about my culture vs those who have just seen bits and pieces.
Batgirl* February 29, 2020 at 6:39 am It sounds like you’re doing the opposite? Appropriation always feels like people are pointing a finger at the ‘strangeness’ or outlandishness of the culture. From that viewpoint, they use it as an attention grabbing feature, for shallow variety or as a contrast point to then highlight how well they themselves belong to a dominant culture. You are appreciating the familiarity and using it to feel less homesick, which is both genuine and lovely.
Parenthetically* February 29, 2020 at 9:08 am This is really sweet! I don’t think you have anything to worry about.
Seeking Second Childhood* February 29, 2020 at 11:07 am I’m white, grew up with Chinese friends, and for several years lived in a shared house where I was often the only non-Asian. I also shared an apartment in college with someone from India. My mother wasn’t a very good cook, but my Indian & Asian friends were. One guess whose cooking lessons stuck. I visit the big Asian market regularly enough that they’re starting to greet me when I get to the counter. So I will follow along on this thread.
anon here* February 29, 2020 at 4:30 pm I’m as white as snow myself and went to college in California (coming from a northern clime prior to that). Learned a ton from my mostly-Asian roommates/support system/besties, after having a mostly-Asian friend group in high school too (we were mostly children of immigrants — probably started hanging out because we all spoke not-English when using the pay phone to call home to say we’d be late). This is the culture of America at its best. We appreciate each other. I wore a sari to a big Hindu temple event my friend was in charge of, I learned how to cook tarkari from another friend (with her mom on speed-dial), I learned how good furikake on popcorn is, how to make ramen so it tastes REALLY GOOD, the joys of red bean paste and lumpia (separately), how to make kick-ass steamed buns from an ex-boyfriend’s mother…. These still are to some extent tastes that evoke a certain time in my life, and I still have the sari even though I learned at the temple event why my friend always looked more put-together than me in one: among many other things, her dress had sewn-in pleats and a hidden zipper!! (The older ladies at the temple pulled me into the bathroom & fixed me up.) I’ve learned just as much from white/black/latin@/etc friends from all over the US and world, and they’ve learned about Scandinavian traditions and foods and comics from me. We share what we love. Here are my personal rules re: appropriation vs appreciation: If you’re ripping it out of its cultural context & selling it for money like you invented or improved it, you’re appropriating. If you’re taking religious symbols from a group that’s been violently repressed for expressing their religion & wearing them as fashion, you’re being a jerk. That white girl who wore a qipao to prom because it looked pretty? Fine. I’m wearing an African wax print dress as we speak — it’s beautiful and I paid the people who made it well. Re-inventing some new version of yoga or sweatlodges, whitewashing it along the way? … distasteful. Taking the designs of Hmong and Oma artisans and putting them on your Italian-label fashion without acknowledging where they’re from? Not cool, Max Mara — just giving credit would really make a difference! When you sample in a song, you say who you sampled from. Give credit & *don’t erase the people who did the original work*. In your post, OP, you told us a lot about where this all came from. That’s beautiful.
appropriating?* February 29, 2020 at 5:09 pm Thanks for the thorough post! Honestly I usually mess up the cooking and then have to make calls anyway! I saw a YouTube skit the other day, a satire called “Desi Moms Helpline”, and laughed my butt off because it started with, “for a verbal thrashing press 1, for cooking disasters press 2…” and had a scene with a hapless guy going, “mom, the rajma isn’t right!” Oh well, at least I’m not making my “mom” wonder if I’m going to burn down the kitchen any more.
Falling Diphthong* February 29, 2020 at 12:23 pm It sounds like the scent of madelines invoking memories of childhood, and you seek that out when you want to feel comforted. The same could be true if you and a trusted mentor had a history of celebrating by getting Happy Meals and so you sometimes sat at a McDonalds when feeling nostalgic.
a little bit homesick* February 29, 2020 at 12:32 pm I grew up in a similar manner. Really bad parenting, spent almost every weekend of my teen years with a friends family. Basically an unofficial foster situation. I am so grateful to my friend for sharing her parents and culture with me. I’d say relax and enjoy the food, the song, and the people. And send letters. Real letters. I know my “sister” loves getting letters from me that describe a moment from our teen years or with her parents who are both gone now.
Blueberry* February 29, 2020 at 1:03 pm As someone who can come at this from both the sharer and the shared-with sides, I think you’re absolutely fine and totally heartwarming. I hope you get to visit your family of heart soon.
Miranda Priestly's Assistant* February 29, 2020 at 1:15 pm As a first-generation South Asian American, you’re totally fine. I’m not a huge fan of the way the term ‘cultural appropriation’ is thrown around by supposed progressives. I don’t think anyone has a right to police who can participate in what culture. (I have also seen this lead to awkward things, like people assuming someone is white and guilty of cultural appropriation, when they’re actually from the country they are allegedly “appropriating”.) Partaking in different cultural practices (esp in a place like the U.S.) is normal.
Meepmeep* March 1, 2020 at 8:05 am Seriously. I think that this whole “cultural appropriation” idea is set up to exoticize some cultures and does more damage than whatever behaviors it is meant to stop. Why is it “cultural appropriation” for me to wear a sari, but not “cultural appropriation” for an Indian woman to wear jeans? And yes, the US is so diverse that it’s impossible to not “culturally appropriate” here. I live in California. My stomach has “culturally appropriated” food from all sorts of places. What, am I supposed to forgo my favorite Indian restaurant and go to McDonald’s instead?
Parenthetically* March 1, 2020 at 1:44 pm Mm, no, this isn’t this complicated. Literally no one thinks that a white person eating Indian food is cultural appropriation — neither going to a concert where, say, Chinese musicians play traditional instruments, or going to a Nollywood film festival. And if you really want to know, wearing the clothing of someone else’s culture as a cutesy costume IS cultural appropriation, but wearing a sari to an Indian wedding you’ve been invited to ISN’T. It’s not hard — someone’s culture isn’t my costume. Power dynamics (and the cultural pressure on ethnic minorities to assimilate) are a huge part of what makes appropriation what it is. White girls who get dreads because they think they’re cute, but didn’t grow up experiencing discrimination based on their natural hair style/texture (like black women did) are appropriating, because they want the aesthetic without the experience. THAT is the bottom line with appropriation — am I adopting a cultural “look” or a cultural practice because I think it’s cute or cool, without having either lived through the marginalization a minority-culture person would have experienced, or without having any background in or understanding of that look or practice? Am I wearing someone else’s culture as a costume?
Beeping beep* March 1, 2020 at 2:35 pm No. Just, no. You clearly do nit actually understand what cultural appropriation even is. You should do some learning before you post crap like this and make a fool of yourself on the internetn. No one wants to read your ignorant ranting. No one wants to stop you eating Indian food. They want to stop people reinventing Indian food, claiming it as theirs and profiting off of it without giving credit or recognition to those who actually invented it. You know, APPROPRIATING it, It’s not that hard. Do better.
Meepmeep* March 1, 2020 at 4:31 pm It’s not that simple, really. Taking “white people” out of it, I’ve had Japanese curry, which tastes very different from Indian curry. Is that cultural appropriation? That’s pretty much doing what you’ve described, isn’t it? I am a musician. Do I get to only play the music of “my people”? What if I really want to play the sitar? What if I like the way it sounds? For that matter, do I get to play Western classical music if that’s not my background (and it isn’t)? It’s not as simple as “white girl in a sari is bad”.
Blueberry* March 2, 2020 at 10:52 am Your argument here reminds me of the people I dealt with in college who told me they knew more about Jamaican culture than I do and were the ‘real’ Jamaicans because they wore tam-o-shanter hats and smoked pot. But I’m certain you’ll be the best sitar player ever and can totally tell everyone that you truly understand the sitar better than any Indian musician could.
LGC* February 29, 2020 at 5:42 pm I’m not South Asian, so I’m not the most qualified, but…it doesn’t sound like it’s appropriation. It sounds like you were invited into their culture, and you’re not trying to profit off of it in any way – you’re not out there saying that you’re so cool for owning a salwar kameez! (Or selling them!) It sounds like your “real” problem is that you feel like it’s a part of your culture, but you don’t have the right to claim it as such, and…I think that you’re right in that it would be weird to claim yourself as Hindi. But I also think that you’re well within the rights to acknowledge your experiences with Hindi culture as a part of yourself – you spent a lot of time in that culture! And you can definitely enjoy Indian culture – Bollywood is wild (in a good way), Indian food is absolutely delicious, and you get to derive pleasure from that even if you’re (oh my God) a white person. So, tl;dr – you good! Do you! It doesn’t sound like you’re doing anything bad.
Koala dreams* March 1, 2020 at 11:11 am I think it’s very common to want the food and the music from your childhood when you miss family. I even like food that I disliked as a child when I’m nostalgic. I’m not sure about the connection to cultural appropriation, missing things from your childhood seems to me to be the opposite of that.
Anonnington* March 1, 2020 at 3:30 pm I’m white and I’ll defer to minority commenters. But I think cultural appropriation is, by definition, something that’s disrespectful or abusive or involves profiting or otherwise benefitting from it in a yucky way. Other people have cited good examples.
nm* March 1, 2020 at 3:43 pm In my opinion, the difference between cultural appropriation and exchange is that of ignorance vs. understanding and respect. If you understand and respect the meaning behind the traditions, the reasons for the practices, etc (and it sounds like that’s exactly what you’re doing) then I certainly would never call it appropriation. If you were, for example, dressing up in a traditional Indian outfit for a party because you thought it looked cute but it was actually funeral attire or something like that, that’s more like what I would call appropriation.
nm* March 1, 2020 at 3:45 pm I’m not sure if this is relevant or not but for context, I am an immigrant from south asia to north america.
A.N. O'Nyme* February 29, 2020 at 1:57 am Writing thread! How’s everyone’s writing going? I just realized some of the dialogues I’ve written sound really awkward when read out loud (handy trick, by the way) so back to the drawing board for those.
OyHiOh* February 29, 2020 at 2:08 am Dialogue is my specialty, writing plays and all. When in doubt, get a couple friends to come in and read dialogue sections with you. Hearing other people’s voice attached to the words helps work out the naturalism of the words. Me: I’m taking a one act play out on a walk through an open mic next weekend. Handful of actor friends are going to stand around in a circle and give it a development read. In the meantime, picking up a couple projects I started last fall and seeing what I can do to make them better, and finishing a creative enterprises grant that I’ve spent most of the month trying to write well. That’s for a graphic novel project I would absolutely love to shepherd into print over the next couple years.
Claire* February 29, 2020 at 9:24 am I finished an end-to-end draft of my novel! The middle section (which I wrote last) needs expanding, but as my agent said, it didn’t need to be perfect, just done. Deadline was yesterday and I emailed the ms. to my agent and my editor at 4:30pm, then I collapsed onto the sofa to binge watch Rookie Historian Goo Hae-ryung. Edits should come back in a couple weeks, but at least it won’t be as frantic. I think. I hope.
Claire* March 1, 2020 at 1:43 pm Thank you! I spent *months* writing and rewriting plot notes for the second half. Then I went to Alaska for a week and all became clear. (This is my story and I’m sticking to it.)
Blueberry* February 29, 2020 at 1:04 pm Good luck with the dialogue! One technique I find helps is to have people say sentence fragments and cut each other off. That can add verisimilitude.
Elizabeth West* February 29, 2020 at 2:02 pm Ha, I totally did this in Tunerville in the chapter where my protag meets with a pushy executive who talks over him. It’s one of my favorite parts.
Arts Akimbo* March 1, 2020 at 5:55 pm I never participate in this thread usually, because I’m a painter, not a writer! But I’ve recently had a “LIFE’S TOO SHORT!” moment and have finally written the introduction to the sketchbook I’ve been putting off Kickstarting! Also… I have another art book in the works, which looks like the art wants to be framed and linked together by a novella. I am very scared, because Artist! Not Writer! but I’m going to do it anyway! I have an outline, and the outline has two different possible endings. I will be picking the one which does *not* turn into me rolling enormous obstacles into my own path.
OyHiOh* February 29, 2020 at 2:02 am TL/DR Get To The Good Stuff – Link in comments with the NPR segment and Google album with liturgy recording. The NPR segment is 8 minutes and the liturgy recording is a little over a minute long. So I mentioned last week that I got to talk with Ari Shapiro of NPR for a series NPR is going to be running over the next twelve months, called Where Voters Are. His first segment aired Friday night and he ended up using pieces of the interview I did with him. Just a couple quick clips talking about the atmosphere here. Four years ago in the fall, I was playing Mrs. Frank in a local production of The Diary of Anne Frank. I cannot begin to explain, in print, how terrifying it was, as a Jewish woman, to play Anne’s mother, mere weeks before the election. Mrs Frank has this monologue in the second act where she talks about hearing “that voice” on the radio. I’d rehearse that scene, then drive home listening to NPR (I don’t like commercial radio, for the most part) and hearing clips that rang like “that voice” (not naming names, more than one rang that way at the time!). It was the weirdest, most eerie experience I’ve had since the day (when I wa 14, mind you) I dragged my head out of a Tom Clancy novel, heard the radio on down in the kitchen, and for a moment was sincerely baffled that the program my mom was listening to did not echo the story I was reading. I can usually keep “story” time clearly separate from “real” time but Anne Frank, in the fall of 2016, was different. Harder. The stress and fear is evident in my voice, moresoe than I realized while I was giving the interview. Last Saturday, I discreetly turned on my phone during my very most favorite part of the Conservative liturgy that the other synagogue in town uses. The piece is called Aytz Chayim Hi (the tree of life) and it is the soaring, heartbreaking song that we sing at the very end of the Torah service, after the scrolls have been put away, as the Ark is closed. My therapist is making me challenge things I’ve “always” believed about myself and my singing voice and I have long had a contentious relationship. Recording myself, singing with our cantor, who has proper professional training, was something of a revelation. What my dad didn’t like about my voice was not something wrong with me – it was that the training I had, in choirs and musical ensembles – was different from his operatic soloist style. And there’s nothing wrong with either, just a difference. On the other hand, I can also hear *everything* “wrong” with my voice. The high note I just completely missed. A few places where I did eventually get the right note but kinda blurred my way into it. And completely running out of breath support at the end. But all of those are small things I will fix over the next few weeks. I’m good at pushing myself to do better every time. Thursday was an uncharacteristically sentimental day, an anniversary of sorts, though it didn’t feel like a looming monumental occassion. My journal informed me that Feb 27, last year, was the first time Neptune and I met for lunch after Mr Oy died. That first time, we met at a chain restaurant brand known for their pies. We haven’t been there in months but I asked if we could do that yesterday, so we did. Neptune commented that evening, remarking on how much I’ve changed in the year that we’ve properly known each other (we were casual aquaintences before, but not truly friends) “you are wonderful and amazing. So much more than I even expected!” Next up, I’m taking a play – a one act – to an open mic next week and having some actor friends do a development read of it. Another challenge, similar to the singing exercise. My perception is that I’m not really connected to the theater world here (LOL!!! OMG brain) and that my friends don’t really want to help a friend develop a new piece of writing. In actual fact, it took all of 45 minutes to go from a “hey, anybody want to read this thing?” text to around 10 or so of my good friends to having four readers jumping up and down going me me me! Prepared a small feedback form (3 questions) for the audience so I can get some written feedback as well as whatever people want to tell me face to face. I’m excited!
OyHiOh* February 29, 2020 at 2:16 am Linky comment NPR – A Colorado Synagogue Struggles to Make Sense https://www.npr.org/2020/02/28/810501476/a-colorado-synagogue-struggles-to-make-sense-of-a-violent-white-supremacist-thre Google Album https://photos.app.goo.gl/HKbQtTZUgBup4iKn8
OyHiOh* February 29, 2020 at 11:41 am I do not have a blog! I don’t have the patience for it. I write plays because it takes me around eight weeks to write a full length script (about 90 pages), a week or so to write a one act (10 to 45 pages). That’s about the length of time I can sustain a single creative enterprise before I need to take a breather or do something different for awhile. A blog needs to be maintained weekly at minimum long term and every time I’ve tried in the past, I’ve given up after about three months. So I stick with what I do well!
Middle School Teacher* March 1, 2020 at 7:52 am Interesting. I would not have outed myself on a public blog like this.
OyHiOh* March 1, 2020 at 11:23 am I’m comfortable with the choice. Where I live has been no secret since Holtzer talked about blowing up our Temple. My name . . . eh. Every NPR listener on the globe who listened during that hour heard so I’m not sure what difference it makes linking back to a public blog.
Ellen* February 29, 2020 at 11:04 am I only listen to the radio when I’m in my car. I was driving home yesterday, about a 10 minute drive, when I switched the radio over to our public broadcasting station. I heard something about a small Jewish congregation being interviewed, remembered you saying that you’d been interviewed for NPR, and I couldn’t believe the serendipity that I managed to catch the segment in my short drive! I loved hearing the voice of someone whose story I’ve been enjoying over the last year here on AAM. I was disappointed to hear your Congregation President say that he left the Democratic party because he felt they pandered to women and minorities. When I hear comments like that it sounds like they don’t believe institutional discrimination is a reality (and maybe it isn’t for them), and that historically underrepresented demographics don’t deserve a helping hand, which in my mind equates with a lack of empathy for others.
OyHiOh* February 29, 2020 at 11:34 am I’m glad Shapiro included that particular perspective – it’s a pov you hear a lot in Pueblo. I think, if you can screen out whatever the specific issue is, it’s a point of view expressing fear of change. Pueblo is really stagnant. There are people like me trying to change things and move this place forward but there’s a lot of resistance. People like our congregation president, who see the rest of the country changing, see Pueblo not changing, and are afraid both of what is happening “out there” and what is not happening here. There’s a . . . . let’s call it a psychic connection between the community I grew up in and Pueblo. Geographically, the two communities are laid out similarly in places where two rivers meet. The industrial foundations are similar, they’re both university towns, and then there’s “the story.” A family of German brewers settled in my hometown and started a brewing company and all was well, until one of the sons in the brewer’s family – good German/Catholic stock mind you – fell in love with the daughter of a local merchant. A Protestant, horror of horrors. The resulting schism was so dramatic that the young couple had to leave the community, although the son’s father did set up the son for success. He gave his son copies of the family’s beer recipies. That young man and his wife ended up in the little corner of Pueblo we call “the Grove” and started the family business once more. The original brewery in my hometown was knocked down when I was a teen, a victim of revitilizing a run down part of the city. Most of the brewery here likewise was torn down. However, a corner of their original Pueblo building still stands and some years ago, an ambitious proper son of Pueblo contacted the family and, long story short, he has the family recipes and has restarted the brewery name as a craft beer enterprise with the original recipes as well as new ones. The reason I mention that story is because I look at my hometown, which is such a similar community to Pueblo, and I say that the worst thing that happened here is that when industrial manufacturing economy collapsed in the late 80’s, the worst thing that happened was that the steel mill stayed open. My hometown lost their manufacturing plant completely. They had to reinvent from the ground up. The result is a vibrant, dynamic city looking forward, rather than hoping manufacturing will make a comeback. Pueblo is still hoping the steel mill will come back to how it used to be in the good old days when a young man could walk in the day after school let out for the summer and have himself a good well paid job for the summer. People know that in other places, mills don’t function like that anymore. Mills hire people with technical training and experience, not high school boys saving up for college. But they want to believe that here in Brigadoon, magic happens and if we just wait for time to shift, we’ll be able to get back to how things used to be. And *that* is why life long Democrats suddenly started calling themselves independents and voting against their best interests in spite of themselves. Shapiro told us when he was at our service that he was originally assigned Colorado Springs, thirty minutes or so north of us. Which makes sense given the size and economies of the other seven cities being shadowed for the series. But he said that when he and Gus (one of NPR’s producers) went there, he felt like Springs is a city most people have a pretty good sense of the shape and perspective of the city and that Pueblo is a lot more interesting. I really appreciate that he noticed!
Vincaminor* February 29, 2020 at 3:17 pm That is so interesting and cool! Thank you for sharing the segment.
Seeking Second Childhood* March 1, 2020 at 4:58 am I heard you too. You were good company on my trafficky drive home at the end of a long day.
Love Is Blind (Netflix)* February 29, 2020 at 2:20 am Love Is Blind (Netflix) This show is sooo fascinating to me! Do you believe love really is blind?? Also, all of those people conform to conventional European beauty standards so all the “shock” at how attractive each other are felt…fake? I want to see if love is blind between a extremely tattooed person with short blue hair and a giant 6’8 tall person.
OyHiOh* February 29, 2020 at 2:44 am I think about the three men I’ve had serious relationships with. For starters, I’m a white woman, probably northern European descent, somewhat taller than average, curly hair, progressive politics Guy #1 -asian immigrant from the general region of China although not that specific country. Taller than average, even by US standards. Was almost finished with a doctorate in a medical field but not an M.D. when I knew him. Moderate/conservative politics. As an aside, we didn’t have a pretty break up but I hope he’s doing ok right now – not encountering too much nonsense based on profession, skin tone, and country of origin. Guy #2 – white “southern gentleman”, very slightly taller than me, military/police background, more conservative in politics than Guy #1 (eventually came to question that decision!) Guy #3 – black, slightly shorter than me, finance and business consultant, self described student activist (picked his college based on which of a choice of campuses had the most student political activity) and maverick, much more progressive in his politics Any one of these three pairings is a very interesting story. How we found each other, what drew us in, etc. I found Love is Blind to feel very artificial simply because any of the “actors” probably would have found themselves interested in one or more of the others if they had met under more natural circumstances. It’s really only the talking through barriers that creates drama and assumptions, not the expected friction of people with very different life experiences and beliefs feeling drawn to each other and trying to figure out how to make it work and if attraction is worth trying to make the rest work.
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 6:16 am I haven’t seen the show, but I am entertained by your example because I am 5’5” and heavily tattooed with long mostly blue hair and my husband is 6’6”.
Love Is Blind (Netflix)* February 29, 2020 at 7:40 am That brings me so much joy!! I love that my random description is an actual real couple in the world! YES!!
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 8:19 am I was involved with a dude who was seven feet tall for a few months, before husband and I got together, and while that certainly wasn’t love, it was at least entertaining. :) I drove a Smart car at the time, and got no end of giggles out of the fact that the actual reason he couldn’t ride in the car was that he was way over her weight limit – he FIT in the car just fine, physically. (I guess technically right now my hair is mostly purple, but I did blue last time I dyed it, so I still think that counts :) )
Traffic_Spiral* February 29, 2020 at 7:20 am [shrug] love may be blind, but personal chemistry is not. That being said, reality TV is fake, so it hardly matters.
Not So NewReader* February 29, 2020 at 7:42 am I think that love factors in other things besides physical appearance. Looks can pull people in but there has to be more going on to hold people once they get drawn in. To many times I have seen love blossom, not because of a person’s perfections but because of their foibles and humanness. When I met my husband the first time, I was busy… dropping things. For whatever reason, I dropped several things one right after the other. So here I am feeling like a jerk, and he thought, “She’s human, she’s approachable.” He had to be able to see in order to figure out I was dropping things, but it’s how he interpreted what he saw that changed the story line.
Parenthetically* February 29, 2020 at 9:13 am It irks me purely on the level that the saying “love is blind” means that we tend to be blind to the faults of someone we love, not that love and attraction are unrelated. I think it’s very true, though, that attraction can grow as affection grows, and that instant pantsfeelings aren’t necessary for the longevity of a relationship.
Not A Manager* February 29, 2020 at 9:51 am I haven’t seen the show, so I’m not sure what “blind” means. For me, my love has been as blind to physical types as is possible. It has never been blind to things like intelligence and a sense of humor. It’s also never been blind to sexual chemistry, but somehow brains and vague nerdiness and a few other things tend to blend together in my mind to say “sex” so I feel like sexual chemistry has sometimes been a bit retrospective w/r/t “first glance.”
Disco Janet* February 29, 2020 at 1:43 pm They communicate through conversations where they can hear but not see each other. No getting a visual until/unless they get engaged on the show! It’s such a train wreck and I can’t stop watching.
Alexandra Lynch* February 29, 2020 at 10:17 pm My ex’s grandmother was 4’10”. Her husband was 6’10. When asked, she said they fell in love at church sitting down.
Princess Deviant* February 29, 2020 at 2:24 am No question but I wanted to let you know: I got an ASD diagnosis, almost a year after I requested an assessment. Thanks to everyone for their advice (if you remember! I certainly do, and really, really appreciate it). I’m exhausted now, but relieved. I’m also feeling sad because I struggled for so long, with others thinking I was ‘odd’, and now I know why, and others do too. To be clear, I don’t think I’m odd but I do recognise that I’m different and always have been. I’m 46 in a couple of weeks – it’s a long time. And it shouldn’t matter, but it does!, I feel vindicated. I have a follow-up appointment to discuss strategies that will help. They think I might be ADHD too. I’m surprised at this, but I’ll be interested to see if I am, so I’m going to request an assessment for that too. I told my mum and my brothers, and they were really surprised but lovely and supportive about it. I am going to wait to tell others, if I do. I want to be circumspect about it. Have a nice weekend :)
Danger Mouse* February 29, 2020 at 3:13 am My son was diagnosed as high functioning asd years ago but only recently diagnosed as also inattentive ADHD. The reason we found out is he has been seeing a psychologist to get help with recognising social cues and she told us to get him ADHD tested. It was a surprise to us too as we associated ADHD with that bouncing off the walls, highly impulsive type, which is not my son at all. It turns out there is more than one type of ADHD and when the paediatrician explained the traits, we immediately recognised our son. Apparently it is really common to have both ASD and ADHD. I missed your original posts however I am assuming you are a lady by your username. Since my son’s asd diagnosis, I have had a number of friends confide that they too are asd. In this very small sample, it is interesting that the girl masked it much better and was also diagnosed later in life where as the males were picked up much earlier (my friends and I are mostly in our thirties). I can’t claim this is a representative sample but it seems consistent with everything I have read on ASD. All the best with your diagnosis and I am glad you have found vindication :)
Princess Deviant* February 29, 2020 at 8:31 am I am a woman, yes – and this is what put me off getting a diagnosis for so long, because I didn’t fully fit the ASD profile. I hadn’t realised that women and girls are adept at masking it. Someone on here recommended the book “Women and Girls with Autism Spectrum Disorder” by Sarah Hendrickx, and I found this very helpful. I used some of the scripts in the book to help answer the ASD questionnaire. I have been thinking that my ADHD symptoms (such as they are) are really just part of the ASD, so I find it interesting that your son has both but you didn’t recognise it as ADHD because he isn’t hyperactive either! Thanks for your good wishes :-)
Tau* February 29, 2020 at 4:39 am Congratulations! I think I remember your post, actually. It can be a long hard journey to diagnosis, I am super happy for you that you got there in the end and that your environment is supportive. And I hear you on “it shouldn’t matter, but it does” – I was self-DXed for five years before getting the official one, and I will still defend the validity of self-diagnosis until I’m blue in the face, but honestly my first reaction was “oh thank god people will stop being awful to me about it online”. There’s also a sense of… certainty, once you have the actual piece of paper in your hand, that’s really hard to get without it no matter how secure you feel in your own assessment of things. And yeah, I can only recommend circumspection – people can be really weird about ASD, and you are not obliged to put yourself in the firing line for that. I only share with family and close friends at this point. Selfishly, I’d be really curious to hear from you about the ADHD assessment if you’d like to share. I’m in the situation where I’m diagnosed with ASD and have major, major executive function problems where I’m like “…is this ASD? could I also have ADHD?” but I’ve never had the energy to see a professional and the symptom overlap is such that I’ve not had much look just doing research on my own, so it’d be really interesting and useful to hear how they go about assessing ADHD when they know ASD is also in the mix.
Danger Mouse* February 29, 2020 at 6:44 am I am still getting my head around the adhd stuff and we went through the process for a child but hopefully this helps a little. For my child, we did a Connors test. His teacher and I seperately answered 110 behavioural questions. For each, you had to pick an answer ranging between seldom to all the time. They then combined the results and if you scored over 75% in any particular behaviour, you are diagnosed with ADHD and what type. This is not the only test out there and it may be slightly different for adults but I assume the concepts would be similar. In terms of adhd itself, the inattentive type is usually the one that slips under the radar. A lot of the traits also have some overlap with ASD so in our case, we previously explained away a lot of our son’s difficulties as being part of his asd. Some of the big ones we noticed in our son are: – he has a lot of trouble finishing his school work despite being quite intelligent – he can only follow one instruction at a time. Any more and he loses track of them and gets overwhelmed/forgets -he daydreams a lot and has trouble focusing on the task at hand – does not appear to be listening when you are talking directly to him (maybe ask someone close you trust if you seem to do this. I have had every single teacher comment on this since prep that he seems like he is not listening but he is). – he forgets to do obvious, every day things (like taking his backpack to school). – he makes a LOT of mistakes in his school work that do not reflect his intelligence. I know he is not an idiot. He can do maths in his head that I need a pen and paper for. Admittedly I am not in America but the testing process was very easy. We spoke to son’s doctor, they emailed me a link to the test to complete online. We had a follow up appointment to go over the results. I am currently getting my head around it all and considering if I want to try medication for school days. It may be worth biting the bullet and finding out. At least then you know and can move forward. Best of luck.
Tau* February 29, 2020 at 9:49 am Yeah, a lot of that sounds a lot like me. :/ And I have major, major, potentially life-ruining problems with starting even very simple tasks or switching from one to the other, along with focus problems that have increased over the years (although I’m not sure I’d call myself forgetful, especially not when I was younger.) This is… really most likely worth looking into, even considering the symptom overlap; I’ll have to investigate the testing process over here in Germany.
Tau* February 29, 2020 at 9:50 am Forgot (lol) to add – thank you very much for the information! That was all very useful to hear.
Myrin* February 29, 2020 at 12:16 pm My sister hat sich fest vorgenommen to get ADHD testing done sometime this year. We’re all pretty certain she has some form of it – she’s done all kinds of tests online and gave me one a “close person” has to fill in and they all were like yeah, there’s a 95% chance you’ve got it – but, like you, she wants that official diagnosis. She wasn’t really sure about the process but talked with our GP about related psychiatric stuff and he said there’s apparently a new guy in town who is… also a GP but has some kind of really strong psychology background? And he doesn’t have a lot of patients yet and if our GP recommends him, he must be a really kind and gentle person, so my sister wants to get an appointment there sometime soon. I’ll keep you posted if you keep me posted, ‘kay? ;)
Tau* February 29, 2020 at 12:28 pm Deal! :) I’m not actually that familiar with my GP – perils of moving as much as I do – but I can make an appointment and see what they say. Fingers crossed everything goes well for your sister, too!
Princess Deviant* February 29, 2020 at 8:25 am I remember your comments, thanks so much! Yes, I am intrigued re the ADHD thing also. When I did the ASD assessment I had to fill a brief questionnaire in for ADHD, and most of the stuff I had issues with seemed like part of the ASD, so I don’t know. I am definitely not the hyperactive type. I’m waiting for my ASD report and the second appointment before I see my GP about it, although I guess there is nothing stopping me from asking for a referral right now to get on the waiting list. I’m not sure what good it will do to actually know, though, as I have no intention of going on Ritalin.
Tau* February 29, 2020 at 9:35 am It’s funny, because I’m not sure what good it will do to actually know is one of the reasons I’ve been putting off looking into ADHD… but hearing someone else say it, my first reaction is: well, more information never hurts! Even if you don’t want to go on medication, you can still be informed about your potential treatment options including non-Ritalin ones – like, maybe there’s therapy options or the like. I should clearly take my own advice here… anyway, fingers crossed that it all goes well for you and the conversation with your GP goes smoothly. :)
Alexandra Lynch* February 29, 2020 at 10:23 pm I have both ASD and ADHD. What I found is that the meds I take (Adderall for the ADHD, daily, and Valium as a rescue med for anxiety meltdowns) are not everything, but they’re important. For the ADHD, the med is the thing that makes all the habits and routines and lists work. It wouldn’t solve things if I let all that go, but it is just enough to make that all work. For the ASD, mostly I can handle it with lifestyle choices, but every now and then, generally at night, I get overtired and wind myself up into an anxiety spiral. And for that I have the med. So instead of having a full meltdown with adrenaline dump and being awake til five am when I have things to do tomorrow, I can take a pill, have a hot bath and a boring book and go to bed, which is the best thing for it. And I have a personal rule that if I use it one day I let 48 hours pass before I use it again. No problems.
Princess Deviant* March 1, 2020 at 7:57 am I identify hard with this! Thanks for your perspective… it’s given me something to think about.
Princess Deviant* February 29, 2020 at 8:35 am Oh and yes to this :-) There’s also a sense of… certainty, once you have the actual piece of paper in your hand, that’s really hard to get without it no matter how secure you feel in your own assessment of things. I think I’m feeling a bit sad about this lately as well as feeling vindicated. Up and down.
Smol Book Wizard* February 29, 2020 at 10:48 pm I have also very recently learned the official autism diagnosis I had suspected for a while. What was the most reassuring was that the psychiatrist said that it was a clear diagnosis… not a narrow margin… as I had feared, because I had had so long of being “normal” that I didn’t know if I really actually qualified. Apparently I do, even when I’m working very hard at people-ing (as I was during my evaluations). I found it freeing, and also yes, perhaps a little sad – I wonder what would have changed if I’d known it before, if I’d had some idea instead of just knowing that I was different (and wondering if I just wasn’t trying the right way. I’m glad that you have found some peace and vindication in this discovery. :) Solidarity (across distance and generations).
Miranda Priestly's Assistant* March 1, 2020 at 3:59 pm Happy for you. After several years of experiencing life, I’ve slowly accumulated evidence that I definitely have neuroatypical traits that align with traits of ASD and inattentive ADHD, but don’t have a diagnosis. I haven’t been to the therapist in years, but when I find one, I might explore these topics. I know both ASD and ADHD tend to be underdiagnosed in girls, and am suspicious this might be the case with me. I don’t want to self-diagnose or run away with any conclusions, so I’m steadly continuing my search for a good therapist.
Arts Akimbo* March 1, 2020 at 7:11 pm I’m so impressed you got a diagnosis! I’m an adult on the spectrum, too, and I only found out when I was scoring my child on diagnostic tests pre-school-age and I realized “Hey, I did, like, *all* of this stuff as a kid!” I told my psychiatrist and he said, “Oh, wow, yeah you’re probably on the spectrum!” and that was the end of it. Gah! You probably do have some form of ADHD. It’s highly comorbid with ASD.
Close Bracket* March 2, 2020 at 1:46 pm I’m happy for you! What do they mean by “strategies that will help?” I would have asked whether they could help me be more autistic, but I’m salty about any implication that autism means I need treatment. Do be careful telling people at work. I told a few people including direct managers, and I thought it had gone ok. However, when I said it in front of an HR rep, she asked for proof. In the US, you aren’t actually allowed to ask details of a person’s condition, including asking for proof. I wasn’t even asking for accommodations, it was just, this is a thing about me, this is what it means.
A.N. O'Nyme* February 29, 2020 at 2:24 am Gaming thread! What’s everyone been playing this week? I just finished the WTFWTFWTF chapter in Steins;Gate and now that I know where the Hououin Kyouma thing comes from I kinda feel like a jerk for being annoyed by it.
A.N. O'Nyme* February 29, 2020 at 4:33 am Also I am fairly certain I know how and why a certain someone knew they were gonna go public and now I want to see that confirmed. It would also explain the internet thing. (Trying to be as vague as possible here so as not to spoiler things for people who want to watch/read it)
IrishEm* February 29, 2020 at 4:35 am Replaying Skyrim! I’ve decided to roll the Nordliest Nord that ever Norded as I usually go for Bosmer or Bretons and rely on magic/archery rather than tanking.
Sleve McDichael* February 29, 2020 at 4:54 am Ahh we all know how that really goes. It’s like the New Years resolution of Elder Scrolls games. Nordly Von Nordington will be stealth archer-ing his/her way through those barrows before you know it!
IrishEm* February 29, 2020 at 5:27 pm Yep. He’s already started stealthing, but he’s now teamed up with Marcurio who couldn’t stealth if his life depended on it, so I’m going to force myself to tank XD
Damien* February 29, 2020 at 5:19 am I’ve been playing The Outer Worlds recently and really enjoying it, especially being able to have two companions at a time (each with a unique special attack). The only thing which bugs me is that the flora in the environment is so attractive and detailed that I keep wanting to pick everything, but it’s non-interactive :V
OccassionallyEngineer* February 29, 2020 at 6:13 pm I have been travelling for work a fair bit lately and my fiancee got me a switch so I have been binging hard on Breathe of the Wild, Mario Odyssey, and Mario Kart. Honestly, they are all simple fun and having the sheer portability of the system makes life so much easier.
WoodswomanWrites* February 29, 2020 at 2:39 am I could use advice about what to do about how my neighbor treats her dog. She lives in the apartment upstairs from me and her small companion is officially an emotional support dog. While the dog is well-cared for physically–he’s fed, has water, and gets veterinary care–she gives him very little attention. She is away on weekdays for 12-14 hours and a dog-walker comes for about 15 minutes a day to let him out to pee mid-day, but that’s it while she’s gone. She takes him out for a few minutes in the morning and a few at night. And that’s pretty much his life, with an occasional longer outing on the weekends, although she sometimes takes more time with him at home. The dog cries every time she leaves, and when the dog-walker leaves. He basically has no life outside of that apartment and I feel sorry for him. He used to wake me up every morning with his howling, but my neighbor responded when I talked to her about that. Now she gives him a puzzle toy with food when she leaves, and by the time he’s done with it and starts crying, I’m already awake. She commented a few months ago to my other neighbor, who also is concerned, that she was going to try to spend more time with him, but she hasn’t. My other neighbor even offered to have him stay with her in her apartment occasionally, and that worked briefly until the dog’s human became uncomfortable with it and now declines. Clearly the dog needs more attention, exercise, and a change of scenery. Having had dogs in the past myself before figuring out how allergic I am to them, it’s hard to watch. My challenge is that I don’t know what to do. She’s had the dog for years and I imagine is unlikely to change. I’m trying to figure out if saying something about his well-being, and offering potential ideas for getting him out of the house, would just piss her off and accomplish zero. I’m a good communicator and wouldn’t be confrontational, but I’m not sure it would accomplish anything. On the other hand, I feel bad watching this poor dog suffer without speaking up at all and that is hard. So, should I find a way to bring it up from a place of concern? Should I give up and just accept that this is just how it is? I welcome advice about what to do.
Purt's Peas* February 29, 2020 at 7:30 am I think that this is a case where your advice/confrontation needs to be directly proportional to how much work you want to do to help. If you’re interested in offering to walk him and play with him during the day–confront away. If you’re not–perhaps suggest a video about crate-training. Overall yes I think advice is likely to piss her off and accomplish zero. Maybe try to remember that although the dog does need more stimulation and activity, he is getting his basic needs met. But boy, the sound of an animal crying like that is heart-rending.
valentine* February 29, 2020 at 3:32 pm suggest a video about crate-training. How would locking him up stop him being lonely? I think your neighbor stopped the visits because she’s afraid of losing the dog/’s love.
AvonLady Barksdale* March 1, 2020 at 10:10 am Most dogs see the crate as a safe space where they can relax. It’s not “locking up” to crate a dog.
Seeking Second Childhood* March 1, 2020 at 9:02 pm But 12 to 14 hours is not a standard length of time! I haven’t gotten a dog yet because I hate that she’d be alone 8 hours 4 days a week! (One of us has WFH one day.)
Not So NewReader* February 29, 2020 at 7:52 am This is a tough one. I think I’d let her know that he is still crying after he finishes with the toy. You could consider suggesting she leave a radio on as company for him. Perhaps some soft classical music would be nice. She is taking care of the dog’s basics, so that gives me hope. And it also makes me more willing to try to help out. I can tell stories. This woman so does not fit the stories I have. She is working with the animal and she did respond to previous concerns. The other thing you might suggest is doggy-day care say, two days a week. If you think of anxiety as pent up energy, then giving the dog a place to burn up some energy might help with the crying on the at home days. I am picturing doggy day care on Tuesdays and Thursdays or what ever makes sense for her schedule, but alternating with at home days. I’d suggest coming in from the angle of, “I know you love your pet and if it were me, I’d want someone to tell me that this is still going on.”
Jim Bob* February 29, 2020 at 8:12 pm Does day care on alternate days help? I’ve been considering day care for mine, but the cost for doing it every day is frankly outside my budget.
Venus* February 29, 2020 at 9:25 pm From what I understand, doggie day care every day is too much for them. A good place will stimulate their brains really well, and tire them out. Going 1-3 times per week is likely ideal, and is probably based on your dog’s energy level as well as the other dogs there (other dogs aren’t likely to be there every day, so if yours develops friendships with one or two in particular then it might be worthwhile to go on the same days).
School Psych* March 2, 2020 at 5:54 pm Yep. My dog had separation anxiety when we got her. Doggy day-care 2 times a week and having a walker come for 30 minutes at the same time on the other days, helped a lot. Doggy daycare made her super tired, so she was more relaxed about waiting for company the next day because she was sleeping most of the morning the day after.
Batgirl* February 29, 2020 at 2:51 pm I don’t think unsolicited advice works, but I think there are two non-lecture-y ways to bring it up. The first is make it about what you want as opposed to “should-ing” her as in: “Thank you so much for giving him a toy and delaying his crying until I wake up; however I still find the later crying really distressing.” Even if she thinks it’s no big deal, you don’t have to persuade her it is when talking about your own reaction. The second is a bit milder, treating it like of course she’s already on plan to do something about it. “Hey, I heard about this great dog walker/day care and I know you’re trying to get some help with Dogsy. Would you be interested?” Given what you’ve said about her becoming uncomfortable, she may prefer paying than freebies.
Batgirl* February 29, 2020 at 2:57 pm Wait, I only just spotted that a dog walker already comes for 15 lousy minutes. Wow. Having arranged for someone to come over but not then stay with the dog is just bonkers.
Jim Bob* February 29, 2020 at 8:13 pm Well, it’s one thing to pay someone for a quick walk, and something else entirely to pay them for 12 hours of housesitting daily.
WoodswomanWrites* February 29, 2020 at 7:40 pm Thanks, all. When I talked to her about the dog’s crying and waking me up, I emphasized that my primary concern was his happiness. She knows I care about her dog, petting him when we pass each other on the stairs, expressing concern when she told me he’d had an emergency vet visit, etc. She seems to have a blind spot about the companionship and exercise he needs, and doesn’t seem to prioritize that. Valentine, you are correct that she doesn’t want my neighbor visiting with him or taking him for walks anymore. Purt’s Peas, I doubt offering to spend time with him myself would be well-received. Not So NewReader, when we first talked about his crying and I shared my wanting him to be happy, I did suggest taking him to daycare. That’s when she said she would look into getting someone to stop by. Batgirl, unfortunately I think her main purpose for the dogwalker is so he can relieve himself during many hours indoors rather than company or activity. Purt’s Peas, I think your advice is spot on that I need to accept this is how things are. In the big picture, the dog is cared for. It’s just hard to watch, and to listen to, him being ignored. Thanks to you all for your responses, really appreciated.
Not So NewReader* March 1, 2020 at 7:27 am Ugh. This quickly narrows down the options here. I think I’d tell her that he is still crying and maybe leaving a radio playing softly would comfort him. She could also talk to her vet about something for calming, but I am not sure how you’d work that into conversation. I am hoping something pans out here because it sounds like she does care she is just not aware. Unfortunately, if you give it one last shot and nothing happens people will probably start putting in complaints. I see the dog is upstairs from you. In desperation, I might try talking through the ceiling, “It’s okay little guy, you are okay.” It would take awhile for the dog to figure out you are answering him.
I'm A Little Teapot* February 29, 2020 at 8:13 pm Unfortunately, there are a LOT of people who just should not have pets. Your neighbor is one of them. I doubt there’s anything you could do that would be effective. I moved out of an apartment once in part because of a similar situation. It sucks.
Arts Akimbo* March 1, 2020 at 7:15 pm I kinda think she deserves to be pissed off. She knows the dog needs more than she can give, and she isn’t doing it. Ironic that the dog is there to emotionally support her, and she isn’t doing the barest minimum to emotionally support the dog.
Virginia Girl* February 29, 2020 at 3:21 am Update on friendship issue: She asked on Sunday evening if we could talk. I agreed and she said she was confused about why I had wanted to be her best friend and was now pulling away. I asked her to elaborate as I had never considered her my best friend (my best friend goes to a different college in my home state – I go to school out of state). She said because I was always friendly and excited to see her. I explained that I treated all my friends that way and I figured she knew that as we have many mutual friends. She told me that she could never do anything right in my eyes and I can’t assume she noticed such things because she’s 21 on the outside but not on the inside (she did not elaborate on she meant by that). I told her that I thought she had good luck qualities (like making puns and memes) but there were some things that I needed her to respect. I told her that I had made the decision to block her on social media/phone number because to set boundaries/make myself feel safe. She was upset, told me I was selfish for blocking her, and told me that now she’s questioning all of her friendships because of me. I told her I didn’t care if she thought I was selfish and I thought she was judgmental. I informed that wasn’t my intention to question all of her friendships and I couldn’t answer questions about how others feel. We agreed to be cordial to each other but not friends. Thank you to all who commented last week! Happy Leap Day!
Myrin* February 29, 2020 at 3:38 am I want to reiterate what I said last week and really stress that you’re doing awesomely with stating and enforcing your boundaries! But also, oh my, what a kerfuffle. Not to be mean, but she seems a bit… socially stunted (equating being friendly and excited to see someone with being best friends? Really?). Or she could be a manipulative person who just likes to force relationships on others (the part where she openly said that she’s basically a child inside to make you more understanding of her behaviour leads me to think that). But in the end, it doesn’t really matter, since you made it clear what you want and it sounds like you got it (being cordial but not friends), even if she made quite the fuss about it.
Miranda Priestly's Assistant* February 29, 2020 at 1:29 pm I think it’s the latter. As someone who is traditionally socially awkward, a socially awkward/stunted person would be embarassed if called out on their behavior, not double down on it. And her trying to depict herself as childish is not something someone would do if they were trying to save their dignitiy. It’s like she is trying to make the OP pity her on purpose.
Arts Akimbo* March 1, 2020 at 7:20 pm I don’t think this is entirely true that embarrassment wouldn’t lead to doubling down. My son’s ASD and a bit socially awkward, and he reacts very badly to embarrassment. He just doesn’t know what to do with that emotion. I could see him doubling down on behavior out of embarrassment. That said, I still think Virginia Girl handled the situation perfectly! Whether the other girl meant to manipulate her or not, the behavior was indeed manipulative. Boundary asserted, yay!
Not So NewReader* February 29, 2020 at 8:04 am Eh, she can question her friendships if she wants but perhaps it would be more to the point for her to question what her definition of “friend” is and how that definition fits in the real world. This is to say, it’s not your job to help her sort all this. It’s way bigger than anything you should even try to do. This is how we learn about friendships and relationships, when others tell us how we are being seen. You did her a service by taking the time to explain things to her. Most people have a few learning experiences about relationships, it’s really normal. In her favor, I will say that I thought being in my 20’s sucked. I was tired of being blindsided by stuff on a regular basis. However, we can chose to accept those life lessons and weave the lessons into our ways, habits and general thinking. This is what most people are doing as training for adult life is pure OJT.
Blue Eagle* February 29, 2020 at 9:05 am Sounds like a good outcome for you where you both can be cordial but not be friends. It makes me curious about her other “friends”. How was it that she glommed-on to you and designated you as her best friend but didn’t glom-on to those other “friends” and designate them as best friends? Or maybe she did? Consider her a bullet dodged.
Marthooh* February 29, 2020 at 9:47 am Oof, she sounds exhausting. I suspect “21 on the outside but not on the inside” means HOW CAN YOU EXPECT GOOD BEHAVIOR FROM A POOR STUNTED WOMAN-CHILD LIKE ME?!? From what I remember of your previous post, this is how she’s learned to get along in the world, and it’s very manipulative in effect, whether she realizes it or not. I hope she figures it out for herself!
SunnySideUp* February 29, 2020 at 11:58 am 21 is not always “adult.” She sounds exceptionally immature for her age, not self-aware, and quite selfish. You did all the right things. She needs to grow up and you did her some a favor by stating your reasons.
Fikly* February 29, 2020 at 1:03 pm I have heard somewhere that if you go about your day, and encounter one jerk, they are probably a jerk. If you go about your day and everyone you encounter is a jerk, the jerk is probably you. Which is to say if she is re-evaluating all her friendships and thinks all of her friends are bad friends, the bad friend is probably her.
Miranda Priestly's Assistant* February 29, 2020 at 1:26 pm You did the right thing, and you are not selfish for setting boundaries and deciding who you want to spend time with. (She is actually the selfish one for being entitled.) Give yourself a pat on the back for doing something difficult but very necessary. It took me until well after college before I learned to recognize and cut toxic friendships (still kind of struggling and I’m in my late-twenties now), so you are well ahead of the curve!
Koala dreams* March 1, 2020 at 11:53 am Congratulations on going through with a difficult conversation! Happy Sunday!
Foreign Octopus* February 29, 2020 at 4:27 am Book thread! What’s everyone reading this week? I started The English Patient, by Michael Ondaatje but stop reading around page 65. I was excited about it (mainly because of the cover, I’ll admit, as it’s gorgeous – one of the Bloomsbury classic covers) but disappointed with what I felt was the slow, overly descriptive pace of the opening – and I couldn’t get on with the lack of speech marks; I like to see clearly when characters are speaking. I’ve now picked up Children of the Storm, by Elizabeth Peters, one of the Amelia Peabody mysteries. I’m trying to ration out the ones I have left in the series – only two more, I think, after this. I’m going to be sad to finish it but I am looking forward to reading it all over again. I love Ramses as a grown man but I’m very fond of him as a child and would like to revisit it again.
Sleve McDichael* February 29, 2020 at 4:42 am I’m reading The Hunt For Red October. Not very far in yet. I had to laugh when they got all excited about doing computational fluid dynamics on a Cray 2 supercomputer (partly because that’s a part of my job). They were going on about how powerful it was and how it would be super expensive and the results would be amazing. According to Wikipedia the Cray 2 had the computing power of an iPad. Times have changed so quickly!
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 6:22 am I occasionally ponder on how the entire Apollo command module was operated on approximately the computing power of a $1 pocket calculator. (Or at least that’s what the docent at the Smithsonian Air and Space told me.) Usually when I’m doing something useful on my phone that also has me muttering “I love living in the future.”
Fikly* February 29, 2020 at 8:31 am The story about how the first manned lunar landing nearly crashed on the moon because the computer doing the live calculations ran out of computing power always gets me.
Seeking Second Childhood* March 1, 2020 at 5:29 am If you haven’t read Hidden Figures, you have a delightful bit of early computing to look forward to. I had a special love for that book because my great-aunt was also a computer. She was white during WWII, not black during the space race, but she was a woman with epic math skills in a time when society found that ability surprising.
Windchime* February 29, 2020 at 2:56 pm I read “The Hunt for Red October” when it first came out, and it was so exciting. I couldn’t put it down, especially during the stealthy cat-and-mouse games the submarines were playing with each other. It is probably one of those books that doesn’t age well, but it was sure a great read at the time!
Retail not Retail* February 29, 2020 at 4:50 am I read Ondaatje’s Anil’s Ghost and it was written in a more straightforward style. I liked it so bummer to hear the english patient finds quotation marks unnecessary. I can be finicky about stylistic choices. You better be gripping for me to accept no quotation marks! I actually stopped an interesting book because the way it was printed made it so claustrophobic. I looked up plot spoilers and oh my i did not miss anything good – that poor strawberry. I’m reading the Holdout and Dancing Naked in the Street. Physical book and ebook. Funny thing about the holdout – i was at an independent bookstore and took note of new interesting titles. Not so I could get it cheaper on amazon, but so i could get it from the library! And then bam 2 days later saw it on the “new book” shelf.
Damien* February 29, 2020 at 5:28 am I just finished This Is Going To Hurt by Adam Kay, which is an account of the author’s time working in a hospital for the NHS. It’s sad, funny and frustrating (on his behalf). Another book I’ve read recently is The Descent Of Man, by Grayson Perry, which explores “traditional” masculinity and the impact of its toxicity on men and women these days. It’s a small book with some good observations. Third book, which may not count, is The Life-Changing Magic Of Tidying by Marie Kondo. Reassuring to read for someone who grew up in an organised hoard and still lives in it now, but i don’t know if my mum will be willing to give it a go.
Seeking Second Childhood* March 1, 2020 at 5:38 am Two more that I suggest to go with Marie Kondo: “Decluttering at the Speed of Life” by Dana K. White, and “Coming Clean: A Memoir” by Kimberly Rae Miller. Marie Kondo is a little extreme for many people and Dana K. White is more accessible. Kim Miller has simply written an incredible memoir about growing up the child of hoarders. (Not organized ones either.)
The Original K.* February 29, 2020 at 8:07 am Where the Dead Sit Talking by Brandon Hobson. I’m a quarter of the way through it.
A.N. O'Nyme* February 29, 2020 at 8:19 am I’m reading Il Giorno della Civetta (The Day of the Owl) by Leonardo Sciascia. It’s a murder mystery set in Sicily and…well he makes it very clear in the first few pages just how strong the Omertá is.
Grand Admiral Thrawn Is Still Blue* February 29, 2020 at 8:51 am The Amelia series is really awesome. Ramses is possibly the best character, next to Amelia, and I’m also fond of Sethos. I really don’t like Nefret though, she annoys me endlessly. The most wasted character is Katharine, Cyrus’s wife. She rocked in the first book she was in, but after that she really became a different person. It would have added a lot to her stories if Peters had kept her character as originally written.
Foreign Octopus* February 29, 2020 at 9:16 am I’m so happy I discovered it. It’s ultimate comfort reading for me. And I adore Sethos; he’s definitely my favourite. I have to disagree with regards to Nefret, I quite like her but I did not understand her actions in The Falcon at the Portal (no spoilers, promise); I got upset at what happened there. Totally agree with regards to Katharine though – I do love the Vandergelts as a whole and I’m interested to see what becomes of Bertie in the last few books.
Admiral Thrawn Is Still Blue* February 29, 2020 at 9:22 am Cyrus remained pretty much the same person he always was. He’s a good character too. Glad he finally got a wife.
Scarlet Magnolias* February 29, 2020 at 10:55 am Loved all the Amelia Peabody books except the last one, written by Elizabeth Peters (posthumously I believe) and Joan Hess. Dreadful! She ruins the character of Emerson.
Foreign Octopus* February 29, 2020 at 2:04 pm I’ve heard that about the last book as well so I’m not going to bother reading it. I understand that EP only wrote a few of the chapters before she died so I’m happy with putting it to one side.
Grand Admiral Thrawn Is Still Blue* February 29, 2020 at 5:41 pm Haven’t read the last one, don’t plan to.
Long drives* February 29, 2020 at 12:36 pm I completely agree. I dislike Nefret enough that I’ve never reread any of the books after THE LAST CAMEL DIED AT NOON. (I’ve reread the earlier books at least 4 times.) I think Peters was intent on satirizing a bit the old romantic stories, and it made Nefret a bit of a ninny. Ramses as a child was hilarious. I never quite believed he grew up to be so…conventional? IDK, he just paled in comparison to his parents. OTOH, in the later books I did enjoy how Amelia and Emerson were perceived by the younger generation.
Blue Eagle* February 29, 2020 at 9:09 am Just finished reading Lady in the Lake. Loved the plot twist in the end, which I did not see coming. Currently in the middle of Birdmen by Lawrence Goldstone – a nonfiction book about the early days of airplane aviation, particularly the feud the Wright brothers had with Glenn Curtis, who was also an aviation pioneer. So far it’s an enjoyable read.
Seeking Second Childhood* March 1, 2020 at 5:44 am Oh that sounds like one for me, thanks. Do you know the air history museums (yes plural!) in & around Dayton Ohio? The USAF Museum is the only one we got to visit on that trip but I hope to change that some day. (Even if my relative moved out of there!)
Parenthetically* February 29, 2020 at 9:16 am Oof, I had to read The English Patient for a class in school and felt very much the same. It was meant to be languid but came across to me as pretentious and dull.
GoryDetails* February 29, 2020 at 9:20 am I have several books in progress, as usual, including some really good ones: Camille, by Alexandre Dumas fils, the classic tragic-romance-with-courtesan novel, is (to me) surprisingly contemporary in tone, with delightful turns of phrase and little slaps at societal prejudices; I’m really enjoying it. The Raven and the Reindeer, by T. Kingfisher (aka Ursula Vernon); I enjoyed her horror novel The Twisted Ones and went looking for more of her work. This one’s a retelling/expanding of Andersen’s “Snow Queen” (the author notes at the end that “Hans Christian Andersen was a weird dude”), with lots of shapeshifting, scenes of lush detail from Finnish and Sámi culture, and a very satisfying new relationship for the heroine. The Seep, by Chana Porter – this one’s about a “gentle” alien invasion which seems to result in everybody being much more calm and happy – and with the ability to transform themselves in any way they want, from simply being younger/healthier/stronger to much more extreme changes. The main character has adjusted fairly happily to all this along with her wife and their group of friends, but when her wife decides she wants to become a literal infant again, to be able to grow and learn in this new, kinder world, everything changes. I’m not sure where the story will take the protagonist yet, but I’m enjoying the journey – and of course I had to wonder what use I’d make of the Seep if it were available to me… Not sure if this is going to be a waking-nightmare lotus-eater situation – are the aliens simply curious or do they have a darker agenda? Is the story mainly about the characters’ choices and not about aliens at all? Will find out!
Not A Manager* February 29, 2020 at 9:58 am I remember enjoying The English Patient, but I wonder if I would now that the internet and social media have destroyed my attention span. Or perhaps that’s just aging. I’m currently in the middle of a fantasy novel that my adult child *strongly* recommended, The Lies Of Locke Lamorra. It’s… okay. Not bad enough to put down, but not good enough that I’m rushing through it. I’ve been piddling around with it for a few weeks. He’d talked about it for a while, and I had heard “Loch Lamorra,” so I thought it was going to be some kind of historical fiction about Scots’ hijinks. It is not.
Jules the 3rd* February 29, 2020 at 10:30 am I love Amelia Peabody! I re-read the series every couple of years. I also love Lois McMaster Bujold’s Miles Vorkosigan series, Jane Austen, and Terry Pratchett. It’s the humor connection for me…
Virginia Girl* February 29, 2020 at 10:39 am Bought Dan Crenshaw‘s book “Fortitude” on pre-order! Doesn’t come out until April but I’m excited.
Nervous Nellie* February 29, 2020 at 11:14 am I am not reading anything of note this week, but instead am pining for this new book. I have placed a hold at the library for it when it comes out, and can’t wait! It’s a lively fantasy about wormholes opening up in the display rooms in a Swedish big-box furniture store (no, not that one). NPR just released a great review, and overnight, the number of local library holds quintupled! Finna – by Nino Cipri https://www.npr.org/2020/02/29/810329436/finna-warns-beware-of-the-fuzzy-chairs As for The English Patient, I am with you on the heavy opening. You might enjoy an earlier book of his – Running in the Family, a dreamy, quiet memoir of his life & family in Sri Lanka when he was a kid. I read it every winter for its lush descriptions.
acmx* February 29, 2020 at 10:17 pm If you want a theme on Swedish big box novels, maybe check out Horrorstör (I read his We Sold Our Souls but not this one yet).
Elizabeth West* February 29, 2020 at 2:39 pm I hated The English Patient. We read it in college, and it just bored me to tears. It couldn’t have been the instructional setting, because I usually devour assigned books. I have a ton of books on my Kindle I haven’t got around to yet. I’m so stressed right now it’s hard to read; I constantly feel like I should be doing something else. Maybe reading right before bedtime would help.
Windchime* February 29, 2020 at 2:58 pm I do read at bedtime and it’s very relaxing. I have a Kindle that is backlit, so I can snuggle under the covers and read on that for awhile until I get sleepy enough to doze off. It’s my little bedtime routine.
Elizabeth West* February 29, 2020 at 4:33 pm I used to do it all the time! But all my routines are out of whack right now and likely will be until I’m settled in my own place again.
Bluebell* February 29, 2020 at 4:05 pm Just finished Hollow Kingdom by Kira Jane Buxton. Quirky zombie apocalypse novel with a crow as the main narrator. Very funny but pretty high gore quotient too.
Seeking Second Childhood* March 1, 2020 at 5:14 am I started the next book off my “how did I get this old without reading this” list and I was hooked from the preface. “Jane Eyre” is delighting me, and reassuring me that it wasn’the 19th c writing bothering me about in Dracula–just Bram Stoker. Something else about me that i just got from the novel — I teared up in the middle of a cheerful bit of conversation with little Adèle, when I suddenly realized I was reading French. All that work in French classes & on my own, and it paid off in reading a piece of classic *English* literature!
pony tailed wonder* March 1, 2020 at 8:03 pm I loved Jane Eyre and I was speaking about it with a friend who mentioned that she loved the punctuation in it as much as she loved the story. I looked over my copy again and she is right, the semicolons are scattered throughout and it contrasts nicely with modern literature.
ShrunkenHippo* March 1, 2020 at 8:22 pm I’m reading A Short History of Medicine for a quick start to some research, My Lovely Wife because it was recommended to me, and I’ll be starting on the Lies of Locke Lamora tomorrow. I’ve been having a lot of fun in my research (it’s just for a story idea so there is zero pressure), but I think I need a good run of fiction books to help break it up. My Lovely Wife is interesting but I’m not sure if I’m going to finish it because I don’t really like reading first person perspective. I’m giving The Lies of Locke Lamora a second go because I was not in the mood for a fantasy the first time I picked it up and I keep hearing it’s amazing. My body has been giving me a hard time and I might have a flare coming on so it might be a great week for reading.
Jemima Bond* February 29, 2020 at 5:09 am I have been somewhat under the paw of the black dog the last couple of weeks. I took a day off work yesterday for a bit of self care – I did not do any household chores and I sat down to do some sewing – but my sewing machine is on the blink so it ended up somewhat stressful, and now it’s Saturday and I have a bunch of jobs to do including taking my sewing machine to the repair place and once again it all seems a bit much. All tomorrow I have a singing workshop thing for a forthcoming choir concert and although it is useful and necessary I’m not really feeling it; as the music is difficult and modern we’ve already got two extra rehearsals over the term and it’s feeling more like a slog than an enjoyable hobby.
