weekend open thread – November 14-15, 2020

This comment section is open for any non-work-related discussion you’d like to have with other readers, by popular demand.

Here are the rules for the weekend posts.

Book recommendation of the week: Solutions and Other Problems, by Allie Brosh. After several years of silence, the author of Hyperbole and a Half (and the blog by the same name) is back! Her new book is full of illustrated stories about her childhood, her family, dogs, and the harder stuff she’s always so willingly tackled like loss and grief. It’s moving and funny and powerful, as her stuff always is.

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  1. DistantAudacity*

    Weekend thread appreciation thread!
    What are items or activities you’ve gotten into or started because of the open weekend threads?

    For me (from the last few months) it’s been:
    – The crochet discussions – it’s encouraged me to pick up crochet again! Also thankful for the crochet site and crochet pattern recommendations.
    – That thread about useful things gotten during the past months – I now have some weird and wonderful baking tools!
    – Thanks, I think, to Alison for bringing up moss pictures that one time. I now have one on my living room wall (much smaller than the one on Alison’s wish list)…

    Of course, this not all! Many thanks to commenters who started different discussion topics and/or provided specific recommendations.

    What are other readers’ top 2–3 specific things from the weekend open threads?

    1. Princess Deviant*

      I like this question!
      I’ve gotten an ASD diagnosis off the back of people’s experiences here. That is the main thing. I knew I was autistic but didn’t really see the point of a formal diagnosis at my age; reader, I was wrong. People’s experiences here convinced me to go for the assessment and I’m so, so relieved and happy that I did! It’s made an incredible difference to how I see and treat myself.

      And I’ve also gotten some great health book recommendations, namely “Vegan For Her” by Messina and “Dynamic Aging” by Bowman, which have been very informative and helpful!

      I think this is a really great forum ♡, and I look forward to reading it every weekend, especially now when getting out to see friends is not happening.

      1. My Brain Is Exploding*

        I’m so happy you found Katy Bowman’s book useful! (I’m working my way through all her books and her blog and her walking well program.)

    2. A.N. O'Nyme*

      I love the book recommendations, not only Alison’s but also the ones by other commenters. I may not get around to some of the books I want to read (the everlasting curse of the huge backlog that never seems to shrink), but it’s nice to have a place where I can get recommendations outside of my usual choice in reading.

    3. Aphrodite*

      I’m the “useful things gotten” poster, and I thank you for letting us know you appreciated the discussion. It was such fun. I recently bought some furniture coasters for the bed and would add those to my list.

      1. DistantAudacity*

        Yes – that was really fun! Of course, you phrased the question much better than what I managed to remember :)

      2. SpellingBee*

        I bought a couple of Epicurean cutting boards due (I think) to that thread – or at least because someone on this board mentioned them. I love them, and immediately consigned my motley collection of warped and worn-out boards to Mr. Bee’s woodworking shop, where they will be much appreciated and have a second useful life.

    4. Might Be Spam*

      I started a 10 stitch afghan after seeing it mentioned several weeks ago. I haven’t knitted in years and that made me feel like trying again. Thanks to YouTube, it’s been a lot easier this time. It’s a lot less discouraging when I have to rip out a few rows when there’s only 10 stitches in each row.

    5. Professor Plum*

      I discovered Yoga with Adrienne from people talking about it here. Did well for several 30-day calendars and want to get back to it!

    6. Cat anon!*

      Pill pockets! I never heard of these until Alison mentioned them and they make pilling a cat so much easier!

    7. Hotdog not dog*

      Book recommendations, gardening and crochet ideas, but most of all the sense of community and caring. I love knowing that people from different backgrounds, cultures, genders, abilities, etc. have so much common ground!

    8. Bibliovore*

      probably too many to count.
      how to talk to contractor about difficult projects.
      House buying checklists- what an inspector does.
      How to travel internationally.
      Where to eat while in London.- Thank you whoever suggested Dishoom- I now have a favorite restaurant in the entire world.
      How to say no.
      What to do when my dog was at the end of her life and I was beside myself.
      medical stuff that I don’t want to talk about
      anxiety hacks
      depression hacks
      Work/life balance hacks.
      yummy recipes that I aspire to make. I DID make bean soup!
      What to do when you have a flood emergency

    9. Parenthetically*

      Gosh, so many! Book recs, life hacks for kids, recipes…

      One of the best ones was a rec for the LectroFan Micro, which we initially used on our camping trips but have since used at hotels, to facilitate car/stroller naps for the little Bracketses, as a backup white noise machine when the power’s out, and as a bluetooth speaker for parties.

    10. Bluebell*

      I’ve enjoyed the book recommendations, and I got some useful advice when I was remodeling our kitchen. I think I found out about Yoga with Adrienne here as well!

    11. Pink Basil*

      Months ago someone recommended a phone game called I Love Hue and I play it almost every day — slowing moving up the levels. I find it very soothing and thank whoever it was who mentioned it.

      1. SpellingBee*

        This is an awesome game! I find it soothing as well (which I’ve needed greatly the last few months); it’s my go-to when I need a distraction and I can’t focus on a book. I’ve gotten pretty far along in it, and recently discovered the second game in the series, aptly named I Love Hue Too. Same premise but a bit more complex in that it also uses different shapes. I flip back and forth between the two. I find it easier to play Too on my iPad, because some of the pieces are pretty small.

        1. Pink Basil*

          Thank you! I’ll download that one too. I always have to bump up the brightness on my phone before I start playing it.

    12. Aurora Leigh*

      A couple years ago I learned about inflatable kayaks here! Lots of summer fun and seething I would have stumbled onto on my own.

      Also so much useful advice about dealing with a difficult parent, dating, moving in together, and house buying. I love this community!

    13. jotab*

      On line jigsaw puzzles! I do one every day – when my kids were little they were not allowed to dump over a puzzle at the library unless they would put it back together themselves. Mom couldn’t do it! And I’m talking about the wooden shape puzzles with 8 pieces on pegs. Once they tested me – they gave me 6 pieces and told me it was an alligator – Nope could’t turn it into an alligator. So when I saw that someone was doing online puzzles I was curious. There’s a satisfying snap as each piece fits and all the pieces are shown in the correct orientation. Success! Then my 6 year old grandson showed me all the tricks – he loves to help -Thank you to whoever posted that!

    14. pancakes*

      I think the wood bed risers I got were recommended by someone on here. We just got a new mattress & got rid of the old box spring and the additional height is perfect. Bed heaven.

    15. Potatoes gonna potate*

      Can’t point to specifics atm but generally when I’m needing some clarity on a situation or a gut check this place is great to help with that.

      1. Following one's heart*

        Amen to this…AMAZING community that’s helped me through several tough dilemmas. Gut check is exactly how I’d describe it too. Also got a few great book and podcast recommendations, recipes, cooking sites, the list truly goes on.

    16. I take tea*

      Listening to video game scores as concentration music to focus. I love Skyrim, though I’ve never played it. Or much anything, really, but the music works.

  2. Free Meerkats*

    I borrowed a sous vide setup to pasteurize eggs for Christmas eggnog. That’s done and eggnog will be made this weekend.

    I’m looking for ideas to try now with the sous vide while I have it.

      1. Jules the 3rd*

        Thiiiiisssss. My husband’s had a sous vide for a while, and is most happy with the fish dishes.

    1. DistantAudacity*

      Total lack of personal experience here, but I really enjoyed reading about the experiments in the Will It Sous Vide? column on Lifehacker. The most obvious things are in the earliest posts.

      (Link in reply)

    2. Seeking Second Childhood*

      You know how short a time frame there is between undercooked & overcooked squid? Sous-vide makes it work. (It can still be overcooked, but it gets too soft not too hard.)
      Vacuum sealed meat can go directly from freezer into the sous-vide. (Not plastic-wrapped at the butcher, the ones done at the processing plant, without the drip-catcher pad.)
      And it really is worth searing it over fire briefly at the end!

    3. AcademiaNut*

      I’m going to try sous-vide turkey breast this Christmas.

      Egg-wise, Japanese hot spring eggs (onsen tamago) are delicious.

    4. Ali G*

      Do you like steak? It will ruin you for steak any other way. Sous vide it at the final temp you want (There are lots of guides out there for specific cuts) and then season and sear in a hot skillet to darken the outside.
      It’s basically the only way I do steak now.
      Serious Eats has a lot of good experiments too – have fun!!

    5. PostalMixup*

      ALL OF THE THINGS! Scallops. Salmon. Chicken. Steak. Pork butt (for like 72 hours – do it in an igloo cooler). Coffee. My husband (who is the cook) uses the guides on Serious Eats a lot.

      1. PostalMixup*

        Also, one of the awesome things about sous vide is that you can split what you’re cooking into separate bags, sear one to eat that night, and throw the other right into the freezer. Then when you’re ready, pull it out of the freezer and stick it back in the hot water to thaw and get warm, then sear it off. Makes a really easy weeknight meal!

        1. PostalMixup*

          Hahaha it totally reads like that! But then who would cook dinner??? My skills max out at pasta and rice.

    6. Artemesia*

      It does fish really well — like salmon you can get it that perfect level of sort of translucent and flacky without being overdone which is hard to do. And in fact it does meats super well too. fish is done quite quickly but you can cook a steak from anywhere from 24 to 48 hours and have it perfect. Just needs a quick seer if you like a seered surface and is the perfect level of ‘done’ all the way through. We have particularly liked it for things like pot roast.

  3. Anxiety*

    How does one find a remote therapist?

    I am 35 weeks pregnant and struggling with anxiety (*gestures broadly at everything*). I had postpartum anxiety with my first baby and want to get ahead of it if possible. But I’m not comfortable seeing a therapist in person due to COVID, and most of the therapists in my area are overbooked and not taking on new patients anyway. I need to find someone who will do virtual sessions and take my health insurance. Any ideas to navigate this? Thanks!

    1. Princess Deviant*

      In the UK, the BACP (British Association of Counsellors and Psychotherapists) has a list of qualified therapists you can search. They also have a separate tab for online working and therapists available online.

      Do you have a qualifying body like that where you are? I’d start there, and look through their directory.

      The way I found mine was through my insurance (amazingly, I was matched with a fantastic counsellor) and I’ve since gone on to work with them privately.

      But when I was searching before that I just googled who was in my area.

    2. RagingADHD*

      A lot of “regular” therapists are doing telehealth right now. I’d just go through the normal word of mouth/referral process, and when you call the practice, ask if any of their folks are doing remote appointments.

    3. Jackalope*

      Ask your insurance company (if you have one) what their options are and if they can refer you to someone.

    4. *Marie**

      I also suggest having your blood tested to check for copper/zinc levels. I found out (after my fourth pregnancy) that high copper/low zinc was Contributing to my depression and anxiety, and the main cause it was so out of whack was because of storing so much copper during pregnancy. Dr had me start zinc picolinate, and it’s helping so much. I now feel like I can handle daily life, including any complications that happen. Talk to your Dr about checking out your blood levels.

      Good luck finding the right therapist for you. And congrats on your new baby!

    5. WS*

      Your obstetrician’s office is likely to have a list of therapists who specialise in postpartum anxiety and might be able to help getting you in, since you have already experienced it with your first baby. Give them a call!

    6. Sunrise*

      A lot of insurance plans offer telemedicine through a specific service as a benefit. If yours does, therapy might be included. If so, start with the telemedicine service and see how that works.

      1. Alex*

        This–my health insurance includes one of these services and it is GREAT. I found a wonderful therapist this way and really like the therapy-from-my-couch situation. (Started even before COVID.)

        1. B*

          1. Psychology today has a directory (providers pay to be part of it so it’s only those who enrolled)
          2. Google the following with the biggest city in your state (licensure usually restricts to your state): maternal mental health, post partum mental health, perinatal mental health. Finding someone who really specializes really makes a difference.

      2. That Girl from Quinn's House*

        My insurance is offering $0 copays for telemedicine appointments as an incentive, so you might get lucky that way, too.

    7. mreasy*

      I have had luck with searches on ZocDoc, Psychology Today, and my insurance site. There are also the new apps like Better Health, which I haven’t tried but which might be a more flexible solution.

    8. Whiskey on the rocks*

      Psychology Today is a great resource. Many are doing remote sessions, but you’re right that doesn’t help if they arent even taking new patients. If you’re working, does your work offer an EAP (employee assistance program)? My work opened it up to employees who dont carry our insurance. You can do a limited number of sessions through this program and either get referred at the end or sometimes continue with the EAP therapist. Good for you for seeing your signs and taking care of yourself!

    9. Reba*

      One possibility for at least the short term would to try one of the online therapy services, if they are available in your country. Better Health and Talkspace are the ones I’ve heard of. They should at least be able to get you in with somebody.

      good luck!

    10. kz*

      I’d ask your OB if they have any recommendations, especially since they likely know of folks who deal with perinatal mental health issues!

    11. Generic Name*

      Have you looked at your insurance company’s website? Mine has alerts and articles and links about teletherapy services. Many insurances are waiving co-pays for teletherapy sessions through the end of the year.

    12. Purple Penguin*

      I’ve had a pretty good run with Talkspace, which is an online therapy platform with a variety of therapist types (social worker, therapist, psychologist, etc.) who are certified in the US. It allows me to talk to someone when I need to instead of when the next available appointment is. I believe the platform takes some health insurances.

      1. pancakes*

        I don’t have experience with these platforms but that one would be near the bottom of my list to try. Check out the Aug. 7, 2020 NYT article, “At Talkspace, Start-Up Culture Collides With Mental Health Concerns.”

    13. Anonymous therapist*

      Have you tried psychology today’s find a therapist search? If you’re in the US, anyone licensed in your state in can provide remote therapy to you. Try the search and toggle to search your whole state, not just city. You can also limit to providers that take your insurance or look for specialists.

    14. DataQueen*

      I highly recommend Better Help. It’s about $50/week, and I don’t know if insurance ever covers it for folks, BUT i love it. You can do video calls, phone calls, or just text them. And they’re very responsive. They have all sorts of worksheets they’ll assign you, and they even text you if they don’t hear from you in a while, which prompts you to keep it going. It’s great!

    15. anonlurkerappa*

      I would suggest seeing if there is a new mothers group in your area or region that you might be able to reach out to for recommendations. My state has a “LGBTQ+ Mental Health Providers’ Professional Network” – maybe there is something equivalent for expecting mothers near you?

      My therapist has gone remote. Extrapolating from my experience, I think most therapists are doing remote sessions right now and/or the barriers and approvals needed to do remote therapy are less. My therapists is only doing a few in person visits with clients who don’t do well on video (i.e. children).

      That doesn’t really help the fact that most of the therapists in your area are not taking on new patients right now. But, since its a decent bet that most therapists are doing video sessions, maybe consider broadening the geographical area you are looking in. Its going to be via internet anyway, so it might matter less that the therapist is 50 or 80 miles away?

    16. Artemesia*

      I know how hard it is to find therapeutic help as I had a difficult time finding anyone, insurance or not, for an adult child in desperate need of medication who could not find one. But your OB should have some resources for patients with post partem depression. Surely they must have many patients who have this need as it is so very common. Even if you already tried that (and I assume you probably have), try again more insistently for referrals. And then use the name of your doc when trying to connect with those on their referral list — maybe they can do a direct referral. This is something to be assertive about with your own obstetrical practice.

      NAMI often has information in any area of places to contact for help — they don’t help directly but keep resource files — and then grind away on the phone with those. there are often state mental health departments that provide resources — sometimes they are only available to people without insurance, but they might have lists of people to contact.

      I assume you have contacted your insurance company — they should be able to give you names of therapists who are covered in their plan — should, I know is the operative word. This is just hard to do, your difficulties finding someone are typical. Mental health care is in a shambles in this country — been there trying to get someone help.

      I needed to find a psychiatrist who took medicare (short answer, almost none of them do). I eventually found someone on line who turned out to be surprisingly good. My issues were caused by a personal crisis and thus not ongoing and I just needed short term medication, but I am grateful that she is available to me if a similar crisis creates the need again. I googled, asked friends for refs etc etc and just kept phoning till I found someone. It was discouraging but I did end up finding someone that way.

      My daughter had serious PPD after her first baby was born and none at all with the second. It is likely but not automatically true that you will have the same problems the second time. Hope not and it goes easier this time.

      You might also look on line for mindfulness exercises, and various meditative programs to help you manage anxiety. I got a serious sleep problem under control with a program of cognitive behavioral therapy I found on line, subscribed to and followed. For just management of anxiety there are a lot of meditative exercises including guided meditation with calming visuals on line. That may not be enough, but if you start practicing those now every day, it might help you manage some of your anxiety as you look for a practitioner who can help. Sometimes just knowing you have a plan of exercises like this (similar to what a therapist does) can give you the support you need to avoid anxiety.

    17. Meds?*

      I had a friend whose OB/GYN prescribed anxiety meds that she started around 37 weeks for every pregnancy after her first and continued through the first 6 months to a year. She found it very, very helpful in avoiding the postpartum anxiety she had with her first.

    18. Cascadia*

      Just wanted to add that there is a speciality known as Perinatal mental health, which is therapy for people dealing with issues surrounding pregnancy, post-pregnancy and all the rest. It’s a specialty you can search for on Psychology today.

  4. Sleepyhead*

    My GP has prescribed me a short course of sleeping tablets to help reset my sleeping routine. I’m nervous about taking them and haven’t filled the script yet.
    No med advice please; I just want to know if anyone here has any experiences of taking them short term and would mind sharing?
    TIA.

    1. DistantAudacity*

      Not sure how helpful it will be because it was only two nights and part of an expected recovery plan, but when I got my eyes fixed with laser treatment (c-ten, not lasik) some years back those first couple of days of everything being really blurry threatened to mess with my sleeping schedule.

      I was given sleeping tablets for two nights because I was dozing a lot during the first two days (it was really dull!) until my eyes healed, and for me it was completely fine and just made me stay on a schedule with no ill effects.

    2. Pennyworth*

      I had a short course a while back, and was anxious about taking them. They turned out fine, no after effects at all. Get the script filled, you don’t have to actually take anything until you are ready, and then they will be there for you. If you live alone and are anxious about side effects, you could tell a friend and arrange to call them in the morning.

    3. Tulip*

      I’ve been on sleeping tablets for two short periods before. Once was when I was a teenager, and the other was just last month. I didn’t notice any side effects as such the first time round, but this might depend on the specific medicine you’re taking?

      Taking the medicines really helped me with falling asleep, but I was having frequent dreams (sometimes nightmares) – might not be related though, cause I’m still having them and I’m not on the meds anymore. I had to stop taking the medicines cause of an issue with drug interactions.

      On the whole I think they were helpful and had a positive impact on my sleep schedule. For a couple of days after I stopped taking them, I was worried I wouldn’t be able to sleep, which of course contributed to me not being able to sleep (vicious circle!). But I feel better now.

      Maybe it would help to discuss with your doctor the specific things you’re worried about? Good luck, and I hope you have an uneventful time taking the medicines.

    4. ..Kat..*

      From my personal experience, I would recommend that you start using the pills when you don’t have to get up and be functional (drive a car, go to work, make important decisions) the next few days. When I needed to take sleeping pills, I was really groggy the next day.

      Good luck with your sleeping routine.

    5. WS*

      Short-term, they’re usually used to re-set your sleep routine. When I took them (for three nights) I was advised to do all the regular sleep hygiene things as well – cool, dark room, no screens for an hour before bed, no caffeine for 12 hours before bed, make sure I don’t have to get up at an unusual time the next day – because the aim is to set a new habit. I did find that I was very dopey in the morning and I wouldn’t have wanted to have to drive, but that wore off after about 2 hours.

      1. Sleepyhead*

        Thanks. My GP has recommended the usual sleep hygiene too. It’s good I’m WFH right now so I don’t need to use my car for the commute.

    6. Tea and Sympathy*

      I took them for a few weeks after my father died, when I had trouble sleeping. They worked so well, and it was nice to be able to sleep. I had no side effects and no trouble stopping them once the grief abated.

    7. Outside Earthling*

      I’ve had no problems with them at all. I use CBT to treat my occasional (severe) insomnia, and I find that really effective. I take one of my tablets occasionally when things are particularly rough and it is enough to break the cycle of fear where I don’t sleep one or two nights and then get very anxious about it. Just knowing they are there has been very reassuring for me.

      1. Sleepyhead*

        That makes sense that they’d offer reassurance without you needing to take them every night.
        What kind of CBT things work for you, do you mind me asking? Is it like the usual sleep hygiene stuff?

        1. Outside Earthling*

          I did an online course called Sleepio. It was incredibly helpful for me. The behavioural components are tough but I was highly motivated to make it work. It goes beyond sleep hygiene although that’s a part of it. I never did work out whether the course was meant for occasional acute insomniacs or more for chronic insomnia (I am the former). If you are interested, also google Donn Posner. He’s a behavioural medicine specialist who did a couple of really helpful talks that are on YouTube, plus an episode on the 10 per cent Happier podcast. Sorry for the info overload but it took me a while to find the resources that would really help me so I’m keen to share what worked for me in case it helps you or others. Sleep problems are really tough but there is help out there.

        2. Natalie*

          If you are interested in pursuing it, the term I would look for is CBT-I (cognitive behavioral therapy for insomnia). My husband is a lifelong chronic insomniac and poor sleeper, and had some moderate success with CBT-I.

    8. Wishing You Well*

      Ambien is dangerous for some people. If this is your med, be careful. I had to stop taking it due to dangerous side effects and a relative almost died from an accident she had while under its influence. Other prescription meds might be much safer – at least I hope so.
      Ask the pharmacist how to safely start this new prescription. Ask about interactions with other things you’re ingesting. Start it on a night where you’re not driving or operating equipment the next day.
      I now practice good sleep hygiene and take a half dose of OTC melatonin. I get more exercise during the day for better sleep at night. That works great for me.
      Best of Luck and Sweet Dreams

      1. KoiFeeder*

        Yeah, I had a very unfun experience with ambien. It did, technically, work. It just also did other things.

      2. Sleepyhead*

        Hmmm that’s worrying. My GP has asked me about my current meds and has prescribed me a sleeping pill, I don’t know what it is because I haven’t filled the script yet, so I presume she knows what she’s doing. This has really made me anxious though.

      3. Ginger ale for all*

        I cosign on the Ambien warning. My father was given these in the hospital despite my mother’s objections. She was a nurse and knew he would have problems. He had intense hallucinations and his recovery from surgery was made more difficult. He kept having the hallucinations and memory problems for several weeks after my mother got them to stop giving him the Ambien. For a while he couldn’t tell you his name. My mom said that the older you are, the more likely you will have problems with it.

      4. Skeeder Jones*

        I have also had a bad experience with ambien. A lot of people end up sleepwalking, sleep eating, and even sleep driving. I would wake up in different clothes than I wore to bed and occasionally ate things in my sleep (I would find the wrappers in the morning). It can be helpful, just look for signs that you are doing things in your sleep.

        1. jolene*

          I LOVE it. Works perfectly, gives me a solid 6+ hours sleep, I wake up fine though with a faint chalky taste in my mouth. I only use it for travelling/jet lag/crazy stress, and do not find it addictive in any way. I once took one on a terrifyingly bumpy flight, lay down in the back row, strapped myself in and was mercifully fine during it and got off the plane afterwards completely clear-headed.

          Not discounting anyone’s experience, just offering a different perspective. I do know friends who have been thoroughly knocked out by it and would never touch it again.

    9. Michaele*

      I was having trouble getting to sleep; my mind just would not stop racing. (My husband is the opposite; he is close to have a G and an H imprinted on his nose from repeatedly falling asleep head down at the computer.)
      My new Dr. prescribed Trazodone as a sleep aid that is not habit forming. (I can only take ½ tablet or I’m groggy all the next day.) My sleep is So Much Better, and as a result, my energy and clarity have greatly improved. Of course the Dr. may tell you why this med would not be right for you. But that is my experience.

      1. Anon for this*

        Here to second trazodone for insomnia. It’s an old drug originally developed, apparently, as an antidepressant but no longer used for that very much. But because it’s old it’s pretty cheap and well-understood. It’s a great insomnia drug because it has few side effects, isn’t habit forming, and generally doesn’t leave people groggy although Michaele has clearly had a different experience there!

        Amusingly, my dog and I both have trazodone prescriptions – he takes it as a sedative for car trips. He needs much higher doses than I do, even though he weighs a lot less. I’m completely knocked out by a fraction of the dose that barely registers with him.

      2. Sleepyhead*

        Thank you! I’m not sure what kind of med it is yet, but I’ll find out tomorrow when I get the script filled. So glad it’s worked for you both.
        Michaele, I’m so envious of people who can fall asleep just like that (snaps fingers)!

      3. Skeeder Jones*

        I despise trazodone because it kicks in at about 20 minutes and makes you super tired, but if you don’t fall asleep right then, you sort of bypass that moment and then you are wide awake but feeling like crap. I’ve had a lot of friends with the same reaction.

        1. Anon for this*

          Interesting – I took it bc I had insomnia after a head injury, which took the form of being able to fall asleep but then waking up and unable to fall asleep again. Trazodone kicks in for me pretty fast but also keeps me asleep through that stage when I’d been waking up, so I can sleep several hours at a time. It was a huge help, but as with lots of things, people’s reactions to it vary.

    10. Sleepyhead*

      Thanks for the replies so far! I appreciate those who have taken the time to post their experience.
      I’ll fill the script this week and start it Thursday pm, as I’m not busy over the weekend. If I have side effects I’m only taking it once then talking to my GP again.

      1. Artemesia*

        Ambien works great for me and no hangover BUT it is super addictive/becomes useless quickly and should not be used more than once a week or for a short stint.

        I have pathological levels of sleep issues. What did work after a family crisis had me not sleeping at all for nights on end was a cognitive behavioral sleep program. The one I used was ‘shuteye’ and I followed it much as I hated it and it really did work. Now I am back to my usual pre-crisis levels of insomnia i.e. occasional. My husband goes to sleep in 10 minutes every night — it is always at least an hour for me.

        It helps me to have meds available — I can relax knowing that if I msut sleep I have options. My shrink gave me serequel which in large doses e.g. 200-600 a day is an antipsychotic but in tiny doses works as a sleep med. If I take 12 units (half of a 24 pill which is the smallest available) I sleep like a rock. I only take it if I don’t have anything the next day and am desperate — but knowing I have it is comforting.

        Trazadone is another drug often prescribed in low doses; it does nothing for me.

        The best approach (and it is backed up by research) is the cognitive behavioral training and you run no drug risks with that. Because it begins with serious sleep restriction, it is difficult to do — but if you hang in there and do it, it works.

        Even if you are using meds I would really suggest pairing it with the behavioral approach so you can move off meds once past the initial crisis.

        1. Sleepyhead*

          Thanks! Good point, I intend to look into the other aspects of insomnia as I don’t want to rely on drugs.

    11. anonlurkerappa*

      it really depends on what the actual drug is. There are multiple things out there that count as ‘sleeping tablets’

      Diphenhydramine leaves me a little groggy in the morning.

      Trazodone – my understanding is that it can be habit forming. A quick google search did not clarify that for me. A friend of mine take it for sleep. She says she just needs to be sure she has 8 hours of sleep. Needing to wake up 6 hours after taking it is not a good or pleasant experience for her.

      I don’t have experience with Ambien.

      1. Artemesia*

        Trazadone does nothing at all for me. Serequel on the other hand in miniscule doses is like a hammer. Ambien is perfect and leaves no hangover for me but is useless quickly and becomes habit forming quickly so I never take it more than once a week — basically reserve it for when I must get a night’s sleep before something important or to treat jet lag (back when we jetted off to places overseas — would take it the first two nights to reset sleep time). Benydryl makes me nervous and jittery and wide eyed all night; works for many.

        I am glad I went with a cognitive behavioral sleep training program — that does work and you dn’t have to worry about the side effects of drugs. For some people Ambien has serious side effects — like getting in your car and driving to Canada in the middle of the night or eating your way through the kitchen.

    12. NewCEO*

      I have chronic insomnia I’ve struggled with for decades. I’ve been on Trazodone for the past two years, after trying all sorts of sleep meds that simply didn’t work, including Ambien. Trazodone is an antidepressant and nonaddictive and truly has saved my life. The only side effect I’ve noticed is blurry vision when I wake up, but that goes away within minutes. Hope you get some sleep.

    13. 2QS*

      I am on Zimovane (zopiclone) for the short term given problems with sustaining sleep. Not sure whether it’s available in the United States because it’s potentially addictive.

      About an hour after taking it, I’m feeling sleepy and my brain is sort of quiet and calm and ready to pass out. Then I wake up around 8 hours later feeling VERY good.

      The only side effect is that they taste terrible and the aftertaste is prolonged to the point of absurdity (it lasts almost until it’s time to take the next one).

      1. Artemesia*

        I got that after surgery in France one time — it is fabulous but not available in the US. I didn’t notice the after taste — but if it didn’t have addictive side effects or whatever has made it highly restricted abroad and unavailable here that would be my drug of choice. quick, nice long rest and no hangover.

      2. Sleepyhead*

        Thank you, I saw those side effects. If I am only taking it for a few weeks I think I might be able to live with that.

    14. Another sleepyhead*

      Anon for this and unfortunately had no time to read or comment yesterday, but hoping Sleepyhead reads this. Personally been on Trazodone since about a year, was apprehensive about it at first, but it’s been a blessing to be able to have it. I’ve had insomnia since after grad school finished in 2019. First it was being unable to fall asleep, and then once I got past that hurdle, had nightly wakeups ranging btw 2am or 4am..brutal. The last 6 months of grad school was an incredibly stressful and draining experience and messed up my sleep terribly…hoping I eventually go back to normal. My doc has had to increase the trazodone dosage after I had issues with a brief stressful relationship and he also temporarily increased it after I had a panic attack a few weeks back…what a fun year 2020 has been…smh. All that to say, is that Trazodone works for me, and it’s a blessing to have it while I am still recovering from grad school and working through other issues. I go to therapy, I did CBT for sleep as well and still practice it (the way my former therapist did it focused mostly on sleep hygiene…the insomnia ‘magically’ got better after I was furloughed for a few months, so she didn’t actually have to do much other than to remind me that an occasional wake up in the middle of the night is not the end of the world…having less money while laid off clearly bugged me less than having to deal with a stressful job…sigh). I tried Zopiclone at one point too, but my doc took me off it after about two weeks when my body quickly showed it got too used to it. I tried Ambien and same thing happened as with Zopiclone, so Ambien no more and didn’t experience dangerous side effects. Key thing in my case is having a good physician who knows how to deal with insomnia and regularly monitors what’s happening.

  5. A.N. O'Nyme*

    Writing thread! How’s everyone’s writing going? As usual, this is not limited to fiction writing.
    How are the NaNoWriMo people doing?
    Personally, most of my writing has focused on the Thing That Shan’t Be Discussed in the weekend thread, and I don’t think that’ll change anytime soon.

    1. BethDH*

      I am finally having time to go back to a piece of academic writing I have started and stopped at least three times over as many years (maternity, job search, coronavirus). I’m excited to get back to it but also really frustrated trying to understand all the text snippets and notes that I wrote when the research was fresh.

      1. A.N. O'Nyme*

        I definitely feel you on trying to make sense of notes after a long hiatus. And that’s assuming I can still read my own handwriting after all that time!

    2. Laura H.*

      The fanfic bunnies are alive and kicking. Working on something that’s basically an attempt at a test run before my coauthor and I try it in our fic. And it’s coming along nicely.

    3. Elizabeth West*

      I feel like I’m behind. I’m almost done with worldbuilding, but I’m behind on the conlang, and I haven’t made an outline yet for my next project. Mostly it’s because of the certification class I’m in. I’ve been really struggling to get through even the basic material; it’s just so. much. jargon. But the instructor finally got in contact and he held a Zoom workshop on Thursday where he talked about what we needed to focus on most for the exam, so that helped a LOT. But I’ve been trying to think about that and everything else all at the same time, which is not really working!

      I think if I can get my sleep schedule fixed so I wake up earlier, then I can break my day into segments where I just focus on one thing at a time—x time for job hunting and applications; y time for study; z time for book stuff. The last will probably stay an evening activity, since I usually do it then when I’m working. Plus, it’s the most enjoyable, so why not save it as a reward for doing all the rest? ;)

    4. Spessartine*

      I’m so far behind on NaNo it isn’t funny! I’ve always been a pretty consistent 1,667-a-day’er and this year I didn’t even start until the 7th. I’ve missed a lot of days since then, too, and I’m not a fast writer…so I’m not sure how I’ll catch up. I don’t have an excuse, either! I’ve just can’t seem to make myself sit down and write.

      1. Laura H.*

        Winning isn’t everything and this year isn’t normal. Be kind to yourself and your novel in progress.

        And kudos for even doing nano. Tried myself one year and I’m just not built to write that way.

      2. Pink Dahlia*

        I haven’t won in over a decade, but I still do it every year. Even one extra word is something!

    5. Nela*

      I collected beta reader feedback on my nonfiction manuscript, and wanted to start revising last week, but I’ve been swamped with client projects. I hope to get started tomorrow.

    6. Burr... it's cold in here*

      I am finishing up my first semester of graduate school and am writing a paper on the history of Jewish immigrants from Eastern Europe immigrating to the US in the late 1800s, and another on the role of online crafting communities in alleviating the effects of capitalism. It’s a lot, and I’m struggling hard with motivation. BUT after tomorrow, I’m done for the semester!

    7. NaoNao*

      Just finished a mini write in with the fiance! We had a hot cocoa “charcuterie plate” (marshmallows, chocolate mint bark, white chocolate covered pretzels, chocolate syrup, holiday sprinkles, all as toppings for hot cocoa) and I put on the “restaurant/coffee shop jazz music” YouTube background.

      I’m at 27k and chugging along. I’ve got two-three major scenes to write left so I’m a bit concerned I’ll have to go back and “pad” which I dislike but as usual I’m running out of plot too fast!

    8. ThePear8*

      Finally got the courage and published a bit of my food writing on medium. It’s not much, but it’s been fun to do in my fleeting moments of spare time!
      What bugged me though was after I shared my articles with my ex (we’re still friends), he just told me the pictures look bad. I can’t seem to find a good way to resize pictures on Medium, it just auto fits them into a box, so if anyone knows how to size pictures nicely on Medium that’d be fantastic! I suppose I could try and crop them to fit but it’s a lot of images and I don’t really want to spend so much time on something that right now is just a fun little hobby for me. I agree with him the pictures look bad, but it kind of still got under my skin because he’s almost never said anything nice or encouraging about my passion projects (hence why we are exes).
      Not to derail from the writing itself too much though, I’m continuing to have fun recording my food experiences and will hopefully get the time and courage to branch into other topics I want to write about, like art, business, and pets.
      In other writing, I had a virtual jam today that I organized and wrote a small interactive story about one of my pet snails (yes, pet snails). What I thought might be a funny/cute/wholesome story actually turned out to be a bit of a tearjerker!

  6. A.N. O'Nyme*

    Gaming thread! What’s everyone been playing this week?
    This thread is not limited to video games, any gaming goes (we don’t gatekeep here). Also feel free to ask for recommendations, either for yourself or someone else, and for help identifying a game you vaguely remember.
    I did get around to finishing Sherlock Holmes: The Awakened and have now started Nemesis, but I feel like that one might take me a while because I’m gonna be busy for the near future.

    1. 10Isee*

      I dont know if this qualifies as gaming, but my spouse and I recently subscribed to a murder mystery box subscription. We’ve done two so far and have absolutely loved it! The last time we were shocked to realize that three hours had basically flown by as we sprawled on the carpet passing each other evidence bags and poring over coded letters. May have been our favorite date night ever.

      1. A.N. O'Nyme*

        Well those are tabletop games, so you’re good :)
        I’m also interested in trying one of those out, actually! There’s one of those services in my country that gets pretty good reviews, so I might actually go for it.

      2. Hello Sweetie!*

        This sounds really interesting! So you can play with just 2 people? What company are you using?

        Sometimes it’s hard finding good gifts for my husband, this could be fun.

      3. Burr... it's cold in here*

        I too am deeply interested in what the game you are doing is. I have wanted to get one for my mom, but I haven’t wanted to spend the money on something that isn’t much fun.

    2. BonzaSonza*

      My husband found a mod called “skyrim together” and it has enabled us to play together in the game world. It’s SO GOOD to slay dragons with a partner.

      I’ve loved rediscovering the world of skyrim and have probably invested about 80 hours of playtime lately.

      We also played 500 with my brother and sister last night. I haven’t played that particular card game in ages and I had a ball. I almost won with an open mìsere, but they got me on the last trick.

      1. BethDH*

        Anyone have recommendations for games that can be played online with a small group that includes a variety of ages? Nothing that requires a big investment of time — think about an hour every 2-3 weeks. We tend to like games like scattergories, rummikub, or card games — low key stuff where it’s easy for someone to bow out early.
        Bonus points if it’s something where you can have a team of 2-3 on each computer. We can work around this but the extra setup means it won’t happen as often.

        1. OTGW*

          If y’all have Steam and don’t mind spending ~$10, Tabletop Simulator has a bunch and even more in the workshop.

        2. BonzaSonza*

          My favourite games are forbidden Island and forbidden desert.

          It’s a team of 2-6 players working together as a team against the board, and we’ve played it with the kids from age 5. It’s a lot of fun and encourages strategy and teamwork

          Highly recommend

    3. Jaid*

      I’ve been doing “escape the room” games online. I admit to cheating by looking at the walkthrough a couple of times, especially since one game didn’t make it obvious there were more screens for me to go to and I thought it was broken.
      But I do like puzzle games that aren’t timed.

    4. Holly the spa pro*

      I picked up Sakuna: Of Rice and Ruin for the switch. It describes itself as a side scrolling dungeon crawler and farming sim. So far it is really cute and fun. I love Japanese mythology which is heavily entrenched in the story. Its a Xseed game so it has a ton of systems and stats which can be a little intimidating at first (think rune factory games, same company) but the combat is pretty fluid and easy to learn and the systems are getting fed to me in a satisfying way. So far, im really liking it.

      1. A.N. O'Nyme*

        Ooh, I’ve been seeing ads for that one but never really looked into it, but it sounds pretty cool!

    5. Dr.KMnO4*

      Since I LOVE Fire Emblem: Three Houses (2 playthroughs completed, halfway through a third) my husband suggested I try Fire Emblem: Awakening. I like it, but not as much as 3H. Grinding (something I love doing) is much more difficult, and I really got used to the Divine Pulse system in 3H. So it’s taking me a while to get into it, and I’m only on Chapter 5 right now.

      I’ve also got back into Destiny 2 with the new expansion. It adds a lot of cool story stuff, and new abilities which are fun to use.

      1. A.N. O'Nyme*

        If you like the Divine Pulse you may also want to check out Fire Emblem Echoes: Shadows of Valentia, as Mila’s Turnwheel is very similar to Divine Pulse.

    6. Cruciatus*

      I work at a university and our department has held a few remote game nights for students, mostly Jackbox Games, and that’s been going well, but due to popular demand we played Among Us, which was new for me. That’s a pretty fun game, although I had never played before and was the imposter 2 times in a row! I didn’t know what I was doing and was figured out pretty fast. So I suppose I will need to play this game a little more to get better at it–in theory it’s such a simply little game, but there’s a lot to figure out!

      But if anyone is looking for a fun game to play that is free (though there is a paid version) I recommend Among Us if you haven’t tried it already (I think I may have been the last person to ever play it).

    7. Squeebird*

      I spent too much money and picked up Assassin’s Creed Valhalla when it came out this week. I’m enjoying it so far but still adjusting to some of the combat and navigation changes made since the previous game. I’ve just gotten out of Norway and am hoping I end up somewhere in England that is not quite so snowy.

      1. wingmaster*

        I’m enjoying the game too! I like the side missions and challenges from matching horns to building up the settlement.

    8. Nynaeve*

      I played Among Us for the first time and it was pretty fun, even though I tend not to like Mafia-style games. (I find having to distrust people stressful and I am also terrible at lying and sabotage.) But hey, the hats are cute! Mostly, it was nice to have a game night with the usual bunch for the first time in a while.

      I also played A Mortician’s Tale, which is a cute, chill game where you are a mortician preparing bodies for burial. It teaches you a lot about different funeral traditions and helps you think about how to honor the deceased and their lives. The main character has an arc as she struggles against the corporatization of the funeral home.

      1. Lifeandlimb*

        What! A Mortician’s Tale sounds interesting. I’ve been fascinated by death rituals from an anthropological perspective for a long time, but I didn’t know there was a video game about it. I’ll plan to check it out. The taboos (at least in the U.S.) around even talking about it are very restrictive.

    9. Lifeandlimb*

      I’ve been playing Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild for a loong time and don’t plan on being finished any time soon. It’s been a nice bright escape from the darkness of this year.

      My partner and I recently bought two tabletop games: Onitama, a very simple but fluid two-player game that’s a little like chess and involves strategy; and Chronology, a 2-4 player game where each player draws cards with historical events written on them and must add the card to their own collection in the right chronological order. It’s surprisingly fun and can move quickly.

    10. Doctor is In*

      We saw a write up for Microsoft Flight Simulator 2020 and went all in with a new gaming computer! Splurged since we are spending nothing on travel. We are both senior citizens who have not played games since PacMan. Quite a learning curve, we have to Google a lot of things. I have yet to land without crashing. Husband flew under the Golden Gate Bridge! Any suggestions for “easy” Xbox games that are intuitive to figure out how to play?

    11. Biziki*

      I’m slowly starting to come to terms with the fact that I won’t be able to see my mom at Christmas this year, and I want to find ways to make an online Christmas as fun/normal as possible. Does anyone have any suggestions for an online scrabble that is as close as possible to playing in-person? I’m willing to pay to avoid ads, but I want as game that’s as user friendly and close to a ‘real’ game as possible.

      1. Doctor is In*

        Our family used to play real Scrabble, and have since played Words with Friends. The problem with WWF is you can go to web sites that will tell you what words you can make with your letters, etc., i.e. “cheat” so you are really playing with a computer if you do that. It can be fun though.

        1. Biziki*

          Cheating is no stranger in my family’s game night, so I don’t think we’d let that stop us. Thank you for the suggestion!

  7. Anon and alone*

    This question is for those who have broken/injured a limb (or more specifically hand, wrist, or arm). How long did it take to regain close to full functionality? My physiotherapist says my wrist is regaining strength quite well but flexibility, not so great. It’s been two months since I started physio.

    1. Princess Deviant*

      6 weeks for the breaks (foot & toe, 2 separate occasions) to heal, but I’ve sprained my ankle several times and damaged the soft tissue in my ankle and my foot and they’ve taken months to make progress, even with physio. I haven’t found physio always helpful; I’m still in pain and my ankle and foot are weaker now and more prone to injury which then takes longer to heal, but I have hypermobility so that may be why. But I’ve always been under the impression that damage to tissue and ligaments can take longer to heal than damage to bone (depending on injury sustained of course).

      1. Emma*

        I have the same experience with soft tissue damage – and realistically, if you have broken a joint then you also have soft tissue damage to some degree. I seriously sprained my ankle a few years ago and it took about 6 months before it wasn’t constantly bothering me, a couple of years before I felt safe wearing heels again, and I just realised last week (about 4 years post injury) that I no longer have any difference in strength or sensation – now if I want to know which ankle I injured, I have to remember, I can’t just wiggle them both and see which one is slightly sore!

    2. Lifelong student*

      I broke my elbow (on Christmas Day 2015, on vacation in Rome) – continued with my vacation for 2 weeks- came home, had surgery- a cast etc- then PT twice a week for almost 4 months after that. It was long and painful- but I regained everything by that point! I had a wonderful PT person!

    3. Not So NewReader*

      A friend broke her ankle in the worst possible place to break an ankle. It was probably a year for her. There were a number of hold ups in her process. Not the least of which, the doc did not explain how bad the break was. Months later she asked why she was still having problems. Then they put her on a bone stimulator and eventually she got PT, etc.

    4. Hotdog not dog*

      It can depend on your age and general health. When I was younger things healed faster than they do in middle age. However, a couple years ago I made a big push to regain good health (didn’t lose much weight but gained muscle, strength, and energy). Over the decades I’ve sprained or broken quite a few things, most recently a dislocated shoulder which took about 3 months to get back to full function without discomfort. During my “out of shape” period I had a broken wrist take almost a year. I hope you heal quickly and completely!

      1. Wishing You Well*

        I agree: it depends on your age and general health.
        It can take months to a year to regain full function for some injuries but sometimes complete recovery isn’t possible. PT and PT-prescribed home exercises can make a huge difference for injuries.
        Fingers crossed for you!