Not So NewReader* February 29, 2020 at 8:24 am Ugh. When I hit this stuff, I know it’s time for extra rest. It’s not just that things are uncooperative and hard to work through, it’s also the extra energy that gets burned up trying to get through them. Like you are doing call in help where ever appropriate. I had one day a couple weeks ago… Fortunately, I had stopped my vehicle, because the next thing that happened was the running board FELL off. But it did not fall off all the way, it was still hanging on by a bolt. I was just at the end of my driveway so I thought I would just run in the house and find something to deal with that bolt. As I went to unlock my front door, I realized there was something odd about the door. Out of curiosity, I took the flat of my hand and slammed the door. Yep, the LOCKED door popped right open. So much for that lock. So peach. I have a running board half on the ground and I cannot secure my house. I know what this is, I have hit days like this before, it’s very familiar to me. I called for help. Then I called my boss to say I’d be a little late. My friend fixed the lock immediately and he took the running board entirely off the car. The running board problem took a few weeks to get straightened out. I was on my way to work about an hour later, which isn’t too bad considering but I already felt overwhelmed by the day. It’s really important to take some satisfaction in finding ANY solution for a given problem. And it’s important to realize when stuff stacks up like this, it can really be wearing on us. I will say, because I called for help sooner, I did end up less tired by the nonsense. I did get some extra rest that night. Seemingly little things can become a lot of work. Stuff stacks up on us and we just don’t realize how much we are doing to get through a day.
NoLongerYoung* February 29, 2020 at 12:00 pm NSNR, it sounds like you have some good friends. Sending a hug. I hate car problems and door problems and sometimes, all those adulting things that leave you frustrated and more worn out. But your positive way of looking at it, like “Look self, I was able to tackle this successfully” – turning it around to see the very good (I am able to tackle things and think them through without losing it completely)… is wonderful.” Need more coffee, not articulate yet. But the little tiny wins, reminding yourself of each little positive – in your head, out loud, or on paper – are part of what my counselor is trying to help me learn to do. Examples help… thank you.
Not So NewReader* February 29, 2020 at 2:06 pm I should say that I do pay my friend. I don’t want to be a drain and he doesn’t want to be used, this stuff kills a friendship fast. But it’s also true that stuff breaks. So the answer seems to be accepting the fact that stuff breaks and at the same time try to keep costs down. It took me a while to get to this space in my head. And if my friend ran off to Bermuda or whatever, I can’t be certain that I would remain to seem pulled together. This stuff is so very frustrating. I do think that the first few years of widowhood are exhausting because one has to build a plan for every. single. darn. thing. I met my friend when an evil wind tore the roof off the back of my house. I called random people and no one seemed to have advice. I was pretty scared as it was almost a monsoon outside. I made myself think. I realized my mistake. I needed to call people similar to me – other women on their own. Women who seemed to be handling life stuff. I tried to think of someone who had been on their own for a while- so they had some experience under their belt and could shorten my learning curve. I called my friend “J”, a widow who had been on her own for well over a decade. She said to call “H”, so I did. This is funny. Later “H” said that although he did not know me, “J” never referred people to him who did NOT pay him. Unwittingly, when I said “J” referred me I also said, “Yes, I will pay you. I won’t rip you off.” We did not know each other but we both trusted our mutual friend, “J”, so that was enough. I muddled through for 4 years on my own before I called “H”. Those were looong years. And I will never forget that time. But over and over I have seen that if we stay in a situation long enough, things change for the better. We get into a better swing of things. It will never be great here, but it is okay. In so many ways I have been just so very fortunate. I suspect this is how it will go for you also. The biggest asset you have is that you keep talking to people and you keep reaching out. That alone will change the quality of your life. BTDT, so I know. Isolation is a deal breaker, this is too big a time in life to let ourselves “tough it out” or make ourselves “walk alone”.
Not So New In Town* February 29, 2020 at 5:28 am How do you make yourself feel at home in a new town? I’ve been living in a new place for almost a year now and we just don’t click. I don’t actively hate it but it doesn’t offer me much of what I value in a city. For reasons I cannot move so I really need to feel better about this place. What has helped you connect to a town you first found ‘meh’? I’m sure I’ll be eventually able to call this place home but it’ll be a lot of work and I don’t know where to start. I have done many of the basics (museums, cafes, meetups, learning something new, events but none of it was up to a quality I’m used to from the previous city I lived in – that place also has its flaws but it was much bigger so I could find what made me click).
CoffeeforLife* February 29, 2020 at 7:12 am I’m in the same boat. Living here 16 months now, doesn’t feel like home but it’ll probably be for the remainder of his career. I can be honest in that we haven’t tried to make friends because it seems that everyone we meet is the complete opposite of our viewpoint on really divisive topics. Yes, different opinions can enrich the tapestry of our lives; no, I don’t want to spend free time debating/defending with you. Ah, Virginia… such an interesting mix of people.
Not So New In Town* February 29, 2020 at 7:38 am I’m so sorry you cannot find like-minded people and all conversations seem to be turning into a debate. I hope at home or outdoors you can recharge. On my good days, having a cosy home helps a lot. I just bought some blossoming plants so at least inside it feels like spring isn’t so far away. (It’s snowing but it’s going to turn into rain very soon.)
CorgisandCats* February 29, 2020 at 8:02 am I actually recently read a book on this exact topic! It’s nonfiction and gives advice about how to connect to your new community. It’s called This Is Where You Belong by Melody Warnick, not a long read and it’s interesting reading about the author’s experience trying to settle in and “love” her new town.
Mary Connell* February 29, 2020 at 9:33 pm I second this recommendation. She gives lots of very helpful strategies.
Not So NewReader* February 29, 2020 at 8:31 am For me, it was the friendships and the neighborlyness of the place. You know you best. For me, I have to feel some connection to the people around me. That can be a shared interest or a common goal, etc. It could be that this city is not for you. Or it could be that you find what you are looking for in the next city over from yours. I don’t think any place offers everything. I’d suggest looking to see what is unique about this city and tapping that unique thing.
Overeducated* February 29, 2020 at 11:32 am Time. My husband and I still fantasize about getting new jobs and moving back to the city where we met, on paper it’s pretty perfect for what we value and we loved our time there. But we’ve been in our current city 3.5 years and even though we can’t see ourselves staying forever (even if we wanted to – houses cost a million dollars), there’s now a lot i will miss if we move. My church, the bike lanes, the few families with kid friends, my Buy Nothing group…it doesn’t seem like much, and it’s taken a long time to get this far, but those little connections are the things we’ll miss when we move.
Origamist* February 29, 2020 at 12:16 pm One thing that has helped me is to volunteer somewhere. Do any of the museums cover topics you’re passionate about? Any animal shelters or boys and girls clubs? Developing a connection to those places could help you feel more attached to the community.
Elizabeth West* February 29, 2020 at 2:48 pm Getting out and about helps me, but I haven’t been able to due to lack of money. Right now, I’m staying with family in a location where I do not intend to remain. I don’t care what’s here past the essentials. Once I find a job, I plan to move and then do a lot of walking / driving around my new neighborhood. I don’t think I’ll ever love this city or this state and I will still actively continue trying to get out of it and back to where I ultimately want to be.
Not So New In Town* February 29, 2020 at 3:25 pm I’m crossing my fingers, Elizabeth, that the Universe send some good vibes your way and you’re able to move soon. Yes to walking and getting to know your neighborhood. We’re looking into moving within a year to another neighborhood which is not as residential as ours. Can’t wait to have shops and a cafe within normal distance.
Minocho* March 2, 2020 at 5:53 pm I have a social hobby – tabletop roleplaying games – that used to be pretty niche (not so much anymore, yay!) and I felt would likely introduce me to my type of people, so I went to meetups to meet other gamers and try to make friends when I moved across the country. The person I met at the meetup introduced me to his gaming group. Through other online channels I met others here that also played. Some of the people I met have not clicked with me – but members of that initial group and subsequent groups have become more than decade long friends. I would try to find groups associated with a hobby or fandom that you feel would tend to attract people you’d like to hang out with, and do your best to meet people that way. This could be meetup groups, religious orgs such as churches or mosques, etc, or conventions in the area. Good luck! May you find some awesome new friends!
matcha123* February 29, 2020 at 5:33 am Coronavirus is causing some low-key panic here in Japan. Facemasks have been sold out since late January and if a store gets a shipment, people line up before opening to get one package. There have been fights over masks. Toilet paper is sold out in Tokyo…and sanitary pads! Lines at Costco literally wrap around the store. My office is letting full-time staff work from home a few days a week, but since I’m not a regular staff member, I get to go into work.
Invisible Fish* February 29, 2020 at 12:57 pm Why would the stores be out of those paper products? (Not being snarky – genuinely curious.)
Fikly* February 29, 2020 at 1:05 pm Because when people panic, they buy everything in anticipation of the stores running out, which of course makes the stores run out, which makes people panic!
Eng* February 29, 2020 at 1:13 pm A friend of mine who lives in Japan said there was a rumor that TP would be turned into facemasks or something like that. So some people were worried it would run out in the future and thus immediately caused a shortage in the present.
antigone_ks* February 29, 2020 at 5:20 pm If there’s talk of a quarantine, they may be trying to buy enough to last however long that might be.
Arts Akimbo* March 1, 2020 at 8:40 pm The same thing happens everywhere I’ve ever lived– I think it’s just how humans think in the face of emergency. The first whispers of a blizzard or a hurricane and everyone rushes to the store to buy TP, pads, and bottled water!
Seeking Second Childhood* March 1, 2020 at 9:28 pm Also, in places where real estate is very expensive, many people stock minimum of regular supplies– thus any anticipated disruption they will want to get more than usual.
Vic tower* February 29, 2020 at 5:42 am My husband found out this week he needs major surgery urgently and it’s booked for Wednesday. We then discovered it isn’t covered by his health insurance and we’ll have to pay about 20 grand for it. Meanwhile, I’m 14 weeks pregnant with our much awaited first pregnancy. It’s all a bit much right now.
No Name Yet* February 29, 2020 at 7:57 am Ugh, sorry to hear about your husband! Sending thoughts that the surgery goes well, and I hope you’re in a stage of pregnancy where you’re feeling all right.
Not So NewReader* February 29, 2020 at 8:33 am Major surgery that is not covered…. oh my. Can you contest that decision? I have seen times where if the doctor is informed insurance won’t cover something they will work with the patient to get it covered. Are these options for you?
Parenthetically* February 29, 2020 at 9:38 am And many hospitals have financial assistance for situations just like this. The price can absolutely be negotiated and you can apply for assistance given the hardship this will cause!
StrikingFalcon* February 29, 2020 at 9:53 am There is often an option to appeal a decision like this. It’s worth calling the insurance and asking about options to appeal, and also speaking to the doctor that ordered it and letting them know insurance denied it. Good luck!
Not A Manager* February 29, 2020 at 10:16 am I’m sure you know about this, but many health-care providers offer a “cash payment” option (it’s not really cash, obv.) that is sometimes pretty close to what your co-pay would be. That might apply more to things like imaging rather than actual procedures, but it’s worth looking into. Also, you might need to aggressively break out costs like imaging from costs like surgery or nursing care, in order to explore your options/possibly negotiate them. This is so difficult to have to do when you want to focus on supporting your loved one. I’m sorry. Do see what resources your hospital offers in terms of patient advocates or dedicated social workers to help you with this process.
MissGirl* February 29, 2020 at 1:22 pm The hospital system I work at offers “cash” payments on all procedures. Talk to the hospital beforehand as it’s a better discount rate than after at mine. They also work out a payment plan. Definitely talk to your doctor and see if they can appeal the insurance. Don’t wait for the payment to hit your mailbox. Call around for pricing. If it’s a common procedure, you’ll be able to get quotes. Watch out for separate bills. There’s the hospital bill and then there’s the physician bill. You’ll need quotes from both.
cheeseburger* February 29, 2020 at 5:57 pm 100% this. I work with a lot of hospitals/billing departments. If you can’t get your ins to pay (and I agree with others- you should try various routes), and you end up being a “cash” patient, definitely ask for (1) the rate your ins company would pay if they covered the service (the contracted rate). You may be billed this way anyway but double check that you are. You want to be a “zero pay” (ie you have insurance, they just aren’t paying) vs a “cash” patient (you pay rack rates). (2) at least a 30-50% discount. Average is 20% but start at 50%. If you pay up front they are stupid not to agree to this. The stats on unpaid or partially paid medical debt are astounding and most hospitals have a built in 20% buffer for cash.
Wishing You Well* February 29, 2020 at 11:02 am You can negotiate. Please consider doing that. It won’t cost you anything to try. If all else fails, 20 grand is worth seeing a lawyer about this. They can negotiate for you. Best of Luck
Blueberry* February 29, 2020 at 1:10 pm The hospital where your husband will be having surgery probably has a case management department. Ask them for help with insurance. All good luck! I wish I could bring you a casserole.
Vic tower* February 29, 2020 at 2:36 pm Thank you all for your advice. We’re in Australia, so the system is a bit different here. He could choose to have the surgery in the public system, in which case we wouldn’t pay anything. But that would mean a delay, probably for several weeks and his tumour might rupture in the meantime, which would have terrible effects. Fortunately, we do have enough money in savings. But it’s a stressful situation.
WS* February 29, 2020 at 7:25 pm I’m Australian and went private for a similar reason and it was the right decision for me – the tumour was malignant but hadn’t yet spread. Even so, you can often get parts of the procedure covered by your health insurance – I got cover for imaging, the anaesthetist and two extra nights needed in hospital, but not the actual surgery or the first night in hospital. Good luck for the surgery.
Batgirl* February 29, 2020 at 6:15 am Help! I have to eat gluten for six weeks in order to get celiac testing, and I am so, so nervous about doing this. About two years ago, I gave up gluten and it relieved a bunch of symptoms which reappeared whenever I tried to reintroduce it. I didn’t have the first idea I was even intolerant when I first tried the exclusion diet, or I would have gone for the testing first. The diet for me was more about temporarily making room for lots of veggies etc, and I planned to reintroduced everything but never could with gluten. For a while I just decided to eat gluten free because it suited me and was keeping my horrid, painful skin condition at bay and resolved my fatigue issues. Now though, I’ve been dizzy and tired since December (I do cheat on my diet about once or twice a year and did so at a Christmas party) and my doc says there’s no explanation in my bloodwork, but celiacs could be the culprit and I might have to be much more careful and stringent. I’m so scared. Whenever I reintroduce my skin goes to pot in about three days. Six weeks sounds impossible. Has anyone done this?
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 6:27 am My bestie decided not to. She went strict gluten free and her quality of life improved dramatically, and her doc was like “We can test if you want to recontaminate for six weeks, but having an official diagnosis won’t really benefit you, there isn’t any medication you’d be ineligible for, so if this is working, you can also just stick with it.” You can follow a strict celiac eating plan without the diagnosis if you want to.
Batgirl* February 29, 2020 at 7:35 am I could. My doctor thinks I need to know because there are so many future health implications. I also don’t know how much I trust him based on a 15 minute meeting.
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 7:49 am From a US medical health insurance coverage standpoint (I KNOW), because I am a medical coder and sitting in front of my work resources and this thread made me curious: the primary associated conditions we, at least, are directed to be looking for along with a celiac diagnosis (K90.0) are dermatitis herpetiformis, gluten ataxia, or exocrine pancreatic inefficiency. A diagnosis of celiac *would* make a difference (as far as necessity-based medical coverage) for clotting tests, certain iron studies, and fecal occult testing, but wouldn’t make a difference to any other lab testing. However, a diagnosis of “non-celiac gluten sensitivity” (K90.41) gives the same degree of medical necessity as far as getting those tests covered, and that diagnosis basically just requires your physician to document that certain issues went away when you removed gluten from your diet and recur when you accidentally eat gluten, no official testing for it. I don’t know if any of that makes a difference to your decision, but I looked it up, so I might as well share the information with you so you have it! Good thoughts, I know my bestie had a heck of a time before she got herself figured out.
Batgirl* February 29, 2020 at 10:43 am I’m in the UK so insurance coverage is not a concern. However the NHS is in some ways similarly bureaucratic and they wont give you treatment x, unless you’ve had test y.
Observer* February 29, 2020 at 10:53 pm There has been some testing on a new test for Celiac that doesn’t require that you go back on gluten. Ask your doctor about it – if it’s available in the UK, you are the ideal patient for it.
Exercise Junkie* February 29, 2020 at 8:14 am I agree with Red Reader. I have celiac, and strictly not eating gluten is the only treatment for celiac. I haven’t seen my gastro since I got diagnosed five years ago because I am very strict with my diet. I think you should stop eating gluten entirely and never cheat on your diet.
Batgirl* February 29, 2020 at 10:46 am I am so tempted to do this but I worry about doing this myself without doctors and on insisting on non contaminated food when it may not be necessary. Is it hard to be super strict? I worry about restaurants and family members.
Observer* February 29, 2020 at 10:58 pm It’s a pain. On the other hand, it’s the only thing that works, and the only way you will know for sure is if you try it. The only good reasons to do the test are that you may not be able to get certain treatments / tests without the “official” diagnosis (but as Red Reader pointed out, there is a similar diagnosis of “non-celiac gluten sensitivity” which should do the same thing for you – talk to your doctor about that, too) or if your doctor WILL look for other causes if this comes up blank. If you go on a very strict gluten free diet for 6 weeks, you’ll have your answer – and you don’t need your doctor’s blessing. Either you will feel MUCH better, in which case this is what you are going to need to do for the rest of your life – and you also need to be aware that you have an autoimmune disease. If you do NOT feel much better, your doctor is going to have to do some deeper digging.
Exercise Junkie* March 1, 2020 at 8:00 am It is initially hard because you have to check the label of everything, and I mean everything (spices, meat, everything in a can or a box or a bag); gluten will lurk in very odd places. But once you’ve done it for awhile, you know what you can buy, and it stops being time consuming and frustrating. Cooking at home is no problem for me, and I don’t notice the absence of gluten anymore. Restaurants are tricky. You always have the risk of being glutened even when you order the gluten free food. You also have to always research ahead of time to figure out where you can eat; sometimes you have to call if it’s not clear whether they offer gluten free food. It can really be a pain when you are traveling. I have the best luck at chain restaurants. You can also never eat at the potluck except what you bring because you don’t know what your coworkers have put in their food. Potato salad shouldn’t have any gluten, but did they use mayo with gluten in it? You can’t know. It can be demoralizing when there’s food at work you can’t eat. You can’t accept invitations to eat at people’s houses without having a conversation about what you can and can’t eat, and that can be awkward or fraught. I will say that this has always made me anxious and then turned out not to be a big deal and the people who host me are willing to accommodate. It can suck if your family is not willing to accommodate and makes you cook your gluten free meal while they eat pizza and bread or whatever in front of you. Or if your extended family isn’t willing to accommodate and you have to bring your own different meal to Thanksgiving (happens to my mom all the time; she also has celiac). So, basically, it is hard in some ways, but over time it gets much easier and second nature, and if you have supportive friends and family, it’s not that hard at all.
Seeking Second Childhood* March 1, 2020 at 9:34 pm At one point there were some interesting studies going on in microbiome research (ie gut microbes). I haven’t been following, but now I’m wondering if something concrete has turned up.
Jane* February 29, 2020 at 7:34 am I did it – was gluten free for about 6 months and felt amazingly wonderfully better, but then had to reintroduce gluten to get diagnosed. I won’t lie, it wasn’t a great time and it got worse as the weeks went on. I decided to use it as an opportunity to eat all my favourite foods that I wouldn’t be able to once gluten free again, which helped. It was also great aversion therapy, I’m never tempted to cheat on my gluten free diet now and I think how rotten I felt while ‘gluten loading’, as I called it, is partly behind that. At the end of the 6 weeks I had a sinus infection and was close to going off work sick, I felt so ill. I DO think it was worth it though. For one, in my country a diagnosis of celiac means you get extra medical testing to check you’ve not developed any complications or related illnesses, and then regular screening for those. Knowing I have actual celiac disease also makes it much easier for me to stick to the diet and be ultra strict because I know if I get contaminated with gluten it actually damages my gut. I’m much more careful with it than I would have been without the diagnosis.
Batgirl* February 29, 2020 at 10:53 am This is very helpful and reassuring. I would like to be less tempted by pizza! I can go 364 days without gluten and then get up in the middle of the night because my favourite chicken pastys were in the fridge. True story. I also worry that I’d get ‘stay off work’ levels of sick at three weeks in and have to quit without getting anything from it. We’re different people but I somehow feel better hearing you didn’t feel that way until week 6.
Jenn* February 29, 2020 at 5:18 pm I’m in the UK too, seeing your above comment. Having a celiac diagnosis here got me an iron infusion once when I was very anaemic, struggling with iron tablets and my ferritin wasn’t increasing enough. The coeliac diagnosis was key in that, I have a family member with similar iron problems who can’t get an iron infusion and has to struggle on with iron tablets. I get an annual blood screen to check my antibodies, blood count, liver levels, and some other things I can’t remember. I also get an annual flu jab on the NHS, and a pneumonia vaccine every 5 years, due to being coeliac. I was referred to a dietician after being diagnosed, and also sent for a DEXA bone scan to check for osteoporosis. I’d recommend the Coeliac UK website if you haven’t already looked into it, they’re really good and also have things like an app for members where you can scan food barcodes to see if it is safe or not.
Jenn* February 29, 2020 at 5:27 pm Hadn’t meant to hit send! I agree with your dr that the diagnosis is important. I’ve found huge differences in the level of education from GPs about coeliac, sounds like you have one who is aware of the follow up tests and ongoing monitoring of related conditions offered. For me having the diagnosis just flicked a switch in my head and now I’m never ever seriously tempted to cheat and have gluten. I went overboard with the amount of gluten needed during the 6 weeks but I really wanted a definitive answer, I think following whatever Coeliac UK is recommending now would be plenty. I did feel pretty weak and tired towards the end, and I felt like I was deliberately poisoning myself. I’d still say it was worth it though.
Fikly* February 29, 2020 at 8:53 am I got a positive Celiac blood test, went strictly gluten free, felt vastly better, and was then told I needed the endoscopic biospy to confirm. I asked why, because if eating gluten free made me feel better, what was the point? I never got a good answer. Honestly, this sounds like a classic I have Celiac, ate something with gluten, and now feel terrible for weeks/months after. Next year, don’t cheat, and see if you feel different. Question answered.
Batgirl* February 29, 2020 at 11:04 am Yes I’ve been told that they need both tests, which sounds so extreme! I think a blood test plus symptoms should be plenty.
TL -* February 29, 2020 at 12:29 pm It depends! I have an acquaintance whose mother got diagnosed, felt a ton better, got her daughter to go gluten free, daughter felt better, she goes for years this way and then for whatever reason decide to get tested and daughter doesn’t have Celiac’s, though she does have the genes for it (the blood test). It wasn’t as surprising to me because the daughter had never accidentally been ‘glutened.’ (she was very paranoid about gluten but everybody gets unintentionally exposed once in a while.) If you haven’t had the blood test, I’d get that, as it’ll at least tell you if Celiac’s is a possibility. You only have to eat a slice of bread a day for the endoscopy test (I don’t know what your binges are like but if it’s a lot of gluten when you go for it, it could be a really different experience.) You can also try getting super strict for a while and see where you want to go from there.
Fikly* February 29, 2020 at 1:38 pm Daughter may very well be gluten intolerant. If not eating gluten makes her feel better, does it matter why?
Observer* March 1, 2020 at 12:07 pm Unless daughter went back on gluten before the test, it’s not accurate. Also, there is “non-celiac gluten intolerance”, and that’s a real thing not a “crunchy” conspiracy thing. So, I wouldn’t dismiss it so fast. My GP said something very important to one of my kids “If it makes you feel not good, DON”T EAT IT. It doesn’t matter what the tests say.”
Fikly* March 1, 2020 at 2:22 pm Yes, there is something to the “Doctor, it hurts when I do x.” “Then stop doing x.”
TL -* March 1, 2020 at 5:20 pm The daughter went back on gluten for the test – it was done by a GI who knew what they were doing. I don’t know if she eats gluten now or not, just that she put herself through a lot of trouble for a disease she didn’t have. There’s usually a big difference between avoiding gluten because you’re intolerant and avoiding it because you’ve got Celiac’s, particularly when it comes to cross-contamination risks.
Observer* March 1, 2020 at 10:22 pm Actually, not necessarily. Many people who have this condition are equally sensitive to gluten, including traces, as people with celiac. In fact by and large, the only difference in terms of diagnosis are the tests that are done for Celiac.
Married to Celiac* February 29, 2020 at 1:19 pm 6 weeks? Eek! Following thread since I have a T1 diabetic celiac husband and I’m worried about testing future babies for celiac. 6 week test? Their colon would be kaput! (Also heard I’m supposed to abstain from gluten since med journals say those with genetic predisposition to celiac should get protected early. And hubs diabetes dr said his diabetes was bc he got 7 years worth undiagnosed damage). No idea who to believe…
Cambridge Comma* February 29, 2020 at 5:31 pm If you’ve been strictly gluten free for two years, it’s hard to see how coeliac disease could explain your current symptoms.
Cambridge Comma* February 29, 2020 at 5:34 pm Sorry, I meant to add, even after cheating in December. (If you are diagnosed coeliac, my coeliac mother has been told that cheating could be associated with stomach cancer so having the diagnosis could be useful in terms of information.)
Jenn* March 1, 2020 at 12:39 am There is a thing called refractory coeliac disease, where the small intestine doesn’t heal and return to normal when on a gluten free diet so symptoms continue. It’s rare, but serious enough that specialist support is needed. The only way to diagnose it is an endoscopy to check the state of the small intestine.
Fikly* March 1, 2020 at 5:01 am Actually, any gluten exposure in a Celiac can cause months of symptoms, even if it’s one incident of exposure after years of being competely gluten free. Isn’t Celiac fun?
Exercise Junkie* March 1, 2020 at 8:05 am Yep. I am really lucky in that when I get accidentally glutened after being gf for five years, I only get a day or two of acute gastro distress (probably because I was largely asymptomatic when diagnosed; I only got tested because my mom was diagnosed with it and I already had one autoimmune disorder and they’re often comorbid). My mom, who was very sick when she was finally diagnosed with celiac, has weeks to months of bloating, fatigue, gastro symptoms, etc. after an accidental glutening. It can linger for a long time, and everyone is different.
Fikly* March 1, 2020 at 2:24 pm I have actually found that the longer I am gluten free, the more severe my reaction is to accidentally being exposed. I had a five day ICU stay a year ago from it.
Observer* March 1, 2020 at 12:09 pm Also, as you know, gluten shows up in odd places. If BatGirl has not been extremely careful, it’s possible that the low amounts of “hidden” gluten are having a greater effect than in the past. For many people Celiac is a bit of a progressive disease.
Batgirl* March 1, 2020 at 4:51 am Not strictly gluten free. I am pretty sure I’ve been low grade consuming gluten throughout because of cross contamination. However it could be something else entirely…
Seeking Second Childhood* March 1, 2020 at 8:03 am Have you had food ALLERGY testing? I’d do that first if not, because (if I recall correctly) the allergy response would still be with you. Celiac testing needs the renewed exposure because they’re looking for a physical symptom. Additional benefit of allergy testing–they can check a span of foods at one time, and some food allergies are linked to inhalant pollen allergies in unexpected ways.
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 6:28 am I am a sucker for large breed dogs – like, I’ve said for years now that the next time I am in the market (as it were) for another dog, I would desperately love a Dane or mastiff or similar. However, I promised the third dog slot in my household (I already have two and we collectively agreed that three was the max) to my housemate. Well, Housemate came home last week and informed me that he was relinquishing his dibs on the third dog slot to me, because he just picked up his third snake at the reptile show and would prefer to focus his pet maintenance energies on them, plus when I have dogs, he gets all the fun parts and very little of the responsibility parts, which, fair enough. Literally the next day, I found out that one of the Great Dane rescues in my neck of the woods took in an incredibly pregnant mama who gave birth recently and will be taking adoption applications for a litter of nine Dane/mastiff mix puppies starting mid-March, for go-home dates anticipated sometime during June. So now I am researching the logistics involved in adding a horse-puppy to my menagerie so I can decide if filling out this application (or, well, let’s be honest, I already filled it out, if *submitting it*) is actually a feasible idea. Not that submitting it guarantees anything anyway, I’m sure they’ll have a gazillion and twelve applications. Things I have already considered: -food costs for giant-breed specific kibble -health risks specific to giant breed dogs such as skeletal issues, bloat/GI issues – I called up my vet and we had a discussion; she suggested a preventative gastropexy to drastically reduce GI risks, which I would definitely consider further if my application was accepted. -Other regular veterinary expenses (monthly flea/heartworm, appropriate visits/vaccinations etc), plus I keep a fairly significant emergency vet savings in easily accessible funds. -My work also partners with Nationwide to offer their full coverage pet insurance plan (including pet wellness, vaccines, accident, illness, injury, flea/heartworm prevention and other medications, etc, and specifically the gastropexy, all covered at 90% after a $250 deductible) for $60/month, so I’m researching more about that, but it looks like it might be worthwhile. (Specifically, it looks like this puppy would have better health insurance than I do by most metrics. :P ) -initial start-up costs – adoption fee, a crate large enough for a giant breed dog is about $150 (and once it’s put somewhere it is not easily moving so I’d have to plan ahead for that), collar/leash/tags, puppy obedience classes, etc. -Adding a puppy to my herd – neither of my girls is super keen on strange adult dogs, but they both like puppies, so I don’t have too much concern here, and I work fully from home, so I can supervise much easier and more consistently than otherwise. (My boss is aware that this is an impending possibility and is fine with it, she brought home her own puppy a few months ago and she trusts me to get my work done efficiently as long as I send her puppy pictures.) -Puppy raising in general: I brought my younger dog home when she was 8 weeks old, so I’ve done the house-training/midnight potty runs/“take that out of your mouth” process before :) and, as a “bonus,” my husband is now passing familiar with what happens when he doesn’t help me maintain training, so he is much more on board with being actively helpful than he was the last time around. (He had a toxic job and unmanaged depression issues at the time, so he’d come home from work and lay down and let her romp all over him and lick his face off because puppy love makes everything better. Three guesses what she does now, if given half a chance. But only to him, thank heaven.) I have a large house, 1/3 acre of fully fenced (with a 6’ tall wooden shadowbox fence) backyard, and an SUV. The adoption contract, if I were selected, would oblige me to ensure that puppy went to basic obedience classes within 6 months of adoption, which I would plan to do anyway. I work from home full-time and my housemate does 3-4 days a week, so there’s very rarely a time when nobody is home. I have locking trash cans and a bloodhound who will go counter surfing if I leave anything up there, so I’m already used to deterring that. My housemate and husband are both fully on board and enthusiastic. Especially people who have, or have had, giant-breed dogs – what else do I need to consider?
CoffeeforLife* February 29, 2020 at 7:28 am Um, it seems like you have it covered. Although I did read an interesting article about pet insurance and how tough it is to get a claim payout. The vet quoted said people should just save the premium payment instead and fully fund their own unexpected surgery costs. We have Banfield as our regular vet and the monthly payments cover all preventative meds (shots, flea, heartworm meds), dental cleaning with anesthesia, and any vet visit: checkup, wellness, she’s-doing something-weird-is-that-normal visit. Well worth the payment. YMMV. I just recently found a place, helpinghandsVa that does animal surgery at deeply discounted prices because they don’t do diagnostic services, just the surgery recommended by your reg vet. Maybe your area has a similar facility that makes things like mass removal, or stomach twist surgery affordable.
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 9:22 am I haven’t been super happy with our local Banfield staff in the past, and all my critters have been seeing the same vet since 2014, but her practice doesn’t have a package option like you describe. The reviews that I’ve found, specifically for the insurance package I’m considering, are mostly really good – the negative ones I’ve come across are usually for the packages that are really picky about what they cover, and those ones really are kind of a racket, which is why I never bothered with insurance for the other two dogs. So, yeah, still researching options :) Thanks!
Not So NewReader* February 29, 2020 at 8:44 am I had a decent size house and medium size dog. Sounds good so far, but I had too much clutter because of cleaning up estates. I did not realize my dog was having a problem until we went to a friend’s house with a large open room. The dog literally cowered will trying to walk through the wide open room. The dog was used to clutter and did not know what to make of the open space. My point is they adjust, but it’s good to keep an eye for just how they adjust. I just started talking to my buddy and reassuring him that he was okay. That was all he needed from me to acclimate to the different area. More practically, my friend has very large dogs. I am 5’8″ and these dogs are well up over waist high on me. They reach DOWN to take things off the counter. There is NO food on their counter ever. The taller the dog the higher up we have to go with puppy-proofing.
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 9:08 am I already keep food off the counter unless I’m standing right there and actively doing something with it, because Elder Statesdog will surf for it if she can, but we’ve already planned a refinement of our dishwashing process to ensure that dirty dishes can always be put straight into the dishwasher and never left on the counter either!
Fikly* February 29, 2020 at 8:54 am Lifespan. The larger the dog, the shorter the average lifespan. Is this something you’re ok with?
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 9:02 am It’s something we’ve considered, for sure, which is partially why the focus on health/medical maintenance, though obviously that only goes so far. But yes, while we’d like our pets to live forever, the shorter average lifespan on giant breed dogs is something that we have factored into our pondering and are willing to accept. Thanks :)
Fikly* February 29, 2020 at 1:07 pm Totally valid decision! My pets of choice have an average lifespan of about 2 years, but I went into having them understanding that. Yes, it sucks when they die, but I’m not surprised, I know what I am getting in for with them.
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 1:29 pm My husband is vehemently against bringing in small rodents as pets, because his ex used to keep mice and he was like “every time I started to get attached to them, they turned up their toes!” and he’s a big softy :)
Hound girl* February 29, 2020 at 9:16 pm We have a Great Dane who is just a year old. He is our second Great Dane. Danes are big and goofy. Our first Dane lived to ten and ages are rising for large breed dogs and Danes in particular. This Dane is much more slobbery than our last Dane but does not eat off the table at all. The one thing I would recommend is socializing them with Jon-household dogs and people. There is a big difference between a 70 pound dog not paying attention than 150 pound ignoring you.
Arts Akimbo* March 1, 2020 at 11:57 pm Are you a rat person? I LOVE rats! And yes, we have to cram a lot of love into those two short years!
Arts Akimbo* March 3, 2020 at 12:13 am Awwwwww, I have only ever had two gerbils, but they were the awesome! <3
CoffeeforLife* February 29, 2020 at 10:00 am I really wanted to get a Giant Schnauzer because they are: 1. massive 2. Look like grouchy old men 3. Don’t shed a ton But I am involved in a foster and probably failing on my latest put. A pocket pit who is, as one person described her, a velcro dog. She is stuck to my side. Sigh, maybe the next dog will be my schnauzer.. Oh! Furniture. If you are a dogs on furniture home then do you have a big enough sofa to accommodate a dane/mastiff? Slip covers/blankets/tarp for the drool? Hardwood floors for slipping/throwing out a hip? Stairs? My past larger dogs got all goofy going down the carpeted stairs, they’d flat out fall if they weren’t covered.
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 10:37 am We are a dogs-on-furniture home with big sofas and large doggy pillows and blankets all over the place. I currently work from a 1.5-butt armchair in my office because of the Junior Ambassador (who is a velcro-y boxer mix), and am already semi-planning to replace it with a sofa to accommodate everybody who wants up. :) My Elder Statesdog (who is a drooly bloodhound) has some arf-ritis and has increased paw slippage in the last year or so, so we have already increased our rug quotient throughout the non-carpeted areas of the house and put non-slip treads on all the dog-accessible stairs inside and out. Right now, her stairs issue is mostly that she waits for someone to come go up and down the stairs with her (which is super cute) for moral support, but I also have an assist harness for when she starts truly needing assistance to go up and down, at which point we’ll block the stairs with a baby gate so she doesn’t try to go it on her own. Horse Puppy will be contained to certain areas of the house via baby gate as well, at least for the first while. I also have a ramp for assisting doggos into the back of my SUV, seat covers for both the back seat and the cargo area, doggy seatbelts for safety.
Auntie Social* February 29, 2020 at 11:16 am You just described my interior design concept (4 dogs, sigh)
Seeking Second Childhood* March 1, 2020 at 8:56 am A friend with an elderly Great Dane made a dog bed from a secondhand crib mattress , sewed a removable canvas cover for it. Her old fella loved it.
Seeking Second Childhood* March 1, 2020 at 10:12 am Also a screen door protection device– one friend got a pre-made white insert to let the dog see the door is closed. Another felt creative and cross stitched something on the screen herself. (I think she had to stitch it anyway to fix the dog-ripped screen.)
Anono-me* February 29, 2020 at 10:27 am You should probably come up with a plan for how you will get the full grown huge dog into your vehicle in the event of an incapacitating health issue. A 150-175 # dog is usually too much for most individuals to lift and carry to the car. (Even if one of your household can, everyone else including any pet sitters needs to a way to get Spot to the vet in a crisis. ) Also you probably want to have a conversation with any pet sitters, dog boarding kennels, groomers, and nail technicians you use to see if they have a max size limit. Be aware that many people who are not dog knowledgeable find larger dogs more intimidating. (A frivolous neckerchief seems to help.) You may want to check Craigslist for the kennel and other dog supplies. I’ve had very good luck there. Lastly big dogs go through what I think is the most adorably awkward puppy stage. You will probably find yourself inundated with picture requests during that time.
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 10:46 am I’ve recently been looking at lift harnesses for my bloodhound, and they do COME in giant-breed sizes, but yeah, that’s still a lot of weight. So that is definitely a thing to be working on. I have a ramp for the car, but that doesn’t help if doggo is truly unable to walk even with assistance. Our boarding facility is actually a part of our vet’s office, so they’re down with large doggos :) we use a mobile grooming service, so I will check with them the next time they come by, though one of the things I’d like to do differently with horse puppy is to accustom them to nail trims/grinding at home early so I can do that myself anyway. Both my dogs wear colorful scarfs, and a horse-puppy scarf budget was one that my husband reminded me of :) It’s adorable, when they get clean scarfs on every couple of weeks they prance around and pose :) And I am super stoked about puppy pictures for sure. I’ll definitely check Craigslist, thank you, that hadn’t occurred to me!
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 12:52 pm I already don’t walk the ones I have together. They get most of their exercise in running around the backyard, but yes, we have a good-for-walking neighborhood. :)
NoLongerYoung* February 29, 2020 at 1:05 pm I did foster for a 160# newf. The fencing in the yard was replaced and reinforced (including deep concrete footings) so that any jumping/ ramming / attempt to get neighbor cat/squirrel/ object of interest, didn’t take down the redwood fence. There was a big, nice “rounded” gravel area (with weed cover block under it; weeding a gravel area is tough). That was an attempt (which worked) to have an area for “find your spot” which did not generate muddy paws because the grass had burnt off and into a mud pit. It also protected the small amount of green grass so that it “could” be rolled in and did not have poo on it. We had a huge patio cover over part of it, so that doggo could run out, find his spot, and come back in without being soaking wet. Doggo had been raised on a specific raw food diet (actually the foster included the food and dropped it off every two weeks); he lived 2 years longer than most newfs. And he had had diligent and consistent training on leash and people skills – he was better behaved than my lab on leash. (they had done dog shows with him) The yard re-work was something I would not have thought of without their help. It was not cheap but the fencing was not secure enough, and it paid dividends with the time saved on no-wet-dog and no-muddy-paws for basic rainy weather. (I would walk him but then I was prepared, and not trying to get to work, when he was wet). Lastly, he was such a love that he would lean against folks lovingly. This did not work with my elderly mother. And of course, crate training is so helpful as well. He wanted to see the repair man and “help” and often, folks are just not able to get past the size in the short time they are there. And he loved the house crate, taking himself into it for naps as well. And… drool. Lots of drool.
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 1:40 pm We’ve actually got a plan (regardless of whether puppy acquisition is successful or not) to go around the yard over the next year or so and replace all the fence panels and re-seat and cement all the fence posts! We started with a section that actually NEEDED replacing at the end of the summer last year, and the plan is to finish the rest of it this year. :)
NoLongerYoung* February 29, 2020 at 2:16 pm It had not occurred to me before the newf. Note, when we moved here, our next rescue head (small but stubborn) butted fence boards near the lower cross bar. This … until they popped the rotting wood part loose from the nails at the bottom cross bar. Fence board swings out, from our yard, like a dog door. Dog exits. Fence board pops back. Dog can’t get back in. Dog is now in neighbor’s driveway – exits towards busy street. Neighbor catches him. (I am at work and husband left him in yard for an errand – which is doggy heaven otherwise). Could not figure out how he got out. Second time it happened, the neighbor did not see him and he wound up at the pound. Next day, I stand around the corner of the house and watch him after I let him out. He runs to that second of the fence and starts to open his “exit door.” We were out there with the screw gun, long sturdy screws, and reinforcing boards before he ever got let into that back yard again.
Elspeth Mcgillicuddy* February 29, 2020 at 1:18 pm We had a 120 lbs mastiff that we got when I was a teenager. -The farts are room clearing. -Don’t try the sweet potato dog kibble! The farts are most extremely room clearing. -Potty training was super easy. I don’t know if he had a bigger bladder, or better early training since he was from a breeder and stayed with his mother. He only had a handful of pee accidents and zero poo accidents and was able to go through the night without a potty breal when we first got him at 8 weeks. -Your early training really, really matters. NO pulling on the leash. NO nibbling on toes. NO food aggression. If your chihuahua takes a bite out of your leg occasionally, it’s kind of cute. If your mastiff takes a bit out of your leg, you have no leg. If your mastiff pulls you around on the leash, you are going with him. My mother literally pulled food out of his mouth when he was eating as a puppy so he knew that food aggression was never okay. -If your dog has a big jowly mouth, it’s super cute when they have to ‘drop it’ for something small. He’d start trying to work it out of his mouth immediately, but it’d take him a minute to work it up to the front of his mouth to spit it out. -They take up a lot of floor space. When we first got him, we lived in a big house and he fit nicely. When we moved, we ended up stepping over him a lot. Also, he’d sleep by the back door and you had to ask him to get up to go outside. -He was 8 weeks old when we got him, and already 16 lbs. He was SO adorably, like an itty bitty bear. -He liked fast walks, because his big stride ate up so much ground. You know how most dogs trot at your side? You had to be striding out briskly to go fast enough he could do that. He was my bestest hiking buddy though. -When he was getting old, we took him hiking one time, and he just gave out 1/2 a mile from the trail head. It was a good thing my brother was with us, because my brother had to carry the poor dog most of the way out. The dog would stagger 50 feet, my brother would stagger 50 feet carrying the dog, then we’d all rest while the dark closed in and the mosquitoes sucked our blood. He was probably only 110 lbs at that point, which is still a lot of weight. So definitely do consider how to carry yours when he gets old. -He chewed up one piece of furniture, and also broke a window by slamming into it. -He caught an armadillo one time, and put puncture holes in the shell. That big mouth is powerful! -You could thump him genially on the back a lot harder than you could a smaller dog. We always joked you could have hit him with a 2×4 and he’d be like, “ooh, get the itchy spot further down.” -Water collected in his mouth after he drank. He wasn’t drooly, but right after drinking he’d like to come over and put his face in your lap, and then you’d have a wet lap. That’s all the stuff I can think of now. Feel free to ask any questions.
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 1:41 pm That’s all super helpful, thank you!! (The armadillo cracks me up.)
Elspeth Mcgillicuddy* February 29, 2020 at 2:40 pm It was very impressive. It wasn’t like he was really trying either. Also, he chewed up bones. We got him those giant cow femurs once or twice, and he destroyed them. I think it took him a couple days. Definitely less than a week. Do not let the puppy nibble on your toes! A couple more thoughts: -We got his tail docked, because we’d heard about the bruising power of a giant tail. -My brother wanted to name him Trajan, but we went with a much cuter name. The dog was already intimidating enough; he didn’t need a scary name too.
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 3:24 pm What kinds of toys and chewy things were sturdy enough to hold up to him? Mine are big on bones, and the ones I usually get are leg bones with flavorful “stuffing”, but there’s a few around here that are definitely too small to let a giant doggo at. My toy rules are that I don’t give them stuffy toys or squeaky toys, because I don’t want them thinking that stuffies are for chewing (because I have many) and I don’t much care to listen to the squeaking, hehe. Junior Ambassador has a whippy tail that she wags so enthusiastically (seriously, it goes in circles, not just back and forth) that our vet is kind of amazed she’s never hit it on anything and broken it yet. So we’ll definitely watch out for that. We have tossed some name ideas around, but so far my dogs are named after kick-butt literary women. :)
Elspeth Mcgillicuddy* February 29, 2020 at 4:38 pm Hmm, I don’t know that I remember. When he was little and really needed to gnaw on things, he wasn’t big enough to destroy bones. And I think some of the not-so-gigantic bones are actually denser and lasted longer. We also had a big yard, so he had all the sticks he could crunch up. We didn’t do the nylon bones because they get so sharp. I think we just accepted that the bones were consumables.
Hound girl* February 29, 2020 at 9:21 pm All toys are destructible with a Dane. Rope toys seem to last the longest.
Seeking Second Childhood* March 1, 2020 at 8:52 am Pen names of women who wrote especially before it was socially acceptable? George Eliot, James Tiptree Jr, Isak Dinesen, Currer Bell, Acton Bell, Ellis Bell, Andre Norton. Modernly J.K.Rowling & Tabitha King Husbands, fathers, brothers, and publishers who encouraged women before it was socially acceptable? Offhand I’m thinking Percy Byshe Shelley and now I’m tickled at the idea of a giant with a poet’s delicate sounding name. (bonus, any nervous kids can be reminded of Percy Weasly or Percy Jackson.) A famous male character written by them? Heathcliff, Mr Rochester, Hagrid Men who published & assisted the suffragettes?
Arts Akimbo* March 2, 2020 at 12:06 am OMG, Hagrid would be an awesome name for a large-breed dog! :)
LavaLamp* February 29, 2020 at 2:54 pm I have a 2 year old GSD. Thankfully I also live in Colorado so I have access to really cheap GOOD vet care. Big dogs in general have weird health problems. My boy started loosing weight and potty issues. He was down from 90lbs to 60ish. He looked horrid. Turns out, his pancreas doesn’t make digestive enzymes so I have to put out about 100$ a month for an enzyme powder to put on his food. He’s fine now, thankfully. Oh, and nothing on your counter will be safe. I have to keep treats on the fridge or he would get them.
WellRed* February 29, 2020 at 3:52 pm No advice, but I’ve enjoyed reading others’ experiences with their gentle giants.
Dancing Otter* February 29, 2020 at 4:50 pm Haven’t seen this on any of the previous comments: Waste disposal. The more they eat, the more they …. However you dispose of the umm output of your current two dogs, figure double the amount with your new giant.
Foster Addict* February 29, 2020 at 10:00 pm I have fostered many breeds, and would say that the giant breeds have so much drool that it may require having a bib or walking around with a small towel. I had one with ‘happy tail’ and it took weeks to heal. I wouldn’t recommend docking the tail without reason, but with a giant breed the effect was horrendous and the one time it opened up indoors the room looked like a crime scene within seconds. In that case the dog had been on the street for some time and his skin was in horrible condition, so I think the tail was injured in the first place because the skin was bad and prone to a wound. The tail arrived with a big scab, and the rest of the body had other small injuries (small scrapes suggesting many weeks or months of sleeping on a hard surface), which all thankfully fixed themselves up with a healthy diet and soft bed. I know you said that your dogs don’t often do well with adults, but if they do well with some adults then you might also mention an interest in meeting mom. Offering to do so might improve your chances with the pups too… you might explain that your dogs are picky, but you are open to the possibility (based on my experience they will be more likely to look at your application, and if they read it then you have a better chance at a puppy). Understanding the breed, and addressing the issues mentioned here (drool, counter-surfing, space in the home, money for food bills… ) are all really useful in the application.
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* March 1, 2020 at 6:02 am I am totally working on a “cover letter” to go with it and explain a lot of these things that they don’t ask about on the app itself, which is mostly focused toward references and (what should be) no-brainers like “what would you do if the dog behaved poorly: a, return it, b, yell at it, c, ask a trainer or vet for help?” My girls do okay with other dogs on (what they perceive as) neutral ground, they’re just not super happy about other adult dogs in their house, so I would definitely be willing to take them out to the foster space or somewhere to meet mom and pups if that was an option!
Anono-me* February 29, 2020 at 11:31 pm We’ve had really good luck with chew bones from a friend who had a buffalo (Am. Bison) ranch. The bone tended to be a little bigger and seemed to last longer than just the larger size would account for(maybe they are more dense somehow).
MechanicalPencil* March 2, 2020 at 11:20 am I’m late to this party, but maybe you’ll see it anyway. I have an 85 pound pit/who knows what mix. He’s a rescue also. I missed his puppy stage, but as an adult, he’s flown straight to the old man life stage. He’s got the cropped ears and an enormous chest, and he’s pretty tall, so people are scared of him, but all he wants is cuddles and to give kisses. He’s my velcro dog. He stayed overnight after having surgery, and for the next week, I could do nothing alone. We stayed with my mom immediately after and even having her sit with him wasn’t enough. He had to stare at my through the glass shower door, and that was a bit much. Once they’re attached to you, it’s apparently incredibly traumatic for you to leave them and have Things Done To Them. We went back for a followup last week, and he was NOT having it. Anyway. He’s nosy. He wants to know what everyone is doing. I felt comfortable training him and basically got him through the “puppy” class on my own, but we still went to classes just to get that nosy streak under control, and what he already knew he totally forgot since “what is my tiny schnauzer friend doing?! Oh, and what is the lab pup up to?! Oh, you want me to sit, sorry…oh treat!”. An easy walk harness is life changing. When I first adopted him, I could have worn skates and gone on a merry ride through my neighborhood. Now, I technically could walk through my neighborhood without a leash. People get weird when they see a pit without a leash though. This dog loves to sun bathe. Winter. Summer. Doesn’t matter. If there is a patch of sun to be had, he will find it and be a butt about leaving it. I’ve never seen anything quite like it. The gas on this dog. I put some spheres in his food bowl to slow him down because he could clear a room. Slow feed bowls also work, but for the amount of food he eats, it’s a little trickier to find ones that work. He also has epic burps. There’s a facebook group called Canine Enrichment that I love. A little mental stimulation to enrich what you can do with your dog. For puppies, it’s great because it helps them get past weird quirky fears like water or learn to use their noses to find things, etc. Also lots of great ideas for teething dogs (frozen treats, kongs, frozen dishcloths? I can’t remember all of them to be honest since I’m well beyond that stage). There’s also now a category of dog toys that are classified as enrichment. Chewy is maybe the easiest to find them at online, but TJ Maxx/Marshalls/Home Goods are great places for dog toys/treats/beds. I’ve learned that they get their deliveries for dog stuff on Mondays. Also, Facebook Marketplace is another decent place to find crates and so forth. I have a friend with at least 2 (I think the third passed?) Danes who used crib mattresses to make dog beds. Just built a little wooden box to hold the mattress and sewed a nice slipcover for the mattress. I think she threw some extra pillows and a blanket situation in there with it, and the dogs are thrilled. Except now her twin babies are crawling and have discovered the dog beds, so we’ll see how that plays out. Oh! Another Facebook group that was helpful for me was called Dog Nail Maintenance. It’s now read only, but there’s some helpful info for learning how to grind/trim your dog’s nails yourself. Paying out of pocket for that gets expensive quick. I’m sure you know this, but start with your pup how you mean to proceed. If you let the pup sleep in bed with you then after X amount of time that’s no longer cool because of Y reason, confusion and likely acting out will occur, then pup is frustrated, you’re frustrated, and no one is happy.
The Librarian (not the type from TNT)* February 29, 2020 at 6:32 am Runners of AAM: Where do you buy your running clothes from?* Unfortunately, the “skinny jeans” trend which won’t go away seems to have made its way to running pants. The Under Armour and Nike running pants I wore for years, which were perfect, both wore out, and the replacements they’re making now all seem to have tapered legs or are cut super thin. I don’t have the shape of a typical runner — I’m a 5’9″ man whose 165 pounds are mostly in the calves — so I can’t do skinny pants. But that’s all that seems to be out there now. If I want pants with normal straight legs, it seems that I now have to buy pants intended for basketball, which are made of a much heavier material. I finally gave up and bought “training pants” from Target. They’re still a little too heavyweight, but at least have the virtues of not cutting off circulation to my legs, and being affordable ($34, as opposed to the $85 a local running shop wanted for what were basically basketball pants). But I’d rather have proper running pants. Help? *Road Runner Sports (online) might be the best place, but they are a bunch of crooks. Twice I’ve been charged for a “membership” that auto-renews at a high price after a year, even though I specifically unclicked the membership box before ordering, and had to call them and go through a sales pitch to cancel it.
RC Rascal* February 29, 2020 at 8:29 am I would try Zella & Athleta. Both make men’s. Zella is a Nordstrom brand. I am female but have the same issue in that my legs are muscular and I’m finding the traditional athletic brands I’ve relied on to now be cut too small in the leg. Adidas, Nike, UA— they are all feeling like leg pythons instead of pants or leggings. While I consider Zella & Athleta to be more suburban athleisure brands they seem to be cut for an adult as opposed to a teenager.
The Librarian (not the type from TNT)* February 29, 2020 at 9:10 am Thank you! I never knew that Athleta made men’s clothes and had never heard of Zella, so I’ll check those out.
RC Rascal* February 29, 2020 at 10:54 am Try both online; not sure they are in stores but Zella might be in the larger Nordstrom locations.
The New Wanderer* February 29, 2020 at 2:50 pm I think Athleta’s men’s line is called Hill City. Their women’s stuff is fantastic though, I find it all to be high quality even if the styles don’t always suit me.
acmx* February 29, 2020 at 10:11 am Running Warehouse? How about ASICS Men’s Core Essential Pant? Zappos? Amazon? Marshall’s /Ross/ TJ Maxx (do they have those in NY?). Or try ebay /thredup/ poshmark if there’s certain ones you really like. Honestly, the only thing I spend more on are my shoes and socks.
The Librarian (not the type from TNT)* February 29, 2020 at 2:00 pm All good thoughts, thanks. Clearly I didn’t try enough places before giving up. I did order multiple pairs off Amazon that seemed similar on paper to the pants I had, but now were cut way too thin. The Asics weren’t one of them, so I’ll look at that. For the record, I haven’t heard of Ross but we do have Marshalls and TJ Maxx in New York — I actually work right near them both.
acmx* February 29, 2020 at 3:00 pm Oh check Macy’s online for the Adidas men’s essential three stripe track pants, Nike dri fit knit training pant or therma open bottom training pant. Good luck!
The Librarian (not the type from TNT)* March 1, 2020 at 7:44 am I ordered a whole bunch of stuff (thank goodness for free returns). Thanks again!
Vanellope* February 29, 2020 at 11:11 am I’m not sure about the men’s side, but I’ve found that Kohl’s has a good selection of women’s gear. Shorts, leggings, yoga pants – lots of different styles – and they are affordable but still good quality brands (Nike, Underarmour, etc.)
The Librarian (not the type from TNT)* February 29, 2020 at 1:54 pm Kohl’s was my go-to for a long time, but they stopped carrying decent running clothing, which is unfortunate.
LGC* February 29, 2020 at 12:58 pm You’re a normal person height, so hit up Running Warehouse. Jackrabbit and Paragon Sports might also be good. I’ve often bought direct as well – and if you buy end of season you can basically get away with highway robbery. (Like, for example, I got two pairs of tights from 2XU for $56 total that would have cost $200 total at list price.) I haven’t looked at Decathlon much (they have brands for basically every sport imaginable, but their running-specific line is Kalenji), but they’re supposedly pretty good on price. I think part of your issue is trends – a lot of the trend has been towards slimmer cuts and tights. (Which I’m personally a fan of, as I’m the kind of guy who still wears skinny jeans IRL.) I’m personally okay with this (like, I’m in tights all winter, basically), but yeah, it’s harder to find…more accommodating gear.
The Librarian (not the type from TNT)* February 29, 2020 at 1:51 pm It’s a trend I really don’t get. I was trained my entire life that running clothes should facilitate free movement and be comfortable, not constricting. Yet everything out there seems to be all tapered, including some of the suggestions for pants I’ve gotten above (thanks, though!). Is there an advantage to the manufacturer to cut things so thin? Does it require less material, meaning more profits for them? Or has society seriously reached a point where only skinny people are deemed worthy of wearing running clothing or jeans? I’m sorry for a rant at your expense, LGC. In all seriousness, I’ve somehow never heard of Running Warehouse (!) and didnt think of Paragon, which is expensive but did tend to have a good selection when I went there years ago, so I’ll check them both out.
Stephanie* February 29, 2020 at 5:20 pm Check out thredUP. You can search by brand, if you know some that have worked in the past, and you very well might be able to find some of the older versions of the pants that you like. And they’re much, much cheaper than buying new.
The Librarian (not the type from TNT)* March 2, 2020 at 4:57 pm Responding late to this but thank you for the suggestion. This is another angle I didn’t consider!
pony tailed wonder* March 1, 2020 at 8:14 pm When I had a much beloved clothing item give up the ghost, I checked on ebay for an exact copy and got lucky. Perhaps a quick search there might do the trick? A lot of folks wear something once or twice before consigning it to the back of the closet and sell things in bunches when the need more room.
The Other Dawn* February 29, 2020 at 6:34 am I have a crowdfunding question. Any idea what they do to the organizer when someone reports their campaign as fraud? My fabulous former tenant, who is lifelong friends with my best friend (they’re no longer friends after the whole eviction/house damage thing) apparently got attacked by a dog (she works for a shelter). She put up a campaign to raise money and named herself as the organizer and my friend as the beneficiary. I found it online when I was looking at one for another friend (she has inflammatory breast cancer). When I realized who it was and what it said, I checked the website’s criteria for fraudulent activity, and this clearly falls under that. I told my friend about the campaign and she had no idea. She didn’t know about it because she never checks her email and hasn’t talked to this woman in months. I told her she should either report it, or confront the woman. She chose to confront her first. The woman’s reason for organizing it the way she did? She thought that when my friend got the campaign email and saw the pictures of what had happened, friend “would call [her] to express concern and show her some sympathy.” Needless to say, that didn’t happen. My friend told her she needs to take it down and the woman said she would. Friend said the call then turned into a long diatribe of why everything that happened this last year around the eviction wasn’t her fault. She blamed the house damage on her grown kid and his girlfriend, who hadn’t lived there since late 2018. The call ended with my friend basically telling her that she needs to be a better person (there’s a very long history between them and I know all the awful things this person has done to my friend and others) and she hopes she can make changes in her life, see ya later. I’ve checked the website and the campaign is still up. I want to report it, but I’m wondering what they would do about it. Would my friend would be held accountable for anything, or only the woman who organized it? And I assume the woman would have to pay back the money?
Marthooh* February 29, 2020 at 10:05 am It sounds like the conversation between them went in several directions at once, so the message may not have been clearly delivered. Talk to your friend first and make sure she has documentation that she didn’t approve the campaign – maybe have her send an email telling FF Tenant to take it down. Then report it if necessary.
The Other Dawn* February 29, 2020 at 11:31 am She sent the email before the phone call, and she explicitly told her again during the call.
valentine* February 29, 2020 at 3:41 pm Leave them to it. Your friend can report it. Next time you see tenant’s name, click away from it.
SteveHolt!* February 29, 2020 at 6:35 am Thanks again to everyone who gave me recommendations for Savannah GA a couple of weeks ago! I’m leaving tomorrow, any last suggestions? TIA!
SteveHolt!* February 29, 2020 at 3:32 pm Thanks! Unfortunately we’re vegan so the menu doesn’t look promising, but I appreciate the suggestion.
willow for now* March 2, 2020 at 4:36 pm Go out to Tybee Island and see the lighthouse, then drive around the community, I fell in love with that place – lots of artists
The Other Dawn* February 29, 2020 at 6:41 am Someone up top asked about recommendations for very long books. I have the same request, but for other genres (didn’t want to hijack her thread): historical fiction, crime and action thrillers, post-apocalypse and pandemics. If it helps, I like David Baldacci, Douglas Preston and Lincoln Child, Ken Follett, and Robert McCammon. Surgery is in a few days and I’d like to stock up on some Kindle books. I’ve been reading a book and it’s taken me a few weeks to get 1/4 way through (I only read in bed and the pain meds knock me out fast), but I’m sure I’ll fly through it once I’m in recovery mode.
A.N. O'Nyme* February 29, 2020 at 7:12 am Umberto Eco’s The Name of the Rose (Il Nome della Rosa) is both historical fiction and crime-related, so that one might work. It may be a tough one to get through, however. If you’re not opposed to watching a TV series instead, they recently made one starring John Turturro and Rupert Everett which is pretty good. Another good one might be Alessandro Manzoni’s The Betrothed (I Promessi Sposi), which was written in the 19th century but takes place in the 17th. There’s also G.K. Chesterton’s Father Brown stories, which are short stories but the complete collection is quite hefty. Keep in mind however that if you’ve seen the TV series, there’s no cozy little village where everyone gets murdered, instead Father Brown just pops up all around the globe. Sheridan Le Fanu’s Uncle Silas might also be a good one, if you’re into Victorian-Gothic thrillers. On a similar note, you might also like Wilkie Collins’ The Woman in White, which is considered to be one of the first detective novels as we know them. And, of course, the old standby that is Leo Tolstoy’s War and Peace.
A.N. O'Nyme* February 29, 2020 at 8:58 am Also, while not all that long, I can also recommend The Bluest Eye by Toni Morrison, although that one does come with a trigger warning for child molestation.
Not A Manager* February 29, 2020 at 10:21 am This is probably too obvious, but have you read The Stand?
Enough* February 29, 2020 at 11:23 am This is one of the few books I have wanted (and did) read more than once.
The Other Dawn* February 29, 2020 at 5:19 pm Yes, I have. I read it in high school, which was about 30 years ago. (yikes!) It was a huge hardcover and I carried it all over the place with me.
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 7:21 am *rubs hands together* I gotcha. By my recollection of what you’ve previously posted, you and I have similar tastes in fiction, so here goes. (Caveat: Some of these are not individually long books, but I do a lot of series, which will hopefully meet the same goal?) Crime and action thrillers: Matthew Reilly. His Jack West series is sorta … Indiana Jones meets James Bond, ish? And Jack West is trying to save the world. First book is “Seven Deadly Sins”. And his Scarecrow series is more military but similar in feel. The Scarecrow books are more episodic, but there is a story arc through the series. (And there’s a crossover between the two in I think the fourth Jack West book.) First Scarecrow book is Ice Station. His standalone books are also very good — “The Great Zoo of China” is sort of an homage to Jurassic Park (definitely not just a ripoff, the author actually talks about that in the afterword of the book) only with dragons, and “Contest” and “Temple” are both good too. Post-apoc and pandemics: Mira Grant. Her Newsflesh trilogy (Feed, Deadline, Blackout) takes place in a world about 20 years after the zombie uprising, which was caused by a pandemic of lab-created viruses that met and detonated. (When she was trying to plan how her zombie virus would have come about, she called a contact at the CDC and said “What if this happened?” and they would tell her. She decided she had a good explanation in place when she called them up and said “So how about THIS?” and the response was “*long pause* Don’t …. don’t do that.”) There’s also at least a half-dozen novellas set in and around the trilogy, quite a few of which are prequels and backstory about some of the characters. Historical fiction: Do you like alternative history? If so, Harry Turtledove has two big series. His Timeline-191 series covers 1863-1945 in a North America where Robert E. Lee’s Special Order 191 was not found by a Union soldier and the CSA remains a separate country. 11 books, the first one is “How Few Remain”. (The audiobook versions, if that’s a thing for you, are read by George Guidall who is about my favorite audiobook reader ever, barring some particular authors.) The other one, with a sci-fi bent, is the Worldwar series and involves aliens invading Earth during WWII, and while that sounds like a silly premise, the series actually follows it through REALLY well. 8 books (sorta, there’s a quadrilogy, then a trilogy set a generation later, then a stand-alone, but functionally there’s 8 books), first one is “In the Balance”. Also on historical fiction, but hitting up Matthew Reilly again: “The Tournament” is a murder mystery, told from the POV of a young (14? I think?) future-Queen Elizabeth I. I was skeptical at first, but I ended up really enjoying it. I believe you’ve already read Ken Follett’s Century series, because I think it was you posting about it that prompted me to go back and reread the first two and pick up the third. :)
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 7:29 am *barring some particular ACTORS, I meant. Early. :)
Dancing Otter* February 29, 2020 at 5:10 pm Speaking of Mira Grant, she has another series called Parasitology: Parasite, Symbiont, and Chimera. I’ve only made it through the first one — way, way too plausible.
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 8:31 pm The Parasitology series is good, but not quite as good (I thought) as the Newsflesh series. Her mermaid books are really good too – I think the novel is Into the Drowning Deep, and the novella (which comes first and should be read first) is Rolling in the Deep.
The Other Dawn* February 29, 2020 at 5:22 pm Yes, a series will fit the bill, too. And yes I ready the Century series, which I really enjoyed. I’ve also read the Kingsbridge series. I really wish the next book was being released now and not in September.
Foreign Octopus* February 29, 2020 at 7:24 am A True Novel, by Minae Mizumura – I can’t vouch for this one as though I have it on my bookshelf, I haven’t read it yet, but it’s a loose retelling of Wuthering Heights in post-war Japan. Moloka’s, by Alan Brennert – I loved this book so much. It follows a girl from the moment she is left on a leper colony all throughout her life in the early 20th century. C.J. Sansom’s Shardlake series – both historical and crime.
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 7:27 am There’s a sequel to Moloka’i too, that was also very good! It follows her daughter :)
Foreign Octopus* February 29, 2020 at 9:17 am Ooo, is there? I had no idea. I’m off to have a gander at it now. Thanks for the tip :)
Bluebell* February 29, 2020 at 10:31 am I actually read Daughter of Molokai first. I sobbed at the endings of both, though.
The Other Dawn* February 29, 2020 at 7:45 am I’ve read the whole Shardlake series and loved it! I’m hoping another book in the series comes out soon.
Traffic_Spiral* February 29, 2020 at 7:25 am If you like SciFi, Reamde, by Neal Stephenson is great (so is the rest of his stuff), as is Perdido Street Station. For Post-apocalypse, maybe Steven King’s ‘The Stand?’ Have you read Gold Coast by Nelson DeMille? It’s fun.
Foreign Octopus* February 29, 2020 at 9:19 am You just reminded me, and I can’t believe I forgot it, of Seveneves, by Neal Stephenson – both pre- and post-apocalyptic, definitely of the hard sci-fi variety, and a chunky tome to be getting on with. I loved it.
Arts Akimbo* March 2, 2020 at 12:20 am Cryptonomicon is my favorite Stephenson! If you’re at all a World War II buff, or interested in cryptology, or computers, or interesting quirky characters in interesting quirky relationships, give this one a go! My spouse, who loves Cryptonomicon as much as I do, has recently announced that his favorite Stephenson book is now Anathem! I haven’t read that one, but his declaration made me want to.
Lizabeth* February 29, 2020 at 7:37 am And Ladies of the Club was engaging because it had a long story arc, historical fiction set in Ohio after the Civil War.
Runaway Shinobi* February 29, 2020 at 8:08 am Robert Harris does historical novels that are long; I read Pompeii recently and thoroughly enjoyed it. Looking forward to Fatherland (alt-history).
Blue wall* February 29, 2020 at 8:23 am So so happy to recommend Sara Donati. I’ve just read The Gilded Hour and Where the Light Enters; both wonderful epic looks into old New York and a wile scope of family relationships.
Atheist Nun* February 29, 2020 at 9:06 am I can recommend An Instance of the Fingerpost by Iain Pears for genre appropriateness (historical fiction, mystery) and sheer length (700 pages)–but I kind of hated it, which surprised me because I loved Pears’s Roman art history mystery novels.
CTT* February 29, 2020 at 9:18 am Rebecca West’s “Birds Fall Down” is SO GOOD if you like historical fiction with spy undertones. It’s set in the early 1900s, and the daughter of an British MP who goes to Paris to visit her maternal grandparents, who have been exiled by the Tsar. She and her grandfather are accosted on a train by a man who’s in a proto-communist organization and they find out that there’s a double agent in both his organization and spying on the grandfather. Because it’s Rebecca West at the point in her career when she was writing way more non-fiction, it’s less action-y and more “let’s go deep on the socio-economic situation of Russia in 1900.” But also, it’s Rebecca West, so it’s very clever and funny in places. And I love that it’s all from the point of view of a teenage girl. (I was disappointed I couldn’t rec this in the other thread and NOW IS MY CHANCE!)
Sled Dog Mama* February 29, 2020 at 9:25 am For historical fiction I loved James Alexander Thom’s books.
GoryDetails* February 29, 2020 at 9:34 am I’ll second (third, whatever) the recommendations for Mira Grant’s “Newsflesh” books and for C. J. Sansom’s “Matthew Shardlake” Tudor-era historical mysteries. For a variant of post-apocalypse novel that’s more “science fiction where one of the sciences is economics”: New York 2140 by Kim Stanley Robinson. Set in a New York City that’s been flooded by global warming, the story follows a large cast of characters through intersecting storylines as they try to cope with the current state of things while making stabs at gaining political and economic control. (Normally I’m not a fan of too much economics or politics in my reading – it’s hard enough to take in real life! – but it worked in this novel. And the polar-bears-in-the-dirigible scene should not be missed.)
Seeking Second Childhood* March 1, 2020 at 9:11 am Oh so much Kim Stanley Robinson. I mentioned Science in the Capital series in the earlier thread. If you’re interested in hard sf, look at Red Mars/Green Mars/Blue Mars. Terraforming with environmentalits who loved the untouched Mars, and an extremely extended lifespan that leads to memory issues.
VirtualLight* February 29, 2020 at 9:39 am Two of my favorite very long-form series (15+ books each) are Foreigner books by CJ Cherryh (speculative fiction) and the Aubrey-Maturin series by Patrick O’Brian (historical fiction). Foreigner is about what happens when humans land on a planet that’s already occupied by the Atevi people, and follows the adventures of the human emissary to the Atevi. The books are fast-paced with a lot of complex politics- sometimes space-based, sometimes based on feudal politics- in the very well-described Atevi culture. You can skip the publisher-mandated backstory in the first book and start right with the adventure. The Aubrey-Maturin books are the adventures of a British naval officer and his dear doctor/scientist (& sometime secret agent) friend as they sail through the Napoleonic wars. A wealth of historic detail (though I skim over some of the sailing technicalities) and based deeply in the personalities of the two men and the people around them. The movie Master and Commander was great because I could SEE how all the ship stuff worked, but really only skimmed the surface of what’s in the books. I have re-read these books multiple times because of their immersive qualities but am still saving the last few books. Following this thread with interest!
Seeker of truth and light and grilled cheese* February 29, 2020 at 3:21 pm So so so so much seconding of the Aubrey/Maturin! I re-read the canon so often I have lost track of how many times!
Victoria, Please* February 29, 2020 at 10:22 am “The Far Pavilions” by M.M. Kaye (historical fiction)
WellRed* February 29, 2020 at 10:43 am Michael Chrichton is good, particularly for pandemic stuff, but other stuff as well
The Other Dawn* March 1, 2020 at 5:20 am I was going to add him to the list previously, but I saw so many negative reviews that I didn’t. Maybe I’ll take a chance anyway.
Nerdgal* February 29, 2020 at 11:44 am I enjoy historical fiction by Edward Rutherfurd. “Sarum” was particularly good
OyHiOh* February 29, 2020 at 11:55 am You might like Leon Uris – he’s most well known for Exodus, which is way more dynamic and complex than the movie, and *much* longer and the rest of his bibliography is equal to or better than Exodus. You might also like Edward Rutherfurd. I’ve personally read Paris, Sarum, and Russka. He writes sprawling multigenerational historical fiction where, yes, the people are important but really he’s writing about a physical place people decided was important and began living in and building around.
Always Anon* February 29, 2020 at 12:57 pm My Dear Hamilton. Historical fiction. Story of Alexander Hamilton told from the point of view of his wife. Good luck with the surgery!
Nessun* February 29, 2020 at 1:25 pm I have no idea what genre they belong to, but the Titus Groan trilogy is something you can wander into and never find your way out of – Titus Groan, Gormenghast, and Titus Alone. Honestly, I don’t even know if you can find them on Kindle, but the language is incredible and they are Hella Weird. I love them.
Dragonista* February 29, 2020 at 3:16 pm Pandemics: Wanderers by Chuck Wendig Swan song by Robert McCammon Autonomous by Annalee Newitz Post apocalyptic: The Fireman by Joe Hill For crime I would recommend authors Adrian McKinty ( The Dead Trilogy, Sean Duffy books) and Charlie Huston, ( Hank Thompson books, starts with Caught Stealing) they’ve both written excellent series. Charlie has also written a series of books about a vampire.
Arts Akimbo* March 2, 2020 at 12:25 am I just met Robert McCammon in January and he is SO NICE! He went home with an armload of my art, too, so it made me want to buy his books. But my spouse said Swan Song was the scariest book he has ever read!!! Is there one of his that maybe is good for a horror wimp?
The Other Dawn* March 2, 2020 at 5:51 am I’m so jealous you got to meet him! He doesn’t come anywhere near my area. Someday! Every book of his I’ve read is horror, so I don’t have any recommendations–I’m sorry! I love the Matthew Corbett series, but in my opinion, they’re much scarier than Swan Song (I honestly don’t see that book as scary, myself).
Arts Akimbo* March 3, 2020 at 12:29 am Haha! Different strokes, eh? Horror that I read is for some reason way scarier to me than horror movies. “Telltale Heart” gave me nightmares, “Carrie” wrecked my world for a while, and that one Sandman story arc where John Dee escapes from Arkham Asylum gave me miserable brainweasels for forever! All of these are probably considered pretty mild as horror is concerned, LOL. I love Gothic horror, Japanese ghost stories from the 17th century, and sort of child-level ghost stories, so I guess that’s about my speed! :D I hope you get to meet him someday! And I hope I get to read some of his work someday, LOL!
Sami* February 29, 2020 at 7:02 pm Lee Child’s Jack Reacher series. They not extra long, but they’re great. Reminds me of Baldacci.
The Other Dawn* February 29, 2020 at 7:41 pm We just put the new series on the list of things to watch on TV. I prefer books, though, so I’ll need to give them a try.
Old and Don’t Care* February 29, 2020 at 9:03 pm Degree of Guilt by Richard North Patterson is a very well written legal-type thriller. The sequel to it is pretty good too.
Anon and alone* February 29, 2020 at 9:27 pm For action thrillers, might I suggest James Rollins’ Sigma Force™ series. The first book is, technically, Sandstorm and they follow the lesser known enforcement arm of DARPA aka scientists with guns. The latest in the series is Crucible and the story for that starts just after the Inquisition. All of them refer to a historical incident at the beginning and are usually looking for something that links the past to the present. He also has a section at the end explaining what is true in the book. Since you mentioned Baldacci, I figured I would throw Rollins out there.
Reliquary* March 1, 2020 at 5:16 am The best historical fiction about colonialism in the Americas, hands down: William Vollman’s Seven Dreams series. 1. The Ice-Shirt (about Viking voyages – the Norse meet the Mik’maq and Inuit peoples of Greenland, Iceland, and Vinland) 2. Fathers and Crows (about Jesuit missionary encounters with the Wendat/Huron and Hodenosaunee/Iroquois in Canada) 3. Argall (about the settlement of Jamestown, Virginia, including John Smith and Pocahontas) 4. The Poison Shirt (not yet published) 5. The Dying Grass (about the Nez Perce war of 1877) 6. The Rifles (about present-day Inuit people, but also about a 19th c. Arctic explorer) 7. The Cloud Shirt (not yet published)
The Other Dawn* March 1, 2020 at 5:18 am Wow, thanks! I’ve added many of these to my “want to read” list in Goodreads, so I should be busy for quite a while! Keep ’em coming. :) Of the authors I mentioned above, I’ve read probably 95% of their books and I’ve read “The Stand.” I saw that one mentioned a few times. In addition to the genres I mentioned (forgot to add science), I love series, very long books, and books that span generations (that’s was a big plus for several of Ken Follett’s series). As to what I don’t like, typically I don’t like books written in the first person, fantasy, most sci-fi (though I don’t mind a touch of it here and there), romance, and inspirational.
Seeking Second Childhood* March 1, 2020 at 9:30 am Try this for an odd set: “The Good War”, Studs Terkel’s oral history of World War II. With a chaser of “World War Z: An Oral History of the Zombie War.” I suggest the full cast audio book … brilliant reading in character by famous actors. Short but classic post-apolcalyptica are ‘Alas Babylon’ and ‘A Canticle for Liebowitz’. Short but memorable historic fiction about an epidemic: “Fever 1793” by Laurie Halse Anderson. My daughter read this for school and made me read it too, and I’m glad.
OTGW* March 1, 2020 at 3:56 pm If you want true crime, Helter Skelter by Vincent Bugliosi. He was the prosecutor the Manson crimes, though it sorta has first person? Alison Weir is also good for long historical fiction books. Right now she’s writing fictionalized accounts of the six wives of Henry VIII. Really good, and all are at least 600 pages. She has historical nonfic too.
Seeking Second Childhood* March 1, 2020 at 9:41 pm The husband adds Bernard Cornwall to the list for historical fiction — any of it.
Seeking Second Childhood* March 2, 2020 at 10:17 am I was reminded of another — not a very long book, but part of a series if you get hooked. Connie Willis “The Doomsday Book”. Time-travel science fiction set in a future England and 14th century England. You might want to look for the novella “Firewatch” that came first, to avoid having to puzzle out the “rules” she creates for time travel. (And Firewatch is a bit of a thriller itself, set in the future and during London’s Blitz.)
Lady Jay* February 29, 2020 at 7:10 am Any suggestions on dealing w/ secondhand smoke in my apartment? I increasingly feel as though I’m going to have to move, but so I’m posting here as a hail mary. Backstory: About ten days ago, I started smelling cigarette smoke in my bathroom. It got bad, quickly. Now, I keep the bathroom door closed 24/7, and if I have to go in to use it, I plug my nose and get in and out as quickly as possible; if I’m showering, I open the doors/windows to air things out first. I forgot to close the bathroom door yesterday, the smoke wafted around the corner into the living room, and I spent the rest of the day with a sore throat and chest pain. Sometimes I can smell the smoke even when the bathroom door is closed – like right now, actually, as I type this out (the irony!) I think I’ve bothered property management about as much as I reasonably can about this issue. “Don’t smoke in your apartment” isn’t a requirement of the lease, apparently, so one email that says, “hey it would be kind if you opened the window when you smoked” is about all they’re willing to do. Also, I don’t know which apartment the smoke is coming from, and I’m non-confrontational and don’t know my neighbours well, so I’m reluctant to start knocking on doors. Looked for my lease last night and couldn’t find it, weirdly (I thought I kept it in my locked filing cabinet & even remember looking at it in the last year or so, but it’s not there now), so I’ll get it from the property crew on Monday morning. I really don’t want to move – this is a bad time for it (I’ve got a lot going on in my professional / personal life), I love the apartment setup, I really love the location. I lived here for nearly two years before this became any kind of a problem. But it’s only been ten days, and I’m going bananas. Short of moving, anything I can do? Or should I just move?
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 7:26 am If throwing money at it is an option, could you put a HEPA air purifier with an oomph-tastic filter in your bathroom and see if that helps? Also, if there’s a central location in your building, could you maybe post a sign a la “Dear smokers: You do you, but the building has one ventilation system and your doing you is smoking me out of my bathroom, so could you please crack a window while you do you for courtesy’s sake and the sake of those around you? Thanks so much!” Don’t even necessarily need to sign it.
Lady Jay* February 29, 2020 at 7:36 am I love the wording on the sign!! :) I’ve thought about a HEPA air purifier but they’re really expensive, and without a great understanding of how effectually they clean out the smoke, I’m reluctant to pay $$$ then spend the next year with an expensive noisemaker and a smoky house. That said, a friend on FB also suggested one, so I should do a little more Googling.
EmilyG* February 29, 2020 at 7:49 am I have one of these (GermGuardian) that I got off Amazon for maybe $90. I can’t say how it does with smoke, although a lot of the Amazon reviews are from smokers. I use it for pet fur/dander/other allergens and I think it’s helpful. I keep the cost down by vacuuming off my filter and using it for a lot longer than the manufacturer suggests, which might not work as well if you’re dealing with cigarette smoke or any other kind of odor. I’d definitely try it if you’re contemplating moving.
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 8:23 am oo, good thought! I have one in my bedroom for pet dander, and I was just thinking it’s about due for a filter replacement, so maybe I will try the vacuuming thing instead of just mindlessly buying a new one and see how that goes :)
CheapIncense* February 29, 2020 at 4:20 pm Just as a social experiment, you could start burning really cheap, floral-scented incense in your bathroom for hours and then see if anyone complains. If the complaint ever gets to you, you could then say you’re doing it to block the cigarette smoke. This falls into the category of – sometimes people don’t/wont recognize the impact their actions have on others until the same thing happens to them. Sure, we should all have the wisdom not to stoop to this level, but sometimes its the level people operate on.
Kuddel Daddeldu* February 29, 2020 at 8:27 am I’d check the ventilation. If there is an exhaust fan, I would leave it on 24/7, and close up any ingress ventilation grille from the building (duct tape is your friend). You can even affix your own fan to the grille. The idea is to create a small positive pressure so your bathroom pulls the air from your apartment and not vice versa – this system is used in clean rooms and labs where one really must make sure all air goes through the filtration system. You do not need a lot of airflow, just enough to make sure the air goes out, not in, from the building ventilation duct.
StrikingFalcon* March 1, 2020 at 10:01 am I have had this problem and a HEPA air filter made a huge difference for me. It didn’t eliminate it, but it certainly helped. Without it I couldn’t stand to be in the apartment, but with it I could manage (although it was my boyfriend’s apartment, not mine, so I was only there on the weekends)
Purt's Peas* February 29, 2020 at 7:44 am For air purifiers–a Mayo Clinic article I found mentioned that an air purifier may not reduce the effects of secondhand smoke, but it may be worth it to try out an air purifier with an activated carbon filter layer for the smell. I can’t attest to the effectiveness of air purifiers on tobacco smoke, unfortunately, but I do have two testimonials–mine is great for particulates like cat allergens and I love it; a friend of a friend has an air purifier right by her cat’s litterbox, and it fires up every time some extra stink is about to waft if you know what I mean. I have a Coway air purifier recommended by the Wirecutter. It is a bit of an upfront cost but I like it, and trying it would be cheaper than moving.
Blue wall* February 29, 2020 at 8:25 am Eh I had this problem with a weed smell and I moved. Good luck!
Parenthetically* February 29, 2020 at 9:44 am Box fan. 20×20 filter. Turn the fan on high — the suction will hold the filter on the back of the fan. Buy one that specifically says it will remove smoke. It works really quickly and really well.
AnonyNurse* February 29, 2020 at 9:47 am I know this sounds crazy … but maybe talk to the smoking neighbors? They may tell you to eff off. Or they may have convinced themselves that no one else notices, and would be willing to stop smoking indoors. Not a huge chance of success, but before you decide to move, worth it to try. As far as your lease goes, you may be able to get out of it with documentation from a health care provider. What landlord wants to fight you on that? Smoking indoors is objectively harmful to everyone in the vicinity, and in a shared space such as an apartment building, very hard to justify allowing it. Nicotine addiction is incredibly challenging and that passive exposure is harmful to others really stinks (haha) — if a neighbor is addicted to opioids or benzos, their consumption does not directly cause harm to others. Take care of your health even if it means moving!
Anono-me* February 29, 2020 at 10:06 am If you haven’t already; it may be helpful to tell your landlords that this is a big enough deal that you are planning to move to a no smoking building over it. No matter what the housing economy is, nobody wants to lose a good tenant ever. (The hassle of rerenting the apartment and the risk that the new tenant will be a difficult one are always there.) Your landlord may be willing to explore more expensive solutions once they realize that the smoke is that important to you and possibly that costly to them. (I’m not saying they are bad or greedy people. It’s just that some people see the smell of smoke as similar to the smell of burnt popcorn or some other cooking smell and respond accordingly.)
Lady Jay* February 29, 2020 at 11:57 am Thanks for this, as I’d been reluctant to tell my landlords (I’m concerned they’re going to get sick of me complaining about the smoke and try to get rid of *me*) so I appreciate the advice. Would you say it holds true if “the landlords” is a massive company with multiple properties? I’ve been talking w/ the property manager so far, but my sense is that she can’t really do a lot on her own, and I have no idea how I would get ahold of her superiors. I feel much more disconnected from “the landlords” than when I had an actual, one-person landlord.
Anono-me* March 1, 2020 at 10:21 am I’m not in apartment management myself, but we have a few family members who have small rental businesses. They really value their good tenants and try very hard to keep them. But my advice was predicated on my reading that you really really really do not want to move but might need to move due to the smoking.
Dr. Anonymous* February 29, 2020 at 11:14 am I lived next to dedicated chain smokers for three years when I was in residency. The $300 Whirlpool HEPA air purifier was worth every penny. I had to run it 24/7, even if I wasn’t home, or it couldn’t keep up, and it was loud, but I kept it in the other end of the apartment, away from my bedroom. It saved me. HUGE difference.
Secondhand Sufferer* February 29, 2020 at 11:41 am Did I black out and write this??? Next weekend I am (finally!) moving to a smoke-free apartment in same complex after dealing with secondhand smoke from both cigarettes and marijuana since October. As a lifelong nonsmoker who’s always been sensitive to cigarettes, you can imagine this has been an absolute nightmare for me. Currently I’m using a GreenTech Small Space Plugin for the cigarette smoke in my bathroom and a Medify Air MA-40 for the weed smell in my bedroom. The weed is SO INCREDIBLY STRONG that the MA-40 doesn’t get rid of it even on the highest setting, but it’s better than nothing when your neighbors are toking at 3 am every single night. Unfortunately my current unit is not a nonsmoking one so there’s only so much the management can do. They said they could “try talking to the person if they knew where it was coming from.” I told them I was 95% sure it’s my next door neighbors but I guess the management doesn’t want to go ask them about it. At least when I first reported the cigarette smell they found that one of the big ventilation fans wasn’t working properly. They fixed it, things were better for a week or so, but then they got fed up with me asking them to check the fan every 3 days because I still smell cigarettes. So after months of not being able to sleep and sleeping on the living room sofa on multiple occasions, I’M the one forking over hundreds of dollars to move again in less than a year. And you bet I’m flaming pissed about it but since management isn’t doing more I feel like I’ve exhausted all my other options. I would start by reaching out to your property manager but unfortunately you may have to move too.
Secondhand Sufferer* February 29, 2020 at 12:13 pm Typo! That should be the Medify Air MA-14 purifier.
EmilyG* February 29, 2020 at 7:21 am I bet I won’t be the only person this week with a “should I stay or go” question about… travel. I am supposed to go to Mexico (Oaxaca) from 3/9 to 3/17 with some friends. I have spent very little on this in advance. Got my plane tickets on miles and haven’t pre-paid for many activities. The hotel can be cancelled 7 days in advance, after that the full amount is due, so I’m facing a quick decision on whether to go. I’m not personally worried about getting coronavirus but I *am* worried about getting stuck somewhere other than home, and being separated from family members in more vulnerable categories. Neither my home in the US nor Mexico is presently affected, of course, but things went downhill in Italy fast. I have a strong, 9/11-related tendency to overreact to things like this so it’s hard for me to know what a reasonable person would do. But I think people on this site are reasonable. Would you (a) bail now, (b) wait and see, maybe end up not going but still paying for the the hotel, or (c) just go?
Alex* February 29, 2020 at 8:33 am I have a trip planned at the end of March and have no intention of cancelling. I do have travel insurance in the case that travel is shut down or some other problem that literally prevents me from going occurs, but I won’t cancel it myself. 100% going if the planes are still running and the hotel is still open. I can’t make a decision for you, but that is my own plan.
Kuddel Daddeldu* February 29, 2020 at 8:37 am Coronavirus is currently not a concern in Mexico, so go, unless you are immune compromised, rather sick already, or very prone to respiratory diseases. Personally, I think the nCOV is blown out of proportion by media and later politicians who need to be seen as “doing something”. It is about as dangerous as the (real) flu – not harmless by any means but also not the plague. On the other hand, check your health coverage and if your finances could support you through two weeks of quarantine at home when you return (can you work from home? What’s your employees policy?) And consider the risk of catching a fever by the time you go; the airline or Mexico might reject you if you are running even a mild fever on the day. It might be prudent to take out travel insurance to cover your expenses in that case.
EmilyG* February 29, 2020 at 9:32 am Thanks! I do have some respiratory problems (asthma) and a cold right now, which I think is making me feel more pessimistic about things, but I don’t believe I’m seriously at risk. Travel insurance is tricky here because I did not buy it in December when I planned this–I had spent so little money it seemed silly. But when I later decided maybe I should, I was not able to get a plan that covered coronavirus because you can only get “cancel for any reason” insurance right when you first book. I did get a plan that covers medical, medical evacuation, etc. and I have good U.S. health insurance so I think that’s the best I can do. Luckily, I have a job that can definitely be done from home–I don’t usually do so, but I don’t see any reason why I couldn’t work from home for two weeks in an unusual situation.
Imtheone* February 29, 2020 at 10:03 am Unfortunately, the fatality rate appears about 20 times greater than the flu. It is also pretty contagious and apparently people can spread it before they have symptoms. I still would go to Mexico at this point. My husband is off on a work trip tomorrow to halfway across the U.S.
Jules the 3rd* February 29, 2020 at 10:41 am Non-China calculations are more like 7x the flu, mostly in elderly / otherwise at-risk. But, I’d think asthma is a major risk factor. The bigger problem is that if it blows up in Mexico / the US overreacts, you could find yourself stuck in quarantine at the border. That… would deter me from international trips, especially at a border that’s already overloaded with people in custody. Also, from what I’m reading, travel insurance doesn’t cover pandemics.
MissGirl* February 29, 2020 at 1:26 pm There’s no accurate mortality rate. Many people who have it aren’t showing symptoms or are not very sick. We don’t know how many people aren’t getting diagnosed and simply getting better on their own.
Imtheone* February 29, 2020 at 10:05 am Here’s a link to an article comparing the flu with Covid-19 https://www.health.com/condition/infectious-diseases/coronavirus-worse-than-flu
Blue Eagle* February 29, 2020 at 9:46 am Probably I would continue with the plan to go, but one thing I would definitely do is obtain a mask and wear it in the airport and on the plane in both directions (which is where people are most at risk {in my opinion based on personal/family anecdotal evidence}). Have fun!
Imtheone* February 29, 2020 at 10:08 am And wash your hands, bring hand sanitizer and hand sanitizer wipes for the plane.
Kuddel Daddeldu* February 29, 2020 at 6:39 pm We are booked on a cruise to Asia in April but awaiting the notice that the cruise line has cancelled the trip – it’s extremely likely. Two of the three countries on the itinerary have travel restrictions in place; unless this virus is gone as quickly as it appeared, our vacation is toast.
Cherylblossom* February 29, 2020 at 7:20 pm I don’t know that a mask would help all that much. I was just asking my friend who is a nurse and in health administration about this. She said she’d 100% cancel any upcoming trips and that wearing a mask on a plane doesn’t do much … it’s the same recycled air circulating through and once the mask gets moist from your breath, it’s pretty much useless ….
whocanpickone* February 29, 2020 at 10:46 am We have a trip planned for mid-March and are still going. We’ll take the usual precautions (lots of hand-washing, maybe some vitamins), and hope for the best. But if you don’t feel like it’s a good idea, that may be the right choice for you.
Book Lover* February 29, 2020 at 11:41 am We’re traveling to Central America in a week. I am more concerned about flights being canceled for the way there (if there are cases here or there) than what happens after we get there. But I have a job where I know they won’t penalize me if I am stuck abroad or in quarantine (we have a doctor stuck in Europe right now actually – he left before it spread and can’t get back). And I am desperate for a vacation. If I were at risk of losing my job if I couldn’t get back I would rethink.
Book Lover* February 29, 2020 at 11:51 am https://www.cdc.gov/coronavirus/2019-ncov/travelers/index.html?mod=article_inline This is somewhat helpful I think.
Lore* February 29, 2020 at 2:36 pm I said this above but more relevant here! I had a trip planned to Thailand via South Korea in early April. We’d just about decided to cancel, more on grounds of being afraid of either quarantine upon return to US or being barred entry to Thailand than fear of virus itself, though I am having major-ish surgery Monday so there were some concerns there as well. But then Korean Air canceled and rebooked one leg on each journey in ways completely incompatible with the remaining legs. Outward journey now leaves NY city Saturday morning, has a 26-hour layover in Boston, and arrives in Seoul Monday afternoon to connect with a flight to Thailand leaving Sunday evening. Return has us leaving Bangkok and Seoul within half an hour of each other and it’s a 7-hour flight. The only contact option they’ve given if “you need help with connections” is their 800 number which has been busy or not taking calls for the past two days. Web chat is also not accepting new entries to its hold queue. I tried messaging on Facebook as well. Right now they’re not generally letting most customers cancel without a hefty penalty, but I feel like if they’ve booked me a literally impossible trip, they have to do something about it…but right now I’m not sure how to work that out. (And even if they were able to book new connections, we’d have lost two days of the trip so not acceptable.) Hoping to be able to get through sometime this week!
silverpie* February 29, 2020 at 3:33 pm You might find some good advice on this matter at the elliott.org forums.
WellRed* February 29, 2020 at 3:41 pm A flight from NY to Boston and then a 26 hour layover? I think I’d skip the flight and drive or take other ground transportation to Boston.
medical advice* February 29, 2020 at 4:06 pm The problem is if you don’t check in for the first leg of your flight, they cancel the rest of the booking. (Needless to say–we originally booked this with a 2-hour layover in Boston, but they bumped the Boston-Seoul flight to the next day without changing NY-Boston or Seoul-Thailand.
Kuddel Daddeldu* February 29, 2020 at 6:43 pm South Korea has implemented travel restrictions. In my company, upon return from Korea I’d be expected to self-quarantine at home for two weeks (work from home as much as feasible, fully paid).
bright as yellow* February 29, 2020 at 7:29 am I’ve struggled to manage depression and anxiety (including social anxiety) for many years now, to the point where I can’t remember life “before”. I’ve been working hard with therapy and I am learning to appreciate the good days, to not let the worries of everyday life interfere with my enjoyment of the good parts of life. It’s still bloody hard to deal with the paralyzing anxiety. I started dating my current boyfriend two years ago. He was affectionate and dependable and I felt safe and loved. I thought I could tell him anything without worrying about being judged. We had fun, lots of silly banter, and we had quiet evenings where we did nothing. And he was a safe place when I had a depressive episode / surge of anxiety. In the last year, he’s had problems with his job (his duties have changed from what he signed up for) and I watched him slowly sink into a depression. My depression comes with an unhealthy dose of self loathing, his just seems like a constant exhaustion and inability to deal with emotions, and a complete inability to make decisions. While he acknowledges that he’s depressed, I could see him shut down when I suggested therapy. He said he’d think about it, but I could tell that he really didn’t want to. Another day, I tried suggesting books that i found helpful, but with the same response: a maybe and a hurry to get out of the conversation. I have a new appreciation for him dealing with my depression in the first year of our relationship. He feels far away and inaccessible. It feels like there’s a wall of exhaustion between us, every day for at least half a year now. I am learning that his problems are his to fix, and all I can do is listen. I’ve mostly figured out how to deal with my anxious thoughts caused by his withdrawal (feeling unwanted, etc). But I feel lonely. It was my father’s death anniversary last week, and I woke up upset and cried for two hours. When we met in the evening (we were going to a concert with my sister and her husband), he started talking about how crappy his work day was, and I just couldn’t process it. I interrupted him and said I needed to call my mother (I had previously been busy trying to coordinate logistics with him and my sister and everyone else was late, throwing me off kilter trying to recalibrate plans). I didn’t tell him that I had a missed call from her, and thought it necessary to talk soon because of the date. My mother didn’t bring up my father. I didn’t have space to listen to his frustration. But I wish I didn’t interrupt him. I realised later that I had behaved as if he wasn’t speaking at all. I never brought up my father with him. I didn’t think he had the space for it. This was an extreme example, but I can finally articulate my questions on how to deal with this relationship. How could I have dealt with that situation without interrupting him? I told him I was sorry for interrupting him two days later, but again, he was exhausted and I didn’t think I could bring up my father, I didn’t know if I should, and in the end there was too much silence and I didn’t say anything more. What was the best way to apologise? How can I ask for support on my bad days when he looks like he has no energy at all, every single day? I am probably over thinking a lot, and would appreciate any advice, whether specific answers to my questions or any thing else. I’m 29, female, living with my sister in a foreign country and dating a local young man, and this is my first long term relationship.
Purt's Peas* February 29, 2020 at 8:13 am I don’t think you’re overthinking it; it’s a difficult problem to have. From your letter, here’s what it sounds like what’s happened in the last six months is that he’s started to close off due to his depression and exhaustion. Seeing this, and not wanting to overstep, you started to close off because he’s closed off. You want him to be done with it, which is heart-achingly understandable. He knows you want him to be done but can’t be done with it yet. He’s not doing anything to try to get better or recognizing how hard it is for you–both things which depression makes extremely difficult. It’s alarming to me, and I think deeply troubling for you, that you felt you couldn’t talk to him about how upsetting the day was. How could you have dealt with the situation without interrupting? Possibilities might be, having talked to him beforehand about how your father’s death day was coming up and how it would weigh on you; having worked out a signal with him for when you need to stop hearing him vent; not feeling bottled up and like you can’t express yourself. You can start all that now, though. This will probably take several conversations. I think the apology for interrupting was an attempt to open up and be honest about your truth right now and he didn’t necessarily take you up on it. He might not be able to take you up on it or fully reciprocate yet but I think you have to be truly honest with him. You can tell him you love him and you know your relationship dynamics have changed but you’re still in it. Does he think the relationship has changed? You can tell him that you don’t know how to support him in the way that he supported you, what would he like? You can tell him that you don’t want to be an additional burden on him, so you’ve been avoiding opening up to him. You can tell him that you feel like he’s withdrawn from you, does he feel like that? You can tell him that you want to support him but can’t always listen to him vent, can you have a signal for when you need it to stop or when you need some focus on you? How did he feel when you were going through so much anxiety and depression the first year you were together? It’s tremendously difficult to feel like you’re disappearing behind someone else’s cloud of depression. I’ve done it; my husband got through it, and our relationship survived because we were honest with each other and because he still would/could make time for me–two factors that I think are related to each other. (We survived even though, as you can tell, I am an inveterate advice-giver and I kept. on. trying. to solution him out of depression.) Best of luck <3
Purt's Peas* February 29, 2020 at 8:16 am ALSO please don’t worry about interrupting him. I’m sure it feels so weighty and so freighted by the worry that your troubles are in competition. It would be unfair of him to be super upset about it. It’s mildly rude to interrupt someone but honestly, only mildly.
valentine* February 29, 2020 at 3:49 pm You are definitely overthinking it and prioritizing his needs, though you had a need that went unmet. You should not have to walk eggshells or worry so much for so long about an interruption, especially when you’ve apologized, though I don’t think that was necessary. I don’t think he’s as fragile as you’re treating him, but, either way, where is the attention and wanting to know your stuff? Continually holding your tongue, about massive stuff like grief, but also about everyday things that make up your life, will hurt you, and you’re not seeing the effect on yourself because your only concern is for him.
bright as yellow* March 1, 2020 at 10:20 am Purt’s Peas and valentine, thank you so much. I am painfully aware of how depression can make people self-absorbed. I’m a little horrified when I look back and wonder how many times I did not acknowledge/appreciate his attention in the early stages of our relationship — I tried to be conscious about not pushing him out, but I know I had days when I withdrew from him. I don’t want to fling accusations at him; I did that towards the end of last year, and it only widened the distance. Sometimes I think that quietly being there for him now is penance for my previous mistakes, but I know that martyring myself would only lead to resentment. I am very aware that my own needs are currently unmet. I want to be kind when I approach him to talk about this. I needed advice on how to convey this to him, and I guess I needed reassurance that I am not asking for too much. Thank you again. You have given me much to think of. He is currently away on a two-week work trip, and I will talk to him when he gets back. Purt’s Peas, thank you for the bit about multiple conversations. I feel much less pressure on getting the conversation “right” in one go. This sentence so accurately puts words to my thoughts: “He’s not doing anything to try to get better or recognizing how hard it is for you” He thinks solving the issue at work will magically make everything better, but doesn’t realise that a good therapist could help him with strategies to deal with the issues he’s facing. I don’t know if I’m projecting, but I think he’d find it hard to shake off depression if somehow the problems were all magically resolved to his satisfaction. I know I can’t push him to therapy, but it is so hard to see the invidious hold depression has on his life.
Koala dreams* March 1, 2020 at 11:32 am I understand your need for limiting negative talk in the moment, however I don’t think the double standard, where you are listening to all his negative thoughts and only tell him neutral things is useful. It’s better to decide together to limit negative talks, for example to set a time limit or decide to wait until a suitable moment, for example after dinner or one day a week. You can also tell him that you need him to ask you first before starting to vent, since you don’t like to interrupt him. (It’s if course fine to interrupt, if you need to, but it sounds you would prefer an alternative.) I think your idea to find other people to vent to is great. You can do this on your own, you don’t need to wait for him to start. Maybe you already have some acquaintances or family members who would be willing to either listen to your troubles or help distract you? Maybe your boyfriend will find somebody else to talk to, maybe he’ll prefer to write a diary or do physical activities instead. It’s his decision to make. However, even if he prefers to vent to you, you don’t need to accept. You can say “No, I’m not able to do that”. You can also offer other support if you want, for example watching a funny movie together or find phone numbers to a therapist or a doctor.
Bright as yellow* March 1, 2020 at 6:49 pm Thank you for the tips, Koala dreams. I do tell him stuff, it’s just that I first check how he’s feeling, and try to assess if he’s got the space to listen. We need to both do this and make it explicit. I don’t mind telling him to stop venting. I have zero regrets of stopping him that evening, just the way I did it. I want to be kind about it. Definitely Not speak over him as if what he’s saying has zero value. It was clearly important to him. It’s so obvious, isn’t it, to say “I’m sorry you had a rough day , I am not able to listen about it right now. ” And yet it never occurred to me before I read your comment. I was raised in a household where communication was not particularly healthy, and me learning healthy, assertive communication as an adult is hard.
allathian* March 2, 2020 at 8:39 am You’re going through a lot, I’m so sorry. I’m wondering, what does your support network look like where you are? In some cultures, admitting to a mental health issue means a major loss of face, people literally prefer to die rather than seek help, if it’s even available. Is this at play here at all? Being the primary mental health support person is hard at any time. It’s even harder if both of you are battling your own demons with mental health. It’s not sustainable for you to be the main mental health support person for each other. He was able to support you before, I suppose because he wasn’t depressed himself at the time. It’s understandable you’re grateful for that, but it’s not worth martyring yourself. Don’t support him at the cost of your own mental health. If you’re seeing a therapist for your depression and anxiety, please continue to do so for your own sake. If his reluctance to see a mental health professional is purely due to personal issues rather than a cultural taboo (that could be too much for him to overcome at this time), I would go so far as to say that his going to a therapist would be a condition for you to continue the relationship. But only if you’re prepared to follow through and leave him if he refuses to seek help. You’re not responsible for fixing him, and especially not if he refuses to seek help.
Oversized t shirt dress* February 29, 2020 at 7:41 am Lately I’m seeing more oversized t shirt dresses available. I’d like to wear one but I can’t help but wonder if they look like hospital gowns, tents, terribly unflattering in general? I’m in my 40’s and short. Billie Eilish can make them work. Tall skinny people can make them work. But a short middle age person?
cat socks* February 29, 2020 at 10:30 am I’m a short middle aged person and I like the jersey swing dresses from Old Navy. They have kind of a loose fit,, which I like but I don’t feel completely shapeless in them. I’m only 5’0″ so I order petite sizes online. I find they look best on me when the length hits right at the top of my knees.
valentine* February 29, 2020 at 3:44 pm If you feel good in it, it’s working. Try one. If you like it, enjoy.
Parenthetically* February 29, 2020 at 11:09 am Yes! With the power of accessories! Cute shoes, a bold necklace or earrings, some bangles. Even a blazer. And make sure it’s a great color on you.
Traffic_Spiral* February 29, 2020 at 12:11 pm Depends on your shape. Hour or pear? You’ll look lumpy, because curved shapes fit awkwardly into the straight lines of a t-shirt dress. If you have a straighter shape that fits better into straight lines? Go for it. Alternatively, just go out to the stores and try some on – see how they look.
Sleve McDichael* March 1, 2020 at 3:53 pm Ugh yes I’m just a subtle hourglass but I look terrible in all of the shapeless oversized dresses and shirts available at the moment *cry*
Kuododi* March 1, 2020 at 6:12 pm I’m definitely a short lady with “lovely assets.” (I will be 53 on the 18th). Personally I love the maxi dresses as well as the jersey knit swing dresses. The dresses I have are styles which are somewhat form fitting and somewhat loose and flowey. I have found that when I shop for dresses in flattering colors pairing with fun shoes/accessories I truly enjoy my clothes. You’re a beautiful woman. Remember if the clothes don’t fit at first, it’s not your fault. Clothes are clothes and they’re not fitting isn’t a negative reflection on you. They simply don’t fit and it’s time to keep looking. Best wishes. Kuododi
Autumn leaves* February 29, 2020 at 7:55 am I am going through a probable breast cancer situation. I just had the biopsy done but it doesn’t look great under ultrasound. It doesn’t look to be the worst of the worst but my anxiety is through the roof. How do you stay calm for your kids, for your family, in front of colleagues…? Are there coping strategies? Thanks for any words of wisdom!
Jdc* February 29, 2020 at 8:10 am My mom is in the exact same boat right now. Sadly I think she is a bit in denial and I’m spiraling during an already stressful time. Just sending hugs and know that if you need there’s someone out here
Goose* February 29, 2020 at 8:20 am I’m sorry you’re dealing with a tough situation. It’s understandable to be anxious, and I hope you can give yourself the space to feel your feels. And let your family be there for you, if you need their support. I hope others will have advice about staying calm when you need to.
Asenath* February 29, 2020 at 9:26 am I just turned my mind from it firmly every time the worry popped in. I had the date the biopsy results were due, so I’d just tell myself “I can’t do anything about that until DATE” and turned my mind to something else. Of course, if I hadn’t got my results by the stated date, I probably would have freaked out! And remember that many, many biopsies show nothing to worry about, and even if yours does show cancer, many breast cancers, especially when caught early, can be treated successfully. I’m living proof of that!
OperaArt* February 29, 2020 at 10:13 am I was treated for breast cancer almost three years ago, and had a biopsy last month that turned out benign. I was able to turn the anxiety off once in awhile by doing something that required concentration and being in the moment. Added bonus if it was fun. My best anxiety dampener was ballroom and Latin dancing. No room for thinking about cancer while trying to follow someone’s lead through a fast series of spins and turns while keeping the hip motion right and the core engaged and the arms graceful and not elbowing your partner in the nose and switching between positive/negative hand pressure and remembering to spot and … What also helped sometimes was when I decided that anxiety was a perfectly reasonable thing to be feeling in the circumstances.
Not A Manager* February 29, 2020 at 10:30 am I’m so sorry you’re going through this. I recommend mindful compartmentalization. Set aside a time when you will, in fact, think about this situation. Maybe before dinner or something. Not right before bed. When the worry pops up at other times, tell yourself that you will think about this at Thinking Time, not now. Then redirect your thoughts. Also, for me, planning can be helpful if it’s done carefully. “Planning” can’t mean “spinning out of control imagining every worst-case scenario.” But if you just make a general road-map in your mind about things like “who could drive me to regular treatments if I needed them,” or “what are some easy food options for the kids if I don’t feel like cooking,” then when you start to really worry, you can actually answer yourself. “Well, if in fact I needed treatment, our lives wouldn’t fall apart because [Plan].” It’s hard to avoid catastrophizing, but do try to talk back to catastrophic thinking kindly and firmly. Please let us know how things are going.
Anon woman with breast cancer* February 29, 2020 at 10:34 am First, sending you a big hug if you want it and also some calming vibes. I was diagnosed with breast cancer in Oct. 2019, and I have 3 chemos, then surgery, the radiation still. The way I stayed calm then, in October was…. 1. When the doc told me, I cried. But, I knew it had to be cancer oddly. It was unusually fast growing in my case, hormone positive. So, I cried. But then gathered facts and also went on medical leave for a while to cope. I needed the time to deal with the emotions and not doing that at work was important. 2. I am single, so I had to chose who in my family to tell. I told my brother, and a handful of cousins and such. I did not tell most people and asked that family I did tell to respect that. They have. I chose to not make this a big deal to my whole family as many of them can struggle with boundaries, their own health issues, etc, and I did not need that from them. I told some friends. Same reasons. 3. I found a counselling service for cancer patients, a local charity here. I see a counsellor. I do mindfulness training and meditation. I read fiction, I sometimes blog politics. I sometimes do yoga. 4. I focus on my healing during the neo adjuvant chemo. Imagine the tumour shrinking. It has shrunk a lot. I was and am kind to myself and let friends do some things for me. I take walks in nature. Sometimes I take a Xanax or CBD oil to calm my nerves. I sleep, a lot. Which means my apartment is less clean than usual. But the tradeoff is that sleep helps me heal. 5. Get as much info as you can from your doctor. Info helps lessen anxiety. You can then decide how to share or what to share. You don’t need to be the one who is calm for your kids, spouse, colleagues. You need to be calm for your own health to improve. You need to inform and not scare your kids. Depending on the staging and if there is node involvement, you will need to explain the treatments and options and timing to them, but also know that when you are under chemo especially your body may cope well, or it. may not. – and you will need. them to. be there for you, you will need them to be calm. While you heal. You need to be able to focus on that. A counsellor can help with this too. Women too often put everyone else first, then when their health is impacted by something, they do’t know how to ask for help and accept being helped. Your kids, depending on their age, can step up if they are pre-teens or older, and help you if you do have cancer. Your family will need to step up too, or not – tell who you wish and if you are aware of people who will freak out or have too much anxiety and spread it back to you – then take time away from them, clearly tell them you need space, or do not share. It is your right. Your colleagues will need to accommodate your treatments and days off etc. How this is managed by your boss and team will be I hope seamless and easy. There are a few women here who have gone thru this and we will support you if you need help or info if we can. I am sending you much love and hope you can rest, which will help you be calm.
Really Anon 4 This* February 29, 2020 at 12:34 pm Take it one day at a time. Don’t play the ‘what if’ catastrophe game because that only leads to a spiral. Put one foot in front of the other each day and commit to doing your best, whatever ‘best’ is on that day. You could probably ask for an anti-anxiety med from your doctor if necessary, but unless they suspect node involvement, you will likely be on the surgeons table pretty darn quick. I dont have kids and live far from family, but when I was going through diagnostics I got up and went into work as always and went home. I had a bunch of follow up exams and tests and once I did snap at a coworker who was being a real jerk about something petty, but for the most part I just kept to my normal schedule and routine. It somewhat helped that my line manager was AWOL, about to quit and didn’t care where I was or what I was doing, so when I finally had to tell my new line manager about what was up, she was shocked I had ‘gone through that without any support’. For me sticking to normalcy has been the best approach – I don’t want ‘support’ and have chosen not to share my full diagnosis with anyone other than my partner. I don’t go to support groups. I don’t think about cancer unless Im at the hospital doing Cancer Things, and I don’t talk about it with my family. Maybe its an extreme form of compartmentalizing but it works for me. Its not denial its just managing how much time I give cancer in my life. I choose to give it not much beyond the bare minimum.
Autumn leaves* February 29, 2020 at 12:57 pm I just want to say thank you to all the kinds responses. Reading them makes me cry which is exactly what I need to do more of. Every time I cry, the anxiety lessons but I’m having trouble doing it because I feel the need to stay strong. I don’t often post here but I read almost every day and I’m amazed at how kind and intelligent the people are here. It’s a really nice place to get some anonymous help. Thank you
NoLongerYoung* February 29, 2020 at 2:39 pm First, my false positive story, then about how I coped with DH’s wait for a diagnosis, then a recommendation on research. 1) a couple decades ago, I had a diagnosis of DCIS from the mammos (including the specialized ones). Went straight to on the table. The protocol for that surgeon (I researched her).. they do a full “biopsy the whole tumor” during the surgery so they know what they are dealing with. Turns out mine was some weird combo of fibrous tissue, calcification and scar tissue (I’d had a previous lump out). Everyone was surprised it was not DCIS. 2) So I when DH had a “tentative” diagnosis, I planned as if it was true, but admitted that we did not know and was able to feel, then release, the fear “until I know for sure.” 3) And, for me, the planning involves researching the medical journals and protocols and knowing what questions to ask. Information is always control. One of the gifts I gave a friend who had to fly to her father – I quickly looked up his diagnosis in the online access I do have (for work reasons), printed out the relevant clinical summaries, and put them in a folder. Hers to read, or not… but she was so reassured by the time she landed, as the survival rate was good with treatment. Rather than being in the air and fretting, she processed. YMMV. Sending a hug.
Alice* March 1, 2020 at 7:45 pm My two cents: if it turns out that you do need to go through medical treatment, don’t turn down non-medical interventions offered by your hospital’s cancer center — discussion groups, acupuncture, art therapy, social workers, meditation garden, whatever. At least, turn them down if you’re really not interested — but don’t turn them down because “they are meant for peope who are sicker than I am.” I hope things go well!
Dame Judi Brunch* February 29, 2020 at 7:56 am Anyone who has been on an elimination diet, I have questions. This diet was doctor-ordered, due to GI issues. I’ve been on my diet since mid-January, and I expected to feel amazing during the elimination phase, but did not. I’m in the reintroducing foods phase, and it’s going ok, not great. When you reintroduced foods, did you experience a reaction at first, but then not again after continuing to eat that food? I’m following the doctor’s instructions to the letter, so I don’t think it’s error on my part. I’m just over this whole thing and I just want to feel like my stomach isn’t trying to kill me or embarrass me. My follow-up with the doctor is in March. Happy birthday to the Leap Day birthdays!
Chaordic One* February 29, 2020 at 11:09 am This sounds familiar. After having so many issues with food allergies during the elimination phase I was expecting that I’d feel great when the truth was that mostly I just feel kind of, meh. OTOH, at least I didn’t have cramps and diarrhea. When I reintroduced foods I had a reaction at first, but when continuing to eat that food the reaction wasn’t as great, although it was still there. I have 3 main food allergies, and the reactions to dairy are not as strong as the ones to tomatoes or soy, but they were still there.
Wishing You Well* February 29, 2020 at 11:18 am Yes on your reaction question. There are foods that can cause BIG reactions sometimes and then no reaction another time. It’s frustrating. The best I can do is to avoid foods that are almost always really bad for me. Feeling great has more components to it than just diet, so my diet alone won’t ever make me feel great. A diagnosis might help you a lot. I hope you feel better in the future.
Dame Judi Brunch* February 29, 2020 at 3:48 pm This sounds like me, reactions sometimes but not other times. It’s so annoying. Regarding the vitamins question below, I’ll check that out! I’m low in Vitamin D and Potassium for sure. Thank you all for taking the time to respond, I appreciate it! Your answers made me feel better about this whole process. Take care Everyone!
Sutemi* February 29, 2020 at 11:45 am My experience with an elimination diet was that I had not change for the first 12 days, then felt amazing. There were not any foods that I was able to reintroduce and become able to tolerate. However, are you getting all your vitamins/minerals? I failed to consider that I had an iron-poor diet during the elimination and started feeling run down and blah. When I realized that my iron was low I started taking extra supplements and eating extra iron-rich foods. Within a few weeks I again felt better.
bright as yellow* February 29, 2020 at 8:02 am *When I say I never brought up my father with him, I meant that day, or anytime since then. I had told him the weekend before that it felt strange to book a concert on dad’s anniversary. It took me a while to get into the concert, but I enjoyed it very much. And they played a song that I associate with dad, which I appreciated very much. When I asked my boyfriend what he thought of the concert, he said it was alright.
Arts Akimbo* March 2, 2020 at 2:32 am May I make a suggestion? It seems like A Thing in first long-term relationships to really really want your partner to pick up hints or read your mind. But the fact is, we all have to learn to use our words, sometimes more bluntly than we would like. People, as a species, are a self-centered lot– not usually malignantly so, we just are all kind of existing in our own little world-bubbles and have trouble seeing outside them sometimes. Doubly so for a depressed person. Depression makes the bubbles practically opaque. But it’s our duty in a relationship to do the work of communicating. Tell him bluntly things like “That’s the date of my dad’s death. I don’t think I will be up for a concert,” or “Today’s the anniversary of my dad’s death. I am really upset and I just don’t have the bandwidth to hear about work right now. Can we talk about something fun instead?” Say whatever you are feeling, but do preface it with the bald statement, “That’s the date of my dad’s death.” It just won’t penetrate the depression-fog otherwise. Don’t let your world-bubbles become opaque to each other. That fog only gets blown away by talking to each other about the things that matter to you.
nep* February 29, 2020 at 8:05 am Finally went in for a long overdue eye exam. One of my eyes has shown slightly high pressure in the past so I’ve been concerned about that. Glaucoma freaks me the hell out. But the doc said images looked absolutely fine and the slightly high pressure has not increased much or any since last exam four (!!) years ago. How are your eyes? Anyone follow a particular eye-health regimen? (Sure, eye health linked to overall nutrition and health…but I like hearing about things people do particularly for eye care.)
nep* February 29, 2020 at 8:18 am (re: ‘freaks me the hell out’–not a good way to put that, and it doesn’t really reflect my disposition. I’d simply have to deal with whatever health issues come along…)
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 8:27 am I don’t necessarily do a particular thing, but my mom had Fuchs Dystrophy, which is an autosomal dominant eye condition that flares up around early 40s and I am now 39, so I make sure to mention that at every eye exam so my eye doc remembers to do whatever testing might be needed, if anything. I don’t actually remember the overall details of the disorder, but the first symptom is generally floaters in vision, which I know to (don’t say it don’t say it don’t say it) KEEP AN EYE OUT FOR (awwww), but I want my doc to remember in case there’s anything else she can watch for (there we go) on her end. :)
nep* February 29, 2020 at 8:30 am Ha. You had to say it, of course. Interesting–thanks. Just looked it up. Hadn’t heard of that.
Imtheone* February 29, 2020 at 10:15 am My mother-in-law had Fuchs Dystrophy, but no other relatives have it. I checked, and it is not always genetically linked. Hers came on following other eye surgery (cataracts) which her doctor thought could have precipitated it. She was over 70 at the time. For eye health: do your best to maintain general health. Don’t put things not prescribed by your doctor in your eye, maintain good hygiene when you need to touch your eyes, don’t have unnecessary eye surgery. (By that, I mean things like LASIK. I know that some people have had wonderful results, but people with serious concerns about eye problems should know that eye surgery increases the risks of various eye problems.) I also have a daughter with a serious, though unrelated, eye disease.
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 11:14 am Good to know! My mom’s at least fit all the standard characteristics of the genetic variety, as far as when it popped up and how it presented.
Goose* February 29, 2020 at 8:35 am I have been advised to get an eye checkup every year, which I try to follow. I have installed software on my laptop that blanks the screen every twenty minutes for twenty seconds to rest my eyes. And this might just be me, but I have a blue light filter on my phone that’s always active. I find my eyes gets tired a lot quicker when the filter is off.
nep* February 29, 2020 at 8:40 am Great points. I didn’t know you could get that on the phone–good idea.
Not So NewReader* February 29, 2020 at 9:02 am In my own life I have seen such a huge connection between my vision and hydration/rest. Recently my vision started messing up, I had to reconnect with water. (I know, odd coming from me, right?) I was really surprised to see that I could down a glass of water and my vision straightened right out in less than 20 minutes. Oddly, a friend went to the hospital because of her vision suddenly acting up. She sat in the ER for 14 hours because the computer forgot she was there. She left the hospital with NO treatment and absolutely exhausted. She concluded herself that the whole episode happened because of lack of water. My previous big learning experience was seeing the marked improvement in my night vision because of adequate rest. I am talking substantial difference, going from fearful of night driving to just accepting the idea of driving at night. The eye is the quickest healing part of the body. This is good to keep in mind. My suggestion is to keep an eye on kidney function to help support your eyes.
nep* February 29, 2020 at 9:07 am Excellent points. Sleep is so powerful in so many ways, indeed. Thanks for this.
Retired optometrist* February 29, 2020 at 9:12 am The best things you can do for your eyes are to wear proper sunglasses outside and to not smoke. If diabetic, good control is a must. Regular checkups, knowing if there is a family history of glaucoma or other eye diseases. Wearing safety glasses when appropriate. Other things are more condition-specific, like eye vitamins for patients with macular degeneration.
Goldfinch* February 29, 2020 at 10:32 am I am so prone to moles that I even have them on my retinas, so my eye doctor maps them in the same way a dermatologist does moles on the skin. It’s actually rather interesting, though the photos are freaky looking.
KeratoKat* February 29, 2020 at 12:50 pm I have a condition called Ceratoconud and so I go to checkups every 3-6 months. They are supposed to measure if my cornea has changed. I have a very fancy implant in one eye which stops the cornea from forming ‚hills‘, but since both eyes are affected they have to be monitored both. Other than that I do nothing for my eyes.
NoLongerYoung* February 29, 2020 at 1:39 pm I will mention that my mom (90+) has excellent vision – her recent appointment the doctor remarked on how great and stable it was. She is a bit OCD about taking her vitamins (including one for eyes) I know I need to start doing that. I was clinically low on Vitamin A, and did have to start supplementing that, and it DID improve my night vision. I had been neglectful of my carrots (love them) and dark/ rainbow veggies (yes, NSNR). So I need to look at that. I also do the annual, recommended visit, but have to – I’ve had a “almost went blind before caught” detached retina, scleral buckle, and laser surgery.
Dancing Otter* February 29, 2020 at 5:40 pm Please don’t freak over the possibility of glaucoma. Some people have naturally elevated intraocular pressure without having it, for one thing. Second, my mother had it for over 40 years without ever losing her sight. Yes, it has to be monitored. Yes, she had to take eyedrops. Yes, there was a period when the quack she had for an eye doctor messed up her prescription, but that was him, not anything inherent to the disease. Some people need surgery, if they have the “closed angle” version, but open angle is much more common, and the surgery works very well. Monitor the situation, and get a second opinion if you don’t completely trust your current ophthalmologist.
StrikingFalcon* March 1, 2020 at 10:18 am Get an annual eye exam even if you don’t wear glasses, and make sure you tell your eye doctor about any other diagnoses you have and all medications you are on. Make sure you are seeing an optometrist (primary eye doctor) or ophthalmologist (eye specialist/surgeon), not an optician (only does corrective lenses).
Lost in the Woods* March 1, 2020 at 4:26 pm Everybody has their own “ideal” intraocular pressure (IOP); some people run high and they’re fine, while others have IOPs within the normal range and still have glaucoma damage. It’s good to get it checked every year, though, since the vision loss from glaucoma is usually peripheral at first and thus hard to notice, since your brain can compensate. I work at an ophthalmology practice and the big thing is coming in to get your yearly dilated exam with all the fixings – pressure check (ideally applanation, which is the blue light and the most accurate IOP measurement), and if necessary some imaging like an OCT of the optic nerve if you have high IOP or suspicious looking nerves, or fundus photos (photos of the retina) of you have a nevus or something. The one thing our doctors recommend to literally everyone is using preservative free artificial tears (in little vials) as opposed to preserved tears in a bottle, since preservatives can actually irritate the eye (kind of defeating the purpose of artificial tears in the first place).
nep* March 1, 2020 at 9:28 pm Thanks for all this. This visit, I had images done with the ‘optomap.’ Is that providing a good look at the optic nerve? Appreciate your time and expertise.
Lost in the Woods* March 2, 2020 at 8:20 pm I believe optomaps are a branded type of fundus photo. We sometimes get fundus photos for people with suspected glaucoma because they let the doctor compare what they see from year to year. I am not a doctor, and you should follow up per your doctor’s recommendations. But I will say that if this was in place of dilation, that I would go to a different practice. Fundus photos are great imaging tools, but they should not replace a dilated eye exam. If you don’t feel your doctor is adequately addressing your concerns, then you should get a second opinion from an ophthalmologist.
Chase bank* February 29, 2020 at 8:11 am Anyone been having issues with Chase lately for Direct deposit? I get paid every other Friday. The DD hits around 2-3 AM on that Friday. I only know this because I was travelling internationally and noticed it was at that time the DD had hit my account. I’ve been with them since 2006 and never had an issue. But 2x this year my DD was delayed by hours. I eventually do get paid by 7 AM my time. It happened on 1/31 and yesterday 2/28. Since it happened the last Friday of the month, I’m wondering if it’s a monthly thing now with them?