    5. Bluesboy*

      Broke an arm a few years ago. Did my exercises, but was a bit lazy if I’m honest. Full functionality after maybe 6 weeks? Although it still gave me twinges for a year, at which point and unrelated I started going to the gym, and the twinges went away. Making me realise I should have done my exercises in the first place.

      So yes, do your exercises!

    6. Jenny*

      To be honest I’ve never fully regained the strength in my wrist and it still hurts occasionally. Keep working on it though, it really depends on the break.

    7. Old and Don’t Care*

      I had a very simple break in my arm and the ortho told me it would be 95% better in six months. This turned out to be true, but it was probably 90% better in three months. I did PT, and the
      therapist stretched out the arm at the end of every session. One day I got on the table and said “Wait, this is stretched out already” and that was that. I didn’t necessarily notice incremental improvements in flexibility, though they might have been there.

    8. theAcademicBeanMovesOn*

      for me, it was close to 8-10 months, i broke my hand and then developed tendonitis while in the cast. the tendonitis is why i couldnt get full functionality. the physio didnt do much for me and it was incredibly expensive (850$ a session, wtf). for context i was a female in my late 30s when i broke it. and it was on the thumb side. im hoping your healing goes better

    9. KarenK*

      I broke my wrist about 3 years ago. I had surgery twice – once to put a plate in and once to take it out again. Never had physio. The improvement was so gradual I couldn’t tell you when I got back to normal. It still doesn’t have the flexibility of my other wrist, but it’s close enough to not be noticeable.

    10. Seal*

      I had rotator cuff surgery a few years ago after a fall. Messed up a few other body parts too but the shoulder was by far the worst injury. My shoulder was immobilized for 6 weeks, although I started physical therapy a few days after the surgery. PT continued for 4 months, starting with visits 3 days a week and eventually getting down to once a week. After that I continued to do strengthening and stretching exercises on my own for months. Although I made significant improvements during physical therapy, I didn’t get full range of motion back for at least 6 months; full strength took at least a year. Two plus years later it feels great; in fact, it feels and moves better than my other shoulder does. But it definitely took a lot of time and hard work to get to this point.

    11. Esmeralda*

      Broke a leg. Took four weeks to heal, about three months to return to full function. (I was 50-something at the time)

    12. mreasy*

      I dislocated my elbow and was in PT for about 4 months, including wearing a traction splint thing every night while sleeping. It really depends on what & where it is but it could for sure be more than 2 months.

    13. Anon and alone*

      Thanks everyone, this is very helpful to read. For reference, I’m in my 50s and I do the exercises the physiotherapist gave me every day. Luckily, it was my left wrist and I’m a righty.

    14. OtterB*

      My daughter broke her arm just below the elbow in August. The break is completely healed and she has full use of it, but still has trouble turning that arm palm up. The orthopedist said it could be as much as a year before she regained as much function as she would.

      Similarly, my husband badly broke his wrist (among other things) in a fall from a ladder and his function continued to improve for months after the bone was healed.

    15. Pink Dahlia*

      I fell on ice and badly sprained my wrist in Feb 2018. I was given a brace and no physio. It’s still too weak to support my body weight (can’t do push-ups, or lift myself from a sitting position) and it hurts often. I had hoped to see my PCP and ask for help, but then Covid hit, and I wasn’t willing to risk a non-urgent appointment. I’m not sure where to go from here.

    16. Sandra Dee*

      Broke my ankle end of July 2020, cast for 5 weeks, boot for 3, ankle brace, PT. Follow up at 3 months, still broken. Now have a bone stimulator, wearing ankle brace all day every day. Follow up in January. For reference, I am early 50s. Things just take much longer to heal. I really want to get back to a normal routine.

    17. Anon for this*

      So sorry to hear it – this kind of thing gets so disruptive and drawn out. I had a foot fracture at the end of 2015. 6 weeks of cast/crutches, then several weeks of limping around waiting for muscles to even out. 6 months of physiotherapy. Resumed biking in summer 2016. Could not stand on tiptoe for more than a year without it being seriously painful. By fall 2017, still experiencing pain and a bit of arthritis in the joint. Saw physiotherapist, who said things would continue to improve. Resumed running. By summer 2018, injury almost always unnoticeable.

  8. Not Australian*

    We’re celebrating this weekend because MIL (90) is going to live in a care home; the celebration is because she’ll be looked after, have good food and great company, and have a decent view from her window after years in a dark basement flat. The whole process has been so simple and straightforward that it contrasts wildly with the time my mother went into care about fifteen years ago; she was deemed a danger to herself and had to be ‘sectioned’ – UK term for detention under the Mental Health Act – which involved a moonlight transfer in a secure van with three guards in case she was violent. (I went with her and held her hand btw.)

    For those of us unable to look after senior relatives ourselves, getting them into an appropriate care facility is always a challenge – so I’d love to hear about any cases where this went especially well or especially badly.

    1. Emma*

      The only older relative of mine who has lived in residential care was my gran. She had dementia, but we were slow to realise because she talked a good game and made it sound like everything was normal. It was only when my mum went to stay with her for a few days that she realised how bad gran’s memory had become: she was repeatedly missing appointments, leaving appliances on or in dangerous states overnight, and had forgotten that her neighbour that she used to play Scrabble with had died several years earlier and would get annoyed that she never came round any more.

      Because of this, it took a long time to convince her that residential care – or any kind of move, really, since she liked where she lived even though there was no-one local to support her – was the right way to go. She wasn’t aware of the risk she was at or the things that were causing us concern. We would explain them, she would agree to think about it, and then a few days later she would have forgotten and we would have the same conversation again. It was a very long process, but when she eventually did move she did very well at the care home – and she was close enough to my parents that they could, and did, visit her every week, which she loved.

    2. Sue*

      My friend’s Mom (93) fell and had to move into a facility when she could no longer be in her home alone. She had refused for years to move but now she has adjusted beautifully. She’s made lots of friends and when they had to take her out for a bit because of covid, she was very anxious to get back to her social life. It has been a huge blessing for the whole family to see her happy and getting the care she needs.

    3. Not So NewReader*

      The last place my mother was in was impressive in some ways. But an odd, cool thing happened. One day a big stretch limo pulls up. A bunch of guys in three piece suits and sun glasses get out. Yep, FLOTUS had come to visit her bro.
      This was a little tiny nursing home, in a town that is a pencil dot on a map.

      I cannot describe the reassurance that came in that moment. The family of the US Prez thought this place was okay. I held on to that thought very hard. Reassurance comes in odd packages.

      1. Grizabella the Glamour Cat*

        That is an amazing story! I’m dying to know which flotus it was, but it doesn’t really matter. Regardless of who it was, I’d be just is impressed and reassured (if I were in your position)!

        1. Not So NewReader*

          This is reaching back just over 35 years ago. Bro (BIL?) was in the news because of his terminal illness. The articles never said where he was or how he was being taken care of. I just double checked my own self- and it was the VP’s wife, not the prez, I misspoke there. My decades are merging now. I am still good with it, no matter. ;)

    4. SpellingBee*

      My mom moved into an independent living community with a continuum of care (transitions within the same community to assisted living and then into skilled nursing care when necessary) after my dad passed away almost 5 years ago. She did it because she knew she wasn’t able, and didn’t want, to keep up the house and property by herself. She actually even moved to a totally new area, to be near my sister and me. It went really well! She dove right in and made friends, and had an active social life. Last summer and fall she started having problems with memory and disorientation (calling us from her apartment in a panic, saying she was lost and didn’t know how to get home, for example), so she had to move into an assisted living apartment which again she did willingly – it helped that one of her good friends also lives on that floor, and she was able to move in right next door. Unfortunately she continued to decline rapidly, and she’s now in skilled nursing care there. However, her care is absolutely stellar and they’re handling the COVID thing really really well, with very strict protocols resulting in only a few cases and no deaths in their community.

      And in another success story, Mr. Bee’s dad (who turns 98 today) moved into a senior apartment community a couple of years ago, and is thriving! He was pretty isolated before, and now lives near Mr. Bee’s sister and her family, plus has made friends in his community. He was invited to join the ladies’ poker night and plays pool with a couple of the other men.

      1. Venus*

        Agreed about the benefit in no longer doing housework. Someone nicely phrased it to their mother as “Hey mom, you had a hard life and now you get to retire from cleaning and cooking. If you *want* to cook, then you can use the available fancy kitchen” (there was a party room that had a big kitchen).

        In the right circumstances it can be a huge social benefit. I have known seniors living with their children, and the children worked all day and then had little to say in the evening. When they moved to a retirement home there were dozens of people their age, with someone to talk with during the day, on many different topics.

    5. fposte*

      My dad self-relocated into a continuing care facility, where you start out living independently and then get more support as you need it, and that’s my plan as well. It’s one of those things that current fposte does to make things easier for a less able future fposte.

      I loved my dad’s facility and would absolutely choose that one if it were near me. One detail I loved was they drew a lot from the local high school for their dining room staff, and on prom the kids would come out in full dress with their dates to show off to the residents before the dance.

      1. ThatGirl*

        My grandparents did similar, there’s a complex in the town they lived in with apartments (with meals available and basic med or shower help), semi-independent rooms and skilled nursing. It was a real blessing to know they didn’t have to make any more big moves and that when they needed it, the extra help was there.

      2. Generic Name*

        Yes! My grandma’s retirement community had a preschool on-site, and a lot of her friends volunteered as classroom grandmas. Such a benefit for both the kids and the adults.

        1. allathian*

          Yes, absolutely. So many kids live far enough from their grandparents that they don’t necessarily get to visit very often, or else, for whatever reason, the grandparents may not have any contact with the kids at all.

    6. AvonLady Barksdale*

      I would be celebrating too, and I wish you all luck! My grandparents refused to move even when my grandmother’s mobility was severely compromised. They wouldn’t even allow a caregiver in. It destroyed my grandfather’s physical health. My grandmother died in August and he won’t move, and it is frightening. I hope your MIL settles well and finds the benefits of being in a place where she can be looked after with good company.

    7. Parenthetically*

      My grandmother had two wonderful care home experiences and one absolutely awful one that almost killed her.

      When my granddad was alive, they lived in a multi-care-level place that was absolutely lovely, like a fancy 1960s hotel — it had a gorgeous restaurant-style dining room, a hair salon, several posh boutiques, a shoe repair shop, a spa, a pool, an indoor fountain, a huge plant-filled sparkling atrium, all sorts of things. It was also beyond their means, but subsidized by their sons as the best option. After granddad died, grandma fell into a depression, was moved to a different care home, and her (abysmal) doctor promptly prescribed her several medications in far-too-high doses, so she was a zombie for about… five years. One day she sat down in her recliner, three of her vertebrae broke, and she couldn’t get to the phone. The care at that facility was so poor that she sat in that chair for THREE DAYS before my uncle got concerned that she wasn’t answering her phone and went to check on her. After her PT was finished, she moved closer to my folks into facility #3 where she was doted on by nurses and staff who adored her, had regular visitors, played bingo and went to Sit-Fit class every day, and lived another FIFTEEN YEARS. She passed away two years ago at the ripe old age of 96.

    8. Wishing You Well*

      I can think of 5 different people who either lived in a nursing home or worked in one. None of the experiences is positive. So I’m glad there are positive stories here.
      My advice to anyone who has a loved one in a nursing home is to go as often as you can to witness what kind of care your loved one is getting. I hope they’re getting great care.

    9. Filosofickle*

      We had pretty good experiences with both my grandmothers.

      Grandma 1 went in at 89, still had all her marbles but couldn’t live alone anymore. She went in very gracefully and with full acceptance, which helped immensely. While it was really hard to give up her home and city, she had outlived all family and nearly all her friends so she greatly enjoyed the socialization she gained. She didn’t live very long after that, she had a sudden stroke out of nowhere, but the week before she was elected VP of their community. Adorable!

      Grandma 2 was much harder. She was in her 90s and adamantly refused to leave her home. Her dementia had escalated and she was living alone in a rural area, across the country from all family, and she refused ANY domestic / care help. It was incredibly dangerous. In the end, her dementia actually solved the problem — she literally forgot that she refused to leave. One day she just agreed and we moved her across the country into an independent unit at a nice place only 5 minutes from my parents. It was a good community, not the best ever but she got good care and surprisingly good food. With wine at dinner! She did well at first, even enjoying even the activities which was frankly very surprising. Dementia made her nicer and more open. But it didn’t take long for her to need a memory ward, sadly. Then she forgot all about the good food and happy hours and balloon volleyball she’d previously praised. She’d complain no one had checked on her all day or taken her to any meals, minutes after we watched someone check on her or wheel her back from lunch! Oof. We didn’t know how to respond. You’re not supposed to argue about reality, but we wondered if it did harm to let her believe she was just being abandoned. She died a year ago, and we’re honestly grateful we didn’t have to navigate all that during the pandemic. She wouldn’t have understood anything.

    10. I'm A Little Teapot*

      I’ve had several elderly family move into care homes, and I’ve talked with multiple people dealing with moving relatives into care homes, and I’ve attended support groups for dementia caregivers.

      For the majority of people, regardless of how much they fight moving (and some of them really do fight), once they’re in and settled they have loved it. The big one is the social aspects. When your life is limited to the tv or other very narrow windows onto the rest of the world, having your social horizons suddenly broaden is a pretty big deal. Most of the time, they wonder why they resisted the move and wished they’d done it years earlier.

      There are some people who are determined to be miserable, and thus they are. They are the minority in my experience.

    11. Fake Old Converse Shoes (not in the US)*

      I’m so glad that your MIL is going to be in a reputable place. We weren’t so lucky with my Gran, she ended in an illegal care home because it was the only place that accepted her, and we’re grateful it was decent enough. My other gran was on a waiting list for a home run by the local church, and she never got the call.

  9. Brusque*

    I just discovered the joy of making sandwiches with home-made Hawaiian Rolls.
    My favorite so far is a triple cheese BLT.
    First layer: cream cheese with finely chopped chilli pappers, second layer: cheddar, third layer: gouda. That gets grilled in my oven till the cheese melts and then topped lots of crispy bacon, fresh lettuche and tomatoes, finished with some A1 sauce and a little mayonnaise. Mmmhhhhh.
    But I also like guacamole, eggs, salami, cheese, cucumber slices and mayonnaise with cress.
    Have you ever tried sandwiches made on Hawaiian Rolls and what are your favourites?

    1. Jen Erik*

      That made me google Hawaiian Rolls. I’m trying to imagine what they taste like now. Is there a classic recipe?
      All of them have pineapple juice, and most use buttermilk, but then some put in honey or ginger. (The King Arthur one has potato flour, which I don’t think I can get.)
      Is there anything in particular I should look for in a recipe?

      (I just want to try your sandwich, really.)

      1. Anonymath*

        I’ve done the King Arthur one, and potato flour is just crumbled instant potatoes, like you can find in most supermarkets under instant mashed potatoes. I did find their recipe came out much better with the recommended sweet bread yeast instead of regular yeast.

    2. Slinky*

      Glad you used Hawaiian and not cheap ass rolls! (For those relatively new, this is a reference to an AAM letter from last year. Link to follow.)

      I like Hawaiian Rolls with any kind of mayo-based salad, like egg salad. The sweet roll pairs well with the rich mayo. Adding a slice of lettuce provide just a little freshness to balance it out.

    3. Anona*

      This sounds delicious! Where did you get the roll recipe? I like hawaiian rolls but haven’t eaten them much since I realized the store bought version has high fructose corn syrup.
      When you say layers, are you doing multiple layers of bread too? Or is it just cheese layered/stacked in the middle, with bread on either end, like a traditional sandwich? And it sounds amazing, by the way.

      1. Brusque*

        I just stack the cheese. I posted the link to the recipe further up and hope it gets through moderation.
        This morning I toasted them with cheddar and honey. So delicious.

    4. Cheesesteak in Paradise*

      Pulled pork with bbq sauce and coleslaw on it.

      Mini-burgers especially Hawaiian (grilled pineapple and cheese).

      1. The New Wanderer*

        Seconding pulled pork, although I’ve mainly had it faux-kalua-style (slow cooked with salt and liquid smoke). It’s delicious!

        I would guess teriyaki chicken or turkey burger would be a good combo too.

  10. BonzaSonza*

    My brother put on an offer on a house today and I’m really happy for him.

    My husband and I bought a block of land a few months ago and are drawing up plans with a builder which is exciting. The block should complete the title process in February and construction will start right away. This will be our fourth house, but first new build as we’ve been working towards this for 15+ years.

    For people who’ve done through the new build process before, do you have any tips or suggestions for us? I don’t know what my “unknown unknowns” are and would love to hear from you

    1. Sue*

      We had an architect do our plans and then I made changes, cut out things I didn’t want and added a lot of extra storage. I had a good idea of what we wanted the layout to be and the property determined some of the plans. My only regrets are with stuff that happened during the construction. I had a picture of the fireplace we wanted and came over after work to find it done, NOT like the picture and they shrugged. I’ve always wished I’d made them tear it out and do it right but I didn’t. They also left out a medicine cabinet in one of the bathrooms but that was minor. My main suggestions are to plan out your rooms carefully, especially the kitchen. Where each appliance goes, drawer size and function, pantry space, all of it. I had a friend who measured everything she owned and had every inch of storage built to her specifications. I’m not that particular but flow and adequate storage are pretty crucial.
      We walked through to plan all the electrical, switch placement etc. All the decisions were pretty overwhelming, choices of texture, trims, fixtures, paint colors, flooring. I had a talented friend help and by the end, they did everything and I just gave a yay or nay.
      That was 29 years ago and we still love our house.

    2. Not Australian*

      Not a new build, but we did an extensive renovation from the shell a few years ago; I’d recommend you to install *double* the amount of electrical outlets you think you’ll need, and have them as high up the wall as your local regulations allow. We got this mostly right, but for some unknown reason didn’t have a socket put in our hallway – space is tight, so we probably thought it would be unnecessary, but that decision’s come back to bite us now. At any rate, the more outlets you have, the more flexible you can be with the layout/function of your room(s). If, for example, you suddenly need to turn an office into a bedroom – or vice versa – you’ll still have plenty of options and will probably only need to change the decor.

      1. All the cats 4 me*

        Oh, I second this! I would also put in at least double the ‘normal’ outlets on any room you expect to use electronics, tv, computer, etc. I would be so happy if I had put in 3 or 4 outlets side to side in the area where I have my desktop, printer, paper cutting machine, external hard drive for backup, multiple monitors,…. my god there are a lot of things that need plugging in!

        Oh, I would also suggest considering some outlets that include usb ports if you have a lot of usb charging things. I wish I had one at my bedside for my ipad, and in the kitchen for my bluetooth speakers.

        Another thing I would like to have is an intentional place for recharging batteries for cordless tools (screwdriver and drill for me), there just isn’t a good place to have these set up (partly because of lack of outlets, partly because the garage is not heated in winter and the -3oC temps are too extreme).

        I also wish I had main floor laundry, instead of basement, but would want it in a soundproofed area if I did.

        1. Autumn*

          Oh yeah, we moved the laundry from the basement to the second floor (where the bedrooms are) and it is a life-changer. We took advantage of a north-facing wall where you don’t need a ton of windows (I agree parenthetically with Parenthetically below!), tucked in a largish closet space between two bedrooms. We got stacked units and put in a rod to hang things to dry.

      2. T minus now*

        Don’t forget to put outlets on the outside. Also, make sure you have electrical support in the ceilings so you can install overhead lighting or ceiling fans.

    3. Dear liza dear liza*

      We built new about 10 years ago. We actually fell in love with a model home the builders had done and asked for it to be built on our land. That dramatically decreased the number of choices we had to make. “What’s in the model” was our default answer.

      Lessons learned: construction loans are pricey; go to the site in person as often as possible (my partner went every day); expect it to cost more and take longer than estimated. We had no serious obstacles but it still took 2 months longer and 10% more.

    4. Sunrise*

      Go every day and review what’s been done. It’s much easier to correct an issue at the framing stage, for example, than further down the road. Our builder was great, but we still caught a couple of things that way.

      If possible, have a professional designer plan your kitchen. I cannot believe how functional our kitchen is, and would never have thought about some of the things the designer came up with.

      1. Wishing You Well*

        Yes, go every day. Consider it your new part-time job.
        Congratulations on your exciting new project!

    5. Not So NewReader*

      My father built a house when I was 16. He ended up sick. I ended up trying to figure things out.

      My advice:
      Show up to the building site often and randomly. Bring coffees or cold waters for everyone.
      Be pleasant, be conversational, but look around. Always look around. Be seen looking around.
      Consider going at times when no one is there and taking pictures. You want pictures of anything that will be buried or covered over by sheetrock. Label your pictures.
      Start a home owner’s book or folder to collect up the paperwork for warranties on things.
      Ideally, get a home owner’s journal and fill in the questions it asks= such a furnace model and so on.
      Putting the roof on might mean a “topping off party”. Think about doing something small to celebrate, such as bringing everyone cookies or whatever.
      I always pad estimates by 20% for unforeseens. They go to dig your for your foundation and, whooops, rock ledge. They think your well will be 300 feet and somehow it ended up being 500 feet. People estimate as best they can, it is almost impossible to foresee everything that can come up.
      Decide right now how you and your other half will resolve disputes with each other. Work to avoid arguments with each other, get a plan. Building a house is one the top 5 most stressful things that a person can go through. You will get insight to each other that you would not have had any other way, prepare for that also.
      Work to avoid outright arguments with the contractors you hire. They will notice that and appreciate your extra care in doing business. Nice people get little unseen perks. For example a contractor might do an extra task and not bill you for it AND never tell you they did it. All though the task may be small, these little extras add up.
      Make sure things are set up in a manner that they are easy to access for repair. For example a furnace shoved over into a dark corner will not be easy to repair. Pull it out from the wall if possible and have extra lighting installed over it or very near it.
      Think about maintenance and safety issues. I just had “sky hooks” installed on the peak of my roof so repair people can clip on to the hook for extra safety while repairing my very steep roof. It was cheap, $120 to do this. A human life is worth a lot more than that.
      Also think about ease of use as you go along.

      1. Jules the 3rd*

        +1 to the estimate padding, and do your best not to upgrade in the middle of construction. Emotion runs high, and a little here / little there runs to a lot.

    6. Parenthetically*

      Just popping in to give my standard advice for new builds which is: for heaven’s sake consider the winter sun. If you live in the northern hemisphere, make sure you have plenty of large south-facing windows in the areas where you spend most of your day (living room and kitchen, rather than bedrooms), and try to shade or minimize the number of north-facing windows. If you don’t, you’ll have a blazing hot house in the summer and a dark, cold, depressing house in the winter.

      1. Dancing Otter*

        Agreed, but make sure the thermostat isn’t in line with a sunny window. My childhood home was always chilly in the afternoon, because the sun heated the thermostat so that the furnace wouldn’t kick on.

    7. Generic Name*

      My husband is a carpenter and he builds custom homes for a living. His biggest pieces of advice are to hire an architect to come up with the layout and draw up the plans and to not change your mind once something is decided. Yes, you can decide at the last minute you want your window openings two inches higher, but it will cause delays and many thousands of dollars more than you stick with the original plan.

      Having an architect do the layout is especially important because there’s a reason why houses are laid out in particular ways that makes a house more economical and efficient to build. I’ve been in friend’s houses who did the design themselves, and sometimes the layout is just…odd. Like you have to walk through a bedroom to get into another room because they didn’t think to include hallways in the layout.

    8. Just a PM*

      Have a contingency in your budget in case things need to be redone. If you don’t like something, don’t be afraid to ask for it to be redone. This is where the frequent check-ins and site visits will be helpful — it’ll help you spot something going wrong before it’s too late to undo or redo. And make sure you check every room, closet, nook, and cranny, not just the main living spaces. This is how my brother and I got upside-down receptacles in our bedrooms and bathrooms. By the time it was spotted, there was no more budget to correct.

      I also found Flipping 101 with Tarek (on HGTV) to be really insightful too. He has a lot of really helpful advice for the homeowners. The episodes I’ve seen have covered everything from the value of having an architect, doing an owner-build vs. contracting it out, timelines and schedules, and design considerations. Might be worth giving a look!

    9. bunniferous*

      I used to work for a builder.

      Go every day if you can. Builders use subcontractors. It is always a great idea to keep an eye on them and for them to know that someone is keeping tabs on them. Trust me on this.

    10. Autumn*

      Consider the location with regard to the angle of the sun throughout the year. In my current house the kitchen catches the early morning sun, and the living room the afternoon/evening sun, especially in the winter when the sun is low in the sky, and the day just… progresses naturally. I didn’t build this house but it is clear the people who did thought it through, and we’ve done some renovations that capitalize on it.

    11. TechWorker*

      Not a build from scratch but extension and complete renovation.

      What I wished I’d done differently:
      1) checked the windows more carefully – the original house has lower than normal sills and this brings a lot of light in. Our extension bedroom has what’s presumably a standard height but means the window is overall smaller (we checked the width carefully but didn’t think about the height!). Ditto we have one roof light which is actually kinda tiny and in hindsight we should have had a bigger one but we didn’t really realise how small it was until the roof was already framed and half in.
      2) maybe your builders will be better than ours.. but know who is going to do cleaning in between jobs and make sure it happens! Our brand new windows went in before the outside was rendered and before the inside was plastered and then weren’t covered properly, so there’s render splatters on the outside and plaster splatters on some of the internal frames. 6 months later and I still haven’t got round to cleaning it all :( Similarly in the bathrooms some of the cleaning the builders did wasn’t great and silicon was put on when the tile was a bit mucky… it doesn’t look *awful* but it doesn’t look perfect either.
      3) there’s a lot of decisions and it really is worth making as many as possible upfront. Our builders said they’d give us plenty of notice before we needed to choose things but in some cases that meant ‘you need to order the bathroom and tiles this week’ and we actually were a bit rushed in making decisions. We also didn’t choose most of our lighting whilst the build was ongoing so got plain white cheapest possible put in everywhere about half of which we now want to change and quite a few are still just a bulb hanging on a wire.

    12. Sled dog mama*

      We built 3 years ago, best advice I got was to photograph the wiring before the drywall went up, such a smart idea!
      The biggest thing I learned is to pick your battles, there will be things you end up compromising on and there will be things you don’t want to compromise on, choose carefully. Hubby and I agreed on one “it will be done my way no compromising” for each of us during the construction. I forget what he used his on but I used mine on interior doors, I wanted solid wooden doors and the builder quoted solid wood doors then after we had to make a few changes tried to get us to do hollow core interior doors to save money. I’m very happy I put my foot down and stuck with my solid doors.
      Also don’t be afraid to go outside what your builder recommends. Our builder typically has clients choose lighting at a specific shop that does lighting, plumbing, and appliances. We only liked a few of the options there, all of them on the very expensive side. We ended up getting plumbing, stove and dishwasher there and finding a fantastic deal on a fridge at a big box store, we also got all our lighting at the big box store.

    13. Observer*

      Two more things that I would absolutely do if I were redoing my house:

      1. Network wiring and a space for networking equipment. Your best bet is to figure out where your internet will be coming in to your house (whether wired or wireless) and create a space there for the modem, router and any other pieces of equipment you might wind up getting . Allow some extra space there because that stuff winds creeping up on you. This is especially true if you have several people in the household using electronics, a lot of shared devices or smart devices. Also, make sure you have network jacks around the house. Yes, I know that wireless is good, but there is a reason that so many mesh systems actually put network jacks in their access points. And even things that CAN work on wireless often work better on a solid wired connection. Also, having jacks throughout the house gives you some additional options even in regard to getting wireless coverage. Lastly, wired connections are harder to hack, for anyone who is worried about that.

      2. HVAC – Unless you house is going to be small and only one story, set the system up with zones and then get a good smart thermostat that allows multiple sensors. You don’t need to enable remote access – you don’t even necessarily have to put it on your home network. What this does is let you heat / cool different parts of the house differently. For one thing, even a well build house may have differences in temperature, so if you can allow just the hot part to be cooled in the summer or the cold part to be heated in the winter will make you more comfortable and save you a good bit of money. Also, depending on your usage patterns, there is a good chance that there are areas that you simply don’t use during some periods so you can leave turn the heat / cooling significantly down. For instance, even now with WFH, there are some parts of the house I almost never go into during the day. If I could turn the heat down in that area, I’d probably save a pretty penny.

    14. BonzaSonza*

      So many fantastic ideas. Thank you everyone!

      I’ve picked up:
      * Visit the site unexpectedly and often, daily if possible. Take photos every step of the build and pay attention to the builders and sub-contractors.
      * Bring goodies with me on some visits and treat the workers well. Be respectful and don’t get in the way.
      * Future-proof the house with more electrical outlets than we think is necessary. Double them if possible.
      * Don’t be afraid to speak up if something doesn’t look right or isn’t too plan. It’s easier to fix early rather than later.
      * It’s going to cost more than we expect so pad the budget by at least 20%
      * Have a conflict resolution plan in place with the hubby.
      * Be organised and save every document in a dedicated building file for reference.

      1. Anona*

        One final thing! I’ve heard that due to the pandemic, building materials
        in the US are more expensive than usual right now. I know someone who is delaying building their house because of it. And a friend yesterday told us that some wood is now 2-3x as expensive as usual. Just throwing that out there, in case it affects your timeline.

  11. Might Be Spam*

    My new laptop has a terrible camera. I’ve tried to change the light setting, but I am still washed-out looking no matter how my lighting is set up and even manually changing the light levels in the settings. Also, it irritates me that the picture is fuzzy and not crisp. Is this normal for a $950 laptop?

    I don’t really have to have a great picture but I’m thinking about getting a new camera. What should I look for and do you have any other suggestions?

    1. Still*

      You have probably checked it already but are you absolutely sure there isn’t some kind of pesky protection film still on the lense? Sometimes they’re so thin and clingy, they can be really hard to spot.

    2. Dear liza dear liza*

      I had the opposit problem: my laptop camera makes me very red in the face. I bought an Aoozi webcam for less than $40 from Amazon and am pleased.

      1. I edit everything*

        Oof…I was on a Zoom party the other night, and my face was so red it looked like I had some horrible rash. I had to run and find some powder to cover it, it was so bad. First time I’ve even touched makeup in years.

    3. WellRed*

      Why oh why does my new work PC have the camera on the bottom edge of the screen. Not a good angle for middle age women. After reading this, maybe I’ll get an inexpensive camera.

    4. fposte*

      I think web cameras tend to be impressively good even at low price points. I prefer my laptop camera but work with a big screen sometimes so needed an external camera, and my $30 plug and play no-name brand was fine.

      I haven’t messed with these, but on some applications, like Zoom, there are appearance-tweaking settings. Could those be used to compensate for your existing camera?

    5. It happens*

      Have you tried turning down the screen brightness while on camera? It took me months to figure out that was my problem…

    6. PollyQ*

      I helped my dad buy a Logitech webcam for his desktop PC for ~$60. Piece of cake to set up, and it works very well (includes built-in mike). I don’t remember the model #, but I can ask him if you’d like.

    7. Dumpster Fire*

      When my school went to remote and I added a second monitor (above my computer, and I put my Zoom window with my students on that monitor), I realized that my school’s laptop camera made it look like I was looking at the ceiling even though I was looking at the kids. I got a cheap USB webcam for about $20 from Amazon, hung that on the top of my second monitor, and fixed that problem. As a bonus, I now have a USB webcam that is a hundred times better than the cam in my own loaded-for-computing-but-not-for-video laptop, and I can unplug that and bring it home any time I plan to be on zoom at home.

    8. young professional*

      I have a well-reviewed webcam from amazon (1080p logitech), and my quality is great! Only downfall is that if I look tired it really picks it up. I love a good webcam though, it helps me feel like I’m really connecting with / seeing the person

    9. Caterpie*

      Unfortunately I think it is quite normal even at higher price points. I’ve been hunting for a laptop and a common complaint within the $900-$1200 range I’m seeing is low quality camera. I think they’re trying to make the border(?) around the actual screen as small as possible, which reduces the space you can put the webcam. Therefore you end up with a small lens and poorer quality. I’d try to get an external one!

    10. Observer*

      Totally normal. Most laptop cameras are the MOST basic you can get – not better and often worse than what you can get in the $50 range.

      Sample links to follow.

      1. Observer*

        https://www.bhphotovideo.com/c/product/1578210-REG/xcellon_hdwc_10_hd_webcam.html – we actually have a few of these at work. Are they phenomenal? No. But, at $49, they are good enough and DEFINITELY better than a laptop camera.

        https://www.bhphotovideo.com/c/product/1572702-REG/creative_labs_73vf086000000_live_cam_sync_hd.html – This one also has a privacy cover, which is nice, especially if you are in a shared space.

        https://www.logitech.com/en-us/products/webcams/c920s-pro-hd-webcam.960-001257.html?crid=34 – This is a bit more that $50, but it’s a great unit, and it also has the privacy piece.

  12. Professor Plum*

    Mysterious receipts: concerned about potential fraud.

    Earlier this week I received two emails from the NYC Dept. of Finance for two different parking tickets being paid. Only they’re not my tickets. Not my receipts. They both have ticket numbers, receipt numbers and say they were paid by a Visa with only the last four digits showing. It’s an email address that I haven’t regularly used until recently. I have a vague memory of once associating a credit card with that email–and maybe those last four digits are familiar–but it’s been years and that card is no longer open and I don’t have any records with whatever that card might have been.

    I first called Visa–the charges are not on my current credit card. They looked for those last four digits by my social security number and didn’t find anything. They had no further ideas about what I could do.

    Next I called the NYC Dept of Finance after searching for contact info online. I spoke with two different people who both tried really hard to help solve the mystery. But since the tickets have been paid, they can’t locate by the ticket number any more. And they can’t look up the receipt number. The receipts didn’t have a license plate which they both said might have allowed them to find something further. They did look up my current license plate (I live two time zones away from NYC and my car has never been in my NYC) and, there are no current tickets on my license plate–so that’s good.

    My guess is that maybe someone got an old credit card number that was still associated with that email address, but that card isn’t still connected to my SSN. So, does anyone have any ideas? Is this something I should continue to track down? If so, how? Thanks for any suggestions–I’m not going to be able to check in until late in the day on Saturday.

    1. Emma*

      Did the emails address you by name? If not, I think it’s likely that someone just provided the wrong email address when they signed up to pay tickets online. I completely understand why you’ve checked your credit file and other details, and I would have done the same! Since you’ve found nothing concerning, I think an email address snafu is the next most likely explanation. You’d be amazed how many people regularly misremember their email address, add or remove numbers to it incorrectly, forget whether it’s Gmail or Hotmail, or even just use an email address that is their name without realising that they have to actually register it with the provider first.

      In your position I would keep an eye on my credit file, make sure that old credit card really is closed, maybe check that there are no other vehicles registered to your name and address, but then not worry too much about it.

      1. Zooey*

        This! I have an early adopter GMail address (so it’s in a very simple A.Name form) and at least four different people consistently use it by mistake. I’ve received massage appointment confirmations, messages from students for their TA, even once an invitation to interview! So people make this mistake even on pretty important things (if I think an email would be a big deal if missed I email the sender and let them know they must have a typo in the address).

        1. Oldbiddy*

          same here. I’ve gotten sales receipts, flight itineraries w links to check in, bills, emails scheduling job interviews, and lots of emails about puppies – someone with my name apparently runs a puppy mill and lots of people miss the number in a.name.number@gmail.com. I suspect that gmail tries to autofill to the simplest address so that may be making things worse, at least with the puppy mill person.
          I have a soft spot for animals so I always email the people looking for puppies, but I’ve stopped replying to the others.

        2. Scc@rlettNZ*

          Same here. I have first name.surname at Gmail and some woman with the same name in the USA keeps using my email address as hers. I get all sorts of stuff.

        3. Zephy*

          I’ve had this happen with my old college email address. I was apparently the first “Z. Lastname” to enroll at that school (or the first since they started using email), so my email address was zlastname@college.edu. When I graduated in 2013, I set up my school account to forward to my personal gmail, so I could update or close any online accounts I had used my school email to sign up for, since I would lose access to that account upon graduating. Suddenly, years later, I’m on mailing lists for clubs I never joined, including ones that didn’t exist while I was attending; I guess another Z. Lastname has since enrolled and keeps forgetting they have numbers in their school email address, and the school never deactivated my email account.

      2. WS*

        Yes, this. I share a first and last name with at least three people in the US (I’m in Australia) and sometimes get their mail. The two I get most often are a teacher in North Carolina and a pilot in Atlanta, but I was very alarmed when I started getting medical information meant for the mother of a very sick child in Tennessee. I let the hospital know and haven’t received anything for that person again, fortunately.

      3. Please Exit Through The Rear Door*

        I think this is a great answer and most likely what happened. Unfortunately, this means you should expect a lot more emails not intended for you as the person will likely keep making the “error”. This happened with my phone number this year, and I’ve been getting unwanted calls and texts every day for months. If so, there’s nothing you can do about it. I hope for your sake that this is as far as it goes.

      4. No SoCal*

        Same! I’ve had concert tickets, vehicle appointment reminders, threads on the health of a loved one all come from different people to my email address.

        If you’ve confirmed the ticket wasn’t you’re a and the credit card wasn’t yours…..then I don’t think there is much else you can do at this point.

      5. fposte*

        Yeah, there’s somebody with my name on the other side of the country, and I get email fir her frequently (to her credit, they seem to be the kind when somebody guessed wrong rather than her own mistakes). And there’s enough overlap in our interests that sometimes it takes me a minute to realize an email isn’t actually for me.

      1. Fake Old Converse Shoes (not in the US)*

        Your story make me remember a writer who has been in a digital tug of war of sorts with his namesake for the last twenty years. Gmail, Facebook, Twitter, Instagram… It’s like Australia and Austria but with real people.

    2. WellRed*

      You have a vague memory and maybe those four digits are or maybe they are not the same as a card you may have had years ago? You’ve done your due diligence. Chalk it up to a typo of some sort.

    3. Bye Academia*

      It sounds like you checked with Visa, but have you taken a look at your credit report? If it were me, I’d double check to make sure you don’t see anything strange.

      But I agree with others the most likely explanation is that the ticket recipient gave the wrong email by mistake.

    4. Professor Plum*

      Thanks everyone for your helpful ideas and suggestions. Good to have a tribe mind to turn to!

  13. Gada*

    I was reading The Long Winter by Laura Ingalls Wilder for the first time since I was a child. Wow, the whole town was close to starvation! I didn’t really understand that when I read it 45 years ago.

    1. Zooey*

      I read a non-fiction book about the same winter a few years ago and it made me realise how even though she does show that, she still glosses over just how devastating it was. Terrifying!

      1. Sprechen Sie Talk?*

        What was the title of the book? I was just thinking of the long winter the other day as the Wapo had done an article interviewing a woman from De Smet of all places.

        1. Zooey*

          Annoyingly I can’t remember now – it was a good few years ago and the details were distressing enough that I passed the book on fairly quickly after reading!

      2. Seeking Second Childhood*

        Can you remember the title or author? That sounds like one I would like to read. (Childhood Little House fan, grew college history major.)

      3. Marthooh*

        I remember reading about the long winter in a biography of Teddy Roosevelt, and slowly realizing it was the same thing LIW wrote about–it was a widespread and terrifying disaster! And it wasn’t just the Dakotas that suffered.

        Also–the locusts were for real. And also horrible.

    2. Isobel*

      I was thinking about that book recently – particularly where they have Christmas in May at the end when the trains start running again. I suggested to my parents that we should postpone the family Christmas in a similar way (though I’m not equating the hardships the Installs suffered with the current situation, really – it makes you appreciate having warmth and food so much!).

    3. AcademiaNut*

      I highly recommend the book “Pioneer Girl” – a heavily annotated version of her first draft of an autobiographical book, written for adults.

      1. Zooey*

        One of the things I found most fascinating in that book was the revelation they actually shared their house with another family during the long winter – and they did not enjoy it!

    4. Holly the spa pro*

      Wow, thanks so much for bringing up this book! I had the whole series of books when i was a kid and loved them so much. Im going to track them down as id love to revisit them as an adult.

    5. Reader*

      I read it when I was about 9 or 10 and then reread it with my daughter more recently and wow was it different to think about being Ma instead of Laura during that winter.

      1. RagingADHD*

        Oh, yes. My daughter is really really into these, and I have to say as a mom I am not really a fan of Pa anymore.

        A very charming and and affectionate person who made some really terrible life decisions that endangered and harmed his children. I’ve seen too many of these in my family of origin, thank you.

        And as far as I can tell, there was no real reason they had to leave the Big Woods in the first place, except that he hated being near people.

        I can’t imagine how their marriage worked, unless she was so entranced by him and the great adventure that she could chalk up the suffering, death and maiming of her children to just a normal part of life.

        It was the 1870s/80s. They had relatively prosperous/stable family connections. Living the way they did was a choice (his choice).

        Not a fan.

        1. Gada*

          Yes, I’ve noticed that Pa made many bad decisions based on his wanderlust. And didn’t seem to be too good with money – in one of the books, they finally had a bit of money saved for once. Pa blew it all on an organ for Mary to play when she was home from college. She was supposed to stay at college for 7 years. And came home to visit maybe once a year, at most.

          He also had a lot of bad luck with his crops being eaten by gophers and blackbirds. Not sure how he could have prevented that, though. But surely he knew they’d come?

          Laura’s husband Almanzo also made bad business decisions and had a lot of bad luck with farming. They say you marry your father!

          1. RagingADHD*

            As in contemporary life, an incident of bad luck, or even a run of bad luck, is going to hit you a lot harder if you put yourself in a precarious position to start with.

        2. AcademiaNut*

          Yeah, reading as a kid he was the cool parent, who played the fiddle and encouraged Laura played with the little kids. As an adult, he should have been single. He would have been fine as an adventurer, it was a provider where he fell down. Probably the worst decision was moving from the Big Woods to territory that hadn’t been opened to settlement. They spent a year in a one room log cabin with a couple of fairly distant neighbours, an unbalanced diet (game meat, flour and cornmeal), and a very real worry about being murdered in their homes, only to get kicked off with what they could fit in a wagon because they were breaking the law.

          Most of the crop failures weren’t his fault, but continually depending on one good harvest to reverse the family’s fortunes was. He never supported the family adequately as a farmer – in early days he earned money trapping furs, in later, doing carpentry and administration. Laura went out to work at 15 in the books, living among strangers, in real life it was closer to 12.

        3. Traffic_Spiral*

          Yeah, I think those were the first books I read as a kid where the parents were full-fledged humans – and also kinda crappy. Not monsters, distant authority figures, or “always right” but just sorta not-the-best-people. I think it was remarkably mature for that.

        4. Zooey*

          Agree – though highly recommend the book Prairie Fires for insight into their choices at the time. They were desperately desperately poor. I’ve always wondered why settlers of the American West repeatedly fell for the promise that the next place would be better, and part of the answer is they were so poor that hope was all they had. However Charles Ingalls did also make terrible choices – separating them from their very close extended family (Charles and Caroline were actually cousins!) being the biggest one.

          1. Old and Don’t Care*

            I thought Prairie Fires was outstanding and came away with quite a bit of sympathy for the Ingalls. The devastation from the locusts was incredible to read about.

    6. Epsilon Delta*

      I re-read a book we had to read in high school, Into Thin Air, about the Mount Everest disaster in 1996. Originally I found it to be the most boring book ever. This time around I was fascinated and horrified! Interesting how perspective changes with life experience.

    7. Elizabeth West*

      I donated all my Little House books when I moved since I’ve read them so many times I practically have them memorized. But I did keep a biography called Laura: The Life of Laura Ingalls Wilder by Donald Zochert (it was published in the early 1970s; you can get it on Amazon).

      It has photographs of the family in it (!!! I had never seen them before, only photos of Laura) and there is one of Laura, Mary, and Carrie taken following that winter. Laura is standing and she definitely looks like she didn’t have enough to eat compared to later photos of her. She’s also giving some serious side-eye, like You tried, but you didn’t get me.
      https://i.pinimg.com/474x/b5/56/90/b55690f8b1f5798b291eb73841d6182d.jpg

      It’s amazing, all the parallels between the Ingalls family’s confinement during that time and our current pandemic situation. And some people now don’t have food either, not because of blizzards cutting off the supply trains but because their jobs are gone. :(

    8. Oxford Comma*

      You may like Prairie Fires by Caroline Fraser which is a biography of Wilder and really does a good job providing a larger historical context for the Little House books.

      1. Fellow Traveller*

        I loved this book! I was so fascinated by how Laura survived and seemed to keep re-inventing herself in order to keep going. And Rose… she was such a character. And the incredible scope of American history that their lives encompassed.