Jdc* February 29, 2020 at 9:01 am Chase doesn’t post until 8am pacific time. No idea why i know this. Not sure if it’s new or what.
Lcsa99* February 29, 2020 at 9:01 am Are you sure it’s a chase problem and not you rwork? I have chase and direct deposit and have gotten it same as always.
MOAS* February 29, 2020 at 9:26 am First time it happened I asked @ my job and they said payroll went through as normal. Other coworkers who had chase said there was a delay. The second time I figured it was chase because my other cw said his DD was delayed as well.
MOAS* February 29, 2020 at 9:27 am Work has never had an issue paying us. I’ve been with chase since 2006 and never had any issue with them until now. Mystified.
MOAS* February 29, 2020 at 10:34 am Lol I hate calling customer service. Plus it was early AM and I got busy into other stuff. Just wondering if it’s As common as I’m wondering.
Blarg* February 29, 2020 at 9:57 am This sounds more like a “when the website updates” thing vs actual delay. Delay is day(s). Delay is bounced payments or overdrafts. Not a couple hours that are still very early in the morning in your time zone.
NoLongerYoung* February 29, 2020 at 2:48 pm I have a similar thing with Wells. My company sends out the link for the electronic check stub on Wednesday. I have the major part into my credit union (main account), part into wells (the former account, keeping for a reason). The credit union deposit shows up almost 24 hours before wells. Wells doesn’t even show it as pending until they put it in. I will watch next time for the pattern better. Now that I’m not hand-to-mouth, it is not as big a deal, but in the days when I had DH and he was trying to balance paying late fees on bills vs bounced check charges, it was a problem that I knew I was paid on Friday officially but it didn’t show up when I thought it should.
Kuddel Daddeldu* February 29, 2020 at 8:17 am This! Came here to suggest that – it’s practically the proverbial long novel. Even the series title can be read as descriptive. Another recommendation (not nearly as long but pretty epic regardless) is Thomas Mann’s Buddenbrooks.
Kuddel Daddeldu* February 29, 2020 at 8:45 am Sorry, this should have gone under the Marcel Proust recommendation.
Chase bank* February 29, 2020 at 8:19 am This has been one of the most difficult decisions I’ve ever faced in my life. My prenatal blood screening test results came back that my baby might have Turner’s syndrome, and I have to decide whether I’ll do a procedure that carries a small risk of miscarriage. The doctor and genetic counselor (and google and my facebook groups) all said that the chances of a false positive are high (66%) and that test is NOT accurate for anything except Downs and gender. The only way to know for sure is to do an amniocentesis. The genetic counselor described it as “same amount of risk as getting any procedure at a doctor or dentist office.” The big Q I ask myself is—would knowing change my mind about the pregnancy? And what is the worst case scenario? While it was a surprise pregnancy, it was very much wanted and I will keep her no matter what. But I’m the type of person that always wants to know whatever I can, and be ready and plan. My first instinct was to get it done ASAP, I’d rather know than not know. But the risk of miscarrying is scaring me a lot so after thinking it over and talking to husband and family, I decided not to do it. But once I made up my mind, I kept going back to the what if? I’d be 98-99% sure, but then think about the other 1-2%. Is it really that big of a risk? What if I’m in the 1%? I got lucky with this pregnancy, what were the odds of that happening again? I’m an obese, diabetic, 34 year old woman with thyroid issues. While many of these were my own choices I, think my luck is running out. Either way, its a choice– if I stay in the dark, I won’t know until delivery. If I’m in the dark how will I be happy and excited if I’m so worried? if I get the test to find out, I may not see a happy delivery Like….I believe in medicine and science but I also believe in God and however long God decides that I get to keep her… you know. On the other hand, this roller coaster has had me not sleeping and bursting into tears randomly. I spent 3 hours (added up) this week crying in a bathroom stall. I feel like if nothing is wrong, all my stress/anxiety will harm the baby too.
nep* February 29, 2020 at 8:37 am Sorry you’re having to face this. I can see how it’s a horribly tough decision. If you can discern–listening to your gut–which course of action will bring you the fullest peace, go there; alleviating the stress/anxiety will do worlds of good for you and your baby. All the best. Peace and best of health to all.
Jdc* February 29, 2020 at 9:02 am The chances of miscarriage from an amino are very low. That being said i don’t see the point if youd make the same choice either way. It isn’t the most comfortable thing and there is that tiny chance. I’d really only see value in doing it if the results would conclude in you making a decision one way or another
Asenath* February 29, 2020 at 9:20 am I think that in general, there’s no point in medical tests – especially invasive ones with a measurable risk of damage – unless the test is going to give you reliable information that will change your treatment (or in this case, your decision). If the result of the test is not going to affect your future actions, why do it? Some people (I am one) find that stress goes way down once I’ve made my decision. That personality trait does mean I might make decisions too quickly (although I think I’ve worked on that aspect enough!), but on the other hand, if you’re the same kind of person, once you make a decision, you might find out that you can put the issue out of your mind and that will reduce your stress.
Traffic_Spiral* February 29, 2020 at 12:17 pm Make the choice to keep the pregnancy, maybe, but what about all the preparation choices? Sometimes it’s nice to know what you’re in for.
Cat* February 29, 2020 at 12:58 pm Exactly. It’s good to be able to line up whatever resources you might need in advance.
Observer* February 29, 2020 at 11:23 pm The truth is that there is not all that much you can do in advance, because even if you know for sure that the baby has Turner’s you don’t know how it will play out in terms of the baby’s development. But, Turners generally doesn’t present life threatening risks to the newborn. So, I would say only do amnio if you might change your mind about keeping the baby.
Not So NewReader* February 29, 2020 at 9:18 am Okay, I am not clear here, is it just a test or is it something that would help the baby before it is born? If it’s just a test, then I would lean toward skipping it. If it’s something that would benefit the child, then I’d have to think on it some more. However, You are saying that you are at least 98% sure you have made the right decision. And you know, that is actually pretty good right there. Many decisions in life do not come with that much certainty. I think you are doing well as you are right now.
MOAS* February 29, 2020 at 9:31 am It’s a test to determine whether the baby will or won’t have Turner syndrome – that’s how it was explained to me.
Not So NewReader* February 29, 2020 at 2:19 pm Ah… Friends opted not to have their baby tested for Down Syndrome. They decided just to accept the child for who s/he was. Yep. The child has DS. There is no law/rule saying that you MUST find out now, OP. You CAN choose not to find out.
Fake Old Converse Shoes (not in the US)* February 29, 2020 at 9:27 am Can you get a second opinion? I’d ask another specialist, or even a third, just to be sure I’m taking the best decision. Hope everything turns out ok.
Anon Anon Anon* February 29, 2020 at 9:29 am As someone with multiple disabilities…. I think you should do some research into Turner’s syndrome AND most importantly find people have it an speak with them… it sounds like you’re worried about what it might mean for your child if they do have Turner’s syndrome and I think the answer lies in finding out more about it and what the out comes actually are, and not just listen to the doom and glum reactions of many medical professionals who will only tell you the worst case scenarios not other possibilities… because that’s what they tend to do.
mlem* February 29, 2020 at 9:32 am This is going to ramble a bit and I apologize for that. My personal policy *for me* is usually that I’d rather know than not-know things … but what does knowing mean? In your case, it sounds like you’ll know for certain once the baby is born. You know there’s a test/procedure that can tell you certain things earlier; what’s the error rate (false negatives, false positives) on that test? (That is to say, if you use it to know now, would you 100% know?) What other things could that test let you know and/or mislead you about? And you know there is a risk — small but measurable — to the test itself. And you know the answer won’t change whether you keep the pregnancy. Given those factors, I think if it were me — which it isn’t and won’t be, so huge grain of salt — I would probably break towards deciding the timeframe is “short”*** enough that the extra time of knowing wouldn’t be worth the trade-off; and I would instead try to control worrying by preparing. What would you do differently if you knew for sure? What of that can you do if you don’t know? What of it might prove to be unnecessary but harmless for you to do just in case? Would preparing in this way help you control your stress? (***I don’t at all mean to minimize how long a pregnancy is! By “short”, I’m looking at a comparison like wanting to know if I was at risk for dementia in forty years or so and how different those forty years might be if I was working to minimize a risk like that.) Regardless: This is a hard decision, and it’s not wrong of you to make either choice. Which is hard, because it’s much easier to feel like you’re choosing wrong! I wish you much luck and peace.
MOAS* February 29, 2020 at 10:18 am The genetic counselor broke it down – 1/1000 chance of miscarriage with amnio 66% chance that the initial blood screening was a false positive. All sources, including doctor & genetic counselor, have said the blood test isn’t reliable for anything except downs and gender.
Natalie* February 29, 2020 at 11:14 am 1/1000 chance of miscarriage with amnio This is ludicrously low, and some more recent studies put it even lower than that, into the 1/5000 area. Pretty much anyone living a normal life is doing a dozen things that are riskier than this all the time. That said, you can also wait until the anatomy scan at ~ 20 weeks, they should be able to confirm or rule out Turner’s at that time. Since it doesn’t sound like you would terminate regardless, that will give you plenty of time to prepare for treatment if it turns out the child does have the condition. You might be able to get approved for a level 2 ultrasound right away, which is cool. You get a better view and a perinatologist to describe the results to you. And just for info, NIPT (the general name for the prenatal blood tests) isn’t diagnostic for any conditions including Downs, it’s a screening test only. Positive results would always have to be followed up by an actual diagnostic test, either amnio or the ultrasound.
Traffic_Spiral* February 29, 2020 at 12:18 pm >This is ludicrously low Yeah, you’re more at risk of getting hit by a car when you walk across the parking lot into the clinic.
valentine* February 29, 2020 at 4:00 pm You have the option of not risking it and trusting the 66%. When you go to give birth, you tell them there’s a possibility of Turner and they do whatever they can do. If a Turner diagnosis would mean you’d prepare for the baby differently, you can talk to people about that, do those things now, and leave them be. I think you buried the lede and the three hours of crying is the piece to tackle.
MOAS* March 1, 2020 at 10:46 am True I didn’t think of those odds in that way. I did have the anatomy scan earlier this week, at 16.5 and they said everything was fine. I’m scheduled for a fetal echo at 20-21 weeks so later this month. She did mention that there would be more examinations and follow ups than if i were to get the amnio and Rule it out –
Natalie* March 1, 2020 at 8:47 pm If you don’t want additional follow ups and don’t think they’ll provide you with helpful information, you can decline them. They can’t make you get more ultrasounds or whatever, that isn’t how it works. The important thing is to decide what level of information will actually be helpful for you, and then as mentioned elsewhere figure out how to manage the remaining anxiety. It will always find something to hang itself on, so don’t fall for the allure of more information or more reassurance.
Cat* March 1, 2020 at 9:02 pm You can but if you’re at heightened risk for a heart defect, you probably don’t want to.
Natalie* March 2, 2020 at 7:42 am It sounds like they’re talking about additional follow ups beyond the fetal ekg. If you’ve had a number of screens and exams that show no problems, you’re hitting a diminishing returns point for any additional tests.
SP* February 29, 2020 at 9:37 am Hey – I would get the amino done of not knowing is having that effect on you. I read Emily Oster’s Expecting Better (she’s a statistician) and it looks like the amino doesn’t actually have much impact on miscarriage rates – one of those correlation does not equal causation things. It just happens to be a procedure that usually happens during the stage of pregnancy where a miscarriage is more likely to happen and be noticed. And, sadly, when a miscarriage happens, people are going to wonder what they did (usually nothing!) to cause it. Best of luck.
heckofabecca* February 29, 2020 at 10:09 am Congratulations! The only urgent matter that might come up if your baby does have TS (again, MIGHT—not everyone with TS has this) is a heart issue, but that can be spotted before birth with a more detailed ultrasound (something like a prenatal echocardiogram). And in addition to an actual diagnostic test, your doctors can recommend any other tests that should be run right at birth (kidneys come to mind). * If your child does turn out to have TS, they’ll be lucky to have an early diagnosis and a mom who’s dedicated to her own health as well as her child’s! Congrats again and I wish you an easy pregnancy and a joyful birth. * I consulted with my colleague/friend Lori**, whose son has TS and who had a prenatal echocardiogram, for the above info—if you’d like to talk directly to her, you can reach her at info@bitssummit.org. Let her know that Becca sent you :) **Her bio is the first one on this page: http://www.bitssummit.org/pages/board.html (I used to be on the BITSS board too.)
Chatty* March 1, 2020 at 5:58 pm My understanding is that Turner’s Syndrome only presents in girls. It is an issue with the X chromosome. Are you sure your friend’s son has it?
Not A Manager* February 29, 2020 at 10:41 am It sounds like your primary motivation for the amnio is to alleviate your anxiety. You don’t mention any procedures or medical decisions that rest on the outcome of the amnio. If that’s the case, and if you know for sure that you will carry the pregnancy to term no matter what the results, then I lean toward not having it. Can you try to alleviate your anxiety in some other way? What if the amnio were positive? You’ve decided to carry the pregnancy to term, so maybe put some thought into what your life and your child’s life would be like. It sounds like there are some risks for some challenges, but this is mostly a manageable condition like a lot of manageable genetic conditions. My advice would be different if you were seriously considering terminating the pregnancy. I do respect your feeling that the amnio might be the only way to ensure your mental health in the next few months, but if you can, you might want to give this a bit of time and see if you can somewhat address the anxiety in other ways.
Cat* February 29, 2020 at 12:57 pm So I highly recommend reading the discussion of amnios in Expecting Better. 1% is commonly cited but the risk is actually probably much lower than that these days. I do know more than one person who got a false positive for Turners with a NIPT. And of course it’s not a catastrophic diagnosis either. Good luck!
KoiFeeder* February 29, 2020 at 2:29 pm Asenath pretty much already said this, but what changes if the baby does have TS? Will that meaningfully affect your plans for the baby? Will that require you to pursue post-natal medical procedures/checkups that you would not have otherwise bothered with? Will that affect your decision to keep the baby? I can sympathize with not wanting to risk even a 1/1000 chance of miscarriage. If knowing won’t be important to you, or to the baby, you don’t have to.
Cambridge Comma* February 29, 2020 at 5:39 pm You can also get an amino at 36 weeks if you want to have time to prepare before the birth.
blackcat* February 29, 2020 at 8:39 pm It sounds like termination isn’t under consideration here, right? (no judgement from me, either way. I’m rabidly pro-choice) Given you’ll carry to term no matter what, I’d make sure you get testing (in the form of more detailed ultrasounds) that will identify any heart problems, which is the major complication you’d need to know about soon after birth. Otherwise, it seems that there’s a huge range of Turner’s syndrome, and so knowing 100% before birth wouldn’t really change your immediate preparation. So I personally wouldn’t do it, but that’s largely because people I know who’ve done amnios say they hurt pretty badly.
Snowy2020* March 1, 2020 at 11:39 am This is a very stressful situation! I am sorry that you have to deal with it. With your comment about your health issues, and adding that some of these are due to your choices, I am concerned that you feel like it is your fault that your child may have this syndrome. This is not true! There is no such thing as a perfect parent who has no risk factors for anything. If this is part of your anxiety, I hope you can get reassurance that this is not your fault. Also, you mention how long you get to keep her — this is just an anecdote but I worked at a senior living building where one of the residents was a woman in her 70’s with Turner syndrome. She had some chronic health issues but was an active participant in the community and a joy to work with. If you decide not to do the amnio, I would suggest finding a support group for parents of girls with Turner’s, and ask them what they wish they had known prior to their daughter’s birth.
Natalie* March 1, 2020 at 8:41 pm There is no such thing as a perfect parent who has no risk factors for anything. Beyond that, Turner’s specifically doesn’t really have any risk factors that we know of. It seems to just show up randomly.
Observer* March 1, 2020 at 12:31 pm I think that the Amnio is not really the issue here. Do it or not, but I don’t think it’s going to help either way. In fact, I think that you should stop doing any more routine tests. Because you will never get to a point of 100% clarity and perfect safety. The real issue, it seems to me, that you have a very high level of self blame (no test is going to help that….), a very high level of generalized anxiety (and more test generally don’t help much with that), and a tendency to catastrophize. Therapy tends to help will all three issues, so I hope you really work with someone. The other thing here that could make you feel better is to do some reading on Turners – it’s far from the most catastrophic thing that could happen. Of course, I’m not saying that it’s GOOD thing or that it won’t cause difficulties, but you’re not likely to lose the child young, assuming you have generally decent access to health care, which you want for ANY child anyway. Also, allow me to point out that the test you took is pretty useless. Calling it “inaccurate” is an understatement. Even for Downs there is a high rate of false positive and negative, but for most other tests, it’s really no better than a coin flip. It’s one of the reasons why I stayed away from them and advised my kids to do so. If you are anxious, all the test can do is to increase the anxiety. And it really doesn’t give you actionable information because of how inaccurate it is.
Cat* March 1, 2020 at 8:30 pm That’s not a fair characterization of the NIPT. It’s not a diagnostic test and doesn’t purport to be. It’s a screening test and gives you risk percentages. And if you have kids who are old enough to be pregnant now, you wouldn’t have been the option for a NIPT when you were pregnant with them. They’re not that old. Also not doing routine tests during pregnancy is a bad idea.
Natalie* March 1, 2020 at 8:44 pm Eh, NIPT is optional and many people skip them if they aren’t covered by insurance. We only got it because I’m 35 so it was covered, and my care providers are the ones that told me to check first.
Cat* March 1, 2020 at 8:47 pm It’s fine to skip the NIPT. I just didn’t think that characterization of it was accurate. But the routine screening going forward is things like the anatomy scan which you should not skip.
Observer* March 1, 2020 at 10:35 pm That’s not accurate at all. To start with, anything that has a 66% false positive rate is not even good as a screening test. It also has a high false negative rate, so even if nothing shows up, you can’t really be confident that you don’t have the conditions being “screened” for. (I put that in quotes because it’s such a poor tool.) Just because a test is routine, doesn’t make it a good idea. The reality is that medical practice encourages a lot of testing that a lot of medical policy experts believe are actually bad medicine. In general, tests that are anxiety inducing without providing real actionable information are not useful. In this case, the results are useless and anxiety inducing. Given the high false positive rate, she doesn’t really know if she actually has a significantly higher rate of of Turners, on the one hand. On the other hand there is really nothing she can do with information. (It’s not like she’s going to need surgeons on hand etc. fortunately.)
Cat* March 1, 2020 at 11:47 pm It’s not a false positive because it’s not saying the baby is a positive. What it’s presumably saying is that there’s a 1/3 chance the baby is positive for Turner’s – that’s why it’s a screening test. Her doctor is saying that 66% of the time things will be ok not because that’s the false positive rate but because all you ever get from that test is a risk rather than a diagnosis. That’s not actually a poor tool – that’s a significant amount of information that you wouldn’t otherwise know. Plenty of people do choose to skip that one especially if they’re under 35. And by all means choose to skip the NSTs later on if you don’t think they’re useful. But when we say “routine” tests in pregnancy past this point it’s usually referring to things like the anatomy scan which is important.
Cat* March 1, 2020 at 11:51 pm Also I’m not sure where you’re getting that it has a false negative rate. Again, it doesn’t actually say you’re negative. It gives you a risk (e.g, your odds are 1 in 30,000 of Downs Syndrome would be a “goo” result) and then you combine that with information like the neural translucency measurement to determine whether diagnostic testing is necessary.
Oxford Comma* February 29, 2020 at 8:19 am I have some older people in my life who are freaking out about an upcoming ban on single use plastic bags. After extensive conversation, the problem seems to be that they find grabbing and holding onto the plastic bag handles easier than the handles of paper bags or the traditional supermarket reusable bags, especially for the ones who no longer drive. Does anyone have suggestions for a lightweight reusable shopping bag that is less bulky then the traditional supermarket reusable bag/tote?
Kuddel Daddeldu* February 29, 2020 at 8:53 am Haven’t seen them in the US, but in Europe you get good quality reusable bags in a small pouch (about half the size of a pack of cigarettes) made from nylon cloth. They are similar in size, maybe slightly bigger than the single use grocery store bags, very light, and comfortable to carry. Where I live they are sold for €1.99 (about $2.25, including tax), I guess they should sell in the US for $2.
Grace* February 29, 2020 at 1:02 pm Don’t know about other countries, but in the UK the Wilkos reusable bag (crumple it all down into its own corner and pull the drawstring) is king. I see people using them all the time; I have three or four and just chuck one in my bag when I’m heading out, even if I don’t plan on buying anything. Googling “foldaway shopping bag” gets you hundreds of options – I’ve got one that folds down into a little hedgehog that when open is part of a forest scene.
Kuddel Daddeldu* February 29, 2020 at 6:47 pm This! I’ve got one that crumples into the shape and colours of a strawberry. Got it years ago as a freebie from my neighborhood pharmacy.
Lcsa99* February 29, 2020 at 8:58 am This isn’t the answer to your question, but we were able to buy a box of 1000 plastic bags at a reasonable price on ebay. Also saw them for slightly more on Amazon. The problem we have is that we use them for our garbage and bigger bags wont fit down our chute (and no way to dump without using the chute) .
Jdc* February 29, 2020 at 8:58 am They make some nice ones with long straps you can put on your shoulder. The one I currently have was a Target give away but it’s amazing. Holds about four normal grocery bags worth of stuff and I can sling it over my shoulder. Much easier for me. I wish they sold them.
Fikly* February 29, 2020 at 9:00 am Baggus are amazing. Super durable, crumble into nothing, very comfortable to hold and don’t cut into your hands.
Anon100* February 29, 2020 at 9:18 am +1 for Baggus. I got my first Baggu in 2012 and it’s still going strong after being used all the time. (I’ve bought other Baggus in the intervening years more because I wanted a new pattern than I actually *needed* it…)
CTT* February 29, 2020 at 9:21 am Your comment reminded me that I’ve been meaning to check out their website, and the first thing I see is a bag that is meant to mimic an NYC plastic grocery bag.
Ranon* February 29, 2020 at 9:47 am Chico Bags are the closest to a plastic bag that I have, they’re also a bit smaller which may help prevent overloading which can also be a problem for folks with weaker grip strength. I love my baggus too but they’re bigger than the chico bags so for older folks might not be as comfortable. For walking they may find that those little grocery carts or a larger over the shoulder tote bag would actually be more comfortable than carrying a bag by the handles.
tangerineRose* February 29, 2020 at 1:07 pm I like Chico Bags too, especially that they fold up. https://chicobag.com/
Kathenus* February 29, 2020 at 10:14 am Bagpodz www dot bagpodz dot com They’re pricey but great. You can get them in 5 or 10 bag sizes. They are a nylon-type bag in the same basic size/shape as single use plastic bags. They come in a heavy duty nylon tube-shaped pouch that has both a drawstring opening on one end to pull them from and a zipper opening at the top. The nylon pouch has a clip on one end that can go on the handle of the shopping cart so that they’re easily available. I got some in a silent auction a year or so ago and love them, got them for some family for Christmas this past year. I highly recommend them.
Life is good* March 1, 2020 at 9:46 am I know I’m late to this discussion, but I second bagpodz! We have a pouch of five in each car so we don’t forget them and we love them! In fact, I gave them as Christmas gifts for everyone one year and they were a huge hit! They are exactly the size and shape of the plastic bags at the grocery. You can even tie the handles to contain the contents…like a plastic bag. We’ve been using them for about five years and they show no wear and wash up beautifully. I always hated that the freebie reusable bags would get dirty and would fall apart in the washer. I clip my pouch onto my purse strap so I don’t forget it when I am done at the store.
Screennamesarehard* February 29, 2020 at 10:52 am An alternate suggestion to buying reusable bags – if they or people they know happen to have a collection of grocery store plastic bags from past visits, those can just be reused over and over. They will fall apart eventually, but they’ll last a while.
Oxford Comma* February 29, 2020 at 1:34 pm With one relative, he’s got enough bags he’s been hoarding for this eventuality to last 10 years. With him, I want to try and allay fears. The other two it’s more because they don’t drive and I discovered that they’re using these bags to carry not just groceries but other items like pairs of shoes, paper work, etc., because they believe they are easier on their hands (which may be the case, I’m not 70+ and I’m not gonna fight that battle). I was thinking that something reusable would be a sturdy option and also would help allay fears.
Piano Girl* February 29, 2020 at 11:27 am i have canvas bags that I can carry on my shoulder. These have come from both stores and Amazon.
Oxford Comma* February 29, 2020 at 1:35 pm I do too. I have suggested these options also the ones that the supermarkets sell. The people in my life I’m talking about have rejected these as too heavy and too bulky.
anon24* February 29, 2020 at 11:32 am I’m not sure if something like this would work: https://mightynest.com/shop/reusable-bags/24-7-reusable-shopping-bag I have a bunch and highly recommend them. They are expensive for a reusable bag, but fold up very small (about peach sized) and so also are great to keep in my purse or car for those unexpected shopping trips as well as the expected grocery runs. I can fit a lot of stuff in one bag and they seem to do well supporting a fair amount of weight (rated for 35 lbs). The handle is big enough to sling over a shoulder or just grab hold of. Mine have held up well to use and I’ve even turned them inside out and thrown them in my washing machine when something spilled in them.
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 11:38 am Ikea has good reusable bags (I don’t mean the big blue/yellow ones, I mean normal sized ones that fold up into their own pouches :) ) – in the same general area of the store, they also have fold-up backpacks, if that’s something that might also be beneficial. They unfold to about the same size as school backpacks, and fold down into about a 6-7″ square. I think the regular bags are $1-2 each, and the backpacks are like $5?
KoiFeeder* February 29, 2020 at 3:06 pm I’ve definitely noticed that it’s harder for me to grip the handles of paper bags with my joint issues, and that sometimes the reusable bags dislocate my shoulders if I carry too much on one arm. My chiropractor has me using a backpack, though, and that’s probably not going to be helpful in your case!
tangerineRose* March 1, 2020 at 2:03 pm There are some backpacks that will roll up into a small size.
No more plastic bags* February 29, 2020 at 4:39 pm I love Envirosax bags – they roll up super small and hold up to 44 lbs. Also lots of nie prints and colors…. also last forever. I have one that is over 10 years old and still going strong. They have their own website – envirosax . com – but may also be sold at other stores too.
Dancing Otter* February 29, 2020 at 4:42 pm Look for patterns for string bags to crochet or knit. Or people who sell such bags (craft fairs, Etsy, etc.). There are different options for handles and sizes. I make mine out of hemp yarn, which basically wears forever – hemp is what they used to make nautical rope before nylon and polypropylene. Crochet cotton also works, but I don’t think it’s quite as durable. I also use a fairly open mesh that adapts to odd shaped contents.
Seeking Second Childhood* March 1, 2020 at 9:45 am Can you point me to a pattern on Ravelry? I loved crocheting the one I made, but the shape of it is really only good for French bread.
Dancing Otter* March 1, 2020 at 10:21 pm I‘ve made several of “Liz’s Magic String Bag”. Free pattern from the Chicago Tribune website, but Ravelry has the link. It’s knit, though, not crochet, but really easy knitting. In fact, this was the pattern I used to teach someone to knit (after the obligatory dishcloth or muffler). To see many, many other pattern options, just type “string bag” into Ravelry’s Pattern Search box. You can filter for knit or crochet, and for free.
mreasy* February 29, 2020 at 5:20 pm Baggu has really good lightweight nylon ones that have a comfortable strap (can n also go over the shoulder) and fit into a pouch.
Nita* March 1, 2020 at 12:10 am They may be living in my area! We’ve got a bag ban starting tomorrow. Slightly off topic, but does anyone have advice on what to do about trash disposal? Right now people reuse trash bags for the day’s garbage, then toss them down the garbage chute. I don’t know if everyone is going to start buying disposable bags specifically for trash (which kind of defeats the purpose of the ban), or start dumping trash into the chute without a bag (that’s probably going to be a mess to contain on the receiving end, and I can’t imagine the smells…) Maybe I’m missing a third option here, would love to hear ideas!
Seeking Second Childhood* March 1, 2020 at 9:49 am Growing up my mom used paper bags for trash, and was just very careful with anything damp. But we had a can at the house, no chute involved. ( I have memories of the outside can getting rinsed when she watered the garden, and left open if it rained just after trash day, for odor prevention.)
Oxford Comma* March 1, 2020 at 12:10 pm I haven’t heard about a ban on the plastic garbage bags people in my state typically buy for trash disposal (these are large and you buy them), but a common use here for the plastic shopping bags is to line your smaller bins with them. For a while now, I’ve been keeping the bags and just dumping out the trash, with the exception of stuff from the bathroom. This is the other thing I have heard ad nauseum about. These are all older people who predate disposable plastic. I tried to ask what they did back then, but got nothing for my pains.
Nita* March 1, 2020 at 10:31 pm Same thing! My family lived abroad when I was a kid, and I’m pretty sure plastic bags were not used often in that time and place. And I sort of recall our building having a garbage chute, but can’t for the life of me remember if we just upended the trash can into it, or contained the stuff somehow, or ignored it and went to the big bin downstairs, or what. My parents can’t remember either. Their experience would be very useful now, but I guess they’ve blocked those memories out!
LizB* March 1, 2020 at 1:50 pm One option is to use the various plastic bags you get other than the store ones – the bag your loaf of bread comes in, bags from loose produce, the shipping bag your Amazon order came in, empty bag of cat food, etc. Unless you’re already shopping package-free, you may have more plastic around than you realize, much of which can be reused.
Koala dreams* March 1, 2020 at 11:50 am Other than the foldable shopping bags people mentioned, there are also foldable backpacks in the same material. More expensive, but better for the hands. Some people prefer using them in front of the body if it’s too difficult to reach for the back.
Lena Clare* February 29, 2020 at 8:42 am It’s my birthday in a few weeks, and I have saved some money up and asked my family for money too, and am going to treat myself to this absolutely gorgeous purse: https://www.elvisandkresse.com/collections/purses/products/fire-hide-purse?variant=31636033503313 I can’t remember who it was who recommended it, but I thank you (my bank account on the other hand…)!
NoLongerYoung* February 29, 2020 at 2:09 pm Happy birthday. And I had not seen that line, but very nice and a great idea for an accessories approach.
Victoria, Please* February 29, 2020 at 8:50 am So I had a funny and potentially horrifying situation this week: I was getting ready for work and heard a loud pounding from the bedroom. I rushed back there to find that my husband had gotten locked in his bathroom! The doorknob had malfunctioned completely and there was no turning it at all. We ended up having him *climb out the window* and then later on that evening we had to cut the door away from the knob-hole. (And now if any of my colleagues are reading, they know it’s me.) Funny, obviously! Horrifying because I usually leave a lot earlier than I did that day, and he didn’t have his phone with him for a quick trip. So what on earth would have happened if I hadn’t been there? He’s not very able bodied due to an old but serious injury, so I can’t imagine he would have safely been able to climb out himself! We were laughing and also cringing at the thought of having to spend the day in the bathroom until I got home. Oh, and he’s on a leave so even his work would not have missed him. We realized we probably should have a plan, if someone doesn’t respond on the phone, what does the other do? How do y’all handle that?
Kuddel Daddeldu* February 29, 2020 at 8:56 am Due to his injury, I would recommend he should take his phone wherever he goes. We made my mother do it and also installed Amazon Echo devices in strategic places around her house; these can be used to call in on family in case of need. Note to self: Put another one into her bathroom.
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 9:32 am Or if he has an iPhone, might consider an Apple Watch. As long as it’s in range of the phone or in proximity to any wifi network that the phone can access (because if the phone can access the wifi network, so can the watch, unless its wifi is actively turned off), you can make voice calls or send texts from the watch. The number of times someone in my house has sent a speech-to-text message to the effect of “Can someone bring some TP to the upstairs bathroom?” or similar … :P I mean, carrying the phone would be free, but if he’s prone to leaving it on the table and wandering around the house or whatever … that’s why I have my watch, so I don’t have to carry my phone with me everywhere and still have access to its features. (I have no idea if the android-compatible smartwatches have similar options.)
KoiFeeder* February 29, 2020 at 3:39 pm Quiet off-topic complaint, but I really really hate that so many of these “smart” devices that are so useful for disabled folks also rampantly collect and sell your data. It’s like if companies started making canes that sold your blood information to advertisers.
Miss Pantalones En Fuego* March 1, 2020 at 3:58 pm I also wish they were a bit more dementia friendly. I thought about getting an echo for my grandma so she could use it to call people, but she’d have to remember to say the word and if it starts talking to her about the weather or what have you it would really confuse her.
Jdc* February 29, 2020 at 8:57 am If my husband didn’t get a response by me after a certain amount of hours he’d be home. My mom and I have a pretty standard if you call a few times in a row that means it’s urgent. One call and call me when you can but multiple in a row mean something is wrong. Of course we aren’t using that and harassing the other unless it’s actually an emergency. If she did that and I didn’t reply she’d start trying to figure it out.
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 9:43 am I didn’t actually answer your question. Normally, if my husband doesn’t answer my messages after a while, I check the “Find Friends” and make sure his phone is pinging where he should be (or in a reasonable place for him to be) and not, like, on the side of the highway in the middle of nowhere. Then, unless it’s an emergency, I roll my eyes and expect to be grumbling at him about not answering his messages when he does get home. He’s currently in Mexico for work and has dodgy phone signal, so he turned on his “read receipts” for me so I can at least see that he has read the message, but I expect he’ll turn that back off when he gets home. If it was an actual emergency, I would call him, and he would answer the phone not “Hello” but “What’s wrong,” because he knows I hate talking on the phone and I think I’ve actually called him as opposed to texting like, twice in the last year. (He called me when he had a black ice incident that totaled his car, but texted me when he drove himself to the ER with chest pain last month. (He’s fine, it was a panic attack.)) I don’t know what he’d do if I didn’t respond. I’m pretty much always at home, like I haven’t left my house since uh Sunday this week, and even if I don’t have anything to SAY in response to his messages I tend to send a :) or something in acknowledgement, so I expect he’d probably do the same things? And we have cameras to keep an eye on critters in both our offices, so he might check those in case.
Victoria, Please* February 29, 2020 at 10:27 am He didn’t lock the door, just closed it. The knob mechanism failed. Old door, I guess?
acmx* February 29, 2020 at 10:39 am You could remove the knob completely. Alternatively, keep a screwdriver in the bathroom so he can remove the knob?
Not So NewReader* February 29, 2020 at 2:32 pm You can put a door pull on the door in place of the door knob. And if you like, put a mechanical lock (slider bar like in public bathrooms) on the inside of the door. I have a traditional landline phone here and I keep a cordless extension in its charger in the bathroom. (Walking into the bathroom tends to cause the phone to ring. At least I can see who is calling.) But since the hinges are on the inside of my door it would just make sense to keep a screwdriver and hammer in the bathroom if necessary. Punch the hinge pins out and take the door right off the wall to escape the bathroom. I hate getting locked in bathrooms. Growing up our only bathroom would have a problem with the lock once in awhile. I lived in fear of that happening to me.
Goldfinch* February 29, 2020 at 10:44 am If he was stuck inside the room, couldn’t he take the hinges off? If the door isn’t designed so the hinges are on the inside, they should be.
PhyllisB* February 29, 2020 at 1:37 pm This happened to my 89 year old mother last week; she got locked in her bedroom somehow and my granddaughter who lives with her was already gone for the day. Luckily, she remembered she had some jewelers’ pliers from her jewelry making days and was able to get the pins out and unlock the door. Must say I was impressed!! I never would have had a clue on what to do, even if I did have the tools.
allathian* March 2, 2020 at 8:57 am Good for her! Luckily she got locked in the room where the pliers were stored, too.
NoLongerYoung* February 29, 2020 at 2:05 pm Thanks for the warning. All of our my knobs have Philips head screws (just checked). I have a multitude of the screwdrivers (but they are cheap at harbor freight). I’m going to put one in each bathroom and bedroom/office. (I have a holder with accessories already in each, which include scissors – for that hanging string you see in the mirror, for other issues, clippers,etc). No window or way out of the interior bathroom in the middle of the house – that wold require a call to a locksmith. That had not occurred to me. And now that I live alone – and work from home some days – without phone I could be stranded for days.
Not So NewReader* February 29, 2020 at 2:35 pm For a few people who responded, it’s not hard to get the hinge pins out. I bet you can find a video on YouTube. I’d suggest practicing this one, it will only take you about 15 minutes to figure it out and it could save your life. Or at least save you from having a nerve-wracking situation.
NoLongerYoung* February 29, 2020 at 2:59 pm yeah, for me, the problem room is that one without the window or any access. Any other room, I can get out the window and it’s not a leg-breaking drop to the ground. So I can either add the screwdriver to the kit of stuff in the cupboard, or a hammer and flat blade screw driver to remove the pins. I’ve removed the pins on a door before (I had help with the weight), but it did take something to wedge into the pin and a little work to get them out. Tool helpful. I have plenty. For other reasons, that bathroom is a problem – the no window / fan only combined with the shower steam means I have to diligently watch for mold/ keep it dry. But getting locked in? had not occurred.
Seven hobbits are highly effective, people* February 29, 2020 at 5:20 pm I have to say, if there’s a room in my house I have to be trapped in all day, the bathroom is my first choice. The kitchen would also be a solid choice, of course, although in my house I’m not actually sure from an architectural standpoint how that would work. I don’t really have a good plan for how people are supposed to know if they haven’t heard from me because I’m busy and hate the phone versus trapped in the bathroom and need help, though. If I didn’t show up to work and also didn’t respond to emails/phone calls/log in to the work systems on a work day I strongly suspect a certain group of co-workers would stop by my house to see why, but we haven’t made a specific plan along those lines. I also suspect that my mom would come by the house if I stopped responding to her texts for multiple days, but there’s no expectation that I’ll always respond same-day. I mostly file this under “part of being someone who lives alone” and don’t try to find ways to specifically solve it, since I can’t think of any non-obnoxious ways to do so. My grandmother used to have another widow she’d do a daily check-in phone call with when they both lived alone, though. If the other person didn’t pick up at the scheduled time, they’d call back in an hour and try again, and if they still didn’t get through they called someone else to let them know to check on the person.
fhqwhgads* February 29, 2020 at 8:00 pm Keep a screwdriver in the bathroom. Usually bathroom doors are hung such that if you’re stuck inside, you’re on the side where you can most easily remove the door. Now, I realize the injury you mentioned might make this not as practical as I think it is…but this is the lesson I learned from a friend who was both young and able-bodied who got locked in a bathroom for HOURS. When someone else finally came home, they rescued her by basically talking her through removing the door herself from inside. She felt silly afterward because she could’ve gotten herself out all along and just never realized it.
Anono-me* March 1, 2020 at 12:02 am WD-40. I started thinking about this. We have metal nail files and other grooming accessories that could be cannibalized in a pinch to remove the the hinge pins in any of the doors. However it would be a major pain because they’re so old, and the pins have probably not been removed since the house was built. So I am going to WD-40 all the pins in the house. I’m sorry you and your husband had to go through this experience. It sounds like an absolute pain. But I appreciate you sharing it, since it made me think about the wd-40.
Victoria, Please* March 1, 2020 at 9:43 am Hi everyone, thanks for the ideas! We did remove the doorknob. We did remove the hinge pins. Nope and nope — the tongue assembly had failed for some reason, leaving the tongue firmly in closed position. Removing the knob didn’t remove the bar (tongue) closing the door. Removing the hinges did not help because there was not enough room to move the door over so that the tongue would be clear. I had never seen anything like that happen before. Pretty interesting youtube videos out there about how doors and locks work. I reeeeaaallllly don’t want to get devices to sprinkle over the house. Eventually I’m sure we will have to but not yet. Maybe we’ll just say at this point, if I call three times over three hours and can’t get you, I’m coming home, so pick up the phone.
Seeking Second Childhood* March 1, 2020 at 9:55 am One door in our house closes with a compression fitting–no knob turning. One of those with an old fashioned chain for privacy maybe? And installed so it can be undone from the outside in an emergency?
Anono-me* March 1, 2020 at 10:27 am Actually since all of your knobs and doors and hinges are probably the same model and age, you may want to inspect them all.
Courageous cat* March 1, 2020 at 10:54 pm I got locked in the bathroom with no one home once. Thank god I had my phone, but it was almost an hour and a half before I was able to get ahold of the maintenance man who had to come pry the door open with a crowbar. Now that I live alone, I keep my hammer in the bathroom, always. It’s good peace of mind to know I could smash open the door if worse came to worse. There was a story I read about the night I got locked in about a French woman in her 60s or 70s who was locked in her bathroom for two weeks. She was banging on the pipes to try to get someone’s attention and they all kept reporting the noise to the landlord, frustrated that someone was doing plumbing work that whole time. Ha. She was fine thankfully.
MOUSE! IN THE KITCHEN!* February 29, 2020 at 9:03 am Mouse update that probably no one wants….. but let me vent a little… Total dead mouse count: 5 Response of the condo office company: acting like the problem was “solved” when maintenance checked the apartment and saw that I put steel wool into the holes I found under the sink…. (that’s after I told them there were 2 mice in traps AFTER I plugged the holes by the way)…. It also means they clearly didn’t look behind the stove like I asked them to because the pest control guy the landlord sent found another hole back there when he checked yesterday! … At least the landlord is listening to me and doing something (he also agreed to send someone to fill the holes more permanently soon)! Pest control guy checked all the holes and re plugged them with steel wool and put down some poison bait and this morning there were no new mice! … but clearly the whole building could be infested and condo office does not seem to care………
Enough* February 29, 2020 at 11:39 am Mice can get through very, very small holes. They need to do a check of the outside of the building.
Dancing Otter* March 1, 2020 at 10:47 pm Have you considered borrowing (fostering) a cat? Even if it’s a no pets building, tell the manager Kitty is an environmentally responsible rodent control agent. If they won’t get rid of the mice, your visiting furry friend will do it for them. Caveat: if they’re using poisoned bait, don’t let Kitty eat her victims. (Females generally tend to be better mousers.)
Aurora Leigh* February 29, 2020 at 9:25 am Shoes question! Spring is coming (still snow on the ground here, but you know . . .) and I want to mix up my wardrobe a bit and wear more skirts/dresses. But I need advice for shoes to wear with them. I’m a late 20s female, but I have bunions and a narrow heel. I need something comfortable and fairly casual. It needs to be closed toe for work. Tennis shoes are against our dress code, but I might be interested in a pair for weekends. I’m willing to spend around $100 if I can wear daily and will last. Current work shoes are a pair of brown leather Klogs that I loooove but I think they’re probably too clunky to pair well with spring/summer skirts. Thanks in advance!
AvonLady Barksdale* February 29, 2020 at 9:28 am I wear flats with just about everything and I have horrible feet. Check out the sales at Cole Haan– I have never paid full price for their super comfortable shoes.
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 9:55 am I have a narrow heel and wide toes and wear Rothys round-toe flats with all my spring-summer skirts. I have worn them straight out of the box on a 3-mile walk around my neighborhood, and on 10+ mile jaunts around Disneyworld with almost no issue. (They chafed a bit the day I got caught in a literal rainstorm, but as long as they’re not completely sodden, they’re fine.) But they do not have any stretch to them, pretty much at all, which might? be an issue with bunions. I don’t know, as I don’t have them myself.
cat socks* February 29, 2020 at 10:23 am No specific recommendations, but the blog Barking Dog Shoes would be a good resource for comfortable shoes for various types of foot issues.
Dr. Anonymous* February 29, 2020 at 11:25 am I put those bulky foam heel pads in the backs of almost all my shoes so the need for a narrow heel doesn’t limit my choices. I get wide toed shoes from Maryland Square and Shoe Mall now the Payless is no more.
Skeeder Jones* February 29, 2020 at 7:31 pm I have a lot of Maryjane style flats that I wear with skirts and dresses. They are comfortable and still feel stylish.
Rikki Tikki Tarantula* February 29, 2020 at 9:34 am Podcast question: About creating them. A friend and I are huge Stephen King fans, and we Have Opinions on the various film adaptations. At one point, I said, “We should do a podcast in which we go through the various adaptations and give our critiques.” He agreed it’s a great idea and something we’d have lots of fun with. Here’s the problem: I live in CA, and he lives in TX. I am a technical ignoramus, so I have no idea how podcasts are recorded; would we need to be in the same location (can’t happen), or is there a way to record it long distance without it sounding like garbage?
Jedi Squirrel* February 29, 2020 at 9:48 am I listen to The What Cast and Mateo is in California and Mike is in New York. Apparently, they record the whole thing over Skype. I know nothing about Skype, so I can’t offer advice there, but I know it can be done. FWIW, I would love to listen to your podcast!
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 9:52 am As someone who also Has Opinions about the film adaptations, let us know if you figure out the hoops and make it happen :) (I know I have listened to other podcasts where the presenters were in different places, so it’s possible, I just am also unaware of the fine points of how to make it happen.)
going anon for this* February 29, 2020 at 10:02 am If you’re recording from two different locations, you’ll want to record only your own audio separately and then combine the two tracks to get the best quality and integrity. My cohost and I use Discord to talk to each other and Audacity to record the conversation. We each have decent over-ear headphones on so that we’re not accidentally picking up each other’s voices. After recording we each have only our own voice on our tracks, and then he puts them together. (Always back it up to the cloud!) I was taught to count to three together and clap at the start–the clap helps you line up the two tracks in the audio editing program so that they’re synced up and your conversation is properly timed, and you’ll just cut the clapping segment out later. (Do it again after any interruptions, bio breaks, etc to make sure subsequent conversation is also synced!) You don’t need a terribly fancy mic or headphones for this but I strongly recommend making or purchasing a pop filter for your mic. If you have problems with echo or the general acoustics of the room you record in, recording in a clothes closet can cut down on the background noise.
WellRed* February 29, 2020 at 10:54 am My boss and I are doing a podcast using Skype this week from opposite sides of the country. We are hoping for the best.
nep* February 29, 2020 at 10:59 am I produced a podcast series using my computer, recording interviews via Skype–The main thing is to test things out to be sure the ambient sound doesn’t cause a jarring difference between the two of you. (Remember that Skype rules require that you mention Skype.) Used Libsyn platform; I don’t have anything to compare it to, but it’s been inexpensive and user-friendly. And pillow/blanket forts!–the poor man’s sound studio. (Truly–there are many ways to get decent quality sound, and it depends on what kinds of spaces/equipment you’ve got. But I did a most of my recordings under a heavy blanket. I did this when I was doing radio journalism overseas as well. It works.) This gives me the opportunity to share one of my all-time favourite TED talks. Link in response.
Sunflower Sea Star* February 29, 2020 at 11:25 am Anchor FM is one I know can do that. Someone I know uses it, but I don’t know her well and have never listened to it. She just doesn’t ever shut up about her podcast so that’s how I know she records it with a long distance friend that way.
Tris Prior* February 29, 2020 at 3:59 pm My partner is a podcaster and often guests on other podcasts, or has guests on his. He does this over Skype – I believe both parties record on their own ends, and then the guest sends his/her recording to the host. Who then, I dunno, performs some voodoo to merge them together.
Anonymous Educator* March 1, 2020 at 12:54 am I would do it over Skype or phone using headphones or earbuds, and then use a separate device (could be a smartphone or computer using Audacity) to record yourself and have your friend do the same. Then edit the files together. That way you don’t have one person who sounds local and another person who sounds distant and unclear.
Reliquary* March 1, 2020 at 2:55 pm Zencastr. It’s way better than Skype, and has built-in automatic post-production. It’s free for 8 hours a month.
Triplestep* February 29, 2020 at 9:52 am Anyone have any tips for stopping ads from taking over my phone? A few weeks ago, I downloaded a game on my phone that came up on my IG feed. It was too addictive so I deleted it the next day, but now I get ads on my phone that are driving me nuts. Not sidebar ads when surfing the ‘net on my phone – ads that pop up full screen, have sound (if my sound is on) and take a lot of effort to shut down when they do pop up. (I can close one but then another one will take its place immediately. Takes a few tries to competely go away and let me go back to what I was doing before.) At first it was just when I was using the IG app, but now it’s pretty much when I use any app that draws data. At first the ads were just for games, and now they are for products as well. Not products I’ve searched for either – random. I’ve also never shown any interest in games before or after that day a few weeks ago. I already have pop up blockers and ad blockers installed on my phone, but nothing seems to work. And of course I never click on these ads. What did I activate when I downloaded that game, or what permission did I add when activating it? I think the answer is in the permissioning, but I can’t figure it out. I’d appreciate any thoughts on this … it’s really annoying!
Cat* February 29, 2020 at 2:07 pm Sounds like the game came with some crap that is still sticking around. I would go check your list of apps/permissions and take off anything that you don’t recognize. On my phone I would go to settings ->Apps&Notifications->App permissions (and See All Apps probably) but it may be different on your phone. I also like to remove any permissions that I don’t think are necessary as well as the ability to use data in the background on most apps. Even apps that aren’t specifically viruses probably sell my data and I’m touchy about it.
Triplestep* February 29, 2020 at 2:29 pm Thanks, I did remove anything I felt I could safely do, but I’ll go check the permissions again.
Kuddel Daddeldu* March 1, 2020 at 4:52 am I do not know what you mean by IG, so may be off here… also assuming that you are on Android. Us techies really want to know these things to be able to help :-) Also, do these ads pop up in a specific app (which one)? I would 1. Look at Settings/Accounts. Any you do not know/need? Make a note and delete them. 2. Check in the app drawer for any unknown apps. 3. Change your Google (Gmail/Play store) password. You may also delete any payment methods from your Google account for now just to be on the safe side. 4. Check Settings/Apps/Standard apps. Is the standard browser Chrome or your preference, or any “special” browser you do not recognize? 5. Check Settings/Apps/Notifications. Disable notifications from apps that do not need to interrupt you. Hope this helps!
Observer* March 1, 2020 at 12:50 pm Worst case, if you can’t get this garbage to stop, it’s pretty easy to back up your stuff and then factory re-set it. And, DO report this to google.
Jedi Squirrel* February 29, 2020 at 9:53 am CW: Depression treatment question ahead. I believe/know I suffer from bouts of depression. When I had medical insurance 20 years ago, I went to my primary care provider and he put me on a high dosage of Paxil. It took care of the depression, but was not a pleasant experience. (Also, he was not a great doctor, as it turns out.) I have medical insurance again, and while I like my new primary care provider, it takes weeks to get in to see her. (Which reminds me, I need to start scheduling my annual checkup for June.) Should I try to get in to see her, or should I go directly to a specialist? (My insurance does not require that I get a referral, so this is in the realm of the possible.) If so, what kind of doctor/therapist/counselor should I be looking for? My care network has a “Find A Doctor” phone number, but they don’t list any mental health providers in the “Search Our Online Directory” dropdown on their webpage. I am just not very good at navigating these sorts of things, and I can’t take time off from work to spend hours on the phone. Any advice?
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 10:24 am A psychiatrist is a mental health care provider who can prescribe medications (I don’t recall offhand whether they’re limited to prescribing meds only for mental health issues or not) – a therapist, counselor or psychologist is not able to prescribe medications, but can do other types of therapeutic intervention (a la various types of talk therapy, EMDR, etc). What I had my husband do, when he was daunted by looking for a mental health care provider, was go to our local hospital system’s website, specifically their behavioral health section, and use the filters there to review the providers. Proximity, areas of specialty a la PTSD vs depression vs anxiety, age specializations (some providers specialize in children or adults or teens), types of treatment (talk therapy, meds, etc).
JediSquirrel* March 1, 2020 at 5:55 pm Thanks for this. Psychiatrists and psychologists are the kangaroos and wallabies of the medical world for me, so I’m printing this out to refer to going forward. I’m sure a big part of this is genetic; I’m also sure some of it is PTSD, so the filtering advice is useful. I appreciate this.
Imtheone* February 29, 2020 at 10:27 am For medication, in most states, you need to see an MD, probably a psychiatrist. For talking therapy, which can be very effective and is often combined with medication, you can see anyone licensed to treat. Most important is experience and fit with you. Lots of people see a psychiatrist for medication, maybe once a month or every two months, and another therapist for ongoing treatment. PhD, PsyD, LCSW are all possible credentials. (Maybe I’ve missed one.) Psychology Today has a “find a therapist” site. You could look there and cross reference with people in your insurance network. Then contact them to see who is accepting new patients. You might be able to email, or if you need to phone, leave a message and tell them that they can leave a reply message on your phone (if that’s okay with you). You can narrow down who is available with making lots of calls at work. Once you find someone, ask them more about their treatment approach, etc.
ThatGirl* February 29, 2020 at 1:05 pm Any MD can prescribe psych meds, but psychiatrists are better trained on uses and side effects. LCPC is another possible license. Not to correct you, just an addendum.
Imtheone* March 1, 2020 at 11:50 pm Thanks. I realized I wasn’t thinking of all of the types of therapists.
JediSquirrel* March 1, 2020 at 5:57 pm Psychology Today has a “find a therapist” site They also filter by insurance! This is great! For others in this boat, here is the link: https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/therapists
Dr. Anonymous* February 29, 2020 at 11:29 am Also book with your PCP while you try to work things out as most PCPs can offer you some medication choices more subtle than high doses of Paxil, and maybe you can at least get started on treatment while you’re sitting the rest out.
Windchime* February 29, 2020 at 4:35 pm I agree with this. I’ve been on and off anti-depressants for years, and my current regimen was prescribed by my PCP. She does careful dosing adjustments and has me come in for frequent follow-ups until I’m feeling stable again. It can take up to 4-6 weeks to feel the change from medication adjustments, so that is also important to remember.
Fikly* February 29, 2020 at 1:15 pm Another option most people don’t know about is a psychiatric nurse practitioner, which is a subspecialty within NPs where they get extra training in psychiatric medications. They can be very good!
Teach* March 2, 2020 at 12:03 am And look for a practice with a Psychiatric NP and varied therapists! It’s so much easier to coordinate care under one roof and they can share info if appropriate to save you visits.
SunnySideUp* February 29, 2020 at 3:17 pm Weeks to see a PCP seems… excessive. I can understand that for a specialist, but you should be able to see your PCP within days.
JediSquirrel* March 1, 2020 at 5:59 pm IKR? But they are short staffed and very good. I love my PCP, and don’t want to stop seeing her. I just need to plan visits further in advance.
Therapist-in-training* February 29, 2020 at 5:20 pm Like others have said, psychiatrist for medication, therapist for talk therapy. If you’re looking for a therapist to treat depression specifically, I would really advise finding one that offers evidence-based treatment. To get at this specifically, I would ask the following questions: 1. What kind of treatment do you provide for depression? (Most effective treatments are cognitive-behavioral therapy i.e. CBT-based or for depression interpersonal therapy i.e. IPT has been found to be effective as well depending on the case presentation. If they use specific treatment manuals the most popular for depression treatment include behavioral activation, mind over mood, IPT, and CBASP) 2. Do you assign specific homework, worksheets, or out-of-session skills practice each week? (answer should be yes, they should be helping you to track and generalize skills use) 3. How do you measure progress in treatment, and when do you decide to terminate treatment? (they should be able to describe how they generally do this) Good luck!
JediSquirrel* March 1, 2020 at 6:01 pm Thanks for this. I have been keeping a depression journal lately, so the idea of homework is a good one for me. Adding this to my list of questions.
A Frayed Knot* March 1, 2020 at 9:47 am Ask if your employer has an EAP – Employee Assistance Program. They may have services to get you started, both with a doctor/therapist for right now and finding someone for the long term (EAP usually only covers a few visits).
JediSquirrel* March 1, 2020 at 6:02 pm We don’t as such, because we are very, very small (think microscopic—this is one more reason I want out of this job), but our insurance company has offered us a 1-800 number that puts us in touch with resources (bereavement is the one I’m thinking of the most here), so I will call them sometime this week.
JediSquirrel* March 1, 2020 at 6:15 pm Thanks to everyone who responded to me. I really appreciate the advice, and especially the voices of experience. And thanks, Allison, for building this community.
PhyllisB* February 29, 2020 at 9:53 am Any car sales people or employees at a car dealership? I have been sorta/kinda been looking for a new car, and to my shock, I’ve discovered new cars don’t come with a CD player!! (Cue the “okay, Boomer.” Go ahead, I’ll wait.) Anyway, what I want to know is; can you have a CD player added as optional equipment? I realize that CD’s are losing popularity, but even if I never purchased another CD in my life I still have a ton of them I like to listen to and occasionally like audio books when I’m on a long trip.
Lives in a Shoe* February 29, 2020 at 10:41 am Yes. There are two ways to go. You can either have the stereo swapped out at someplace like Cartoys after purchase or ask the dealership about other stereo options/packages and they can handle it for you. This is a very common request. Enjoy your new car!
PhyllisB* February 29, 2020 at 1:44 pm Lives in a Shoe; thank you!! I had already planned to ask but glad to know that is an option. I’ll let y’all know when and if I get it!!
tangerineRose* February 29, 2020 at 1:17 pm Another option, if you have a smart phone is to copy your CD’s to that phone.
PhyllisB* February 29, 2020 at 1:42 pm tangerine rose, that’s what my kids said. But A. I have an android so don’t know if it has that capability and B. I don’t have a clue how to do that. They are laughing at me and saying with Spotify and Pandora and XM I don’t need one, but I still want to hear my CD’s sometimes!!
Elizabeth West* February 29, 2020 at 3:30 pm I have an Android phone and copy all my albums to it. My preferred choice of music is film scores and soundtracks, some of which are only available on out-of-print CDs. I always rip my CDs to my laptop so I can listen to them while writing. The rest of my albums are downloaded in mp3 digital format. First, make sure your music is actually on your computer. For Windows PC: 1. If the computer has a USB port, connect the phone to the computer. A USB charger cord will work fine. 2. Look in My Computer and you’ll see your phone connected as a device or drive. Open that up and find where you want your music to go. My phone has a microSD card slot to increase storage (card sold separately). The file path is Samsung [model] > Card > Music. 3. Open another Explorer window (where your files are) on the computer. 4. Copy/paste the digital albums from their location on the computer to the storage file on the phone. That’s it! If you want to use a card for storage but you don’t have one, you can buy them anywhere that sells electronic stuff. Make sure your phone model has this option first. I set the Samsung music player app to pull from the card storage and not the phone’s. If you use a different app, you should be able to configure it similarly in the app settings.
Ladyb* February 29, 2020 at 5:39 pm Elizabeth. You have just solved my partner’s problem of how to play music in his van. Thank you so much
Kuddel Daddeldu* March 1, 2020 at 5:09 am Yes, it’s possible. Ask your kids to help you :-) What you do is 1. “rip” your CDs into your PC/laptop. This gives you MP3 files of each song/audio track. Especially for audio books, name the files 01, 02 etc. – you can add the song title but have the numbers in front, padded with zeroes, to maintain order – especially important for audio books. For multi-CD works, add the CD number in front, e.g. 123 is track 23 on CD 1 2. Connect your phone via the charge cable to the PC. unlock the phone. When prompted, select “Copy files” (not “charge” or “copy pictures”). 3. In Explorer, your phone now shows up as a separate drive. Find the Music folder and copy your music there. Alternative: Buy a USB storage “stick”. 16 or 32 GB should work and cost you a few dollars only. Do step 1 above, plug in the stick to your PC and copy your music to the stick. Most new cars offer USB connection as standard nowadays – in the 30 or so rental cars I drove the last two years, all but one offered USB.
Nynaeve* February 29, 2020 at 2:12 pm Another option could be getting a certified pre-owned car that’s newer than what you have currently, but not the current model year. My 2015 Toyota Corolla still has a CD player, for example.
PhyllisB* February 29, 2020 at 6:58 pm Nynaeve, I thought about that (I think 2016 is last year for CD players?) But I plan to keep this next vehicle for a long long time so I wanted a brand new one this time. I haven’t made up my mind yet so might do that. My husband wants me to get new because he’s a retired GM employee and gets a discount. Plus he says we’ve gotta keep these folks working!!
LizB* March 1, 2020 at 2:03 pm Hijacking this thread briefly to say I love your username! My partner is a huge WoT fan and has just embarked on his umpteenth reread. I’ve never made it past book 10, but keep thinking I should try again…
The Other Dawn* March 1, 2020 at 7:25 am Honestly, I had the same reaction when I bought mine in 2017! I hadn’t bought a car since 2006 so I had no idea CD players we no longer a standard option. Rather than get one, I just ripped all my CDs to my computer and then put them on a US thumb drive, which I have plugged into the car stereo. If you don’t want to do that then just ask the dealership if you can get a CD player or get an after-market one and have it installed.
Seeking Second Childhood* March 1, 2020 at 9:58 am My current (2ndhand) VW has an SD card reader that boggled my mind.
Owler* March 1, 2020 at 8:24 pm You can also get a regular (cheap) portable CD player and get an adapter audio cord to plug it into your car sound system. I have an adapter for playing podcasts from my phone through the car speakers, but it should work for a CD player too. I got mine from Amazon, but going to a place like Car Toys or an auto shop like PepBoys (as someone else mentioned) might allow you to ask someone for the right adapter.
PhyllisB* February 29, 2020 at 9:57 am To all you bibliophiles out there: I have a ton of books (probably enough to open a small library/used book store.) I would like to catalog them but don’t know the best way to do it. Any suggestions? preferably nothing that entails spreadsheets. I know nothing about Excel. The last spreadsheet technology I used was Lotus 123 and I only used that in my business and computer classes.
acmx* February 29, 2020 at 10:34 am How about Goodreads app as it allows you to scan books (newer ones. I think the UPC needs to have ISBN 13) or Bookly app?
Lcsa99* February 29, 2020 at 10:35 am We use a word document and just have it listed alphabetically by author, and numbered. If you let it automatically number the list you can add new books as you get them and it’ll adjust the numbering for you. We currently have 1,150 just in our fiction collection, so it took a couple afternoons that my husband was home sick and bored to get it all down but it works well. We also have it saved on our google drive so we can refer to it when we raid used book stores to make sure we don’t get stuff we already have.
Foreign Octopus* February 29, 2020 at 10:41 am I’m not sure I fully understand what you mean by catalogue, but if it’s keeping track of them – perhaps a Goodreads account might work? I find it useful for keeping track of what I’ve read, but I’m not sure of anything else. Maybe there’s a website out there that will organise them alphabetically for you when you input the book. That seems like something that might exist.
PhyllisB* February 29, 2020 at 1:51 pm Okay, I know that sounded unnecessarily scholarly, I just meant I want a list of the books I own. Probably alphabetical by author because if I tried to break down categories that might be more work than I want to do. The main reason is because of what Lsa99 said; to make sure I don’t buy duplicates. (Not that I’ve ever done that!!)
Not A Manager* February 29, 2020 at 3:05 pm If you don’t want a spreadsheet, I’d just do a word processing document with tab stops. You can put in whatever info you want, but it sound like all you need is lastname and a few keywords from the title.
tangerineRose* February 29, 2020 at 10:17 pm If you put the list in a .txt file (Notepad or Notepad++), you can copy the list to your phone so that if you’re out shopping, you can check the list.
acmx* February 29, 2020 at 3:16 pm Not sure what you’re currently using Goodreads for but you can also create tags so categories might not be too hard. Might be easy if you started adding them by category (esp if your shelves are already grouped).
PhyllisB* February 29, 2020 at 7:01 pm I just use Goodreads for tracking what I read (I do the challenge every year) and when I list what I’m reading it keeps track. But this is just for books I’ve already read. I want to list what I own. Also enter Goodreads giveaaways. Have won a ton of books that way.
acmx* February 29, 2020 at 7:34 pm Then you’ve got a good start on your cataloging I suspect! The tagging is created when you click on the drop down menu for selecting a shelf (read, want to read).
Not A Manager* February 29, 2020 at 10:47 am What information do you want in the catalogue? What are you planning to do with it? (Serious, not snarky, questions. I’ve compiled various info on various parts of my life, and how I do it depends on those two questions.)
Blueberry* February 29, 2020 at 1:19 pm I have a Librarything account to catalogue my books (and you’ve reminded me that I need to catalogue my recent acquisitons).
PhyllisB* February 29, 2020 at 1:53 pm Blueberry, that sounds interesting. Can you tell me more about that? And thank you all for your suggestions!!
Clodagh* February 29, 2020 at 3:05 pm I second the rec for LibraryThing. I use Goodreads to keep track of what I read but LibraryThing has better options for listing the books I actually own. (They’re both websites that are also available as phone apps, btw.)
Blueberry* March 2, 2020 at 10:47 am Librarything is a webpage which offers free accounts and cross-references the books so you can see who else owns it and their reviews and tags and so on. I think they may have an app so you can use your phone to scan books in, but I didn’t try to use that.
Seeking Second Childhood* March 1, 2020 at 10:02 am I started looking at LibraryThing many years ago when there was a privacy kerfufle–whatever came of that? We just have Google doc lists of records, movies, and books.
Alexandra Lynch* February 29, 2020 at 10:48 pm I’ll definitely be interested in responses. We’ve got our collection with Library of Congress numbering on the spines, so they’re organized that way, but he intends to make me a database to handle them and hasn’t yet.
Things that make you feel like you’re doing okay* February 29, 2020 at 9:58 am What kind of things make you feel like you’re doing okay financially? I’m not wealthy by any means but compared to 20 years ago my circumstances have somewhat improved. I was thinking about that when I bought brand named feminine hygiene products the other day and recalled buying the store branded ones years earlier and not really liking them but they were cheaper.
Jedi Squirrel* February 29, 2020 at 10:02 am Same here! When I put on a sock that has a hole in it and I throw it out instead of wearing it until it has two really big holes in it‒I feel like I’ve arrived.
Victoria, Please* February 29, 2020 at 10:30 am Yes, going to the grocery store and pretty much getting anything I want without worrying about it makes me feel really all set.
MinotJ* February 29, 2020 at 12:12 pm Same here. It’s a wonderful feeling. Plus, I know that anything I buy at the grocery store is going to be cheaper than eating at a restaurant.
SunnySideUp* February 29, 2020 at 3:22 pm Yes. Life’s too short not to buy the $6 bag of Justin’s mini chocolate peanut butter cups.
The Original K.* March 1, 2020 at 3:30 pm I listened to a podcast where the subject was an actress who grew up on welfare and food stamps, and she said she savors going to the grocery store. She likes to go alone and really take her time because knowing she can buy anything she wants, even multiples of things she wants – not just needs but wants – is incredibly freeing and makes her happy.
Goldfinch* February 29, 2020 at 10:47 am This week I set up an automatic monthly transfer to an online savings account from my credit union checking account. It is GLORIOUS to realize I can definitively say “Yes, there will be X amount to spare each month to set aside” instead of having to frantically track every cent to make sure.
nep* February 29, 2020 at 11:11 am It’s been a while and I look forward to getting there again. A dear friend who passed away a few years ago at 96 or so told me that her top financial conviction–and advice–was to always have enough on hand to move immediately if need be. I like this ‘marker’ and I aim to get back to that position.
WellRed* February 29, 2020 at 12:02 pm Good advice. My new roommate just lost her job, is moving back to Big city in different state and asked to use sec deposit to cover rent. I’m sure she’s feeling pinched.
nep* February 29, 2020 at 12:18 pm Yes. It’s a nice, secure feeling when I’ve got enough accessible cash for security deposit and a month or two rent.
The Original K.* March 1, 2020 at 3:33 pm One of my professors said everyone needs a “f*ck-off fund,” which he said was enough to be able to remove yourself from any situation that isn’t working: romantic, professional, housing, etc. I’ve always kept that advice in my head. I’m rebuilding my savings to get back to that.
Beatrice* March 2, 2020 at 12:14 am This is a necessity for me – to the point where I start to feel trapped and panicky if I don’t have it (a legacy of a past situation where I was stuck in a bad place because I didn’t have the financial means to leave or any foreseeable way of getting the means). I always have a few hundred dollars in an envelope on a shelf in my closet. Just enough to get the hell out of Dodge if I have to.
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 11:32 am A couple years ago, there was a hiccup in payroll and my paycheck was shorted a day. My boss was like “Is adding it to next payday okay, or do you want me to see if they can cut you an emergency check?” and I was like “Nah, next payday is fine.” Then I was like “…. holy crap, next payday is legitimately fine, this does not mean that I have to decide between food and the power bill.” Right now I’m in a war with our benefits team over my last tuition reimbursement allotment of $3,000. I am fortunate to be in a position where my stance of “I’m not going to just shut up and go away, so get this sorted out or I will keep escalating” is based on “because I want to use that money when I go on vacation next month” and also the principle of the thing where I can be stern and very professional, and not “because if you don’t pay me what you promised me I can’t afford to pay my rent for the next three months” where I’m trying really hard not to bawl on the HR lady who is trying to screw me over. (So far I’m escalated up to the senior manager. If I don’t like her response, the next step is the VP of Benefits. :P )
Goldfinch* February 29, 2020 at 12:06 pm Every single one of my tuition reimbursements got screwed up, so I feel you. When I got my diploma, my first thought was “Thank god I don’t have to deal with that idiot in HR anymore”.
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 12:59 pm They changed the rules mid-stream, so I’m stuck in a loophole that they should have planned for. Protip: If you’re going to make a policy change mid-year that’s “effective immediately,” you need to either grandfather people in or otherwise have a solid plan to handle the people who have been in-program for a year already, and “screw them over” does not qualify as a solid plan. :P
beautifully attealing* February 29, 2020 at 12:18 pm being able to buy the fruit I want, not just the fruit that’s on sale.
nep* February 29, 2020 at 12:29 pm When I fill the gas tank instead of putting in $5, $10 worth. When I buy proper skin care products (foundation w SPF and a nice powder). When I buy all organic produce.
Jen in Oregon* February 29, 2020 at 1:27 pm Being able to grocery shop without a strict budget. I have a list, of course, but if I see something that looks appealing I can buy it without a second thought. This is a change from my younger days. Also, being able to spend $600 in December for gift cards to our favorite restaurant, since they give away a $25 promotional gift card with every $100 spent that can be used from January 2 through March 31st. We’ve done this every year since 2015.
LQ* February 29, 2020 at 5:59 pm The grocery shopping one is a big one for me too. I was always able to know down to the dollar how much the grocery bill would be when I got to the checkout, people thought it was like a party trick. It was not. I have consciously tuned this down and now only know within the $10. But if I was off by $100 I would still be totally fine and able to afford it without batting an eye. It’s a weird place for me to be but really nice. The other is a time vs money tradeoff. I don’t want gifts involving money in my life anymore. I want time. Both from me and from others. I want to hang out for an evening or a weekend. I pay to have groceries delivered because the time matters more than the money. I tip people who save me time and energy well because it’s a really high priority for me now. It’s a strange shift.
AnonoDoc* February 29, 2020 at 1:46 pm I went to the grocery store on our anniversary and bought the cake that looked best and as I was checking out I realized I hadn’t even looked at the price tag!
wingmaster* February 29, 2020 at 1:48 pm -Setting up direct deposit where 20% of my paycheck automatically goes to my savings account -Saying no to things that doesn’t serve me, and that sometimes means saying no to hanging out with friends…AND not feeling bad about saying no -Having a weekly meal prep routine -Knowing that I am actively working towards my goals
NoLongerYoung* February 29, 2020 at 1:53 pm Thanks to a brief stint with complete financial poverty (sold all the furniture in the house except the mattress – that level of financial digging out), and now being back to better-than-the-old normal… (thanks to this community for encouragement). My first woo hoo was getting an emergency fund. Second was getting the school loans paid off. Now, I actually have all my bills on autopay. I can keep a buffer in the account, such that I do not have worry that I will be overdrawn or miss a payment. I completely have my credit cards autopaid – before the due date (I don’t carry any balance for more than 2 weeks… I am using the credit cards for points, but I auto-transfer the full balance every 2 weeks. That ” no balance” boosted my credit score… which in turn, I think, lowered my car insurance rate as well) The autopay was a big thing. My next one was now, the “unexpected” ones – I am able to pay them the minute I get them (I now put them in my budget for the next year). Since I’ve only been doing this 6 months, there are things – like the annual car registration (a big number here, they add a tax) was a bit of a surprise, but completely manageable. That’s a great feeling. I had not realized the anxiety a hand-to-mouth existance was causing me. I knew it was significant. Having that budget, an emergency fund, and a nice buffer… almost as life changing as the anti-depressants.
Dan* February 29, 2020 at 2:12 pm To me, it’s a sliding scale. For the last 5-6 years or so, I’ve been simultaneously managing the debt from the combination of a layoff and divorce, as well as doing a fair amount of international travel, mostly using miles and points to cover airfare/hotel expenses. I managed the debt with 0% APR balance transfers, and had a *meticulous* spreadsheet on what was do when, and what promo balances had to be paid off by certain dates. There was many a time where one big pill was due on pay day, such that if my direct deposit was late, I’d get stuck with an overdraft. (Payroll at my company is never late, so that never was an issue.) But I had a strict monthly spending budget that I had to stick to, or the whole plan would get blown to smithereens. Also, I skipped using the toll road for like a year, because I never wanted to make extra room for the $70 auto-debit that would occur. Toll road shaves 10-15 minutes off my commute. TBH, being able to travel like that was an indication that I was doing “ok” financially, even while juggling debt. But now: 1. The debt is paid off 2. My spreadsheet has a positive balance the day before payday. 3. I can take the toll road and not sweat it. 4. I can go over budget and not have to rearrange a bunch of stuff. 5. I don’t have to be as picky about what restaurants I go to, and when I go out, can order more expensive things off the menu. 6. When I travel, *strong* preference was given to traveling as cheaply as possible; e.g., I tried very hard to stay somewhere where I could use points, or barring that, stayed in the cheapest room. Now, I don’t *have* to stay in a “points” hotel for the sake of it, nor do I have to confine myself to the cheapest room available. So for me, it’s been a lot of incremental steps. But the reality is getting the debt paid off was an enabler for everything else.
Elizabeth West* February 29, 2020 at 4:26 pm I can only speak from a very short period where I made a good salary for the area I lived in. There were a couple of things: –Better food. I could go to the organic grocery for things like currants, heirloom tomatoes, and a large selection of loose-leaf teas. Also, a Native friend got me hooked on Tanka bars and I love them, but they’re not cheap. Being able to buy all the Tanka bars I wanted was nice. –Could afford really good shoes. –Ending each month with a cushion in my bank account, with enough extra to move a little into a savings account. Saving takes a while, so if you lose a job or something major breaks before you have a large enough emergency account, it gets wiped out quickly. –Being able to show up at Christmas with presents for everyone even if they’re small. One advantage — if I ever have a rich husband and we lose all our money like the Roses in Schitt’s Creek, I can keep us alive. :)
Seven hobbits are highly effective, people* February 29, 2020 at 5:45 pm When something I eat regularly goes on sale, I can buy as much of it as I have room to store (or will definitely be able to eat before it goes bad) without worrying about the hole it makes in that week’s grocery budget. I buy my favorite pasta sauce once a year because Costco only carries it in the fall, and I can just drop $200 on tomato sauce that week without having to figure out where the money is coming from – it is coming from my checking account, which has plenty of money in it to buy pasta sauce with. I also recently realized that I could buy more underwear even if it is not on sale if my existing supply of underwear has holes in it (even little ones) or is otherwise unsatisfactory. I now have more pairs of hole-free underwear than I need, to the point of having two entire laundry cycles worth, and do not have to decide which day(s) I least need to be wearing nice underwear each week so as to figure out when to wear the worn-out ones. Also, there is SO MUCH CHEESE in my house. Tasty, name-brand cheese. I’m still trying to convince myself I can afford vacations, though. Intellectually, I know I can, but I’ve just never really been in a situation where I could just be like “I’ve never been to Cleveland and I bet they have hotels there, plus probably an airport. Thus, I am going to go there and tourist around without any other tasks to accomplish at the same time!” I take trips for music things, conventions (see also: music things), and to see friends or relatives, but I don’t think I’ve ever just gone someplace by myself to go there.
Dumpster Fire* February 29, 2020 at 11:09 pm For me, it’s paying someone to do certain things that I used to spend too much time doing myself. The big one every year is the fall clean-up of my yard. I could spend every hour of probably five weekends raking and bagging leaves, or I can write a check to a guy with a crew and a truck, and have those weekends back!
Anonymous Educator* March 1, 2020 at 12:54 am Being able to spend money without worrying about how I’ll be able to make next month’s rent?
Lizzie* March 1, 2020 at 2:09 am Years ago as a student, sometimes I would buy fish and chips on the way home as a big treat in the wintertime. The cat and I would ‘share’ the fish. Then the first time I was working, and decided to get fish and chips, and I realised I COULD BUY TWO PIECES OF FISH which meant that I actually got to eat some fish and not just the fish batter – I felt very happy and gloriously rich!
Koala dreams* March 1, 2020 at 1:47 pm Oh, I love the story of you and your cat sharing fish and chips! I wish you get many fish in the future!
Kuddel Daddeldu* March 1, 2020 at 5:15 am Having zero debt. I felt good when I had no debt except a (manageable, way lower than the valuation of the house) mortgage. I felt really accomplished when I had paid that off.
Koala dreams* March 1, 2020 at 12:03 pm Access to drinkable tap water in my home, especially after I’ve been reading fantasy novels. When I put on my shoes and go out and am not freezing my toes.
Seeking Second Childhood* March 1, 2020 at 9:48 pm I love being able to save up money ahead of replacing a car instead of having car payments. (I’m talking 5yo midrange sedan not brand new luxury models, but it’s still a great feeling.)
Seeking Second Childhood* March 1, 2020 at 9:57 pm On a smaller level, being able to discard food of questionable quality and knowing I will not go hungry. (Both “yuck this brand does not taste good” and “has this container of leftovers been on the counter too long?”)
coffee cup* February 29, 2020 at 10:04 am Been on the SSRIs for 3 weeks now. I do feel better and less like a zombie, but still sleeping less hours than I usually get/need (I wake early and it’s hard to sleep again) and my eating isn’t 100% yet either. I’m so tired and my mood is a bit flat. I gather that’s normal. I’m hoping it’ll pick up after another couple of weeks. I’m willing to keep going, but I really do hope it’ll make a difference. I was supposed to see someone today (friend) but I’m going to bail because I’m so tired. My friend has been so nice to me during it all. She gave me a care package last week, it was so lovely. She’s leaving soon to go travelling, though, and I’m really going to miss her. Why do all my close friends go miles away?! It’s excellent for her, of course, but I’m selfishly being sad inside.
30ish* February 29, 2020 at 10:36 am I only really started feeling better between 4-6 weeks after I started my ssri. I hope it works out for you!
Lives in a Shoe* February 29, 2020 at 10:46 am If you’re taking Wellbutrin (Bupropion) early waking is a known side effect. It’s often a deal breaker for people and you may want to let your Dr. Know so that they can change your medication.
NoLongerYoung* February 29, 2020 at 1:32 pm experience with that. But I do now eventually fall back asleep, and I also found that other sleep hygiene items, and Melatonin, gave me a sounder sleep. I did cut myself some slack and napped (briefly) as needed after work, and exercised (walks outside at midday for at least 20 minutes of sunlight on my eyeballs, so to speak) so that I got my circadian rhythm back in synch. But… it is life-changing for me. I am afraid to actually add/ change / try anything else, as the consistent taking of it has enabled me to do my #1 life function – keep my job. The second piece is that I am able to then afford the counselor and add the CBT/ work to unpack the underlying issues. I may or may not ever get off of it (I have double-dip – it was there at a low level since childhood, but catapulted into major with the grief/betrayal bit). Just encouraging you to try what you need to try to give it a fair shot. Not all work for everyone, but this is the only one that didn’t have worse (for me) side effects. (weight gain beyond my strong control, for example).
coffee cup* February 29, 2020 at 5:07 pm I think if I could get back to reading before bed it would help a lot. I go to bed at a decent time and try to do all the good sleep things, but at the moment reading seems to be difficult (which is annoying, as I love to read). I’ll try tonight, as it usually lets me sleep a bit better. I slept till 6.40am one day last week (i.e. a normal time!) and I was so happy about it, it was a bit ridiculous.
coffee cup* February 29, 2020 at 5:05 pm I’m taking fluoxetine, and as far as I know it’s at the mild end of the spectrum, so I’m reluctant to change to anything else until I’ve given it a fair few weeks to see if it helps. The early waking is indeed very annoying. It isn’t every day, but when it is, it tires me right out. But I’m also not sure how much of the waking is caused by other effects e.g. anxious brain.
Princess Deviant* February 29, 2020 at 11:28 pm I had these same symptoms and can confirm that it took a few weeks to feel better and start sleeping ok again. Hang in there.
Anonybunny* February 29, 2020 at 10:06 am Hey everyone. Sort of a big question for me. TLDR–has anyone ever changed insurances when you have serious pre-approvals/pre-authorizations for chemo or equivalent hospital treatments? I get chemotherapy every 6 weeks for several autoimmune issues. The pre-approval/pre-auth process was brutal, including my rheumatologist having to file an appeal on my behalf, which was granted. I am approved for all my sessions either until or through August of 2020 (I need to figure out which, more on that later). My family is moving out of state for my husband’s job in early July and our insurance coverage at the new job starts August 1st. We are going to COBRA our insurance for the month of July so there is no interruption in coverage. We currently have Anthem BCBS and the new job has BCBS of Illinois. So they are both BCBS but different types of BCBS. My last infusion before I leave is June 23. The next infusion is supposed to be August 4th. So I will have been on the new insurance for 4 days before I am due for the next infusion! I am so confused as to how to navigate this transition. Has anyone dealt with this? Would BCBS of Illinois need me to go through the entire re-approval process (assuming yes because insurance companies suck)? How can I ensure I get my infusion on August 4th? Do I need to COBRA August too while I get pre-approval on the new plan (this could be complicated by the fact that my current approval runs out either July 31 or August 31st which I have to figure out from the original approval letter)? Can I call BCBS of Illinois and ask them to start the pre-approval process now even though I am not technically a member yet? Help guys! Thanks!
Anonybunny* February 29, 2020 at 4:24 pm Thank you! I am thinking that might make sense. SOOO expensive but worth it.
BRR* February 29, 2020 at 11:00 am It’s going to depend on BCBS of Illinois’ policy but my hunch is they will have a similarly cumbersome/awful process. I would call and find out if you need a prior authorization and if it’s possible to get it started early, but I imagine it might be impossible to get the ball rolling until you’re actually on the insurance plan.
BRR* February 29, 2020 at 11:03 am And if you’re going to stay on Cobra an extra month put it early. I had a huge headache last year because I’m pretty sure someone forgot to process my paperwork.
Anonybunny* February 29, 2020 at 4:25 pm I can’t see how they wouldn’t require the pre-auth. It’s a very expensive drug.
Pharmgirl* February 29, 2020 at 11:20 am It’s possible you may need prior authorizations with the new insurance. You can try calling BCBSIL to see if the approval would be transferred over to the new insurance plan – if they use the same benefits manager as Anthem it’s possible it could transfer over. Is there any way your husband can explain the situation and get his insurance started early so the approval process can be started earlier? I’m not sure if the new insurance plan can do anything before the effective date. Definitely also take a look at the effective dates for the approval as well, so you can consider extending COBRA if needed.
Anonybunny* February 29, 2020 at 4:27 pm Yeah I will give them a call. I am imagining it taking like an hour where they try to get me to right person and then the answer is still no, but oh well :) haha I don’t think he can get insurance started earlier. It starts 30 days after the first date of employment and he’s technically employed by his old job until June 30.
it happens* February 29, 2020 at 11:57 am If there is any way you can move your August 4 to end-July it would make your life much easier (even if it meant a trip back to where you live now?) or extend CoBRA another month. I don’t see how you’re going to be able to get pre-approval for an already-scheduled procedure before you are actually covered by the company- you don’t even have a policy number. You can call the new insurance co about their process, find the specialists in their network now, book appointments for post-August 1 and arrange for your current docs to send them the relevant info. You can also ask your current insurance how best to coordinate/hand off care to the new one, but I’m pretty sure all the Blues are independent now and are not likely to port pre-authorizations from one to the other. Luckily you have six months to get this figured out.
Anonybunny* February 29, 2020 at 4:28 pm This is a VERY COOL potential solution. This might be possible. There is no like absolute timing required for the spacing of the drug as far as I am aware. I could try to schedule it before the end of July. The only issue is I think that the individual facility has to be approved and my doc would have to rewrite the prescription so I would still have to get that facility approved under the old insurance and have him make that change. Not impossible, just a little work.
Stephanie* February 29, 2020 at 1:14 pm I don’t think that you will get anywhere calling BCBS of Illinois ahead of time since you won’t have a policy number. I wonder if the benefits/HR person at your husband’s new job could help navigate this stuff? It might be easiest (but expensive!) to keep COBRA through August, just so there are no interruptions in your care.
Anonybunny* February 29, 2020 at 4:33 pm Yeah we tried that and they were very nice about helping us figure out what Tier things were in, but not these detailed mechanics.
Fikly* February 29, 2020 at 1:18 pm You will not be able to start any kind of pre-auth process before you officially have coverage. However, you should be able to access the information as to whether or not you need pre-auth – every plan is required to make their formulary (which states which medications are covered, and what the requirements are for coverage for each medication) publicly available.
Anonybunny* February 29, 2020 at 4:30 pm I agree with this. I wonder if I could get everything they need ahead of time and see if they can process it immediately once I’m enrolled. It still seems like a super long shot that it would be approved in time though. I am almost positive they will require pre-auth. It costs about $18,000 every time I get the chemo.
Pharmgirl* February 29, 2020 at 5:00 pm I know in my pharmacy we have worked with doctors to ask for urgent prior approval if needed. Maybe this is something you can ask the new insurance when you call – timeline for approval and whether an urgent approval can be put in place if all the necessary paperwork is sent in.
Dr. Anonymous* February 29, 2020 at 3:30 pm If your husband is starting with a large company, see if there’s an insurance ombudsman who can help with this. Also, remember you have 60 days after termination of employment to decide whether to accept COBRA, so you can work on renewing your approval now, make sure it’s good in your new location, and having it in your back pocket to pay for the COBRA if the new insurance doesn’t get its act together.
Anonybunny* February 29, 2020 at 4:34 pm Yeah I don’t think they have anything like this unfortunately!
Hound girl* February 29, 2020 at 9:55 pm I am an insurance consultant and your situation qualifies as a continuity of care. You will need to get a form from your new carrier. The form will ask for the start date of your care and the anti pared end date. Your current provider may need to supply a letter outlining this and the approval codes. Btw, be careful about remaining on cobra once you are eligible for your new coverage. Loss of/dropping cobra is not a standard life event so you may have to enroll in the new plan to make sure you have coverage but check with your new HR. I am sorry you are dealing with all this.
PicoSignal* February 29, 2020 at 10:47 pm I’ve done this several times for treatment of my chronic, life-threatening disease. So sorry you have to; it’s so stressful! I’ve never been successful in transferring the prior authorization between companies, or in starting the process earlier than my enrollment started. I do ask my doctor to submit an *urgent* prior authorization request, though; the insurance company takes only 3 days to review urgent PA requests, so I have time to appeal if/when they deny (my treatments are every 4 weeks.) Appeals should be urgent, as well. That 3 day turnaround time is a game changer! Best of luck to you. Insurance sucks.
feeling shy today* February 29, 2020 at 10:17 am I (cis-femme) had a random encounter with a clerk where we had a twenty or thirty (forty?) minute conversation about super-deep and complex political analysis and theory. I’m talking really delving into deep issues. It was amazing and we were super in step, including in surprising ways, and my transaction was one in the first five minutes, he didn’t have to just… keep talking to me about culturally sensitive topics. I know half his life story, where he grew up, what his parents’ professions were, etc as a result of this conversation. He’s in the last two weeks of his time at this particular job. a) would it be totally out of line to stop by the store and just say “I loved talking, here’s my contact information if you ever want to continue it over coffee,” and leaving so that it’s not a yes/no on the spot but gives him a way to get in touch if he’s interested? Happy to avoid the store until he’s gone besides that, I know how power dynamics are (which… he would know, given the conversation we had…) b) if yes, oh god how do i do this well and without being creepy and like what medium do i use to do this help
Purt’s Peas* February 29, 2020 at 10:41 am I think you can go back to the store and be friendly, say hi to him, and if he’s friendly to you, I think it’s within bounds to say, “I enjoyed our talk the other day and I know you mentioned you won’t be working here soon. I probably won’t see you here again so here’s my number if you want to hang out or get coffee.” You can also take this as a beautiful one-time encounter with a stranger if you don’t want to give him your number. Those moments of connection, even if they don’t “lead somewhere”, are a truly, truly precious thing.
feeling shy today* February 29, 2020 at 11:02 am Oh I *super* want to give him my number. I’m a place where it’s kind of on my mind for reasons, I just… don’t want to be, you know, That Person. I know retail folks get so much crap.
Parenthetically* February 29, 2020 at 11:15 am I’m sure he does get hit on and things, but surely if you’re respectful and low-key — here’s my info, call if you want, no pressure — even if he isn’t interested, it’ll be a 30 second interruption in his day rather than a huge annoyance!
Count Boochie Flagrante* February 29, 2020 at 11:15 am I think that’s a good approach. Leave it in his hands, don’t make him respond on the spot, and if he’s interested, it’s easy to follow up. Good luck!
BlueDays* February 29, 2020 at 11:18 am I think the way you want to handle it is super courteous (and I like Purt’s Peas’ script). Giving him your number and then being on your way leaves no pressure on him and it’s not creepy at all. I agree that avoiding the store for the next two weeks (to keep things from being awkward if he doesn’t contact you) would be a courteous thing to do too. :)
Texan in Exile aka golddigger* February 29, 2020 at 11:51 am That’s how my friend met her husband: he ran the cheese counter and she told him about the cheese she had gotten in Spain and asked if wanted to try some. Married 13 years now, two kids, happy.
Seeking Second Childhood* March 1, 2020 at 10:05 am Or an email address, to continue the conversation really low key?
Goldfinch* February 29, 2020 at 10:27 am Callback to the discussion last week about how unnecessarily difficult my state makes it to get a license, originally here. This morning I took my second PTO day to handle this, and spent 40 minutes standing in a line outside. It is 30 degrees today, with wind gusts of 40 mph. I had every single piece of documentation the Real ID checklist asked for. When I finally got inside, nose running and voice shaking from the cold, the gatekeeper employee (guy you have to get the okay from to get in the second, “real” line) told me that my marriage certificate isn’t the “right one” and I need to go to the county courthouse and apply for another one. (Apparently they changed them in the mid-aughts, and they now have to have a raised/embossed state seal?) That would be a third PTO day, then a fourth PTO day to come back and get my Real ID. I opted to get a regular license, since mine is still expiring and I need something. The guy who finally called me over said I shouldn’t have paid for my camera card online and waited for it to come, but should have just done everything at the DOT office in one visit. This directly contradicts what I was told when I was turned away from the DOT office the first time. Then he told me I wouldn’t have had to wait in line at all, and could just go right over to the separate section for people only getting photos taken. This is f*cked. I need something to punch.
londonedit* February 29, 2020 at 11:35 am I have no advice but this seems like utter madness! We have to renew our photocard driving licence every 10 years here, but all you need to do is go online, and now you can even choose to use the photo from your passport (which they just automatically put on the new licence, you don’t even have to send in a new photo or anything!)
Wishing You Well* February 29, 2020 at 11:36 am I am sorry! Please punch an inanimate object. Our state won’t have RealID until July. It’ll be a madhouse.
NoLongerYoung* February 29, 2020 at 1:22 pm I am in a state that will be overwhelmed at the DMV (the lines are worse but weather better than you described; the competence so very low at my local one that it is disastrous to ask any questions without copious prior research; I print off the pages from their website and bring in for validation and proof); so I bit the bullet and renewed my passport and paid for the “passport card” that goes with it. As a renewal, even though expired, I had less documentation and requirements. I don’t know for you about the requirements for a new passport if you’ve never had one, but I carry “that” photo card with me for the real ID. I just can’t deal with the DMV. Ours is open on Saturday, but the online booking is 3 months out, and given the multiple trips required each time, I couldn’t justify tying up six months or more and then finding out I needed more documentation. The passport was truly worth it. (and good for more years than my driver’s license) Bonus – I am now already prepared to go overseas on my first trip in 5 years out of the country, for that at least. I had it on my “adulting” checklist so I was excited to do that. (I also got my TSA precheck – free with some credit card/ other things here… similar documentation and I was able to do that on my extended lunch hour). I am pretty frugal but when I looked at the known issues at our DMV and the timeline – and the upside of the passport/photocard combo (and it’s 10 year ? window before expiring)… and the fact that I knew I’d need a passport at some time in the next few years… I just did that and accelerated that item off my long-range to-do list. Don’t ask me about the idiocy of the rules and folks around trying to get junk certificates for abandon vehicles. I have spent HOURS and a couple thousand dollars on expired registration fees, fines, and much more nonsense I inherited… and loathe them with the heat of a thousand suns for zero critical thinking skills or helpfulness, at times. Maybe it was my grief, but they were the worst. I still have 2 vehicles to go (both they were unable/ unwilling to help with)… the saga continues.
Princesa Zelda* February 29, 2020 at 3:15 pm I’m in the process of getting my passport for the first time — you need proof of citizenship (birth certificate, naturalization certificate, etc), valid state-issued photo ID, and to fill out the DS-11 form. It’s I think $140 for the passport plus $35 processing charge if you get it at the post office.
Endeavour Reader* February 29, 2020 at 10:33 am Science fiction and fantasy readers! Do you or someone you know read broadly across the genres? Do you wish people listened to your opinions about books more? If that’s the case, I know an award that needs your help! The Endeavour Award is given by Orycon, a non-profit, all-volunteer convention, for the best science fiction or fantasy book by a PNW author in a given year. Its model is a hybrid between popular voting and expert judging: a pool of volunteer readers read and score the submitted books to pick the finalists, and then a panel of genre professionals picks the winner. It’s always looking for more readers. You can read just a few books, or a lot of books, whatever you have time for. all you do is read the books and fill out a scoresheet. If you’re in the Portland, OR area, there are physical reading copies available to circulate; if not, but you have access to a good library, Kindle Unlimited, or equivalent, the administrator can send you a list of books and you can e-mail scores back. I’ve been a reader for several years now, and the best part is being assigned a book I would never have picked off the shelf myself, and discovering that I would have missed something amazing! This happens a few times per reading season. Link for more info and how to contact them in a reply, assuming I haven’t broken an unwritten commenting rule with this post.
Endeavour Reader* February 29, 2020 at 10:36 am More info here, see “Contact Us” in the sidebar to contact them: https://osfci.org/endeavour/
Ali G* February 29, 2020 at 10:42 am Hello! Low stakes today – what are your favorite pizza toppings and combos? Making dough later today. We always like a mushroom and pepperoni, with freshly grated pecorino when it comes out of the oven, but looking for other ideas. What do you like?
Not A Manager* February 29, 2020 at 10:52 am My husband sometimes makes a pizza with roasted shiitakes and a red sauce. We also like that with sausage. I personally really like a light red sauce and thin slices of fresh mozzarella. You’d think they’d get watery, but they don’t. Just soft and gooey. Sprinkle with a lot of fresh basil when it comes out of the oven.
Ali G* February 29, 2020 at 12:12 pm That sounds good! Does he roast the mushrooms before topping the pizza?
Not A Manager* February 29, 2020 at 12:55 pm Yes, he sliced them, tosses them in salt & olive oil, and roasts them on a sheet pan just until soft.
Goldfinch* February 29, 2020 at 11:00 am Gardenscapes! They’re so fun, plus you really stretch your creativity trying to come up with new ideas. Most people just do them with focaccia, but IMO sauce makes everything better.
Goldfinch* February 29, 2020 at 4:58 pm It’s making floral scenes using the toppings. Do an image search for “gardenscape focaccia” to get the full effect.
Lady Jay* February 29, 2020 at 11:05 am One of the best pizzas I ever had was topped w/ pineapple, basil, red onions, and jalapenos. It was *delicious*. I love the sweet/spicy blend.
Goose* February 29, 2020 at 11:11 am Tomato sauce, capsicum, onion, chicken breast (optional), mozarella
Parenthetically* February 29, 2020 at 11:18 am Kalamata, spinach, feta, red onion is a favorite! My husband loves peppered salami and sliced pepperoncini.
Natalie* February 29, 2020 at 11:23 am Brassicas (broccoli, cauliflower, Brussels sprouts) work pretty well on pizza since they’re essentially getting roasted. Cut them small or if you want to leave them larger parboil briefly.
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 11:24 am I am super boring – my favorite pizza ever is a thin-and-crispy-crust pepperoni pizza. :) My housemate likes pineapple and bacon or bbq chicken and bacon (with bbq sauce instead of the traditional tomato sauce) on his, or white pizza with Alfredo sauce and chicken. Husband is a fan of many meats plus mushrooms and peppers and onions, but no olives.
Chaordic One* February 29, 2020 at 11:42 am While food allergies prevent me from having pizza, my favorite toppings used to be swiss cheese, black olives, onions, sliced jalapenos and anchovies.
BRR* February 29, 2020 at 12:24 pm I love an egg or two on top, ideally without some mushrooms (no tomato sauce). I crack two in a bowl and add them half way through cooking.
Fikly* February 29, 2020 at 1:20 pm I am a pizza weirdo! Artichoke hearts, speck, and diced chicken. With goat cheese.
Seeking Second Childhood* March 1, 2020 at 10:08 am I’ll join you for artichoke hearts on pizza! Athenian is our favorite –grilled chicken, feta, kalamata olives, and garlic galore.
MinotJ* February 29, 2020 at 2:02 pm Spinach, red onions, roasted red pepper, goat cheese. I could eat that every day.
Fellow Traveler* February 29, 2020 at 2:53 pm Yum! Mushrooms are a must on my pizza. We also like onions and minced garlic, when we make our own. When we order from our favorite place, we like caramelized onions and sausage and hot pepper relish.
WellRed* February 29, 2020 at 3:24 pm “caramelized onions and sausage and hot pepper relish” Yum! That sounds wonderful. I am pretty traditional: pepperoni and green pepper. Also like bacon and jalapeno.
I Go OnAnonAnonAnon* February 29, 2020 at 3:24 pm This one: Spinach, Broccoli, Red Onion, Italian Sausage and Feta Cheese on Pesto. Our local place calls it the “Incredible Hulk”.
Ranon* February 29, 2020 at 6:01 pm Mushroom, spinach, garlic, artichoke hearts and ricotta is our current go-to at home. Mushrooms are sauteed and spinach is usually from frozen, defrosted and drained, garlic is fresh minced
LizB* March 1, 2020 at 2:15 pm pepperoni, onion, and goat cheese pesto sauce, prosciutto, mushrooms, goat cheese tbh anything with goat cheese
Sunflower Sea Star* February 29, 2020 at 10:52 am We are looking to replace our west-facing door. It gets no shade in the afternoon, so we want to replace the current door (white, 50% glass) with one that is more solid for privacy (doorbell camera recently caught a strange man walking up to the glass and looking in so that hurried us along!) and lets less of that hot afternoon sun in. Will a darker door be better or worse? We both love the look of a darker door but are worried it will be hotter. Also, doorknobs. Right now the doorknob we have is polished brass (like gold, not the darked oil rubbed bronze) and gets so hot that in the summer we have to put pipe insulation over it so you can use it without burning your hands! What kind of doorknob would avoid that?
NoLongerYoung* February 29, 2020 at 3:39 pm I think dark absorbs heat, so white/light. And sun-checked paint might be an issue as well. (Mine is a lighter wood but the varnish has gotten weather checked). I don’t think there is any metal/doorknow material that won’t get hot in direct sun (but I’m 100% certain there are folks on here who can say that with scientific facts). That’s just based upon my experience with my car metal. Covering whichever one with the foam might be your only option. You definitely want to think twice about an electronic lock – I think the heat would really mess with the battery and circuitry. (love my electronic door lock but it is on the door from a big porch) All of my west facing doors (there are 3 exterior into this house) have covered stoops or porches. We get a fair amount of rain and that canopy is very helpful getting in and out.
Ranon* February 29, 2020 at 6:08 pm Stainless steel (not just the color but the actual material) will be marginally better than brass in the sun, you could also wrap with the wraps bicyclists use on their handlebars if it’s still too hot and you want something that looks a little more refined than pipe insulation. A white door will be less hot than a dark door but a solid, insulated door will be less hot than a glass one so if you really love a dark door get one with good insulation and you’ll be better off
koffing* February 29, 2020 at 11:08 am TIdrI; have a dry cough, no fever, it subverts everything about my usual pattern when I have a cold. Should I see a doctor? I think I should wait another week before terrorising the waiting room with my cough, but is my judgement being clouded by depression? Tw: suicidal thoughts It all started after I came home from the beach last Sunday. (I’m in Melbourne, Australia. It’s supposed to be summer here. The weather doesn’t oblige every day, but that day was warm enough) Tiny bit of a headache, but I figured I’ll be fine after a good night’s sleep. I was exhausted, but that’s not new. That comes with the territory when you’re depressed. Particularly my brand of depression when I skip meals and drinking water as a coping strategy (well, it started ten years ago as a coping strategy, and with the hope that it’ll bring me closer to death, but at this point it’s like Pavlovs bell, depression triggers appetite suppression). And I’ve had an unexpected “episode” the previous two weeks. It came from nowhere, and sucker punched me. On Monday, I was coughing a little. A little dry cough that was as about as annoying as a fly that keeps buzzing around you but never gets close. Tuesday, the frequency increased. The cough itself was shallow, and about as effective as Umbrige’s fake coughs. My boss encourages staying home when sick to avoid spreading germs, I felt more or less fine (minus the cough and the exhaustion), but figured the advice applied to me, so stayed home. When I have a cold, it starts with a fever and sore throat and running/ blocked nose and ends in a wet cough once the fever is gone and the nose is clear. Did this instance skip all that stuff and go straight to the cough? Wednesday was more or less a repeat of Tue. I look up coronavirus symptoms and rule it out, there’s been no fever. Thursday morning I felt that the frequency of cough had decreased, but I stayed home to “rest” some more. I wasnt sure if i still qualified as sick, but Depression made the final decision because it wanted to escape a couple of meetings (not because I was dreading them, but because interaction with good people is somewhat detrimental to feeling Dull and pitying myself). The cough got worse that evening. I decided that was karma coming back to bite me. The cough got worse on Friday. Still a dry cough, but oh boy, I’m coughing so hard my chest hurts each time I cough, and I feel like I can count my ribs without looking at them (I usually float through my day completely unaware of my ribs. Thank you, ribs, for existing and being there for me. I never appreciated you properly before). I got myself some cough syrup today. So many options! The choice would have been easy till yesterday. Cough syrup for dry cough. Except that phlegm had mysteriously materialized in my throat overnight, even though the cough was still unproductive. Should I get the cough syrup for chesty cough instead? But I decided I would like to keep my ribs intact, and technically, the cough was still dry. The cough syrup tastes such better than expected (Note to self: must stop describing liquor as tasting like cough syrup. The taste of Cough syrup has evolved since childhood) . I think the cough is less frequent? Maybe? But it is still hard. And my ribs still hurt. (I looked up cough syrup overdose. Standard reflex on getting hands on new medication. Chances of death are low. I looked up interactions with my antidepressant. Nothing significant, plus, I had taken it just once in the last week, so whatever. Slightly disappointing, but I’ve long since concluded that my body has had millions of years of evolution to program and hone the instinct to stay alive and it is too much effort to go around that ) I really should drink more water. But should I see a doctor? I’m hoping it’s something serious that will kill me. But I know I’m not so lucky. But if it is, the sensible thing would be to see a doctor. Because I try to do the right thing, like going to therapy. Sometimes, I even feel so good that I wonder if I should end the therapy and use the money to get a massage instead (insurance pays half the cost of the session, for ten sessions a year. At least it exists). But the blues always come knocking. We’re old friends, and I don’t even know how to live without. I should probably see my doctor anyway. I last saw her in Nov, and was supposed to get a blood test mid Feb, and see her for results. But I haven’t been taking my iron supplements (for three weeks) or my vitamin d (almost the whole summer) or the antidepressants (for ten days). I feel more than a bit silly. PS. I hate that I can’t joke about dying, the way most people do. Because someone might detect that I’m not really joking, and this would rather be an mood damper to find out someone is being sincere. Well, as sincere as a human with preprogrammed instinct to live and reproduce. I’m going to blow a raspberry on the latter; there’s no way I’m going to raise a child when depressed. But there’s nothing I can willingly do about the former, so I’ll live to as long as it (and modern medicine) will keep me alive.
Wishing You Well* February 29, 2020 at 11:41 am Call your doctor and see what she says. Coughing so hard your ribs hurt is worthy of a call. The cause of coughing can be many things, including meds. So it’s not unreasonable to call and ask for advice. I hope you’re feeling better soon.
BlueDays* February 29, 2020 at 12:18 pm I had a bad cough once and ended up with painful ribs too. Something that helped with the pain was hugging a pillow to my chest when I coughed. (It was the doctor’s suggestion. I think he said I probably strained a muscle coughing.) I pretty much never go to the doctor for any sort of “cold” unless I feel like I’m not getting better after three weeks. Anytime I’ve been really sick and family/friends encouraged me to go sooner, the doctor just told me to do what I was already doing (drinking lots of water, resting, taking over the counter meds) and to come back if I didn’t feel better in a week. It seemed like a waste. So I think you’d probably be okay to wait another week, as long as your symptoms don’t get drastically worse.
Dr. Anonymous* February 29, 2020 at 3:34 pm You can call your doctor’s office and often there’s an advice nurse who can help you decide whether to come in, or the doctor will review your question and call you back.
Seven hobbits are highly effective, people* February 29, 2020 at 7:13 pm Nurse advice lines are a great option for situations like this! I remember getting good advice from one when I had a nasty stomach things a while back. They gave me suggestions on how to better manage symptoms at home and also let me know how to tell if it was bad enough to be worth going in to see the doctor.
Stephanie* February 29, 2020 at 1:29 pm Yes, you really should see a doctor. Anytime you’re coughing so hard that you “feel like you can count your ribs without looking at them” is a time to see a doctor. Also, I hope that you consider discussing your depression and suicidal thoughts with her, too. I really hope you feel better soon.
Nom de Plume* February 29, 2020 at 2:02 pm That sounds really rough, and I can tell you are having a hard time. I agree with the others that a visit to the doctor is in order. Are you thinking of suicide? The folks here are caring and helpful and are available 24/7. You can call/chat even if you aren’t sure if you need to call. They don’t judge: https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/ 1-800-273-8255
Vic tower* February 29, 2020 at 2:49 pm Go see them. Worst case scenario – nothing changes. Best case- you get some help.
Morning reader* February 29, 2020 at 3:14 pm Go see a doctor. My recommendation is because I normally have a similar cold sequence, but once when the cough persisted and it got tough to breathe, I had developed pneumonia without noticing it. Just anecdata but it could be something different from your usual cold.
WellRed* February 29, 2020 at 3:22 pm Second this. I didn’t have pneumonia, but bronchitis, which I’d never had before. But you also really need to drink more fluids, by the sound of it.
Non* March 1, 2020 at 2:37 am I understand what you mean about hoping the illness might take you out. What I remind myself of in such situations is that it is unlikely to actually work out that way, and instead is likely to create more suffering (what if I leave it too long and get hospitalized? What if I don’t die but do end up with lasting health consequences?) and worse life complications (Would my insurance even cover it? What would happen to my job? How much would it worry and harm my loved ones?) that would be even more difficult to manage in my already-depressed state than all the existing life things which are already overwhelming me. In short, things are bad enough already when I’m depressed that I know I should avoid making them even worse because of an unrealistic death wish. As with you, it comes in waves for me, and always returns, yet the flip side of that is that no matter how real and pressing the suicidal thoughts are, they will go away as surely as they came. I try to hold fast to this logical truth – but I often need help and reminders from other people, because it doesn’t feel like a truth on an emotional level at all. I think you should speak with your doctor, and also with your therapist, if you’re still seeing them. This is about both the cough but also the other parts of taking care of yourself. You had good habits for a while but lapsed out of them. You can pick them up again – get back to taking your supplements and perhaps your antidepressants. I say perhaps because I wonder why you stopped taking them. Side effects, or were they not working for you, or had they worked before and become less effective? It’s worth asking about that if it’s a concern, or asking your doctor/therapist to help hold you accountable to those good habits. Sometimes our own internal compass isn’t enough, and that’s fine. It’s what those people are there to help with. Another alternate reason to see the doctor about the cough: if it is something serious, it might not just be you who would benefit from knowing. Even if you’re not going to work, you likely still have some contact with others, such as when getting food or other necessities. It’s best to know what precautions, if any, you should be taking, or that others should be taking. Suppose another person were exposed – maybe they need to know to stay away from their kids, or their sick elderly relative, etc etc. I’m not suggesting you feel guilty or responsible, just that if you don’t care about the outcome for yourself, maybe you can get the motivation by considering potential outcomes for them. Be well, fellow sufferer. I’m speaking to you from the dark place too, and I hope that things get better for you.
Miss Pantalones En Fuego* March 1, 2020 at 4:22 am Weirdly I think making yourself drink some water will help. I had a nasty cough that eventually required antibiotics but because it was such a pain to get to the loo at work I was avoiding drinking too much. That contract ended about two weeks after I got sick and I started drinking lots of water, which together with the antibiotics seemed to help.
Koffing* March 1, 2020 at 10:46 am Thank you all for the advice. The cough, I think, is a bit better this evening. I’ve booked the next available appointment with my usual GP, which is Friday. But I’ll look into going to a less busy medical centre if it gets worse. My spirits are certainly calmer today, and I appreciate your support very much.
yeine* February 29, 2020 at 11:20 am Don’t know if there are any critters her – people into Critical Role – but I’m STILL dying over Thursday’s episode. Every week I’m just shocked and amazed by how spectacular the story is and is told.
Smol Book Wizard* February 29, 2020 at 11:21 pm Critter here! I work a school job that keeps me exhausted and waking early, so I had to miss most of the episode, but I know more or less what happened and I *can’t wait* to jump in again on Monday to love it all firsthand. I don’t know how they keep making it better! Actually, I guess I kinda do – I did a lot of improv and acting games when I was younger, and sometimes I would find people whose ways of making stories just really *fit* with mine. CritRole is the project of some very clever and skilled people who know each other’s ways and strengths well, and it’s so wonderful how they share it with so many folk!
Wander* March 1, 2020 at 1:59 am Me too! I almost never get to watch until Monday because of personal scheduling, but I got to see this one on Friday, and I’m so glad I did since I hadn’t had the twist spoiled (and definitely would have by Monday). It was the most emotional reaction a show has gotten out of me in a long time. I loved it. (I mean, I didn’t love it in that my husband and I had firmly differing predictions on that and the “Do you love her?” thing. I was right on the latter but wrong on the former, and I would have preferred the other way around. Still, I love how it’s gone so far, and I love that I cared enough to have that reaction.)
Aealias* March 1, 2020 at 1:15 pm My husband is a big fan, and keeps playing episodes for me on road trips. I’ve finally bitten the bullet and started back at the beginning so I can get all the background. (And it’s a bit of a struggle, because the early sound quality is SO BAD. But I know better is coming, so I can hold on.) So I’m nowhere near ready for Monday’s episode yet, but am enjoying filling in backstory – and picturing all the NPCs that go with Matt Mercer’s wild voicings!
Crocheted familiar* March 1, 2020 at 6:50 pm Another Critter here! I too am still dying over Thursday’s twist and ending. A lot happened in that episode (Nott!) and I’m kind of still processing but I loved it (and I really hope Liam was thinking about the subtext of his action at the end because that was almost poetic).
Minocho* March 2, 2020 at 6:00 pm I want to be an awesome game master. I can’t be Matt Mercer, but I want to take the parts of what he does that works for me, add my own twist to it, and run amazing games with amazing stories. If I won the lottery, my life goal would be to stop working and just run / plan tabletop roleplaying games forever. :) With my most recent character I created, I went with a tragic, overwrought backstory. I made sure I didn’t steal from anything in Critical Role, but it was definitely inspired by all the drama in the Mighty Nein’s backstories!
Falling Diphthong* February 29, 2020 at 11:23 am Thanks to those who recommended things to watch on a tiny screen while walking on a treadmill. (Normally I hike in the woods; recovering from surgery.) I am watching GBBO episodes, which I’ve watched before so it’s okay if I occasionally miss a line.
Breast Solidarity* February 29, 2020 at 2:19 pm Peripheral neuropathy from chemo, so also stuck on treadmill until ice and snow melt. I watched all of GBBO 3-4 times over. And the “Master Baker” episodes (wish there were more of those!). Then because I like gardening all of Monty Don’s “Big Dreams, Small Spaces”, then his Italian and French Garden series. Now onto “Street Food”. Keep thinking of signing up for Duolingo so I can feel a little more productive.
Aly_b* February 29, 2020 at 2:50 pm If you’re still looking, I’ve been watching Bon Appetit’s YouTube content, particularly gourmet makes and it’s alive. Pretty low stakes stuff so fine to miss a line, but enough to keep my attention.
Lauren* February 29, 2020 at 11:27 am I have a friend, “Amy”. She’s a fun person, but we only do things that she suggests. I’ll suggest something and she doesn’t seem so interested. We’re also limited to where places are. She won’t come out to anything where I live, so we do things either halfway or in the major city near us. Well, the last event that we met up at I had to drive 45 mins. At the last minute, Amy asked if I could come and pick her up. (She would be 30 minutes in the other direction.) She ended up taking the train, but didn’t seem to happy about it. Another thing is that sometimes she’ll be quiet and will sit and text her husband and not talk. I’m okay with silence, but it’s sort of rude because she’ll just sit there, not saying anything, but will be texting him. Um….. okay? It’s fun to see her and catch up, but it makes me concerned. Are my expectations to high? I’ve been in one-sided friendships before where I feel like the burden is on me to do all of the work and I just end up giving and giving and the other person just takes.
Wishing You Well* February 29, 2020 at 11:52 am This sounds one-sided. She’s willing to meet up with you as long as it’s convenient for her and something she’s interested in. She doesn’t even keep you company while you’re with her. Your expectations are NOT too high. Ideally, you’d talk to her about the situation and see if she can be more accommodating, but the odds aren’t good you’d get what you need. If you’d like to keep in contact, I recommend social media, not physical trips. You’re doing all the work in this relationship and I don’t think it’s doing your self esteem any favors. I hope you find a solution that works better for you.
BlueDays* February 29, 2020 at 12:04 pm Nah, your expectations aren’t too high at all. You can only do things she’s interested in, they have to be a convenient place for her to travel to, and she doesn’t give you her full attention. Good friends support or at least tolerate their friends’ interests sometimes, are willing to take turns for things like travel burden, and they give you their full attention when they’re with you. :/ Sorry.
Washi* February 29, 2020 at 1:03 pm Hmm I had basically the opposite type of friendship where I took most of the initiative in planning things, which sometimes bothered me, but when I really thought about it, she was always willing to drive wherever and was super reliable, which I felt like was her way of showing that she cared about our friendship. Anyway, looking at this another way, can you think of this as a friend where you have to do 0% of the planning? And just go to things that she suggests that sound fun, and pass on anything that feels too far to be worth it? Not sure what to say about the texting, that to me kinda depends on how much time it is, how much it bothers you, etc. Basically when I have friendships that are starting to feel a little lopsided, I cut back on my side whatever amount it takes to feel good about the effort I’m putting in.
Great Beyond* February 29, 2020 at 11:34 am I’m a very emotional person and tend to freak out. I don’t have the ability to put things into perspective or think logically. For example, I was upset about something concerning my friend. I was dwelling on it, when I told my sister about it, she said, “Well, she saw an opportunity and took it.” That made sense and I relaxed, but I’m sick of going through this emotional rollercoaster every time I get upset. I’m told that I’m very self-aware, so maybe it’s just insecurity or something? Besides seeing a therapist or professional, any tips for being able to look at a situation more clearly and not react to it emotionally?
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* February 29, 2020 at 11:49 am I’ll be honest, I’m not entirely certain that “very self-aware” and “unable to put things into perspective” really are things that can both be true. (I am super not-emotional and highly logical, so take that with a grain of salt.) But if you are truly very self-aware – that is, cognizant of your own character, perspectives, motivations – could you try putting yourself in your friend’s shoes to kinda force that perspective? “Jane just took a sledgehammer and knocked out a wall of her house. That’s kind of crazy! If I were Jane, what might have led me to do that? Maybe there was a spider on the wall and I really hate spiders. But Jane doesn’t hate spiders, so probably not. Maybe if I already did the research to know that it’s not a load bearing wall or a wall that has plumbing or anything in it, and I wanted to open up the wall between these two spaces, then I might just take a sledgehammer to it rather than paying someone else. Huh. I don’t think I would probably do that, but maybe Jane would.” Silly example, but basically — try thinking about what circumstances might have caused *you* to make the decision that your friend made?
EEOC Counselor* February 29, 2020 at 10:24 pm I agree with Red Reader. I don’t mean this in an offensive way, but the reactions you’re having sound like the opposite of self-awareness. From a hub blog on mental health: “If you’re highly self-aware, you can objectively evaluate yourself, manage your emotions, align your behavior with your values, and understand correctly how others perceive you.” I’ve had a ton of emotional intelligence training and people who are self-aware tend to NOT be insecure; in fact, they can usually see a situation clearly, judge the potential consequences of something upsetting, and react appropriately and logically. I would suggest trying to realize you are a separate person from your friends and families. This means two things. First, their emotions and reactions will usually have nothing to do with you. It is easy to be concerned that you caused a behavior, but that won’t often be the case. Second, and a lot of people struggle with this, is that their emotions and reactions about something might be completely different than yours would be, and that’s okay. You might not understand why they’re acting that way at all, but it doesn’t matter, because it’s not necessarily better or worse than your way. The example you gave sounds like it could fall into this. Good luck!
MOAS* March 1, 2020 at 10:57 am Wow this is fascinating!. I considered myself to be more self aware the last few years than I was, say in my 20s. when it’s friends or work, I Try not To react emotionally and pull back To look objectively. I’ll have my feelings in private. But there are other times I tend to react emotionally in the moment (usually medical related). This is an interesting thread. How did you train on being emotionally intelligent?
EEOC Counselor* March 2, 2020 at 2:52 pm Thank you! I actually work for the federal government. There pros and cons to it, but one of the great things is access to a lot of training on emotional intelligence as well as other training that doesn’t necessarily have to be about emotional intelligence, but the agency for which I work approaches it from an EI perspective, such as conflict resolution, facilitation, mediation, dispute resolution, etc. Plus, I’ve had to take a bunch of evaluation training, such as Myers-Briggs, Strengthfinder, and SDI. I’m very lucky to have had so many opportunities!
alex b* February 29, 2020 at 11:56 am Surprisingly good advice for this exact problem comes from Alexis Rose on Schitt’s Creek. She’s trying to get her brother to stop neurotically panicking about a driving licence test, so she tells him: “People aren’t thinking about you the way that you’re thinking about you,” and “This honestly does not matter. Nobody cares.” She keeps repeating, “Nobody cares.” At first it seems callous, but it’s actually genius. Panic and dwelling can be narcissistic and self-destructive. “STOP. Nobody cares. This isn’t a big deal.”– that’s how I’ve been trying to snap myself out of spirals.
LQ* February 29, 2020 at 1:12 pm I use this kind of perspective a lot. OMG LQ you’re so self-involved to think that everyone else is thinking about you. Get over yourself. Pff. Alternatively, I let my spiral go ALL the way to the very very end. At the end is the nothingness. None of this matters when you divide by infinity so eh, give it a go. Try my best to do something today. I know for some people this is the opposite of helpful but for me staring into the void lets me relax because what I’m doing feels much less catastrophic. Finally. Wait 20 minutes. I set a timer and wait. I go do something else. I try to not respond in the moment and shove the thing aside and come back to it later. Most of the strong feelings don’t last that long if they are just reactionary, so stick the panic in a corner and tell it that it can come out to play later. This was really a challenge at first but practice was a huge help with this.
Wishing You Well* February 29, 2020 at 12:04 pm You might be part of the 10% of the population that’s “highly sensitive”. If so, it’s simply your nature and you cannot train yourself out of it. What you can do is control your behavior even though your emotions are high. It sounds like getting a second opinion was very helpful. Having people who can act as sounding boards might be your strategy for handling these events. You might want a life coach/therapist, if these events happen often. The confidentiality and insight of a professional can be very useful. Good luck.
Parenthetically* February 29, 2020 at 12:15 pm I’m like this a lot. It’s my anxiety. What helps (apart from therapy and meds) is looking around. Is anyone else freaking out about this? Do other people freak out about similar circumstances? No? OK. Then I don’t need to either.
nep* February 29, 2020 at 12:41 pm I like to think in terms of: There is space between the external situation we might react to and our reaction, and taking my time in that space.
Misty* February 29, 2020 at 3:21 pm Wow, this is amazing advice. I’m going to start trying to do this.
Washi* February 29, 2020 at 1:10 pm CBT is all about helping you develop the habit of finding more logical ways to respond to things, based on what’s most likely the explanation vs. what your brain is freaking out about. I would recommend trying a CBT workbook, particularly thought log exercises. Feeling Good by David Burns is classic, but really dated. Something newer would probably have the same type of exercises with a more modern feel. If you’re quickly calmed by a rational explanation, CBT would probably be a good fit for you! (my anxiety is not so easily calmed and ACT ended up being better for me, but I think CBT is easier to DIY.
LNLN* February 29, 2020 at 2:43 pm This improved for me when I started practicing mindfulness. I don’t meditate every day, but I do practice mindfulness. I notice what I am thinking and how I am feeling. I take a moment to acknowledge what I am experiencing. I take a breath. There are lots of books, podcasts, articles, apps, etc., if this is something you want to try. I wish you well!
Not So NewReader* February 29, 2020 at 3:12 pm You are sick of the emotional roller coaster every time you get upset. I’d play that card if I were you. To myself I would say, “I am sick of getting so upset and I am sick of roller coastering. So for this one time, I am just not going to get upset and I am not going to roller coaster. I am going to give myself a break instead.” For myself I took a look at what drove my upsets. Many times, not always, but enough times it was from the lack of knowledge. Something is wrong with my car. OR Damn, the dog is vomiting. OR Crap! my computer screen is black. I had no idea what to do and I was upset with myself for not knowing. (Two problems there.) So I learned some basics for recurring issues in my life. The routes of my discomfort stem from the lack of maternal inputs. This means a long learning curve for me. The more I taught myself the less upsets I had. You could probably do something similar with relationships. Read advice columns regularly, look for stuff that applies to things you have seen in life. Perhaps you will find some pointers for how to handle things different or at least how to think about things differently. If we don’t get new insights to old problems we are just going to keep doing our same pattern. One thing I’d add is check out what you are eating regularly. The loss of coping skills or difficulty in gathering coping skills can also come from poor nutrition. This makes sense if you think about it, a body starving for nutrition is not going to be able to provide proper nutrition to the brain. A brain lacking good nutrition is more likely to be in a state of upset. What you have described here is a high level of stress. And stress eats up vitamins and minerals at a high rate. So even if you are eating okay sometimes, those salads or fruits might be getting burned up as fast a you eat them. You may find that different food choices help you to feel more in control of your own life.
Not So Little My* February 29, 2020 at 11:55 am Spouse and I have been kind of low-key house-hunting, and today we’re going to look at a place that we’re both kind of in love with from the photos. The housing market in my area is getting frenzied again after a winter slowdown, so we need to be prepared for an emotional roller coaster. It’s only 5 years since we purchased our current home, so we remember what it’s like. But it’s also very exciting to think of finding something more like what we really want.
Stephanie* February 29, 2020 at 5:40 pm That’s so exciting! My husband and I moved in September, from a house that was just…not right for us (lots of other people loved it, thought it was a great house, weirdly enough), to one that we both really, really love. It’s a great feeling. Enjoy the house hunt and good luck!
E-Mail Mistakes* February 29, 2020 at 12:01 pm I know we’ve discussed here in the past how common it is to get e-mail meant for someone else, so I just had to share this latest nonsense. This happens to me VERY often, because I was a beta adopter of Gmail and I have a very generic name. One of my name clones works in mortgages, and I get urgent private financial stuff for her all. the. damned. time. Today I got something for her regarding a house closing deadline, and tried to be nice and explain to the guy that I’m not the right person. I’d estimate that 80% of people ignore my response, 15% are obnoxious and demand that I give them the right contact info (as if I would know), and the 5% left are either polite, apologetic, or just plain weird. This dude said “Oh, sorry, didn’t realize. Since I have you, though, do you own a home? Rates are at historic lows. I’d love to get in touch and discuss.” Oh my hell, the balls on this guy. I marked his response spam and watched it vanish into the ether, but now I’m thinking I should have played with him a little. “Why yes I do, thank you. I own three homes, but only one in the States. Mortgage rates don’t really concern me…credit is a bit gauche, don’t you think?”