  14. Zooey*

    Has anyone tried hypnobirthing? Would you recommend it? And it so, are there any good sources that aren’t too… woo in styling? I have heard some good things and can see why the basic principles would be helpful, but I listened to the relaxation tracks that go with the Hollie de Cruz book (which seems to be a popular one in the U.K.) and I just can’t. To me they sound like she’s in a comedy sketch about an alternative healer – just way over the top (especially when she uses the same sing song voice to even introduce the track!).

    By contrast, I use the Headspace app and really like Andy Puddicombe’s voice/ approach – calming but also more normal and matter of fact. So something more like that would suit me better I think.

    1. Disco Janet*

      I tried it (and still like referring back to things like headspace for everyday life stress!), and also can’t do the sing song voices – not soothing at all for me. I ended up liking something that wasn’t birthing/labor specific, but used voices/sounds/music that I found to be more helpful. However, during actual labor I found that I needed absolute silence to focus and yelled for it to be turned off and everyone to shut up. (I swear I’m not a mean person, haha – but it was an intense labor with almost no breaks between contractions). I know that’s not exactly a recommendation, but know you’re not alone if the plan ends up changing completely in the moment!

      1. Natalie*

        Ha, I had a similar experience during labor. At some point on the early end of the process when we were mostly killing time, my husband put on a podcast that I normally love and I just COULD NOT handle it and got all snappy. I asked for nature sounds instead, which is more of his go-to. And during the main event I don’t think we had any kind of sound on, making a playlist would have been wasted on me.

    2. NapkinThief*

      I absolutely recommend hypnobirthing! Specifically Positive Birth Company. I’ll post the link below. I watched the free videos on youtube and found them really helpful, so I went ahead and bought the digital course. So so worth it. I had my husband and mom watch as well so they were prepared to support me.

      What I like most about the framing at PBC (besides the minimal woo-woo-ness) is that it’s not “all natural or bust,” but there’s a lot of emphasis on maintaining your own agency through the process, making informed decisions, and having a positive experience even if things don’t go according to plan. This was really helpful because I ended up getting induced (which was not my plan), had a bad reaction to nitrous oxide (which I didn’t expect) and needed an episiotomy (which i definitely didn’t plan!), but I did not get an epidural (which was my goal!) and I overall had a great experience – which I totally ascribe to what I learned from hypnobirthing.

        1. Aurora Leigh*

          Thank you for sharing — I’m going to check this out! I’m 16 weeks pregnant and starting to think about what all the options are. Being the first in my friend group and not close with my mom I’m feeling a bit at a loss.

          1. Zooey*

            Congratulations Aurora! It’s a strange time to be pregnant isn’t it? Hope your journey goes smoothly.

        2. Zooey*

          Thank you! I checked out their YouTube videos and it definitely feels a bit more matter of fact. And not too expensive – it feels worth giving a try to.

    3. 30ish*

      I was also interested in this, but found it too woo-y. I ended up using my yoga practice and short meditation sessions to establish two “mantras”: focus on breathing out and relaxing all muscles in between contractions. These really helped me – and honestly, I really could not have focused on anything more complicated than that during labor. Based on my experience I would very much recommend this kind of mental preparation.

      1. Generic Name*

        I also used my yoga breathing while I was in labor during contractions. Honestly, I just did it naturally. And agree on the focus part. I think our bodies react a certain way to the pain. I remember the world shrinking down to a small point and not being aware of my surroundings at all while going through contractions and pushing.

        1. Zooey*

          I feel like if I just take away one or two things from a hypnobirthing course maybe it would be worth it? I do some mindfulness but don’t have a regular practice so I’m not sure I have those things to fall back on without some practice.

    4. RagingADHD*

      Yes! I did hypnobirthing with my first and had an excellent experience. Not pain-free, of course, but I didn’t really feel any pain from the contractions until I was fairly far along, just pressure. And when it did become painful, I was able to breathe/ vocalize through it most of the way. I did ask for some Demoral in transition to take the edge off.

      I had an induction for low fluid, and we made it in 7 hours from the Pitocin, without an epidural. From what I’m told that’s pretty fast.

      I don’t remember much about it because I was more or less “elsewhere” mentally. So the hypnobirthing did its job in terms of deep relaxation to promote a healthy/quick progression of labor, along with some definite benefit in pain management.

      I am also not a fan of woo, and finding the right audios took some work. It was nearly 14 years ago, so I’ll have to see if I can find the name.

      FWIW, with baby #2 I was not able to get in the zone because I hadn’t practiced. So I did that one unmedicated and fully aware. I know the hypnobirthing worked, because that hurt like a sonofabitch.

      I think the biggest benefit of it was a permanent change in my relationship/attitude to pain and effort. It gave me the ability to detatch pain from fear. Like, to assess the awareness “this hurts” separately from the question “is it dangerous?”

      And the awareness “this is hard” from the question “is it worth it?”

      That’s as much the result of childbirth itself, I suppose. But if I’d gone the conventional route, I’m not sure I would have got there.

      1. RagingADHD*

        Looks like I used a combination of audios from Mongan Method and a couple of tracks titled “Birthing from Within,” but when I search on that name I’m not finding any self-hypnosis audios currently available, it’s more classes and artsy-craftsy activities and stuff that seems far more “woo” than what I did.

        I remember the central image in one of the inductions was a large control center with a panel of dials and gauges where you could turn different aspects of your awareness up or down. That was far more helpful and reassuring for me than some of the other systems, that had stuff like imagining yourself giving birth in a field or on a beach.

        Those were not relaxing images for me at all! Yikes.

        1. Zooey*

          Thanks! It’s good to know it was helpful with an induction as I’ve heard that can be more intense.

          1. RagingADHD*

            They were intense in different ways, because #2 came fast with almost no break between contractions. But the Pitocin contractions were like being in some kind of industrial machine, bang bang, bang.

            The normal ones came in waves like they tell you in the books. So you know where you are, mentally. There’s an up and a down.

    5. Felis alwayshungryis*

      Not as such, but I found that yoga breathing and the birthing pool helped me immensely. It was the water mostly, and if that’s an option for you I’d highly recommend it.

      The main thing I understood is to focus more on breathing out than pushing as such, and you can practice that on the toilet, lol.

      1. Zooey*

        Have heard so much praise for water birth! I’m very lucky in that our local hospital has a great birthing centre with pools etc – and it’s literally one floor down from the more medical ward so you have easy access to that if it turns out you need a different sort of care.

  15. The one (house edition)*

    We are looking to buy a new home.

    How do you know when you’ve found the right home? Spouse and I bought each bought a home before we were married / met and we both ‘settled’. When I bought this condo my lease at the apartment I was renting was coming up and felt a lot of pressure to buy a place and this was okay enough. But I kind of regret the purchase. Spouse had a similar feeling about the home he bought before we were together. This time we don’t want to regret such a large purchase.

    For our budget no place is going to check all of our wants so understand there will be compromises. When you bought, how did you know what you were compromising on was the ‘right’ thing? Or that the home you bought was a good fit ?

    The housing market is very fast moving right now so places have offers before we can get to see them or before the advertised open house can happen. Which is making me feel more pressure to just pick a place and go with it.

    1. Rebecca Stewart*

      We looked at a lot of houses when my poly family (myself, boyfriend, and girlfriend) moved. Going into it, we knew certain things: I am a good cook and so I need a kitchen I can work in, and a lot of storage for appliances and pantry stuff. Girlfriend has a bad back and so needed a ground-floor bedroom, preferably large because she largely lives in it, between school and sleep. We needed a place to put our conjoined library, and we needed a bedroom for Boyfriend and I, a room for a home office for Boyfriend, and a Room Of My Own (sewing/craft) for me. As we are owned by two cats, it was important to allow for cats.
      We walked into this house, and saw a house sixty years old with a lot of hardwood and recently updated plumbing, with a built in vintage bookcase in the hallway between kitchen and dining room (we call it the library now) and a family room with a full bathroom outside and two closets inside that only required a door to be hung to turn it into a large downstairs bedroom. There was a three-season room that faced a back yard with three large trees in it, and three decent-sized bedrooms upstairs. We saw two other houses today, but this one was the one that I could see us living in, and we said, “Yes” and went with it.
      I think I would still prefer something where everything was on the ground floor, and the floor is uneven in a couple spots where it’s annoying. (If I don’t push my desk chair in when I stand up, it will gently move itself four feet over to lean against the big bookcase.) And I would put in more storage if I could, though getting shelves up in the garage may help with that. But otherwise… This is pretty good, and we’re happy here. And the cats ADORE the three season porch. I put up a bird feeder out there and between the birds and the squirrels and the sun I hardly see them in the daytime unless it’s canned food time and I’m getting “gentle” reminders of the fact.

    2. Zooey*

      We just had a gut feeling it was right. We’d looked for over a year and found nothing that suited – then as soon as we saw this house within minutes of stepping in we both knew we would make an offer. Looking back we must have really been seeing the potential as it was really scruffy! Five years later we’ve got the majority of the place looking nice having ripped up hideous 70s carpets, replastered crumbling walls, and redecorated rooms that has a patchwork of wallpaper.

      That said there are a few things that helped us trust our gut:

      * Having looked at a lot of properties in the area we knew what trade offs were realistic (for example I’d live a bigger kitchen and a garden, but I know that both these things would involve going up several price brackets, so I wasn’t put off by having to compromise on this).

      * Having a realistic idea of what we could do to the house. It was at the top of our budget so we knew we wouldn’t be able to afford any major work. But the house had new electrics, boiler, double glazing – basically we were reasonably Ute we wouldn’t need to do major work immediately and could live with the cosmetic stuff for a while. So it’s a question of what you can pay for and what you can live with.

      Good luck!

    3. Achoo*

      Our biggest priority was location and lot size; that narrowed options dramatically. We kept cruising the neighborhoods that would work for us and eventually a house in our price range popped up. It checked enough boxes that we jumped. It’s not the perfect house but I keep looking at realtor dot com and in the 3 years since, I have yet to see a house that would’ve worked better.

    4. BonzaSonza*

      I currently own three houses and am looking to build a fourth.

      So far I’ve been pretty detached when it comes to buying houses, and try to purchase with my head not my heart. I would inspect all available houses in a set area for a month or two until I had a really good idea of what houses were worth, then would check in with the local agents. I would show them my loan pre-approval documents and term them exactly what I was looking for in a house (down to the type of cooktop and heating system) and the price range. They would occasionally allow me to view houses before being publicly listed, and this is how I bought my last three houses at a good price. I still paid fair market value but the sellers were usually happy not to have open houses and a quick sale, and accepted the low-end market price.

      As far as finding the right house: my husband and I make a list of our non-negotiables and our nice-to-haves. We’ll compromise on the second list, but won’t look at houses that don’t meet the first. My non-negotiables are usually things that are difficult to change such as location, local amenities and structural layout.

      I have to say though, we’re building our fourth house and it’s the first one I’m emotionally invested in, I guess because it’s being literally built for me from the ground up?

      Good luck in your search!

    5. Not So NewReader*

      We looked at so many houses, that the process involved me crying.
      The one we picked was based on:
      Modest price which would eventually allow us to have extra funds to fix it.
      Ease of use. It’s very easy to live here. No big flights of stairs and a logical floor plan.

    6. MissGirl*

      I looked for a few months before I was in a position to make an offer. That have me time to hone in on what MY priorities were. That way I couldn’t jump the gun and make an offer.

      For instance I knew with my budget I had to buy a townhouse. Before I started looking m, I didn’t care much about location beyond it being close to mass transit. After seeing several, I did not want to be in a strictly townhouse community for a plethora of reasons. Now I live in a neighborhood with condos, townhouses, regular homes, and even a few million dollar homes a few blocks away.

      As much as I wanted a big nice bathroom, I traded that for yard space and a garage. So take some time looking to get your priorities sorted.

    7. OP for this thread*

      I should have mentioned, we put our current residence on the market and closing is next month. (Need the money from the sale of current home to use as down payment for new). We have a rent back agreement for a couple of months but we need to be out of here sooner than later. Which makes the pressure to find a new place greater. We’d prefer not to rent someplace else and have the hassle of moving again. But if it that happens, it happens

      1. Workerbee*

        Can you afford to stuff things in storage and rent an apartment in a month-to-month? And/or do you have a realtor working for you?

        When finally moving from our townhouse:

        We sat ourselves down and made a huge list of what we’d like in a house. Then we split it into needs vs nice-to-haves. We were able to toss some things altogether, so that list wasn’t as daunting. The hard part was just doing it in the first place. We gave that to our realtor.

        Another thing we did was be honest about future needs. Neither of us want to be carted off to a senior living home eventually and one of us already has mobility problems, so we changed our dream of a steep-staired Victorian or arched-doorway 30s house to a ranch house. Things like that helped narrow our focus.

        And one day in the house list our realtor emailed was the house we’re in now. It would never have been one we found on our own or perhaps even considered without that third party nudge. Something about it grabbed us from the pictures alone, even knowing the special angles and lighting used.

        The moment I set foot in the yard—just the yard!—it felt amazing. The house did too. We could picture ourselves and our stuff in there. Instead of the put-offs we’d found in other houses, here we saw only potentials. Quite a paradigm shift.

        And it was in a hot location that we didn’t even know existed nor considered. It worked out for both our jobs before we became remote due to COVID. 12 showings scheduled that same day. Well, we put an offer on it right as we finished touring and discussing.

        It’s been over a year and I love it every day. I tell you all this because if you have the means to wait and not rush—unless of course something comes up within the next month—consider it. (And with hindsight, we had enough room to create two offices for ourselves, so…depending on jobs and the world, extra space is a boon.)

        1. Dan*

          Another option with renting is just do a full year lease and break it. At my place, the month-to-month premium is steep, but the break-lease fee is like two months rent or something. By those numbers, six months is the break-even period.

    8. fposte*

      I didn’t, because I never do. I bought during a seller’s market where I’d have to commit on sight. That was really hard for me initially, because I like to deliberate, but it ended up being beneficial in forcing me to really commit. I mean, I did like it enough to offer on the spot, and I’ve never regretted it. I wish it had a slightly sexier exterior and I’d enjoy a properly attached garage, but its location is excellent, the design makes the light wonderful, I like the negotiability of the kitchen, it’s solidly built; it’s an easy house for me to live comfortably in.

      I do think houses shape your life in and around them, and I got lucky on a lot of that; I would encourage you at least to write out the things you enjoy and hate doing and assessing whether they’ll be harder or easier in the prospective house.

    9. Natalie*

      I bought our house by myself before we got engaged, so I didn’t have to factor in another person’s tastes. But what worked for me was making a list of absolute dealbreakers and not looking at anything that didn’t have those, and having another list of a half dozen or so things that I really wanted, just as a reminder. Beyond that I just knew when I walked in the door.

      Although a hot market with a lot of pressure to move now or lose it forever sounds like the last place you should be if you’re really trying to avoid significant regrets. So if you can be at all flexible in your timing I might wait a little while.

    10. Ali G*

      It took us 2 years to find a place. We also both independently owned places too, which we both loved ours.
      Anyway, make a list of your must haves, nice to haves and deal breakers.
      For me, must haves are things that can’t change, or are hard/expensive to change: location, lot size, no HOA, square footage, or ability to expand (within reason/budget), master suite (or ability to create one).
      Then you just go looking. It sounds like you already really know your area, so that’s good. Just go to see all the properties you can – if you are comfortable going to open houses, that is really the best way to see what your budget gets you, and it will vary depending on location.
      As far as knowing it’s “right”, for me, I could see myself in the place. We ended up finding a place had all the hard stuff done, and we just needed to put us in here. We had failed contracts before, and we felt relief that happened, since this was definitely our house.

    11. Stephanie*

      We moved into our current house last fall. It’s our 4th house together, and we absolutely love this house. Our previous house was just not the right one for us, and I regretted buying it almost right away. (We stayed for 16 years, for many reasons, but that’s another story.)
      My advice is to look at lots of homes before you buy. Go to open houses. If you’re not working with a realtor, I highly recommend that you find one you like, they can be an invaluable help, as long as they listen to you and understand your wants and needs.
      We moved from a large house with a large yard, an attached garage and a master suite to a smaller house with a smaller yard, a detached garage and no master bath. I thought I would miss having an attached garage and a master bath, but I truly don’t. At all.
      We walked in the door of this house, and I just knew it was “the one”. It just had the right feeling. The only downside was that it had only one bathroom, and we went back and forth on it. We looked at several other houses after we saw this one, and nothing came close to that feeling. So we bought it, and had a plan in place to add a second bath in the basement, factoring in the cost of that in our decision. We have zero regrets.
      Pay attention to how you feel when you’re touring a house. Then look at the practical side: is it in a good location? Are there things that you’d want or need to change, beyond cosmetics? Are those things realistic–financially and logistically? Renovations are expensive, time consuming and tedious. They’re not for everyone. But small, cosmetic changes are definitely doable.
      Keep in mind that there is no perfect house, but be aware that big negatives are difficult to overcome. If the style of a house matters to you, like it does to me, no long list of amenities will make you happy if the house just isn’t what you want esthetically. But if amenities matter more than looks to you, weigh your choices accordingly. And location matters, and cannot be changed. Check out the neighborhood of any prospective house as thoroughly as you can before you sign anything.
      Good luck!

    12. Dan*

      I’ve been renting in HCOL areas my entire adult life, and am finally at a point where I can actually fathom scraping up a down payment and moving.

      Housing is too expensive and too illiquid to make a purchase you will regret. So the first thing I would do is minimize the pressure to “buy something”. I know you mentioned you sold your place and can rent for a bit; I second the suggestion of moving into a rental while you figure things out. The way I read your posts, it almost seems like there’s a 60 day deadline to “buy something”. That seems to be a recipe for regret if I’ve ever seen one.

      As to compromise… what two or three things must you have? Figure that out and go from there. If you can’t afford your musts, then IMHO that’s a sign that you should rent until you can.

    13. I edit everything*

      We were making a long distance move when we bought, and I had to come by myself. I had a single day to look at houses, and then just had to pick one and make an offer. I could text pictures back to Edits Nothing, and we talked, but ultimately it was my decision. I chose based on value—the home we could afford, and that we could walk into basically sight unseen and live in (appliances, didn’t need major renovations, etc.)—and where I could stand on the porch and take a deep, appreciative breath. It’s not a perfect house. We don’t love it, we don’t hate it. But it was the right choice for us at the time.

    14. I'm A Little Teapot*

      I just had a feeling, was drawn to it. The house actually had an open house that day, and I saw multiple places with my realtor. Once she and I were done and I was on my own, I went back to the open house on my own and went through it again. The fact that the relator was there and knew I’d come back on my own probably indicated my interest. I then called my relator once I got home and said I wanted to put an offer on it. It was accepted fairly quickly and we proceeded.

    15. Fellow Traveller*

      For us, we felt very strongly about: location, single family home, number of bathrooms (2), number of bedrooms (4), room for a kitchen table, and price. Living nine years in our first house helped me solidify a couple of things that we knew we didn’t want to continue living with ie. lack of space for a kitchen table, small galley kitchen, and tiny bedrooms. We did have some regret about that first house – namely we paid too much for it and the kitchen was so small we couldn’t open the fridge door all the way. For our current house, the location was 99% what I wanted. I originally didn’t want to look at it because the pictures in the listing weren’t very good. But the location was practically perfect (I would have liked it to have been one street over, but the inventory there was pretty low). So we went, and it had the right number of bathrooms and bedrooms, the kitchen was a good size, and the price was right. We looked at a fair number of houses, and it got to a point where we could walk in the door and know right away if something wouldn’t suit. The houses that we thought might work, were out of our budget. And then we saw our current house and it was within our budget and checked the “must” boxes, and we loved how the rooms flowed. By then we had seen enough houses to know that for where we were looking, at our price point, it wasn’t going to get any better. The layout isn’t perfect, the house aesthetically is really dated, there are no trees in the yard, and it gets a lot of noise from traffic, but I am really happy that this is our home.
      I will also say, yes, moving is a hassle, but living with regret in a house that you felt pressured to buy is an even bigger hassle. If there isn’t anything that checks all your priority “must have” boxes, then rent and bide your time. The market is always changing and the hassle of moving will be just a blip in time in the greater context.

    16. willow for now*

      I just found a new place. Only looked at a few in the process, in person, looked at a LOT on-line.

      The good one just felt right – I liked the space, iimagined what I would do with that basement, loved the lot, and most of all, thought about would I want to live here for the next 20 years. Some places definitely did not tick off that last item.

      Also, do you want to just move in and be done with it, or do you want to fix up the whole place right away (a la This Old House), or somewhere in between? Can you live with that carpet for a few years while you redo the kitchen? Things like that.

      1. A-ok*

        I second the must haves and wants. But take a good look at your must haves and think about if they truly are must haves for you, or if they are must haves because you think they should be.

        Do you really need a bigger place? How many bathrooms do you actually use (and how often)? If you only need something (guest bedroom) four nights a year, do you really need it? Do you like gardening?

        I don’t like gardening or cleaning, and prefer a smaller space, even if i easily could afford an up-grade. It baffles my family that I still live in an apartment and not a house, but I don’t want to live in a house.

  16. Ellyfant*

    I have two kids with my older child being exceptionally smart and the younger being average. While I want to rightly acknowledge when Older Kid gets good grades, awards, etc I am also concerned about my Younger Kid’s self esteem. We try to even the attention/compliments but we also live in a society where academic achievements receive much greater spotlight than other qualities like thoughtfulness or creativity or being emotionally intuitive. Any suggestions?

    1. WS*

      Speaking as someone who was a “gifted child”, giving compliments about how smart a kid is (rather than complimenting them for trying new things or for working hard) does not set that kid up well when they start to run into truly difficult things. So it might be good for smart kid as well as regular kid if your attention and compliments are related to their effort/thoughtfulness/creativity instead of academic achievements. Also, don’t make all your kids do the same activities – the more variety, the more genuine your praise can be without comparing anyone.

      1. mreasy*

        Another “gifted kid” here who is a neurotic perfectionist at 40 – seconding this. I was praised for my intelligence and getting good grades, but those things were easy for me. Encourage both your kids to be active and try hobbies, and learn early to fail, lest they stick with what’s easy/praiseworthy and are afraid for the rest of their lives to fail.

        1. Parenthetically*

          “learn early to fail, lest they stick with what’s easy/praiseworthy and are afraid for the rest of their lives to fail.”

          Help I’m being attacked

        2. TechWorker*

          Whilst I agree with this I had a slightly different problem where I was both ‘gifted’ and worked hard and received zero praise from my dad because he basically said he wouldn’t expect any less. That wasn’t… great either.

          (I remember my then-boyfriend telling me he was proud of me during my finals and being like ‘huh, first time anyones told me that’)

      2. Elizabeth West*

        This, and more variety will also help the other kid find something they’re good at and enjoy doing.

      3. RagingADHD*

        Yes, this, absolutely!

        Praise them for hard work, praise them for trying new things, praise them for pushing through frustration, praise them for kindness, generosity, honesty and teamwork. This cultivates “growth mindset” where they can tolerate the process of trial and error in learning new things.

        And tell them things that aren’t necessarily praise, like “I just love watching you do X because it makes you so happy.” When they take joy in doing things for their own sake, they are more likely to pursue them to the point of excellence and mastery. If they work for praise and recognition, their motivation will be brittle and short-lived.

        Avoid praising them for “being” anything as much as you can, because that ties up their identity with these attributes in really unhelpful ways.

        The world is out there and is obnoxious a lot of the time. But they will take their primary cues from you, and if you give them a solid foundation they can be resilient in the world. Feel free to tell them plainly when the world/society is bunk. It’s good inoculation against groupthink and contagious stupidity.

      4. londonedit*

        WS – I totally agree. I was the ‘gifted child’ in our family and I really hit a wall when I found myself in a situation where I wasn’t automatically the best or where I couldn’t naturally do something. I was utterly devastated when I failed my driving test at the age of 17 because I’d literally never failed anything in my life before and I wasn’t prepared for it.

        My sister has been telling me about how they’re working on praise with my nephew (who is only two, but still, I think the idea has merit at any age). Basically, if you’re always praising everything a young child does, then they tune it out and there’s nowhere for you to go when they actually do something you really want to praise them for. So for example if they’re drawing, the temptation might be to say ‘Wow! Well done! What a brilliant drawing! That’s amazing!’ But what’s actually more helpful is to use a narrative with an upbeat tone – so ‘Oh! You drew a tree! Look at those branches. Can you show me the leaves?’

    2. BonzaSonza*

      I was a gifted child and did very well at school. I skipped two years and graduated younger than all my classmates.
      My parents always praised me for my effort first. They were happy for me when I did well in exams because I was happy, but they made a point to praise me when I stuck at things that didn’t come easily.
      If I got upset at only scoring 98% they’d tell me how proud they were that I’d stuck to my study plan and put in the effort to get the 98% in the first place.
      My three younger siblings weren’t as good at school, but my parents always seemed as pleased with my sister’s C grade as with my A, if she put in the effort to study. They’d also praise her for her kindness and thoughtfulness towards other people, and for helping in the home. They’d praise my brother for his art and my other sister for her music. I was the “smart one”, but they were careful not to make being smart any more important than being patient or hard working.

      It was a really healthy way to grow up and I am grateful for my parents. My siblings and I all have a wonderful relationship to this day.

      1. another scientist*

        To this point: don’t get into a scheme where you reward certain amounts for certain grades. I used to get some extra money for the report card, but the amount was more calibrated to my age than anything else.

      2. ampersand*

        Your parents sound amazing from what you’ve written here, and that’s really refreshing to hear about!

        —yet another “gifted” student that was praised for grades, is a perfectionist, and is terrified of failing (seems like there are a sufficient number of us that we could start a club)

      3. All the cats 4 me*

        When Ama?on delivers my time machine (delivery guaranteed by 7 pm today!), I plan to go back in time and get myself adopted by your parents.

        I hope your family loves cats.

    3. Sandi*

      I had a neighbor whose two eldest were brilliant and the youngest average. He never compared them, loved them equally, complimented them often, and spoke to their strengths. I’m sure the youngest couldn’t avoid comparing themselves to siblings, but at least they were confident. They also chose to go to a different high school as they noticed that teacher expectations in the siblings’ school were very high and wrong.

      I work with some really academically bright people who aren’t strong socially or creatively. They do well on tests, but aren’t as good about finding solutions to real-world problems.

      1. ImOnlyHereForThePoetry*

        I second this book! I read it many years ago when my kids were little and I’m happy that people still recommend it.

        From my own experience (as a kid not a parent,) having a label (ie: the smart one or the athletic one) as a child can be very limiting. In my family, I was the smart one. And that’s it. My sister was the pretty one, the athletic one, the popular one, etc. At least that is what she told me, and I internalized all of it. My parents praise and attention were for being smart so I only ever heard negative things about myself in all other areas. My self esteem was crap by the time I became a teen and I engaged in all sorts of risky behaviors.

    4. Sandi T*

      Praise for effort and actions, not intelligence or grades. If kid A works hard and gets an A, and kid B works just as hard but gets a B, both get praised equally for the effort and achievement. “I could see you put a lot of effort into this report”/”I saw you working really hard to prepare for that test, I’m proud of you for trying hard”, stuff like that. And encourage both of them to try new things and challenge themselves, so they can experience failure and take a growth mindset approach. Don’t let failure be a scary thing! Teach that failure is learning and growth, and a vital part of success. This builds resilience and confidence far more than sticking to the things you already know you are good at, and sets kids up much more effectively for developing the skills and mental approach needed to handle difficulties.

    5. NeverNicky*

      I was a ‘gifted’ child, my sister not so much.

      It really ground my gears when my parents made a big fuss and congratulated my sister for getting average exam results but I got “That’s nice but we knew you’d do well” or even on one occasion when I got 98% in an exam “What was the question you got wrong?”

      Doing well academically was important to me as a child and played a big part in my self worth. It hurt to see my parents not express that they were proud of me (and they were and are, they aren’t monsters!) because they were trying to be ‘fair’.

    6. Not A Manager*

      I thought I had two kids with the older being exceptionally smart and the younger being average, but I was mistaken. They both required educational testing for different reasons at different times. When the younger one was first evaluated, the tester told me that full siblings are seldom more than 10 IQ points apart. (This is complicated by what and how they test now, but she was referring to the verbal scores, I believe.)

      In the case of my children, she turned out to be correct. My younger child had some pronounced learning differences that affected his ability to express his intelligence fully. Also, his personality and our family dynamic channeled him more into the role of “good natured and funny” and less into the role of “super smart.” With good support for his learning differences and as he became more comfortable with healthy competition, he decided that he could keep up with the “smart kids” in his classes, and he did.

      All of this is to say, don’t just assume that your one child is “average,” not that there’s anything wrong with that. Think about things that might be getting in the way of that child fully expressing their intelligence. I’m not suggesting that you pathologize your child, but sometimes these things are just a matter of the older child having staked a claim to academic performance, so the younger child shifts their attention to something else. In that case, I think you would want to find areas where the younger child can work hard and shine that AREN’T squarely in the standard school curriculum that your older one has mastered.

      As others have said, do praise both your children for process over product, for skill building rather than skill expression, and for character traits such as perseverance, self-control, good planning, etc. My “super smart” older child is a much less self-disciplined and focused adult than my younger one, because he never needed to learn those character skills.

      1. Weekender*

        I see this a lot with second children, and it’s especially painful when it’s an older brother/younger daughter dynamic. Often the older brother acts up in the classroom so the adults at school recommend testing in case he’s acting up out of boredom. Younger daughter, equally smart and bored, just tunes it all out and reads, and is overlooked. I’m not saying every case is like this, but I know enough families to see a pattern.

      2. The New Wanderer*

        Something similar happened with my younger brother and me – I excelled at school and my brother did not, to the point that my parents had him tested in case he had learning challenges. On the contrary he has a significantly above average IQ, no learning difficulties, and just never cared about school.

        It would have been really easy to label us the smart one and the athletic one, but I did pretty well at sports and he had brains to spare (since he didn’t like to apply them to homework!), and I think we came out of childhood pretty balanced overall.

        With my own kids, it’s tough. They’re both good at school but have very different strengths. Older kid gets frustrated *so* easily, is a true pessimist (we had her screened for depression already), and wants to be perfect without working at the hard things. But she is seriously skilled when she does apply herself. Younger kid bounces back from disappointment much more easily and doesn’t personalize failures, so I think he’s going to have an easier time with things overall. We definitely focus on praising effort and sticking with things, but it’s an easier sell for the younger one for sure.

    7. Analyst Editor*

      There’s a book called the optimistic child, which I’m reading through. I am also curious how to balance praising for effort while also being realistic when someone is actually better, and not lying.

    8. Pay No Attention To The Man Behind The Curtain*

      Ever child is going to be different, but I would say try not to “compensate” for your younger child being average as though it’s a disability. Kids are really savvy and will pick up on it. Being praised for things their sibling isn’t, as though your expectations of them are low, will do more damage than hearing praise for their sibling. Don’t stretch to find something excellent about them…just let them both know they are enough as they are, mistakes are inevitable and expected, improvement is always possible.

    9. Zooey*

      I am someone for whom school came easily.
      My sister has significant learning difficulties. My parents did a great job of making us both feel valued and I think it’s that they just treated us 100% as individuals and celebrated our achievements equally. From my POV they
      Also paid a lot of attention to what I cared about and was putting effort towards and praised those efforts. Same for my sister. We’re now adults and it’s still the case that our individual achievements are celebrated. I think my parents did an amazing job – I have definitely noticed that sometimes parents overcompensate and don’t celebrate the ‘gifted’ sibling for fear of it being hard for the other sibling, but I’m here to say you can celebrate both (and both kids will notice if you don’t).

    10. That Girl from Quinn's House*

      One of the things my husband and I bonded over when we first met, was about how we were not allowed to be proud of our achievements and had to hide them, because it “was bragging” and would make our younger siblings “feel bad about themselves” since neither of them shared our school focus. (Though they are both smart and successful adults, they both felt high school was a useless waste of their time.)

      So don’t do that.

    11. Nita*

      I don’t know that there is such a thing as average, really. They probably just have different strengths.

      1. Fake Old Converse Shoes (not in the US)*

        Depends on how they measure intelligence. Sadly, IQ and standardized tests are still used to categorise people.

  17. Jessie*

    Hi

    I have an interior design question! I’m considering buying a house. It’s a resale and has people living in it right now. It’s already decorated and “finished.” I can of course change anything I want if I buy it, but it seems that the owner spent quite a lot of money on it, so I doubt it would need much changes.
    However, I noticed that the floor is black and one of the walls is also black. I’ve seen black walls and floors in several homes I’ve visited in the last few years. Is this a new trend? And from an interior designer question, what does black add? I know that white is bright and colors are cheerful. But why would you want black? From an interior design perspective, what does it add?

    1. Not Australian*

      We just painted our kitchen black. It’s a room that gets a lot of natural light and has plenty of shiny surfaces anyway so we knew it wouldn’t be too gloomy – and we also have a picture rail so there’s plenty of white above that. We chose black because it’s unusual and looks really smart. I’d say that black would make a great background for pictures or a statement piece of furniture, assuming there is enough light in the room to allow it. An occasional space like a hallway could also take black, especially if you were displaying something against it. Don’t forget that there are lots of shades of black, though, and some will work better than others.

      TL:DR, it adds drama and visual interest.

      1. Jessie*

        I actually like bright colors and never thought that I would live in a place that has a black decor. However, this house is a great deal in everything. My initial thought was that if I buy it, I would change the black wall and floor. However, I have since found out that the floor is very expensive and also heated (which is unusual here), so I think it would be a shame to replace it. I can get rid of the black wall though and find a way to brighten the place with that floor.
        It definitely adds drama!!!

        1. Elspeth McGillicuddy*

          You could put an area rug down. I’m thinking something with turquoise and white in it, and something matching on the wall, would really pop. But that might be too much drama.

    2. Red Reader the Adulting Fairy*

      I have a very small section of my flooring that is black (or close to), in a half-bath and the four feet of hallway leading up to it. I don’t know why they made that decision, literally every other floor in the house is either a medium-tone wood or pale grey tile, but for some reason, that tiny section is in black wood. It shows dust really easily and makes it very obvious when I need to vacuum. The medium-tone wood, with visible wood grain, gives me much more plausible deniability, haha.

      1. Rebecca Stewart*

        My new house has walnut-colored laminate throughout the downstairs, and I am choosing to view it as the house supporting me in my desire to keep it clean.
        (So much cat hair. SO MUCH.)

      1. Sandi*

        Whoops, I tried to catch the typo and fix and soemhow it’s also changed the name field? Weird. This was me.

    3. fposte*

      I think it’s more common with a floor than with a floor and a wall. What’s the flooring? It sounds like it’s not painted or vinyl. I also think matte black and glossy black function very differently.

    4. Reba*

      It’s a bold choice, and if you search for “moody” interiors you will see that’s it’s very much a trend, though not for the faint of heart.
      Heated floor, nice!!

    5. Bibliovore*

      when we bought our house the kitchen was very white. White walls, white cabinets, white appliances, white tile floor, white stove, white countertop. The dishwasher died. and we discovered that we would need to replace the floor . we lived without, then the fridge died and oven stopped working on Thanksgiving. So we renovated.
      Replaced the floor with dark slate colored tile, countertop with almost black soapstone, appliances are steel, backsplash an almost patina green/blue hand made tile, walls are a similar color.
      I would keep the dark floor and paint the walls the color you like best.

      1. It’s me AV*

        How are you finding the soapstone long term?

        I considered it but was worried it would scratch too easily.

        1. Bibliovore*

          I love the soapstone. I haven’t noticed any scratches- we didn’t choose the polished. It has a warm feeling to me. We kept the original white cabinets.

    6. Stephanie*

      A dark floor can really ground a room. Rooms that have all lighter tones can feel flat, and it can be hard to put a finger on what’s missing. Contrast livens things up. I am fairly adventurous with color and decor choices, so I would probably try living with that black wall for a bit and see how I liked it before making a change. I imagine artwork and furniture would really pop against it. But I would definitely keep the floor. You can always add an area rug to lighten or brighten it up, if you feel like it needs it.

      1. Diahann Carroll*

        This. That black wall and floor is to display statement pieces in the home. I would personally keep both, but I also like bold things. (And a black kitchen is my dream.)

    7. Not So NewReader*

      I would think that black sets a tone or creates an atmosphere.
      Dark colors make rooms look smaller. Light color make rooms look larger. Same deal with exterior paint colors.

    8. TechWorker*

      Black walls (and black kitchens) are definitely a trend – although worth bearing in mind that lots of the pictures in which they look awesome are either rooms with tonnes of natural light or lit professionally for the photo. If you took a standard room and just painted it black I imagine it would mostly look dark!

      Saying that – if the room has good light or you choose good artificial lighting it can look really cool – and (like all bold paint choices) will look like less of a statement once there is furniture against it and something on the wall!

      Pinterest can be good for suggestions/seeing if it would work with your style. If not, be prepared to do a lot of layers of paint to cover it :p (or maybe choose some wallpaper you like, if you want to keep the feature wall!)

  18. Rebecca Stewart*

    Laurie is willing to cuddle with all the other cats, isn’t he?

    Is it jointly willing cuddles or is it the “I notice you are asleep and will sneakily join you so you are cuddling with me against your will!” that I have also seen going on. (Complete with looks of disgust and horror from the other cat when they wake up to discover That Cat snuggled up to them.)

    1. Ask a Manager* Post author

      It’s mostly joint! He’s always the initiator — when he sees a resting cat, he often looks very excited as the realization dawns that this is an opportunity for cuddling and he enthusiastically flings himself down against them; they generally allow it. Wallace is his favorite, but he cuddles with everyone (except Olive, who has made it clear she will not allow it). Even Eve is now allowing it although she always seems slightly confused about what’s happening.

      After Wallace came back from a day at the vet for dental work, Laurie was wary of him for a couple of weeks and during that time he used me as his Wallace-substitute, cuddling with me constantly. But now his bromance with Wallace is back on and he has far less use for me.

  19. Seeking Second Childhood*

    How does your garden grow? Are any of my northern hemisphere companions tending indoor plants like me? Can anyone in the south and southern hemisphere remind us of warmer days?
    My dilemma this year is an unpleasantly cloying lemon scent that drifts around the house. I haven’t pinned it to the new exotics, and my daughter swears she smells just the geranium which didn’t do this last year. And the scented geranium is downstairs so that’s not it.
    This weekend I have to get the LED lamps set up…the sun’s short enough plants sad.

    1. Lady Heather*

      Does anyone know how I keep cats out of (a section of) the garden? Specifically, I want to grow some cooking herbs that I can use without getting toxoplasmosis, and there are a few outdoor cats in the neighbourhood.

      1. Princess Deviant*

        Try putting orange peel down, cats don’t like that. I also put spiky twigs in between the plants to discourage them even stepping on the soil.

      2. Zooey*

        If you can protect them while the herbs get established, once there’s ground cover cats won’t really disturb that patch. They generally go for loose / bare soil as toilet space.

      3. Seeking Second Childhood*

        Capsicum pepper compounds are also said to keep mammals at bay, but I have not tried.

    2. Princess Deviant*

      I’ve planted my garden for spring in the back yard! It’s a lot of work for what seems like nothing but it’ll flower next year and look great! (I hope.) I tried to plan it a bit with the highest plants at the back tapering to the smallest plants at the front.
      I still haven’t started painting the walls and it’s getting darker and rainier…
      I’ve got some work to do in the front this weekend, if I have time. Just some winter flowering plants and a tidy up, but I also have a college assignment to do so that takes priority. I’m just trying to do what I can, which actually right now involves rewatching Buffy, haha.

    3. Anonymath*

      My fall/winter seeds are all planted and mostly sprouting. I’m already harvesting some mustard greens and arugula.

      The passion fruit vines were traumatized by our having to replace the fence they were growing on, and they aren’t very happy now. I hope, with a hard trim in January, they’ll start growing new vines for a spring harvest. Our papaya trees are finally starting to flower, and it looks like at least two of them are female, so we should have plenty of papaya to share with our neighbors. The basil plants are done, but bees are still visiting the flowers so I’m not going to pull them just yet.

      1. Bobina*

        Papaya trees! That takes me back to my childhood. Do you know if they are the more orange or red variety (I have no idea what they are called, just that the red ones are typically sweeter)?

        1. Anonymath*

          I think they’re orange, but they are “Hawaiian” papaya. My neighbor brings me more unusual fruits to try and these came from the seeds inside one of the papaya she brought. She made a big thing over Hawaiian papaya being better than Mexican, but I don’t eat papaya myself so I wouldn’t know the difference.

          1. Bobina*

            Interesting! I just went on a little google and I think the ones I tend to think of as red are likely to be the Hawaiian variety, but there seems to be some variation. Papaya is one of those fruits for me where good ones are really good but a lot of them are very average and can be quite tasteless. Great in smoothies though!

    4. Hotdog not dog*

      Cleanup is mostly done. I left a few seedy things on purpose and am enjoying watching the birds picking at them.

    5. Might Be Spam*

      My living room Thanksgiving/Christmas cactus has buds on it and should be ready by Thanksgiving. I have a smaller one in the kitchen that isn’t doing anything yet. I’ll try moving it to the living room in a few weeks to see if it will bloom for Christmas. I found that if I move my Easter cactus, it will bloom twice a year.

      1. lapgiraffe*

        I’m taking care of a friend’s Christmas cacti while she’s at her mothers for a long visit, not feeling confident about watering schedule, how much and how often would you recommend?

        1. Might Be Spam*

          I’m pretty bad at keeping a watering schedule and it survives in spite of my neglect. It seems OK if the top layer of dirt drys out, it’s a cactus so I worry more about overwatering it. I water it about once a week after checking to see how damp the dirt is. Don’t move it around after the buds appear or they may drop off. If it is happy enough to develop buds, I leave it where it is until it’s completely done with the flowers.

      2. Tortally HareBrained*

        I’m anxiously awaiting buds on mine. I bought it last year and it seems happy enough, but no signs of flowering yet.

        1. Might Be Spam*

          Try moving it. Mine likes to be next to a bright window but not full sun. It needs to be protected from drafts and not over watered. Use natural light not electric light, because shortening days are what triggers budding. If it is in a room that has lights on at night, it won’t know the days are getting shorter.

          1. Seeking Second Childhood*

            OH! THAT is what’s different this year, the room is lit all day for WFH! Maybe tomorrow I can make brain space for rearranging house plants …I haven’t even made it to the hardware store for more lights.

    6. lapgiraffe*

      Planted my garlic (finally!) last night and noticed that something dug up the tulips I planted maybe two weeks ago. Not only is that bed an absolute disaster, there’s a giant new hole in the yard nearby and a mountain of mud between the two.

      Could be squirrels or, by the size of things, more likely raccoons, but honestly my money is on my downstairs neighbor’s stupid dogs (shared yard). Begrudgingly planted the garlic in some raised beds because of these dumb dogs and now I’ve nailed down chicken wire over it just to hedge my bets.

      Indoor plants are all mostly very happy right next except my Vancouver Centennial Geranium, I repotted her a few months ago and she’s been fickle ever since :-/

    7. Nixologist*

      My spider plant farm is proliferating. I got really into my spider plant during the stay at home order and I’ve continued to enjoy it as I’ve gone back to work. I enjoy seeing the difference between how the planted seeds and the “spiderettes” grow.
      I also have an orchid that I bought on a whim ($2!) that’s stayed alive for a whole month.
      My succulents don’t seem to be doing as well… So I’m leaning in to spider plant joy!

      1. Venus*

        I’m not great at succulents, but someone mentioned that I should use the water from my dehumidifier and that seems to have helped. I think that you could get the same effect by leaving water out on the counter for at least a few days, possibly as much as a week. I can’t know for certain that this has helped me, but it was recommended to me and I haven’t (yet) killed the ones that I was given a year ago.

    8. another scientist*

      Got the last red tomatoes in last week, but need to go back and bring in the green ones, now that rainy weather is officially here. Sprouting some new salad and my first radishes ever!
      I am keen on planting some garlic, which I have never done before.

    9. PX*

      Bulbs arrived today so I have spent all day looking for plant pots because I remembered I actually only have 1 and uh, I have a lot more bulbs. Going to try and get some planted tomorrow and then either leave the rest for spring planting or have to winnow down the probably 50 tabs I have open and just buy some damn planters so I can plant the rest next week :D

    10. Llama face!*

      It is full winter weather here complete with lots of snow and minus double digit temps (celsius). I still have my potted tomatoes growing inside and maybe… possibly… the largest tomato babies are starting to change colour. It’s hard to tell at this point.