NoLongerYoung* February 29, 2020 at 1:07 pm same, beta adopter. I get US, NZ, UK… emails from everywhere. I say once, and block. so glad to meet someone who has the same struggles.
Fikly* February 29, 2020 at 1:23 pm Beta adopter, common name, there is someone in Australia who thinks they have my email. Got very confused for a while by emails from some chain for holidays that are in completely different months than where I live (think Father’s Day/Mother’s Day).
BlueDays* February 29, 2020 at 2:19 pm Not a gmail beta adopter, but once at work someone sent me an e-mail about a high school girl’s softball schedule. The way they wrote it made it sound like they were excited to invite me to the games. Was totally confused because it was someone I worked with but had no personal relationship with. Replied to give them a heads up that I thought they might have sent it to the wrong person since they’d never mentioned softball to me before. The response was, “Yeah, I realized that.” Wasn’t expecting a high level of gratitude, but that was pretty rude. Seems like it’s better to just delete unless the e-mail is about something dire.
CoffeeforLife* February 29, 2020 at 6:24 pm Same- although my name isn’t common but there are at least three of us. I get all of their car reminders – one is jeep and one BMW, restaurant reservations, a notice that my alterations were ready for pick up at Neiman’s (I’m guessing she’s the BMW driver), receipt for a Jo Malone candle in Orange Blossom (love that scent), and once a payment notice from some Canadian version of VENMO. I’ve given up responding.
Auntie Social* March 1, 2020 at 12:51 am “Cash buyers really get a seller’s attention, I’ve found. And it’s SO much simpler.”
Lissajous* March 1, 2020 at 7:40 am Also an early gmail user, and while I don’t have a super common name, it is apparently the same name as someone who is an accountant in the US. Who does tax for people. I get about half a dozen emails intended for them every year. Often complete with all the money info, personal details at al. You’d think people would check the email address before hitting send on all those super juicy identity details, and yet.
Fikly* March 1, 2020 at 2:27 pm My dad works for a very large international corporation. He has the same full name as a very high up exec. He has, on repeated occasions, gotten emails with very confidential information he should not be seeing. You would think (it’s even a tech company!) but…
Sc@rlettNZ* March 1, 2020 at 7:38 pm Same here. I’m in NZ and some muppet in the US with the same name as me thinks that my email address is hers. No, taking the full stop out between the first and last names doesn’t make it a different email address!! I’ve given up responding and just block now.
Wide-Eyed Traveller* February 29, 2020 at 12:02 pm Saying hello to Alison and wonderful community which was a source of support, wisdom and positive attitude to life for the quiet lurker here :) I will be going to the US for 3 weeks (two last weeks of April + first week of May) and I am so very excited!!!! And would be glad for any words of wisdom, as it will be my first time here. I am youngish woman travelling solo without a car, so no driving. I am both an outdoorsy type, a history buff and also very interested in the ways how American culture, media and technology influence modern world. First (very vague and very ambitious) plans include: – flying in to New York – staying 5 days in New York. – train to Philadelphia, stay for 1 night + take a historical toor in the old city (…Independence hall and all that) – next day train to Washington D.C. – stay in Washington for 2 full days and 4 nights, mostly for museums (possibly with a half-day bus ride to Mount Vernon and back) – flight to San Francisco – 5 days in San Francisco (I would also like to visit some national parks or nice coastal places…but I am not sure where I can go without a car…Definitely eyeing “Yosemite National Park and Giant Sequoias Day Trip”!) – Fly from San Francisco to Flagstaff, Arizona. Taking a bus to Grand Canyon National Park. – Staying 3 nights (1 evening, 1 full day and then day of departure…) in Grand Canyon National Park and explore! – Take the bus to the airport, fly to New York – 2 more days in New York, flight back to Europe …So, how does it sound, are there things that are just implausible? Is there anything that I need to take in mind while travelling to US? And finally, if someone knows areas to stay \ places to visit and to eat in NY, Philadelphia, Washington, San Francisco, Grand Canyon… and maybe some cool places to take a detour (without a car…) – I would be very, very grateful for your replies.
ThatGirl* February 29, 2020 at 4:17 pm That’s a lot of traveling. Keep in mind that flights from the East Coast to San Francisco are long — not as long as from Europe, but a good 6 hrs. And there’s another time change so you’ll be jet lagged, again. If I were you I’d pick one coast or the other. I think people from Europe underestimate how big the US is. For Philadelphia I recommend staying in Center City, it’s very walkable and there’s lots to see and do. Go to Reading Terminal Market for a huge variety of food choices.
Elizabeth West* February 29, 2020 at 4:46 pm I second this. The US is very large and very spread out compared to Europe. Factoring in travel time, that’s a lot for three weeks. I’d stay on the East Coast this trip and come back for a West Coast trip another time.
Wide-Eyed Traveller* February 29, 2020 at 5:19 pm Thank you for your reply ;)) Well, I am a Russian living in Europe, and in Russia you can fly 10 hours straight from 1 city to another without leaving the country (…done that, but I was also very jet-lagged after that). Which places would you recommend for three weeks on the East Coast, if one would travel around a bit (so not only NY)?
ThatGirl* February 29, 2020 at 5:40 pm I’m not Elizabeth, but sticking to New York, Philadelphia and DC will be much easier to coordinate (the trains are pretty good in that corridor), give you plenty to do, and the public transit is good in all three. Lots of American history, museums, culture, great food, parks, you name it.
Elizabeth West* February 29, 2020 at 9:52 pm What ThatGirl said. ^^ Yes, Russia is also huge! My friend from Germany did something similar to what you’re hoping to do, Wide-Eyed Traveller, but she had more than three weeks and even then it was exhausting. Outside the large cities and coastal corridors, US trains aren’t really good at all. They take ages and they’re almost as expensive as flying.
Wide-Eyed Traveller* March 1, 2020 at 8:18 am Now I am interested, what was your friends’s route? :))) Now I am looking whether I can add several more days to the trip (it will take place between jobs, so a couple more days are an option), but it seems that I will be doing first SF and surroundings, then flying to East Coast and spending more time in DC and Philly and less in New York, without the whole Grand Canyon and Arizona stop.
Seeking Second Childhood* March 2, 2020 at 12:46 am I agree with those who suggest limiting the trip to one coast. For perspective, NYC to San Francisco is longer than Moscow to Madrid. There are national and state parks that may not be as famous as the Grand Canyon but involve less travelling. They’ll all have websites. When do you need to decide by?
Surrogate Tongue Pop* February 29, 2020 at 7:10 pm I second what Elizabeth said. Your “full days” somewhere could honestly just consist of a few hours of “enjoyment time” factoring in various transportation times, traffic, etc.. Plus jet lag and so on. If you want to stick to the east coast/Midwest, you could throw in a flight to Chicago (1 hour time difference…amazing city, great art museums). Or head to Charleston, SC or Savannah, GA. Or New Orleans. Or even go up to Rhode Island (Newport). Or Pittsburgh PA, Baltimore MD, Charlottesville VA (home of Thomas Jefferson). All are lovely and come with a rich history, if you’re into history stuff. Enjoy the travels!
Seeking Second Childhood* March 2, 2020 at 12:57 am Look up AmTrak, you’ll see more landscape from a train. There’s good service along the coast at least : Boston, New Haven, NYC, and Washington DC. There are also commuter train lines radiating out from NYC and other cities.
Wide-Eyed Traveller* February 29, 2020 at 5:10 pm Yeah, I was debating with myself whether I want to have four jet lags in three weeks (Europe to NY, NY to SF, SF to NY, NY to Europe…) but it is really complicated for me to get to USA at all, with visa and stuff (I am Russian living in Europe)… so I did some cramming ;) I need to look at the exact flight and bus times, whether it is doable at all. However, I am also a very active traveller, so I hope that I can to at least the part of the plan!
migrating coconuts* February 29, 2020 at 4:36 pm WOW! You are going to be tired! But what fun!! I live outside Philadelphia, but you only have one day there. The tour sounds like a great idea. Get a little bit of everything. It’s shame you won’t be there longer. There is so much history there. If you have time, go to the Reading Terminal Market. Lots of things to see and buy, and many many cool food stalls to eat at. It’s a must see when in Philly. I have been to San Francisco. It is a beautiful city and the weather is the best of anywhere I’ve ever been. Make sure you make it to the waterfront, ride a cable car, check out Lombard street (crookedest street in the world) Across the Golden Gate bridge is Sausalito, which is worth a visit. I hope you have a fantastic time!
Wide-Eyed Traveller* February 29, 2020 at 5:14 pm Wow, thank you very much for all the recommendations! Very much looking forward to Philadelphia – as said, I am a history buff (and a bit of American revolution fan… I mean, Founding Fathers were not 100% great at all, but they did so much better than most Russian politicians combined..), so, yeah, I definitely wanted to see Boston or Philadelphia, and it most probably be Philadelphia as it lies between NY and Washington D.C. If I stay on the East Coast and in Philadelphia longer, as many commenters here suggested ;) – what would you recommend to see?
acmx* February 29, 2020 at 4:44 pm I can understand cramming a lot in (I do it myself) but I think you’re underestimating time for getting around without a car (or even with) and maybe how long the train and busses will take. I’d try to figure out what you want to see in San Francisco and DC and plot them out in a map and also see if you can find transportation. Maybe head to the Fodor forums for city specific questions.
Wide-Eyed Traveller* February 29, 2020 at 5:23 pm Yeah, I definitely need to check trains and buses timetable before I book any flights from one city to another – whether the connection is doable and how long does it take… It is just really a trip for a lifetime which I was dreaming about some last 10 years, and now I have the opportunity to do that, so a bit overexcited may be… And thank you for the suggestion for Fodor Forums, I will definitely check them out!
acmx* February 29, 2020 at 7:24 pm Have you priced an open jaw ticket? You could fly into NY and depart DC back to Europe (or the opposite). With all of this traveling I would try your best to have carry on luggage (might be larger than what’s typical for European airlines) only. You aircraft for Flagstaff will be a smaller one so you probably have to check it for that flight. Check operating days/hours for your venues (obvious but my friend forgot to check and we had to go back the next day). We are a big tipping culture. Restaurant tips are 15-20%. You will probably tip your tour guide.
Wide-Eyed Traveller* February 29, 2020 at 7:47 pm Oh, thank you for info about the tipping, I didn’t think of that! In Austria were I live it is usually “rounding up” 1-2 Euros for smaller menus (till 20 Euros) and 5% for larger bills. Do I tip when I am taking coffee to go or anything “to go”? And how much would be appropriate for a toor guide? I will check the carry on requirements too, thanks for the infos on that and I will definitely look up open jaw ticket too. Re: much flying – after reading the comments here I was thinking to probably limit it juuuust the smallest bit ;) Maybe to San Francisco at first, to get over the worst jet lag. Spend a week or so there, fly to the East coast and then two weeks in New York, DC, Philadelphia, may be smaller day trips, and ditch the whole stop of Flagstaff and Grand Canyon entirely (I mean, probably this is the section where I would need the car most, and coordinating shuttle bus and flight would definitely take up quite a lot of time). So, trying to be a *bit* more prudent here :)))
Washi* February 29, 2020 at 8:27 pm I usually tip $1 flat for something like a drink to go, and 10-15% for a tour guide. Also in hotels it’s customary to leave a small tip in your room (I usually do like $15-20 for a few nights.) Another thing to keep in mind when you see prices is not just the tip, but that they almost never include sales tax or other taxes either. Re: skipping the Grand Canyon: I will say that the American Southwest is pretty unique and will almost certainly feel more different from Europe than NYC/DC/Philly. In general, the farther west you go, the less the US resembles Europe, in my opinion. I’ve traveled quite a bit in Russia and a city like Phoenix feels like another planet. (I mean, Moscow is more to my taste tbh, but Arizona is SO DIFFERENT and you might find that cool.)
acmx* February 29, 2020 at 10:11 pm Tipping attitudes can vary. I wouldn’t tip the way Washi would. I wouldn’t tip for a drink (Washi is I think talking about coffee or similar. For an alcoholic beverage I would). I don’t tip housekeeping. I don’t tip workers that make minimum wage unless they perform something for me personally. So, I will tip a hotel shuttle driver or bellhop if they handle my bag. I typically don’t interact with housekeeping so no tip. I’ve seen a few hotels note that tipping is not expected. I would tip a taxi driver. I don’t for Lyft/Uber. If I order food from a sit down restaurant “to go”, I tip maybe 10%, $1-2 (I don’t typically get food to go so it would depend on the bill). For breakfast at a diner I would tip more than 20% because the total is usually smaller). I agree with Washi :) on AZ: flagstaff.com/grand-canyon-tours also maybe see Niagara Falls while in NY. If you really would like to see the National Parks, I would start with those and fit San Francisco around them.
Auntie Social* March 1, 2020 at 12:56 am Some San Fran and some Los Angeles. You gotta do SoCal—it’s beautiful in a very different way than NorCal is.
Wide-Eyed Traveller* March 1, 2020 at 8:14 am Thank you :) My friend was in LA recently, and I got the impression that SF is much more walkable than LA, that’s why I didn’t consider LA at first. What would you recommend in SF and LA, and especially SoCal? My knowledge of US landmarks is pretty limited of largest cities and the most known national parks, and I would love to explore some a bit less known places (…if they are somehow reachable by bus or train).
Miss Pantalones En Fuego* March 1, 2020 at 4:41 am The Arizona bit in particular might be quite difficult without a car unless you are planning bus tours of some kind or are literally hiking everywhere. San Francisco is fairly pedestrian friendly though.
Sprechen Sie Talk?* March 1, 2020 at 2:31 am This is tough without a car – there are a lot of cool things inbetween the coasts or around the coasts, but without a car they can be difficult to see! A few comments: 1) If you are dead set on the West Coast I would do the open jaw ticket and start out there and fly east as you were thinking, to minimize jet lag 2) Can the Grand Canyon and see that another time, perhaps with a more focused trip on the Southwest and some of the other parks down there. 3) I would spend a few days in SF to see the city but not go to Yosemite – too many people. Maybe Giant Sequoia as they are worth seeing if you’ve never seen trees that large. From there you could take the Coast Starlight train and see a lot of nature and the coast on the way as the tracks hug the Pacific. Get off in Santa Barbara for an ‘adventure portion’ of your trip and get caught up on sleep – there are places near town to go hiking on trails with coastal views – you could get away with using an Uber or city bus to access these ares. The harbor area you can see seals and other wildlife up close and personal, or rent a kayak and paddle about for a little bit. There is also the Channel Islands National Park that is accessible (and less busy!) from SB by boat, or take a kayak tour to see all the little coves and wildlife. If you do wine then there are wine tours in the vineyards in the Santa Ynez area. Its a smaller, more compact town that is fairly walkable, has good food, and the university means it will have more budget options. Bus from there (2 hours or so) direct to LAX to get a flight east. 4) Two days in DC isn’t a lot for the museums – I would spend more time in DC/Philly than NYC as flights to NYC tend to frequently come up quite cheap and its closest to Europe. 5) Alternatively just do the East Coast and work your way up from DC, Philly, NYC, Boston, but as someone pointed out, all those cities will be most similar to European layouts and not as unique as going further West, but in the West you need a car.
Wide-Eyed Traveller* March 1, 2020 at 8:04 am Oh, thank you, thank you for so many great suggestions, especially Channel Islands, Santa Barbara and Coast Starlight train! Yes, I will definitely check them out, at it looks like something that I really want to do, to see beautiful nature and coast without a car :))) Do you know some specific hiking routes in Santa Barbara, or are all of them good? Yes, after reading the comments I am thinking about spending more time in SF and around, then a bit more time in DC and Philadelphia and less in NYC. Are there museums in DC that you would recommend? I was thinking of Museum of American History, African History museum definitely, then may be U.S. Capitol Visitor Center, or National Gallery, or Sculpture Garden…The list is long! And yeah, it seems that I really need to brush up my driving skills if I want to see more of USA. I even have a driver’s licence, but such a terrible anxiety about it, and in Vienna where I live you really don’t need a car as parking is expensive and public transport is excellent… But yeah, it seems that I need to have either a good company who can drive, or drive myself to see more of the West in USA.
Washi* March 1, 2020 at 11:29 am I’m a little biased because I live in DC, but I think you get the most for your money here as far as museums go, because 90% of them are free! For a foreign tourist, I would say these are the best America-centered free museums: 1. African American History museum (one of my absolute favorite museums I’ve ever been to, 2. American History Museum 3. Museum of the American Indian (best food option on them Mall – tasty and lines are not too long.) 4. American Art Museum My fave “hidden” gems: 1. Frederick Douglass house – out of the way, but great tour, all original furniture, amazing man 2. Postal Museum – a fun jaunt right near Union Station 3. Alexandria Museums – beautiful historical area, and if you go to the visitor center, you can get a “key to the city” pass for $20 which gives you admission to like 10 little museums in downtown Alexandria, the observation deck at the Masonic Temple, and 40% off admission to Mount Vernon. Definitely a fun day trip and very walkable! 4. For something outdoorsy, Theodore Roosevelt Island is lovely, with trails and a beautiful monument. For an alternative view of the island, you can kayak from Key Boathouse around the island and also get a stunning view of the monuments from the water. 5. Dumbarton Oaks gardens will be gorgeous that time of year, and would be amazing paired with a long walk around that neighborhood of Georgetown, through Dumbarton Oaks park and the Oak Hill cemetery
Wide-Eyed Traveller* March 1, 2020 at 8:08 pm Oh, thank you so much for advice and comments! Didn’t know that the most Washington museums were free – of course that is a good incentive to stay longer ;) And thank you for the “hidden gems” list – will be checking out also Frederick Douglass house (I have read about him, amazing man, true!) and outdoorsy places) Washington sounds like a great place to be… or, at least, so many things to do ;)
Surrogate Tongue Pop* March 1, 2020 at 8:27 pm +100! I just went to Dumbarton Oaks over the holidays and it was lovely. All of the Smithsonian museums are free. So depending on how much time you have and/or your interests, there is a LOT for everyone. Also the Botanical Gardens (near the Capitol Building) – the National Museum of the American Indian is next door as well–>Washi is *so right* about the best cafe of all the museums! NOTE: The Air and Space Museum is being renovated and is quite small and crowded for all the artifacts it holds. The bigger Udvar-Hazy Air and Space Museum is out by Dulles International Airport and it is AMAZING. And if you are interested in food and are traveling solo, sign up for a food tour. A great way to see neighborhoods in depth and eat great food with quality tour hosts!
Seeking Second Childhood* March 2, 2020 at 1:07 am Look up the Smithsonian Museums, the federally funded “umbrella organization ” for many DC museums including Air & Space Museum. Many are located along the National Mall (a park with monuments stretching from the US Capital Building to the Lincoln Memorial.)
The Librarian (not the type from TNT)* March 1, 2020 at 8:10 am If you’re a history buff, my opinion is that you need more time in Philadelphia and Washington DC. If you still have three weeks to spend and money is not an issue, I’d drop the California leg of the trip and redistribute that time between Philadelphia and Washington. You could also add two or three days in Boston, which is along the same Amtrak train line and has a ton of things to offer a history buff. There isn’t enough in San Francisco proper to be worth spending five days there, in my opinion. California is a gorgeous state, but unless you can find bus tours that go down the coast (which very well might exist), you need a car as other commenters have said. I’ve never been to the Grand Canyon, so can’t comment on that. Whatever you decide, it sounds like it’s going to be an amazing adventure!
Wide-Eyed Traveller* March 1, 2020 at 8:31 am Thank you for your reply, the comments here are really invaluable:))) Somehow I really want to see SF and some bits of California that are available by car or train, so I think that I will be flying there first, then a flight to East Coast (without a stop to Grand Canyon), and yes, that means more time for Philadelphia and Washington! (Boston was actually one of the first places that I wanted to go, but now I need to see whether I can work it in.) I am actually a bit of American Revolution fan, so I was thinking to see the landmarks of that, may be also a day trip to Mount Vernon from Washington… So many possibilities, and yes, you can see that I am a bit overexcited about the adventure:))
TheFacelessOldWomanWhoSecretlyLivesinYour House* March 1, 2020 at 2:05 pm Grand Canyon is incredible! See it if you can–an amazing natural wonder. I’d g there before a museum even though I adore museums. It is so awe inspiring.
Fan of San Francisco* March 1, 2020 at 2:41 pm I grew up in Sonoma and my mom grew up in San Francisco. San Francisco is a great place to visit! I read the itinerary of ‘Dylan’s Famous Tour with Muir Woods’ on the Dylan’s Tours website, and it sounds like a good way to see the city and get out to the redwoods without a car. And I approve of their photo stop choices – I second especially North Beach & Marin Headlands. I don’t know the company, so maybe go look for reviews, but if I had only 5 days in the San Francisco Bay Area, I’d consider it to get a taste of all the interesting places.
Wide-Eyed Traveller* March 1, 2020 at 8:05 pm Thank you for your advice and suggestions, will be definitely checking out Dylan’s Tours, as I would like to explore the nature around San Francisco and it seems that tours are the best possibility without a car ;)
Sprechen Sie Talk?* March 1, 2020 at 12:57 pm Looking at the train schedule you would be on the train all day from SF to Santa Barbara, which isn’t that bad. US trains have squishy comfortable seats and they have special carriages on that line that have massive windows for sightseeing. I would suggest 3 days in SF, 1 day on the train, 3 days in Santa Barbara and environs, 1 day travel from West Coast to East Coast, and that gives you almost two weeks on the East Coast. If you wanted to squeeze one more day out of either side you could take an overnight flight from LA to your chosen point on the East Coast. You may want to consider springing for a business class seat on that flight as they can be almost 5 hours and if you can get sleep on the plane overnight youll be in better shape the next day! Also check for flights from SBA (santa barbara) – sometimes it works out the same as flying from LAX, just with an additional stop somewhere. For example, there is a 730pm American flight from SBA, changing in Phoenix, that lands at Regan National (the in town airport) at 7 am the next morning and its the same price as hauling down to LAX and going direct. DC people – when are the cherry blossoms out? Words of caution – I would suggest taking a mainline carrier like Alaska, Delta, Southwest, American, United, etc and avoid some of the super cheap carriers like Spirit. Also, be aware of your surroundings regarding train stations – a lot of the Amtrak stations aren’t in the best parts of town.
Wide-Eyed Traveller* March 1, 2020 at 7:57 pm Wow, thank you about those practical details about flights and carriers! I am not sure that I can afford business class (besides me hating any kind of overnight transportation), so now I am thinking about just, you know, adding some days to the trip ;) as it will be between jobs, a couple of days are doable. One question about safety – when do you say “not the best parts of town”, how alert should I be there? I consider myself a bit of an experienced traveller, I have been travelling solo in Europe, Turkey and Russia, without any accidents, but I am not sure as I have never been to USA. I not very scared of weird or creepy looking people, as long as they don’t bother me directly. – Will it be safe to be moving around with a huge trolley, or should I better get a backpack? (I am pretty healthy, so if I think about situations where I would possibly need to move faster, backpack somehow sounds more convenient…) – Are there places on my list where I should avoid to unpack my (large and expensive) camera? – Places where I should get better hold of my purse / smartphone? – Places where I should be better taking an Uber or taxi instead of walking? – Should I be generally wary of leaving any valuables in the hotels / airbnbs, or these are pretty safe in that regard? And once more thank you for commenting and advice ;)
Miranda Priestly's Assistant* March 1, 2020 at 4:16 pm I second the recommendations to stick to one coast. If you stay in the Northeast region, know that it is easy and affordable to get buses between the 3 cities DC, Philly, and NYC. If you start in DC, go to Philly then NYC. Reverse the order if you start in NY (this order makes most sense due to distance.) Relying on buses rather than airplanes can also give you some flexibility, if you decide you want to stay an extra day somewhere in the last minute. (Boltbus and Megabus are some reliable bus companies I’ve used.) If you want to travel by train, Amtrak goes to these cities as well.
Sparrow* March 1, 2020 at 8:32 pm Outdoorsy/costal things in San Francisco without a car: – Land’s End would be a good half day trip to see both the ocean and forest- it’s on the Northwest corner of the city, so a little out of the way, but accessible by bus or ride share – biking along the bay and across the Golden Gate Bridge is a nice way to see the bay and city and is very popular with tourists. Depending on your comfort with biking you could go all the way across the bridge to Sausalito and take the ferry back. You could stop for a bit at Crissy Fields, which is an area of grassy fields and beaches along the bay, right under the bridge. It feels very natural for being in the main part of the city – Ferry to Angel Island- the whole island is a state park, and used to be an immigration station and military base. It’s very natural, with trails for hiking and biking, and a small history museum. The ferry leaves from Fisherman’s Wharf and stops in Sausalito and Tiburon too (small towns on the bay north of SF proper). In my opinion, this is the best way to get outdoors-y without a car or a large tour group, and I would budget at least a full day for it. Muir Woods has beautiful redwoods but can be touristy and crowded. You can get there with a tour bus or with a ride share. A day trip to Yosemite from SF is not very practical- it is a 3-4 hour drive, so if you are going to go, I would suggest a tour which includes an overnight stay in the park.
Randomity* February 29, 2020 at 12:12 pm Oh my goodness Hank and Shadow are beautiful and have amazing names!! How are they getting on with you all, Alison?
Ask a Manager* Post authorFebruary 29, 2020 at 1:56 pm Hank is the most affectionate cat I’ve ever encountered. He climbs on your lap, then up your chest, puts his arms around your neck like a hug, and tries to lick your face. He wants to be on a human at all times. Shadow is shy and still getting used to us, but he’s coming out of his shell and is turning out to be very playful and affectionate too! (Just not Hank-level affectionate, which is an unattainable standard anyway.) Hank loves other cats. He has bonded hard with Wallace. Here they are napping together. These would be very good cats for anyone in the D.C. area who wants very sweet, affectionate lap cats and who is willing to send me constant photos and updates.
Jean (just Jean)* February 29, 2020 at 5:55 pm May you find a wonderful home for them! If you don’t mind sharing this, what is the organization through which you are fostering? I can’t adopt (severely allergic to cats and I’m unwilling to start with medication) but can make occasional donations.
Ask a Manager* Post authorFebruary 29, 2020 at 6:01 pm It’s this org (weird name, but they’re the group that rescued Sophie and Wallace so we like them): https://www.petsbringjoy.org
LGC* February 29, 2020 at 12:33 pm Watching the US Olympic Marathon Trials! (I mean…what else would be happening today?) I’m actually SUPER nervous about it as I know a couple of the people on the women’s side who are running. And one of them might have an outside shot of making the team. There’s a LOT I can discuss (starting with the shoe insanity, which the broadcast just ran an interstitial on), so hit me up. I’ll also follow up with some commentary I forgot to leave from last week since I just disappeared.
wanna be runner* February 29, 2020 at 1:37 pm So am I! Do you know why they are taking the 3 top people rather than a certain time? I seem to remember there used to be a time cutoff before.
Fikly* March 1, 2020 at 5:17 am I’m not sure if this is still the case, but it used to be with track that there were times you had to meet to qualify for x big event, like worlds or the Olympics, but then also each country can only send so many people (this number can depend on the results in the last Olympics/worlds). So if you have 3 spots, but only 2 people meet the time, you can only send 2. But you don’t have to meet the time at any one race, just during the season. So it’s possible everyone at the trial has already met the time, so it’s just whoever the top 3 people are because they have 3 spots.
LGC* February 29, 2020 at 1:45 pm …the women are NOT MAKING IT EASY for me right now because there’s about 15 women in the front pack. And then one of my friends (Roberta Groner) is about 20 seconds behind – as of the time I’m typing this right now – and I’m having a minor freakout. I also have WAY too many screens open for my own good. (Television, laptop with leaderboard, and then texting my friends because I need someone to go through this with me.) I think I mentioned this last week, but we actually did a send-off run for Roberta and a couple of other runners from New Jersey that are going to Trials. I would say I ran with her (and the other women), but that would be overly flattering to myself. At any rate, it was cool!
Bob* February 29, 2020 at 3:02 pm I’m so excited for you (and for the friends who are running). I hope they all did themselves proud. I can’t begin to imagine how exciting it would be to (a) qualify and (b) take part. I love the way the US has these trials. Are you aware of any other countries that take this approach?
Emily* February 29, 2020 at 3:44 pm I watched this, too! Such an exciting event with such not-great coverage. (So many cuts to the commentators/commercials! Please show the runners!) RESULTS DISCUSSION AHEAD Both finishes were pretty exciting! I fully admit to being more interested in the women, in general, but the men battling it out for 2nd-4th made things tense. Fourth place must be so tough (although I liked that Des finished with a smile on her face and congratulations for the top three). I was rooting for her, but at least I can tell myself that she’s already done the whole Olympics thing before. :) Plus, all of the top three looked so excited about it; it’s hard to root against them. In general, I am in awe of everyone there! OTQs of both genders can run 26.2 miles at a pace faster than I can run a single mile.
Lady Jay* February 29, 2020 at 5:21 pm Yeah I was impressed with Des’s sportsmanship – if you’re going to lose, what a great way to go.
Lady Jay* February 29, 2020 at 5:20 pm Ahhhh Des Linden missed the cutoff! :( :( :( Don’t get me wrong, the other women are amazing and I’m super eager to watch them compete at the Olympics. (And two of them are immigrants! What better way to represent the US, esp. right now.) But I’ve followed Des for awhile, was thrilled by her Boston victory, and was rooting for her going into the trials – she lost by about 30 seconds.
Sparkly Lady* February 29, 2020 at 7:59 pm Ooo… I used to follow distance running, but I haven’t in a long time. So now I’m very curious… what is the shoe insanity?
LQ* February 29, 2020 at 12:46 pm In response to a letter recently there was a long chain about not smelling bad and how to get your washer and dryer to not make your clothes smell musty. It was incredibly helpful. A few weirdly small things that really helped me. Thanks weird strangers who wrote hundreds of comments about dryers! You’re awesome. My sheets now just don’t smell again.
Contractor Woes update* February 29, 2020 at 1:07 pm The contractor came by with the tiler this week. Work repairing the kitchen floor starts next week as promised. Thanks for the language. I am so relieved.
Princesa Zelda* February 29, 2020 at 1:17 pm I know Allison doesn’t allow certain kinds of ads on here, and I was curious if that includes political ads? I’ve been getting political ads that pop up on my phone as a big square that take up a quarter of the screen. If they’re allowed, that’s fine; I’ll keep closing them like I do the medicine ads. But if something’s happening that isn’t supposed to, I’d like to bring it to Allison’s attention.
Ask a Manager* Post authorFebruary 29, 2020 at 1:52 pm Yes, they’re not allowed and they keep getting through anyway. If you send me screenshots, I can get them blocked.
Ask a Manager* Post authorFebruary 29, 2020 at 1:53 pm Same for any ads that take up a quarter of the screen, which also isn’t supposed to be allowed!
Married to Celiac* February 29, 2020 at 1:25 pm Husband has celiac and T1 diabetes (his dr said was a result of 7 years’ undiagnosed celiac). Celiac runs in his family but not T1D. When I get pregnant, should I go gluten free? I’m already mostly gluten free, but Ive read journal articles saying going GF during pregnancy and breastfeeding reduced the risk of T1D stemming from celiac. I’ve already talked to every doctor I know and a genetics counselor but either nobody knows or they don’t care enough to know (I get it, they’re not the one having the kid). Hubs already asked his diabetes doctor but got bounced to someone else. I want answers before pregnancy—during is too late. What if I’ve done damage already? Anyone with a T1D celiac spouse? How did you handle pregnancy/toddlerhood? Gluten free (or reduced gluten)?
Blue Eagle* February 29, 2020 at 1:43 pm Not sure if your question has a definitive answer, but if it were me I would avoid eating any gluten during my pregnancy on the theory that 1) if it matters, then a future problem may be avoided and 2) if it doesn’t matter, then the only issue is that you have inconvenienced yourself for 9 months. Kind of on a “better safe than sorry” vibe.
Cat* February 29, 2020 at 2:18 pm I see the appeal of that but the problem with being pregnant is that if you take that approach you’ll eat and do basically nothing for nine months. Personally I’d push harder to get an answer from the doctor the diabetes doc referred to.
Fikly* March 1, 2020 at 5:19 am The problem here is that there is no definitive answer, because honestly we just do not know.
MissGirl* February 29, 2020 at 5:31 pm That actually can be damaging. They told nursing moms to avoid nuts and not give any nut products to children under one to avoid allergies. Then doctors discovered the kids were developing more allergies because they weren’t getting exposed to it early enough. Now they encourage nuts.
Cambridge Comma* February 29, 2020 at 5:48 pm Get answers because morning sickness is going to be miserable without being able to eat bread so you don’t want to do it without knowing whether it will help. Immunise the baby against rotavirus to reduce the risk of T1 diabetes.
Fake Old Converse Shoes (not in the US)* February 29, 2020 at 1:34 pm Anime thread!! What are you watching? Finals season is over, and I’m taking a break to catch up. I’m watching Cardcaptor Sakura Clear Card (second season), Eizouken, and Interspecies Reviewers, which turned out to be a nice surprise. I watched Reviewers out of curiosity when the Funimation + MAL + Youtubers beef started, and I found it funnier than I expected for something that happily jumps along the thin line between risqué and porn (and occasionally crosses it). I wanted to watch Dorohedoro and Beastars, but they’re only on US Netflix, so I’ll have to take my ship and sail…
Pumpa Rumpa* February 29, 2020 at 1:43 pm I’m watching Chihayafuru, Science Fell in Love, Eizouken, and Jeweler Richard. I also have the director’s cut of Re:Zero in my queue, but haven’t gotten to it yet. I watched and liked the first episodes of In/Spectre and Somali and the Forest Spirit, but keeping up with 4 shows seems to be all I’m capable of at the moment.
Fake Old Converse Shoes (not in the US)* February 29, 2020 at 1:47 pm Also, watching Cardcaptor Sakura makes me feel like a teenager again. Can help squeaking everytime Yukito appears! I love him more now than back than in the early 2000s!
Nessun* February 29, 2020 at 2:16 pm I really need to watch the new CCS!! (And furuba…) I’ve been mainlining Detective Conan lately – it saddens me I can’t buy it to keep because some of the eps are just gold, especially the flashback stuff with Ran and Shinichi as kids! I’m also loving Beelzebub, which is ridiculous and hilarious. Not normally my kind of thing, but for some reason it’s a riot to me.
Nicki Name* February 29, 2020 at 2:26 pm Currently loving ID: Invaded, Magia Record, and Hanako-kun. Still sort of weirded out that the last two have so much overlap!
Elizabeth West* February 29, 2020 at 4:54 pm Waiting for a job so I can subscribe to Crunchyroll. I watched Black Butler on Netflix and loved it but they didn’t have all of it. CR has a bunch of stuff I’d like to see. Also waiting for the next season of Attack on Titan. Captain Levi Fan Club!! \0/
GoryDetails* February 29, 2020 at 8:04 pm I’ve just started watching Cells at Work on Netflix. I loved the manga, and so far the anime’s great fun too. (It’s a series about anthropomorphized blood cells as they battle invading viruses, act to seal wounds, and otherwise go about their blood-cell business.)
Torrance* March 1, 2020 at 6:44 am I love that series! I’m really hoping that the rumours are true about a summer s2 release. If you’re at all interested in ‘reaction’ types of videos, I’d strongly recommend Dr Hope (of Dr Hope’s Sick Notes) over at YouTube. He’s been working his way through the series and explaining some of the actual medicine behind the episodes.
GoryDetails* March 1, 2020 at 9:47 am Thanks so much for the Dr Hope recommendation, Torrance! I just checked out his comments on the first Cells at Work and it’s marvelous – not least because he became a huge fan despite not really watching anime a lot. (I’ve also checked out one of his videos on CPR techniques in TV and film, which included clips from Buffy and from The Office – good stuff!)
Filosofickle* February 29, 2020 at 1:56 pm Rant. I’m two months into a Curly Girl experiment to see if my loose waves can get stronger or more curly. It’s so frustrating! I don’t seem to be making much progress. My hair is fine, dense, and loosely wavy (mostly 2B with some 2A and 2C). Also long and very heavy. There are some beautiful spirals underneath, but they are covered by a top layer of hair (canopy) that’s much looser and it falls out easily. My canopy is definitely the most damaged area, so I’m still hopeful there’s more potential there. But right now it just seems my curl pattern is all over the place and only getting weirder. Per the curl enthusiasts I follow on YT and IG, it’s normal to take as much as 4-6 months to see good results and up to a year or two to reach full potential. Basically, you have to grow a new head of hair. Since my hair was already fairly healthy, though, it seems like I should be seeing more by now if it’s in there. They also say it just takes time to get used to the products and methods and figure out what your hair needs. You get a LOT of bad hair days with the trial and error. I did a rice water rinse this week that I hoped would strengthen my waves — all signs pointed to needing more protein — but instead it’s been a week of tangles and angry dry hair. OK, lesson learned. My boyfriend is very, very tired of hearing about my hair.
misspiggy* February 29, 2020 at 2:22 pm I’ve found the water locally really affects my curliness vs tangles. Unfortunately the water at home is the worst! (Probably high chlorine but possibly due to mineral content.) I have to also get just the right cut to stop the top being too heavy. My best hairdresser, as well as layering, would twist the hair and gently chop the outer edges of each lock with the scissors. It worked so well, I miss her…
Filosofickle* February 29, 2020 at 3:24 pm A few weeks ago I got a reasonably big cut and that was great…I’ll go back soon, much earlier than I normally would, to get more taken off. I was a bit nervous to bring the shortest layers above my chin, and I think that would help. A good stylist is worth their weight in gold.
OyHiOh* February 29, 2020 at 2:53 pm I have an odd assortment of 2B and C waves and 4A coils (on certain special days, I’ll even get a few 3B coils in there). It’s an amazing mess. So the first thing I’d say is accept that you’re going to have a range of textures within your hair. You might try half up/half down hairstyles that show off the tighter waves underneath and if you’re up for something really new and different, look for a haircut that accentuates the shapes and textures you really like. I’ve got this wild asymetrical/undercut edgy/artist cut that helps me deal with the sheer volume of hair on my head. Most curly hair has a range of textures in it so your hair is really very normal. I would say to drop as many steps and products as you can possibly get away with. The simplest routine that makes you reasonably happy with your hair and then just do that for six months and see what happens. Curly Girl groups tend to turn into product races when the original Curly method was more about getting a really good hair cut that flatters the texture of your hair, and use products that work with your texture rather than trying to smooth over the texture. Keep in mind that as recently as the early 90’s, curly kids frequently were given perms “to make the curl more regular” so the idea of a good cut and products that play nice with texture was pretty revolutionary very recently. For myself personally, I always come back to an issue of priorities. I don’t necessarily want to spend “a lot” of time on my hair. I like to spend about 20 to 30 minutes total getting ready in the morning, I don’t want to devote that time to my hair because, as curly people know, the hair you walk out the door with is almost never the hair you walk back in with in the evening. I’d rather put my getting ready time into clothes/skin care/makeup that will look about the same 8 hours later. So I figured out the minimums to get hair I love without too much effort. I got a fine metal comb. The kind that’s sold for lice removal, though mine has never been used for that purpose. I soak my hair in the shower and comb through it several times (aim for the old chestnut about hair needing 100 strokes of brushing every day). Out of the shower, twist it up in an old tshirt for few minutes (enough so that it’s not dripping), and clip it up for the day. Once it’s dry, I take the clip out and fluff the roots a little bit. Shampoo when it feels greasy (depending on time of year and activity level that ranges between daily in the heat of summer and every couple weeks when it’s cold and I’m not doing as much outside).
Filosofickle* February 29, 2020 at 3:31 pm Yeah, I’ve been pulling back the top a lot! I am trying to keep it simple, while no doubt getting caught up in a bit of the product frenzy. If I can’t do it with 1-2 products and at least half upright, it’s not sustainable for me. I’m hoping for the balance you’ve found — reasonably good hair with a reasonable amount of effort. The past few years I’d gotten used to an extremely low-maintenance routine and having to baby it so much is kind of annoying. A few weeks ago I had a wash day that essentially replicated my 1991 perm! Worse, I think this wave has been there the whole time so I was likely perming naturally wavy hair. I had no idea this was a thing or that my hair could do this until very recently.
Elspeth Mcgillicuddy* February 29, 2020 at 4:28 pm First rule of haircare: it doesn’t work unless it actually works for your hair. It is very annoying. I try stuff occasionally, then I go back to Pantene, because it works. Sure, it’s full of silicones and sulfates, but my hair likes it. I tried co-washing for a while, but it didn’t work. Tried Snowymoon’s Moisture Treatment that everyone on the long hair forum loves. Didn’t work. Tried oils, which also don’t work unless I use so little that you can’t tell any difference. Haircare is a ton of trial and error. Unfortunately, mostly error. BTW, don’t try coconut milk on your hair. Took two shampoos to get the horrible smell out of my hair, and it was stiff and weird.
Filosofickle* February 29, 2020 at 5:07 pm So true! It’s possible I’ll go back — my hair looooves silicone — but keeping some new methods and ideas I learned with CG about healthier hair. I can especially see doing that for travel. No way I’m taking all this crap for barely-there waves! My hair behaves well with almost no effort with my old products. For now I just have to find enough patience and acceptance to last through the transition so I can make an informed decision.
Elspeth Mcgillicuddy* February 29, 2020 at 5:36 pm My hair has some amount of texture to it. so I could try curly girl stuff, but I don’t think I’ll ever bother. So much work! So much spending money on products that I might hate! I haven’t even managed to hair-type my hair. It’s very very long and takes hours to dry, even in the winter in bone dry air. My current annoyance is finding a leave-in. They were out of my old one at Walmart 3 times running. So I have to see if they have it elsewhere, or get something else to try. Maybe new stuff will be amazing, or maybe it will be more expensive and not work as well. But I ran out last wash, and a leave-in does help with tangling so I have to try. Ugh. Usually when I want to try something on my hair I put food products on it. I already own them anyway, or can eat the leftovers if it doesn’t work.
Goldfinch* February 29, 2020 at 5:17 pm As misspiggy mentions, your tap water plays a huge role. Getting an inline water filter totally changed my hair. Also, you mention having fine hair. I have fine 2B waves and in my experience a LOT of the products CG people recommend are WAY too heavy for my hair. A lot of curly hair is dry/coarse/porous, and soaks up heavy product like a sponge. Mine is not that way. Shea Moisture, Cantu, DevaCurl: they all turned my hair into a limp mop (and apparently DevaCurl is also melting people’s hair off, sooo…). Finding texture-friendly low-poo and conditioner was key for me. I use Jessicurl Gentle Lather Shampoo and Aloeba Daily Conditioner, both unscented. The Aloeba is light enough to use for squish-to-condish, and I get good definition when my hair dries. I also don’t use gel; I find that layering multiple products is too heavy and pulls my hair limp.
Filosofickle* February 29, 2020 at 5:33 pm I am so mentally unprepared for troubleshooting my water! I’m only following YT/IG folks who have fine, wavy hair because their recommendations are more likely to be in the right ballpark. Even then, we all have different hair! Jessicurl hasn’t been a big win for me — have tried the Too Shea and Deep Condition, but not the Aloeba yet — although Spiralicious seems to be useful. Innersense seems to be the best for me so far in terms of light hydration and just plain feeling good. Recently picked up their I Have Lift foam and am loving it. Still figuring out what kind of thing my hair can handle.
tangerineRose* March 1, 2020 at 2:10 pm With my curly hair, if I condition it every day and never shampoo it and never use a hairdryer on it, it usually seems to be happy. Although sometimes adding gel helps.
Recommendation pls - Stephen King* February 29, 2020 at 2:10 pm I used to read a lot of Stephen King as a kid, and I’m finding I’d like to get back to it now. He’s such a prolific writer though, I’m not sure what I want to start with. I loved It and The Stand, but I was utterly freaked out by his short stories. I need closure, and a lot of his short stories give none – they’re like campfire tales where “the killer was in the room all along! The end!” So I’d like some recs for King novels with that in mind – anything newer than Rose Madder (1995 publication). And please not the Dark Tower…those were boring to me. TIA!
Rebecca* February 29, 2020 at 2:26 pm What about the Bill Hodges Trilogy? Read in order, Mr. Mercedes, Finders Keepers, End of Watch, then The Outsider? Dr Sleep is a follow up on The Shining. I liked Revival but the ending, just wow, it took weeks to get over that. There’s also Joyland, The Institute, Under the Dome, 11/22/63, and The Green Mile. **I was going to start the audio unabridged version of The Stand…but not right now due to the current news.
LavaLamp* February 29, 2020 at 4:21 pm I’m currently rereading Pet Sematary myself. It’s one of my favorite Stephen King books.
Elizabeth West* February 29, 2020 at 4:59 pm I looooooooved Under the Dome but don’t bother with the TV show. Doctor Sleep was great and the movie was the most perfect King adaptation I’ve ever seen. It actually did justice to both the book and the Kubrick film. I had zero complaints, which is rare, lol. I also liked Sleeping Beauties, a collab with his son Owen. The Institute was a bit slow and dull, although it picks up toward the end.
HamlindigoBlue* February 29, 2020 at 8:47 pm I just finished The Institute a couple of weeks ago, and that one was interesting. It did have an actual ending to the story, but it didn’t seem like the story was totally over (sequel maybe?). I’m listening to Elevation right now (because the ebook wasn’t available from my library), and I believe that one is under 200 pages.
Clarissa* March 1, 2020 at 3:11 am I read them all when they first came out. My favorites are: Carrie Salem’s Lot The Shining The Stand And I totally agree with you about his short stories.
alex b* March 1, 2020 at 7:04 am The Long Walk, which he wrote under the Richard Bachman pseudonym, is one of my favorite books. I reread it about once a year. It’s disturbing, but I love how it has this vague dystopian backdrop, and the character development and compression of time work to me. It’s earlier in his career, though. Post 95, I’d recommend: Bag of Bones, The Green Mile, and The Girl Who Loved Tom Gordon. I’m with you; The Dark Tower ones are completely lost on me.
Rebecca* February 29, 2020 at 2:22 pm I picked up my old Fisher stereo from the repair shop this morning. OMG it sounds perfect! I really wish I had my old records. My ex pawned them years ago for gambling money, and I didn’t find out until years later. I have only a small fraction of the albums I used to have from the 70’s and early 80’s. I do look at thrift stores, online, etc. but it’s just not the same. It would cost $1000s to replace them. It doesn’t help where I live, not a lot of places to look. I’m sure people have them sitting around but no one seems to want to part with them, even when they don’t have working turntables. My neighbor had the flu this week, and we went hiking together last Sunday. So far, so good for me, glad I got the flu shot. I offered to pick up anything she might need, and as of yesterday, she was feeling better but still fairly weak. So our PA groundhog lied…it’s cold, windy, and there were snow squalls this morning. I’m staying inside, fiddling with my stereo, “redding up” my room, yes, that’s a real thing :) and trying to figure out what I might need in case of a local quarantine with all this corona virus talk. Luckily I am a prepared person anyway, but an extra pack of toilet paper certainly won’t hurt. I’m thinking about stocking up a bit on frozen vegetables and fruit, figuring out how much for a month I might need. I do know one thing – if a quarantine would be announced, we have very few shopping options in my county of over 37K people, so Walmart will turn into a Mad Max movie within minutes. And one weird thing – I was assigned a laptop at work, all of a sudden, I didn’t ask for it, and was told I was getting it in case I might have to work from home in case of weather or something. That’s exactly how it was put. Very unusual. All I can think of is that the company will be letting us work from home if it comes to that. Again, very unusual. Last night I went to our local fire hall for chicken wings, it was a fund raiser, and wow did I eat too much. It was really good, the place was packed, and hopefully they made a good amount of cash. I counted 60+ people in line at any one time between new arrivals and people going back for more. All the tables were full, and they said that next time they’d pull the trucks out and use the truck bays, too. Hope everyone is doing well! Looking forward to my new smartphone (hopefully) this week and for Spring. It can get warmer any time now!
NoLongerYoung* February 29, 2020 at 3:07 pm just doing a similar analysis. Not that I’m afraid about the virus personally, but I don’t want to deal with hoards. As a note, many P&G products have components from China, so some supply chain items may be disrupted. (looking at you, tide with the dispenser top) I’m good on paper goods and laundry/ cleaning stuff, but thought I’d mention that. “I” am stocking up on my coffee beans and a case of eggs. And a case of the boxed, shelf stable soy milk. (already have great bread in freezer ). I just don’t want to have to go deal with the crowds either. Already had the costco-sized bags of stirfry veg and smoothie fruit (because sometimes work was so hectic with the 80 hour weeks I can’t get to the store, even the 24 hour, because I’m exhausted). Stereo sounds wonderful!
Not So NewReader* February 29, 2020 at 3:20 pm Records. It’s coming up on tag sale season. I bet you can find some good records at decent prices at tag sales. I know I see a lot of people unloading LPs and 45s.
Elizabeth West* February 29, 2020 at 5:20 pm Check library sales also. The library system in OldCity takes donations of books all year round for their quarterly sales, and they also take records. Your mileage may vary but most of them will accept LPs in decent shape, so they should show up at the sale.
Rebecca* February 29, 2020 at 5:22 pm Both are excellent suggestions, and our annual library sale is coming up, it’s always in late March/early April! I didn’t even think of that!
Elizabeth West* February 29, 2020 at 9:54 pm I remembered it because I donated some before I moved. Hated to do it, but I was trying to get them down to one box.
Something Blue* March 1, 2020 at 2:14 pm Also is there any kind of community bulletin board or Facebook page where you’d be comfortable putting up a notice that you’re looking for LPs from X and Y decades? With so many people trying to downsize or clean out closets, they might be delighted to have their records go to someone who loves them.
Nerdgal* March 1, 2020 at 7:10 am SO and I are downsizing. I have a small collection of LPs from the 70s (like Judy Collins and the Beatles) that I will gladly send you. Also a big collection of classical, if you are into that. Let me know.
Observer* March 1, 2020 at 12:52 pm I’m glad your company is thinking about work from home options. It’s not always possible, but at least when it IS possible, employers should definitely do it.
00ff00Claire* February 29, 2020 at 2:27 pm I asked this question last week, so if you recognize it, this is not really deja vu, it just seems like it is! I asked late on Sunday so thought I’d ask again because I received a few helpful comments for part of the question and I hope to get suggestions for the other part. Short version: I am starting to bake more for myself and family/friends. Seeking recommendations for resources to help me learn more about baking and/or have more success with baking, traditional and specialty diet, but particularly low FODMAP, gluten*-free, or vegan gluten-free. Last week I received several good recommendations for traditional baking, and I would love to get some that are specific to low FODMAP, gluten-free, or vegan gluten-free. Long version: I’m a home baker and consider myself pretty competent at following a recipe, measuring ingredients properly, etc. I understand some of the basics for what I would describe as the science or craft of baking, but I would like to know more. I also am capable of following a quality gluten-free or vegan gluten-free recipe and getting a decent result. However, I am pretty much in the dark about why those recipes work and what helps make a good final product. I’m also not as adept at recognizing which recipes from the internet are worth trying and I stick to ones that I can use a flour I’ve already tried (mostly Bob’s Red Mill products). Websites such as King Arthur Flour and America’s Test Kitchen have been helpful, but I would still like to learn more, especially about gluten-free or gluten-free vegan baking Asking primarily for resources to help me better understand and improve my baking without wheat, eggs, dairy, or nuts (so, primarily gluten-free and vegan gluten-free, but also nut free). * If it matters, everyone I currently bake for is actually OK with gluten. It is a different wheat protein and the FODMAPs in wheat that are the problem, along with nuts, dairy, and eggs. Thanks in advance!
Loopy* February 29, 2020 at 7:03 pm Sally’s Baking Addiction does a ton of really excellent explanations to the science behind each recipe. Maybe not the max, but usually she will go out of her way to explain why she is telling you to do certain things and what happens if you don’t. I found using her recipes taught me a lot as I baked (versus just trying to read about it). A lot of recipe sites have really useless fluff text prior to the recipe. I don’t care about your childhood memories of apple picking- I want text that’s useful for my end product. However, I don’t think she does a lot of specialty baking but it may help. Second suggestion is joining a large baking FB where you can ask questions- it may not be the most authoritative but I’ve found large, active ones usually seem to have good reliable responses.
Alexandra Lynch* February 29, 2020 at 11:00 pm I really recommend reading Shirley Corriher’s Bakewise. She talks about the chemistry of it and what’s going on where. That would probably help you in doing egg replacement, for one thing.
Strawberrygirl* March 1, 2020 at 6:57 pm I recommend this vegan recipe: https://www.seriouseats.com/recipes/2019/09/vegan-olive-oil-chocolate-chip-cookie-recipe.html but sub the regular flour for 1/3 rice flour, 1/3 oat flour, 1/3 teff flour. Also get some good quality dark chocolate that doesn’t contain milk and cut it up for the chocolate chips. It usually tastes better than vegan chocolate chips imo. This is my go-to for my lactose intolerant, gluten free, low fodmap friend. Stella has also done an article about her first exploration of vegan chocolate chip cookies here: https://www.seriouseats.com/2018/06/how-to-perfect-vegan-chocolate-chip-cookies-one-ingredient-at-a-time.html though I find the olive oil one to work slightly better with the gluten free flour.
CaptainPlanet* February 29, 2020 at 2:30 pm I’ve been exchanging e-mails with an online friend about a shared hobby and life stuff almost daily for several months. (The messages aren’t long. Usually just two or three short paragraphs.) I check my e-mail account once or twice a day, and if I see an e-mail from them I’ll respond. (I don’t like leaving e-mails “waiting” to be answered.) There have been a few times where I randomly didn’t hear from them for a week, and it turned out that they’d been busy, which I understand. But whenever that happens I start to wonder if I message them too much and if I’m somehow pressuring them to respond quickly just because I generally do, and then I worry that I’m some sort of burden. Should I try to start spacing out my responses? Or should I just assume that if they thought we were e-mailing too much they’d say something?
Not So NewReader* February 29, 2020 at 3:23 pm My wise friend said match the pacing of others, this is a way of showing camaraderie/friendship. If your norm is to check 1 or 2 times a day continue at that pace. I wouldn’t bump to 3 times a day to accommodate the friend if they bumped to 3 x/day unless *I* really wanted to do the increase.
CaptainPlanet* February 29, 2020 at 9:33 pm “My wise friend said match the pacing of others, this is a way of showing camaraderie/friendship.” I was thinking about that, and in the beginning I was actually only responding to their e-mails every other day because I was worried about seeming needy, but they kept responding quickly, so I eventually just started answering as I got them (once a day). Guess I was trying to match their pacing, lol. Maybe that’s a good sign.
Blue Eagle* February 29, 2020 at 4:03 pm Two options for you from two friends: Friend #1 always gets on e-mail first thing in the morning and any note I send is always responded to the next morning. Which is nice to know that a response will come the next day. Friend #2 has adopted the policy of not responding till the next day – – and actually has said that the delay is so friends won’t think they are always checking e-mail.
CaptainPlanet* February 29, 2020 at 9:40 pm I check e-mail every day at lunch (and sometimes I check at night if I’m waiting on a specific e-mail), so I guess people must know I generally have a one day turn around. Interesting that your one friend delays answering so friends don’t think they’re always checking e-mail! I wouldn’t think to be self-conscious about that, but now I’m wondering if I seem efficient/on top of things or if I seem like I have an internet addiction disorder.
CaptainPlanet* March 1, 2020 at 2:05 pm I’ve thought of doing that, but then worry they’ll be too nice and say it’s fine, lol.
Fikly* March 1, 2020 at 2:28 pm At which point you are not responsible if it bothers them, because they have told you it doesn’t, and you can only base your actions on what they tell you.
CaptainPlanet* March 1, 2020 at 5:46 pm That’s very true! Maybe I’ll just ask then. I think they might be a bit more busy than usual in the coming weeks because of a specific thing happening, so that might be a good excuse to ask.
Free Meerkats* February 29, 2020 at 3:14 pm I’ll be going to Nashville for our national workshop in May. It will be, and I’ll be staying in, the Marriott next to Vanderbilt. I’ll have some free time in the evenings, so I’m looking for ideas. I haven’t been to Nashville since I was 15, back in the early 70s. I know I’ll wander around the Parthenon, it’s right across the street and has memories from an earlier visit in the late 60s. Any other suggestions?
mreasy* February 29, 2020 at 5:35 pm Robert’s Western World is the best honky tonk. And Prince’s (the original) hot chicken is worth the wait! I go to Nashville a lot for work – it’s a great city. If you’re a reader, Ann Patchett’s store Parnassus Books is truly wonderful (and in the same shopping plaza as a tremendous donut shop). I had one of the best meals of my life at Husk. And there are a lot of excellent coffee shops!
tangerineRose* March 1, 2020 at 2:12 pm The Nashville zoo is amazing, but most zoos are closed by evenings.
Anon5775* March 1, 2020 at 7:32 pm I don’t know where it’s located, but if you like bookstores, Ann Patchett owns one there called Parnassus.
Free Meerkats* February 29, 2020 at 3:22 pm Our city had the first US Covid-19 case. Now the first US death has happened in King County (just south of us). I’m not any more worried than I was before, wish I could say the same about my spouse. She is germophobic andhas an anxiety disorder that causes her to catastrophize everything.
Emily* February 29, 2020 at 4:16 pm Oof, that’s tough. Wishing both you both physical safety and your wife peace of mind.
Mulling over life at almost-30* February 29, 2020 at 3:30 pm So, I posted last week in the Friday section about whether/how to go into a more creative job track… This isn’t about work, but life in general. I feel like I’m going through a mini mid-life-crisis just before my 30th birthday, where I’m trying to figure out what’s good and true, what’s bad and false – and how to ditch the later and make the former happen. In a way that doesn’t completely screw me over. Again, this isn’t a job-specific question (which is why I’m posting it here and not in the other thread). It’s more about understanding personal outlook and ideals more than anything else. I think I knew, at some level, what these were for me ten years ago, but I didn’t have the confidence to run with them. I think part of that was just being a young man, and thinking that I had forever, and that the good times of playing around with stuff would never go away. I know better, now, that life doesn’t last forever, and that the good times themselves don’t last forever either. Seeing death happen a couple times does this to you. I think I still want to “play” with stuff, but it’s less “oh hey let’s do whatever because I’m in a dorm and it’s Saturday morning and I got up late,” and more “wow! There’s this neat thing I found out about that I want to explore in more detail, and I think it’s really important to spend some time on this, even if it’s waking up early in the morning for an hour’s worth of spare time before heading to the office.” And a lot of it is understanding that other adults aren’t infallible authority figures – they’re people too. I ended up relocating to a rural-ish area in the Northeastern US, because of (lack of) money, and a not-insignificant number of people are hinting that I should stay in the area and not think about relocating, because it’d be complicated to do. The thing is, it might be complicated, but I do think I get a lot more out of being in reasonably creative cities. Not somewhere really expensive like SF or NYC, but somewhere that’s not just a set of buildings in the middle of nowhere. And while it might be true for *them*, being older/needing to settle/being used to the area, that staying is the best possible option… it ain’t that way for me. Because that’s not who I am. I guess it just feels weird to have this happen to me, right now, because it feels more like a midlife crisis. Or maybe I don’t really understand what a midlife crisis actually is. Has anyone else gone through something like this at 30-ish? Have you come out the other side (reasonably) ok?
Alex* February 29, 2020 at 3:35 pm I definitely had a rethinking of “who am I and what do I want?” around age 29-31. Now almost a decade later I feel like I’m going through something similar again. I think it is normal to periodically go through stages of this, and we tend to know ourselves better as we get older, and rethink/reevaluate what we really want.
LQ* February 29, 2020 at 5:39 pm I had a big round of this about this age. I was engaged and we split (thankfully). I had a job I’d had for a long time and that place closed. It made me reconsider a lot of things. I physically stayed in the same place but changed just about everything else. I’m much better off for it I believe. (Though I think I have to believe that, I’m not sure that’s a bad thing.) I think sometimes it’s age, sometimes it’s circumstances, sometimes it’s just…been long enough since you last re-evaluated. Stopping and thinking about who you are, what you want out of life, what kind of person you want to be into the future. I don’t know that that’s a crisis. I think it’s good to stop and reevaluate. Who is it I want to be for the next few years and how do I am for that person. Somethings will stay the same, some will change. Moving is complicated, but it is also a lot of who you are. Despite the internet, physical location still matters a lot.
Mulling over life at almost-30* February 29, 2020 at 11:01 pm I feel the last bit a lot right now. Partly because of disparities in job opportunities between urban/rural. Largely because I never learned how to drive (first due to time and then, after the move, to depression), and I’m getting tired of dealing with not having public transportation to get places. And… there is definitely a perceptible difference between the qualities of places, and how they line up with one’s own internal calibration. I know there are people who make the urban -> rural leap at about my age, largely because NYC (closest major urban area) is busy/expensive, and I don’t blame them. Being a suburb/medium-ish city guy (think Honolulu where I grew up, and PDX), and with the aforementioned issues (having to move to save money upon an overnight family emergency, but giving up buses/public art/a place where I actually felt at home), and… my place in life is sufficiently different from the urban -> rural people to warrant thinking about the opposite direction. Note 1: On top of the depression, which I’m just now getting out of, I haven’t gotten a driver’s license/car yet because of expense compared with current income (car, gas, insurance). Note 2: This thread is healthier than the Friday thread from last week. There was good advice, but there were a couple of people who posted “wElL I gUeSs YoU dOn’T wAnT a ReAl JoB tHeN!” in response, which… kinda epitomizes what I’m trying to leave behind. Damn, thanks, folks!
Fikly* March 1, 2020 at 5:25 am There’s a podcast I listen to, where each episode is an interview with a scientist in a different field. One thing that gets discussed each time is how they came to be in this field. While there are a few who are the sort of stereotypical “well, I fell in love with sharks at age 5, and never looked back,” kind of answers, what I found immensely comforting was that the majority came into their careers through these incredibly unpredictable winding twisting paths. There was a herpetologist who got asked if they grew up playing with lizards in a creek in their backyard, and they were like, no, I grew up in a city and never saw a lizard until college! So if all these very successful people didn’t know what they were going to be doing at age 30, it’s ok if we don’t either! It worked out for them. I’m 35, coming out at the other side, and while I’m not 100% sure where I’ll end up, it’s working out very well for me so far.