      I also have some happy blooming plants. Both my large xmas cactus and one of my smaller ones are budding. My spider plant which I grew from a cutting I got last summer (2019, not the one that just happened) has grown its first baby spider stem and is flowering along the length of it.

      I am growing ginger in pots and one of the stems has just taken off and grown from 6 inches to almost 3 feet high in about a month. I am cheering for it to reach the ceiling from where it sits (another 2-ish feet should do it).

      My pothos plants are all putting out tons of new leaves which always seems to happen this time of year. It seems odd since you’d think they would do that more in spring/summer, but I’m not complaining!

      My plants are one of the things keeping me happy these days. :D

      1. Bobina*

        How did you grow the ginger? Did you just pot some store-bought ginger that was sprouting? Did you buy a plant? I’ve thought about this as I love ginger but it seems complicated for some reason.

        1. Llama face!*

          This year, possibly because of virus chaos, we had a lot of ginger in the grocery stores that had developed eyes (normally they irradiate them just like potatoes to prevent the eyes from forming). So I kept buying it and planting it. Not sure yet if I have much corm growth or if it is all stem but it’s been fun even if I don’t get useable gingerroot from it.

          1. Anonymath*

            I have a stand of ginger in the backyard that I grew from two supermarket gingers that had eyes, just like yours. Halfway buried them flat on the turned ground, and just left them alone. It’s been about four years now and it supplies all my ginger needs year round plus some. One of the easiest things I’ve ever grown.

            1. Llama face!*

              I wish my climate allowed for that! Unfortunately our winters are extremely long and cold so ginger won’t survive outdoors over winter in this zone.

          2. Bobina*

            Exciting! Plus Anonymath’s experience of it being easy to grow is making me want to try it. Might give it a shot next time I have some thats starting to grow!

    11. Girasol*

      The garden is all cleaned out and all the shrubs and trees are trimmed back for winter. But the zygocactus in the kitchen is blooming wonderfully! And we’re drinking summer in the form of currant cordial made from last summer’s berries, yum.

    12. Cantabrian*

      Representative of the southern hemisphere checking in as requested :). We’ve had a 3 day weekend here and the weather has been a belter – nearly 30 degrees the first two days and a more pleasant low 20s today. This is our first summer in a new house and the garden is an ongoing joy – amazing peonies and roses blooming, and my beautiful frilly irises that I brought with me from the previous house have just opened out. Busy, noisy birdies everywhere, and so many bumblebees!

      1. Bobina*

        Aww this sounds lovely! Something I didnt realise I missed until a while ago was the sound of birds! I love living in a city, but sometimes I wish the city was a touch more nature friendly.

      2. Seeking Second Childhood*

        This house is the first where I’ve had peonies and the fragrance was startling because I recognized my great-great-aunt’s perfume. I have one stand of purplish red peonies that came with the house, and I’m thinking of adding more. Are there varieties that smell different?

    13. Zooey*

      I’m hoping to get my garden winter ready today – I have a small front patch which needs weeding, then I’ll plant a ton of bulbs and put mulch over the top so the weeds stay down in the cold season. Plus I’m planting some ground cover which will hopefully help to keep the ground elder from next door’s patch creeping over.

    14. Nita*

      Cleaned up most of the garden. Planted the garlic (thank you Venus!) Picked all the leftover green tomatoes and fried them. I did leave the tomato plants – if they get through next week’s frost, they will probably keep setting fruit into December. Our winters get milder every year… The indoor garden is looking pretty happy. Southern window, so it gets more sunlight now than in summer. Still no sign of buds on the Christmas cactus, but there’s time, I guess.

    15. GoryDetails*

      End of season in southern NH. I’ve emptied my veggie planters – though I still need to clean them for winter storage – and had a lovely final harvest before first frost. I desperately need to hire someone to do yard cleanup before snowfall, or else it’ll wait until next year (again). [Was going to do some raking and pruning today but I put it off and now it’s raining, so I’m safe – er, I mean, darn it, I missed my window.]

      I plan to set up my AeroGarden soon, for fresh lettuces indoors (and some nice bright light, which is nice as the days shorten). And I splurged on THREE deluxe amaryllis bulbs this year instead of my usual one-from-the-supermarket; they arrived today and I had to scramble to find a pot and potting soil for them, as I’d thought they came with planting materials. Two dark burgundy ones and a white-and-pink-striped one; should be lovely if they grow properly and if the cats don’t get at them. (They won’t bloom until after New Year, as I ordered them late and they took longer to ship than expected, but it’s not as if I’m in a hurry or having parties or anything!)

  20. Beginner Cook*

    What simple/easy for beginner recipes using cream cheese would you recommend? I have leftover cream cheese and don’t know what to do with it. No baking recipes, please, I don’t have an oven.

    1. Bea*

      Chop up some dill pickles. Mix the pickles, a little pickle juice, and a tiny bit of salt into the cream cheese. Makes a good cracker spread.

      1. Loopy*

        I came here to post this. Great for events or if you have a sweet tooth. They keep for a good while in the fridge too!

    2. Lizabeth*

      Pimento cheese? The one that I liked from the grocery store has a little cream cheese in it besides the mayo, pimentos and cheese. I’ve since made it myself and the cream cheese gives it some body.

    3. Ins mom*

      Small batch chicken/hot sauce dip? Shredded chicken, Red’s hot sauce, chopped onion heated in microwave

    4. Slinky*

      Cream cheese is really good on a grilled cheese sandwich. Just spread a little on the bread before you top it with cheese.

    5. Elf*

      I remember making fake cheese blintzes in middle school home ec. I remember them tasting really good (to middle school me) even though they are objectively…dubious.

      Take some soft white bread (think Wonderbread, that bad) and cut off the crust. Use a rolling pin (or bottle) to roll it flat. Mix the cream cheese with some sugar, cinnamon, and raisins (sub in other seasonings/fruits/nuts to taste). Spread some on the flattened bread, and then roll it up. Then eat it!

    6. Not So NewReader*

      Treats: Take some dried dates, cut them in half but only part way to make a little pocket. Stuff the pocket with cream cheese, then roll in sugar for a light coating of sugar. omg. So good.

      1. Ellen*

        Those are so good! Fond memories from my childhood. Dates are fruit, so those cream cheese sugar bombs are good for you, right?

      2. Llama face!*

        I’ve made a similar thing but filled the dates with a mix of cream cheese, sugar and toasted walnuts. (Skipping the roll in sugar part) Best if refrigerated afterwards for a while. High protein and high fibre so there’s that excuse… ;)

    7. Buni*

      I buy cream cheese (presuming you mean the Philadelphia-type stuff) almost exclusively for bunging in pasta sauces. Whether you’ve made the sauce from scratch or just grabbed a jar of Dolmio almost any tomoto-based sauce is improved with a bloody great spoonful of cream cheese. Also, pasta sauces without tomato…

      1. Bibliovore*

        yes this. If you have lemons, you can melt the cream cheese in a pan.
        Boil up some spaghetti.
        squeeze lemon in the sauce pan with the melted cream cheese, about 1/8 cup of shredded parmesion, a pinch of nutmeg,
        sauce- if it it too thick , thin with some of the pasta water.(save about 1/2 cup of pasta water)
        put cooked drained spaghetti in the the sauce to coat.
        If you have fresh parsely chopp and sprinkle on top of your plate.

    8. CTT*

      If you have any sauce or soup recipes that involve heavy cream, you can use cream cheese instead in most cases.

      Also, it’s not a recipe, but I’ve been on a real bagel and cream cheese kick recently. So simple but so delicious.

    9. PhyllisB*

      If you like green olives, you can make an olive spread. Just finely chop olives, and add to softened cream cheese with mayo and a bit of the olive juice. Great for dip or a sandwich spread. This is an old Helouise recipe (those unfamiliar, she writes a column of household hints.)
      If you like sweets, you can spread cream cheese on bread, sprinkle with white (or brown) sugar and add a bit of cinnamon and run under the broiler until bubbly. Tastes like a cheese Danish!!
      I’m going to hunt down that olive recipe and make sure my memory is correct. If I need to change anything, I’ll report back.

      1. PhyllisB*

        Beginner Cook (and anyone else interested) I looked up the actual recipe for Heloise’s Olive Nut Spread (yes, I forgot the nuts part.) 6 0z Cream cheese, softened 1/2 cup mayonnaise 1/2 cup chopped pecans (can use walnuts) 1 cup sliced green olives 2 Tablespoons olive juice Mix together and allow to chill.

    10. Not A Girl Boss*

      Cream cheese and celery. I especially love mixing cream cheese and peanut butter, most underrated dip ever. But when I’m lazy I just do cream cheese and everything seasoning.

      I also make a broccoli cheddar soup crock pot recipe. A pound of frozen broccoli, roasted at 400F for 18 minutes, a bunch of garlic, a carton of broth, a brick of cream cheese, 8oz half and half, and 8oz of cheddar cheese. Cook until cheese is melted and blend it together.

    11. Girasol*

      It’s lovely in an omelet and good on potatoes. If you have tortillas and sandwich fixings around, you can make roll-ups using the cream cheese to glue them together. Cream cheese and jam on toast is heavenly. And “me too” on Not A Girl Boss’s stuffed celery.

      1. pancakes*

        My breakfast lately is a tortilla with cream cheese & jam, or cream cheese with hot pepper jelly or chili crisp.

    12. The New Wanderer*

      If you have at least 8 oz of cream cheese (plus 2 lemons, 1 can sweetened condensed milk, and ready-made graham cracker crust), you can make a no-bake lemon icebox pie. I made this a month or so ago and it was amazing!

      Zest the lemons, squeeze the lemons for juice (should be 1/2 cup, top off with water if necessary), mix with the cream cheese and condensed milk until creamy, and pour into the crust. The original instruction said to refrigerate 6 hours but I froze it instead and that worked great.

    13. DataQueen*

      Just trust me on this one: take sliced deli ham. spread cream cheese on it. wrap around a dill pickle spear.

    14. B*

      Midwest sushi:
      slice of ham or turkey, spread softened cream cheese. Roll around a pickle and slice.
      Aaaahhmazing

    15. willow for now*

      Cream cheese, some mayonnaise, chopped up green olives with pimentoes, spread on deli sliced ham and roll up, cut 1/2 inch slices and eat on crackers. Comfort food.

    16. Brusque*

      I add a tablespoon of cream cheese in my pancakes. They become very rich and tasty then. I also like a bit of cream cheese in my scrambled eggs instead of milk or cream. Tastes better and they’re less runny but still more moist than without.
      I also like cream cheese-strawberry spread on rolls. Just let a handful of frozen Strawberries melt in a small bowl, pour out the liquid (it tastes good to drink in a little milk) then puree the berries (squishing them with a fork works well too) and mix in the double amount of cream cheese, add sugar to taste and maybe a little vanilla. Spread on toast or fresh rolls. So delicious!

    17. Cedrus Libani*

      In my family, most parties feature a block of cream cheese with some jelly on top. Jalapeno jelly is a favorite, so is anything with berries, but you can use what you have and like. Serve with crackers. That’s the whole recipe. I will eat this for lunch sometimes when I’m craving something sweet.

    18. Zooey*

      Slice a couple of leeks, soften gently in a pan with a couple of tablespoons of water. Mix in cream cheese (about 150g), squeeze in half a lemon and add a couple of teaspoons of capers and a grind of black pepper. Fry or grill a salmon fillet and serve the cream cheese mix on top (you can add a couple more spoons of water if you want it to be more of a runny sauce). You can add a bit of tarragon or dill to the sauce too if you care for those.

    19. Tears of the mushroom*

      Pan sauté a few chicken breasts, deglaze the pan with about ³/4 cup stock, add about half a block of cream cheese and 2 tbsp pesto sauce. Simmer gently for à few minutes and you have lovely sauçe for the chicken.

    20. Professor Plum*

      Your question reminds me of a pizza restaurant nearby where I used to work. They add cream cheese to their pizzas and strombolis-yum!

    21. SR*

      Cream cheese in scrambled eggs is my favorite! Just put in small globs towards the end of cooking, shortly before turning off the burner, and stir it in so that gets soft and melty.

  21. The Other Dawn*

    Has anyone obtained, or tried to obtain, a land loan? Specifically one for land which will not be built upon?

    Our house is the original house (1735) that was sitting on what was an eight acre horse farm. The family subdivided it many years ago and sold off the other plots. We ended up with about 1.4 acres. The person who sold us our house six years ago is now selling the remaining plot of land behind us. Now that we’ve sold the old house and paid down some debt, we’re in a much better position financially. We’d really love to buy that plot of land to expand our property and to prevent anyone from building behind us.

    I’ve been checking online and it seems like a land loan might be difficult. We can’t get a HELOC on our house since we don’t yet have enough equity, and we don’t have that much cash on hand to buy outright. A personal loan isn’t a likely option since terms are usually limited to five years and the loan size wouldn’t be enough.

      1. The Other Dawn*

        I read about that and it could be an option. The plot has been on the market about two years with very little interest, so he might be motivated to do something like that.

        1. Anono-me*

          If you do a contract for deed, be careful. They can be very helpful to nonstandard buyers and sellers, but they can also be super advantageous to unscrupulous sellers.

          1. Anono-me*

            The other thing to look onto is access to the back property. It sounds like the for sale back parcel might be “landlocked”. Is there a driveway to the back property or an addition to your deed allowing a driveway to the back property to be built on your land?

            1. Not So NewReader*

              Yeah, I was wondering if it was landlocked also. If yes, that works to Dawn’s advantage, it could mean a lower price or it could mean that the seller would be more willing to work with her.

              In thinking along here, I am wondering if the owner could hold the mortgage for a bit – just long enough for TOD to get the properties joined as one lot and then go to the bank and refi then pay off the owner “early”. She’d end up with a new and larger mortgage.

    1. Cecil*

      Would your state historic landmarks have guidance, since the house is quite old and you’re recombining some of the original property? There are grants and assistance programs available. It might mean a covenant that prevents the land from being improved, but that sounds like your goal.

      1. The Other Dawn*

        Oh, I didn’t think of that–thanks. Yes, the goal is to simply recombine it with our property and do nothing other than install a period-correct fence and maybe add some trees.

        1. Seeking Second Childhood*

          Also look into the CT Farmland Trust, even though it’s not a working farm, it bring it back to big enough that some day it could at least have the chance.

    2. Ali G*

      Is the land rated for development? It might depend on the zoning – if it’s current zoned for development it will be more difficult. You could look into options of getting a short term loan and rezoning it which ma qualify you for something else long-term.

      1. The Other Dawn*

        I believe it is since the plot next to it was sold a couple years ago, and the guy that bought it ran utilities from the street and built a house.

    3. Sunrise*

      Is it possible to refinance your current house but include the new plot in the refinance? Maybe your bank is willing to get creative in offering a refinance that covers everything.

      1. The Other Dawn*

        No, there wouldn’t be enough value in my house to accommodate a refi with additional funds.

  22. JerryTerryLarryGary*

    What’s your take on how the teacher addresses parents vs how the teacher wishes to be addressed? I’m happy to call another adult Honorific+ Last Name if that’s their preference, but default lack of parity is a bit annoying. Children are moving from grades using Honorific +First Name where there was more casual contact to this new pandemic world where we’re messaging much more frequently.
    Why is this the default parents first name, teacher not?

    1. Lady Heather*

      If someone addresses you as “Jerry” rather than “Mr Gary”, they just gave you permission to use their first name as well.
      At least, that’s the way I see it.

      If they correct you, you can:
      *apologize and Mr/Ms them, or
      *say, “Oh, I thought we were on first-hand terms given you’ve been using mine”, or
      *ask to be addressed with Mr/Ms as well.

      (Option 2 – maybe use different wording. English is not my mother tongue, hence when I do the “politely making a point” thing it becomes either too polite or too pointy.)

      1. NapkinThief*

        The address-them-how-they-address you is how my mom used to achieve parity when I was in my schooling days! That’s how she and my high school principal ended up on a de facto first-name basis – I don’t know if he intended it to be equal but he just never pushed back.

        There was an interesting exchange with a teacher (Dr. Science) who kept calling my mom Mrs. Thief although he was aware that she was also Dr. Thief….interestingly enough he did not appreciate being called Mr. Science!

        1. Observer*

          That sounds more like a guy who can’t deal with the concept of a woman having academic credentials.

    2. Dino*

      That’s not the default, in my experience. Maybe it’s just the teacher or school you are dealing with?

    3. allathian*

      This is odd to say the least. Among adults, the default should be parity. After all, you’re supposed to work together to help your kid get an education. I mean, you don’t call your kid’s teacher sir or ma’am, do you?

      That said, I was mostly educated in a culture where kids call their teachers by their first names from daycare on, in my son’s case, they use a nickname, because she asked them to. The exceptions were the year I spent in the UK as a preteen and when I studied in France, where the formal vous was used by both the students and the teachers when addressing each other. The idea is to demonstrate the formality of the relationship rather than one party being in a postion of authority over the other, once they hit puberty, French students are generally addressed as vous, as I understand it.

      1. Mx*

        I grew up in France. We had to use the formal Vous with teachers, but they used the informal Tu with us kids.

        1. Non merci*

          I’m Canadian, not French, but yes, the thought of myself being vouvoyé as a child by a teacher gives me the same feeling as going through a door marked “Employees Only” or calling my parents by their first names lol

          At my kid’s school, the teacher is Mme Firstname to the kids, so that’s what I call her when my kid is there, but when I’m talking to her one-on-one we just use each other’s first names. We used “vous” for each other for the first few interactions, then moved to “tu,” as is the norm for most interactions I have with adult strangers. I would find it weird if one of us was using an honorific and the other wasn’t, or if one of us was saying “vous” and the other one “tu.” Either the relationship is formal, in which case it’s formal for everyone, or it’s informal (my preference, but I’m in a generally very informal part of the country), in which case it’s informal for everyone.

    4. Epsilon Delta*

      I have no idea and it feels weird to me too. It mainly comes up in emails, where I don’t know if I should write, “Hello Ms Warbleworth” (which feels stuffy and/or like I’m a child again) or “Hello Tanya” (which feels too familiar/bordering on disrespectful). I’ve kind of just started avoiding addressing teachers by name at all if I can!

      If I’m talking about them to someone else that knows them as a teacher (my child, school staff) it seems more natural to use the honorific and it would feel weird to use their first name only.

      1. Disco Janet*

        As a teacher, I do the same thing with tending to just avoid using a name, haha! I don’t mind parents calling me by my first name, but considering that parents are sort of our client/customer, it can be a delicate thing since you never know who may be offended by something. Some feel that it’s more professional for teachers to use the honorific with parents, and others feel that it’s snobby.

        So JerryTerryLarryGary, I wouldn’t assume the teacher would be bothered by you using their first name. They’re likely just be referring to themselves by their honorific because they’re in teacher mode where that is what they’re called 99% of the time. If you want to call them by their first name, I doubt they’d be offended or care.

        1. AnotherTeacher*

          Strongly agree with this — when I’ve been responding to email after email from kids, it’s easy to slip into “Thanks, Ms. G.” when replying to a parent.

          I’ve also found the opposite, honestly: parents who continue calling me “Ms. G.” even when I sign my emails “~Nadia”

      2. JerryTerryLarryGary*

        I’ve been doing that as well. It hits a bit more this year, where we’re more in partnership (?) than before.

    5. RagingADHD*

      In my area, teachers are called Honorific + First Name in daycare and preschool (which is the general convention around here for little people toward most adults, such as the parents of playmates). Once they go to kindergarten, it’s Honorific + Lastname. And the teachers address parents the same way.

      Once the student has aged out of that teacher’s grade (or school if they float grades), then the parents and teachers can address each other by first names if they have struck up a personal connection.

      There doesn’t seem to be any trouble code-switching. I had a personal friend who switched grades and wound up teaching both my kids. She was “Betty” when we were hanging out, and “Ms. Boop” in any capacity related to school. Not that complicated.

    6. B*

      My take on this is that it is less about my relationship with the teacher than it is my kids relationship with teacher. If I’m consistent in mrs smith, I don’t have to keep track of two names and my kindergartener keeps that appropriate title. The reverse isn’t as important. My kid isn’t confused if someone calls kids mom or sandy or Mrs g.
      Clearly different as kids get older.

    7. Pink Dahlia*

      My guess is because families are much more complicated than they used to be, and it’s easy to mess up who changed last names, is a step-parent or guardian, etc. Less assumptions are being made when you cut directly to the given name.

    8. Observer*

      In my world, it would be a major faux pas for a parent to call a teacher past preschool by a first name unless that teacher initiated it or the parent and teacher call each other by their first names, and that usually only happens if there is a prior relationship. And even when there is a first name it’s accompanied by a title. So, it would be Rabbi Firstname or Morah Firstname.

    9. Double A*

      Honestly as a teacher I wish we didn’t go by honorifics. I would prefer to be on a first name basis with students and parents. However, you need to go with whatever your school culture is, and mine is honorific + last name. I find it very, very be difficult to switch between these modes within one family; there’s never a point where I feel organic about having parents use my first name. I don’t really know why, but it’s awkward.

      I generally refer to myself as “Ms. Smith” when I am in work mode (e.g. introducing myself). Part of it is I assume it’s easier for the parents– they know that Ms. Smith teaches history because that’s how their kid refers to me, so if I introduce myself as “Lucinda” it could get confusing. Plus that’s twice as many names to remember.

      I try to default to honorifics when speaking to parents, but often I end up using first names after awhile. I guess it’s awkward, but I find it’s the same with doctors; I refer to them as Dr. Last name and they use my first name. There are just a few professions where it seems like that’s the norm.

      But believe me, my choice would be that tomorrow teachers all start going by our first names.

  23. The Other Dawn*

    I wanted to say thank you to those who answered my question last month about owning a MINI–I got one! I ended up getting a 2016 Hardtop 4 door. The price was good, it has only 50k miles, and it looks brand new. It’s definitely a fun car and the gas mileage is great. I’m getting about 36 MPG. My husband has a 65 mile commute one way, whereas I work at home now, so he takes it a few times a week to save gas. And what was nice is we decided to get an insurance quote from AAA after many years of being with another company and the savings pays for the new car payment, so it’s a wash.

    My only complaint is the lack of options–not my car in particular, but MINI in general. By “lack of options” I mean it’s more that I’m used to what I have in my Chevy Equinox with a mid-range options package. It seems like there should be more things that come standard given the price point on these cars. Even if I were to buy a brand new fully loaded model, things like remote start just aren’t an option. There was also one thing I found really odd: I can’t stand outside the car with the door open and press the Lock button on the inside door panel to lock the car before I shut the door. The only way to lock it is to shut the door and use the remote, or be inside the car with the door shut. So if I were outside in the yard and remembered, “Oh I forgot to lock the car,” I can’t just open the door and hit the button to lock all the doors. I have to find the remote and lock it that way. I realize that’s really minor, but it’s so odd to me and really frustrating.

    1. Please Exit Through The Rear Door*

      Congrats on the new car! Mini is a BMW company, and BMWs generally come stripped at their base price. Generally you have to pay a lot of $$$ when the car is new for popular options, and I’m guessing the original owner didn’t do that. Still, it’s a cool car and 36 MPG is fantastic!

      1. The Other Dawn*

        Mine has some options, like heated seats, sunroof, and a few other things so it’s not bare bones. But when I priced out a 2021 model just because, the two things I’d absolutely want in my next car would be remote start (I have it on the Equinox) and a heated steering wheel. Neither of those are offered. I asked the dealer out of curiosity and he said MINI doesn’t do that. Also, the MINI Connected radio didn’t come out until 2019 I think and it can’t be added to an older model. That’s no big deal–I can still connect my phone and use an aux cable if I want to play Pandora and XM–but the Equinox has all that super easy connectivity and functionality and I miss it when I drive the MINI.

    2. Red Reader the Adulting Fairy*

      The lock thing — the idea is that you are literally not able to lock the keys in the car by accident. You can’t lock the car if all the doors aren’t closed, at which point you have to be either inside the car, or outside and holding the remote in your hand. My Smart did the same thing. I eventually figured out that literally the only way to lock the keys in the car was to lock it from the outside with the key/remote, pop the back glass on the hatchback, deliberately throw the keys inside and then close the glass again.

        1. Red Reader the Adulting Fairy*

          I found it annoying at first, but I *had* locked my keys in previous cars more than a few times, and it definitely resulted in better habits for me :) I wonder if it might be a setting in the car’s computer you can turn off or adjust somehow? My current car has some automatic lock options that I can change or disable, I know.

          1. The Other Dawn*

            There are a couple options, but none of them have anything to do with this particular feature. I’m getting used to it, but it just annoys me. LOL

            1. allathian*

              Some cars also have a “walk away lock”, where the car doors lock automatically once the key fob is far enough away from the car. At least some recent Honda models have this feature.

      1. Pink Dahlia*

        Exactly this. My MINI, Volvo, and Saab all did/do some variation of this. My ’99 Saab would only let you lock it by turning the key in the driver door from the outside.

    3. Weekender*

      Next time you want to lock the car without a remote, try locking via the passenger door. As in: close driver door, open passenger door, use the interior lock button, and then close the door. This works in my 2009 Mini, which I learned the hard way. (Also, using the remote to unlock the back doors doesn’t unlock the whole car, so don’t load groceries in the trunk with your keys and then close the back doors.)

  24. Washi*

    I’m curious if commenters can help me pinpoint why a thing is bothering me (and what if anything to do).

    I’ve been friends with Anna since we were preteens and she is funny, smart, and loyal. We know each other’s families super well, and she’s practically family too at this point. However, for a while I’ve noticed that I feel impatient and annoyed when she talks about negative things/being unhappy. That was always weird to me, because I don’t have that issue with other friends. Sometimes there’s not as much to say about the things that are going well, and with anyone else, I don’t mind delving into the things that aren’t! It took me a while to identify the difference, but I’ve finally realized that Anna rarely talks about her feelings and approaches it more from “this is happening and now I have to do this and this and this and maybe I should do this, but if I do this then that happens…”

    For example, the most recent thing is that her dad is having some health issues but is resisting going to see the doctor. So she describes to me all the ways she’s tried to get him to go, how she has to make him go, how bad it will be if he doesn’t go, how unhappy her mom is about all this and how she needs to go to therapy, asking me about how she can persuade her mom to go to therapy, etc. With my other friends, there’s some of that, but there’s also a lot of “this is so hard, I’m really stressed/sad/frustrated, I feel so helpless/annoyed/tired” and just more…feelings. I’ve sort of tried to pull feelings out of Anna sometimes, and if I say “so are you frustrated at your dad” she’ll say yes, but she never seems to volunteer feelings.

    The thing is, I don’t know why Anna’s situations exhaust me but other people’s don’t. What they need from me is not that different, but with Anna, I feel more and more like she’s dumping anxiety on me and just wants to press a button and get sympathy. But other people who tell me about difficult things also are looking for support and I give it happily! I’m just not sure what to do because with the pandemic, my own reserves are a little lower, and I’ve found myself tuning her out at times, and that’s really not great. Thoughts?

    1. Princess Deviant*

      I think you’ve already very intuitively pinpointed what it is that’s exhausting about Anna’s way of talking about problems versus others’ ways of talking about their problems.

      Maybe her not identifying her feelings makes you feel like you’re the one doing the emotional labour and that’s why it’s so tiring?
      It’s selfish to not be looking for solutions but just an ear to vent, which is why I’d wager it’s frustrating for you – in naming the feelings you’re trying to get her to own them, and that’s not what she wants.

      I guess you can tell her that you’re not in the headspace to be able to console her, sorry, and have you considered a therapist?; or you can limit the time she talks to you for your own feelings.

      1. Grapey*

        I think it’s the opposite of what you describe – Anna doesn’t sound like she wants an ear to vent, she wants solutions. If I were Anna, after describing everything above just being asked ” are you frustrated at your dad?” I’d be thinking “…obviously?”

        Anna “asking me about how she can persuade her mom to go to therapy” sounds like what Anna wants.

    2. Not So NewReader*

      Do other people move to action plans while Anna just talks and talks?

      For me, your description shows she gives a lot of detail. That can be annoying. Perhaps you can steer her by saying, “Of all this, which one thing bothers you the most?”

    3. MissGirl*

      Just throwing this out. Are you a problem solver or someone who wants to fix things? I’m wondering if your other friends need you to do whereas Anna needs you to listen. If you can’t offer anything besides a listening ear, maybe you’re subconsciously feeling more stress about it.

      1. Washi*

        I think you are on to something here. You’re right in that with other friends, I “do” in that conversations take the form of more active listening and sort of, exploring? And that’s what I like from my friends too when I’m sharing something hard, is them asking me questions and trying to understand it together. We don’t give each other advice or try to fix it, but it’s a back-and-forth. But yeah, with Anna, she literally just wants me to listen and say “that sucks” every once in a while and I honestly do not enjoy that. Because I don’t share that way, our conversations end up being very lopsided where her sharing is a lot of venting where she’s talking most of the time, and my sharing is me trying to have a back-and-forth where we are talking equally, but the result is that she talks like 80% of the time.

        She actually loves it when I vent and is a great listener when I occasionally do so, I just don’t do a lot of venting. I think I’m realizing that as close as we are and as well as we know each other, we don’t really have the same conversational style at all.

        This is actually really helping me think through it, thanks AAMers :)

        1. The Spinning Arrow*

          Feel free to disregard if this doesn’t seem to apply, but from what you’ve described you remind me of my boyfriend who is 100% an “action” person. If he can’t find an action to pursue to help an issue, he gets incredibly antsy and anxious about it. Which means that when I, very much NOT an action person, come to him just to get something off my chest, we sometimes have a clash where he tries to offer solutions I don’t want or have already considered and abandoned for one reason or another. To his credit, he’s gotten much better about saying, “I have some thoughts, if you want to hear them?” after I vent (and I’ve reigned in my venting too!); maybe something like that phrase or just reframing your thinking to “My action to support Anna right now is to listen to her and demonstrate understanding of her position,” that might help it feel less like being dumped on?

          Again, if that doesn’t seem relevant feel free to disregard. I just definitely recognized my boyfriend’s frustration in the “Why are you talking to me about this if you don’t want me to help you fix it?” nature of that second sentence. :) Good luck!

    4. WellRed*

      I’m confused. I was going to say some people are always complaining or just kind of negative and it’s draining. But then you mentioned wanting to pull her feelings out of her. Why? People are allowed not to psychoanalyze everything. And how would that help you find her less draining? Have you and Anna always had this dynamic?

      1. Washi*

        Fair point! When I was able to identify the difference, I wanted to see if shifting the conversation from “I have to do this, I have to do that, aghhhh” to feelings would help me relate to her better, but it’s clearly not her preferred way of sharing so I don’t try to do that anymore.

        We’ve always had this dynamic, but I previously thought of it as temporary. Like oh, once she finishes college/grad school/gets married/moves she’ll be less stressed. But now I’m realizing that this is just her way of being, and that I have a hard time with it.

        1. WellRed*

          It’s totally natural and OK to realize you dislike a certain personality trait or relationship dynamic as you grow up or older.

    5. fposte*

      I join others in wondering if this may be as much about how you respond to Anna as about Anna. If she’s not venting disproportionately to you and she’s willing to listen when you vent to her, could you try recasting her emotions as there but subtextual?

    6. Purt’s Peas*

      A few options I can think of.

      One part may be, your normal response to friends needing support—talking about their feelings—is just HARDER with Anna, and that extra effort is genuinely tiring. If this is the case I wave my magic wand and set you free from trying to draw out those feelings and instead thou shalt say “that’s really hard” at appropriate times.

      Another part may be…well it sounds like she’s not that good a storyteller about her emotions and her hard times. Not that she needs to make her life enjoyable to you, it’s that it’s simply a tiring conversation, where other friends may process all of that into a more cohesive narrative. It doesn’t mean she doesn’t deserve support; it just means I’m not surprised you’re kinda bored by conversations that sound boring.

      Finally I think she IS expecting more from you than your other friends do. It sounds like she’s laying some difficult thing down and saying “hey pick this up and deal with it” where other friends might be saying “hey can you put your shoulder under this and help me carry it?” That’s fine if it’s what she needs, but again it makes sense that it feels more effortful to you.

    7. Not A Girl Boss*

      Could it be that you’re just exhausted by *general hand waving* 2020 yourself and just can’t really afford the amount of empathy you’re used to showing Anna?
      I think sometimes we taken on much more of the burden of sadness when we are so close to people. And sometimes that shows up as anger or resentment.

    8. Wishing You Well*

      Anna does 80% of the talking? You might have turned into an unpaid therapist.
      This is a friendship, so what keeps you two connected? Do you have interests and topics in common or is her complaining the main thing? Try some experiments such as less time with Anna or meeting under different circumstances or with a set time limit on a get-together or asking for one conversation with no complaining. That might give you insight about your dynamic.
      There are some people who want an audience, not a back-and-forth. I’ve had years-long relationships where I thought I was friends with someone when I was actually just their audience. I was okay with it until one day I wasn’t. I was exhausted with them. They hadn’t changed; I had. I quietly drifted away to other things that were more fulfilling to me.
      You don’t necessarily need to drop Anna but do take good care of yourself.

      1. TechWorker*

        To be fair it’s not clear whether Anna does 80% of the talking in all conversations (in which I would totally agree it’s time to step back from the friendship and have done so myself in a similar situation) or just in ones in which she is discussing something stressful.

    9. RagingADHD*

      Some people just don’t articulate their feelings with feeling words. They feel them, and are aware of them experientially, but put their words on outward things. Obviously Anna is aware of it when she’s stressed and needs support, and is able to take action to address those needs by coming to you.

      I don’t know that one way is necessarily healthier than the other. We tend to prize words because of the legacy of talk therapy, but some people just don’t process emotion that way.

      Perhaps when you talk with your feelings-friends, hearing those feelings-words activates your empathy directly, whereas with Anna the literal part of your brain is thinking about her words, and you have to intuit the feelings?

  25. Not So NewReader*

    I think you are in the clear here. I think someone just sent the email to the wrong address.
    Does the email address allow replies?

    If you really want to dig into it, you can go to the website for NY courts: nycourts dot gov
    There is a contact us page and you can send them an email asking if the email you received is fraud.

    Conversely, you can contact the NYS attorney general’s office. Those people are very kind and very helpful. Someone will probably investigate for you. They have helped me several times with things, it’s like having an attorney for free.

  26. Puppy!*

    Thank you for the suggestions on the puppy raising.
    What worked-
    putting worn t-shirts in the pen with her.
    Taking her out for a last walk and just put right back to bed.
    I say “go to sleep”
    Started crate training.
    understanding that SHE is a toddler and when she gets bitey and mouthy when she tired and cranky.
    Another play session at night outside.

    Accepting help from others for walks and play sessions.
    She had her vet visit and booster shots this week. Healthy and hearty.
    Zoom Puppy class this week.

      1. Puppy!*

        I can’t believe we made it through another week!
        The vet says at least another month of quarantine from other dogs until after her next round of boosters.
        She is doing “the good work of dogs”
        I am learning to take advantage of her quiet moments.
        To take playtime as beneficial “pause” time for me.
        I am learning to enjoy being out in the world again on our walks.

        1. Stephanie*

          This made me smile! I’m so happy that things are going better with your puppy. It sounds like you’re getting into your groove with her, and you’re right: she is a toddler, and it’s good to recognize that. (I know that for me, just knowing the “why” of something helps me accept it.) Enjoy your cute little ball of fur!

        2. Katniss Evergreen*

          Oh good! I’m so glad for you and your pup – puppyhood is beautiful and fleeting, but also very challenging.

          Side note – we got so accustomed to enjoying our dog’s quiet moments that while she is pretty capable of playing on her own (throwing balls and toys around for herself, etc.), but we forgot how much she liked long outside walks. Walks became a utility thing because we’ve always rented apartments and don’t have a yard – I’m finally starting to take her on longer walks more often and I feel a little guilty at how much she loves it because we sort of unintentionally deprived her of that for a few years. She’s 7 now, and the last time we did long walks with regularity she was probably closer to 3-4. Don’t lose sight of the stuff that makes your puppy ecstatically or noticeably happy – they don’t know how to ask you to keep doing those things or how to tell you if you’ve stopped (most of the time), but those things will probably stick through adult doghood.

          1. Puppy!*

            Previously we lived in Brooklyn so puppy time was walks and dog parks. Right now its all about the playtime and walks and training. She has two forty minute walks. Looking forward to when she has all her shots and can play with others.

    1. Generic Name*

      Yay! I’m so glad you’ve made progress. Having a puppy really is a similar amount of work as a baby is. :)

  27. KeinName*

    Interesting question! I also get annoyed at certain friends‘ ways of venting/sharing about challenges. For me, I get frustrated when things are repeated a lot and nothing really can be improved, over years. I mean, I get that I as a friend should really just emphazise that indeed, things are hard and not offer solutions, but someone stuck on a misery loop without any agency can be challenging company sometimes. That‘s just my experience though, with your friend the reason could be any number of aspects in your relationship, e.g. if she is also supportive of you, if you feel understood by her, etc

    1. AcademiaNut*

      I firmly believe that an acceptable response to “I just need to vent” is “no thank you” or “not right now”.

      Listening to someone is part of being a good friend, but being a dumping ground for someone’s negative emotions, while only being allowed to make soothing noises of agreement and sympathy, is often hard work, and leaves them feeling better and you feeling worse. It’s particularly an issue when someone keeps venting on the same things, over and over again, and doesn’t do anything to change the situation, or when they’re the problem, or their complaints are about relatively mundane, normal things that everyone deals with. Being a sympathetic ear too much here can actually make things worse – the venting makes them feel just better enough that they don’t need to do anything constructive.

  28. MissGirl*

    I’m getting a puppy today!!!! I ran to Petco last night and hopefully I have the initial basics. What tips does everyone have for how to survive the next few weeks? This is my first inside puppy as an adult. I grew up on a farm and they were all outside dogs.

    Do I need to take them out during the night? How often? Tricks for bonding? Tricks for house training? Any help appreciated.

    1. fposte*

      Congratulations! Look through the open threads in the last few weeks—another poster is a couple weeks in on a new puppy and has been posting about it.

    2. Dog and cat fosterer*

      I use a crate for house-training. I take them out every hour or two so they aren’t stuck in there, and once in the middle of the night if they whimper, but poopies sleep a lot so they do well in a crate and it is good to give them a safe space. You can train them early, with simple things, like making them sit before you give them a toy or food. It takes forever the first few times as they jump up and I stand there waiting for that brief moment where they set down their bum, but it is time well invested. Bonding develops with training (you feel accomplished and they associate you with praise and food).

      1. Seeking Second Childhood*

        Puppies as ‘poopies’ is an accurate autocorrect. It’s one reason I decided I want a young adult dog instead…I’m just afraid of my ability to keep on top of potty breaks.
        (I have to get some household things dealt with before taking the plunge…but it’s time. Hopefully spring.)

        1. Dog and cat fosterer*

          I have been using the term poopies ever since I fostered some bottle babies, as those were my first exposure to pups younger than 8 weeks old :) Kittens are a million times easier as they use a litter box as soon as they wean at 4 weeks, and I never appreciated that difference until I was overwhelmed with poop from the pups. It gets better (bigger poops, less frequently) when they go to new homes at 8-9 weeks of age, although it’s still a lot, but the poop from those two pups was overwhelming at first. At one time I had a huge litter of nine that made me wonder how breeders cope, although I have since learned to use a litter box (same as with kittens, a cat litter box with litter in it) and that has helped a lot. I wouldn’t suggest that option to anyone with an older pup, as it is better to bring them outdoors, but it worked well as poopies tear up puppy pads with their land-shark teeth and having the box meant that their toileting was confined to an area that is easier to clean.

          A friend asked breeders about slightly older pups and was really lucky to get one that was 6 months old and didn’t have the right body shape for the show ring. It worked out great as he was well socialized. Good luck!

    3. Puppy!*

      Search for my user name. People have given me great advice that really really works!.
      What kind are you getting?
      what has worked for us- basics-
      Plastic crate/kennel, puppy food- we are feeding Royal Canine
      Lots and lots and lots of chew sticks. At least one rope toy for tugging.
      two balls- one small. one that is large and rubbery and hollow. ( will find a link for that)
      A stuffed toy bear/dog that has a beating heart.
      TREATS- dried liver, lamb lung, dehydrated chicken chews.
      a six foot leash.
      A pen with four sides so that the dog has a safe place to play.

      Stupid thing I bought- 8 sided play pen thing with a door in it. I am short, it is tall, I can’t get the puppy out of it.

    4. Not A Girl Boss*

      The biggest tip I have is to crate them at night and just NOTTTTT give in to their crying. The crying is normal but the less you give into it the sooner they accept their new world and the happier they ultimately are.

      I did set my alarm for halfway through the night to take my puppy out for the first month because they really can’t make it a whole night. But having an alarm trigger for that cut back on the crying as a method to get me to get up and play.

      Also with my first puppy, wrapping him up in a dryer blankie put him right to sleep at night. It was so cute.

      1. Generic Name*

        This. You will probably need to take them out in the middle of the night when they’re really young, but otherwise they need to learn that they sleep when the humans sleep. I also extend this to daytime activities. Walks and feeding take place on the humans’ schedules and the dogs learn to fit into that. I still feel tempted to let my dog keep sleeping when I’m ready to take her in her midday walk because she looks so cute and peaceful, but I remind myself that she is on my schedule and not the other way around :)

    5. MissGirl*

      I am appreciating everyone’s tips. I won’t be able to respond to each one but I am reading. I am currently waiting for her to pee since she hasn’t in three hours. Instead she’s sitting on my flowers.

      1. Not A Girl Boss*

        It’s important to keep them on a reliable pee schedule too. Set a timer and take her out every hour or so, say “go potty” wait 5 minutes or so, and take her back in.
        The goal is to 1) remove the opportunity to have an accident and 2) teach her the difference between play and potty time.

        My last puppy had a Thing about prefering to pee inside, so we taught her that she had to pee to earn her freedom. If I took her out and she didn’t pee, I put her back in her playpen and tried again in half an hour. Once she peed she got an hour of freedom.

    6. ShinyPenny*

      Every single (tiny!) thing you do, that the puppy likes, *is a reward* for the puppy. And it will repeat whatever it was doing *right before that* in a natural desire to get more happiness.
      The more you can manipulate this system to your advantage, the happier everybody will gradually become… (because you have a plan about what actual long-term happiness IS for your family, while the puppy is planning in 2 second intervals).

      Rewards: A glance. A touch. A squeal of pain or delight. Six inches of movement in a desired direction. Barking (some things are self-rewarding!). Chewing. Food. Movement. Setting down a warm blanket. Your arrival in a room…

      A “reward” can be unintended and un-noticed by a human, but still make a puppy do a behavior more.

      If you become aware of the granularity of this, and you can delay or speed up “a reward” by even 2 or 3 seconds so that (slightly!) better behavior is rewarded (instead of random behavior, or undesired behavior)– then the whole multi-individual system can move in great directions pretty quickly! With no conflict!

      (The classic example of this is that you can reputedly get an entire litter of tiny puppies to gradually trend quieter, just by waiting to walk through the door until the decibel level is at the lower end of their current normal range. I’ve never had a litter of puppies, so I’ve never been able to test that. But I’ve used the theory to great advantage in other dog raising circumstances.)

      Thanks for calling puppy-breath memories to mind!

      1. Dog and cat fosterer*

        I find that dogs of any age often get excited and sometimes consistently bark before being let out of their crate. Even if the pups are very young and desperate to toilet I still take the few minutes for them to quiet down a bit before letting them out. It makes such a difference!

  29. CatCat*

    Snoring! Does anyone have any tips to reduce snoring for someone who uses a CPAP?

    In the past month or so, my spouse, who has sleep apnea and uses a CPAP, has been snoring even with the CPAP. I can’t sleep when he snores. He contacted his doctor last month because of it and also sinus pain, which he thought mycbe related. His doctor treated him for a sinus infection, but the snoring has persisted.

    I told him we’ll have to have separate bedrooms if this keeps up. His doc has referred him to the appropriate department to see if there’s an issue with the CPAP machine. But is there anything we can do in the interim. We’ve tried elevating him a bit so theres a bit of a slope when he sleeps, but that doesn’t seem to be cutting it.

    1. fposte*

      Is it positional? If so, there are physical deterrents to keep sleepers off their backs; the easiest is to tape a tennis ball to the back of the PJs so they don’t stay on their backs.

    2. Blue wall*

      Sounds like the pressure might need to be increased on the CPAP. Does he see a sleep medicine doctor?

    3. GoryDetails*

      There’s an EPBOT post that might be helpful here; I’ll post the link in a reply, or you can web-search for “Our $5 DIY Sleep Apnea Solution”. It’s a kind of extreme variant of the tennis-ball technique, for people who might be able to ignore a tennis ball in the back {wry grin}.

      1. Gada*

        Wow, I was just thinking today that maybe I should try taping my mouth shut to help me stop snoring!! I was going to try medical tape but this looks better, thanks!!!

        1. RagingADHD*

          Have you been assessed for apnea or sinus issues?

          I would be extremely leery about taping your mouth unless you are 100% sure your airway is clear all night. We breathe through our mouths as a survival mechanism.

    4. T. Boone Pickens*

      What type of mask is he using? Would switching to a full face mask work if he’s currently going nasal mask only?

    5. Filosofickle*

      I can’t speak to the CPAP combination, but my snoring vanishes when I sleep on a foam wedge. Having my head and shoulders elevated keeps my airway/sinuses from collapsing or whatever they do to obstruct breathing when I’m on my back. They come in various heights, and the low 7″ works for me. (I actually prefer side sleeping and don’t snore when I do, but my sciatica puts me on my back more than I’d like. Hence the wedge.)

    6. Dan*

      Check the mask fit. I’ve had my CPAP for almost two years, and I still have trouble getting the mask fit correctly. It really has to be “goldi locks” for me — not too snug and not too loose. Except they send me a new head band every three months, and it seems like I spend two of those months making nightly adjustments to the head band. I’ve recently stopped changing out the head band just because they send me one. However, I change out the nasal pillows, because they do wear out.

      My understanding is that the CPAP is supposed to reduce if not eliminate the snoring, so if that’s not happening, *something* is going on.

    7. RagingADHD*

      If he has a sinus infection, he probably can’t breathe through his nose well enough for the CPAP to do anything and he has to breathe through his mouth. It may also need a pressure adjustment.

      Those breathe-right type nose strips help somewhat for a blocked nose. But if the blockage/puffiness is deep in the sinuses they won’t help much. Taking NSAIDs to reduce the swelling in his sinuses, as well as taking guaifenesin (mucinex) and drinking lots of water to clear out the mucous should help some, too.

      When I can’t use my CPAP at all due to blocked sinuses or a power outage, sleeping on my stomach helps with airflow and reducing the snoring.

    8. allathian*

      I hope you find a solution to your problem.

      My husband used to snore a lot, but then he lost quite a bit of weight and now he doesn’t snore unless he’s congested. That said, I’m a poor sleeper, so we have separate bedrooms because of that.

    9. A Non E. Mouse*

      My husband continued to snore with CPAP, so he’s now on a bi-pap machine.

      We were able to do this without a second sleep study by provide the data from the CPAP machine to the specialist, and we kept his CPAP for travel/backup since the darn things are so expensive.

    10. I take tea*

      I have a Cpap and without it I snore. I do it with my mouth shut and the position does not matter. If he’s the same, he might need either to up the inflowing air or get a better fitting mask. If he’s just snoring now, because of sinus problems, a whole face mask might help.

      1. Seeking Second Childhood*

        Full face mask for me. And remember when the equipment was changed out, this year I lost track of time and had replaceable components wear out. No wonder I wasn’t sleeping.
        Also I snore worse during allergy season, for which my best help is sinus irrigation. (Aka neti pot, although I use the nose-squirter kind.)

  30. Lifelong student*

    Crochet thread- what’s on your hook this week?
    I finished my hydrangea afghan and sent it off to my sister. I also made an infinity scarf with some of the violet yarn and sent that as well. Purple is her favorite color.
    I made a few mask extenders and am about a third of the way through a Frank ORandle pattern. His things are very interesting although his pattern writing style takes a little getting used to. You can find him on Ravelry- some of the small patterns are free.

    1. Hotdog not dog*

      STILL stash-busting! I guess I underestimated the extent of my yarn hoarding problem! (Guess what EVERYONE is getting for holiday gifts this year…) I’m about halfway through yet another multi strand afghan. No pattern, I’m just making it up as I go.

        1. Hotdog not dog*

          It is when there’s a pandemic and the yarn shop is closed…but now they’re open again and I need to justify buying more yarn! (Support your local small businesses, people!)

    2. Red Reader the Adulting Fairy*

      Crochet: I finally finished the Phoenix afghan! First blanket I’ve ever made that was for me! It ended up about six feet square, so the last few rows were like 24 feet each and took FOREVER, haha.

      Next yarn project up is actually knitting, I’m doing a double-knitted Star Wars scarf. Black with rainbow motifs on one side, rainbow with black on the other. I have no idea who it’s going to be for; I’ll figure that out eventually. I have lots of options.

    3. HamlindigoBlue*

      Not crochet (for now anyway), but knit. I’ve just finished a cat bed (“Purrfect Cat Bed” pattern found on Ravelry). Today, I’m starting a shadow knit checkerboard blanket as a baby shower gift.

      1. All the cats 4 me*

        I am curious, does your cat actually use it? My cats only seem to want to lie on furbidden textiles.

        1. HamlindigoBlue*

          She was very interested in it when it was just a square. She kept trying to sit on it while I was seaming it together. Now that it’s finished and is a circle, she’s not so sure. I sprinkled some catnip in it, so we’ll see. It turned out a lot smaller than I thought it would (and I added at least 20 extra rows). She likes to sit in small spaces, so I hope she takes to it. She’s sitting ON it right now, not quite IN it.

    4. Unicornucopia*

      I’m still very beginner but I just finished my first hat! I’m starting on my second one now, it’s nice to have occupied hands during zoom meeting and things. Neither look amazing but they’re just going to family members who won’t really care too much about that. I don’t think I really have the patience yet for a long term project but I’m excited to work my way up eventually.

      1. Lifelong student*

        A simple piece of single crochet. Using cotton yarn, I did about 20 chains, sc back, 3 sc in the end, sc the other side of the chain. Sew on buttons at the ends and you have a piece that can be used to hold the ear loops of your mask. Or- a headband- again sc in rows to the right length, sew on buttons- to hold the ear loops. There are several patterns on YouTube

    5. BabyCarrot*

      A former colleague reached out to see if I could make 16 tulle dish scrubbers for her to give out as christmas presents. Ordered the material I needed and I’m starting on them this week end. Other former colleague in the discussion also wanted some, as well as my child’s educator at school who received one last year and loved it. I’m happy that people appreciate what I make :)

      1. Seeking Second Childhood*

        I saved more onion bags than I needed for my dahlia bulbs and I’m wondering about cutting them up to try and make scrubbies–what do you think? The one time I tried to cut tulle I couldn’t get it straight.

  31. Claire*

    Has anyone successfully dealt with a spider mite infestation on houseplants? I think I identified the plant that is the source of the mites (it has much more webbing on it than anything else) and have only seems clear signs of mites on 3 other plants (including my huge beautiful monstera!). I did a thorough spray with heavily diluted castille soap, was still seeing web appear three days later, and then did a thorough spinosad application last night. I have around 50 plants total scattered throughout the home so I’m trying to squash the spider mite population pretty thoroughly. I’ve read conflicting things online about what works – please let me know if you’ve defeated these things!

    1. Venus*

      “Mix 40 parts water with 1 part liquid soap (20 oz. spray bottle plus one tablespoon soap) Spray plant thoroughly and leave on for 10 minutes. Rinse with spray of clear, room temperature water. Repeat three times over a 10-day period.”

      Do this is a bathtub or shower so you can spray well under the leaves too.

      1. Claire*

        Have you had that succeed? I think because I saw some new webbing the day after the first soap rinse, I wasn’t very convinced that it got all the adults.

        1. Reba*

          Usually with soap or other treatments (I favor Neem oil, you can buy it as concentrate or ready-to-spray) you do have to repeat the application several times. So don’t despair!

        2. another scientist*

          You get one generation, but the next one hatches soon after. You spray every few days to get the current generation before they can lay new eggs and until all eggs are hatched. So, one application won’t suffice, don’t give up!

    2. CoffeeforLife*

      I have cleared an infestation using Dawn and water in the spray bottle. I’ve also used rubbing alcohol but it can cause burning of delicate leaves.

    3. Girasol*

      Me too: soapy water. It disturbs the surface tension of the water in most insects so that they leak to death. But there’s a trick to it: you have to soak each insect thoroughly with it; it’s not a poison that will kill a dry bug that walks across a sprayed leaf tomorrow. So sometimes that means several sprayings to be sure to soak down every one.

    4. Pay No Attention To The Man Behind The Curtain*

      I had an infestation on my potted succulents…lost one mixed pot completely but saved all the others. In addition to thoroughly spraying you could also try wiping gently with a q-tip or cotton ball on the leaves and especially the joints where leaves and stems meet to get eggs/larvae off.

  32. Llellayena*

    How are you (are you) doing holiday present exchanging this year? I’m having a heck of a time figuring out what to get some people because I haven’t seen them at all this year and probably won’t see them for the physical exchange of presents. Some of these people would be fine with a “hey, it’s COVID, next year” but some will be disproportionately disappointed in not getting presents. I’m especially stuck for people I might have considered an “experience” present for (like parents) due to lack of space for stuff. It’s like my range of options was limited, and my knowledge of what would work for people is equally limited. So how are y’all dealing with this?

    1. Llellayena*

      Just a clarification so we don’t divert the thread: I’m fine with the “disproportionately disappointed” people still wanting presents. It’s a personality quirk that I’m willing to indulge to keep the friendships. But they’re also the ones I probably won’t see in person for gift exchange due to them being in high risk jobs.

    2. WellRed*

      I mostly just exchange with mom and aunt (stocking stuffers mainly). Haven’t seen my aunt so am a bit stuck but am currently visiting mom and getting ideas for fun and practical (vegetable peeler that works, new hand towels for bathroom cause hers smell mildewed), puzzle. None of us need or want anything but I can’t imagine not opening a few things in this trying year.

    3. WellRed*

      For an experience gift for your parents, gift cards to fave restaurant? Some sort of gift box (coffee? Fancy foods? Wine? Bar tending? Indoor movie night?)

      1. Llellayena*

        I’m leaning towards an Audible subscription. But they’re being super COVID careful so eating out is a no and their usual indulgences (theater) are also out. Most of the gift box things leave them with “stuff”.

        1. acmx*

          Although it’s still “stuff” what about the mystery game box up thread? They could play it and then discard the game or regift possibly.

          I think there are food boxes that don’t leave someone with leftover stuff. Like Harry and David pears.

    4. Red Reader the Adulting Fairy*

      I try to do experience presents and in the work holiday parties thread earlier this week, someone posted a link to AirBnB’s online experience options. For fifteen bucks, I got my husband the opportunity to spend an hour and a half on a video chat with a Sri Lankan biologist talking about leopards, which will be RIGHT up his alley and something that wouldn’t have crossed my mind as a possibility previously. :)

    5. Reba*

      I’m planning to give some people Air Bnb experiences! LOTS of providers doing classes, tours, and other things via video. Of course, if your people are not tech savvy and wouldn’t enjoy screen based entertainments, that’s not so hot. Just wanted to say that “experience gift” is not totally impossible.

      My mom just straight asked for a list, but did not return the favor, grr!

    6. Wool Princess*

      Last year I bought felted soaps for everybody I wasn’t sure about. Some people found it exciting, some not so much. It’s basically a bar of soap that has wool felted around the outside so you don’t have to use a washcloth or anything and it exfoliates your skin. The Felted Soap Lady on Etsy has them in all kinds of colors and scents.

    7. another scientist*

      We’re normally a pretty laid back bunch who don’t need any stuff. If we can get together, my mom gets show tickets, but if not then we get nothing.
      This year, I’m planning to order and ship directly to my far-away folks. Probably little gift boxes of socks from a sock company. You can always use socks and they are a little something to unpack.

    8. A313*

      I am stuck, too. I emailed my parent if they would like a subscription to a service that emails them a question a week and then compiles their answers into a book. It’s got more features than that simple explanation, but you get the idea. I would love if they would do it, but the answer will likely be no (which is why I am asking before springing the gift on them). I’m hoping I at least get “gift points” for a) thinking about their gift early and b) being interested in them personally, their experiences, thoughts, etc.

      1. Not Alison*

        Sounds like this is a book that is more for you than for them. They have to do all the work each week and you receive a nice book.
        I did this with my parents, but I was the one who asked the questions and took down their answers. It was an enjoyable way for us to spend time together.

        1. A313*

          I think my parent might like knowing the next generations will be able know him, in a way. Family stories always get modified with the retellings, and it can be nice to learn what the actual individual saw, felt, etc. But yes, I would love to be able to access something like this long after it’s not possible to ask in person.

          I have volunteered with the elderly, and they have all expressed a wish to record their lives for their descendants somehow. Unfortunately, at the point they were making this sentiment known to me, it was too late — they couldn’t work the tape recorder their families had given them, they couldn’t write because of arthritis. And though I didn’t tell them this, at least one of their families told me they didn’t really care about the result for themselves, they just thought it would occupy their elderly relative in a pleasant way.

    9. Not A Manager*

      What people expect in the way of gifts can differ so much, but for our family we usually do a baking project and then send a box to everyone. The past few years it’s been holiday cookies. We bake endless batches and freeze them, then wrap them all up and ship them. This requires a lot of time and freezer space.

      This year we’re not up to it, so we’re going to do some much simpler projects and send those. I believe we will do one or two kinds of marmalade (shockingly easy) and possibly some cellophane bags of homemade muesli. But you can do anything – homemade snack mixes, flavored roasted nuts, etc.

    10. ImOnlyHereForThePoetry*

      I am getting my parents an iPad so they can FaceTime with their grandkids and great grandkids. So it will be a great pandemic present. I usually go for experience type gifts for them (theatre tickets, etc.).

      I have no idea what to get anyone else though. And my mom is already hounding me for present ideas ( for myself and everyone else.). I am kind of hoping our governor closes all non essential stores so she can’t go shopping (she does not do online)

    11. allathian*

      I’m lucky, we decided a few years ago to stop exchanging presents between adults. We mostly bought books from wishlists for each other and candy. The number of presents my son’s getting is decreasing every year as well. He doesn’t really care about “stuff” and is one of the few kids I know who’s happy to get clothes as a present.

    12. All the cats 4 me*

      I have been thinking about subscription boxes for various people, altho I do find it hard to choose them. I have decided for my elderly mom, who lives 6 hours away from me, and needs absolutely nothing physical, to do a monthly delivery of some choice treats from a wonderful Italian grocery/lunch counter that she loves.

      I am thinking I will alternate sweet and savory between months so she can use up things like cheese between deliveries. Not really a practical option if she didn’t live in a big city though.

    13. Loopy*

      For experience presents I’ve been thinking of the Great Courses- they are available for a wide range of interests (not just strictly academic!), super covid compatible, and kind of an experience- just in the house instead of out on a campus. My dad adores them and I don’t have direct experience but they seem to be good quality from what he says. And they have reviews on each.

      1. Not A Manager*

        We love the Great Courses from the Teaching Company. We’ve been listening to them for years – mostly history and literature. They’re excellent.

        1. Elspeth McGillicuddy*

          Just be aware that they have one of those business models that expects you to buy everything on sale and has the non sale price set multiple times higher. Just wait until the course you want is on sale.

    14. TechWorker*

      My siblings and friend groups have switched to doing secret Santa. I’m just going to post things as not likely to see most in person.

    15. Observer*

      You’ve gotten some good suggestions. Another thing to think about is photo albums. For instance if you have some photos of a shared vacation, you could create an album that you would send them. Or you could create a slide show – it may not cost anything but it’s something that shows you thought about them and put some effort into.

      In a similar vein, for parents / grandparents – a photo frame the you could send pictures to. It’s nice, and while it takes up SOME space, it’s very little space in comparison to the payoff, for the right people.

      Also, music. Beyond subscriptions, just music that they can play. Depending on who it is, you can give either actual CDs or downloads.

    16. Seeking Second Childhood*

      I suspect everyone will be getting a book, possibly with a tote bag to carry it if my arts kid gets inspired to decorate.

  33. anon24*

    This week someone described me as having “the demeanor of a china doll and the heart of a dragon.”

    It got me thinking, what are the coolest ways someone has described you?

    1. Red Reader the Adulting Fairy*

      Three things come to mind that I’ve enjoyed.

      I have a framed placard in my office that my husband got me that says “She’s whiskey in a teacup.”

      Earlier this week, a friend commented to another friend about me that “[Red] takes ‘take no shit and suffer no fools’ to levels that are nothing short of impressive.”

      This one might not be cool to anyone but me, but in a discussion about conversational analysis recently, I explained how I have to process when other people randomly throw jokes into conversations, because it requires a lot of conscious effort, and so I was giving my husband examples of how that processing works depending on how well I know the person in question, and he was like “Geez, you really DO think like a Vulcan, don’t you.”

    2. WellRed*

      I was described by my former editor as a “little bit alternative” in my approach to writing and reporting.”
      Also, redheads Stevie Nicks.
      I took both as high praise.

    3. ThatGirl*

      “A little wry and ready to say something brilliant” – a friend of ours said this about me and I liked it so much I put it on my Twitter profile

    4. Foreign Octopus*

      A friend once described me to another friend as being “a port in a storm” which I quite liked.

    5. nep*

      A friend once said to me: ‘You are integrity.’
      I didn’t/don’t merit that, but it was really something to hear.

    6. Bluebell*

      Not necessarily cool, but amusing: many years ago someone described me as a “cheerful rock.” Then last year I was being thanked for something, and he used that phrase again.

    7. Helvetica*

      That is amazing!

      Notwithstanding anyone’s belief in astrology or lack thereof, whenever someone finds out my birthday is in November, they more often than not go “Oooh, of course.” Which could mean a number of things, both positive and negative but I don’t take it too seriously.

    8. Free Meerkats*

      I was once described as being “So laid back as if to be comatose.” At the time I had been working hard to just let things go, so it really struck a chord; I’ve sort of adopted that as a goal.

    9. DarthVelma*

      A former boss once told me I was “iconoclastic” followed up with “I mean that as a compliment”.

      I just about fell over laughing and still treasure that compliment.

    10. Generic Name*

      This was just after I got divorced and reverted to my original name. I chewed out one of the principals at my company (we’ve worked together for a long time, and he said something really boneheaded to me in private) he later told me that Generic Originalname has much bigger balls than Generic Marriedname. Lol

    11. Stephanie*

      At my lunch aide job, a coworker, whose child was a student at the school, told me her daughter said “Mom, Mrs. S. doesn’t play, does she?” I took it as a compliment. I was the one everyone sent the misbehaving kids to, or the one they threatened to bring into the conversation when there was drama. I still work at the same school, slightly different job, and the kids seem to know that I’m tough, but I’m also very much in their corner. I’ve had more than one come to me when they needed adult help with a sticky or difficult situation.

    12. Threeve*

      A few times, I’ve been told something like “omg, that’s the most Threeve thing I’ve ever heard you say.”

      It’s not precisely flattering (because most likely it’s because I’ve said something weird or sarcastic or overly-opinionated) but there’s still something great about having someone recognize and appreciate you at what they think is your most authentic.

    13. RagingADHD*

      I have a card from when my firstborn was still learning to write her letters, that says “You are lovey as a sailboat.”

      Im pretty sure she meant lovely, but either way I’ll take it.

    14. Not Australian*

      Someone once said I had ‘creamy shoulders’, which is not a thing I would ever have thought about myself!

    15. Just a PM*

      Former coworkers used to tell me (and other people!) that my brain was an air traffic controller map/board. Just by how I could multitask and stay on top of so many different things.

    16. Pink Dahlia*

      In college my comp class did a writing exercise where we listed a compliment about everyone else, and the professor compiled them and handed them out anonymously. Someone called me a “beautiful wounded wild creature” and 25 years later I still want to know who and why. I was enchanted and intrigued by the poetry of it, but also a bit dismayed to be seen as fragile, since that was definitely not my MO.

      1. Katniss Evergreen*

        I don’t know that “wounded” being part of that description necessarily translates to “fragile.” No idea if any of these people knew you well at all, so it’s hard to gauge, but fragile isn’t the first thing I think of when I hear that. Could be that the writer was aiming for resilient, evolving.. something in that neighborhood?

        Cool description!

    17. The New Wanderer*

      Part of my mid year review feedback involved quotes from people I’ve worked with (who were verifying my stated contributions and asked to provide comments) – one person called me “fearless” and I think that’s my favorite compliment ever. Definitely only true from a work point of view though, I’m a true worrier in my personal life!

    18. Sarahkay*

      Not entirely complimentary, but I found it funny (and, let’s be honest, accurate): “SarahKay doesn’t bear grudges – she has a whole team of Sherpas to do that for her”.
      In my defence, said grudges are rarely about individuals in my personal life, they’re mostly related to particularly bad service from a shop or financial institution, or untrustworthy public figures.

    19. Katniss Evergreen*

      Not really a description, but my last manager told me that he appreciated how I “always fight to fix things when something is wrong.” It was nice and true, because lack of accountability bothers me – I knew he meant advocating for the people we were onboarding to our division when various errors occurred. These sort of run the gamut of HR problems, the badging office trying to delay someone’s start date because of a timing issue they caused, fixing work behind some of the admin staff who did an incomplete job of starting interns’ payroll or health insurance records, or making sure our immigration details were correct for our international people.

    20. Maxie's Mommy*

      Got called a Russell—brains of Bertrand Russell, looks of Lillian Russell, determination of a Jack Russell.

    21. aarti*

      One of my former students called me “a literal Disney princess but you know…badass too”. Still love it

  34. Blue wall*

    Looking for some low-bar fun craft ideas for myself. I’d love to have something crafty to do in the evenings after a full day of school, rather than just read.

    I have watercolor paints (took a few classes last year) but I don’t pull them out bc of the set up- the space I have is in my small bedroom, which is also my yoga studio, sleeping zone, dressing zone, school zone… I have embroidery kits but didn’t get too into it when last I started bc I got hung up on the French knot. (Maybe what I need is a good resource for learning stitches?) I have coloring books and those are helpful for me during some lectures. I also make greeting cards for friends, but I’d like something that is more tactical. Thanks!

    1. Not A Girl Boss*

      I played around with making doilies for a while. I liked how easy it was to pick up and put down. But maybe not great if you don’t like knots lol.
      Youtube is awesome for teaching them.

      1. blue wall*

        Oh interesting! Yes knots aren’t for me but I did a quick google search and was fascinated to see modern doilies.

    2. Wool Princess*

      I love cross stitch! Similar to embroidery but a bit more methodical, and no need to learn any fancy stitches.

      Another suggestion is needle felting which is basically sculpting with wool although that would be tough to do during lectures…but definitely quite tactile!

      1. The Other Dawn*

        This reminds me: I have a ton of cross stitch kits I haven’t even started yet. Plus I’ve been working on one for 10+ years! I just haven’t felt like doing it in several years due to back issues. Maybe it’s time to pick it up again.

    3. Millicent*

      This may be too easy (?) for you but I just found out about the Robotime/RoLife DIY Miniature House kits. They look pretty cool and fun! I’m going to order one for myself and haven’t seen one before, but I think the idea is that the kit comes with everything you need and is more involved than just sticking a bunch of pieces together.

      I’m the kind of person who will delay starting any hobby until I have EVERYTHING I need to complete it, so basically no hobby even gets started (RIP face mask materials lingering on my dining table for the last 6 months).

      https://store.robotime.com/rolife/diy-miniature-house/

    4. Llama face!*

      Origami is fun and tactile. And technically you don’t have to get the pretty fancy paper for it; you can just use what you have on hand.

      1. Washi*

        Origami is so fun! I once made a whole bouquet of origami flowers, which is time consuming but also solves the problem of what to do with all the origami stuff you make…

    5. Nela*

      I paint with watercolors anywhere (couch, beach, park, airplane) so there are absolutely ways to make it work with no fuss.

      If you only have large sheets of paper, you can find videos explaining how to bind them into a small sketchbook. One tiny sketchbook page a day is a very doable and relaxing habit.

      Because of the small paper format, you won’t need big wells in a palette to prepare a lot of paint, so the risk for spilling paint is small. You can do it on your study desk or your bed, or your yoga mat. When I’m working on a soft surface like a bed or a couch, I use a wooden tea tray on my lap.

      You can also try out mixing color on paper instead of on the palette, which reduces the amount of wells you need, so a very small palette is enough. I typically only use 3–4 tiny wells for my sketchbook pages.

      Lack of space is definitely not a problem for watercolor! But you may need to tweak your approach. Painting a 40x60cm masterpiece and painting a 15x10cm sketchbook page is quite a different process.

      1. blue wall*

        Thank you so much for sharing and for the photo- your work is beautiful. That’s a great reminder that watercolor can be portable– I guess I want to have more of a regular set-up, and since I don’t that just means I don’t do it now. I love the small sketchbook idea. THanks!

        1. Nela*

          Thank you :)
          I hope you’ll give it a shot!

          I totally get you. I’d love nothing more than to have a permanent setup for painting and sewing, so I can just dive into a project with zero preparation. But even though I currently have a home office/studio, it’s small and I need my desk clear for freelance work so it’s not possible. Maybe someday…

          Do whatever works for you, just keep creating! ;)

    6. Washi*

      If you like making cards, maybe try linocut? Speedball has very affordable kits. I love making super personalized card sets for friends, and I’m not like professional level, but several have ended up framing some of the cards just because it’s *their* cat or *their* plant on it.

    7. Catherine*

      I just started embroidery and https://www.embroidery.rocksea.org/ has been very helpful in learning stitches (particularly the French knot).

      I am working freehand instead of from a kit which gives me a lot more freedom to choose what I learn when. Maybe a self-directed approach where you can avoid/replace stitches that give you trouble might work better for you too?

    8. I make socks, mostly*

      I have never been good at French knots. I’ve found two solutions. One is not to do them. I do the work around them and then see what doable stitch wil work in their place.
      There other solution is online vids. I watched a bunch by various posters and found someone whose method worked for me. Now I can do them, but I still sometimes skip them.

  35. CTT*

    Movies! What have people been watching recently?

    I watched “Solaris” last night – it was the subject of the most recent “This Had Oscar Buzz” episode and I decided to watch it before I listened because I love everyone in it. I can see why it’s had this critical “maybe it’s a masterpiece” re-evaluation, but I can also see why it bombed. It was sold as a romantic drama and wow, it is not that! It’s half horror movie, half meditation on grief. The podcast noted it opened wide on Thanksgiving, and I cannot imagine rolling up to this with family. But it was good! Just a very interesting example of something that no one knew how to market.

    1. Nicole76*

      One of the last good movies I watched recently was Coco. I put it off because it just didn’t seem interesting to me when I saw the previews. Boy, was I wrong! I should have known better – Pixar films are always good.

      1. AdAgencyChick*

        I feel like Pixar films WERE always good until about…late aughts maybe? Then things started to get a bit hit or miss, but Coco was AWESOME. I cried. A lot.

    2. The Other Dawn*

      I re-watched The Martian last night. I never get tired of this movie. I watch Bill and Ted 3 and John Wick 3 recently, both of which I liked. Bill and Ted was a lot of nostalgia for the first two movies and some light-hearted fun during a crappy year. And John Wick 3, well, it’s John Wick. And Keanu.

    3. Bobina*

      I’m not a big movie person, but I watched The Handmaiden a few weeks ago and really enjoyed it! Definitely an adult movie (sex!) but I enjoyed how it subverted some tropes which are very tired if you watch a lot of Western-culture movies.
      I think I want to make more of an effort to watch movies by non-Western directors/storytellers going forward because its just nice to see a different perspective.

    4. Elizabeth West*

      I watched the horror movie His House (really good; explores guilt through ghost metaphors).

      I also finally saw Mr. Jones; I’d been anxious to see that one because I follow the screenwriter, Andrea Chalupa, on Twitter (she does the podcast Gaslit Nation authoritarian scholar Sarah Kendzior). Mr. Jones is about how Welsh journalist Gareth Jones broke the story of the Holodomor, Stalin’s genocidal famine in Ukraine, to the world. That one is wrenching, but it was excellent. Andrea’s parents are from Ukraine and her grandfather survived the famine so it’s a very personal story to her.

      Both films are very timely right now, the first with Sudanese refugees as the main characters, and the other since Putin can’t keep his nasty little elf hands off Ukraine.

    5. Anon5775*

      Miss Representation is an awesome doc about how females are portrayed in the media. And “The body remembers when the world broke open” is a quiet, beautiful film. “Dash and Lily” is a nice YA escape.

    6. Seeking Second Childhood*

      I’ve finally seen Kiki’s Delivery Service — what a wild ride. Thanks to everyone here who kept reiterating how much they love Studio Ghibli. My daughter’s birthday present was a set of 15 or 20 movies, and the fun has just begun!

  36. Nicole76*

    One of the last good movies I watched recently was Coco. I put it off because it just didn’t seem interesting to me when I saw the previews. Boy, was I wrong! I should have known better – Pixar films are always good.

  37. Keener*

    Instant Pots! I want to get one but there are so many options. What model do you have? What made you choose that one? Would you buy that model again? Are their features you wish you had? Are their features you thought you needed but don’t use?

    1. BRR*

      I have the 6 qt duo plus and would definitely buy it again. I know I wanted a 6 qt and at the time I liked that it had an egg setting. In hindsight I could just set the timer manually so the extra settings are nice but not necessary. If you have a Costco membership, or know someone who does that can ship it to you, I think that’s a decent price. They’re also on sale at Macy’s right now.

    2. Dan*

      I went through the same conundrum when I bought mine, and now I can’t even remember what model I have, so there’s that…

      *Functions* I use the most: Steam, sautee, and pressure cook. (I cook a lot of rice, but the rice program is just a pressure cook program). Mine has a slow cooker function, but my understanding is that the slow cooker temps are different than a normal crock pot, you have to make adjustments.

      Size wise, go for the regular six quart size. I live by myself, so thought about getting the mini, but I find the normal size to be good.

    3. Just a PM*

      I was gifted the 6qt for Christmas a couple years ago. I like it, generally, but wish I’d traded it for a smaller one like a 4qt or maybe even a 3qt. I live alone and the 6qt makes a lot of food so I don’t really use it as much as I thought I would. I haven’t had much luck adapting recipes for smaller portions yet.

      1. Stephanie*

        I haven’t tried this, but I have read where you can cook smaller portions in the 6 quart pot if you put the food you’re cooking into a smaller, metal bowl (stainless steel) that fits in the pot. I would do some googling before trying it, but it might be an option.

          1. IP collector*

            Pot-in-pot cooking is definitely an IP thing. I have a 6qt IP and will make rice using the included steamer grate and a smaller Pyrex bowl. Amazon also sells stainless steel IP inserts that work well – mine’s very much like a tiffin box. Those are helpful for cooking a whole meal at the same time – I’ve done curry, rice and beans, potatoes and protein, etc. Good luck!

            1. Seeking Second Childhood*

              He excellent news at! You may have just found my husband’s Christmas present! He is by far the better cook… He’s professionally trained… And sometimes even a big kitchen doesn’t have enough space for all the ideas he has.

              1. Seeking Second Childhood*

                I….am obviously going to have to stop using this phone’s speech-to-text feature. That first line was badly garbled. But it was enthusiastic.

    4. Generic Name*

      I have the mini and I basically only use it as a rice cooker. I wouldn’t even use it if my old rice cooker hadn’t broken. If you love soups, stews, and other wet foods, the instant pot is great. If you prefer sautéing and things with crispy skin, I’d skip it, unless you have a large amount of unused storage space in your kitchen that you absolutely must fill with the equivalent of several hundred dollars.

      1. Seeking Second Childhood*

        That’s interesting, because the sautee setting is something we use a lot during the heat of the summer. We plug it in outside under the rain fly and use it as a one-burner stove. This even though our propane grill does have a side burner.

    5. Aurora Leigh*

      I have the Pioneer Woman IP-Lux and I love it! I knew that it would live on my countertop so I wanted something pretty. Don’t regret the choice at all!

      Now that the new ones that also have an air fryer are out I do wonder about that feature though.

      We mostly use ours for rice, quinoa , and frozen chicken breasts, but that is a large portion of our diet so it gets used at least once a week. I’ve also made cheesecake in it a couple times which comes out amazing! Oh and hard boiled eggs — the easiest to peel eggs ever!

    6. Doctor is In*

      I love the mini. Cook for myself and it makes a good amount of beans, rice, grains, soup, etc, enough to eat all week or freeze some.

  38. L. Lemon*

    Hello! My boyfriend and I just adopted a kitten. I was dismayed at how dusty the “100% dust free” litters are. She won’t use litter with a different consistency than clay. Any recommendations out there for a solid, low dust litter? We also are greatly in need of an air purifier, and any recommendations would be lovely. Thank you!

    1. The Other Dawn*

      I have multiple cats and we use Dr. Elsey’s Precious Cat. I find it to be more dust-free than other dust-free brands and it clumps really well.

      1. A313*

        Second Dr. Elsey’s. Also, I lay a towel out under/around the box to “absorb” flung litter and dust. Just have to shake it out a bit and toss in the wash. I didn’t really find air purifiers to be helpful enough to justify maintenance, etc.

        1. Voluptuousfire*

          I have a honeycomb mat I put under the litter box that I got in Target for $10. It works well. I take it out back when I clean the litter box and toss whatever’s in the mat out in the yard. It’s two layers—honeycomb rubber and nylon that allows you to sift it out. It works well and saves a lot of sweeping.

    2. Generic Name*

      I use pine based litter. You can buy it in a 20lb bag marketed as cat litter for $11 or you can get 40lbs of pellet stove fuel for $5 and use that instead. The only downside is the pellet stove fuel is so heavy I have my husband come along to the store with me just to carry that bag (it was a real struggle when I was single). It generates sawdust to be sure, but particles don’t float in the air. It’s just the stuff that falls off their feet/gets flung out of the pan when they dig

    3. Grim*

      Just remember that that all clumping cat litters, including dr Esely’s, get into your cat’s lungs and clump. They also get into your cat’s digestive system when they clean themselves post litter box use, just like all litters.
      I use chicken crumbles that I buy from the feed store. Still gets dusty, but no issues with them eating or breathing it.

      1. I'm A Little Teapot*

        I highly doubt this is accurate. If it really was a problem, then you’d have all the responsible vets, shelters, etc telling people not to use clumping litters and there would be a lot of dead cats. The only thing I am aware of is ingestion risk, and that’s more a concern for young kittens who try to eat everything in sight. If a cat ingests clumping litter there is a risk of it causing intestinal blockages. However, once the kitten is a bit older and less likely to eat everything, as well as a little less messy in the litterbox overall, the risk of them ingesting goes down.

      2. Amethyst*

        This is…inaccurate.

        The only time it gets into cats’ digestive system is when they’re kittens & don’t yet know not to eat litter. The clay clumping litter gets into their intestines & expands (due to absorbing moisture within said intestines) & can kill them if it’s not caught. Once they’re about 3+ months or so, they spit it out when they wash themselves. I have never heard of it getting into cats’ lungs. I don’t know where you found that info, but that’s not correct. As Little Teapot said, if this were true, clumping cat litter wouldn’t exist.

    4. Gatomon*

      I like Tidy Cats Free & Clear (it’s unscented unlike all of their other super perfumey varieties). Stay away from the lightweight version, you want the heavy traditional stuff. I find it strikes the right balance between dust, clumping ability, smell mitigation and tracking.

      I have two Honeywell HEPA air purifiers – the big classic beasts you’re thinking of – that I’ve acquired due to my own allergies and wildfire season. They work really well even though I’m incredibly lazy about changing filters. I’m not a fan of HEPA-like filtration or ozone/ionic air purifiers. HEPA-like filters are inferior by definition, ionic filtration is not as effective and ozone is not effective nor very good for you down close to the ground.

    5. Threeve*

      I recommend a top-entry litter box! It cuts down on dust and smell, and your cat can’t kick litter all over the place.

    6. SR*

      I got my air purifier based on Alison’s recommendation on this website for allergies! It’s fantastic! Go to Amazon and search “inix 5300-2 Air Purifier with True HEPA, PlasmaWave and Odor Reducing Carbon Filter,Gray” (Plug: if you navigate to Amazon via the book link provided at the top of this page, Alison will also get a commission!)

    7. TechWorker*

      Our kittens are now 6 months but we have weaned them onto cats best smart pellets. It’s clumping still but small (1.5cm maybe?) pellets they seem to get on with ok. (We mixed it in with the old one when we were swapping over). It makes a *huge* difference in terms of dustiness and tracking.

    8. Black Horse Dancing*

      There are grass seed/grass litters that are supposed to be incredible. Crystal litter is good ans Arm n hammer slide is tight clumping and good.

    9. That Girl from Quinn's House*

      My sister’s cat was prescribed Arm and Hammer unscented by the vet, it’s apparently good for cats who’ve had medical litter box aversions. I use Tidy Cats unscented with my cat, it is the consistency of Dippin Dots and is pretty low dust. It does track everywhere, though.

  39. AvonLady Barksdale*

    Someone else asked a houseplant question and it occurred to me that you all might be able to provide me some guidance! We are moving to a new apartment in a couple of months where I will have my own designated office space that I will not have to share with my partner’s weights and barbells, hallelujah. We don’t currently have any house plants, because I tend to kill them (and we don’t really have good space for them), but I would love to have some in my little office sanctuary. I’m mostly interested in floor plants, maybe something tabletop. Here are some of my specs/criteria:

    – Must be dog friendly
    – I’ll have two windows, one facing west and the other facing north
    – Would like some air purifying qualities– I have nasty seasonal allergies
    – Easy to care for, because, you know, I kill plants

    I was leaning towards a parlor palm– anything else that might fit the bill?

    1. Reba*

      I have a room with similar exposures, and it gets a LOT of light, not sure if that’s the same for your new place depending on the surroundings. In there I have variegated pothos, maranta, and peace lily, all away from the windows (i.e. “bright, indirect”). A euphorbia tri and some other bright light plants go in the west window, and pilea in the north.

      If the room doesn’t get boatloads of light, I’d recommend a peace lily! I have had one for 5 years, divided it twice, it’s lived in varying conditions, and it’s supposedly good for the air. Parlor palm are nice for the moderate to lower light areas, too. Direct light will scorch or bleach these.

      Sanseveria and aspidistra are some other easy case, very adaptable ones.

      1. Red Reader the Adulting Fairy*

        I juuuust got a pothos and a peace lily this week. If by dog friendly you mean your dog might nibble — pothos is gorgeous, but very toxic. (I hung mine up on a ceiling hook.) Peace lilies are also a bit toxic, but not as much as true lilies.

        1. Natalie*

          I wouldn’t call pothos very toxic, personally – they mainly cause oral irritation and possibly stomach upset if your dog eats a lot, but it’s a pretty unusual dog that will eat a large quantity of any houseplant. They’re not easily fatal It’s definitely a “know your dog” situation, if they have any kind of pica-type behavior, be more careful, obviously.

          (Just a pet peeve (sorry) but I wish online “toxic plant” lists did a better job of separating the plants that will kill or severely injure an animal from the ones that cause mild irritation, since the latter category seems to include 95% of all houseplants and is thus pretty useless as a sort.)

          1. Red Reader the Adulting Fairy*

            That actually helps. How about cats? My husband’s cat is more likely than my dogs are to attempt to eat my houseplants.

            1. Dino*

              Tl;dr: know your pet and take precautions.

              My cat’s favorite thing to do during leash time is to chomp on plants. She occasionally samples my indoor plants* but only the non-harmful ones (aloe, pilea). It’s like she knows the other ones aren’t good for her.

              Still, I do try to limit the number of toxic plants and won’t have true lilies and the like. I have two plants with calcium oxalates and a peace lily. I check them over regularly to make sure she hasn’t been nibbling.

              * She really only bites plants when she’s mad, like if it takes me a while to open the blinds or I’ve been gone a lot more than usual. Anyone have any thoughts on how to redirect that behavior?

              1. Dino*

                Turns out I was wrong! It looks like aloe IS listed as a toxic plant. My apologies. I’d thought it was like other succulents.

                I’m super glad my cat always spit it out right now *sweats*

            2. Natalie*

              Cats always make me more nervous. Their digestive systems are more finicky, I assume as a function of them being obligate carnivores and since they haven’t evolved to eat human table scraps like dogs have. Plus they can get up onto tables and such. I think pothos is more dangerous to cats, but not one of the ones that is so dangerous I wouldn’t even consider having it in the house.

              1. Red Reader the Adulting Fairy*

                The pothos was the one I was most worried about. I hung it up close to the ceiling in a corner where there’s no tall furniture within like, 8 feet, and the cat who’s the most likely to try to get into anything only has one eye so she’s not much of a jumper. As long as it’s up out of her line of sight, it’s probably okay. Her big target is my poor spider plant. :P

        2. That Girl from Quinn's House*

          Leafy plants can withstand a good spray with Bitter Apple, it’s helped keep my cat away from some plants she was bothering.

    2. Courageous cat*

      Snake plants – I think they’re only mildly toxic, may want to do research, but I swear you can run them over back and forth with your car and they will be totally fine. I water mine like, quartelry at this point, and can put them literally anywhere and they just thrive and thrive.

    3. Dino*

      Snake plant/Mother-In-Laws Tongue plant!! They’re always on lists for best air quality plants and are impossible to kill in my experience. The more you ignore them, the better they thrive. They also tolerate low light better than any plant I’ve ever had—you said you have windows but some plants are super fussy. Snake plants are not :)

    4. Threeve*

      Peperomia is nice. They’re pretty, nontoxic, and fairly fast-growing. Overwatering is pretty much the only thing that will kill them.

    5. mreasy*

      Most palms are great and non-toxic. I have a bamboo palm that’s nearly 10 years old and thriving (and enormous). My ponytail palm is another (sad) story, but it’s at least alive. Snake plants are great for air purifying but can be toxic if eaten – I have cats and keep mine on top of a high bookshelf.

    6. Anono-me*

      I like bamboo shoots in gravel and water. I can usually keep them going for 2 or 3 years. To the best of my knowledge they are not dangerous to pets.

    7. All the cats 4 me*

      I have done well with orchids I bought at the supermarket. They love indirect light, are amazingly resistant to neglect (sad to say I forget to water them much too often), and while not much to look at (leaves aren’t spectacular on their own), are amazing when they flower and the flowers last for a long time.

      One of mine is flowering now and has been for at least a month. It cheers me up everytime I look at it!

      1. All the cats 4 me*

        Oh, and my cats could not possibly care less about the orchids. They did like to chew on various other houseplants that were more grass like – I had a sort of potted palm-ish thing that was gnawed at constantly.

    8. Biziki*

      Spider plants are great! They’re non-toxic to pets (well, cats and dogs anyway), do well in low light, purify the air, can survive ages without water, and will even give you plenty of plant babies over the years. They’re a rockstar plant for me.

    9. YouwantmetodoWHAT?! *

      Mint is actually very good indoors, and it is pretty sturdy. Spider plants are hard to kill and pretty. They both like a lot of room for their roots, so get a bigger pot than you would think.

    10. Seeking Second Childhood*

      I’m rather fond of lemongrass inside. It gets about 3 ft tall, it’s edible to people, and you discard the long fronds when you cook it, so no big deal if cats play with the tips.

  40. Sweater recommendations*

    I am looking at women’s sweaters online, trying to find something warm and cozy that is washable. I’ve looked at Lands End, Orvis, and LL Bean but I’m not excited about their offerings. Does anyone have recommendations for online retailers?

    1. fposte*

      I wash all my sweaters, including wool and cashmere, and then put them in the dryer for ten minutes and then dry them flat. I therefore don’t worry about advertised washability. Maybe that could open up your possibilities?

      I also often find great sales at Lord and Taylor, and Sierra Trading Post can be especially great for outdoorsy type stuff.

      1. Reba*

        Alas, fair Lord and Taylor! everything is final sale.

        I have a couple of Everlane sweaters, while not earth-shaking they are pretty darn good! I used to always find things I liked a Loft, although since I’m not really a statement sleeve person I’ve been a bit left behind there. If you have budget, I’ve been happy with everything knit that I’ve gotten from Garnet Hill.

        I also wash everything (on hand wash setting) and air dry. I really believe that for a lot of things, dry clean only is a myth!

      2. SR*

        I love the sweaters from the Tommy Hilfiger Outlet! I am not someone who would normally think to shop at Hilfiger, and I don’t think of their look as something I would normally go for, but they have a brick and mortar not far from me, and they make a lot of classic sweater styles in a wide array of colors, many of which are 100% cotton sweaters which I appreciate. They also have fantastic sales! Most of the sweaters I own are from there, and they have all lasted for years. Keep in mind, the Outlet is not the same line as the regular Tommy Hilfiger — it is a separate line of clothing with a separate website. Also, they run big! I am normally any where from a small to a large shirt size (of small stature but broader in the shoulders and bust), and in their sweaters I wear a small and sometimes even an extra small. Also, I am petite (5’2″), so a lot of sweaters don’t work for me size-wise, but theirs do.