Fikly* March 1, 2020 at 2:41 pm So I grew up a science geek. Picked a college and first semester dove into science classes. Had terrible experience, for a variety of reasons, switched course and double majored in government and economics, but with the interest in countries that were trying to set up a new economy and government structure at the same time. Then had to drop out for health reasons, spent the next decade dealing with said health issues, got interested in healthcare from so much experience using it, debated heavily if I wanted to finish my degree because of various trauma associated with the college experience, and eventually decided to finish online to essentially get the piece of paper so as to be more employable. Got a BA in healthcare admin from an online school with not a terribly good rep, but it seems to have done the trick. That was around age 31. Started volunteering at crisis line, remotely. Had a few healthcare admin type jobs, nothing that I loved. Had more health issues. An old interest in genetic counseling got reignited, and I looked into it, and the terminal degree in the field is a MS, 21 months, under 80k, and there is a huge undersupply problem, so job placement is just about guaranteed (I have seen the stats, you graduate you are employed within months) and starting salaries are so high that you will earn more in your first year than you likely spent on grad school, and they go up from there. Also, the undersupply problem is not going away, because you have to have the MS, and the number graduating each year is around half the number of jobs posted. Would need a good 2 years of pre-reqs to get into a program, so put that under long term plans. Started job searching fall 2018 at 33, made the conscious decision to figure out what kind of job was long-term sustatainable from a mental health and physical health perspective. What did I actually need to function, that kind of thing, to have a job that would allow me to live and pay for pre-req classes. I had a really hard time coming up with search terms. What ended up working was searching on empathy, curiously enough. So I found the job ad for my current job, and which is sort of empathy and healthcare related (it’s a super identifiable job, sorry) and applied, got it (yay!) and started with the view that it would pay for rent, healthcare, and my classes. Was utterly surprised to find that it is pretty much a unicorn company to work for, and I love the job itself. So now I am considering if I want to remain there long-term, and what that would look like in terms of career, versus continuing on the path to grad school. I haven’t made a final decision yet, but I have identified a few key things that will help me choose, that will happen at different points this year.
Dr. Anonymous* March 1, 2020 at 1:19 pm I’ve had a couple of mid-life crises; went from housewife to librarian around 30 and started med school after 40. I came out just fine. You’ll find your way. You might want to look at mid-size cities OR at college towns where the college has a creative focus so you can have a little more cultural enrichment without the big-city price tag.
Tris Prior* February 29, 2020 at 3:38 pm What is a good neighborhood in New Orleans to stay in, other than the French Quarter? We’re visiting in a couple months and want a more live-like-the-locals experience. Also, neighborhoods to avoid? We’re seeing a lot of AirBNB reviews stating that a neighborhood felt unsafe, but as a lifelong city dweller my threshold for feeling safe may be lower than some. (and some reviews feel a bit racist, TBH) So it’s hard for me to get a good read on, is this neighborhood legit unsafe?
Ali G* February 29, 2020 at 4:01 pm I stayed in an AriBNB in the Marigny neighborhood and it was great. Never felt unsafe. Try out Frenchman’s street. It’s in a less touristy area. Better music and food!
Bluebell* February 29, 2020 at 4:23 pm Two years ago I stayed in an Airbnb in the Garden district. It was great. I also looked at places in Marigny and Bywater.
Person from the Resume* February 29, 2020 at 6:44 pm The Marigny (next the the FQ) and Bywater have a ton of Air B&Bs. They are also likely the ones which felt unsafe but I don’t worry about being in them at night. Uptown and Garden district are generally more upscale.
Dan* February 29, 2020 at 7:45 pm I’ve looked at New Orleans crime statistics by neighborhood for whatever reason, so perhaps a more statistical approach may be of use. I’m with you 100% that way too many “feels unsafe” comments have a racial element to them. Based on the more statistical reports, I did get a sense that some neighborhoods truly should be avoided. Moving off on a tangent a bit… “traveling like a local” is a topic that comes up a bit in travel circles. As someone who’s traveled all over the world, my personal opinion that “traveling like a local” is an almost impossible thing to do. Locals have jobs, cook at home, and often live out in the suburbs and commute into work every day. That is *so* totally what I’m trying to avoid, because *that’s what I do at home.* And in most residential areas, nightlife and public transit are non-existent, so being out there is a bit boring.
Washi* February 29, 2020 at 8:15 pm This is a really interesting point and I definitely agree to a certain extent – sometimes the “but what do the LOCALS do” thing can seem more like a bid to feel special/different from the herds of people in popular tourist destinations when really, you are a tourist and can’t be completely like a local because you’re not a local. That said, I think “what unusual or particular-to-my-interests things might I miss out on if I just do what the guidebooks say?” is a good mindset to have. I seem to recall you’re in the DC area (as am I) so to me, that means that instead of staying in a Marriott downtown and only going to the museums on the Mall, maybe you stay in the U St area and go to like, the Woodrow Wilson house or Lincoln cottage if you like presidential history. But yeah, you’re probably not going to stay in Laurel and take the MARC into the city at 4:45 am to be like a local :)
Mel* February 29, 2020 at 9:04 pm Uptown near Audubon Park, Tulane, and Loyola is nice. You can take the St. Charles streetcar to downtown, etc. From downtown you can take the canal streetcar to City Park. A 24 hour streetcar pass is $3. Download the streetcar app before you go.
Filosofickle* March 1, 2020 at 12:27 pm I stayed in Uptown a few years ago. A bit of a hike (bus/cab/streetcar) to the FQ, but it was a lovely quiet neighborhood with its own bars and restaurants.
Filosofickle* March 1, 2020 at 12:28 pm And to your Chicago analogy, I’d say Uptown is closest to Logan Square. :)
Christina* March 1, 2020 at 6:25 pm I’m in Chicago, and it took me a second of “… Uptown is nowhere near Logan Square!” to figure out what you meant :-) Forgot other cities have Uptowns, too.
Tris Prior* March 1, 2020 at 9:23 pm LOL, I totally did a double take when I read this too. I was an Uptown resident for a few years!
Tris Prior* March 1, 2020 at 11:55 am Yes, this is what I meant by doing this trip like a local. The analogy in my home city of Chicago would be staying in the Loop and not leaving it and limiting one’s activities to Navy Pier and going to the top of the Tower and similar. As opposed to staying in, I dunno, Andersonville or Wicker Park or Logan Square and checking out what sorts of activities/restaurants/etc. are frequented by people who actually live here.
Dan* March 1, 2020 at 2:47 pm Yeah, I do live in DC, but out in the Virginia suburbs. I’m on the metro line with several hotels nearby, but the last thing I would suggest to a tourist is to stay out here and take metro in Other than the monuments and museums, I don’t think of DC as having all that much in the way of a tourist zone. Hotel wise, the inner suburbs in Arlington can get you cheaper rooms while sacrificing little in terms of location. Sadly, social media and what not is making it harder to have “secret” restaurants that only locals know about. I do think your “get away from the hordes” advice is quite good… Find a topic of interest and explore it with some depth, in ways that just can’t be covered in atypical “explore city x in 72 hours” type of way.
Shirls* March 1, 2020 at 8:24 am We just got back from a trip to NOLA, where we stayed in Bywater and really liked it! Our AirBnB was close to a couple good cafes, restaurants, and bars, and we found it easy enough to walk to the French Quarter. (I think it was about a 1.5 mile walk, which I realize might not be for everyone.)
Tris Prior* March 1, 2020 at 11:38 am Thanks! Bywater is looking like a good option. Do you remember what street it was on or what intersection it was near?
TurtleIScream* February 29, 2020 at 4:25 pm A few months ago, a commenter (not me) asked about graphic novels for 9-12 year olds. I followed the thread, wrote down all your suggestions, and finally convinced my 10 year to try what internet strangers had recommended. He loves them! He is going through the Bone and Amulet books, and whatever our library has available. Thank you all so much! And, my tiny little library branch had last week’s book recommendation on the shelf; it was a fun read!
migrating coconuts* February 29, 2020 at 4:43 pm Any Monty Python fans out there??? My son is getting married in the fall, and we are having a wedding which will have a nod to Monty Python, especially the Holy Grail movie. It will not be an overwhelming theme, but we would like it woven in where possible. We are huge MP fans but understand not everyone is. If anybody has any fun suggestions we’d love to hear them. We are already going with ‘shrubberies’ as centerpieces, just to give an example. The setting is outdoors with a reception under a big tented area connected to a building.
Have dragon, will quest in exchange for hummus* February 29, 2020 at 5:09 pm Have you thought of playing “Always Look On The Bright Side of Life” as the main song?
Auntie Social* March 1, 2020 at 1:13 am It would make a lovely recessional, especially on the harp. Unless you just have to have Mendelsohn.
Buni* February 29, 2020 at 6:13 pm A Silly Walk-off. Or one of the dances being a Silly Walk dance. I’d probably draw the line at Silly Walking down the aisle…
Jen Erik* February 29, 2020 at 6:16 pm Ebay has ‘lifelike swallow bird ornaments’, and if there’s a lake (or large pond) handy you could have a toy sword emerging. As far as songs, there’s always the Spamalot ‘Song that goes like this’
KR* March 1, 2020 at 1:35 am I feel like you could borrow some decor ideas from the wedding scene in the Holy Grail (minus the killing)
YouTuber* March 1, 2020 at 2:03 am Sorry to be a spoiler, but this is how another couple with the same idea did it. Their wedding had its moments. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IZd82nvs3kc
T. Boone Pickens* March 1, 2020 at 7:53 am It might be over the top but have the wedding party “trot in” using coconuts? Man what a great theme! I love Monty Python.
Valancy Snaith* March 1, 2020 at 8:53 am Thank you for not making the entire ceremony Monty Python! I once attended a wedding where the bride and groom thought it would be hilarious to have the Princess Bride “mawwiage” bit as their ceremony, and it was funny for the first line, and then….it went on….until it wasn’t funny any more and most people were looking around confused. A nod here and there would have been AWESOME. What about naming the tables after different skits?
Did you read the syllabus?* February 29, 2020 at 5:18 pm For all you fellow cat lovers out there, NOVA did a piece on cat evolution titled “Cat Tales.” They also did “Dog Tales.” They were both well done and are worth a watch!
Elizabeth West* February 29, 2020 at 6:02 pm Nothing really to add this week except that my soundtrack channel has added a bunch of albums. Including the score for Netflix’s The Witcher, which I already bought but was hoping they would get. Toss a coin to your witcher, oh valley of plenty! Oh valley of plenty, whohhohhoh! :) I’ve been listening to music lately and thinking, Wow, that would make a great skating program. Not sure if I want to go back to it. If I did, there are multiple rinks here. I would have one nearby no matter where I choose to live. I still have my skates, the best of my dresses, and my Zuca bag. But I’d have to be able to afford lessons again. I’d likely have to start over, since none of my early coaches at OldRink ever corrected my spinning and jumping in opposite directions, and my footwork isn’t great. USFSA would probably still have all my past test results, but even after fifteen years of it, I’m not sure I still have all the muscle memory. I don’t think I want to do it unless I can skate solos to music I choose and avoid group numbers, which I hate. OldRink went formal and started requiring them for shows, along with a points system, themed ice shows, and assigned music that really favored competitive skaters over recreational ones. Since this is such a big skating town, I imagine the rinks here would be similar. USFSA has adult-specific training / testing and even competitions, but it’s hard when you have to work. Off-ice training takes up so much time too, ugggghhh. Plus, I haven’t been on the ice since June 2016. Hilarious! Oh well, at least I have my skates, if someone awesome asks me out for a skate date. Like that would ever happen.
My Brain Is Exploding* February 29, 2020 at 8:10 pm Ahh, that sounds cool! (I don’t know anyone who figure skates!)
very grateful person* March 1, 2020 at 11:50 am To me you sound amazing! I took lessons through my college while in grad school twenty years ago. I figured out bunny hops but I have never gotten a decent two foot spin. I watch a lot of figure skating on NBC Sports Gold and I belong to a figure skating message board. Last competition I saw live was 2018 Nationals- men’s free skate and dance free.
Trixie* February 29, 2020 at 6:08 pm Binged “Suits” and so much I enjoy about the show. I love most of the characters, relationship between Mike and Harvey, and the clothes. Between Jessica, Donna, and Kathleen I saw some great lines, styles, and colors. Sanditon, unsure if I liked it or not but definitely disappointed it wasn’t picked up for a second and final season. I am excited to see the new Emma which reminds of a Wes Anderson production.
T. Boone Pickens* March 1, 2020 at 7:50 am Ahh yes, I’ve gone through “Suits” twice now. The last couple seasons are pretty ridiculous but everything before is pretty fantastic. Such a good cast. I’m pro anything that has Bunk Moreland in it!
Grandma Mazur* February 29, 2020 at 6:20 pm Favourite slow cooker recipes? We have two toddlers and need to save more time in the evenings so that we can get to bed earlier (the one-year-old only does one three-hour stint of sleep first thing, then he wakes up every hour l, and the two-and-a-half-year-old wakes up at 7am no matter what). However, we’re not too keen on most of the slow cooker recipes we make at the moment – we tend not to cook with much/any salt (which may be a problem when there’s no Maillard reaction) and a lot just feel rather… basic? Like, I would not only put onion, carrot and mushroom in a meat stew, and we’d like to get away from an over-reliance on chopped tomatoes. We’re not at all scared of complex spice combinations but not interested in anything ridiculously hot. Bonus points if it’s exciting vegetarian food or only uses a small amount of meat (eg, a bit of chorizo or some pancetta). Someone here had a great turkey mince and sweet potato chip recipe back in October/November but I’ve not been able to find it again… Thanks in advance!
cheeseburger* February 29, 2020 at 8:43 pm Salsa dump: one can salsa, one can black beans, one can frozen corn, chicken breasts. Cook all day. Shred (I use the hand mixer, best hack ever). Serve with cheese on a tortilla, over rice, or with chips. Meatballs: slow cook all day. Serve with pasta. We do “dip night” which is a bunch of things and a bunch of dips. My kids (almost 2/4/7) go bonkers. Things: meatballs, falafel, cucumbers, carrots, chips, pita bread, etc. Dips: salsa, chili, hummus, marinara sauce, Etc. Not slow cooker but super easy: Naan Pizza. Get premade Naan at the grocery store. Add cheese, pizza sauce and toppings of choice. Bake 10 min and bam, homemade pizzas. We do pulled pork in the instapot but you could slow cook. We serve on brioche rolls with a lemony/garlic kale.
NoLongerYoung* February 29, 2020 at 11:22 pm Do look for specialty cookbooks if you want slow cooker recipes too – I found this one used. “The Gourmet Slow Cooker” (Lynn Alley, 10 speed press)- simple but sophisticated recipes “from around the world.” Polenta, beef briyani, and a mix in of ones you might expect but nice flavors. (italian pot roast). I’ve had good luck with the ones I’ve tried from there. And the Slow cooker/ pressure cooker section of the America’s test kitchen (red) Family cookbook is great. Alternatively, I also make batches of food on the weekend sometimes, and have a good deep freeze. I freeze up cooked meat in entree sizes, particularly. On Saturday after my costco run, I make up and cook ahead the taco/burrito fillings, meat to add to spaghetti/ pasta sauce; meatballs ready for swedish meatballs, and ground hamburger ready for stroganoff – then freeze them all… the night before, take out the entree meat from freezer, move to frig – by the time I got home, thawed; I’d just have to make the rice/ noodles/ and sauce to add the meat to. For me, it was an adaptation of the “once a month” cooking concept. I’d do beef one Saturday, chicken the next, for example. And I did double- batch every casserole, too, so I could serve one, freeze one. Even meatloaf, I’d make in small sizes on a rack – eat one, freeze the others. Now I’m cooking for one, so it’s a challenge to get through it all in a couple months, but it’s better than the high sodium purchased entrees. Just a few thoughts.
Mariella* March 1, 2020 at 12:05 pm here’s a tasty black bean/butternut squash chili we tried a couple weeks ago (it does have diced tomatoes but an interesting spice blend as well). https://simple-veganista.com/butternut-squash-and-black-bean-chili/ i usually just browse pinterest for recipes based on what ingredients i have on hand or what cooking method i want, it’s a good way to find something new :)
Grandma Mazur* February 29, 2020 at 6:23 pm Is there an easy way to repair children’s board book at home? Gaffer tape/duct tape works but obscures too much of the page, while double sided tape on the binding isn’t powerful enough. I don’t really want to have to replace our favourite books just because they’ve been loved too much! Some are in German which would be more annoying to try to replace anyway. Can I take them somewhere? (I’m UK-based)
Not A Manager* February 29, 2020 at 6:42 pm What about heavy duty clear package tape? 3M is a good brand name.
migrating coconuts* February 29, 2020 at 7:25 pm Ditto the heavy duty clear packing tape. I work in a library, and we repair many children’s books this way.
Whale Signs* February 29, 2020 at 8:50 pm I’d use clear archival tape if it’s something you’ll be keeping for many years (it won’t discolor or degrade over time).
BunnyWatsonToo* February 29, 2020 at 9:28 pm Try Scotch #345 Book Tape. It doesn’t yellow over time and comes in different widths – 2 or 3 inch is what our library usually uses, depending on the size of the book. You can find it on Amazon or probably at an office supply store like Staples.
Lizabeth* February 29, 2020 at 10:01 pm You might be able to go to your local library for help. Mine helped me figure out how to tape up an iPad cover that totally fell apart using library quality tape rather that the duck tape I was using. The fix is still going strong.
Blue Eagle* March 1, 2020 at 10:00 am Hey Grandma Mazur- good to hear from you. What’s up with Stephanie these days? You always add comic relief to her wacky situations.
annakarina1* February 29, 2020 at 6:28 pm I’ve largely refrained from talking about dating because it can be boring to hear about. But I’m annoyed that the last two guys I went out on dates with, who I only knew for 1-2 hours, decided to use me as a sounding board for their personal problems and emotional issues, and I hated it so much. I hated that I just remained polite and trying to be sympathetic while thinking “I don’t want to hear this.” One guy complained about dating not working out for him and trying to sound pitiful enough for me to care, the other guy went into deep relationship drama about his exes. I just felt emotionally drained after both dates, and left it as an only date for each. This kind of stuff makes me feel more hesitant in dating in case I’m unconsciously making a pattern of going out with guys like this. On a positive side, I get along great with a male friend of mine in martial arts, and he isn’t available, but has a lot of the nerdy qualities that I’d like in a guy, so it helps me be more aware of what I’d be attracted to so I don’t waste my time with bad dates.
Nom de Plume* February 29, 2020 at 8:14 pm Yeah, complaining about dating on a date seems, I don’t know, gauche? My fiancé (who I met online) was one of the few men I dated who didn’t complain about dating or exes. Actually, he really doesn’t complain at all. So I think your instincts to not go further is spot on. Folks are on their best behavior on first dates. Complaining is the best those dudes can give, sadly.
annakarina1* March 1, 2020 at 10:49 am Yeah, I felt like if they are acting this negative and depressing on the first date, that it wasn’t going to get better from there, and I didn’t like feeling like I was in the position to console them when I barely knew them.
Misty* February 29, 2020 at 8:23 pm I noticed when I used to date men (before I was out) that a lot of complaining about dates happened on first dates. I always thought it was counterproductive. It mainly happened to me with guys that I met online where as when I met them in person first rather than online it didn’t seem to happen as much. I’m not sure why though.
Whale Signs* February 29, 2020 at 8:53 pm That sounds really horrible. With the guy complaining about dating not working for him and trying to sound pitiful, I wonder if he just wanted you to feel so bad for him that you’d keep dating him even if you weren’t interested. With the guy complaining about his exes, that’s a huge red flag. The problem in the relationships were all probably him, and if you dated he’ll be complaining about you next. And you’re right, talking about dating is boring to hear about. If that’s all they want to or have to talk about, that says a lot about them.
Anonymous Educator* March 1, 2020 at 12:47 am This kind of stuff makes me feel more hesitant in dating in case I’m unconsciously making a pattern of going out with guys like this. Have you considered letting trusted friends pick dates for you, to maybe break that pattern if it really is a pattern?
annakarina1* March 1, 2020 at 10:52 am A friend has tried recommending guys to me a couple of times, but I didn’t connect with them well, there wasn’t any real chemistry on either side. I tend to like nerdy creative weirdo types (weird in a good way), as I seem to have the best chemistry with them, and it is a tougher combination than just any random dude to date.
Not So NewReader* March 1, 2020 at 7:43 am Bonding over shared misery isn’t really a strong bond. I always say, “I am not your dump. You can’t unload your problems on to me and go back to what you were doing.” Perhaps they were assuming you want to share your own stuff but that is a big assumption. Even most friends wait a bit before spilling that stuff out in conversation. We don’t admire people for how their lives have been so miserable, we admire people for how they have over come their challenges. And sometimes we even take notes for our own lives….
annakarina1* March 1, 2020 at 10:55 am I’ve worked on not treating my longtime friends like that by getting more into my hobbies as an outlet, as well as journaling when I feel stressed or stuck in my head. I also work on being more considerate and asking about them. So I’ve worked on not dumping my issues on my friends, and wouldn’t do it to someone on a date, especially a stranger on the first date. So these guys feeling at ease to unload their personal issues on me after only knowing me an hour and expecting me to just take it was a big turnoff.
Netflix* February 29, 2020 at 7:09 pm I just got Netflix so I can download videos for a trip, what are your faves?
Laura H.* February 29, 2020 at 9:27 pm If you like cartoons, I recommend “The Dragon Prince” and “Voltron Legendary Defender”
Anonymous Educator* March 1, 2020 at 12:45 am Rilakkuma and Kaoru One Day at a Time Okja She-Ra and the Princesses of Power Spider-Man: Into the Spider-Verse Kim’s Convenience Tales of the City Tig Notaro Happy to Be Here Somebody Feed Phil Glow Moonlight The Great British Baking Show
T. Boone Pickens* March 1, 2020 at 7:46 am Impossible question without knowing your preferences as Netflix has a bottomless pit of content. I love action movies so I downloaded everything Iko Uwais had done and it was great.
ShortT* February 29, 2020 at 7:45 pm I had my neuropsychological assessment yesterday. It was…interesting. The TOVA test was mindnumbingly boring. My feedback appointment is scheduled for March 13; I’ll receive any diagnosis then. I’m incredibly happy and grateful that my SO is an MD. He understands that ADHD is real and an explanation, but not an excuse. He’s been incredibly supportive and offered to read my report with me and explain things.
cheeseburger* February 29, 2020 at 8:38 pm Would you chase this? My 1st grader has had stomach pain for the past 2-3 years. She’s seen the pediatrician and a pedi GI. She’s had an X-ray, an abdominal ultrasound and blood work done (for a bunch of things but one of which was celiac) . We’ve done a gluten elimination that didn’t work. It’s not psychological. We’ve tried probiotics and maintenance laxatives, neither worked. She’s active and a super healthy kid, with a relatively varied diet. She’s intermittently (once a month or so, unpredictably) in acute pain, which seems to be “cured” by taking a lot of laxatives (like 2 days of adult doses) after which she poops a LOT. When it isn’t acute, her “resting state” is “it doesn’t hurt unless I think about it, then it kind of bothers me.” She has regular bowel movements. My non medical opinion is that she has a slow colon / digestive system which gets periodically backed up despite things moving through, which eventually gets so backed up it causes pain. She doesn’t really have a diagnosis, other than “functional abdominal pain” which is a catch-all for stomach pain that isn’t anything else and doesn’t stop you from going to school. For those of you with GI problems, is this a reasonable place to be? Should we persist in trying to find a cause, or is it A Thing People Do to have sort of resting state discomfort with flares of high discomfort? Any Hail Mary Ideas? I feel terrible that one of my kids is in regular discomfort. But at the same time, it doesn’t stop her from playing soccer or lacrosse or doing dance or art or music or whatever. She eats a lot because she’s active and while she’s trim, she’s not thin in the way you would be if your body wasn’t absorbing nutrients properly.
Colette* February 29, 2020 at 8:48 pm Is she also drinking a lot? My niece had (less severe) issues as a kid, linked to slight dehydration. I’m not sure what medical options are left to you. I assume you tried tracking what she eats and drinks to see if there are common threads, but if not that might be an option. Unfortunately, there’s a lot medical science just doesn’t know.
WellRed* February 29, 2020 at 8:56 pm There’s so many things it could be. A friends young daughter was finally diagnosed with some sort of dairy allergy.
cheeseburger* March 1, 2020 at 7:37 am We both tested for allergies (she did have a milk protein intolerance as a baby donut was on our minds) but everything is negative. She does eat a bunch of dairy, but no moreso than an average kid that likes yogurt and cheese sticks.
Red Sky* March 1, 2020 at 8:46 am I have a dairy intolerance/sensitivity which gives me severe GI issues but am technically not allergic to dairy. In fact, I’m not allergic to any foods, but have pretty bad intolerances to gluten, dairy, palm, and allium, all of which I discovered thru an elimination diet after extensive testing found nothing. So even tho she tested negative to dairy it could still be a factor in her symptoms.
WellRed* March 1, 2020 at 10:02 am Agree. Not sure the friends daughter has an allergy (can’t remember what it was, exactly). But dairy is difficult for many people.
WellRed* March 1, 2020 at 10:07 am Dairy is also an ingredient in lots of foods (like chocolate). The kid I’m talking about is so sensitive to it, even a tiny exposure set it off.
Close Bracket* March 2, 2020 at 1:48 pm It also has the opposite effect of what is described (empties you out, and rather immediately, too).
Whale Signs* February 29, 2020 at 8:58 pm Has she had a colonoscopy or done a barium swallow x-ray test? I had to have both of those done as a child in order to have digestive system issues diagnosed.
BRR* February 29, 2020 at 9:01 pm I’d keep trying but there could be so many things. Does she have enough fiber?
Misty* February 29, 2020 at 9:28 pm I’m allergic to gluten and dairy. It took me a long time to figure out what was causing my skin rashes and stomach pain. Personally, I would chase it and try to figure out the cause. I think it’s easier to start earlier because it gives you more time to sort things out while you still have parental support (if that makes sense). I’ve just personally found that a lot of things in my life got harder when I got older and was on my own where as some of the medical and mental issues that my parents managed to help me solve as a child and teen are easier to handle because we started so early. Just my opinion though.
Sara(h)* February 29, 2020 at 9:33 pm I have 3 suggestions/ideas: 1. Have you tried other elimination diets? That’s where I would start if I were you. Dairy is the most obvious one you didn’t mention. My brother had digestive issues for years before he finally learned the problem was FODMAPs, so now he is on a low-FODMAP diet and is 100% better! 2. And have you considered trying eastern medicine? I’ve had a lot of success with acupuncture for various ailments. If it isn’t covered by insurance, most or many urban areas have affordable/sliding scale community acupuncture providers. But you have to stick with it for a bit (such as weekly treatments for a month or two) before you can really tell if it’s helping. 3. A nutritionist might be able to help a lot! My aunt was a nutritionist who literally turned people’s lives around by helping them recover from life-long chronic GI problems. Look for a nutritionist (which is different from a registered dietician!) who has experience helping resolve GI problems and is focused on overall wellness (as opposed to someone focused on weight loss, for example). Many nutritionists offer a free initial consult or at least phone consult.
Misty* February 29, 2020 at 9:36 pm Community acupuncture is amazing. I used to have really bad insomnia and migraines until I started going to it back in 2015.
Blue Horizon* February 29, 2020 at 10:18 pm Sadly I can confirm that ‘functional disorder’ (a.k.a. intermittent and occasionally severe abdominal pain in the context of what otherwise appears to be normal digestive function and general good health) is a thing. Often it seems to be related to the nervous system and a confusion around what is perceived as pain and what isn’t. This is more complicated than it sounds, because the brain is constantly making decisions about these things (the fact that you can’t typically ‘feel’ your internal organs isn’t because they lack nerves, it’s because your brain filters the signals out if they fall within its interpretation of normal). They often seem to clear up eventually but it can take a long time, generally several years. I’m not saying that’s what is going on here or that you shouldn’t chase it further, just that it’s within the range of possibilities.
The New Wanderer* March 1, 2020 at 11:15 am My daughter started experiencing this at around 4 yrs old, but has had constipation issues from toddlerhood. Functional abdominal pain is the best fit diagnosis we have, esp the part about how she experiences what most of us would feel as mild discomfort as acute pain. It went away for a year or two, then came back full force last year (research shows complaints tend to recur with onset of puberty). Can also be related to IBS, which I have. Abdominal migraine is another possible diagnosis.
Please Don't* February 29, 2020 at 10:26 pm My son would have the occasional stomach pain that was relieved by having a bowel movement. This occurred for a few years. When he was ten he had appendicitis and once he had surgery never had any issues.
Nita* March 1, 2020 at 12:32 am Just throwing it out there that my son had this on and off for a couple of years. Not quite as often as once a month, but it kept coming and going. It seems to have been connected to strep. If it was just stomach pain, we did pretty much what you did (fiber or laxatives + wait it out), but eventually it started turning into more of a backache/headache/stomachache, which would freak me out every time and send me running to the doctor. And then he’d get swabbed and sure enough, strep. One time it showed up as a severe stomachache in the early hours of the morning – he was in so much pain we went to ER to rule out appendicitis, doctors couldn’t tell it wasn’t appendicitis for a few hours, and when they finally ruled that out they swabbed him again – strep, of all things. He never had a very sore throat, so his symptoms threw me every time. It kept up until he finally developed some immunity to strep – still gets it sometimes, but much milder and with more “typical” strep symptoms.
WS* March 1, 2020 at 1:36 am My brother had a similar problem from a young age, and in his 30s tried a FODMAP diet, which greatly helped. He still has occasional bouts of constipation bad enough to cause pain and need laxatives, but there’s no daily issues and it’s far less frequent than it used to be. I think it’s definitely worth trying an elimination diet when you have the time and resources to do it, because it’s a relatively easy solution if the problem is a food sensitivity/allergy.
Catherine* March 1, 2020 at 3:04 am I had a very similar symptom set as a child and was subjected to the same battery of tests. We never identified a clear reason for it (though I did work out years later that I do have a bit of a reaction to dairy) and the doctors worried that it might be psychological. I had significant improvement by eating a couple prunes every morning and having good yogurt at breakfast (Metamucil just didn’t really work that well for me). As an adult I still have occasional inexplicable discomfort, which tends to flare up in periods of high stress.
Not So NewReader* March 1, 2020 at 8:15 am Please chase this, especially if she tells you she wants more help. I was that kid with discomfort. In a way, I really can’t blame my parents for poor follow up, because there were layers of complications. I had to get rid of dairy and gluten. My teeth are sooo wildly misaligned that I don’t actually chew. I tear off chunks of food and swallow the chunks. I am good at this. So by swallowing chunks of food, I skipped the predigestion process. My stomach and bowels had to work harder to break stuff down. Like dominoes falling over, this set the course for other problems. Our bodies are designed to prepare food for digestion, we need to chew it to break it down, dampen it with salvia and so on. My teeth are misaligned on all three planes. They do not meet each other on the up and down direction. And even they could, the teeth are tipped this way and that way. If the teeth did meet the upper teeth would strike the sides of the tipped lower teeth and so on. One dentist laughed right out loud, “how can you possibly chew?”. Well, I don’t actually. A chiropractor helped me to at least get my jaw aligned properly so at least that is corrected. Later on in life I had some teeth pulled so the mismatch is not so bad. An alternative practitioner who I trusted said that I should drink most of my meals- put everything in a food processor and make a soup or a veggie drink. I now make a larger effort to chew more. I’d seriously consider keeping a food journal and checking off times when there is a spike in pain levels. A food can stay in our systems for up to 7 days so you have a needle in a haystack thing going on. When the pain flares up, you want to look back over the last week. I don’t have kids, I have a dog. Forgive me, I am not likening your kiddo to my dog but I am just sharing an experience. My dog is a good eater and he very seldom throws up. All of the sudden he started throwing up. But it wasn’t all the time, he only got sick once in a while. wth. I noticed the stuff was mucus-y. I started keeping track of what I was feeding him. It turned out that the only time he tossed dinner was when I gave him white fish. I cut out the white fish and TA-DA! the random vomiting stopped. Oddly he ate white fish quite happily for YEARS before the vomiting started. It could be the particular product I buy. It could be the fish itself. Who knows. I am not willing to press the point to find out more. He is still a good eater and will eat plenty of other things with no problems. But this is that needle in a haystack stuff, it took me a while to figure out what was trigger the upset tummy because the incidents were random. Random problems with anything are the toughest problems to solve because the patterns are obscure. It took me months to figure out my dog’s problem and it took me decades to figure out my own problems.
cheeseburger* March 1, 2020 at 2:55 pm Ahhh! My husband also has occasional stomach issues and teeth that don’t line up (same comment from his dentist: how can you chew??). Daughter has been to the dentist for cleanings and X-rays etc and this hasn’t come up but I will ask next time. And she never had these sorts of issues as a baby/toddler. It wasn’t until late preschool (when she had all her teeth ;) ).
Mimosa Jones* March 1, 2020 at 11:58 am My daughter has/had essentially the same thing. I think it started when she was 6: she had one of those bugs that cleans everything out from both ends. The next day I asked how her tummy felt and was told “still yuchy.” Same answer for days after. And she reported reflux troubles as well. She also has a slow digestive system. But she was fine: otherwise healthy, and happy. But after a period of “still yuchy” I took her to the doctor. She had many tests that all came back negative, saw specialists like a gastroenterologist, naturopathic doctor, nutritionist, and had genetic testing for celiac. We tried elimination diets, restricted eggs, dairy and wheat for a long time, probiotics, antacids, mirilax, magnesium, and nothing resulted in a change of symptoms. I wondered if this maybe had started before the gi bug, that maybe we were just discovering it then because we asked the right question. (That would fit my child’s personality.) I worried it was actually pain, and thus a signal that this was more serious, but it presented as a weird feeling because of my daughter’s sensory integration disorder. I worried that we had amplified a normal feeling because of our attention. I worried about long term damage from the reflux-like symptoms. Through it all she was happy, healthy, met her milestones and stayed on her growth curves. Unlike your child she was never in pain, just discomfort, and she could ignore it and go through a normal day. After a time, she said “enough.” The symptoms didn’t bother her, she had mostly outgrown the reflux, and she didn’t want to try and fix or understand it anymore. So we stopped. We kept the few things we knew helped, like limiting dairy and gluten, but we let the rest go. And she grew into a happy, healthy and tall teenager. But she’s had the same pediatrician all along, who’s great at following up, and this year, at her 17 year check, my child reported the yuchy tummy feelings were gone. She has apparently outgrown them. Now, your daughter is in definite pain and discomfort, so I’m not recommending you let this go. But I think you should keep your daughter in the loop and give her options. I have a friend who cried when recounting the unexplained stomach pains she had as a child and that her parents did nothing. So, with your child’s cooperation, I think you should pursue the painful symptoms and try to find a remedy and if that also provides a cause, then that’s a bonus. Try keeping a detailed journal: food, activity, sleep, and poop. What you tried and how it worked. And do it now because the further away you get from diapers the less you want to know about that end of your child’s body. Can you find any patterns? If monthly she needs huge doses of laxatives to have a good clean-out, what happens if you do a smaller dose weekly? Find recipes for muffins and cookies that encourage elimination and work them into your regular rotation. Does running or other regular physical activity help? Maybe something like cross country needs to be her sport. And aren’t there yoga poses that encourage good digestion? You could also poll family members and see if anyone else had something like this as a child. Sometimes these things run in families and sometimes families develop unusual habits that happen to help without knowing that’s why they’re doing it. And check out autism and sensory integration resources, digestive issues are common in people with those conditions. Also, are you sure she has good toileting habits? This is a great age to use a sticker chart for healthy behaviors that will last her whole life: going regularly, pushing the proper way, etc. One of those toilet stools might also be a good idea.
Lives in a Shoe* March 1, 2020 at 12:51 pm Please understand before I write this that I know just how unlikely and simplistic it sounds, but I suffered for over 20 years before I figured it out. Is it possible she has gas? Back story: I have arthritis of the spine and have suffered with back problems since high school. When I was pregnant with my son, I began experiencing extreme pain in my back and abdomen I was taken to the ER and tested for gallstones and just about everything else. Everything came back negative. I started having these episodes about once a month. Sometimes the pain was so bad that I would vomit (which actually made me feel better). I tried to tell my Dr.’s that I had noticed that the pain always seemed to happen after I ate certain foods like egg whites and avocado. They shrugged and for 20 years every time I discussed it with my Dr I was told that the pain was related to my back problems and that’s how it was treated. It never got any better. Finally I just stopped mentioning it and avoided those foods. I also realized that if I belched like a sailor a few times the pain would ease up. Eventually anytime I felt the pain coming on I would grab a pepsi or anything else that would make me burp repeatedly (Tums, Rolaids, Alka-seltzer). It wasn’t muscle spasms in my back. It was gas. Once I hit perimenopause it pretty much stopped happening a nd n I only have a problem once a year or so.
Lives in a Shoe* March 1, 2020 at 12:54 pm Sorry lost my connection before I finished. Long story short, gas can manifest in weird ways and referred pain is a thing.
cheeseburger* March 1, 2020 at 2:52 pm Thanks! I don’t think it is gas, because it’s not the sharp pain that I’m familiar with. From what I understand, it’s more like a super full/ backed up cramp-y type feeling, which takes about 30-48 hours of laxative to fully flush out. She’s had x rays and ultrasounds during the more painful times and while there has always been has there, it is not “noteworthy” per the docs. We’ve tried tums / similar and that doesn’t help.
misspiggy* March 1, 2020 at 3:32 pm Does she also have ‘growing pains’? Is she a bit floppy or uncoordinated? If so it would be good to look into connective tissue disorders like Ehlers Danlos Syndrome. But in any case, eating little and often with plenty of liquid, may be the best way forward.
KoiFeeder* March 1, 2020 at 4:29 pm Could it be autoimmune? That sounds like the pre-puberty stages of what I’ve got- it doesn’t show up on tests for X autoimmune disorder, but it does show up when they look for inflammation.
nep* February 29, 2020 at 8:49 pm I know I can search this online and I have. Just interested in people’s insights / experiences. How am I sure an airbnb is legit? The host does not have that ‘superhost’ badge. It does show up that she has provided an email and phone number, and I see that little check mark and ‘verified’ next to her image. I’ve looked up the address of the place and various entries online do show what she’s showing in the pics on airbnb website. I don’t have a lot of experience with airbnb. I’ve already booked the place, but then I got to thinking, how easy is it to dupe someone? Are there one or two surefire ‘tests’ to know if something is legit?
Not A Manager* March 1, 2020 at 12:59 am Are you worried that you will show up and the place actually isn’t for rent at all? Or that it will suck? I don’t think you need to be super worried that she is fraudulently advertising the place for rent. And I’m pretty sure that airbnb would reimburse you if that happened. In terms of how great it is, reviews will get you somewhere but not everywhere. At some point you need to trust your gut.
blackcat* March 1, 2020 at 7:36 am If Google Street view and/or any past for sale listings have pictures that match, it’s almost surely legit. I’ve stayed in AirBnBs a fair bit, and the only problem was a host who got mad I left a 4 star review due to the rock hard mattress (bad enough I slept on the couch).
Dan* March 1, 2020 at 3:19 pm In the literal sense the question, I don’t think one can be absolutely sure of anything. Vice (I think) ran an article on a rather elaborate airbnb scam where the property owner was getting people to stay for like a night in a dump under the guise of the original property not being available, but hey, if you chill for a night, we’ll make it right. Except that once you’ve stayed for a night, the airbnb protections don’t apply, so then people were out the expense for the full stay and the property owners ghosted. I’m not saying this is a likely outcome in your case, but airbnb is the kind of thing where if things go wrong, you have limited recourse. If you can manage the risk, then go for it it. I personally don’t use it because most of my travel is overseas, and when I’m getting off a long flight and am somewhere where English isn’t the first language, the last thing I want to deal with is lodging issues if things go wrong.
They Don’t Make Sunday* March 1, 2020 at 3:22 pm Reviews can help; you could go with a place that has quite a few good reviews. Anyone who has left a review has booked the place and paid for it through Airbnb. While some reviews could be faked, it’s more annoying (than on Yelp or Amazon) to set up a fake review because Airbnb takes fees out of every transaction. So faking reviews costs money, which can add up if the listing is for a hundred bucks or so. One kind of scammy thing that is easier to get through is misrepresenting the property. Once a relative of mine booked what she thought from the pictures was a nice-looking house, but the actual rental was a tiny basement apartment-type thing behind the main house. Probably the interior pictures on the listing were of the tiny apartment, but the exterior photo of the main house made the rental seem like it was nicer and located in the beautiful house. She felt like she overpaid once she saw the real place. So pay careful attention to the listing and reviews.
Anonnington* March 1, 2020 at 3:55 pm I recommend sticking to places that have ratings and reviews from users who seem to be legit. Contact the host before reserving. Introduce yourself briefly and ask a question or two. “Hi! I’m considering booking your apartment for a two day work trip. How far is it from the conference center?” Talk to them for a few exchanges and get a sense of each other. This is helpful to them as well as to you. Red flags might come up. If so, don’t book! Ask them to verify anything that’s important or unclear in the ad. Ask about additional fees. AirBnB has access to the private messages on the site. If the rental is not as described, you can call them and get a partial to full refund. Especially if they can see you asked about it before booking.
Forrest Gumption* March 1, 2020 at 12:01 am Oh my goodness! Alison, your foster kitty is virtually a carbon copy of my cat Jasper. It’s like they were separated at birth! https://www.instagram.com/p/Bx-BHAylbb6/?igshid=aa74y2k4dnjd
Ask a Manager* Post authorMarch 1, 2020 at 12:38 am Agggh is having six cats crazy? We are bonding hard with these new foster cats. It’s only day 11 and I cannot stop picturing them as permanent additions. They are precisely calibrated to push all my cat buttons. Having six cats sounds like something one is not supposed to do? But we have a huge five-bedroom house with tons of space and no kids to support and so I keep thinking “why can’t we?” and oh noooo. Someone talk me out of or into this.
Not A Manager* March 1, 2020 at 12:56 am Doesn’t each cat need his or her own bedroom? JK. Keep the cats.
Lcsa99* March 1, 2020 at 7:48 am Well the bonded brothers would probably want to share, and I am sure Wallace and Sophie would want to share …. so it sounds like she has plenty of room :) I think as long as your husband is cool with it you should do it! My mother had 5 in a three bedroom house and it was awesome.
Ask a Manager* Post authorMarch 1, 2020 at 11:24 am My husband is a huge softie and would keep as many cats as I’d say yes to. That is not helping matters!
NerdyKris* March 2, 2020 at 7:24 am I always used “number of bedrooms plus one” as the limit. More if you have multiple living room/den/playrooms.
Tmarie* March 1, 2020 at 1:02 am Bonded brothers are the best cats. Except when you lose one. Sam was obviously sick, and got a lot of vet attention until it was time to let him go. A few months later, Max, who might have also been sick, just not symptomatic, started laying in the long grass all day. After a couple of days of his daytime lethargy, he didn’t come to the door at dark, and then never came home. Broke my heart, but now we have Mojo and Shadow and they are loves.
NerdyKris* March 2, 2020 at 7:26 am I had two sisters with FIV. One got a tooth infection and couldn’t shake it, and her sister immediately started going downhill until I finally had to put her down three months later. She had a lot of tumors. Apparently she’d had them for a while and was just fighting it until her sister left. Not, as she claims, because the Hellboy reboot was so bad it gave her cancer.
WS* March 1, 2020 at 1:43 am You have the space. You have the money. If you can keep up with the feeding and the litter boxes, why not?
Quandong* March 1, 2020 at 2:42 am If you have enough cuddle & lap time, space, resources for vet care & regular care of two more cats, it seems like adopting them is a great idea!
Wander* March 1, 2020 at 2:44 am I have six cats. It wasn’t intentional – four of them were highly human dependent community cats who were just supposed to be indoors temporarily while a new shelter was built, but plans changed and now they’re just slightly weird housecats – but I love them all. We were in the same position (no kids, big enough house). The cleaning and upkeep is a lot of work, but you’re already doing that. I feel like some people judge, but almost everything is something people can potentially judge, so that’s whatever to me. As long as everyone is happy, healthy, and well cared for, that’s what matters. The only thing I’d consider is how this will affect your future fostering situation and how you feel about that. I had to stop fostering years ago (not related to the number of cats at the time – my husband had a bonded pair who really didn’t care for others, and once we moved in together, fostering was unsustainable – but six is a hard limit now anyway for us), and it’s something I still think about sometimes. Obviously you can still contribute in other ways – donations or adoption events or volunteering at a physical shelter location, etc – but none are quite as full time or connected as fostering. If you do adopt them, would you keep fostering? What’s your limit of cats if so? Obviously those are questions that only you can answer, but it’s worth thinking about.
Ask a Manager* Post authorMarch 1, 2020 at 11:26 am Agreed — we’d want to keep fostering, and this would mean that adopting any other future fosters would be totally off-limits. (Which clearly we don’t have the best track of sticking to, but we’d have to this time.)
Red Reader the Adulting Fairy* March 1, 2020 at 6:10 am I mean, we have three cats, three snakes and two dogs (and potential impending third). As long as everyone (including the people) is fed, healthily maintained, happy with the state of affairs, and your house doesn’t smell like cat box, nobody has any business judging. (And even if your house did smell like cat box, nobody who doesn’t have to go into it has any business judging. Though I’m sure it doesn’t, because you are a responsible pet keeper and person.) (You had to know this crowd was going to come down on the “talk me into this” side. :) )
Detective Rosa Diaz* March 1, 2020 at 6:16 am If you have the space, money etc, then I don’t think it is crazy at all! They can be like, a tribe. And you already know the boys fit in. (Never come to me for negative advice about pets you can care for :’) )
The Other Dawn* March 1, 2020 at 7:48 am Well, I have 12, so no, six isn’t crazy (to me–I find many people are horrified when you have anything more than two cats and think it’s “crazy cat lady” territory). As long as you can feed them and pay the vet bills, I don’t see anything wrong with keeping them. Who cares what other people think?
Princess Deviant* March 1, 2020 at 7:52 am Keep them Alison! They are gorgeous, they seem to have settled well with you and your current cats, and – selfishly – I want regular updates on them :D How is Humphrey getting on?
Ask a Manager* Post authorMarch 1, 2020 at 11:27 am He’s on a trial foster period with potential adopters who want to make sure he gets along with their other cat. So far, so good, I think — their other cat hasn’t totally embraced him (which is totally normal after only a couple of weeks) but is mostly coexisting with him, so they’re just giving it a little more time.
Princess Deviant* March 1, 2020 at 7:53 am Also, they count as 1 cat coz they’re so close. You’ve had 5 cats before :)
Loopy* March 1, 2020 at 7:54 am Bad news- I am not going to talk you out of it at all. My brother has six cats and at one point has seven and is a very similar situation to you it sounds like- large home, no kids, etc. But what they to do have to do is be super on top of cleaning. I definitely notice they clean way more than I do and have to always stay on top of their usual, weekly cleaning schedule. However, their house does not look like six cats live there at all. At that point it does seem like a lifestyle choice- to an extent their pets/upkeep of their pets is almost equivalent to having a hobby in terms of time/expense but I don’t think they’d have it any other way.
Jdc* March 1, 2020 at 8:10 am Make sure your city code allows it? That would be the only way I could talk you out of it haha. They all seem so sweet.
Not So NewReader* March 1, 2020 at 8:45 am Animal hoarding is a problem because the person cannot physically or financially take care of the pets. Additionally, a person can become overwhelmed by all the work and give up. I have a friend who has 25 horses. She lives on her own. She has the material resources, the financial resources and the physical ability to care for these guys. And she is up for the mental gymnastics of caring for each of their needs. It’s good to know our load limits. I realized that I maxed out at four pets. (Dog, 2 cats and a bunny.) Finally, I got overwhelmed with allergy stuff and the doc said not to replace the animals as they pass out of my life. (Sorry, doc, I will ALWAYS have a dog if I can take proper care of it. That is my compromise.) We all have different load limits as in I am SO NOT my friend with the 25 horses. Time has also showed me that I am not a fish tank person either. I figured this out over time. Although, I can really enjoy someone else’s critters. I am a fan of knowing our own limits and drawing that hard line. And I have to do whatever it takes to keep that line in place. I have to stay out of pet stores. I don’t go racing over to a friend’s house to see their new pups. I don’t look at rescues online. I am such a sucker for those sweet little faces. And I am confident in the fact that when it is time for a new dog, I will definitely find a new little buddy. It’s not a problem for me, I know how to do this! ;) I think it is good to question ourselves. I tell myself that reality is that I can’t rescue all of them, but I can take a few and give them a good life. The dog I have now picked me. His litter mates, ran off to the sides of the pen. He stayed in the middle and went up on his hind legs to reach for my out-stretched hands. I was charmed. I still am eleven years later. I do favor pet owners making a plan for what their wishes are if suddenly they cannot take care of their pet(s). I have a friend who said he would take my dog, in return I said I would take his dog. Not sure what I would say if my friend was unable to take my dog, but at least I have a plan started.
SpellingBee* March 1, 2020 at 9:04 am You’re asking the wrong group if you want to be talked out of it! Your heart knows when it’s right – how many fosters have you had that you *didn’t* keep? I’ve personally never had 6 at any one time, but the possibility is always there. If they’ve integrated well with the others and the whole household is on board, I say they’ve found their forever home.
Anono-me* March 1, 2020 at 10:12 am First let me say that I am an admire cats from a distance (because up close my health stuff would probably kill me) type of person. So take my opinion for what it’s worth. I think if this is what you and your husband truly want that you should go for it. You already know that you have the resources, the will and the heart for it. The cats look happy and healthy. Yes, this is more cats than most people take on, but an outside expert (the cat fostering agency) has evaluated your situation and trusts you to to be good caretakers atleast six cats. To my thinking, the right number of cats/dogs/people/llamas in a household is however many fit into that household so that everyone is well taken care of and well-loved. (Not what most people think it’s the normal number.)
Blue Eagle* March 1, 2020 at 10:12 am OK, I’ll bite. No, you should not keep all 6. Reason #1 – you really do not want to be a “cat lady”. Reason #2 – if you are able to rehome a couple of cats now, then if the situation comes up again where a cat/cats needs an excellent foster, you will be more able to help that cat/cats.
TheFacelessOldWomanWhoSecretlyLivesinYour House* March 1, 2020 at 2:31 pm What’s wrong with being a cat lady?
fhqwhgads* March 1, 2020 at 10:23 am Maybe some of this will help: Look up local ordinances in a bunch of places, not just where you currently live or nearby. Where I used to live, six cats would require you to officially become a kennel. Do you want to be a kennel? It’s not a question of if it’s “crazy” but potentially crossing a threshold from “we have several pets” to “this house is for housing animals”. (I know this may not literally apply where you live, but I’m suggesting using the framing to help yourself think through it since the way you asked the question suggests to me you’re already thinking this might be crossing a boundary into “a lot” of pets. Make sure you know how your local government quantifies that.) The point of fostering is to give them a temporary safety net until a permanent home can be found. If you keep keeping your foster cats, you’re going to have to stop fostering because your home will be “full” (see above). Is it more important to you to give these specific cats a permanent home now and not have availability for future fosters who need the spot temporarily? It’s only day 11. If it seemed like it was becoming difficult to find a permanent home for them, you’d have a very different choice, but at the moment, they could still be on their way to a stable, loving home later. It doesn’t have to be yours.
Ask a Manager* Post authorMarch 1, 2020 at 11:30 am Ha, checking local ordinances was the first thing I did. I was like, “Would we be … hoarders?” But our locality is fine with it.
Bluebell* March 1, 2020 at 10:49 am I’ll serve as the lone “keep fostering” voice, especially since you have the space for a designated foster room. I think it’s great to see you fostering kitties, and we get to hear about new cats every so often, plus you and husband are doing something that’s definitely needed. It sounds like these two new guys will definitely make someone deliriously happy cat owners, and they could send you photos. I’ve fostered dogs and that is the best part, even years later. BUT if you can keep fostering even if you keep these guys, go ahead!
Ask a Manager* Post authorMarch 1, 2020 at 11:36 am I’m thinking about that a lot. If we stop fostering because we adopt these guys, then some other cats will be staying in cages because of that decision. So we’d have to continue fostering in order to feel good about it, maybe after just a short break. (And yeah, on the adoptability. The other times we’ve foster failed, those cats really needed us — Olive was a tiny baby who’d almost died and Eve was so shy at the time that the shelter didn’t think she’d be very adoptable. Hank is clearly highly adoptable. On the other hand, he comes with Shadow, who needs a lot of patience and understanding to build trust, and I always worry about whether people will do that well. So … sigh, I don’t know!)
cat socks* March 1, 2020 at 11:57 am It’s so hard to know and trust if people will take care of the cats as well as you do. But if Shadow is shy I think it’s good that he’ll have his brother. Hopefully whoever handles the adoption process will thoroughly vet the families so they understand Shadow needs some extra care. Good luck! Thank you for helping these guys!
Not So NewReader* March 1, 2020 at 12:36 pm The cynic in me- is the foster place covertly and deliberately giving you pets that they think they cannot rehome on the hope that you will keep them??? I can’t foster. I so admire people who can. Every thing that came home with me would end up staying with me which, of course, brings on another whole set of problems. I do have several happy stories of co-dependent pets who were kept together for their entire lives. There is hope of finding people who would take this on. My latest story, a lady found a kitten outside her house. For a couple days it seemed to be waiting for her. She tried to pick it up on the 3rd day. Instead it took off running and looking back as if to say, “Come with me.” She followed it. The kitten brought her to a nest of kittens who had lost their mother. She gathered them all up and brought them all in the house. (Yeah, crazy smart kitten.) It turned out the kitten who had brought the woman to the litter was especially attached to one of the litter mates. The litter mate was very sick. My friend took these two in and it was an amazing thing to watch and a real privilege to see how complex and thoughtful their relationship was with each other. The sickly one got much better but the strong one kept taking care of the former sickly one. They lived to a ripe old age. Yeah, people will take them. And people will work to preserve/protect the animals’ relationship with each other.
tangerineRose* March 1, 2020 at 2:20 pm I couldn’t foster kitties – I’d want to keep all of them. These two kitties do sound very adoptable, even though Shadow needs more time to warm up to people. But if you can keep them and want to, why not?
cat socks* March 1, 2020 at 11:46 am I have five cats so going up to six doesn’t seem like a huge stretch for me, especially if you have the time and resources. However, I don’t think you should keep these guys. They are a bonded pair so they’ll have each other I’m their new home. And if it is an adopter’s first time having multiple cats, it will be easier to start with a pair rather than trying to introduce new cats to each other. Then you’ll have room to foster more cats! All my cats are strays. The last two we tried to adopt out but didn’t have much luck on our own without help from a shelter or rescue. The newest guy is FIV+ so that might have been a deterrent to people. That brings to mind that if these two get adopted then there may be a foster in the future who might be harder to place in a home, so you would have room for a possible resident kitty.
Princess Deviant* March 1, 2020 at 12:54 pm Are you also saying that if you adopt these cats then you cannot foster any more?
Anonnington* March 1, 2020 at 3:59 pm I would ask your vet for their opinion. They might bring up considerations that you haven’t thought of.
Wednesday* March 1, 2020 at 6:09 pm I would let them go, based on my personal experience with cat ownership (since 1985) and fostering (since 2001). I always leave extra room in the “how much pet care I can handle” bucket. Fostering brings with it a bit of unavoidable chaos, and you never know when the household can be thrown into disarray by a flea outbreak, an FIV scare, a sore tendon that causes the alpha to pick on the injured…there’s always something. Even needing a new water heater threw one of my cats into a stress URI. If I run myself up against the limit while everything is going well and everyone is healthy, then I have no more to give when things are falling apart. You’ve shown excellent judgment in the past regarding maintaining your personal time and commitment limits, such as with the podcast. If you honestly think you can handle six cats, plus more fosters, in both sickness and health (LOL) then more power to you. I could not.
Jean (just Jean)* March 1, 2020 at 10:02 pm You know, leaving extra room in the “how much I can handle” bucket is a great rule for life in general. Thank you.
Miss Pantalones En Fuego* March 1, 2020 at 3:27 am I am on vacation in Wales with my husband. I wish I had a functioning activity tracker because we have done a lot of walking up hills, around town walls, into the mountains, and looking at archaeological sites (my choice). We have also been very wet and windblown.
Bluebell* March 1, 2020 at 10:22 am Does your phone have a health app? It won’t count floors but at least it would count steps. Enjoy!
Miss Pantalones En Fuego* March 1, 2020 at 2:55 pm It probably does but I didn’t look into it before we started! He figured that we probably walked 8 miles yesterday, and probably a bit less the rest of the time. It has been really windy and wet but I can deal. My big problem is that I seem to be unexpectedly unfit. Like seriously huffing and puffing and having to stop to catch my breath. It’s really annoying and I didn’t think I was in that bad of shape, but I’m curious as to how much I’ve actually managed to do.
Jdc* March 1, 2020 at 8:06 am I hadn’t posted this weekend because the last two i just was complaining. Thanks for the support. We have some stress. BUT! This weekend i am so upbeat. Regardless of the stress. Husband and i grabbed lunch yesterday and then I grabbed four new books I happened to already be thinking about that were in the Barns and Noble 2 for $8 section. Wohoo. Haven’t been to a book store in a while and I so missed it. Best of all!! Today it will be 60! I love the cold but for whatever reason, this year my body has no tolerated it. You’d think with the extra cushion I’d do better. Last winter was way colder. Going to wash my car today. I really do enjoy doing it. Plus the car washes never do a decent enough job. Husband got me a power washer a while back so that makes it fun. I’ll probably spray down the deck too. Fun power washer story. My stepson constantly puts food straight into our trash bins. I tell him over and over not to because it’ll smell, be gross, etc. So finally one day husband is punishing him for something and trying to find a creative chore he wouldn’t want to do. We had him clean the bins out with the pressure washer. So not punishment. I should’ve remembered how fun they are to use. He loved it. Ha. Anyone else ever watch pressure washing videos online? So calming and satisfying. So excited to open the house up a little (not really warm enough to totally open it but I’ll probably leave the back door open) get some fresh air and he outside doing some physical work.
Jdc* March 1, 2020 at 8:09 am Oh and I can talk again! The steroids for the laryngitis have been doing their job and I’m not 100% and still sound like an old phone sex operator but I can talk. So nice.
The Other Dawn* March 1, 2020 at 8:18 am I think I created a monster when I bought a new smart TV last week (something we haven’t had before). My husband can now watch South Main Auto on You Tube, The Mandalorian on Disney+, and all sorts of free movies on Amazon Prime Video. I’ve already told him that TV becomes mine when I get home from the hospital later this week! Its going to be all Golden Girls, all the time! We’re still figuring it out, but I at least managed to set up my Prime Video login, subscribe to Disney+, search, change video sources, and things like that. We also installed it on a full motion wall mount, which I really love. We bought a small smart TV for the guest bedroom upstairs, which is where my cousin will stay in a few weeks. We don’t want to run cable so we got a TV that allows me to stream our cable connection to it. Plus it has Roku, which I understand is good if you want to install an antenna and get local channels. (I feel very behind the times…)
My Brain Is Exploding* March 1, 2020 at 11:22 am Will be thinking about you and the surgery! You sound very well prepared. Hope everything goes as smoothly as possible.
NoLongerYoung* March 1, 2020 at 1:19 pm Seconding the “thinking of you.” And the amazing planning. Let me know about the wall mount – did you do one for the bedroom too? I need one there but have been frugally sacrificing the old old TV sitting on top of the dresser… would love to free up the space and clutter.
The Other Dawn* March 1, 2020 at 1:36 pm Thanks! I just bought some premade meals from the warehouse club, which I’ll freeze for reheating later this week. I also cooked some casseroles and froze them. I’ll be making about two dozen hard-boiled eggs in the Instant Pot later. The wall mount is for the family room only, since the TV is about 1/2 an inch too wide for the entertainment center, and I wasn’t about to buy a new entertainment center! I bought the mount from Lowe’s (much cheaper than Best Buy, FYI). It was in stock so we didn’t have to order it. It’s called Sanus 42 to 90-in Full Motion Wall TV Mount. $99.99. It was easy to install, though my husband had to put a wide piece of wood on the wall first, because our wall studs aren’t the right width apart from each other. (I think it’s made for 22/24 inches apart and ours are 16 inches, or vice versa–can’t remember.) He secured it all with lag bolts for extra strength. It just kind of amazes me that a 65 inch TV hangs off a little hook in back and has one tiny screw to hold it in place. It’s a very sturdy wall mount, though, and I love the full motion: up, down, side to side, and pulls out 22 inches from the wall. Makes it so easy to pull it out and plug something in. The one annoyance is that the metal brackets that screw to the TV just happen to fall right over where the RCA cables go, so that was a pain. There’s a gap, but it’s not quite far enough away from the back of the TV. We got it to work, but it was very tight. We’ve never had a wall mount. Now that I have one, I love it! Now I have room to put my DVD/VCR combo and cable box on top of the entertainment center instead of inside of it.
NoLongerYoung* March 1, 2020 at 5:52 pm Thank you! Great info and I’m just starting out – the above would not have occurred to me until it was out of the box and ready to go up.
Tris Prior* March 1, 2020 at 10:15 am Cat owners, what’s the oddest thing that you’ve had to catproof in your house? Yesterday I discovered my little darlings had been apparently working away for some time at a slightly frayed strip of caulk in our shower, and had managed to peel off a good 8 inches of it. I cut off the hanging piece, which they were swatting at, and I guess I’ll have to recaulk that now. I’ve also had to block off the area around one radiator because they are obsessed with the metal ring where the pipe meets the floor, and one of them kept getting his claw stuck in it. We adopted them as tiny kittens but they’re nearly 2 now! At some point, surely I’ll be done catproofing?
Rebecca* March 1, 2020 at 11:20 am Cats are surprising that way! I charged up the battery backup pack for my phone, put it back in its mesh bag, and laid it on the computer desk. While I was sitting there, one of my seven year old cats jumped up, “stalked it”, batted it, hooked it with his toenail, pulled it toward him, decided he was afraid of it, and ran away. I’m going to put it away in a drawer today because, guaranteed, it will disappear while I’m at work and I’ll have to search for it.
tangerineRose* March 1, 2020 at 2:22 pm If I leave a thumbdrive out on my desk, my 15 year old kitty will play with it and usually knock it off the desk. They do calm down after age 2 or 3, but they can be playful a long time.
Anonymous Educator* March 1, 2020 at 11:30 am This may not be that odd, but we’ve had to get the baby-proof stove-knob covers, because our cats used to turn on the stove by turning the knobs with their back feet. Very dangerous!