    2. Not A Girl Boss*

      I feel you on that group of retailers, they used to be my favorites but the quality isn’t there anymore and the styles are too boxy.

      I have been super impressed by Gap sweaters this year. In particular the relaxed rollneck shaker sweater – I went back and bought it in every color. Really thick and heavy, but just the right amount of slouchy, still (wfh) work appropriate, so comfy cozy, washes great (although I never dry my clothes). I love that it’s the kind of sleek texture, not the fuzzy texture that can be sweaty.

  41. tiasp*

    Dumb question I guess, but how often do you wash your hair? When I read stuff about hair care, there’s lots of stuff about 2nd and 3rd day hair. Don’t most people shower every day? Do you just wet your hair down if you aren’t washing it? Does everyone except me own a showercap and if so, where are you buying them?

    1. My Brain Is Exploding*

      I have really dry hair. I wash it twice a week, rinse it if it gets sweaty. I shower daily (but may skip the occasional day if I haven’t exercised). Shower caps are everywhere: dollar store, walgreens, target, etc.

    2. another scientist*

      Unless you have one of those trendy/terrible rainfall overhead shower heads, I find it easy enough to shower without getting your hair wet. But also I typically shower every other day if it’s not too hot.

      1. Not A Girl Boss*

        Lol omg my husband wants one of those so bad but they are female hair enemies. I just put my hair in a top bun and it’s never been an issue. I wash my hair 2-3 times a week, usually after my big gym days.

        1. TechWorker*

          When we did our bathroom I insisted on both – my other half gets his rainfall showerhead and I have a normal slider that means I can put my hair in a bun and it not get wet. Neither of us ever uses the other one :)

    3. AvonLady Barksdale*

      I have curly, frizzy, dry hair. I wet it every day but I only wash it twice a week; if I don’t get it wet, it looks like a disaster. As for shower caps, I used to use one pretty regularly and they’re not hard to find, just go to your local drugstore and look near the combs and brushes.

      1. I edit everything*

        Same. If I don’t wet my hair, it turns into some kind of weird tumbleweed on my head. I shower every day, but only wash my hair every 2 or 3.

      2. Loopy*

        Also ditto to this as someone with curly hair. I shampoo 3x a week but shower and get hair fully wet every single day. I also probably condition more than I need to- I do that more than shampooing.

    4. WellRed*

      I used to wash my hair everyday but it looks better if I don’t now. Course I also only shower every other day now.

    5. Helvetica*

      See, I am always bewildered to realize people don’t keep their hair dry! I wash my hair every other day but I do shower every day. I just put my hair up with a hair clip and I guess position my head it so that it’s not under the water stream. At hotels, I sometimes use a showercap if the angles are weird but most normal showers pose me no problems.

      1. Reba*

        Yep, on no-wash days I just clip it up, or sometimes bun/topknot.

        If my hair is out of wack I do sometimes wet it and apply a little conditioner to refresh my wave pattern.

    6. Not So NewReader*

      Unless I get messy/sweaty I wash it every other day. On the in between days, it might accidently get wet around the edges in the shower, but that’s not intentional. No shower cap, they are too annoying.

      I should say that younger me washed it every day. It just felt like I had to.

    7. ThatGirl*

      I have short (earlobe length) fairly straight hair that I color. I wash it every other day, and on the inbetween days I wet and lightly condition it (I shower every day). I also style my hair every day with a hairdryer and flatiron, so the conditioner keeps it protected from the heat. I sometimes use dry shampoo in the evening if it feels a little oily. For me this is the best balance, because it gets flat and lifeless if I don’t blow dry, but everyone’s hair is a little different.

    8. The Other Dawn*

      I take a shower everyday, which means washing my hair everyday. I have thick, curly hair and I use hair gel, so I tend to get itchy if I don’t wash it. Plus it just feels gross to me to have leftover gel in my hair and it doesn’t feel much better if I just wet it.

    9. DarthVelma*

      It’s all about your individual hair. I’m in the “wash it every day” camp. Otherwise it gets limp and I just don’t feel entirely clean. (My mom told me once that she knew I was really sick if I did not get up and wash my hair.)

    10. Alex*

      I typically wash my hair every day, because it is oily, but I sometimes shower more than once a day (if I’ve exercised and/or if it’s very hot or cold and I need to warm up or cool down). In that case I just pull my hair back in a bun and don’t put my head under the water.

    11. Red Reader the Adulting Fairy*

      Mine gets mad if I wash it more than twice a week. (Think Merida from Brave.) But I keep it up in a bun like, 24/7, so most of it never has much chance to get dirty. And in the shower, I just keep my head out of the water. If it splashes a little, no big. (Washing day takes like 8 hours to dry :-P )

    12. DistantAudacity*

      I usually wash it every day, except if I’m being lazy on the weekends (like today).

      My hair is quite short, so it takes about 10 minutes all in all to add gunk, blow-dry and do the final straightening.

    13. tricolero*

      I wash it every day as it’s very long and very fine and shows the oiliness if I don’t! The only time I don’t wash it each day is if I’m very ill or there’s some kind of power/water restriction. My sister has a mane of thick dry hair and washes it once a week (she’s a shower cap wearer the other 6 days out of 7!)

    14. lily*

      I shower everyday and I was my hair everyday. Occasionally in the summer, I’ll shower twice in a day and I’ll only wash my hair once. I put it up in bun and it gets a little wet but not too much

    15. No poo*

      I don’t wash my hair to avoid stripping it from its natural protective oil. My hair was a bit greasy the first month but then it became clean again.
      At some point I tried to rinse it in apple cider vinegar but it made my hair too dry and it was smelly. Now I just rinse it in water times to times and it’s fine. I don’t use a hair dryer neither. My hair used to be super dry and it’s now smoother. It doesn’t smell bad neither.

      1. Melody Pond*

        I do this, too!

        For the last few years or so, I mixed my own concoction of homemade “shampoo” out of castile soap, sweet almond oil, jojoba oil, and a little water. I have long, slightly oily and slightly wavy hair. This worked fine closer to the roots, but I felt like my hair tangled up super easily closer to the ends.

        A month or so ago, I ran out of my typical homemade shampoo, and just… didn’t bother mixing more? I feel like my hair has adjusted, it looks pretty good, and it doesn’t tangle as easily. When I shower, I do scrub my wet scalp pretty rigorously with my fingers, and under fairly hot water – but that’s it.

    16. NeverNicky*

      Thick curly hair which is below shoulder length – it gets washed once a week (conditioner only, maybe a shampoo every three weeks or so) and it might get dampened down or rinsed a once or twice between washes – less if I’ve straightened it.

    17. Elizabeth West*

      I shower every day but only wash my hair twice a week. After I went blonde it took ages for it to feel like normal hair and not a bale of straw. Plus, it’s quite long, so I’m very gentle with it. I use sulfate-free shampoo and conditioner. If it’s super unruly, I wet it down and use a little conditioner, but shampooing only happens twice a week.

      I do have a shower cap I got at Walmart, though I often just put my hair up. The elastic is almost dead; I really need another one.

    18. Just a PM*

      I usually wash my hair every other day but will sometimes go up to 5 days between washes during these COVID times. My hair gets oily after Day 3 so I use dry shampoo to combat that greasy look. I only take showers when I’m going to wash my hair. If it’s not a hair-wash day, I don’t shower. (Exceptions if I’m traveling and doing a lot of outdoorsy stuff.)

      I got onto this schedule because I have thick frizzy and wavy hair that I use heat products — flat iron, curling iron, or blow dryer — to tame. Going 2-3 days between washes makes that treatment last longer because I’m lazy and hopefully helps minimize the damage I do. My hair does look better on the 2nd day so if I have an event, I’ll rearrange my shower routine so the event falls on a 2nd day.

      I get my shower caps from the dollar store. I only use them when I do an at-home deep conditioning treatment a couple times a year.

    19. Llama face!*

      I bathe & wash my hair every 2nd day. I have naturally oily hair (although in recent years it seems to be getting dryer in the winters, possibly because of the encroaching greys) and my hair will go into massive oil overproduction if I wash daily. I could get away with every 3rd day since my hair is very short atm and doesn’t look much different without washing but the oily feeling bugs me if I do.

    20. fhqwhgads*

      I wash my hair every other day. It’s fairly short, so during showers when I don’t wash it, it doesn’t usually get terribly wet. It’s also super thick and curly so it takes effort to really wet it anyway. As long as I don’t put my head directly under the water, it stays mostly dry. I don’t use showercaps. (Also in summer sometimes I might intentionally get it wet even if I weren’t washing it for the staying-cool factor)

      I’ve tried to wash it less frequently but it feels too gross. For a long time I washed it every day, but I’ve been trying not to because it dries out my scalp. But really I think how often one should do it is heavily dependent on the thickness and texture of your hair.

    21. Gatomon*

      I have thin, curly hair that makes ringlets. I admit I don’t shower every day in the winter if I’m just rolling around the house by myself not working up a sweat. I loosely follow the “curly girl” method. If I do shower, I get it wet and usually scrub it with a moisturizing conditioner and will wash it properly a few times a week. When it was longer I left conditioner in, but it’s short now so I just rinse out and use a good hair milk if I’m leaving the house.

    22. Michaele*

      When I was younger (I’m turning 73 next week) my hair got washed twice a week, thick and waist length. Now it’s once a week, but I’m sedentary and my hair is still incredibly thick, but only elbow length.
      Walmart has shower caps for a buck. I put a hook on the inside of my vanity door on which to hang the hook to allow the cap to dry. Getting my long, thick hair wet daily is a pain; not the washing, but the drying.
      If you aren’t getting your hair dusty/dirty from external sources, judge washing time by how your scalp feels. If your scalp feels itchy, the time to wash your hair was a couple of days ago.

    23. wingmaster*

      I have green hair, so it’s best to not wash it so often. I can go up to two weeks without washing it. Dry shampoo is my friend. I got my showercap at Ulta!

    24. Pharmgirl*

      My hair is very baby fine and gets oily easily – ideally I’d love to wash it everyday, but that’s only doable when it’s shorter. It’s longer than I’d like due to covid so I’m on an every other day schedule. I do shower everyday, but I’ll put my hair up in a bun and wear a cloth headband to keep the hair back / limit the hairline getting wet.

    25. AdAgencyChick*

      I have enough grays now that I started getting my hair colored once salons reopened this year, so I’m figuring this out too, and I don’t know that I have the right answer. :/

      I work out a lot — five or six days a week — so just leaving it be for 2 or 3 days is not an option, I would stink! I just tie it back and don’t let it get too wet in the shower on days I’m not working out, but most days I use a supposedly color-safe shampoo and conditioner (once a week or so, if I feel like I haven’t sweated a ton in my workout, I just wet my hair and run my fingers through it while running water over it, which my stylist says will remove sweat).

      …this still seems to be a little too much hair-washing. I feel like I notice grays reappearing (right now I’m getting semipermanent color) within a WEEK of spending close to a hundred bucks on a dye job. Sigh. I’m not sure if the problem is washing too much, that I should be getting permanent color instead of semipermanent (I asked for it, but my stylist keeps urging against it until I have more gray), or something else.

      [end rant]

      1. RagingADHD*

        When I work out a lot and need a rinse in between washes, I have found that using a color-safe or color-depositing conditioner in lieu of shampoo gives me just enough cleaning without stripping the dye too much.

      2. Pink Dahlia*

        If your stylist isn’t willing to do what you want, you need a new stylist. It sounds like she’s just trying to get you in more often to make more money off you.

        1. AdAgencyChick*

          I’m definitely thinking about finding a new colorist. I toyed with the idea of dyeing for long enough before I finally took the plunge that I’ve talked about it to two stylists, not one, and they both urged semipermanent. Their argument was that roots are more obvious with permanent. But if I can see entire gray hairs earlier on with the semi, maybe I don’t care about that!

          Or maybe I just…don’t have the best colorist.

    26. mreasy*

      Wash about 2-3 times a week, shower every day. Never owned a showercap until I was given a nice one for Xmas and it’s quite nice!

    27. allathian*

      I wash my hair 2 or 3 times a week. My hair is “natural” in that I don’t style it at all or use any products except shampoo and conditioner. I do brush it but that’s it. When I wash it, I wear a terrycloth towel “turban” on my head for about 15 minutes. If it’s still wet when I go to sleep, I’ll put another towel on my pillow. I have very thick and quite coarse hair, one hairdresser even said it’s like the mane of a horse. Not really, but the individual hairs are quite thick compared to the hair of most people I know. I don’t necessarily shower every day either and when I do shower it’s always in the evening. I did this even in before times when I went to the office. Our showers have a big rainfall showerhead on top and a smaller hand shower, and if I don’t want to get my hair wet, I’ll use that.

      I guess I’m lucky in that my job doesn’t require me to style my hair. If I do use styling products, I definitely need to wash them off the same day before I can sleep. My current hairdresser is great, or at least she was with my chin-length bob. But it took me a few visits to get her to understand that putting styling products in my hair was a waste of time, because I’d only wash them off that evening. Sure, I understand that a stylist wants to make their customers’ hair look as good as possible, but…

    28. RagingADHD*

      I wash my hair a couple times a week. Never use a showercap.

      I put it up and the shower hits me at shoulder level. It’s no harder to keep your hair out of the spray than it is to keep your face out of the spray when you rinse your front.

      It gets a bit damp around the edges, that’s all.

    29. Lyudie*

      I wash my hair every two or three days. I find it’s actually less oily when I do that, though I needed to go through an adjustment period where it got used to that…I was unemployed for several months so I wasn’t really going anywhere anyway. Washing your hair every day can cause it to overproduce oil. When I shower and don’t intend to wash my hair, I pull it up in one of those lobster claw clips.

    30. OyHiOh*

      I have quite curly hair (a mix of S waves and coils, 3B and 4A if you’re familiar with the curly girl groupings). Daily shampoo is generally not recommended for my hair type, but that doesn’t mean keeping it dry for days at a time either

      I thoroughly wet my hair and detangle it every day in the shower, and put conditioner in/rinse it out. Clarify with shampoo once a week. At present, I’m not using any setting/styling products; if I were, I’d shampoo every 2 or 3 days.

      Also, I live in a high desert environment. Conditioner for my hair is like moisturizer for my skin: A daily necessity unless I want a dry frizzy poof on my head!

    31. Clisby*

      I shower or bathe every day. I wash my hair every 5-7 days. It’s easy to take a shower or bath without getting your hair wet. I mean, I might get a few sprinkles but I’m not dousing my hair every day.

    32. Anona*

      I shower every day but only wash my hair every 4 days or so. I have a Lulu beauty shower cap that I like that I originally got from target but it looks like they no longer sell it.
      For a long time I didn’t wear one but just kept my hair away from the water, but it’s much better with a shower cap.

      And my hairdresser also doesn’t wash her hair everyday, so I figured that’s a good recommendation.

    33. Oxford Comma*

      I wash it every other day and I just try not to get it wet on the days I don’t wash it. Before the pandemic, I messed around with shower caps. Now I just can’t bring myself to care if I have damp hair.

    34. HBJ*

      If I’m not washing it, I just twist it into a bun on top of my head. Sure, it gets a tiny bit of spray and dampness, particularly the underside, but not enough to be a big deal.

    35. Miss Pantalones En Fuego*

      Every other day at the moment. My whole head is revoltingly oily and it really should be every day but I can’t be bothered.

    36. NapkinThief*

      As a black woman (“wash day” for my hair is weekly or biweekly, depending), I always find it fascinating that there are folks who can’t conceive of taking a shower without sticking their head under the water (no snark here, honestly – my husband is one of those people!). Ironically, I actually only use a shower cap when I’m deep conditioning my hair. Otherwise it just goes in a bun and I keep my head out of the stream.

      1. Ktelzbeth*

        For one alternative perspective, no matter what I do to wash my face, it never feels as clean as if I stick it in the shower stream to wash it, so that’s why I have trouble thinking about showering without sticking my head underwater. Just as you say you didn’t mean snark (and I believe you), I don’t mean to argue, just provide one possible other side to the story.

        1. NapkinThief*

          I hear you! Funny enough I do wash/rinse my face by putting my face in the stream as well! I keep my head tipped back a little and use my hands to help around the edges so only a little of the front gets slightly damp.

    37. Whiskey on the rocks*

      I wash mine twice a week. I dont wet it in between. i just put it up in the shower and dont worry about it if it gets a bit damp. It took a little time to get my hair and scalp adjusted to the 3 days between washing but now it’s all much happier. My hair can go longer than 3 days but my scalp can’t. I’d like to get to once weekly though and I might finally have found some products to help me do that!

    38. Pink Dahlia*

      I brutalized my hair with daily washings in Dawn when I was a server; it was the only way to get the fryer grease smell out. (I have very porous hair.) The Dawn made it like straw, and being forced to scrape it back tightly for sanitation reasons broke it off like crazy.

      Post-serving life, I have delved into CGM to try to repair the damage I did to it while working in restaurants. In this remote working world, I wash it with low-foam shampoo every 3-5 days, depending on weather. I do a cold rinse without product after exercising, or when it loses definition. My texture is evolving and changing with this new way of treating it, so I tweak my routine as needed.

      I’m also a Retin A user, which is a giant PITA to do alongside CGM. I need daily oil cleansing to keep my face flake-free, so my hairline is exposed to oil all the time. I do a mini-shampoo of the hair only around my face to keep up with that.

      TL;DR: Fine straight hair often needs daily washing to look and feel clean. Coarser hair with more texture is usually dry and needs less washing.

    39. Observer*

      It’s pretty easy to not get your hair wet when taking a shower. I never washed my hair every day – even with conditioning etc. that would do a number on my hair and scalp.

    40. Anonyme*

      My ideal is showering/hair washing every 48-72 hours. My skin is so dry, and the more I wash my hair, the faster it gets oily. However, I am a nurse, so with covid that means a lot more showering & cracked skin.

    41. londonedit*

      I wash my hair every day. I know ‘everyone’ says you’re not meant to, but I shower every morning, and the style of my hair is such that if I didn’t wash and dry it, it would look ridiculous. I’m not talking spending hours styling my hair – it only takes me five minutes to blast it into shape with the hair dryer – but if I didn’t wash and dry my hair every morning then the fringe would stick up in the air and the rest of it would be limp and sticking out at odd angles. My hair is in great condition – I have it cut regularly (2020 notwithstanding…) and I use a gentle shampoo and conditioner plus a moisturising leave-in conditioner/styling product.

  42. Courageous cat*

    Back pain while sleeping! I’m a side sleeper but I tend to throw my upper leg (whichever one that may be, depending on side) across my body so my knee is on the bed. This torques my spine.

    I have always done it and, regrettably, it is by and far the most comfortable position for me. But now, in my 30s, it’s coming back to bite me in the ass and there are many sleepless nights due to the pain.

    When I’m in pain, sleeping on my back helps mildly, but not a lot. I use a body pillow every night (does not prevent me from doing this). I tried a pregnancy pillow last night but found it way too restrictive and uncomfortable. I’m on my 3rd mattress pad, it helped for a while but now it’s happening again.

    Anyone have any suggestions?

    1. Bobina*

      Have you tried sleeping on your stomach? I’ve found I can do that sometimes and it helps alleviate back pain.

      In general though, I’m also a side sleeper, and what works best for me is a rock hard mattress and making sure my pillow is the right height so everything is aligned. The mattress is a big one for me, I remember being on a work trip and the hotel had these soft mattresses. By the 3rd night I already felt it and on my last night I was constantly waking up because my back hurt.

      I kind of do what you do with regards to throwing the leg over, but so far I dont think I’ve noticed that being a particular issue. With the body pillow, is your knee still ending up on the bed? The only thing I can think of is trying to make sure you arrange the pillow so your knee stays somewhat raised/level with your other leg so you dont get as much torquing action.

      1. Courageous cat*

        That’s what I’ve been doing re: your last paragraph, keeping the pillow in a certain way so I don’t torque as much – it works some nights, but not all, since you can’t always control what you do in your sleep (much to my dismay).

        Everything I’ve read says stomach sleeping is actually the worst position for your back, but hell, I’ll try anything at this point.

        1. The New Wanderer*

          I have the same issues re: resting my top leg knee on the bed when sleeping on my side. Same situation with the pillow, although I use a puffy bed pillow rather than a full-length body pillow – sometimes it helps, other times I end up not using it.

          I can sleep on my stomach for a while, but it’s uncomfortable if it’s for more than an hour. Mostly I just rotate what side I’m sleeping on every time I wake up, and try to stretch my back before I go to bed and when I first wake up (child’s pose, knees to chest, gentle spine twists). And, unfortunately, sometimes I take an Advil or two before bed and that’s been the most effective thing of all.

    2. Reba*

      Not sure I’m fully understanding the issue, but it would seem like a thicker and firmer pillow could help. Like, you could rest your knee on the pillow, but it would be tall enough that it would keep your leg level and so wouldn’t cause your hips to turn toward the mattress. A lot of body pillows (and wow, the pregnancy pillow omg) seem very squishy. Do you think that would be worth a try?

      Yoga bolsters are usually pretty firm/not squishy, and do come in rectangle shapes. I even wonder if using a yoga block wrapped in something soft could help (and maybe help you dial in the thickness you are looking for).

      I do the same thing btw. Can’t sleep on my back at all!

      1. Grim*

        Try putting a small pillow between your knees to properly align your hips to your spine. Really helped my spouse.

      2. Courageous cat*

        That was my thinking recently too, so I’m going to try to find one on Amazon this weekend (something thicker and firmer). My current one is a flat-as-hell king pillow from like 5 years ago so I’m sure that doesn’t help.

      3. Zooey*

        I have the bbhugme pregnancy pillow which is really good. It’s got lots of beads in and you can adjust the cover to make it firmer or squishier. It took some getting used to because it’s really big, but it makes a huge difference when sleeping on my side in that bent leg position. (It was expensive though -‘I never would have bought it for myself but got given it as a lovely gift.)

    3. Dan*

      Get a new mattress? I was having a lot of soreness when I woke up in the morning. I swapped out my old saggy mattress with something high end, and I have *zero* regrets. I would regularly wake up three to four times per week with a sore back, and now it’s down to less than once per month.

      A word of caution on mattresses — everybody is different, and you really need to find one that offers the right support *for you*. I absolutely love my mattress, but there are others who say “meh – not worth the price.”

      1. Courageous cat*

        Ugh yeah this is a concern for me. My mattress is only 4 years old :( I’ve been trying different mattress toppers in hopes that that would emulate that effect. But I do have a softer mattress which I’ve always liked, and I wonder if now I maybe need a firmer one.

        1. Dan*

          Ouch, that burns a little, but it may be time. I did get some extra life (a few years, actually) out of my old mattress with a memory foam topper, but there became a time where I knew I needed more support. I tried lots of new mattresses that felt like they had almost as much sag as my old mattress, and I was like, what’s the point?

        2. Epsilon Delta*

          Is it flippable, and if so have you been flipping it? I never realized that somw beds are designed to be rotated/turned over periodically until my husband showed me.

    4. Might Be Spam*

      I use a firm flat cushion that I put snugly against my body at my hip. It’s wide and flat so I can move my leg in my sleep and it doesn’t shift.

    5. Not A Girl Boss*

      I do the same thing. I just saw a stupid instagram graphic about keeping your top leg straight and bend your bottom leg instead. It makes SUCH a difference!

      1. Stephanie*

        That ‘s how I sleep and it does make a huge difference! I used to sleep with my top leg bent over, same as Courageous Cat, and it started to make my lower back hurt as I got older. I somehow just switched it up on my own and started straightening my top leg and bending my bottom leg. No pillow to wrestle with when I switch sides, and no more back pain, and I’m still comfy and in my preferred sleep position.

      2. Courageous cat*

        I’ll try it! For me it’s the cuddliness of hugging the body pillow that doing the top leg enables me to do that makes it so difficult, but maybe I can get used to the bottom leg too.

    6. Generic Name*

      I sleep in a similar position, and I’ve found that a small pillow between my knees to be helpful. I actually got a small “squishmallow” stuffed animal from the grocery store and I use that. The only downside was convincing my dog that I didn’t get that stuffed toy for her.

    7. Just a PM*

      I use couch cushions for this, placed next to me on the mattress. They’ve got the right amount of stuffing for me and are wide enough that my whole leg can fit on the pillow. It works well enough that I am mostly pain-free in the mornings. (At home, I use an old couch cushion from an old couch my parents tossed, wrapped in a pillow case.)

      1. Courageous cat*

        God, I don’t have the ability to do that per se, but you may be onto something with the wideness of the cushion, because then my leg can only twist my back so much. I wonder if they sell just like, extra wide pillows.

        1. Seeking Second Childhood*

          European 36″x36″? Or make your own if you’re OK with making cases too.
          Going way outside of the box here, consider a giant stuffed animal. I have an oversized Ty that saved my sleep when my frozen shoulder was at its worst. (Washing it requires a front-loader, drying it takes a couple of winter days in the furnace room.)

        2. ShinyPenny*

          They make big firmly-stuffed pillows to sit on (on the floor) in various thicknesses. I got a pair of 24 inch square ones, that are each about 5″ thick. Made cases, and only use them on the bed. They are really stable and supportive, even when stacked.

    8. Fish Microwaver*

      Google “knee pillow”. There are different shapes and materials of small pillows that are placed between the knees to keep spinal alignment. Some have straps to keep them in place.

  43. WWYB*

    What Would You Bring?

    I was invited to a last minute (yesterday) for a (this) afternoon stop-by-for-a-drink birthday celebration for a friend in town. She’s in her late 30s and has young kids (which is how we met–our kids are friends). It’s outside, a low number of people, and set up to be extremely socially distant, and masks will be on (unless you’re in your lawn chair eating or drinking).

    Normally, I’d bring a bottle of wine or similar to something like this. Because of the covid precaution, that seems a bit weird–like, there’s no pretense of it being opened and served in a buffet type set up. Bringing a gift is sort of off too, it’s way too casual for that and she just texted me yesterday.

    A card? Food? Wine that’s obviously meant as a gift not to be consumed at the party? She and my husband both coach town soccer (often rival teams!), two of our kids play tennis together, two other kid play lacrosse on the same team, and in Normal Times our families get together occasionally on the weekends for a family playdate where the grownups drink beer and watch sports while the kids play.

    My husband and kids won’t be coming, or again, I’d have thought of something for the kids to all play with together.

    1. Filosofickle*

      If the sharing aspect of a bottle is what feels weird, any “six pack” of anything individual cans — sparkling water, wine, cocktails — would be a solution. Shareable but individual. But a bottle seems okay, too. I’ve been to a couple of things like this and bottles were opened and shared. The host can serve it or drink it later as they prefer, which has always been the spirit of the wine gift to me.

      1. pancakes*

        Agreed. It’s not as if people are going to be passing around the bottle and drinking directly out of it. A 6-pack of beer or whatnot is fine too, though.

    2. Not Alison*

      Why do you feel the need to bring something for a casual stop-by-for-a-drink celebration? You don’t need to bring something tangible, just bring yourself (particularly if your spouse and children are not attending with you)!

      1. Reba*

        Heh, we have had long threads about this before. Some of us are constitutionally incapable of going to someone else’s home without some form of food or drink product. :D

    3. Stephanie*

      Maybe flowers or a nice candle? That way it’s very obviously for the friend and there’s no assumption that it’s to share (like a bottle of wine might seem).

    4. DataQueen*

      I know you already went BUT when there’s an event where most people would just bring a bottle of wine, I bring a pineapple. I’m not comfortable buying liquor or being in a liquor store, so i needed an alternative. So i bring a pineapple with a bow on it. People love it!

    5. Green great dragon*

      Chocolates? Could be shared if people felt comfortable/allowed in your area, but doesn’t feel like something that *has* to be shared.

  44. Pieforbreakfast*

    It’s time to re-side my house. Right now it’s vinyl, probably 50 years old. I’m looking at all the options, does as anyone have an opinion on cement vs vinyl vs ? I’m in the PNW so rain is a factor. Are there specific questions I need to ask of contractors? This is definitely the biggest house project I’ve taken on so any advice is welcomed.

    1. A313*

      Hardieboard. It’s made of concrete, but looks nice, is paintable and very tough. Also, probably a bit pricey, but could be worth it. Been on our house for almost 15 years and we will repaint next year.

    2. pancakes*

      Japanese-style charred wood (shou sugi ban) is durable and I think very beautiful, too. Look at Nakamoto Forestry, which is also in PNW.

      1. A313*

        I just looked this up — it’s beautiful! Thanks for mentioning it; I had no idea this existed and the method and history are interesting.

      2. pieforbreakfast*

        Wow, that is beautiful! The websites portfolio section has a house from my hood so I’ll go look closer. Thank you!

        1. pancakes*

          I’m glad you both like it! I’ll link to some beautiful houses using it on Remodelista in a separate reply. I’m an apartment-dweller but hope to have a house upstate or in Maine someday and would love to have this type of siding. There are a few other suppliers of it in the US that I know of – Delta Millworks in Austin TX and reSAWN Timber Co. in Pennsylvania.

      3. Seeking Second Childhood*

        Just my 2 cents about wood —
        First, if you’re in a fire risk area, remember the outside is your defense against sparks.
        Second, relevant you’re in a damp area and have mildew/mold allergies, you might get stuffy in a wood-shingled house.

        1. pancakes*

          Wood treated this way is “less susceptible to fire and . . . insects and rot,” according to Remodelista & other things I’ve read about it.

  45. Ohpoofinance*

    Any good suggestions for resources on understanding Roth IRAs? Like an article or video? I understand the difference between traditional and Roth IRAs, and I know I need to pick a provider, but then my understanding gets murkier. I looked at a list of potential providers and was overwhelmed with choice. Other than low fees, I don’t know what I’m looking for. Then, while I’ve read a few articles, I’m still confused about the different type of investments. Do I pick a provider based on what type of investment I want, or do all brokers offer all investment types, like bonds and market funds, at all levels of risk? Any advice on finding a Roth IRA that offers environmental/socially responsible investing?

    1. Lifelong student*

      Pretty much all brokers provide all types of investments. Not all types of investments are appropriate for retirement accounts. Some specific investments may only be available from specific brokers- but there are often virtually the same investments which are widely available. I recently inherited a mutual fund in a retirement account which cannot be transferred to another broker. However, I can sell that and buy an ETF which is virtually the same which can be moved. There are many articles on the advantages and disadvantages of Roth’s- Mr. Google can help.

    2. CatCat*

      Most providers offer similar investments and you usually aren’t only limited to their fund options. For example, I have a Fidelity account and some investments in non-Fidelity funds. WHAT to invest in is based on your time horizon, risk tolerance, and other personal factors. Personally, if you’re just learning, once you’ve put money in the account, I’d pick a “target date fund” based on the date you think you’d need the money. This lets you get started with investing and then gives you time to learn more. You can always change your investment plan once you’ve got your head wrapped around your options and have made a more personalized plan.

      I like The Simple Path to Wealth for basic investing info. Even if you decide on a different strategy than the one the author advocates, he clearly explains terminology and how investments work.

    3. fposte*

      Stick to major low-cost providers like Schwab, Fidelity, Vanguard. All of them will offer even more options than you need. Vanguard has what looks like 5 index funds and ETFs in the socially responsible category.

      What you’re asking doesn’t sound Roth-specific, so it could be a good moment for you to get your head around retirement planning while you’re at it. Either way, I like bogleheads dot org and the bogleheads wiki, which has a googleable page on Roth IRAs.

    4. SR*

      Good for you for thinking all this stuff through. You mention wanting to understand the difference btwn Roth IRAs and traditional, but the topics you are bringing up are broadera and more about understanding investing in general. The difference between Roth and traditional IRAs is pretty simple, but managing your investments has a lot more layers to it than that, as you are realizing. I self-taught myself a lot about investing via books; the “Dummies” series has good books on investing, mutual funds, etc. (i.e. Mutual Funds for Dummies). If you really want to understand what you’re doing, I recommend checking out several books from the library, vs relying only on articles and internet research.”A Random Walk Down Wall Street” is also a great book that really taught me how investment and the market works, from a laymen’s perspective.
      Also, think about your network and whether you have trusted family and friends who could be resources for advice or education — people in business, finance, or who are savvy with money. Depending on the size of your investments, you might be able to get a free meeting with a financial advisor at Fidelity or elsewhere, but be wary of smaller firms who are offering “free” financial advice.
      I use Fidelity for all my retirement investing; I like their user-friendly website for researching different funds, etc. There are options to filter funds by socially responsible investments, and the website is extremely transparent about the breakdown of investments within each mutual fund so you can take a deep dive see exactly where your money is going. They also have great customer service. Good luck!

    5. I'm A Little Teapot*

      You might find J Colin’s stock series helpful, just google it. It does have a bias towards index investing, but considering that Warren Buffet thinks most people should stick to index investing, I think that bias is just fine!

      The Roth IRA is just the type of account that holds your investments. I personally would recommend either Vanguard or Fidelity as the brokerage firm, but there’s others you can use of course. I like Vanguard because their legal structure is different and I think it’s less of a conflict of interest. Within your account, Roth or otherwise, you will hold various investments.

    6. ronda*

      1st the most important thing you can do is start the investing thing…. even if you dont end up choosing the most ideal investments at 1st. So go ahead and start.

      I currently invest at Vanguard and Fidelity. I have a preference for Vanguard, but they are both good. (Fidelity offers a great H S A account, vanguard does not. Fidelity also offers cash management(checking) and credit card– so if you want all at one internet site they may be for you)

      I primarily use low fee index funds. reducing the fees for usually the same $ growth performance is what I am looking for. There are several kinds of fees and if you google the fund letters you will get all the info on the fund including the fee amounts.

      six types of investment fees. Expense Ratio or Internal Expenses. Investment Management Fees or Investment Advisory Fees. Transaction Fee. Front-End Load. Back-End Load or Surrender Charge. Annual Account Fee or Custodian Fee.

      Every fund is going to have an expense ratio. The index funds will usually have the lowest expense ratios. The annual account fee is usually gone if you have large enough investment.
      I avoid front and back end load fees… they charge your for putting money in, or taking money out. I have not noticed these on vanguard or fidelity funds, but other investment firms have them.

      A IRA is generally not going to be used for many years, so investing in stock is usually preferred because they tend to grow more over time than bonds. When you are closer to retirement you may wish to switch more to bonds because they tend to go up and down at smaller increments protecting your balance when you may want to start taking $ out to spend.

      Vanguard allows you to buy the mutual fund, or ETF. At vanguard they are share classes of the exact same fund. I use the mutual funds they trade only at the end of each day. ETF can trade in the middle of the day and I think the minimum buy is the share price, where the mutual fund minimum buy is often a couple thousand dollars.

    7. Ohpoofinance*

      Thank you to everyone who replied. I’ve gotten a few new ideas for resources to learn more. My goal is to get an IRA set up by the end of this year.

  46. Grits McGee*

    Does anyone have an account for Curiosity Stream or any of the other documentary/learning- focused streaming services? Have you felt like it was worth it? I mostly stick to BBC documentaries, since the quality is pretty consistent and I can find them easily on YouTube/Netflix/Amazon Prime, but I’d like to branch out.

    Also, what are your documentary preferences? I work for an organization that does a ton of work with Ken Burns, and I feel bad, but I find most of his documentaries so boring . (Light on information, heavy on dramatic pauses…)

    1. pancakes*

      I was a film student many years ago and can assure you a lot of documentarians find Ken Burns terribly boring, too. Check out Errol Morris, Frederick Wiseman, and the Maysles brothers (Alan & David).

    2. Confused Single Mom*

      Oddly enough, Disney+ has a some pretty good documentaries. I went down a rabbit hole of one’s lost cities and Egypt for a while all on Disney+.

  47. FlowerQuestioner*

    What’s the general consensus on giving red roses to someone you’re not romantically involved with? Either alone or in a bouquet. I know they are symbolically supposed to be love and Valentine’s Day is red rose central, but I didn’t think they were exclusively romantic.

    Once I gave a friend a bouquet of eucalyptus and red roses (frankly everything else looked terrible at the store), and while she loved it, another person raised their eyebrows. So I wonder how cautious I need to be. I don’t want to make someone uncomfortable. Is it a generational thing?

    1. HannahS*

      I think it’s a context thing. If I invited a bunch of friends over for dinner and one of them brought me flowers, I wouldn’t think anything of it, even if they were red roses. But if a bi or straight male friend bought me a bouquet of roses for no particular reason (like, it’s not my birthday, I didn’t just pass a licensing exam) when we were hanging out alone I wouldn’t know what to make of it, and I’d wonder if he was trying to tell me something.

    2. Llama face!*

      My two cents: If the person you are giving it to doesn’t find it awkward and appreciates the gift, then you are fine. If someone wants to be all dog in the manger about a certain flower colour/variety they can keep their opinions to themselves. Flowers are meant to be enjoyed.

      1. Llama face!*

        I’ll add a caveat: I’m aromantic asexual so I don’t tend to make immediate assumptions about things being romantic in nature, so perhaps people who are focused thataway would find it more fraught with possible other meanings. (To me it seems like it would be a weird passive agressive way to show romantic interest: people should just say it if they wanna date somebody, not make awkward hints with flowers)

        1. Felis alwayshungryis*

          Yeah, but people should just speak up about a lot of things, rather than relying on weird hints. And yet…

          I think, as said above, context is everything. And if the recipient is happy then you’re all good to ignore the stickybeaks.

      2. Observer*

        This is not necessarily about being ungrateful or nitpicky, though.

        I think that the people who said that context matters are right. You need to know who you are giving the flowers to, and you need to know if they know you well enough to understand where you are coming from.

        1. Llama face!*

          If you are responding to me, I was directing my comment more at the third party nosy-parkers like FlowerQuestioner described. (I did say in the orinigal reply that my response was for if the recipient was okay with it and didn’t find it awkward.)

          1. Observer*

            On that I totally agree – third parties have not standing at all to voice any opinions about the matter.

    3. Not A Manager*

      “Another person raised their eyebrows”? Maybe they should keep their eyes in their own lane.

      Honestly, though, it depends. A single red rose has a pretty strong significance of romantic attraction, so I’d probably steer away from a single red rose in any situation that could be slightly ambiguous. I (cis het female) wouldn’t give a single red rose to any man just because why get into that when there are lots of other pretty flowers around. But I’d give one to a female friend literally to mean “I love you very much” and I wouldn’t worry that anyone would think it was a come-on.

      Similarly, a big bouquet of nothing but red roses does have a romantic connotation. I would only give them to someone where what I mean is “I love you” AND it’s clear that it’s not a romantic thing (unless it was romantic, obv). But red roses mixed in with other flowers, or with lots of greens, honestly I wouldn’t give it much thought.

    4. Esmeralda*

      Anyone who side-eyes you is a bozo. I give red roses to all sorts of people, if they are the nicest ones available.

      I’m 60, so old enough to have heard this kind of nonsense now and then.

    5. ...*

      Unless they would somehow mistake it for romance I think that’s fine. I would totally send my friends that. I mean Im married so I don’t think they’d randomly think I was hitting on them. Never heard of this before, maybe in some really proper circles. It’s not weird.

    6. Wishing You Well*

      Your bouquet of red roses and something else should’ve been fine. Red roses with nothing else in the bouquet could be misconstrued as a romantic gesture.

    7. RagingADHD*

      If it’s already clear from context that there are no romantic possibilities in your relationship, don’t give it a second thought.

      If the receiver could potentially misinterpret it, write an unambiguously friendly card, you’re fine.

      Any type of flowers would be odd if the message were open to misinterpretation. And, to someone who is looking for opportunities to create drama over other people’s flowers, any type of flowers will suffice.

    8. Catherine*

      I send most of my friends birthday flowers–usually roses, color varies depending on what I know about their preferences. They’re always delighted by it. That said, I don’t do single roses or a full dozen–I usually play some kind of numbers game. For example, my friend whose birthday is April 3rd loves roses best in red and white, so for her last birthday I sent four red ones and three white with some baby’s breath and greenery around them.

    9. Traffic_Spiral*

      I don’t think “uncomfortable” (well, don’t give them to anyone at work, but among friends it should be fine) but yeah, you’re probably going to get some raised eyebrows. That being said, unless you live somewhere very odd, there’s probably other flowers you can get most of the time, so if you make a habit of giving red roses to people, yeah… there’s probably gonna be a bit of “what’s with that person and the constant red roses” thing.

      But a one-off because “yeah, they didn’t have anything else nice” shouldn’t be that big a deal.

  48. Jean (just Jean)*

    Housekeeping thread! Also known as “work I’d rather neglect while reading a good book.” What tasks are you lucky to accomplish only once in a blue moon (which we actually had last month, ha)? Which are your favorites, or most dreaded?

    You know those gooseneck faucets that swoop out horizontally above the kitchen sink? The ones with the smooth, shiny top of the gooseneck? When the underside of mine felt neither shiny nor smooth I turned my head upside down for a good hard look … at brownish, gummy, caked-on gunk. Yecch! It took toothpaste, baking soda, vinegar, Bon Ami cleanser and Bar Keeper’s Friend to restore cleanliness. (Hot tip for folks who keep kosher: You can find kosher toothpaste if you prefer to use only kosher cleaning products.)

    Part of my mind is wryly amused that this is what passes for excitement during the coronavirus. The rest of my mind is grateful that I am able to maintain a somewhat comfortable home. As per Cheryl Mendelson (author of Home Comforts, an eeenorrmouss volume about all possible aspects of housekeeping), there’s a psychological/spiritual aspect to this work beyond the mechanics of sponges and mops.

    1. Just a PM*

      all of it? I hate all the housekeeping chores. I was about to act on finally hiring a cleaning crew like Molly Maid when COVID hit so I postponed that.

      I do the bare minimum so I can be comfortable but if I’m expecting guests (yes, a rarity these days), I’ll run the vacuum cleaner and swiffer the kitchen..

    2. Llama face!*

      Vaccuuming. I don’t know why it just seems so difficult but I Do Not Like It. Luckily my home heating source is nearly dust free (hot water pipes) and I don’t wear shoes inside like some americans do so I can get away with procrastinating on it for longer stretches of time.

      1. Pink Dahlia*

        I loathe vacuuming and I need to do it constantly. One of my cats loves to gobble anything she can find on the floor (leaves, crumbs, hair) and my husband has severe psoriasis and sheds like a lizard year-round. I’m up to four times a week, and it still isn’t enough.

        In my dream world, I have a giant ranch house with all matching hard floors and no seams, so I can have a fleet of robot vacuums running 24-7.

        1. Llama face!*

          I dream of no carpet but live in an area with very cold long winter weather where it is not practical. So my dream is to eventually move to a warmer climate where I can have hardwood/laminate all over and maybe just a few area rugs for softness. With in-floor heat if the winters are still cold, of course. I actually like sweeping so that wouldn’t be too much of a chore for me (pun intended).

      2. Elspeth McGillicuddy*

        I also hate vacuuming. It’s the noise for me. I strongly dislike most forms of white noise, and a vacuum cleaner is white noise turned up to 11. It feels like it’s abrading my brain.

        1. Llama face!*

          Ooh, that may actually be it for me too. It is a particularly unpleasant noise. And a little bit also the weird burnt dust kind of smell they always make.

            1. Llama face!*

              I don’t have enough hair for that lol (buzz cut). But I actually found unwinding the hair from the brush a bit soothing when I was young. Kind of like untangling necklace chains.

          1. Elspeth McGillicuddy*

            Do you get that wonderful feeling of peace when you finally switch the horrible machine off and blessed quiet finally returns? That’s what let me know how much I hate the sound, how happy I am when it goes away.

            1. Llama face!*

              I do. I’m currently suffering because my fish tank pump has started making a terrible sucking noise (I think it’s dying so I’m going to buy a replacement tomorrow). I’ve had to avoid the living room or temporarily shut it off for a short time so I could sit on my couch.

        2. All the cats 4 me*

          This reminds me of a ? Calvin and Hobbes cartoon (I think it was one of theirs). Hobbes said you’d make a lot of noise too if someone pushed you around a carpet on your face.

    3. Stephanie*

      I really don’t like cleaning, but I have made a huge effort to make my bed daily, and while I have missed a day here and there, for the most part, it’s become a daily habit and it just makes me feel better. And since we’ve been using the kitchen so much more than usual lately with everyone home and cooking every meal, I’m trying to keep the kitchen cleaned up throughout the day and put things away quickly instead of doing a big clean up after dinner.
      I’m looking at all of the dog hair “tumbleweeds” rolling around my living room floor and realizing that I really need to vacuum, even if it’s my most-hated chore.

    4. Gatomon*

      …cleaning the shower. I can’t see much of anything without glasses so while I know it’s dirty right now, I can’t see how dirty it is when I go in there, so it persists. It’s just such a giant pain. I have one of those corner shower stalls with the glass walls and doors and it’s just a project every time I do it and it’s overall not in great shape. I’d really like to have that bathroom remodeled so I’m also not very motivated to care for it knowing I’ll just have it gutted in a couple of years anyway.

    5. My Brain Is Exploding*

      I don’t like dusting. Also vacuuming. I’m great at organizing/sorting/routinely going through things.

    6. fposte*

      See, I’d enjoy cleaning that. Peeling off layers is fun—it satisfies a compulsion and the change is noticeable. It’s the “I just *did* that” chores, like vacuuming, that I hate.

    7. AvonLady Barksdale*

      I hate dusting but I also hate dust. Every two weeks or so I dust everything in a flurry of inspiration. I vacuum twice a week but I don’t mop the floors enough.

    8. Alex*

      I have the unfortunate combination of a stove with no hood/fan/cover, and popcorn ceilings. I really struggle with getting the cooking grime off the ceiling above my stove! I just try not to look up….

      I live in a very old house with lots of nooks and crannies and corners and getting the cobwebs and dust out of all of them is a never-ending task.

      1. Janne*

        I know this problem. My boyfriend has a bright white fridge next to his stove and no hood. Everything becomes sticky and yellow really quickly. The hood in my own house is not strong enough so the grime only collects on its outside. So I unfortunately have a lot of experience with de-griming stove surroundings. What works best for me is dissolving as much washing soda (sodium carbonate, don’t confuse it with baking soda which is sodium *bi*carbonate) as possible in hot water and wiping the surfaces with it. You don’t need to scrub. When your washing soda solution starts to look dirty, make a new one. If you’re happy with the amount of grime removed, wipe off with just water. (You might want to use gloves, because the soda will strongly degrease your hands as well.)

    9. nep*

      This might sound nuts, but I love cleaning the hell out of the house when I’m alone…hate doing any cleaning when relative with whom I currently live is around. During COVID, 100% of the time it’s the latter. Boo. (Same with yard work/mowing…I like being out there working in the yard and getting in my ‘zone,’ but if family member comes out to help it’s all ruined for me.)

      1. Janne*

        That doesn’t sound nuts to me. I do the same. For me it’s largely because I want to listen to my cleaning music which nearly everybody I know hates (powermetal). :D

    10. Miss Pantalones En Fuego*

      Cleaning the kitchen cabinets. I have these faux tongue and groove cabinets and they collect dust and gunk really easily. We’re thinking of replacing them next year and I really want completely flat cabinets.

      Also dusting.

    11. Square Root of Minus One*

      I don’t mind laundry or taking the dishes in/out of the dishwasher at all. I’m not a fan of the rest, but what I hate most is taking out the trash.
      Seriously. It’s not even long or hard, but it annoys me enough that I strive to have as little as I can. As of today, about half is the cat’s litter, which I can’t really reduce.

    12. Anon for this*

      I love decluttering and organizing, and generally like wiping down the furniture surfaces. I tolerate laundry and trash. For some reason, though, I really don’t enjoy mopping the floor, and so I keep putting it off. Maybe I should get a Roomba?

  49. Pink Dahlia*

    I need window treatments and I want them all to match, since they’ll all be visible from the front/back of the house. I’ve settled on white 2-inch blinds, but am stuck on wood versus faux wood.

    I have pets of varying energy and naughtiness levels (fosters and permanent) but am childfree. I know I will use faux in the bathrooms due to moisture issues, but am undecided about the living areas. Weight is not really an issue, since the larger windows are just multiple panes that are framed out separately.

    Any strong opinions either way?

    1. Anono-me*

      I’m a huge fan of vertical blinds, especially with pets. They are easier to keep clean and animals are less likely to get stuck in then.

      1. Anono-me*

        Wood looks richer, but faux is easier to keep clean if your animals will peak out the window with the blinds closed.

      2. Dr. Anonymous*

        I agree that if you DO have pets, there is a 100% chance they will try to insert themselves between the slats of horizontal blinds, likely to the detriment of your window treatments. If not, blinds for the win and I would lean towards faux wood if you like white anyway because I think they’d be hardier when it’s time to clean them.

  50. Jackie*

    Does anyone have a good low sodium/low sugar dinner recipe ? I’d like a recipe with 4 or 5 ingredients and fast to make.

    1. Anono-me*

      I have few and am always looking for more.

      1. Chicken with tomatoes and fennel over rice.

      – Slice up a fennel bulb* into strips. Dice up 3 big tomatoes**, put both into a large deep frying pan.

      -Lay 3-4 chicken breasts on top of the tomatoes and fennel. Season with black pepper.

      -Add white wine to the pan until it is about half way up the side of the chicken. Poach the chicken for about half an hour.

      -Serve over rice.

      * Onion can be substituted for fennel
      **Tomato can canned or fresh

      2. Chicken with carrots in apple cider (Might be a little higher in sugar.)

      -Marinate chicken breasts in apple cider for 4-10 hours (many add some cinnamon and peppercorns.)
      Dry the chicken and cook in a frying pan.

      -Clean and trim 1-2 pounds of carrots. Place in a microwave safe bowl with a teaspoon of water. Cover with plastic cling wrap. Microwave per your microwave’s directions.

      -Remove the chicken and deglaze the pan with the cider marinade. Reduce the cider to a glaze. Slice the chicken into strips. Put chicken and carrots back in the pan to reheat with the glaze.

      1. Anono-me*

        You can also sub out the wine in recipe #1 with no sodium chicken broth.

        Aldo be sure to use the unbrined chicken breasts.

    2. Not A Girl Boss*

      My go to fast meals involve just swapping pasta for a veggie. Veggies are actually faster to make than pasta and are full of flavor.
      -Broccoli alfredo
      -Palmini (hearts of palm noodles) with tomato sauce and some ricotta cheese
      -Shredded brussels sprouts in garlic butter/ olive oil
      -zucchini with pesto
      -loaded cauli mash
      -cauli rice and a bag of mixed veggies in an Indian curry

      Most veggies come in steamer bags, are super quick to saute, or can be cooked right from frozen in a 400*F oven for 15-20 minutes.
      I’m vegetarian but my husband air fries chicken directly from frozen, adds ground beef to the sauce, or throws thawed salmon in the oven along with the veggies. I’ve long considered buying a second air fryer just for the veggies because it makes them go from frozen to perfect in not even 10 minutes.

      Also, omlettes / veggie scrambles are the world’s most underrated dinner. Who has time to make eggs for breakfast anyway?

      1. Not A Girl Boss*

        It’s also important to note that starches like potatoes, sweet potatoes, squash, rice turn into sugar (glucose) once digested. Sugar free doesn’t mean blood sugar impact free. So if you’re trying to control blood sugar or triglycerides it’s better to opt for more complex carbs, or pair your carbs with protein and fat to slow down the digestion.

    3. Morningstar*

      Here’s a super easy one I discovered lately:
      Boneless skinless chicken breast
      8 oz tub of flavored hummus

      Coat the breasts with approximately a Tablespoon of hummus each. I use a clean spoon (that never touches the chicken) to drop some on the breasts and smear it around with a fork. Don’t contaminate the rest of the hummus tub with raw chicken, so you can serve it on the side as a dipping sauce later. If you’re feeling fancy you can also dip the chicken in panko.

      Place coated chicken breasts on baking sheet covered with foil & bake at 425 for 30 min.

      I like to bake frozen green beans sprinkled with Italian seasoning & garlic in a greased 9×9 glass baking dish at the same temperature/time.

      Serve the chicken and green beans with the rest of the hummus as a dipping sauce and you’re good to go.

      This dish is also good with a salad on the side, but the baked veggie side is the quickest/easiest.

      You can also do this same recipe using a jar of tomato salsa instead of the hummus.

      1. Morningstar*

        Hm, that’s a baking sheet lined with foil (don’t cover the chicken). Also this is for 2 adults, so maybe a 16 oz tub of hummus to serve 4.

  51. Not A Girl Boss*

    I think we are going to be stuck doing an at-home anniversary celebration but I still want to get a nice (sexy because why not) dress for the occasion. My style is Blair from Gossip Girl on a Covid budget, lol. Any ideas for good places to online shop?

    1. AdAgencyChick*

      I like Leith — not sure whether it’s a Nordstrom store brand although I have only ever bought it there. Full price, the dresses are usually in the $60-80 range, but they often go on sale for $40 or less. It’s mostly body-con stuff, which is great for date night dresses.

    2. NaoNao*

      “Dress the Population” has some great fun stuff, and check Nordstrom Rack online, as they often sell the items for very inexpensively.

      1. AdAgencyChick*

        I also love Dress the Population and Bardot, which are pricier than Leith but often go on sale as NaoNao says.

    3. Diahann Carroll*

      Gilt, Modcloth has some very Waldorf-esque special occasion dresses on sale now, and Nordstrom has some nice sale dresses as well from time to time.

    4. Traffic_Spiral*

      Assuming you know your size in certain brands, you could try ebay? Lots of high-quality second hand dresses.

    1. Lyudie*

      Maybe? I was only three at the time so over 40 years ago now, it’s possible this was all a dream…I have always had vivid dreams. My grandfather had died shortly before, and we were in his house. My one aunt and her husband had moved in after he passed away, and my parents, my two aunts, and their husbands were all in the kitchen playing cards, I was playing in the living room. I looked up and saw my grandfather standing in the hall, smiling at me. The way the house was arranged, when you walked into the living room, the kitchen was on the left and the hallway to the bedrooms was on the right, so it was sort of split in half and you could only see the living room from the kitchen. I looked at the adults, then back to the hallway, and he was gone. I asked where grandpa had gone, he was right there in the hallway. My aunts were quite upset, as I recall, and I was sternly told to stop making up stories. That’s really all I remember.

    2. Llellayena*

      Yes, I was actually on a ghost tour at the time. We were passing a graveyard (cliche, I know) and I saw a woman in a white dress moving between the graves. The tour turned the corner, stopped at the graveyard gate…and told us about a woman in a white dress who has been seen walking through the gravestones.

    3. All the cats 4 me*

      Not seen, but…

      Many years ago my now husband and I were vacationing and visiting friends in the UK (first time there for both of us). We were staying with a couple in Scotland, near the borders. They were renting a house while he did a post doc. The story was that the house was originally a fortified house, (due to being in an area subject to border raids), and the ground floor was used to shield livestock from raids, while the people loved upstairs. The house had been renovated and people were using both floors.

      Our host laughingly commented many times about doors that shut themselves, and they must have a ‘ghost’. Of course we all assumed it was off kilter doorways in the very old structure.

      We happened to be wanting to get married during the trip and were able to make arrangements nearby, so the hosts were our witnesses at the registry office. The ceremony was just the four of us and the registrar, in a room at the council offices (0r whatever it was). It was a nice enough room, with a nice touch of some flowering plants in a stand that held three pots in a row in a sort of trough with rails, if you know what I mean?

      During the ceremony, one of the pots appeared to leap out of the railed enclosure and fell to the floor. My immediate response was to say “oh, wow, the ghost came to our wedding!”. We all had a laugh, completed the wedding and were treated to a very nice lunch at Gleneagles by our witnesses.

      To this day, I am just not sure. There was no way the pot could have fallen on it’s own – it was securely within the rails of the plant stand. But I do not believe in ghosts. I still don’t really know what I think!

    4. lazy intellectual*

      I’ve never *seen* a ghost, but when I used to live in my parent’s house, I would sometimes feel a prod on my back when I started daydreaming while studying. No one else in the room. It didn’t happen too often but it did sometimes. I like to think it’s a ghost, but I don’t really believe in them.

    5. Anona*

      I lived briefly in a building that used to be a nursing home. Plenty of times I’d see something (movement) out of the corner of my eye, and would turn and nothing would be there.

      One weird night my roommate’s door slammed shut and locked. We didn’t have a key and had to get the landlord to unlock it the next day. She was really creeped out and slept in my room that night.

    6. Recreational Moderation*

      Not seen, but heard. In the early 1970s two friends and I rented a house in an older part of Los Angeles; our house was vintage 1910 or thereabouts, and a great place to live.

      First, it’ll help to know the house layout: When you entered the front door you were in the big living room, with a sitting area and fireplace to the right and a parlor area to the left. Straight ahead was the dining area (built-in wooden hutches; beautiful), with the kitchen door straight ahead beyond that.

      To your left as you entered the dining area was the door to a hallway. Turning left when you entered the hallway, back toward the front of the house, led to the bedroom that was mine, so my bedroom’s front wall was also one wall of the parlor.

      One night shortly after we moved in, I woke up to the sounds of children giggling. I couldn’t distinguish words, but I could hear the happy voices as well as the bounce-sound of a small rubber ball and what sounded like jacks being picked up from the wooden floors. (When I was a kid, my grandmother had shown me a set of jacks she played with as a child; those jacks were metal, and made a distinctive sound on wooden floors, and that’s the sound I heard here.)

      When I told them about it, my roommates said I was dreaming, or hearing things. Their bedrooms were toward the rear of the house, and they’d heard nothing. But when it continued to happen—not every night, but often—I suggested we swap bedrooms for a night. They agreed, if only to prove me wrong, and they heard it too.

      The other houses on our street were pretty much the same age as ours, and many were home to families with kids, but my sounds were appearing at 2:00, 3:00, 4:00 in the morning—not the hours that kids would generally be up and about. And in the 1970s, you’d have a hard time finding kids who played with jacks at all, much less the old-fashioned metal kind.

      Roommates and I decided that these were friendly spirits, but I did need to sleep, so one night during their games I called softly, “Hey, kids? I need my sleep here—could you quiet down a bit?” And amazingly, they did. I heard them much less frequently, and much less loudly.

      I lived in that house for less than a year, but absolutely loved every day of it—including the ectoplasmic kids in the parlor.

        1. Recreational Moderation*

          Thanks, StudentA, glad you liked it. I still smile when I think of that house and our ghosts. They were such friendly spirits!

          I’m currently living in L.A. again, and I keep wanting to drive by and check to see if that house is still there. I haven’t; would hate to learn that it’s now a parking lot, or something worse.

    7. Catherine*

      Yes, but no particular special stories–I like old inns and temples.

      My brother and I are mildly haunted by our father though we don’t often see him ourselves–we usually hear about his appearances from people we’re dating. (Because we don’t talk about family that isn’t each other much, we can frequently get several months into a relationship without mentioning that our father is dead… which has caused a bunch of hurt feelings in dates who think our father is ignoring/snubbing them and is just generally a pain to deal with.)

    8. Amethyst*

      Yes. The house I grew up in was built in 1865ish, with the last addition built in the 1950s. We slowly remodeled it through the years & found hand-hewn logs in some of the framing. :)

      Anyway, I was probably 12 or so when I couldn’t sleep one night–a night where I just tossed & turned. I remember turning from the left side (facing my bedroom wall) to the right (facing the room) & saw a woman in a floor-length white dress in a high collar (up to her jawline) watching us in the doorway to our room. Freaked me right out. I blinked & she was gone.

      I’ve also had a very weird dream once… I’ve had a lot of cases where I’ve dreamed things that’ve come true later, & this particular period was heavy on this, so much so that this was happening multiple times/day for *days*. So right before I fell asleep, I thought, “Alright, show me what I can do.” as a kind of dare/challenge, lol. Here’s the dream, which I wrote down shortly after I woke up (TW for rape):

      There are 2 orderly lines of spirits shrouded in brown cloaks in this semi-dark place. I can’t tell by sight whether they’re male or female, but I know it instinctively. I also know which child belongs to which spirit. One line walks from left to right, & the other from right to left, so it has that weird blending effect. I watch them for a while & wonder about their stories. No sooner does the thought cross my mind that two figures break away & approach me. It’s a young woman with a very young child (probably around 5 or so). She tells me without actually speaking that she wants to show me her life. I agree.

      She takes me to this dirty cobblestone street somewhere in the slums of London, England. It’s…I wanna say somewhere between 1850-1870, but I can’t be sure. It could be earlier. It’s nighttime. The street itself is very narrow, like a one way street is, & the houses share walls on both sides of the street. There’s two lampposts for light, but they don’t cast enough light. She & her father live & work in his tavern that barely scrapes enough for their daily living & stuff.

      She shows me the day she was raped. She was out begging for money to help support her dad when these two guys grabbed her from behind & pulled her into an alley. One of them pinned her arms down & the other pushed up her dress & pinned her legs down so she couldn’t kick him where it hurt. She didn’t scream because she knew nobody would come to help her.

      I pulled myself out of the dream just before they actually began to rape her so I didn’t see everything that happened, but went back to sleep almost immediately, & the dream continues…

      The scene changes. She walks down the street toward home with a little boy by her side. He can’t be older than 3 or 4 years old. They’re both dressed in rags & she seems like she’s had an even rougher life than she did, & she’s just coming back to see if he’ll take them in so her son doesn’t have to starve. She knocks on the door, & she introduces him to her father. Her dad hollers at her in his raspy voice & slams the door in her face, & she & her son leave. She “tells” me at this point that she died not long after from starvation & a couple medical issues, & her son begged on the streets before he was killed around 6 years old in a horrific accident involving a horse-drawn cart.

      I return to the semi-dark place with the brown cloaked figures. The woman & her son wave to me & she thanks me for letting her share her life story. Then they’re gone. I watch the spirits walk in the their lines & then I wake up.

      1. Jean (just Jean)*

        Oh, my, life was really terrible for women back in the day. (Still is, for many women, nowadays.) I hope her spirit is with the spirit of her son and they are both at peace.

    9. KoiFeeder*

      My dad thought that poltergeist was a great movie to show a six year old, and my closet door isn’t hinged right so it opens and closes on its own when there’s an air pressure differential (doesn’t help that it’s connected to the attic).

      While there were never any actual ghosts that I know of, I used to barricade that door because I was terrified that the poltergeists were going to try and eat me. I’m still pretty sore with him, especially because he thinks the whole situation is funny and it sure wasn’t funny to me.

    10. GottaBeTotallyAnonforthis*

      Not seen, but…

      Long story, but it was a tradition to go on an All-India Tour between terms. So my classmates and I raised money to go on the tour. We got India Rail passes for 3rd class at student rates, and made up our minds where to go. We stayed wherever a large group of students could get very cheap lodging. So we would show up in a city, pile out bags in a heap and a few teams of scouts would go out looking for a place to stay. We stayed in ashrams and schools and all kinds of random places.

      When we got to a certain large city that might nowadays be well known as a tech hub, but which will remain unnamed, we did the same. The place that was found was a pretty nondescript cinder block place that rented halls for parties. We rented a hall that had an entrance from the open balcony through a short hallway with bathrooms on one side and a small empty room on the other. We put down our things and went out sightseeing. When we got back after dinner it was late and everyone was getting ready and I was tired, so I figured I would shower in the morning. I laid out my sleeping bag agains the back wall of the bathrooms and laid down.

      Wasn’t even asleep yet when someone tripped over my legs and I pulled them up and looked up, figuring someone tripped over me on the way to the bathroom. Lights all on, all my classmates awake and getting ready for bed, no one around. I thought, “that’s funny” and lay back down. A little while later someone AGAIN tripped over my legs and grabbed my arm to steady themselves. Opened eyes and sat up right away, and again, lights still on, classmates still getting ready. And my back was against the wall, so no way someone would have walked into me. For some reason I thought, “this place must be haunted”. But then I thought, if I say anything it will upset everyone and no one will get to sleep and I am tired. All a ghost can do is frighten me” and with that I lay back down and went to sleep and thought no more of it until morning.

      The next morning we all went out to breakfast. We were all crammed into just a few booths at the restaurant and when the conversation lulled at our table I overheard a conversation at the next table where a group of girls were being asked why they ended up back in the main room overnight, when they had gone to sleep in the small room. They all talked about the ghost that some of them had seen and that had grabbed others. At that my friend sitting next to me (big guy, and not easily freaked out) turned white and admitted someone had tried to choke him in the night.

      None of us had compared notes or talked about it (other than the girls in the same room) before breakfast.

  52. Anono-me*

    I’m looking at getting an enameled Dutch oven. Does anyone have any recommendations? It would be primarily for soups and stews. I’m hoping to keep it in the $50-$100 price range.

    Thank you.

    1. CatChaser*

      I would recommend a Lodge enameled cast iron Dutch oven. I have one in the 6 qt. size and it has done everything from deep frying to stews to corned beef. You can find them at Amazon; the 6 qt. is about $80. Mine can cook for 2 or when everyone is here, easily handles 5 adults.

      1. BRR*

        Second the lodge. The only other one I know in that price range is the amazon basics and I’d go with lodge first. I’ve seen them occasionally at Costco.

    2. Grapey*

      I was gifted a Martha Stewart one a few years ago and I’m very happy with it. They are on sale in your price point at Macy’s.

      Regardless of brand, you want a lid with multiple ridges underneath so the liquid falls evenly, not just to the edge. I didn’t know I’d wanted that until I saw it in mine!

    3. HBJ*

      Whatever you do, don’t use metal in it! Ours has so many chips and dings. We don’t use it anymore and need to replace it. :(

      1. Bobina*

        If you’re into gardening, I saw someone today say they turned a damaged Dutch oven into a lovely outdoor planter, so there’s a top tip for you!

    4. Celestina Warbeck*

      Amazon also sells Amazon Basics ones, they were recently listen on a food blog I like as a recommendation (Budget Bytes)

    5. Janne*

      You might be able to find cheap good ones in a secondhand shop if they’re open where you live. In my country (Netherlands) heavy enameled pots were standard kitchen equipment like 50-70 years ago so now their owners are moving to old people’s homes or dying and their pots are brought to secondhand shops. The most important thing to look for is its weight, the heavier the better. And make sure that the enamel isn’t damaged.

      I’m sorry if this doesn’t apply to where you live. Anyway, good luck with finding a Dutch oven that you like, have fun with cooking with it, and don’t hurt your wrists when carrying it.

      Additional story: frying pans of this material are the absolute best for making Dutch pancakes (the size of a crepe, but thicker and heavier, often part buckweat flour), fried eggs and omelettes, because due to the heavy material the heat spreads very evenly and the pan easily stays the same temperature. The only thing is that you have to have really strong arms if you want to flip the pancakes by throwing them in the air. I like to see it as a form of exercise :D

    6. Whiskey on the rocks*

      If you have an Aldi near you, look for their enameled Dutch ovens to show up soon. I’ve had mine for almost 10 years now and use it at least weekly, plus a braise I added a couple years ago. They are about $30 but they go really fast. Besides that, Lodge all the way.

    7. specialK*

      Another vote for Lodge, good price, good quality. I’ve had mine for 10 years and it’s almost good as new.

  53. Courageous cat*

    Classics (in literature!)

    Classics are my favorite genre, I think (if you can call it that). I tend to prioritize them more than more modern novels.
    1) What are your favorites? Least favorites? No spoilers please
    2) Has anyone read Bleak House all the way through? I’m about halfway in and WOW is it not paying off so far. Quite the struggle honestly. It has fantastic reviews though.

      1. Morningstar*

        Also not necessarily a fan of the classics, but in this vein — Frankenstein, The Invisible Man

    1. GoryDetails*

      I’ve enjoyed many classics, though not always the ones that I’d expected to. Heavy-duty ones like Moby Dick and Ulysses took me some effort, but once I immersed myself in them I found that I really enjoyed them. I love Austen’s novels and most of the Brontes’ work, and the horror cannon – Dracula, Frankenstein, Jekyll and Hyde, etc.

      I adore Bleak House, but I should probably add that I didn’t tackle it until well into middle age; I don’t think I’d have found it as enjoyable if I’d tackled it in my youth. [Same with Dombey and Son and Little Dorrit.] In some cases I got into them via audiobooks ,and in others via screen adaptations; there are decent mini-series versions of Bleak House and Little Dorrit that helped give some context for the quirkier and/or less-accessible characters.

      Another doorstopper that I needed help to get into: War and Peace, which I only attempted after seeing the marvelous 1966 mini-series adaptation by Sergei Bondarchuk. (With the Russian novels it helps me to be able to put faces to the characters, especially when there are so darned many of them {wry grin}.)

      Some classics I got into sideways: I loved Edith Wharton’s ghost stories before I found my way into House of Mirth, for example.

      And some I haven’t bothered to try, either because I’ve sampled the author’s other works and didn’t fall in love, or because my reaction to reviews and commentary is a kind of “meh” and I’d rather spend my reading time on something that makes me feel more enthusiastic.

    2. Lucia*

      I love A Tale of Two Cities. Also most anything by Jane Austen. Oh, and many of Shakespeare’s plays, too (loved Twelfth Night). Although I might not exactly call it a favorite, I liked The Picture of Dorian Gray. Same for Dracula.

      Two of the worst, most depressing books of all time? Tess of the D’Urbervilles, and The Jungle. One of the most boring – Vanity Fair.

    3. ImOnlyHereForThePoetry*

      Try Quentin Durward by Sir Walter Scott – it’s a mix of action, romance and comedy ( it would make a great movie)

    4. lazy intellectual*

      I also love classics!

      American: The Great Gatsby and Age of Innocence. I like Little Women too but Amy annoys me too much to love it lol.

      British: All the ones you would imagine – Austen, Jane Eyre (still need to read the other Bronte sisters), Dickens

      1. lazy intellectual*

        For least favorite: I read Robinson Crusoe and found it sooo boring. I forced myself to finish it, too. I also don’t like Mark Twain or Ernest Hemingway as much as I feel like I should.

    5. AnotherTeacher*

      Oh gosh I hated Bleak House so much! One of my favorite reviewers (who loved it!) said something like, “It was a little slow to get started, but it picked up pace after [x thing happens]” and so I kept reading thinking it was going to get better. “x thing” happened at like page 700 in my copy! No thanks.

      1. Courageous cat*

        This is my fear. If I have to hear one more thing about some law clerk doing something mundane for 20 pages I may lose it.

    6. Felis alwayshungryis*

      I love Jane Eyre. I read it every year. I actually hate Wuthering Heights, though – I find the story-within-a-story plot device confusing, and more than that they’re all terrible people.

      I liked Dracula and Frankenstein. Dickens I’m pretty ho-hum on, mostly because of the magazine-created cliffhanger on every chapter. I enjoyed The Great Gatsby. I generally tend more towards children’s classics, so Anne of Green Gables, The Secret Garden, and Ballet Shoes will always have a place on my bookshelf.

      I find Jane Austen massively overrated (but it takes all sorts to make a world), and I can’t stand Tolkien.

      1. Analyst Editor*

        I like Jane Eyre, and generally like Jane Austen’s outlook on life and things as it comes through in he novels but I love Tolkien. Interesting.

    7. Fellow Traveller*

      Oh what a great thread! Also what counts as a classic? Like do Alcott’s pot boilers count? Does Toni Morrison count? I would love to hear if anyone has favorite classics outside of 18th century English language books.
      My favorites are Jane Eyre, Middlemarch, and Howards End. I guess I like books with sensible yet passionate heroines. Oh, also the Count of Monte Cristo – such a great adventure story.
      I do love Bleak House, but I have to admit that it took a lot of slow reading – like “curl up in a chair on a rainy afternoon with a cup of tea and read one chapter at a time” reading. The legal stuff wasn’t the most interesting to me. It was kind of like the literary equivalent of an adult in the Peanuts cartoon. The best parts for me were the parts focussed on Esther’s journey. The end was really wonderful. (If it is getting really hard, though, I fully give you permission to abandon the book and go watch the mini-series. That was pretty fabulous)

    8. Not A Manager*

      My favorite classic, and my favorite book probably, is Anna Karenina. The story of Anna is fine, although it’s my least favorite narrative arc. But I love the related stories of the Oblanskys and the Levins, and I really love the background characters and the setting.

      In a “historical novel” you get the history and setting sort of spoon-fed to you, as it were. But Tolstoy is writing about his own time and place. His aristocrats socialize while ice skating because I guess that’s what you did in a Russian metropolis in the middle of winter if you didn’t have to work for a living. Levin keeps bees and serves his fresh honey on slices of cucumbers (as one does). The secondary characters are wonderful – like the fascinatingly awful Countess Lydia. But my absolute favorites are the small cameos, like the small bit of a hunting scene narrated from the point of view of the dog.

      I find the concept of Russian literature to be kind of daunting, but this book is surprisingly accessible and really fun.

    9. Biziki*

      I think my favourite is Treasure Island by Robert Louis Stevenson. I loved realizing how much it influenced the cultural notion of what makes pirate-ness. A Tree Grows in Brooklyn is also great.

      My least favourite is probably Of Human Bondage by William Somerset Maugham. I remember loving it the first time I read it when I was in my very angsty early 20s but when re-reading years later I realized I was just in a stage of feeling very sorry for myself and misery loves company.

    10. Undine*

      I loathe Bleak House. Esther Summerson is the master (mistress?) of the humble brag. I tried to reread it and there was a point where my internal reading of her voice unconsciously went up an octave and started to simper. I read somewhere that she was, in part, Dickens’ answer to Jane Eyre — Jane is direct and honest about the bleakness of her position, while Esther is an advertisement for the submissive Victorian woman.

      Trollope is very safe and very Victorian. He accepts the parameters of the Victorian world, he doesn’t worry about injustice or poverty, there is almost always a marriage at the end. But within that, his plots are interesting and his characters are real. He’s good entertainment.

      If you like Emma, you might like Miss Marjoribanks by Mrs. Oliphant. Another willful self-deluded heroine, in a very different way.

      I love Edith Wharton’s The Age of Innocence and The Custom of the Country (my screen name is after Undine Spragg -another self-deluded heroine). House of Mirth is too depressing for me.

      Mrs. Gaskell is much gentler on her characters than Wharton or Oliphant or Austen. North and South, Wives and Daughters, Cranford.

      Dicken is sui generis. He can be very long and he falls into his grotesques a little too much. I love David Copperfield as a child but then he gets married and it all gets very dull. Great Expectations has some fantastic scenes including Mrs. Havisham, of course. But I don’t reread Dickens the way I do others on this list.

      My favorite Eliot is Middlemarch.

      Hardy is definitely the most depressing English author. I think Jude the Obscure is the worst of all, but there are lots of contenders.

      I like Portrait of a Lady by Henry James, although it’s sad — that would be where I would start with James. James is depressing but in a different way.

      War and Peace.

    11. Gamer Girl*

      The County of the Pointed Firs by Sarah Orne Jewett

      It’s a lovely book, very nearly a novella, and the characters are absolutely wonderful. Never boring, and I read it once a year! My copy also has many of the author’s short stories, many of which take place in the same setting, so you sometimes get cameos of characters mentioned in the book.

      Also, The Tenant of Wildfell Hall is massively underrated. At the time, the scenarios portrayed shocked polite society. It has seen a revival of interest in modern scholarship and is now seen as one of the first feminist novels. Definitely worth checking out and deciding your own take on it!

      Or, when all else fails, Price and Prejudice and Persuasion, plus anything Chekhov :)

    12. He tasks me; he heaps me*

      I love Moby-Dick. I love it so much. I know it’s a super-pretentious thing to say but I just really, truly, love every second of reading that book. I’m a fan of many of the American Romantics (with the appropriate caveats about conceptions of Indigineity), but honestly, nothing compares (for me) to that book.

      Can’t stand Dickens, have not read Bleak House.

    13. Courageous cat*

      Thank you guys, these are some great suggestions. The Count of Monte Cristo and Jane Eyre are two of my favorites as well, but it’s hard to choose.

    14. oranges & lemons*

      Favourites (non-exhaustive): The Odyssey, the Divine Comedy, Percival, Sir Gawain and the Green Knight, The Canterbury Tales, Twelfth Night, Othello, Blake, The Rime of the Ancient Mariner, Gray, Annabel Lee, Keats, Wuthering Heights, The Woman in White, Moby-Dick

      Don’t enjoy as much as others seem to: Austen, Milton, Swift

      Absolutely the worst: Petrarch, all Restoration drama

  54. Fellow Traveller*

    Hello! Anyone here live without a microwave? I would love to hear how you manage. When we moved into our house two years ago there was no microwave and we thought we’d just try and see if we could do without. It’s been fine except for two things:
    1) reheating leftovers, and
    2) defrosting meat.
    If the leftovers are soup or something with liquid like that, I just heat it on the stove, but i’m having a harder time with things like pasta, fried rice, oatmeal, meat… usually I just eat it cold, but I would like to figure something out. I have tried reheating in the Instant Pot, but haven’t been able to do that satisfactorily.
    As for meat- i’ve been pretty good at planning ahead and taking meat out the night before, but would love to hear what other people do for those times I forget. I do successfully cook from frozen in the Instant Pot, but would love ideas for what to do on nights when i want to, say, grill.

    1. Nicole76*

      If you put the package of meat in a bowl of cold water it will usually defrost in about an hour, depending on size. I usually change the water a couple of times since it will get even colder than from the tap (but don’t use warm water, still use cold). I’ve done it with chicken, fish, and ground beef.

      1. Natalie*

        My ex-chef ex-boyfriend used to just turn the cold tap on at a trickle and let it run to keep the thawing water fresh. Worked great.

    2. Morningstar*

      To thaw 1 lb of meat if you forget, put it in a dish of cold water for 3 hrs … or warm water for up to an hour I think, rotating the submerged side 1/3 of the way through (and refreshing to warm the water if needed). Not a perfect system as it still takes time, but even with a microwave I prefer to do this as it seems to thaw more evenly.

      1. Fellow Traveller*

        ooh! Tell me more about this. I’ve only used a double boiler to melt chocolate. Is it the same idea?

      1. Microwave free for 5+ years*

        I too replaced a microwave with a countertop toaster oven. I defrost via the fridge or waterbath in the sink and reheat everything in the oven. This last week I’ve been reheating Instant pot chicken stew (straight from frozen chicken :) ) and reheating it in the toaster oven in a metal bowl. I did get a nicer toaster oven, one that can bake a 12″ frozen pizza and reliably hold a set temperature.

    3. Just a PM*

      If your frozen food is wrapped up in plastic, put it in a bowl of cool water for about 5 minutes. Leave the bowl on the kitchen counter or in the sink. If it’s still frozen after 5 minutes when you check, put it back in for another minute or two. Make sure the food is fully submerged, though, or whatever isn’t in the water will still be frozen.

      For reheating leftovers stove-top, I always add extra liquid. Like more sauce with pasta, olive oil with fried rice or ground beef, steak sauce or gravy with pork, steak, and chicken. My trick for reheating leftovers in the oven is to put everything in a covered casserole dish for 10-15 minutes at 375. Covering the dish helps keep the food from drying out but I will add a little bit of water to help keep the food moist and juicy. I’ve had success with foil coverings and glass tops/lids.

    4. ...*

      Is there a reason you don’t want to buy a microwave? You can get them for $20 at Target or probably free on craigslist any way. Its by far going to be the easiest way to heat up leftovers

      1. Fellow Traveller*

        Good thought! It’s primarily a space issue. Our old house had a microwave over the stove and we can’t do that with the way our new house vents. Currently we have an “appliance row” in our kitchen which is: coffee maker, coffee grinder, IP, toaster oven, electric kettle, and blender. We would have to lose one of those to have the space for a microwave.

      2. university minion*

        Space… My house came with one over the stove (which annoys me with its placement… but nothing I can do about it). If it wasn’t there, I wouldn’t have one because there’s no good place to put a microwave in my kitchen.
        The double-boiler mentioned upthread is a good way to do it, or if you don’t have that, you can also put the leftovers in a vented (Ziploc type) bag and put in simmering water (This was how you cooked many Stouffers frozen meals in the 70s and 80s).

    5. KeinName*

      I‘ve never in my life had a microwave. It‘s not so common in my country, or at least we have a good amount of microwave sceptics.
      Fried rice seems to be coated in oil anyway, I‘ve found it reheats quite well in a non stick pan with lots of stirring. other things I just put in a pan with some water (like mashed potatoes or oatmeal), then stir, added water evaporates. Thawing I do in a water bath like described above.

    6. Leftovers*

      We didn’t have a microwave for almost 20 years, and even though we have one now, I often still reheat leftovers on the stove because I personally think they taste better. Like Just a PM noted, if I am reheating on the stovetop – I often add a bit of liquid (usually just a bit of water) for things like rice, or pasta. For pieces of meat, or veggies I may reheat in the oven in which case I often loosely wrap in tinfoil (so sealed but with some space – kind of like an envelope).

    7. Pennyworth*

      I usually defrost meat in the fridge, which takes longer but avoids the risk of it getting to a dangerous temperature. It sounds as though you’re missing having a microwave though. Mine is very small and basic (just dials for time and heat settings), cost $30, and is used almost exclusively for reheating, and cooking onions and corn.

    8. BRR*

      I think a lot of stuff can be reheated in a frying pan (if you don’t have a toaster oven and don’t want to buy another appliance). I read (but of course can’t find now) it’s safer to defrost meat in 140 degree water than cold water as it keeps it from being in the “danger zone” too long. But it’s still to defrost overnight in the fridge.

    9. Lcsa99*

      You can totally reheat anything on he stove or in the oven. Rice for example, if you add a little water and just stir it constantly, will totally perk up.

      We’ve found that if you just Google “reheat + dish” you can find ways to reheat anything that actually do a better job than the microwave would. It isn’t as fast, but you can absolutely do anything you want without a microwave

    10. RagingADHD*

      When I’ve been microwaveless for a time, I used my mom’s reheating method: put it in a pie pan, cover tightly in foil, and put it in the oven at 300 – 325 until hot.

    11. Oxford Comma*

      I got rid of my microwave years ago. I use a nonstick pan for leftovers. I spray the pan with Pam and usually use a lid for things like Chinese food or pasta. Meat I just take out and put on a plate and defrost in the fridge.

    12. HBJ*

      I grew up without one. You just have to plan ahead more. Honestly, I hate defrosting meat in the microwave. It’s so hard to keep it from getting too hot/partly cooked on the edges, so I avoid doing that anyway. The water trick works well. And meal planning so meat gets pulled out of the freezer ahead of time. And having backup meals in case you forget.

      You can reheat leftovers in the oven. Takes a little longer but the results are so much better.

    13. RC Rascal*

      I lived without one for 12 years. (Old building and my kitchen was just too small). In addition to these ideas get a few small casserole dishes and ceramic ramekins. You can use them to reheat all sorts of stuff in the oven, cover w foil if needed.

    14. Dan*

      Chef Mike gets very little use in my apartment these days. I’ll cook TV dinners and reheat the random leftovers in it, but that’s about it.

      Do not do not do not thaw stuff in it. I used to do that, but you can easily cook meat when you’re not intending to. As others have said, an hour or so in a water bath will be fine.

    15. Myrin*

      I’ve never had a microwave and I’m honestly surprised by “having a harder time with things lika pasta, fried rice” etc. (and I don’t mean that in a snarky way but in an honest “I have never considered this might be a problem for anyone” way) because you can re-heat basically anything on the stove in a regular ol’ pan or pot. You just have to add a little bit of liquid – I usually user water or cream, depending on what the food in question is, but milk, oil, or butter work just as well – to make sure nothing burns. I personally actually prefer that to a microwave (I use one extensively at my kitchen workplace so it’s not that I don’t know how they work) because at least for stuff that has to be stirred (so, like, not clear broth) it makes for much more evenly spread heat.

    16. Buni*

      My last microwave died about 2-3 years ago and I never replaced it – I’m loving the extra counter space too much and realised while it had been a convenience it was by no means a necessity.

      I reheat everything in a pan on the stove, usually with a cm of boiling water. I move meat from the freezer to the fridge the night before to defrost if I remember, and if I don’t I stick it in some tepid water in the morning.

      (If I forget even that, I just…have something different).

    17. Fellow Traveller*

      Thanks all! I think my problem with the stove top reheating was that I was thinking of it as re-cooking – so I would try to fry the fried rice again, for example, and it would just burn. Adding the liquid never even occurred to me! I’ll try that, and the oven suggestion too.
      For the oven – how long, do you usually put it in? Do you have a rule of thumb?

  55. OtterB*

    Soundproofing!

    Does anybody have any ideas how to deal with soundproofing for Zoom calls that doesn’t require actual home modification? A portable screen or some such?

    My husband uses one of our three upstairs bedrooms for zoom calls. This is a weekend question and not a work question since it’s not a problem during the work day (his office actually doesn’t use Zoom). But he has a men’s group that meets early Saturday morning and his voice is waking up our daughter. And me, to some extent, but I would normally get up around that time anyway.

    1. Enough*

      Blankets hanging over the doors (that includes closet) may help. And maybe some rigid foam insulation boards. Place them against the adjoining walls and the door. Also he could try changing his orientation so he faces a different direction. This could change acoustics.

      1. Not So NewReader*

        Yep, cloth dulls sound. If you do a google search there’s lots of ideas out there. Rugs, upholstered furniture, curtains (drapes). Foam insulation boards are pretty spendy, but you can pick up scratch and dents for a song, nobody wants them but they will help for your purposes. Insulation kills sound period. I can barely hear if someone comes up on my porch now that the house is properly insulated. One site suggested a door sweep so the sound does not go “under” a closed door.

        Maybe consider a white noise machine for you and your daughter.

    2. A Non E. Mouse*

      We covered a foam bed topper with fabric and hung it on the wall to combat this in my home office space. Actual sound proofing was so expensive, this was a much cheaper alternative and actually worked really well. It doesn’t proof, but does muffle really well.

      Could you use a white noise machine in her room to mask the sound instead?

      1. Blue wall*

        How did you attach it to the wall? This sounds really tempting for a shared wall with my bedroom and family members office.

        1. A Non E. Mouse*

          Honestly, we used a staple gun.

          If we wanted a more finished look we were going to cut it into squares, wrap those in fabric, and then hang them in a pattern. But I was in a hurry and far more worried about form over function.

        2. Seeking Second Childhood*

          We stored a camping foam mattress against a wall in a storage area: attached sturdy cuphooks and tied it on with laundry line. It was NOT attractive, but if you’re desperate…

    3. Melody Pond*

      We bought this divider/acoustical wall on Amazon: search for “VERSARE VersiPanel Acoustical Partition Wall”. It may be too expensive, but for us, it was the option that was better than spending $3-5K on a renovation to remove a superfluous staircase in our house. (This staircase connects a room in our basement to a room on our main floor, and makes it so the two rooms are unable to be used independently.)

      The divider has worked well for us. We can still hear each other, but there’s a lot less echo/reverberation than there was before.

    4. Might Be Spam*

      Could he use a headset where the microphone is close to his mouth? That way he won’t have to speak as loudly.

    5. OtterB*

      Thanks for the suggestions, everyone. We’ll probably try hanging something over the door first, since the problem is at the door and not a shared wall. I also realized that adding a rug to the hardwood floor might help.

      1. Morningstar*

        You might also try adding foam weatherstripping around the edges of the door if noise is escaping through the cracks. I’ve found this helps muffle the noise from an apartment hallway outside my front door.

  56. Laura H.*

    Little joys thread…

    What little things amused you or brought you joy this week?

    I got my dad and myself wireless keyboards (more useful for his computer setup)

    For me or was just a nice thing to have. I am enjoying it immensely. And dad likes his too.

    Spread some joy and I hope y’all have a great weekend!

    1. nep*

      How sweet. Lovely thread.
      Had some gorgeous moments in the woods this week. The trees, the air, the smell. Such joy.

    2. Not So NewReader*

      Watching others take care of each other… sorry can’t expand that. Just fills the heart. that’s all.

    3. ThatGirl*

      A friend of mine had her gallbladder out and her husband is stuck doing the heavy lifting and care of their two small kids for a week or so. Since I can’t go physically help I thought at least I could bring some cheer. She said there wasn’t anything they truly needed – so I dropped off a bag of goodies including chocolate, cheez its, other snacks and an activity book for her 4year old. She said it was amazing and that she hadn’t known she needed cheez its but she clearly did. It made me happy that I could at least do that for her.

      1. Potatoes gonna potate*

        I have a friend in the same situation too (gallbladder, 2 small kids). They live too far away from me to really do much physically but I was wondering what I can do to help.

        O

        1. ThatGirl*

          Obviously you know your friend best but I think any little care package would show you’re thinking of them. Easy to eat snacks, fuzzy socks, silly toys or activities for the kids?

    4. Red Reader the Adulting Fairy*

      This afternoon I got a coffee arabica plant that’s planted in a coffee cup. I was just tickled.