Tris Prior* March 1, 2020 at 11:33 am We got those knob covers before we even adopted kittens. A co-worker had her kitchen set on fire by her cats doing this.
Not So NewReader* March 1, 2020 at 12:40 pm omg. Well I have never heard of this one before. And I did not realize there were knob covers, so this is must be a pretty common thing. yikes!
Anonymous Educator* March 1, 2020 at 1:04 pm I had to go to the Baby section of Target to find them, so they aren’t specifically marketed at cat owners…
Tris Prior* March 1, 2020 at 4:18 pm For a childfree couple we sure have an astonishing amount of babyproofing supplies in our house! See also cabinet latches because Girl Kitty was opening them, climbing inside them, and knocking breakable things to the floor where they shattered everywhere.
Damn it, Hardison!* March 1, 2020 at 6:56 pm I had a cat do the same thing! She was not a good jumper, so I assume she turned it on with her back paws as she tried to scramble on to the stove. I had no idea it was so common.
Lcsa99* March 1, 2020 at 11:31 am I don’t think you’re ever done cat proofing. Its equal parts annoying and hilarious.
The Other Dawn* March 1, 2020 at 12:05 pm One of mine is trying to play with a piece of wood that came off a log. She’s in front of the fireplace digging her paws in the cracks between the stones (280+ year old house), trying to work that little piece of wood out so she can play with it. If she happens to get it out I’ll take it away, but it’s keeping her very entertained at the moment.
Invisible Fish* March 1, 2020 at 12:53 pm No. Never. My oldest cats are over 10 years; my youngest aren’t even a year. Every day, there’s a new “thing” for them to discover.
mreasy* March 1, 2020 at 2:33 pm One of my cats can open regular doorknobs (not levee style – the round ones) – so the one room we occasionally need to block their access to has a childproof doorknob cover.
Trixie* March 1, 2020 at 2:59 pm Such good timing on this question. My landlord recently replaced the bathroom toilet and it has a slight, yet to be repaired leak. I placed a bowl to collect while protecting the floor. My almost 17 year old cat was caught drinking from bowl, apparently the water fountain in the kitchen was cutting it. So I placed a wall of products around the bowl, and added a second bowl to the kitchen next to the water fountain. He still insists on the bathroom bowl. Thankfully, he hasn’t discovered the other side of the toilet and is fixated on just the one. Yes, I could have the link fixed but I’m enjoying this ongoing engagement while building various faux retaining walls.
Animal worker* March 1, 2020 at 3:12 pm My staircase looks like a fortress. I adopted a shelter cat last summer and have been integrating her into a three parrot household. Bird cages are on the ground floor, cat gets the second and third floors (third is a finished attic type space) when I’m not home. They are together under supervision when I’m home much of the time, and the cat is in the master bedroom with me at night. So I got an extra tall pet gate for the bottom of the stairs. It worked pretty well but the cat squeezed through one of the two sides, so the two sides now have cardboard covering them. Next said cat was sticking her head through the metal posts on the side of the stairs, and since she could likely slip through, they are now covered with plastic garden fencing. Then the cat jumped onto the post on the landing, so I have an odd shaped knick knack there. Because the bannister goes right to that post I figure she can jump onto it and maybe get downstairs that way, so I’ve hung a curtain that goes down to the bannister to stop that. For extra safety when I go out I put a tall box just inside the pet gate on the bottom stair just in case she thinks of jumping the gate. And yes it looks just as crazy as it sounds. So far it works, though. The things we do for our pets.
Scarlet magnolias* March 1, 2020 at 4:21 pm My fluffy black and white (we think part Ragdoll) cat will yell for treats and if they are not forthcoming quickly, jumps on the counter next to the refridgerator and proceeds to knock down magnets (I collect them so there are way too many). He seems to have it in for an Elvis magnet which he has mangled pretty severely. He will also open the cabinet door, pull out the treat envelope and rip it open.
Wednesday* March 1, 2020 at 5:40 pm We put magnetic door holders on every door in the house. A friend had a door blow shut and amputate her cat’s tail tip.
Damn it, Hardison!* March 1, 2020 at 7:00 pm With my kitten, I had to coat all of the electrical cords with Vick’s Vapo-Rub to prevent her from chewing on them while sh was teething. She destroyed the cord between my printer and computer and fortunately wasn’t hurt. (This was back in the olden days before wireless printing). She also loved pushpins. She would get on the desk and stretch up to the cork board and pull them out to play with.
Ann Nonymous* March 1, 2020 at 11:13 am Advice on dealing with a spouse (o.k., husband) on how he “can’t see” something he dropped or spilled, “doesn’t notice” things that need putting away, “forgot” to take care of something in the household or “didn’t have time” to do some necessary thing…but did have time to play guitar or look up things online? I don’t want to feel like Mom, but dammit, things need to get taken care of. I don’t want to ask for “help” because that makes it sound like it’s my job and he’s graciously assisting me (or not). How can I ask/mention stuff so it gets done but I’m not in charge?
Anonymous Educator* March 1, 2020 at 11:29 am I don’t think there’s an easy solution to this. Sounds as if you’re talking about a combination of emotional labor / emotional load and just equal sharing of responsibilities? For hetero couples, this is a quite common problem. It’s tough, because it’s a combination of “Why aren’t you doing this?” and “Why do I have to get you to notice you aren’t doing this and ask you to do it?” But it’s very likely if you bring it up that he’ll hear only the “Why aren’t you doing this?” It’s also tough because, on the one hand, it shouldn’t be up to you to be the manager of the household who’s asking him for “help.” The household belongs (or should belong) to both of you. On the other hand, it’s very possible that things you think need to be put away, he just doesn’t think should be put away (the spilling is a different story, obviously), so you both might need to make some compromises on levels of cleanliness/organization. But “both” here doesn’t mean just you. That means there may be times you have to deal with things not being quite up to your standards if he does it (unless you want to do it yourself), but it also means there may have to be times he cleans things up or organizes things beyond what he cares about.
Jdc* March 1, 2020 at 11:40 am My teen is this way, luckily 22 years in the Air Force made my husband a neat freak. I honestly don’t know the answer. I agree I don’t want to have to tell my husband (fine telling kid) but I’m here to read any input as well. He DIDNT SEE ripping my windshield wiper off my car. How does one not see that!?
Ann Nonymous* March 1, 2020 at 2:42 pm Convenient, isn’t it? If they didn’t notice/see/realize, then they don’t have to take care of it, right? It’s almost like the problem doesn’t exist. :-)
Jdc* March 1, 2020 at 6:39 pm Until I find out then you have a bigger problem when I turn them on and it scratches my glass. It was like a razor where he broke it. But ya that mentality drives me nuts. He isn’t allowed to drink soda in the house because there’s always just a trail behind him he never sees. Super in the summer when the ants want to show up. Plus he drinks too much soda so helps that as well.
Not So NewReader* March 1, 2020 at 12:48 pm Marriage counseling? I mean if he can’t figure it out then perhaps it’s time to bring in a third party. This is the type of thing that kills marriages- the uneven distribution of the workload. Unfortunately, the endless list of excuses come across as, “I don’t care about you.” I always thought, “You can have a mom or you can have a wife. You have to pick one.” In fairness, this is a two way street. I am hearing of a couple now, where he works two jobs and he does 90% of the child care and all of the housework. There is nothing attractive about a partner who does not carry their share of the load.
Anonymous Educator* March 1, 2020 at 1:06 pm This is the type of thing that kills marriages- the uneven distribution of the workload. That is absolutely true, but that’s also unfortunately only part of it. This is the other major part of it: I don’t want to ask for “help” because that makes it sound like it’s my job and he’s graciously assisting me (or not). Because even if he “pulls his weight” in terms of the distribution of the ostensible workload, there’s still the extra invisible workload of having to manage things and ask for help in the first place. But, yeah, marriage counseling may help.
Koala dreams* March 1, 2020 at 1:21 pm If you mean can’t see as in don’t notice, luckily it’s actually not necessary to see all the things to do most of the chores. If you take out the trash, you only need to remember to do it once a day and usually it won’t overflow, and the vacuum cleaner and washing machine will clean away dirt even if you haven’t seen it. Some things are more important to actually pay notice to, such as the car (filling up the tank and fix problems) or cleaning windows or doing the dishes. I don’t have a husband so I’ll have to do my best anyway, despite not noticing when the dirt appears. Since you are two, maybe you can do the things that require noticing dirt, and your husband can do the everyday maintenance things that needs to be done regularly no matter what. With some things, you can split it so that you can do it together, for example you clean the dishes and your husband dries them. Your husband can wash and dry the clothes and you can iron and fold them (if that’s something that you do, I know some people use their dryer as a wardrobe). There is also the radical solution of living separately. Just because two people love each other very much it doesn’t mean they are good at being roommates, and luckily society is getting more accepting about non-traditional living situations. Why make yourself unhappy living together when you can be happy living apart?
Koala dreams* March 1, 2020 at 1:34 pm I want to add that I don’t believe in magical words that makes people suddenly notice things they didn’t see before. It would be great if they existed, then I would have they eyes of a hawk, and my family and friends would have the hearing of a cat. Sadly, we’ll have to follow the old saying “Practise make perfect”. Next time you think of saying something to your husband, maybe hand him the vacuum cleaner or the laundry soap, and go for a long walk or go to the cinema instead. You also need to practise not being in charge of household stuff, but that can come later.
Sunflower Sea Star* March 1, 2020 at 1:44 pm I feel you SO HARD. The only thing that has come close to helping (and even then for a short time) was to flat out say: “I didn’t notice” is NOT a valid excuse. That’s my whole point. I need you to suck it up and PAY ATTENTION. (Note, I didn’t exactly say this calmly.) Later, I did more calmly tell him that when he entered or left a room, he should look for things he could fix. That when he made himself breakfast, he should check the area before leaving. Because when you are the one who MADE the eggs, kinda hard to get away with the “I didn’t notice the egg shells dripping onto the counter” thing. Like I said, it only works temporarily. But I am so sick of the “I didn’t notice so you can’t blame me” line of thinking.
Parenthetically* March 1, 2020 at 1:53 pm Ask him to read Jess Zimmerman’s article on emotional labor, and the Metafilter thread in response to it. Also Matthew Fray’s article “She Divorced Me Because I Left Dishes by the Sink.” (links to follow) I have told my husband a handful of times in our marriage that I need him to notice, that I don’t think men’s eyes work less well than women’s, and that as a demonstration of his love for me he can give me the gift of not having to be f**king reminded to do things. It worked. If it hadn’t… it would have been marriage counseling. Noticing isn’t an innate talent that some people have and some don’t. Noticing is a SKILL that can be developed. Your husband needs to develop it, if not because he is presumably a grown-ass adult who needs to take care of his own shit, then because he cares about you. It is not over-the-top to frame it in this way. Good luck.
Parenthetically* March 1, 2020 at 1:54 pm https://the-toast.net/2015/07/13/emotional-labor/ https://www.metafilter.com/151267/Wheres-My-Cut-On-Unpaid-Emotional-Labor https://mustbethistalltoride.com/2016/01/14/she-divorced-me-because-i-left-dishes-by-the-sink/
Parenthetically* March 1, 2020 at 1:57 pm (Also, NB that I do NOT endorse Fray’s gender-essentialist views of men and women’s emotional differences. It’s just a good exploration of the fact that chores are symbolic of a deeper reality in many many marriages.)
PX* March 1, 2020 at 2:38 pm Saving your comment for any future LTR! Not having to be reminded to do things is probably the most attractive thing I can imagine in a future spouse right now :’D
Ann Nonymous* March 1, 2020 at 3:23 pm I think that’s the key to the appeal of Christian Gray of 50 Shades – he takes charge, he’s detail-oriented and he (outside his kinks) woos the girl by doting on her and thinking of her wants and needs.
valentine* March 1, 2020 at 7:09 pm The real question is how much labor is he willing to do to maintain the cleanliness level you need? He should be wanting you to feel comfortable. Why is he okay with you doing so much work that benefits him? Sit him down and agree to terms. But he needs to do figure out how to own the tasks. Do not “compromise” by agreeing to be taskmaster/make or keep a chore wheel, or whatever. If he wants an admin or a cleaner, he needs to move out and hire them because outsourcing this to another woman won’t fix the fact he refuses to do the work for the shared home. (He could also get screened for stuff. Does he struggle with inertia?)
Parenthetically* March 1, 2020 at 6:07 pm Yeah, my husband lived on his own (with housemates) for 10 years, and they always had a chore roster and a cooking rotation, so he is WAY better at this than a lot of guys — I typed my initial comment while he folded laundry next to me and got up and put the towels in the dryer, without needing any prompting to do so — but there were still things that I needed him to take charge of more. We’ve been together for 7+ years and we’re still working on who’s in charge of finances, alas!
LuisainDallas* March 1, 2020 at 1:54 pm Try the book FAIR PLAY by Eve Rodsky, which deals with just this problem and spells out a plan for how to get buy-in for changing the dynamic that you mention. For example, one of the solutions seems to be to divide ownership of the necessary tasks/activities in such a way as to have the “owner” of the task be responsible for everything concerning this task, including the emotional labor involved. I am going to use this book’s ideas to re-balance our responsibilities for household tasks when my Significant Other retires this year.
LizB* March 1, 2020 at 2:41 pm I (woman) am the partner in my relationship who truly doesn’t see messes or feels i don’t have time to tidy/clean because X Y and Z are more important… but I love my partner and want him to be comfortable in our shared home, so I have deliberately made an effort to raise my awareness and choose to tidy instead of whatever other thing I want to do. 90% of the time, the cleanup takes two seconds and saves me a ton of heartache and guilt. Simultaneously, he has done some thinking about what his true priorities for cleanliness are, and we’ve had discussions about what’s most important – I need it articulated very clearly what “clean” looks like for us, because my instincts about it are very different from his. But that’s only helped because I’m really willing to listen and devote my energy to building habits that will lead to those priorities being met.
00ff00Claire* March 1, 2020 at 2:54 pm I think it would help for you to both think about what is the root cause of the issue. Maybe it is a matter of uneven workload or he doesn’t want to do those things, but I would also at least consider the possibility that he just doesn’t “get” it in these scenarios the same way you do. Is this a clear case of he doesn’t want to do those things, he is being lazy, and he is just using plausible deniability to avoid being responsible? Or do can you tell, does he truly believe he doesn’t see or notice the same things you do and that he truly is baffled by how he doesn’t have time to get things done? If he’s sincere and actually believes what he is telling you when he gives these “excuses”, I would recommend checking out Dana K. White’s blog, podcasts, or books. She uses made-up phrases to describe the way her brain works when it comes to these exact scenarios – “slob vision”and “Time Passage Awareness Disorder” (which, obviously, is not an actual disorder). I “have” both of these myself, but not necessarily at the same level as she describes. I have always been one of those people whose desk might be messy but I always know where things are. But I might not notice that the desk is actually messy. I also am very, very bad at estimating how much time I need to complete a task, so often I “run out of time” to get everything on my list done. I’ve been trying to combat or compensate or change those tendencies in myself for ages, and White’s insights and strategies have been what have helped the most. I know there are parts of the equation I can’t change. So I change other parts of the equation. Or put another way, there is no “cure” for slob vision, but you can “treat” it by applying certain strategies. That being said, I actually want things to be different in regards to how I live my life, such as having less random stuff laying about my home. And I use the strategies because I’m invested and I’ve bought in to trying to do differently than I have in the past. If this is what is going on with your husband, he would have to be willing to put in the effort to make changes. For what it’s worth, I think that even if he is not sincere and he just simply isn’t doing these things because he prioritizes anything and everything else instead or he’s lazy, that White’s strategies might still work because they are pretty concrete tasks to do that could address at least some of the issues. So, him agreeing to do a daily “five minute pick-up” (her strategies are not rocket science) is more concrete than him committing to “leave less random stuff lying around”. But again, he would have to be willing to do things differently than he is now.
misspiggy* March 1, 2020 at 3:11 pm Joint cleaning purges help us – I’m often the one initiating it, but once we get started he ends up doing most of the work, so that’s fine with me. But on the ‘didn’t notice’ thing: I had to say, this is affecting the way I feel about you. I am starting to lose respect for you. And that did make a difference.
Washi* March 1, 2020 at 3:27 pm Honestly, in my observations, the guy has to truly, deeply care about being 1/2 of an equal partnership. Like care enough that he’s thinking about it, aware of all the ways it’s easy to fall into gendered roles, and independently wondering if he is doing enough. My husband isn’t one to read feminist theory for fun, but after a few conversations, he was able to grasp relatively quickly that sexism is more than just vague equal pay issues, it plays out right under our noses when we let it. It’s a core value for him that we are sharing work fairly. Even so, it wasn’t one lightbulb moment and then smooth sailing, it’s just ongoing trial and error and tweaks and adjustments. With both of us adjusting and bringing up issues and checking in. But most importantly, the battle has never been “why can’t you see how unfair this is to me” it’s more “this is what we want our marriage to look like, so ok, how do we get there? how are we doing?”
Washi* March 1, 2020 at 3:31 pm Sorry, the actual advice I have is that what has worked for us is to think really carefully about our values and whether we’re living according to those values, and go from there. Because the core issue is bigger than dividing a task list, it’s about how you show up for each other in your marriage.
Parenthetically* March 1, 2020 at 7:28 pm “Because the core issue is bigger than dividing a task list, it’s about how you show up for each other in your marriage” This is awesome.
Nee Attitude* March 1, 2020 at 3:47 pm This worked on my adult nephew, who is notoriously absent-minded and clutter-blind: “You spilled pasta sauce on the stove; would you please clean it up, it’s kind of gross” and “I don’t like being in the kitchen with you because you don’t clean up after yourself.”
Anonymous Educator* March 1, 2020 at 10:09 pm That still places the onus on the OP to be in charge of tasking him with to-dos, which is also part of the problem.
Dan* March 1, 2020 at 4:27 pm Husband certainly sees the offending things, but they’re not important enough to him spend his energy on it right then and there. I don’t fault him in the slightest for that, because I understand 100% how we feels. The difference is that I live alone, so I can walk by the same pile of dirty dishes in the kitchen sink 10 times and nobody is going to care but me. You, OTOH, care more about [issue] than he does, and consequently are far more motivated than he is to make sure that something is done about it, and therein lies the rub. This is a higher level communications problem, not a “who cleans up the mess” problem. If you’re essentially willing to leave him over this, then you need to tell him that. (Some of the phrasing you’re using suggests you can get to that point if things don’t change.) If this is just “mild annoyance” then you may be better off accepting that spouse has different standards than you. The reality is, though, you two have a shared life that you need to peacefully (if not happily) coexist in together, and you both need to find a way to make that happen. Same type of thing plays out on the money side, when a “spender” and a “saver” get married. Neither one is right or wrong per se, but if they can’t agree on priorities and get on the same page, then that marriage isn’t long for the world and they will grow to resent each other.
Cheesesteak in Paradise* March 1, 2020 at 5:03 pm An alternative is to give him “it’s done or it’s not” weekly tasks on particular days. For example, on Saturdays he does all the laundry. All of it. Every Saturday. You might be the one who puts it in the laundry basket versus the floor but he has to wash everything in all the baskets. On Friday, he takes the trash bins to the curb and back for pickup. Doesn’t matter if they are full or not. They go to curb and back. Sunday is vacuum day. Whole apartment gets vacuumed regardless of if dirt is visible or not. Just examples but if he has set tasks he has to do every week and they’re either done or not, then maybe you will feel resentful about cleaning spills, doing dishes when sink gets full, etc. And it’s a routine so harder to “forget.”
Not A Manager* March 1, 2020 at 5:52 pm “How can I ask/mention stuff so it gets done but I’m not in charge?” I think this is a question you need to ask him. Or rather, “how can you learn how to be aware of our shared space and do your part in maintaining it?” That’s actually a more difficult question than it seems, because before he can figure out HOW to do that, he needs to really decide if he’s willing to do that. Right now, he’s not willing, because he perceives that it doesn’t cost him anything not to. But there is a real cost, and that cost is that you feel unheard and unloved. Is he willing to really hear you when you say that? Does he care how you feel? Does he care enough to change his behavior? It’s possible, as other people have mentioned, that a cost to him eventually will be the breakdown of your relationship. But before you get to that, I think it’s worth asking him (and maybe yourself) whether he’s really aware of the cost to you, and therefore the cost to your shared relationship, when he treats you this way.
Beatrice* March 2, 2020 at 12:59 am Lots of good advice above, but here’s my 2 cents: -When you talk about this, switch the focus from the individual incidents to the *pattern* of behavior. There will always be an excuse about how he didn’t see the one thing or forgot to do the other thing. You’re not upset about the individual misses, you’re upset about the pattern that’s making you feel like you’re doing more than your fair share, so make sure that’s what the conversation is about. -Talk to him, and think yourself, about what your respective tolerances for messes and clutter are. My husband will clean, but his standards were different than mine. Part of fixing the problem involved me lowering my standards a little bit. If I want every dish washed or put in the dishwasher the instant someone’s done with it, I will be either doing that work or nagging for it to be done. If I am willing to settle for it generally being done once a day-ish, that happens without my asking. -When you divvy up tasks, be explicit about ownership of the task, and also decisions, monitoring, and planning for the task, because if you’re not on the same page about those steps, you’re still going to have problems. So you don’t want to just decide who does the grocery shopping, you also want to be clear about whether that person owns things like grocery budgeting, and deciding things like when and how the shopping gets done and what gets purchased. The default should probably be that the person who owns the task also owns all the facets of the task, but you might find that you each have some weird hangups about certain things that would rear their heads as an argument if you don’t think of and talk about them ahead of time. (My husband is more willing to make dinner than he is to make decisions around *what* is for dinner, so I have to explicitly declare that I would like him to plan and cook dinner if I want him to do both.) -Finally, make sure that, on the things he’s doing, you’re not being nitpicky about how the things get done as long as he does them. If he does laundry, don’t correct the way he folds the towels. If there are tasks you’re extremely picky about, you should probably do them yourself. The bar for correcting your spouse’s work should be high – there should be a health, safety, or sanitation issue before you say anything.
Lcsa99* March 1, 2020 at 12:30 pm Anyone have tricks to get themselves to sneeze when it just won’t come? My husband is getting over a cold and it’s driving him crazy when he feels a sneeze coming but it just goes away without that release.
Not So NewReader* March 1, 2020 at 12:49 pm Ditto from me. And I have showed this to several people who also had consistent luck with this trick. Sometimes the need to sneeze just goes away. Looking up into the light does not always make a person sneeze, but either way the situation is resolved.
Frogger* March 1, 2020 at 1:42 pm I have a friend who I have known since high school and she is annoying the heck out of me. She will email me and if I don’t email her back right away, she will send a follow up email asking if I am OK. But if I email her, she doesn’t answer for weeks, if at all. This last time, she emailed over a week ago wanting to know if I wanted to get together. I said I was free this weekend, haven’t heard back. This has been going on for years and I’m not sure how to deal with it anymore. At this point I don’t initiate any contact with her, but she does email a few times a year wanting to get together. Even that is starting to feel like too much. And she will text on holidays or birthdays with a greeting, and I always reply to those. But when I text or email on her birthday, she doesn’t answer at all. It’s just bothers me more and more every time I hear from her, now.
Fikly* March 1, 2020 at 2:48 pm Are you getting anything out of this relationship? If the answer is no, then I would ask yourself why you are continuing to have this relationship.
Frogger* March 1, 2020 at 4:01 pm I guess I don’t know how to end it without a lot of drama and hurt feelings.
Cat* March 1, 2020 at 4:05 pm If it’s only a few times a year, no need to do an official ending, I don[t think. Just be busy when she contacts you and then it’ll probably slowly fade away.
valentine* March 1, 2020 at 7:13 pm Ask her what’s going on. I would do the part where I get in touch at long intervals because thinking about people maintains the relationship for me, so I both have no idea how long it’s been until I see a timestamp and I’m not missing them because I’m often reminded of them.
Not So NewReader* March 1, 2020 at 6:26 pm Saying this gently…. it already is drama and your feelings ARE hurt. I do know a surprising amount of emails get lost. I have gone through this with a few people. My aunt would call me later, “Did you get my email?”, nope, I didn’t. My tax prep person flat out refuses to do business in email because she is sick of all the lost emails. My suggestion is to answer her invites with, “I seem to be missing emails from you, as I frequently do not get your answers on invites. Let’s shift to phone. Give me a call and we will pick a time.” Then go about your life, realizing she probably won’t call. This allows you to continue on and it puts the ball in her court. You can reuse this template to fit whatever email she sends. So a happy New Year email gets, “Hey good to hear from ya. Give me a call when you have a chance.” Your life goes on, she does whatever.
LizB* March 1, 2020 at 2:45 pm Chromebook woes: my 2-3 year old Acer chromebook runs out of memory so quickly that it’s basically unusable. If I open more than one tab, the tab I’m not on has to totally reload itself every time I go back to it, and I get “Oh Snap” error messages/tab crashes on a very frequent basis. Is it just at the end of its life? Are there fixes I can try?
Colette* March 1, 2020 at 3:16 pm I assume you can clear your cache in your browser? I’d try that first. (Disclaimer: I’ve never used a Chromebook.)
Dumpster Fire* March 1, 2020 at 3:54 pm Start by deleting any other users from your Chromebook. Is swap space enabled ? (which basically gives more memory) If not, or if you’re not sure, try pressing Ctrl-Alt-T, type “swap enable” (but without the quotes), and hit enter; then restart your Chromebook. It won’t hurt anything and might help.
JediSquirrel* March 1, 2020 at 6:16 pm Can you reset it, and then log back in to your Google account? (Make sure you’ve backed everything up, first!)
Anon from last week* March 1, 2020 at 2:57 pm So family member broke up with his girlfriend, and wanted to move in with his dad who stole his college fund. GF moves to Idaho to be with her fam. His dad is around Oregon. This morning, he contacts my spouse and says he’s turning back from Oregon and headed back to Idaho saying he made a huge mistake in breaking up with his ex (who was verbally unkind to him/screamed etc.). Whatever. Not my can of worms. However, it triggered a memory from 10 years ago with a boyfriend who moved to Europe for a fellowship. I was a continent away. He invited me over once he was there; my conservative parents threatened to bankrupt me and controlled my finances. Then, I found a way to go to school in Europe, arrived there 7 months later. And he never once visited me, to say hi. He wasn’t involved with anyone else. He just didn’t care. I know it’s a different scenario–they had several years, and my then bf: we didn’t know what we were doing. But the BIL chose to travel 9 hours to his ex to win her back, whereas I came to Europe, within 5 hours’ travel distance from then-bf and he didn’t show up. Maybe BIL’s ex was worth it, and somehow I wasn’t? Ugh.
Colette* March 1, 2020 at 4:00 pm It’s not about whether you’re worth it (or whether BIL’s ex is worth it). There’s a lot you can’t see from the outside. (Maybe your boyfriend was dealing with mental health issues, or broke, or had moved on and didn’t have the maturity to deal with it appropriately. Maybe BIL has self esteem issues, or thinks being in a dysfunctional relationship is better than being alone, or is being manipulated. None of that has anything to do with you.)
valentine* March 1, 2020 at 7:19 pm BIL is pinballing between abusers, doesn’t know anything else, and the idea of being alone possibly feels like death (and possibly would be!). There are no good comparisons to be made here. If you’re better off without your ex, maybe consider it a gift that made breaking up easier.
Not So NewReader* March 1, 2020 at 6:47 pm “Maybe BIL’s ex was worth it, and somehow I wasn’t?” Or maybe your ex thought that you could do better than him. (Yes, I have heard people say that of their exes. “She could do better than hook up with me.”) Differences in people, I guess. Some people have a moth/flame reaction to abusers. I dunno if the GF was regularly abusive. I also don’t know if your family member has a history of abusive relationships. There are just so many variables here. You know, if we look at a snapshot from our lives we can get into trouble with stinkin’ thinkin’. Life is a movie, not a snapshot. When we neglect the surrounding context almost anything can seem really, really awful. Make yourself look at the bigger picture. And definitely don’t compare apples to oranges. For me as I read your story, I was really so not impressed with your parents using money to control you and threatening you like that. My father tried to do some of that and I quickly decided that I would go without eating before I asked him for any money to buy food or anything else. I am however impressed that you got yourself to Europe anyway. I have to believe you learned a lot during that period of time. And so much of it had very little to do with your ex and more to do with taking back your own power. It was a rough time for you, your parents abandoned you financially and your BF physically abandoned you. I should think you dealt with a lot of feelings of abandonment. And some where along the lines you decided that you could count on YOU. And perhaps it is safe to look at this now.
Observer* March 1, 2020 at 10:53 pm Or maybe your BIL is messed up in one way and your ex-boyfriend was messed up in another way? There simply are no comparisons to be made here.
Cor* March 2, 2020 at 2:13 am Late to this, but: my current partner flies across the country to see me. The last person o saw before that? Could barely be bothered to cross a couple streets to see me (truly: that’s how close we lived). I didn’t change much in that time. I wasn’t any less worthy with that last person – but he certainly made me feel that way. It’s easy for people to say all our self worth should spring from some internal source, but the truth is, we are social creatures, and swayed by how others treat us. I hope you have people in your life now who make you feel valued, and if not, then it’s worth seeking them out. They’re out there, but sometimes not so easy to find. It’s a matter of luck as much as anything else.
Laguardia* March 1, 2020 at 3:06 pm Has anyone flown out of Laguardia recently? I have heard nightmare stories of traffic getting there because of the construction, but I also know several people who haven’t had any issues. The flight I want to take would be in the middle of the day and is half the price of the airport I normally fly out of. I used to fly out of LGA all the time pre-construction. Any thoughts?
Dan* March 1, 2020 at 4:04 pm So… from the looks of it, when there are traffic backups on the street, that seems to be related to a “perfect storm” (pun not intended) of both the construction and flight delays. That is, if flights are delayed in/out of the airport, then you’re more likely to see street traffic delays, but if the airport is running smooth, then you likely won’t have much trouble on the streets. For better or for worse, LGA is unusually sensitive to weather related flight delays in ways pretty much every other airport in the country isn’t. Since weather is hard to predict more than a day or so out, if you wanted to fly say later in the month, you’ll be taking your chances. How important is this flight to you? At LGA, if you need to be “on time”, then you’re better off taking the early flights.
Laguardia* March 1, 2020 at 5:36 pm Thank you! Very helpful! I ended up just booking the flights. It was just soooo much cheaper and going out of LGA allowed me to go non-stop one way. I would have had to connect through any other close airport in both directions. The flight is in the middle of April so crossing my fingers that the weather won’t be an issue. The flights are also at off times (leaves at 3 pm Wednesday and comes back at 10 am Sunday). I’m doing a park and fly at a place that has a 10 minute shuttle. Planning to get there uber early just in case though!
Dan* March 1, 2020 at 7:54 pm I’m glad the advice is helpful. You won’t have any problems with your Sunday AM flight. However, during the week, there isn’t really such thing as “off peak” from a flight perspective. Once that airport gets rolling, it basically keeps on chugging non-stop until about 10pm. Although for a 3pm flight, you’d be avoiding rush hour on the street, so there’s that, which I think was your original question anyway. In April, you start running the running the risk of thunderstorms. If any portions of the major air routes out of the airport are blocked, it starts causing huge backups in a hurry. This is how you get the legendary “due to thunderstorms in *Ohio* your flight is delayed…” when there’s zero weather issues around the airport itself. All that said, you’re almost always better off booking a non-stop over a connection. Cheaper ticket is icing on the cake.
Anonnington* March 1, 2020 at 4:04 pm I haven’t flown in or out, but I’ve driven by and even accidentally drove up to the airport once. Within the past month. I didn’t notice any construction aside from minor stuff. The traffic was normal for that general area. Is there some kind of hype about LGA traffic out there? Sounds like it might be exaggerated.
Dan* March 1, 2020 at 4:08 pm There’s a lot of truth to these delays getting in/out of the airport, mostly related to some ongoing construction, but the biggest delays seem to occur when bad weather hits the airport, where the combination leads to delays that make headlines. So is it an exaggeration to say that every day is a CF? Yes. Is it an exaggeration to say the construction is contribution to very significant delays that make headlines on occasion? No.
Tris Prior* March 1, 2020 at 4:34 pm I’ve never had a good experience at LaGuardia due to “weather delays” even when it doesn’t actually seem that bad out. And a friend got stranded there for a couple days. I shudder to think how much worse the construction is making things – last time we were there the construction had barely started and it wasn’t awful yet.
Anonnington* March 1, 2020 at 6:22 pm A couple of days? That’s ridiculous. At least it’s in an urban area with a lot of stuff nearby. Did they leave the airport? Were they allowed to?
Dan* March 1, 2020 at 8:04 pm I believe you. That airport has *a lot* of weather sensitivities that are hard to understand by turning on the local news. Also, due to the complexities of the airspace near NYC, once that airport gets thrown off balance, they don’t have a lot of choices to get back on track. In those situations, flight delays can easily run close to two hours, and they have to cancel a bunch of flights. It’s also something where some of the flight paths have higher than usual weather requirements, so it may “seem fine” on the ground, but flights are delayed big time.
Cruciatus* March 1, 2020 at 4:16 pm Sorry, no specifics to add but just good(?) timing–on last night’s SNL they did a musical spoof of the horrors of LaGuardia.
Laguardia* March 1, 2020 at 5:38 pm Omg I am going to watch this tonight after the kids go to bed! Thanks!
Selmarie* March 1, 2020 at 11:33 pm Yes, the SNL skit was genius! Last time I was at LaGuardia for a return flight, one of their 2 (yes only 2) runways had developed potholes, making it unusable, and our flight was delayed for several hours. Ugh!
Fikly* March 2, 2020 at 12:59 am It’s better than it was when the construction first started, but it’s not great. Leave lots of extra time. Earlier flights are better. Late night can be really bad – I was picking up my sister for a flight that got in around 11:30 p.m. and it took 90 minutes to get from the highway to the terminal. If you can get reasonably close before the traffic is locked, and you are not leaving/parking the car, there is also the option of grabbing your stuff and walking the rest of the way. For returns, if you are getting picked up by ride shares or a car service, it was beyond terrible, but they have actually made that better.
Pharmgirl* March 1, 2020 at 3:09 pm Any suggestions for a wall mounted soap dish? My shower has a textured tile, and the soap dish I had brought from my old place was a basic suction cup type from Target or somewhere, but it wouldn’t suction at all and would fall as soon as I let go after trying to install it. I found an OXO grip brand with better suction that initially lasted for a good several months, but it eventually fell too, and each time I put it back up it’s lasting for a shorter and shorter time. What are some more permanent solutions?
Jonah* March 1, 2020 at 5:27 pm I have a plastic wall soap dish in my shower that’s made by 3M. It’s held in place with two or three waterproof Command strips. I’ve only had it for a few months now, but it’s held up really well so far!
Not A Manager* March 1, 2020 at 5:55 pm I’ve never had luck with the suction cup ones. I’ve given up on them and just use the caddy that hangs off the shower head.
Seven hobbits are highly effective, people* March 1, 2020 at 9:35 pm I got a vertical tension rod shower caddy instead of trying to mount something to the wall. I got mine at Homegoods for about $20 without doing any research first, and it’s held up well for over a year, so either I got lucky or they’re a pretty reliable category of thing. Mine has a soap dish and baskets of various depths that I use to put things like shampoo and washcloths in, but I pretty much got it for the soap dish. I used to use one that hung over the shower head, but my new place has a removable shower head and it didn’t look like there’d be a good place to hang that kind in this shower.
Following one's heart* March 1, 2020 at 3:10 pm Hi all – I wanted to thank all the commenters from last weekend once again. I broke up with the guy who made me feel like a homework assignment. I feel relieved, much less anxious, my appetite has returned to normal (yes, that got worse the more anxious dating him made me) and happy that I no longer feel disappointed or annoyed..all that came into focus afterwards. It was still sad and hard to break up, because of all the hope I had put into the short relationship at the very beginning and he put hope into it too. This was the first person, in a long time that had many of the attributes I am looking for in a partner, we were both looking for long term commitment and …yeah. But yes, I know well, that if you can’t be yourself and the guy doesn’t make you feel good about yourself, then clearly some very key attributes are missing too; my gut and heart must be listened to. And the break up went fine – we are both respectful and kind people, no drama. Next step – breaking up with the therapist lol…that will be easier, but..anyone got any tips on that? This was the longest I have seen a new therapist (4 appts over two months; the previous one was 3 appts – from what I was told, the typical evaluation timeline for a new therapist). I did some reading online and depending on which article I read, some say it’s fine to have a brief phonecall, other ones said that you should do it in person, during a session, but I don’t want to spend my insurance money on a session that I know won’t be effective. The previous therapist I talked to briefly over the phone, but she was also far less…active/invested. This current one, despite her approach that doesn’t work with me, had a few more better points. My doctor referred me to a different therapist already, I’ll see her in about a month..fingers crossed she is better. I would like to work with someone who I click with better, who challenges me (but not all the friggin time), and helps me manage my anxiety better.
They Don’t Make Sunday* March 1, 2020 at 3:50 pm Congrats to you on listening to yourself. That’s no small feat. Therapist: four sessions is practically nothing. It’s fine to do it over the phone. Just not over voicemail. And if you have another appointment scheduled, cancel it ASAP so she can fill the time. It’s fine to say something like, “I want to stop our work together; I’m finding this isn’t the right fit for me, but I really appreciate the help you’ve given me in the time we’ve worked together.” Any decent therapist will understand. They want a good fit because otherwise the therapy doesn’t help as much! She might ask for a bit more info (this isn’t necessarily defensive; she might wonder if one of the issues you’re there to treat is doing the talking, so to speak). You don’t have to say anything you’re not comfortable saying, but if there is a reason you’re comfortable giving you might prepare it in case she asks. And if she tries to get in a dig at you, well, that confirms you dodged a bad therapy relationship.
Dr. Anonymous* March 1, 2020 at 4:02 pm Just call. If you think they may know another better therapist to refer you to, ask about that, or if you think there’s something they can clearly do to make this work for you, you can mention that one the phone. Breaking up in a session when your mind is already made up after 4 sessions, not a long therapeutic relationship–that’s for people with low copays and no deductible.
Frogger* March 1, 2020 at 4:03 pm Glad you broke up with the guy! For the therapist… could you just not book another appointment? I definitely wouldn’t use insurance money to have a break up meeting.
Following one's heart* March 1, 2020 at 5:03 pm Hi – yes, this was the “I will get used to it” guy. Uggh, thx for highlighting that… if I ever have to hear that again on subsequent dates, I will prob have an immediate internal recoil.
Following one's heart* March 1, 2020 at 11:02 pm Thanks for the support. Yeah, I figured it out last Sunday evening that I gotta call it quits for the sake of my own well being. And tbh, his too lol. I hope he finds someone that either loves his “get used to” comments or someone he doesn’t have to get used to…or that maybe he works on himself some more haha. Not my problem any more.
Following one's heart* March 1, 2020 at 5:23 pm Thank you for the tips and perspective on therapist “breakup”. It’s a good point – 4 appts is really not that long. Apprecate the script on what to say. And yes, definitely want to / need to free up her time, so she can book someone else.
Wednesday* March 1, 2020 at 5:36 pm I have never “broken up” with a therapist/psych, I just stop booking appointments. Or, cancel the one that’s coming. It doesn’t have to be more than that, they’re a service provider. You don’t owe them personal closure.
Misty* March 1, 2020 at 6:26 pm Same. I just never make another appointment or if I had one already booked, I would call as soon as I can and say “I’m not able to make it on (whatever day)” and then just find a new therapist. I actually have no idea if you’re supposed to let them know if you’re never going to see them again but I assume that a lot of people do this esp if it’s only been 4 sessions. My current therapist I’ve been seeing for over a year twice a week so if I decided I don’t want to see her anymore I would tell her that I’m taking a break from therapy but that’s a lot different than someone you’ve only seen 4 times.
I Wrote This in the Bathroom* March 2, 2020 at 9:46 am I totally ghosted my therapist, but I’d been seeing him for close to two years. He and I had never had a lot in common to begin with, and it progressed to the point where he was not getting me anymore at all. I threw my back out really badly and used that as an excuse to leave him. I left him a VM saying that I could not sit and was in a lot of pain (all true at the time), and so would have to cancel all my upcoming appointments with him, and would call to schedule new ones when I got better. Then I got better and never called him. There was probably a better way to cut him loose, but oh well.
Close Bracket* March 2, 2020 at 1:38 pm I have broken up with therapists by voicemail. This is field where actually answering the phone doesn’t seem to happen and return phone calls are rare at best, so the choices are 1) go the appointment and do it in person 2) leave it on voicemail. Just leave a voicemail. Cancel the next appointment and say you don’t think it’s a good fit. Kudos on both your break ups, btw. People like to blow a lot of air about making things work, but walking away from a bad fit takes a lot of fortitude.
Anonnington* March 1, 2020 at 4:17 pm I gave up my car last week. I’m hoping to save money and get more exercise. I’m in NYC, so it’s super expensive and unnecessary. I feel good about it. I feel like I’ve let go of something I didn’t need and that cutting my costs will open up other opportunities. It’s a new chapter in my life. I’m still feeling kind of sad about ending a friendship that was dysfunctional in some ways yet unique and rewarding in others. The friend had some troublesome views, which became more extreme and grew to affect the way they treated people, including me. They changed a lot. It was really weird. I keep wanting to talk to the person I used to know, but that’s gone and there’s just a void. So I’m making new friends and it’ll be ok. Trying to do more writing, but I keep ending up doing it online instead of writing stuff that I will actually publish on paper. I need to get a writing schedule and be uncompromising about it. I was great about that when I was younger, and I wrote good stuff. But I was too young to legally publish anything. Now I’m old. I want to publish! I want to do poetry readings! My music and art projects are in full swing. Things are going well. I just need to keep turning it up a notch and accomplishing more of what I want to accomplish. Doing work that I feel good about and getting it out there.
WellRed* March 1, 2020 at 7:01 pm I fantasized about giving My car up but alas, live where that’s wildly impractical. Your online writing is lovely, btw.
Aurion* March 1, 2020 at 4:55 pm How does one get over the mental hurdle of giving yourself nice things? For me, my hurdle isn’t so much based in self worth or thinking I don’t DESERVE things, it’s that “nice things” often aren’t “practical”. I am practical (almost?) to a fault, and while I can afford nice things, within reason, I just can’t seem to make myself go through with it most of the time. For example, I’ve been thinking about upgrading my wardrobe but learning how to layer, buying cute tops, accessories, etc has my mental voice going “that’s nice but that takes 4x more effort in the morning AND women’s clothes are thin as hell*, you’ll be much more comfortable in the office with jeans and a fleece sweater than trying to make layering work with four pieces that MIGHT or might not keep you warm. And do you want to take off your rings all the time when you wash your hands so much? Do you want to wake up early to do your hair when you love sleeping in?” etc etc. I have no problems getting a massage when my shoulder bothers me, but when I’m feeling okay I think “eh, save it for a rainy day/when something starts hurting/etc, your insurance only covers it 4-5 times a year”. So on, so forth, ad nauseum. It comes down to my being very thrifty/cheapskate-y and an instinct to save it for a rainy day/when I REALLY need it. That instinct has served me well in many aspects; I am practical-minded and very forward-thinking, and I plan really well. But perception is reality and I think I might not be best served by dressing like a teenager at mumble-mumble adult years, or whatever. Thoughts and experiences? *I mean this is very true and I do run naturally cold, so my inner cautious voice is rooted in reality
Budgie* March 1, 2020 at 5:33 pm I’ll be the first person to admit that I am cheap to a fault. I get by with old clothes (that still look decent), I don’t wear makeup, I don’t fuss with my hair, don’t go out to eat etc. I just can’t be bothered with anything that seems frivolous. Well, the day came where my car finally died. Sure, I could get an older used car which would be perfectly fine and get me where I need to go, but I decided to buy something new. I don’t really splurge on anything for myself. I don’t go on trips. What is all that saving for if not for a situation like this? I think if it genuinely makes you feel happy it’s ok to spend on yourself. Think of how you feel in your usual outfit at work and then how you feel when you have on slacks and a cute top and blazer. It probably gives your confidence a little boost when you walk in looking fabulous, and there’s nothing wrong with that!
Morningstar* March 1, 2020 at 5:43 pm I think you need to find some nice things that ARE practical. The nicer fabric that is more comfortable/easy to clean, that top layer that goes with everything, that more expensive/frequent haircut that saves you 10 minutes every morning … that face cleanser/moisturizer routine that makes you feel like you don’t need makeup, etc, etc.
WellRed* March 1, 2020 at 6:59 pm + 1 million. You get what you pay for. Cheap haircuts, clothes and shoes rarely pay off and the older you get, the more unflattering and obvious they can be.
Elspeth Mcgillicuddy* March 1, 2020 at 7:10 pm I’ve recently realized that nice warm sweaters aren’t any more expensive at the thrift store than boring tops. I got a nice, flattering, professional sweater made of merino wool, when I could have bought a long sleeve T instead.
Parenthetically* March 1, 2020 at 7:42 pm Yes and hell yes. A really great coat, a truly good haircut, a pair of sturdy, comfortable, long-lasting boots, a beautifully-made handbag that costs $$$ but will last 30 years — these are all SMART PURCHASES.
OyHiOh* March 1, 2020 at 6:19 pm Even if the caution is based on your lived experience, it could still come out in “I don’t deserve.” Your insurance doesn’t pay for massage more than a handful of times a year . . . that’s lived experience and the voice of caution, rather than a true “I don’t deserve” You run cold and prefer the safety and comfort of clothes you know keep you warm rather than risking feeling cold for the sake of “fashion.” Now, there could be chronic, low level health conditions playing out the background that could be fixed enough that you don’t always feel cold. You could learn to layer in a way that is fashionable and warm. And you might find yourself in a situation where a work promotion becomes somewhat contingent on dressing differently than how you do now. But if fashion forward dressing is a low priority and work outcomes aren’t going to change based on how you present yourself, then maybe there’s no reason to change! My sister and I talking about thinking faults (we’ve both got experience doing cognitive behavioral therapy) as “shoulds.” I “should” dress better/differently. Ok. Why? Why *should* I dress different/”better” if this isn’t actively hurting me? You can have nice things and honor your preferences and desire for warmth/comfort! Maybe you buy a nicer brand of flannel shirts sometimes (I have a thing for Pendleton flannel myself). That’s a nice thing that honors what works for you. Maybe you put the extra effort into finding the perfect pair of jeans and buy several pairs, so you have jeans that make you feel your best every day.
Not So NewReader* March 1, 2020 at 7:27 pm So VERY much agree here. I have argued with myself about wardrobe upgrades so many times. Once I actually did get some nice pieces. It was a disaster on many levels. I charged the clothes, big mistake. I bought stuff from a clearance rack at a good store. But the pants and jacket had no matching top. Then I found a jacket and top but no matching pants. It went this way, as I bought about 7 pieces and charged several hundred dollars. I lost the damn job and had to take any old job to pay for the clothes. (Boss raised his hand to strike me and I walked.) Every single time I looked at those clothes I felt so very guilty. I did not enjoy them. I did get lots of compliments on them, though. It took me DECADES to decide to remove them from my closet. I think I still have one shirt. This story happened in the mid 80s- so 30 plus years ago and it still is in my mind. In the end, I had to make peace with the fact that I am jeans person who wishes I could be a clothes horse. When I wore those clothes I was so NOT me. I am me when I am in more casual clothes. Like you, I have had to make practical choices all my life. I now believe that if I ever came into money no one would know because I would just keep making practical choices. It’s at my core. And living below my means has served me well, nothing like positive reinforcement to cause a person to KEEP a habit. As far as being cold, I saw people here talking about Cuddle Duds. I decided to check them out. It’s important to me that winter undergarments be thin so I can move about. I compared prices and Walmart had the cheapest price. I used points from my credit card to pay for the Cuddle Duds. I am saying all this because I think you will be nodding in agreement. I have used them all winter, under dressier clothes and under jeans. I do need dress pants and a decent top for work. The long CD shirt made a difference for me because the small of my back can get really cold. In the end, I wish I had spent less time over thinking this stuff and just realized this is ME, this is who I am. It’s all good. Check out garage sales and consignment shops. I picked up a $200 coat for $1; QVC window candles ($60) for $1; a $140 shredder for $3 etc. Everything was in pristine condition. Yeah, you can have nice things and you can still be frugal. I know I have enjoyed that $1 coat more than I ever enjoyed those clothes I bought in the 1980s.
OyHiOh* March 1, 2020 at 7:55 pm Several years ago, I bought a new coat at Burlington Coat Factory, for about 60% of the original manufacture price, which was still higher than what I wanted to pay. Blue wool, peacoat cut, long enough my lower back and hips don’t get cold (major priority for me), fits like it was tailor made for my body. I get compliments on the thing at least once or twice a week. Most of the winter coats I’ve bought as an adult, I’ve been thoroughly done and over with them within a year or two. This one . . . I’ll wear it out and probably drag my feet replacing it! Worth every penny. It’s me, my style, prioritizes the things that are important to me in an outerwear garment, and I did not spend a small fortune on it!
WellRed* March 1, 2020 at 6:57 pm I think if you’re eyeing some…prettier things or considering how you want to be viewed, it’s worth considering spending a bit of $$$. Step a tie in, don’t jump in. See how it feels. There is something to be said for evolving as you grow both in age and in terms of things like authority. It may pay off in ways you can’t imagine.
Purt's Peas* March 1, 2020 at 7:00 pm Would it help to–practically–budget some money every month for something like a massage, or to add a “pretty clothing” category? Turn that thriftiness to your advantage :) Set the money aside such that it doesn’t go back into your rainy day pool, you’d only be saving it for…two massages next month? That wouldn’t make sense, better get the massage this month. As for the changes to your wardrobe and your style, changing that stuff does mean changing your habits, what you see when you look in the mirror, your physical comfort. You’re not wrong about the time and discomfort commitment involved. All that is probably worth thinking about your self-image and who you really, realistically, want to see in the mirror.
Miranda Priestly's Assistant* March 1, 2020 at 7:10 pm Some higher priced clothes are also better quality, so it wouldn’t be wrong to invest in good quality items if you’re not seriously depleting your bank account.
My Brain Is Exploding* March 1, 2020 at 6:46 pm It sounds like you have a good, workable plan. And kudos on the breaking up. It IS hard…and the anxiety beforehand is after harder than actually just doing it. But the relief when it’s done helps verify to yourself that you did the right thing.
Jdc* March 1, 2020 at 7:15 pm At what age do you think it’s appropriate to start telling a kid to pay for some of their own things? Of course we provide what is needed and plenty of wants but I’m so fed up with hearing about wanting a new phone, new laptop. Both are fine and he ruined the prior laptop and lost his prior phone. Right now his laptop doesn’t hold a charge. Husband said to buy a new battery, he works. Kid says that’s our job. Yes my eyes did roll all the way back in my head. I want his work money to be for him but at the same time, mom can perhaps buy a new battery…but he doesn’t think his mom should pay for anything (she somehow ingrained that in him). Are we jerks for saying “your phone is fine if you want a new one save up”. Frankly with rarely receiving child support we can’t just constantly replace things he loses or wants a new laptop when a new battery will solve it.
Parenthetically* March 1, 2020 at 7:39 pm Once they start asking for stuff that’s outside your budget! The best tip I’ve seen for this is: “Our budget for this item is $X. If you would like something that costs $X+Y, you’ll need to come up with a way to earn Y.” I had a friend in high school whose parents even did this with clothes. “We’ll spend $30 on jeans and $50 on shoes. If you want the $90 trendy jeans or the $200 shoes, swell, but you have to figure out where that other money is coming from.” It helped them learn to prioritize — maybe they didn’t care about the $90 jeans but they really wanted the Sperry topsiders, so they mowed a few lawns to be able to afford them — but also didn’t make them fend for themselves entirely. I think it’s reasonable to set limits on things that still function, as well. If he wants the cool new phone, he can save up to get it if it’s a priority. (Also, IMO buying a new battery for his computer is “for him.” His work money doesn’t have to be entirely for his leisure or pleasure!)
tangerineRose* March 1, 2020 at 10:28 pm Plus this is going to be good for him. When he’s an adult, he’s going to have to learn to budget and prioritize and sometimes do without; it’s going to be easier for him if he starts some of this now.
Not So NewReader* March 1, 2020 at 7:48 pm OMG. If I ever told my parents it’s their job to pay for something, I’d probably STILL be grounded. ugh. I started paying for a lot of my stuff when I was 16. My parents really unplugged from me around that age for other reasons. However, I felt that I should start handling some things. I did have income, I had an allowance (very modest) and my neighbors paid me to do small jobs. (I was not allowed to have a “real” job.) Where I feel my parents messed up is that they did not teach me about budgeting and about how to shop for pricing. There were things that were way beyond my reach financially and I honestly believe my parents were disconnected from my reality. For example, I needed a $50 calc for school. I had a $1/week allowance. Reality was that I could not wait an entire year to buy that calc, school would be over by then. My parents did not see a problem there. (I had to have the calc, it was mandatory.) From the kid perspective, I could have benefited from a talk about, “We will help you figure out how you will pay for this.” Instead I got a bunch of anger, or worse, silence. As an adult I now realize my parents could not teach what they did not know, they did not handle money well. Compounding problems they did not know to teach what they did know. I would have appreciated them telling me, “I will cover A, B and C. You are responsible for D and E.” That would have been instructive to me. Candor was not their strong suit either, they believed that one should never discuss money. Lotsa hurdles going on there. OTH, I have friends whose 7 year old grandchildren pay for special stuff they want. So I think that there’s lots of room here for many reasonable answers.
Alex* March 1, 2020 at 7:56 pm I think this situation is less about age appropriate and more about attitude. It’s your job to work for him?? Oh no he didn’t….. I started paying for some of my own things around age 14, with money I earned outside of the family. Before that, I received gifts on Christmas and my birthday. Things I needed (clothes, etc.) were folded into those events. It was extremely rare I received anything else, and I knew better than to ask. Even buying something with “my own” money wasn’t really an option. If I wanted something, I could ask for it at Christmas or my birthday. But on to the question you didn’t ask, it is my belief that the cure for entitled children is some volunteering. Not as a punishment, but try to find something this kid will be interested in–cause, whatever–and have him find a way to give back to his community.
valentine* March 1, 2020 at 8:18 pm It’s your job to work for him?? Literally, yes. He didn’t sign on to this dynamic. What input does he get?
KoiFeeder* March 1, 2020 at 9:20 pm It’s a parent’s job to feed, clothe, shelter, and otherwise physically and emotionally provide for the child. Since we live in a society where that requires money, yes, it becomes the parent’s job to work for him. It’s unreasonable to expect the child to go out and get a job to pay for those things himself. On the other hand, if he doesn’t need a new laptop (and he might- planned obsolescence is a software thing as well as a hardware thing, and if his school requires X software in Y edition and his laptop doesn’t have support for Y edition, that’s a problem), and it’s not in the budget to get him one, then yes, it’s not your job to work to buy him a new laptop if you don’t want to. With the phone and laptop thing, though, I’d make another caveat. It’s really difficult for kids and teens (and college students, although I’m also very much a homebody) to socialize in-person nowadays, and a lot of that now happens electronically, via games and social media and similar. If his tech isn’t sufficient to run whatever milieu his friends are socializing in, that’s incredibly isolating, and there’s a lot of obstacles to coming up with alternatives that don’t involve tech at all.
valentine* March 1, 2020 at 8:08 pm If you operate with a clear hierarchy instead of as a team, he’ll rightly see it as two against one, and maybe his mom harps on that. If husband isn’t going to sit down with her and agree to terms, you and him can tell the kid you’ll replace his phone/laptop every two years, giving (his mom and, though I wouldn’t mention this bit) him the option of taking the intervening years. I would move away from “It works” or the attitude that what he wants isn’t reasonable or that his work is in any way comparable to yours because the two (three, really) of you have all the power and maybe his money is allocated toward other things you won’t pay for and he has no say in your spending, so any of you micromanaging and judging him is going to take the fun out of him working for things. Maybe ask him why it’s important to him to have new things. He may feel it’s a sign of how much you value him. (And really consider whether you’re treating him the way you would a bio/adopted or other child who didn’t have a third parent.)
Seven hobbits are highly effective, people* March 1, 2020 at 9:07 pm At some point, it makes sense to start folding a lot of the spending on “wants” into instead an allowance that lets them decide which things to get. Which things go in the “allowance budget” versus get bought directly is something to work out based on your specific kid. For example, my parents would always buy me clothes, because I hated shopping for clothes and would wear the same clothes as long as possible, so they knew that if they made me buy clothes with my allowance money I would sew layers of patches on sweatpants and repair my shoes with duct tape so as to increase my book budget further. On the other hand, outside of rare treats, I was supposed to buy my own books and snack food with my allowance, including meals I decided to buy myself for lunch if I didn’t feel like packing a lunch for myself in the morning before school. I had to weigh for myself how much I wanted pizza for lunch versus a new cd versus a new book, and I assume they mostly kept an eye on whether or not I was eating things involving food groups on a somewhat regular basis (eating breakfast and dinner as a family certainly made it less important if I was eating nothing but garlic bread for lunch some days) and otherwise didn’t get involved. This started in elementary school when I wanted an NES, and my parents said that we couldn’t afford it because it was $100 and we already had an Atari. They told me I was welcome to save up my own money for it, but it wasn’t in the family budget. I saved up for about a year and bought it myself, and that pretty much established in everyone’s mind that if I wanted something that wasn’t in the budget, I could save up for it myself. (They did buy me presents for things like birthdays, and also would buy “family” things that they wanted me to have. So, since they wanted to go on family bike rides, I got a new bike every time I outgrew one. Since no one else but me was invested in me getting a skateboard, I had to save up and get one myself.) Basically, there were three categories: “yes, we will buy you that”, “you can save up your own money for that”, and “no, you are not allowed to have that” (mostly this applied to dangerous things and/or live animals, although in an incredibly clever move they also told me I wasn’t allowed to have a Cabbage Patch doll because it was against the family rules, and thus did not have to participate in that year’s consumer frenzy). For this to work, it’s best if the kid has a reasonably large allowance/predictably-refilling pool of money so they can make meaningful choices about which things to buy. I think I got $40/week in late high school, but by that point I was also doing some of the family grocery shopping with that money so it’s little more complicated than just an “allowance” and more into “my portion of the family petty cash”.
Sunflower Sea Star* March 2, 2020 at 12:04 am THIS – it’s what we did for our kids. You get an allowance of $XX and with it, responsibility for X, Y and Z. As they got older, the amount and the responsibilities also increased. Broke your phone? Hope you have savings to get another one. It might also help to be clear that when you get teens a laptop or phone, you expect it to last 2 years, or 3 years or whatever. If they break it, lose it, leave it around and it gets stolen, or if they just GOTTA HAVE THE NEW ONE they have to replace it.
Jdc* March 2, 2020 at 8:38 pm I think husband and i don’t even know what is best. I was an only child to a single mom and doted on. She’s amazing. Plus she was able to give me all her attention. Husband was very poor and had to pay for even things you just provide your children as soon as he could legally work. Even housing his last year of Hs. So we both have vastly different upbringings and have to navigate this. My mom was a single mom and struggled but it was just me. I’m not above saying i was spoiled. I also hear “I can’t afford it” plenty of times. So we figure it out. Oh and ex wife was super rich family always given what she wanted and bailed out a lot so it’s three very different dynamics. Ha
Observer* March 1, 2020 at 11:00 pm If he’s old enough for a laptop of his own, he’s old enough to pay for a better one, or a new one if he broke / ruined it. Also, if he’s telling you that “it’s your job” to get his stuff it’s LOOOONG past time to cut down on the “wants” you provide, AND to insist that he contribute the family operations.
Fikly* March 2, 2020 at 1:06 am To me, the clear issue is that kid is demanding you pay for things that they now “need” because they did not take care of the things, and that’s a responsibility issue. Regardless of your decision for who pays for this replacement, there needs to be a clear expectation for what happens if this replacement gets lost/broken, and I would suggest it be kid’s responsibility to pay for it. I suspect it will get lost or broken much less when it comes out of their pocket.
Jdc* March 2, 2020 at 8:27 pm Just for clarification since i reread my post. His laptop works while plugged in. He never since the day he got it moves it from that spot so it’s not like he can’t do school work on it. He just wants a better one because of video games. We just won’t do it because the ruined one, he has every dang video game system there is and frankly needs to focus on other things and it may not now be the best available but it’s a dang good one, more expensive than either of ours. Just felt like it was important to mention he has the ability to do school work, not that he does. Haha.
Jdc* March 2, 2020 at 8:31 pm Also I’m dealing with some stuff I don’t have a say in to an extent while at the same time husband and i agree together. I don’t get to tell him what to do, actual decision lots of family counseling, outside of normal stuff like don’t freeze wear a coat, please take out the trash. It’s on dad to deal with it and if you ask me the proper boundaries weren’t set before. I’m sure there are a lot of reasons: husband was deployed, a lot, mom is very bad with money. It’s for sure lore difficult to enforce and change expectations at this age. My husband has been great after my first full break down over it and hears me out and listens to my thoughts about it a lot, especially since the financial part affects me as well. He is very well taken care of, loved, and spoiled in many ways but it also comes down to he expects us to pay for everything but never considers that mom can be asked too. He asked her for some shoes and she sent them right over. He doesn’t even ask so sometimes we have to encourage him to, especially with her not paying child support currently.
Jaid* March 1, 2020 at 7:40 pm I was gonna hang out with a friend, but he flaked out on me. Then when I decided to do my own thing, I discovered my car had a flat tire. Oh, well, it just needed a patch. I’d had issues with tire pressure before, so I’d gotten one of those devices that you can plug into the car outlet and it’ll inflate the tire. That lasted me long enough to get to the repair shop. I did try to change out to the spare, but couldn’t budge the lugnuts. I do have service though my contract, but…just wanted to handle it myself.
Not So NewReader* March 1, 2020 at 7:50 pm They put those lug nuts on with an air wrench and Godzilla cannot get them off, I swear. Does your insurance offer roadside assistance?
Jaid* March 2, 2020 at 6:27 am LOL, I just wanted to try to do it myself instead of waiting for G-d knows how long for some dude to show up.
Sc@rlettNZ* March 1, 2020 at 7:52 pm Same here. I’m in NZ and some muppet in the US with the same name as me thinks that my email address is hers. No, taking the full stop out between the first and last names doesn’t make it a different email address!! I’ve given up responding and just block now.
valentine* March 1, 2020 at 8:20 pm I love that they think they own addresses they literally did not sign up for.