      1. Seeking Second Childhood*

        They get big in the long run– a friend has had his for 10 years and schleps them outside every spring. Not for harvest, but pretty foliage.

    5. Girasol*

      First snow of the year, big fat flakes drifting down. Crawling under a thick comforter with a good book and a cup of lavender tea.

    6. Poppies Will Make Them Sleep*

      Little joys! What a great idea for a thread.
      I had a birthday this week, and my husband gave me a pair of socks printed with OTTERS HOLDING HANDS! One of the best presents I’ve ever received. I walk around smiling while I wear them.

    7. WoodswomanWrites*

      We had our first–and much needed–rainstorm of the season here in California. I loved watching the trees blow in the wind and drops landing on the windows.

    8. Potatoes gonna potate*

      lil spud turned 4 months this week, she’s at the stage where she giggles a lot and seems to respond back. That’s always joyful.

    9. Buni*

      I feed birds on my windowsill (3 storeys up) and just recently some starlings have found me out. Have you seen the Pixar short ‘For the Birds’?* They are EXACTLY like that, and make me snort with laughter whenever they appear.

      *If you haven’t OMG go find it now. It is the hardest I have ever laughed in a cinema in my life, and every time since.

      1. The Other Dawn*

        I’m glad you posted this, because now I know what bird is in my yard. I feed a feral cat and I fill the bowl outside on the patio every morning and afternoon with dry food. OMG these birds go WILD for Meow Mix! I’ll hear a ruckus outside and when I look, there are usually at least six or seven birds on the rim of the dish and a couple in the dish. They’re all screeching at each other, flapping their wings, and trying to knock each other off the rim. They clear the bowl out pretty fast. And now I know they’re starlings!

      2. Laura H.*

        Ok. That description made me laugh. As an aside, I think that one, and “Gerry’s Game”, the chess one that I think was released in 1998 paired with the feature film “A Bug’s Life”are my favorites! I’m not gonna spoil. But it’s hilarious at the end.

        1. Laura H.*

          Corrections:

          “Geri’s Game” and “For the Birds” are the titles and they’re on the US Disney plus and you should be able to search them.

          Now, I’m gonna go get some laughs in.

  57. WoodswomanWrites seeking furniture advice*

    I’ve live alone in a small one-bedroom apartment which I’m happy with. I’ve realized the reason I don’t use my living room much is that I don’t have something comfortable to sit in. My sitting option is a futon loveseat that converts into the equivalent of a twin bed. It was a cheap hand-off from a friend years ago and I mainly got it to have a place for visitors to sleep. I have since gotten a high-quality memory foam inflatable mattress that is much more comfortable to sleep on (Exped Megamat that I also use for camping, in case anyone is interested) and I’d like to part with the futon loveseat to have something more comfortable for sitting.

    What I’m trying to figure out is if I should get a new loveseat–a full couch won’t fit–or a couple of individual upholstered chairs instead. I’m wondering which option to go with when it’s once again safe to have company again. It would be great to hear from others who have had small living rooms without space for multiple seating options.

    1. Llama face!*

      I like my current small couch because I can stretch out my feet (and sleep on it if necessary) but when I replace it I will probably go with a reclining chair or chair and footstool because they are easier to fit in varying spaces or move around if I feel like reorganizing my room. A chair and a chaise lounge might also be an option since they are still easier to maneuver.

    2. Loopy*

      I’d go for a few nice recliners. I always like the option of a little space as a guest and as a owner I do love the recliner for when I wanna relax/get cozy for TV watching in particular. I will say recliners are not great for your back if thats a concern. I know it’s not good for mine from experience…. but I still do love them!

    3. AnotherTeacher*

      Recliner! I thought they were ridiculous, but I was gifted a hand-me-down, and now I can’t imagine anything else. I love mine so much.

    4. My Brain Is Exploding*

      A recliner is so useful…. When you have a cold and cough, when your back hurts sometimes that works, when you hurt your leg/foot and need to elevate it!

    5. Not So NewReader*

      Something I found helpful is a rule about human nature. One person will sit on a two person couch. Two people will sit on a three person couch and so on. A two person couch is too close for two people who are talking with a third person. I don’t mean in Covid times. I mean just generally. I forget how I learned this but it convinced me not to buy a love seat if I did not have a large room with other options.

      One way to sneak up on this question is to pick up stuff second hand and play with the arrangement of the room, see what you think. Once you decide you can spend some bigger money and feel pretty confident.

      1. Maxie's Mommy*

        That’s how I got addicted to recliners—I found a lovely Bassett one on CL. Doesn’t look like a recliner, upholstery does well even if the cat barfs.

      1. acmx*

        If you’re short get a recliner that stows via the handle (I struggle stowing the footrest on some recliners lol).

        Personally, I’d go for whatever you would use and like the best. My friends and I tend to sit at the dining room table or outdoors.

        1. Generic Name*

          Omg, yes. I’ve got a recliner in the living room that reclines by the person sitting leaning back. Except I’m not big/heavy enough to do it easily and I have to kind of slam myself against the back to recline and strain to put it back again. My husband has no problem with it.

    6. Diahann Carroll*

      I’m in a 592 sf studio (so no room for a full size sofa here), and I have a loveseat, ottoman (that I usually pull up to the loveseat when I want to sprawl out, but is firm enough to work as additional seating if needed), and a wingback chair. I also have my two dining room chairs, so I have plenty of seating for guests. I think you can get away with individual chairs instead of a loveseat if the chairs are cheaper than a loveseat. The chairs are also slightly easier to move around than a loveseat.

    7. Not A Manager*

      Unless you’re planning to snuggle on the loveseat, it can be hard to have a conversation sitting next to someone.

      I’d go for one big comfy chair with a big ottoman that you can sit in with your feet up and be comfortable and happy in it, since that’s what will get the most use. Then get one other smaller chair (could be a multi-use chair if you need a nice dining chair with arms or a good desk chair).

      When you have guests, one of you can sit in the big chair, one in the smaller chair, and if you have a third person they can sit on the ottoman. You can also get a tray that fits the ottoman and use it as a side table for drinks or snacks. If you want to watch TV or something, the seating is adjustable.

      1. WoodswomanWrites*

        You’re so right about it being hard to sit with a friend for a conversation on the loveseat. Based on everyone’s comments, I’m going to look into getting at least one comfy chair to start with, and can make do with the two dining chairs short-term if need be while I figure out the rest.

    8. Owler*

      There are coffee tables with seats that tuck under them. Search for “coffee table with seating” or “coffee table with stools”, and you should be able to find them. I like the option for additional places to sit that aren’t always taking up space.

    9. NoLongerYoung*

      If you can, take a look at the IKEA catalog for layout ideas. I didn’t buy my furniture there, but the small space / multi-function approach helped me visualize options. I needed to get away from my background (traditional, must have a recliner, must have a 3 person couch, use the living room only for x) when I lived in a studio.

      I got rid of the big recliner (I just don’t have the room – the living room is narrow), I do have a very comfy chair and hassock, so it gives me flexibility.

  58. Quest*

    Say I’m a cis person who just met someone new in a social or work setting, and during the course of our conversation, the new acquaintance casually mentions that they’re trans. At that point, what questions are considered acceptable and friendly from a cis person to a trans person during a getting-to-know-you conversation?

    For example, would any of these below questions be considered friendly and not-rude? Note: I would NEVER ask any of these questions if they didn’t bring it up; that would strike me as rude or intrusive. I would especially love to hear responses from trans people!

    – Do you have particular pronouns that you prefer?
    – Are you out (to others) as a transgender person?
    – When did you transition?

    I ask this because I’m a cisgender, straight woman who thinks of myself as a sensitive person and an ally to the LGBTQ community. But while I have friends who’re gay, and one who prefers gender-neutral pronouns, I don’t personally know anyone who is trans (that I know of). If I meet someone at work or at a party (one day in the future…) who says they’re trans, I don’t want there to be an awkward silence while I scan my brain for things to say in response. Perhaps I don’t need to comment on it specifically, but generally I like to engage with people in conversation by asking them about themselves and responding to specific things they mention. But if I should *not* comment on it specifically, it would like to know that in advance.

    1. ThatGirl*

      Honestly in a casual conversation all you really need to know is their name and pronouns. I wouldn’t comment otherwise, those are questions for very close friends only. (Caveat that I am also cis but I do have trans friends)

    2. Elf*

      I’m not trans, but I have several family members/friends who are. I would probably not ask any of these questions, except perhaps the pronoun question.

      If they are mentioning to you, a new acquaintance, that they are trans, then they are definitely out and you don’t need to ask about that.
      I would also shy away from the “when” question, because trans people tend to get a lot of really pushy questions about the status of their genitals, and while the question “when did you transition” isn’t that, it is going in that direction enough that they might worry about where the conversation is going.

      If it’s actually a new acquaintance, saying “That’s cool.” and then sharing something relevant to the conversation would be my go-to. (Like if it was a getting to know you where they were saying, “trans man, my partner and I are getting married soon” I might say “Cool, congratulations! Do you want to gush about plans or never hear the word wedding again?” or if it was a colleague I might bring up a work topic or something). Something affirming, but then not make a big deal of it or make it the topic of the conversation. A quick question about pronouns could serve as the something affirming.

    3. Casey*

      I’d change (1) to “Which pronouns do you use?” because pronouns aren’t preferred, they just are. I’d also try getting into the habit of offering up your own pronouns first when you’re introducing yourself. “Hi, I’m Casey, Aidan’s friend, I use she/her pronouns!” I also don’t know that I’d ask right off the bat — if they’re comfortable, they’ll introduce themselves with their pronouns as well. Really, I don’t think I would ask until I “needed” to know. Say a third party joins your conversation: “Oh, Amelia! Casey was just telling me about — which pronouns do you use, Casey? okay, she was just telling me about her dog!”

      Similarly, I would not ask (2) unless I needed to know — like if we met at a friend’s party, and then found out we were working together (two different contexts where it’s common to be out in one and not the other). And even then, I’d ask something like “are you out at work, or should I use different pronouns/refer to you differently here?”

      I wouldn’t ask (3) at all. Transitioning takes all different shapes and carries a lot of different emotions. For some people there’s a lot of negative feelings, for some there are positive, for some there are neutral! But no matter what, this person does not owe you, a person they just met, a timeline of their body. Honestly? Beyond pronouns, I would not ask a single other question regarding their trans identity. I’m sure you mean well, and if they’re comfortable they might volunteer some information without your prompting, but you’re better off as a cis person who isn’t really familiar with the trans community sticking to “”””normal”””” get to know you questions that you would ask anybody else.

      There is some leeway, I think, if they bring it up themselves. But it takes some careful and sensitive thought, especially if you aren’t really familiar with trans perspectives and experiences. If someone in conversation with you outright says something like “Hi, I’m Avery, I’m trans and use he/him pronouns!” or otherwise really, really explicitly indicates that they are trans, it’s never bad (in my opinion) to start off with a “Thank you for trusting me enough to share that!” It can be really awkward the first times you say it, so practice saying it in the shower, say it to the mirror, watch a TV show and when someone comes out say it aloud. The smoother you can say this, the more heartfelt and less awkward it will seem.

      Other things not to ask about: their deadname (what people called them before they came out), their genitalia or body in general, how they have sex or go to the bathroom or anything else you wouldn’t ask a person you know to be cis about.

      If you’re curious about any of those things, there are plenty of memoirs, autobiographies, accounts, and other resources published by trans people that you can read or watch.

      I think it’s great that you don’t want to make things uncomfortable or awkward, and a great start could be becoming more familiar with trans-ness in general through consuming media made by trans people!

      Disclaimer: I’m a cis queer woman who spends a lot of time in generally LGBTQ+ communities, including spending time learning how to advocate for and empower my trans friends and classmates. But I’m not an expert, and I’d defer to any actually trans people who chime in here.

    4. D3*

      Not personally trans but have a few friends who are. My thoughts:
      If they weren’t completely out, they wouldn’t be telling someone they just met so scratch that question. And really, how out they are is none of your business. Not as invasive a question as some that trans people get, but also not great.
      And honestly, I would maybe ask one question relevant to why they brought it up in the current conversation and them move forward and not make the whole conversation about their trans-ness (if that’s a word!) People who are trans rarely just announce it in the middle of an unrelated conversation, so I’m guessing if they casually mention it there is some relevance. So if the conversation was about an issue where their being trans means their opinion carries more weight, listen to their opinion and believe the life experiences they share.
      If it truly was random and not part of a relevant conversation, just ask about pronouns. Trans people are full people with lots of facets to their lives and personalities, so while you do want to acknowledge what they’ve told you, you also don’t want it to become the entire focus of the conversation, especially if you’re newly met and making small talk. What pronouns do you prefer? And then move on to things like: you like to read? What kinds of books do you enjoy? Get to know them as a whole person in the same way you’d get to know any other person you meet.

    5. Chuck*

      Trans guy here. None of these questions are overtly rude by my standards. I’d be taken aback by “when did you transition?” because I’d suspect it was a roundabout way of asking about medical transition. I agree with everyone else that asking about pronouns is perfectly polite and the rest is unnecessary. Let the trans person lead in how much they want to share.

    6. Anon here*

      I don’t think “when did you transition” is necessarily rude in itself, but it would make me very tense because the next question is likely to be very personal and totally inappropriate.

      Also, it sounds like you’re viewing “being trans” as an interesting hobby – why not ask the person you’ve just met the same things you would ask a cis person. Where do you work, do you have pets, how do you know [host of event], how’s life treating you?

    7. Small-talk aficionado*

      Asking about pronouns makes sense (although I would say it more like “Oh, what are your pronouns?” rather than asking about a “preference”), because it’s information you need in a social context. If they told you in casual conversation, they’re out. I wouldn’t ask someone when they transitioned, because that’s something that really feels like it’s part of the tiresome dynamic of “but what were you like BEFORE?”

      Really, I wouldn’t put gender identity in general in the social category of “things that are good conversation fodder,” because there’s just not…much to talk about. If a cis person mentioned being a woman, you wouldn’t file that away as a potentially rich conversational vein and start asking her her thoughts on bras, you know?

    8. The Time Being*

      Trans person here:

      As others have said, don’t ask about “preferred” pronouns. If the person you’re talking to isn’t presenting themselves in a way that very deliberately signals their gender, then asking what their pronouns are is appropriate, but their pronouns are no more “preferred” than yours are. If they are presenting themselves in a very gendered way, then use the pronouns that go with their presentation unless told otherwise. It’s frustrating and weird to have someone look at me, especially in a work context where I’m probably wearing a collared shirt and tie, look at my beard, and ask what pronouns they ought to use for me. It’s equally weird for someone wearing a dress, jewelry, and makeup to be asked if she’s really a she.

      “Are you out to others” isn’t a conversational question — that’s the kind of question you would ask on a need to know basis, as in, how should I speak of you to others. But the chances are, if they’re coming out to you as a new acquaintance, then yes, they’re generally comfortable being out.

      “When did you transition” and related questions about the transition process — no. Do not ask this, especially not of someone you’ve just met. That’s invasive — you’re implicitly asking about someone’s healthcare, family situation, path of self-knowledge, and more. Plus, transition is a very long process. I’ve been transitioning for two years and I’m far from done. Even if you limit the scope of the question to just medical transition (very rude!) think of how long puberty lasts for teens — second puberty is just as long, and gender confirmation surgeries are multiple and take place over an extended period of time for both health and financial reasons. Social transition or the process of self-discovery as a trans person can be even longer.

      Frankly, unless there is some open ambiguity or this is part of a more significant conversation about being trans, the only reply you need for this statement is “Oh, thank you for telling me.” Then carry on asking about the things they’ve chosen for themselves — interests, hobbies, things of that nature.

    9. Quest*

      Thank you so much to everyone who responded. I felt silly reading your replies because so many of the answers to my questions seem blindingly obvious in retrospect. So, I really appreciate your patience (I learned a lot and also learned how much I *don’t* know).

      A few key takeaways:
      – Absolutely do not ask about transition, and especially not a near stranger
      – Pronouns aren’t “preferred” — they just *are*
      – Responding with “That’s cool” and sticking to the usual conversation topics is the best bet
      – I loved the suggestion of reading books or consuming media by trans people and will actively look to incorporate this into my reading list

  59. Loopy*

    I am being dragged kicking and screaming to get a new laptop as my nearly 6 year old Macbook air is sporadically shutting down when the battery is nowhere near low. It’s old enough that’s it’s probably time to let it go.

    I need help as I am a very disinterested laptop owner and hate spending money on them but I do want/need to own one. I know I don’t use 90% of it’s capability, but I’m picky about what I do need:

    – I want it to last as long as possible because I hate replacing.
    – Need tradition Word Office Suite, prefer to move back to Windows as I don’t use Apple for anything else.
    – Max storage is a must, I have extra hard driver but only use them for back up, hate digging it out otherwise.

    I will say Chromebooks haven’t fit the bill in the past so I’m a bit biased against them but open to anything else (not really interested in spending Apple money right now though!)

    If you lovely folks have recommendations for a midrange laptop that fits the above, I’d love them. Also, please do feel free to add anything you get excited about as I’m currently cranky about putting the money down for one when it’s the holidays and would like to try and get excited for some general features/uses.

        1. Loopy*

          Thanks, wow September feels like years ago, I had complete forgotten about this and really it could have been me posting it was so similar!!! Thank you linking, incredibly useful!

    1. Melody Pond*

      If you otherwise like your MacBook Air (I love mine, I got in 2014 as well), I just learned that you can have Apple replace the battery for not-too-much money! I’ll add the link in a reply, if I can find it.

      1. Melody Pond*

        Ha, found it! Looks like it’s $129 for either an 11-inch or 13-inch MacBook Air. Scroll down a little bit on the link below.

        I have just started to occasionally have the same issue with my MacBook Air as what you described, and I was thinking of going this route when it starts to drive me batty. I have a very short supply of decision-making capacity these days, and I’d much rather just keep using what’s working well for me most of the time.

        https://support.apple.com/mac/repair/service

      2. Melody Pond*

        Hmm, okay I think my replies that include links are maybe being eaten. I’m not even seeing the normal message saying that it’s in moderation – I remember Alison having some security issues or something recently, so maybe this is related to that.

        I did find the link – looks like it’s $129 to replace the battery in a MacBook Air, regardless of whether it’s an 11 inch or 13 inch.

        I’ve started having the same issue as what you described with my own MacBook Air, and I was thinking I’d probably just have Apple replace the battery when it gets bad enough. Decision making is draining for me, especially lately, and I don’t want to spend a bunch of energy deciding on a new laptop if/when this one dies.

        support [dot] apple [dot] com/mac/repair/service

        1. Ask a Manager* Post author

          Any comment with a link in it will go through moderation, and will be released once I see it. You won’t see a message that that’s happening unless you’ve entered an email address in the email box; just a quirk of WordPress.

          1. Melody Pond*

            Ohhh, that makes sense. Come to think of it, one time when I cleared cookies recently, I had to re-enter my “handle” and I see that I apparently didn’t include my email address the last time I did that. Sorry for my confusion!

      3. Melody Pond*

        Oh whoops, somehow I completely missed the part where you mentioned wanting to move back to Windows. I totally get it – I actually bought a PC desktop on NewEgg for only about $200, solely so that I could have cheap access to Office Suite. The rest of the time I use Google Sheets or Google Docs to get by on my Mac.

        Hope you find a good Windows laptop you like!

        1. Loopy*

          Thanks! I think if this laptop were not quite as old I’d totally go that route, but I think it makes sense just to finally bite the bullet so to speak!

    2. Bobina*

      Yup, posted here a few months ago when mine died and Woodswoman has linked to that weeks post.

      A lot of people had good experiences with Lenovo, Thinkpads in particular (the more high end range, usually sold for office use) and getting refurbished versions of those. I ended up going for the lower end Lenovos (but new) and fingers crossed it lasts! Its been good so far.

      1. Loopy*

        Thanks! And yes when I read through your post I definitely did a face palm because I totally forgot about that and it was SO useful! I’ll start looking.

    3. Observer*

      One thing – if at all possible, get an SSD. A large one may put the unit out of your price range, but if you can do it, it will pay off.

      Business line units tend to have fewer features, but also tend to last longer. The thing I find most useful is to find units that have a 3 year warranty included in the base price. Also, you don’t need a high end processor, but try to get the latest generation. So, for your purposes I would go with a current Intel i5 rather than a 2 generation old i7.

      Oh, and generally, skip touch screens – they tend to add cost and are still the most likely thing to flake out on you.

  60. IntoTheSarchasm*

    Did not see, but, we bought an old farmhouse, owners had died and kids had sold it. The mother had passed most recently and earlier that day we had found a pacemaker remote test kit in a cupboard, which was a little creepy.

    My son and I slept there the first night, just in sleeping bags in the living room. I woke up part of the way through the night hearing an elderly lady talking in the kitchen. There was no elderly lady with us so my sleepy brain decided I left the radio on out there. Went to turn it off and realized we hadn’t brought a radio. Have me a turn as that voice was very clear and distinct. I am sure I was awake and not dreaming but, who knows?

  61. Ginger ale for all*

    I will be celebrating Thanksgiving alone this year instead of with friends and family. I have been looking at all of the offers from restaurant offering meals that serve anywhere from 6 to 20 people. Has anyone seen Thanksgiving pick up heat and eat meals for one to two people from any national chain? I thought I would see some offered due to the pandemic but restaurant chains seem to be thinking that this year we will all be celebrating with a crowd. I did go to three grocery stores looking for a frozen meal with a Thanksgiving theme but they are all sold out in my area at this time.

    1. acmx*

      Buca di Peppo has a meal for 3 that’s $68.99 (!!) I’ve had their catered Thanksgiving before and it’s good.
      Personally, I’m jut doing a Cornish hen in the crock pot and a couple of sides.

    2. LDF*

      I’m in the same situation and that definitely exists where I live. I googled “Thanksgiving order food [my city name]”, found a couple of listicles, and checked each option. Definitely most were for groups or couples but there was a decent number of individual options too. I would google this, as soon as possible in case restaurants cap how many they’re doing.

    3. DataQueen*

      Boston Market does a nice Thanksgiving for 1, 2, whoever! Also you could order a Blue Apron – they do Thanksgiving meals now!

      1. Lcsa99*

        Was just coming to suggest his. I got a Boston Market Thanksgiving a couple times before I met my husband. Best park is you can leave off whatever traditional pieces you don’t personally lik as much.

    4. AvonLady Barksdale*

      Whole Foods does a lot of a la carte cooked options– we’re getting most of our meal from them and we’re having 4 people. You’ll have leftovers, but you can pick and choose what you want.

    5. Girasol*

      It’s not chain take out, but have you ever tried a frozen boneless turkey roast? They’re small and you can just plop one in a crock pot to cook all day. With a box of instant stuffing, some instant mashed potatoes, and a can of cranberries, you’d just need an easy veggie and a pie from the grocery’s bakery to put a dinner together. It takes a little prep work but not much.

    6. WellRed*

      I’m actually considering roasting a half turkey breast in
      My oven for the first time ever. Was pleased to see a local roundup in our Sunday paper in which the writer pointed out that chefs didn’t seem to have gotten the memo about not gathering as very few offered smaller options.

    7. Canuck girl*

      Does your neighbourhood have a well functioning fb group? Asking, because mine does, it’s quite large actually, and the members have often recommended great local restaurant and catering options for special occasion / holiday dinners that had menus for a small number of people, def less than 6. So if that’s available in your ‘hood, I recommend using that resource. The other commenters’ ideas are awesome too. Oh and my mom has gotten past Thanksgiving meals from specialized grocery stores as well (neither her nor I are big on cooking haha), not mecessarily Whole Foods, but similar.

    8. TPS reporter*

      NextDoor might point you to some local catering companies that will provide smaller meals. My husband and I are getting a meal from 2 from a family run catering business. I live in the Boston area.

  62. Rats!*

    Can anyone offer advice on how to get rid of rats?

    There has been evidence in the last week or so (one day with nibbled fruit in the fruit bowl, another day with some pantry items which had been knocked to the floor and a “fun” moment this afternoon where I walked into the kitchen only to see a rat on the kitchen counter). I’ve put all my food into sturdy containers and had a look around for obvious signs of entry and am now wondering about next steps.

    I’m too squeamish to deal with traps. Does putting out poison mean that I later risk tripping over a rat corpse in my house? Or do I just call a pest control place?

    Any advice gladly received!

    1. The teapots are on fire*

      If you can’t deal with traps, definitely call pest control. I can’t deal with traps and my SO did it for me. The other joy of putting out rat poison can be smelling dead rats in your walls.

    2. Anona*

      We’ve thrown a bunch of poison under our house and it’s taken care of it.

      But be careful if you have kids around.

      1. Asenath*

        I once worked somewhere that the janitors tried that method. The rats crawled into inaccessible spots under the floorboards and died. The smell was unbelievable.

        Whether or not traps are an issue, it would be a good idea to to call an expert, and also have them help you find out how the rats are getting in so that their entrances can be blocked. And an expert can tell you which poison does NOT result in the dying rats taking shelter in your home. I think there is one.

          1. Red Sunglasses*

            I had a mouse die in my laundry room and we didn’t notice for quite sometime- we only noticed when we found it, not because of the smell. We also had one die behind our couch and we never noticed. I’ve heard stories of these things being awful to smell but I’ve never noticed it.

            I will say we had a mouse that wouldn’t die. We kept putting down poison and finding green droppings. My understanding is some of the poisons just dehydrate the mouse so if it can find a water source, they won’t work. I’d say don’t rely on the poison alone to do the work for you and put down traps as well.

            1. Natalie*

              Rats are a lot bigger than mice, though. I guess I always assumed they would smell more simply because they have more mass to decompose.

        1. AdAgencyChick*

          YES. I live in NYC and have lived in a couple of places that had rodent problems unfortunately. Traps and keeping food in tightly sealed containers helps, but it’s not enough if you don’t seal off the places they’re coming in. You can plug holes yourself with a combo of spray foam and steel wool, but the pest control company really helped us find entry points we hadn’t thought of (like behind the stove and refrigerator).

      2. KoiFeeder*

        Or pets.

        Honestly, I live in the woods and I wouldn’t want to try poisons- too many things just wander back off into the woods, and then you end up with dead owls everywhere. I guess it’s safer if you live in the city and don’t have pets or kids.

    3. Undine*

      Get pest control. You want someone who will not just kill this set, but will block up the holes where they are getting into your house. Also get someone who will set traps (not poison) and come check them.

    4. Rats!*

      Thank you to everyone who has responded so far. This is my first time posting a question here and I greatly appreciate the input.

    5. No Name Yet*

      Thanks for asking this – we’ve had intermittent signs of mice for a few months, and have been avoiding making a decision about what to do. (Always had landlords in the past, so calling them was much easier than having to deal with it ourselves!) Good to know that calling pest control is really just the best option.

    6. Not So NewReader*

      We have rats in this area so it’s pretty much an on-going story.

      Things I have done:

      Make sure garbage cans are closed.
      Do the dishes every night, don’t leave nifty smelling things around to help draw them in.
      If you have a pet, try not to leave pet food out.
      You can get “handi-foam” at a hardware store. This sprays into holes and blocks the holes off. They now make it with pest control in the mix. Keep your pets away from this stuff- so back of cupboards or closets with doors that stay shut are good places to use it.
      If you own the home, try to find holes where they may be coming in. If you rent call your landlord.
      I use a product called Pestacators. Ace Hardware sells them but probably you can find them other places. Some people have NO luck with these things. But they come with a money back promise so save your receipt if you decide to try these.

      I have found it helpful to pull plants and leaves away from the outside of the house, this seems to take away their cover and perhaps may slow the activity rate down a little.

      Looking ahead, plan on annual checks for holes. Follow up immediately when you hear chewing or see evidence.

    7. Colette*

      I’ve had a mouse issue. I’ve caught a few and then called an exterminator, which was well worth it, because now the traps aren’t my problem (and he’s going to seal up any cracks where they could get in.) If you don’t want to deal with traps, I agree that a pro is your best bet.

    8. Miss Pantalones En Fuego*

      Definitely pest control. You have to figure out where they are getting in and fix it or else you’ll just get more, plus the risk of dead rat stink. I had them in a previous place and it turned out that they had come up through the sewer and chewed a hole in the toilet soil pipe, which led to all kinds of disgusting problems. It took months to get the landlord to fix it.

    9. Stephanie*

      Do not use poison. For a couple of reasons. We used a poison once when we had mice, and one (maybe more, I don’t know) died inside the wall. The smell was pretty awful, and it took a couple of years before I didn’t smell it when the heat came on (it got fainter and fainter, and my husband couldn’t smell it, but I sure could). And a bigger reason is that the danger of another animal eating the poisoned rat and getting sick and/or dying from secondary exposure. Cats, owls, even dogs are at risk.
      I would just call pest control. Traps would freak me out, and the thought of rats in my house…eek! I think they’re pretty difficult to get rid of on your own, and it’s definitely worth calling in the experts.

    10. Ellie Mayhem*

      Call a reliable pest-control service. Rats are an entirely different ballgame than mice. Rats are incredibly intelligent and will likely not touch poison; they have very sophisticated memories and are highly suspicious of new things. Traps can help but likely for every one you kill, more will come in their place. Mitigation efforts and closing up all areas of entry will do a lot, but once a rat colony is entrenched it’s extremely difficult to remove. Good luck.

    11. Rats!*

      Replying to myself with an update just in case anyone is following this thread because they’re in a similar situation …

      Thank you to everyone who provided advice. The hive mind pointed to calling a pest control company so I dd that this morning. Someone was here within 3 hours and I feel so, so much better for having started the process for getting rid of the little sod.

      Total cost to me is about 5 times more than if I’d bought traps/bait myself but I’m pleased to have gone with a professional for the advice about potential entry points and the follow up service. (The company I went with offers a free 90 day follow up period.)

      The only downside? I spent an hour filling in potential entry points with wire wool only to realise the rat was right there in my laundry room with me i.e. I’d trapped it in the house! I opened the backdoor, gave the rat a shove with a broom handle and ushered it out.

  63. Deanna Troi*

    Definitely don’t use poison. As The teapots are on fire said, they are much more likely to die in your walls than out where you can find them. When they stsrt to feel sick from the poison, they’ll return to their nest deep somewhere the infrastructure of your house.

    1. I make socks, mostly*

      This happened to us. In the wall. In the kitchen. Directly behind a radiator. Heating the wall up. Took almost two weeks to find it. The smell. Over 40 years later, I can feel that smell.

    1. Detective Rosa Diaz*

      Me too! On Facebook she is posting a whole albums worth of photos about the intervening years, if you’re interested!

    2. WS*

      I started reading it and really enjoyed it, but I’ve got to a more emotionally draining part now and ended up in tears and had to put it away. I guess that’s a roundabout recommendation, but I’m not picking it up again until other things are less stressful.

    3. mreasy*

      I was so excited as well, and I absolutely loved the book. But the comment below is legit – it is hilarious but also has some heavy themes. I found the cry cathartic but ymmv!

    4. Pink Dahlia*

      She’s had a hard time. She got divorced, moved, and lost her sister to suicide. I really hope this book means that she’s been able to process and heal.

      1. Nita*

        I hope so too. That’s a lot for one person to deal with. I knew she’d gotten divorced, but did not know her sister was also struggling with mental health :(

  64. Potatoes gonna potate*

    Thanks everyone who weighed in on my post from last week about the buyer for my house stringing us along for a few months. It helped me a lot. A quick update if anyone’s interested —

    I emailed the buyer directly and told them that well grant them the final extension requested and if we don’t have a commitment by Friday, deals off. Next thing I know I’m in an email chain with the VP of their lender and…..that was interesting.

    He was asking for things he couldn’t legally ask for (even my lawyer was like “is he forreal?”). Blamed everything on the accountant and told the buyer they don’t care if we back out. He legit asked me if I have legal documentation to “prove the urgency here” and then said legally I shouldn’t even be on the chain.

    I feel a little bad for the buyers as I can see how they were trying. But at the same time, they were saying for over a month that “everything is good to go and we can close in a few days.” But in fact nothing was “good” and they needed many extensions. I suspect if I hadn’t emailed them, this could have easily dragged into 2021.

    Hard lessons learned –
    -Never do an RE transaction without a realtor. We weren’t trying to cut corners, the buyer didn’t went to go through a realtor and assured us it’d be a quick and easy transaction. Since we were desperate we stupidly trusted them.

    -Never trust what the buyer says. I don’t regret being patient with them, butnot 4 extensions and 11 weeks worth.

    And above all—the hardest one to fix—stop being desperate and putting myself in these shituations. Idk how to fix myself I just know I don’t want my kid to ever feel like this (clearly there’s more than just this house situation fueling this thought but that’s a post for another time and another place).

    1. WellRed*

      You’re probably doing the buyers a favor. It sounds like they actually can’t afford the place. Also, the mortgage lender sounds like a dumpster fire. Who asks someone what the urgency is in getting a RE deal done? Especially one that’s dragged on for three months already.

      1. Observer*

        Yeah – something is REALLY, REALLY off with the lender. I’m with your lawyer on “is he for real?!” The things you mention are bizarre.

    2. Not So NewReader*

      Good for you. It’s a tough call, but in then end you have to take care of your family first and foremost. We can try to help people, but we must do what is best for our families/ourselves.

      Am smiling sadly about shituations. (Clever turn of the word, btw.) I think we learn by going one example at a time. Yeah, slow and painful. But being willing to let stuff teach us is a big thing in our favor: willingness to learn is a powerful asset. I think it’s also good to realize other people are fighting with their own learning curves on stuff. We’re not alone.

    3. Juneybug*

      I am so glad you provided an update. You were in my thoughts.
      You should be proud of yourself for standing up for yourself! And even if the buyers don’t realize it now, you saved them from having to deal with a crazy lender. I am sure when they look back, the buyers will be grateful.
      Look forward to hearing good news about the sale of your house. :)

  65. Anon for this*

    To avoid being desperate, buy less than you can afford and budget 1-3% of the house’s value into a “home maintenance” fund. Sounds like you guys let the house fall into disrepair which puts your back against the wall. Keeping up with repairs is expensive and annoying but the situation you’re in is equivalently or even more expensive.

      1. Potatoes gonna potate*

        Our new home is at the bottom end of our budget so we could make sure we still had our savings. We were already on a very limited budget so we had to act fast or else we would’ve lost the house and it’s been so competitive in the area we were looking that houses were getting 15-20 offers almost double asking price. We got lucky with that.

        For the house we’re selling, long story short, we were very strongly persuaded to move back in by my parents. It had been abandoned to go into foreclosure by a family member (husband and I had moved out by that time) and there were a lot of problems with it when my parents took it back and they needed our help in maintaining it.

        Eventually We were going to do a huge renovation but then Dad died and husband and I got busy in taking care of my toxic mother. Regardless of if we kept up with repairs, there are structural issues from when this house was built/bought that couldn’t be fixed without pouring a lot of $$ into it which we didn’t want to.

        Planning to do everything right for this new place.

        1. Anono-me*

          “Buuuut famileeeee…..” seems to be your Achille’s heel.

          It sounds like you and your sweet potato make good decisions, but get derailed by adult relatives who put pressure on you to do unwise things. Definitely not the best person to give good advice on this; but “No. That is not in the best interest of the kid/s.” can be a helpful response. Otherwise I recommend Capt. Awkward.

          1. Juneybug*

            Ugh – family! I have to make sure my decisions are based on facts and what is best for me, not my mom’s opinion or her voice in my head. Over time, it’s getting easier.

          2. Potatoes gonna potate*

            Yup, come from a culture where family ties are important and cutting ties or disobeying parents is a huuuuge sin. Suffered to be “good” and I still don’t have the family life I craved. Anyways that’s neither here nor there, I can’t fix the past, I can just try to make sure I give a good life to my child.

  66. AH*

    How do I stop feeling hurt/sad when I am not invited to something? I saw on social media (ugh) that some friends gathered on a rooftop for a little socially distanced get together. I couldn’t have gone anyway, but I feel very excluded. And I know that’s completely irrational! None of these friends have kids and all are single, I am married with a toddler. I have a big problem with FOMO which as you can imagine is not productive especially when you are a parent of a young child. How do I get over these irrational feelings?

    1. WellRed*

      They aren’t irrational it just feels like something we should have gotten over as adults. I’m 50 and this happens on occasion though I’m far more capable now if reminding myself it’s probably not intentional or about me. Still can sting a bit.

    2. Trippychick*

      I’m 45 and dealt with this my whole life. I have not had any luck with not having the feelings, but what I’ve learned to do is separate the initial feeling and what I know is logical. I have figured out that my feelings stem from being an only child and being the center of my mothers world, and when I went out into the real world, I was shocked that I wasn’t the center of everyone’s world! So when I see pictures of something I haven’t been invited to, for instance, I have an initial feeling of being sad or left out. I let myself feel it for a minute and then I talk to my brain about that feeling. I tell myself that it’s completely illogical for all social events to include me, that of course friends are allowed to get together without me, and that didn’t I see Friend last week without inviting all mutual friends to join us? Then my brain goes yep, understandable that I feel left out but of course I can’t be invited to everything that all my friends do, so it’s ok to move on. It took me years to get to this point, so don’t beat yourself up about it, then you’ll just feel worse!

    3. Analyst Editor*

      I’ve felt this too.
      I think a way to combat it is, start having people over and being proactive about hanging out with them. With one kid it’s still doable if he/she isn’t terribly high maintenance. That might also remind them you exist and to be invited to stuff.

    4. Not So NewReader*

      It’s good to keep in mind that emotions are not logical.

      Acknowledge the feeling, instead of trying to push it away. This can look like just saying out loud, “I am sad/hurt that I was not invited. I feel left out. I feel like I am missing something.”

      Ask yourself why the big push to “get over it”? I don’t think you’d talk to a friend that way. Life is a long series of trade offs, if we do this then we don’t do that, if we do Other Thing then we forego something else. Just because a particular trade off does not bother us, it’s still a trade off just the same. We make so many decisions to forego things and do not even realize. The sadnesses or even little pangs come up from time to time. I think it’s pretty normal.
      So feel the feeling.
      Then start looking around, what opportunities do you have right now that you have not tapped yet? Everyone has something that is slipping right by them. Promise to yourself to make a stronger effort to grab opportunities that you do have right now.

      1. RagingADHD*

        This is good advice.

        Difficult emotions are not only illogical, they are oppositional. They feed on internal conflict. The more you tell yourself “I shouldn’t feel this way” the stronger they get.

        Acknowledging them and accepting them as no big deal, makes them less of a big deal. It stinks to feel left out.

    5. Not Alison*

      You have a child. They do not. They are missing out on all of the beautiful things you are doing with your child.

      1. Anon Lawyer*

        Also as someone who had kids later, I can promise you they’re looking at the things their parent friends are doing with each other (at least ore-Pandemic) and thinking “oh they have no time for me now that they have a kid.” I think it’s one of those grass is always greener things.

      2. londonedit*

        Er. Some people are more than happy not having children, and are not ‘missing out’. Different people have different lives.

  67. Dwight Schrute*

    Anyone else having trouble
    Loading the pages this weekend? Mine keep refreshing to a black screen and don’t load or say the page can’t be reached :(

    1. Mimmy*

      I’ve been having trouble too. Sometimes clearing my history fixes it but not today. I would report it so that Alison knows that multiple people are having difficulty (right above the box where you compose your comment).

          1. Ask a Manager* Post author

            I saw yours — it bounced back when I tried to reply. You’d said you were getting an error message — can you send me a screenshot if it happens again? Are you getting this black screen too that the person above you reported?

        1. LuckySophia*

          Hi Mimmy, I’m also on a desktop iMac…I am able to view the site in both Safari and Firefox with no problems. The only difference I noticed is, the scrolling is a little more herky-jerky in Safari than when I use Firefox. Hope this helps you and/or Alison!

      1. Dwight Schrute*

        Hi Alison! Sorry just saw this- I’m on my iPhone and it happens in chrome and through the Facebook links

  68. TechWorker*

    What’s your pets favourite non-toy toy?

    Our cats are currently obsessed with plastic cable ties. I’m fairly sure this is safe as they’re too big to swallow and robust enough not to fall apart on chewing. They LOVE chasing them and carrying them around…

    1. GoryDetails*

      Paper bags are my ginger cat’s favorite toys – though so many cats love bags that I can’t really think of them as “non-toys” at all!

      The other two cats co-opted the shoelaces in my last pair of shoes, gnawing the tips off and even dragging the shoes around. Since those shoes were nearing the end of their usefulness anyway, I extracted the shoelaces and added them to the cat-toy stash, and they’re still very popular.

      1. TechWorker*

        Haha paper bags are always a treat!

        If they’ve been playing with them for a while I’m sure they’re fine but our cat managed to eat a 20cm bit of string (resulting in emergency vet trip and watching her closely for a weekend, though she pooped it out fine) and so I’d be a bit wary of shoelaces :) now quite paranoid haha.

        1. Max Kitty*

          Yes, good to be cautious with string! Our friend’s cat ate a length of ribbon and ended up needing expensive surgery.

        2. GoryDetails*

          Yeah, I am aware of string-hazards. These laces are pretty hefty and my cats haven’t shown a tendency to eat them, but I do have some cat-toys with very thin strings, and those I keep locked away when I’m not actively playing with them. [Am actually more worried about a cat accidentally getting a string looped around a limb such that it couldn’t get free, and panicking – that’s a scary event!]

    2. mreasy*

      Any piece of paper in the world, clothing only while it’s being folded, and the champion, a coffee insulating sleeve that the kitten manages to start fights with that range through the entire house!

    3. sswj*

      I have had to hide my box of Q-tips because somecat kept scooping a few out to play with. I’d find them EVERYwhere! I have one who loves my hair elastics. He plays with them, carries them around, and then for some unknown reason drops them in the big water bowl. The record was 7!

      My dogs love paper towel tubes to carry around like the best prize ever and then shred. Outside the Best Thing Ever is a big plastic jug or bottle. Lots of good noisy dog-hockey/soccer played with those!

      1. Elspeth McGillicuddy*

        My kitten has also been dropping hair ties in the water bowl! And a ball one time. I keep telling her that she’s not a raccoon, but she doesn’t stop.

        How peculiar that more than one cat does this.

        1. Red Reader the Adulting Fairy*

          One of my husband’s cats stores her catnip mice in the communal water bowl. He says she’s trying to make catnip tea, I say she’s trying to teach them to swim and not succeeding. The other one, I had to stop putting up my Christmas tree because every year, she stole a half dozen felt ornaments off the tree and then drowned them in the water bowl for the unforgivable sin of NOT being stuffed with drugs :P

    4. Grace*

      The cardboard strips that you tear off Amazon envelopes are definitely my current cat’s fave.

      My old girl spent 21 years obsessed with tape measures – we had to be careful because she’d try to chew the metal, but she loved chasing it when you swept it across the floor.

    5. Sandra Dee*

      Ice cubes – my dogs line up at the fridge when they hear someone get ice. Cheap and easy entertainment, until they forget about it, and it melts on the kitchen floor.

    6. HamlindigoBlue*

      Hair ties. She will find one and bat it around the house. I found a small stash of them under the couch, so apparently they all wind up in the same place when she’s finished with them.

    7. Cruciatus*

      Obviously everyone knows about milk rings, but have y’all tried mayonnaise rings? My one cat prefers that huge ring to the milk rings, and I must admit they are more fun to roll across the floor.

      My mom is on oxygen and on her tanks there is a tab you rip off to start the flow and we discovered kitty boy loves those too. I had to put electrical tape on them though because they are clear and it’s really hard to see on the floor! But he didn’t mind.

      Also, he has found a Christmasy (red and shiny) elastic string meant to be used on wrapped presents. He’s not allowed to be alone with it, but he loves when I sling shot it across the house and he will just carry it around in circles, and sometimes eventually drops it at my feet to throw again.

      And both of my cats have had fun with a rogue Q-tip as someone mentioned above. Now that I think about it, I think both of my cats prefer toys that are not meant to be cat toys.

      1. Cruciatus*

        Oh, I forgot one! You know when you get sliced cheese in a rectangular pack? He likes the part of that package that you tear off to open the cheese. He will also carry that strip that around and around and around. Such a weird cat.

    8. Generic Name*

      One of my cats loves to play with raw broccoli. Super weird. I think he likes nibbling on it too for the greens, even though I currently have 3 pots of cat grass around the house for them to chew on.

      1. RC Rascal*

        We had one that liked red potatoes. She would bat them around after stealing them from the pantry.

    9. Kitties!*

      Paper! She loves ripping it to shreds. Our house always looks like there’s been a snowstorm. We have to be careful not to leave important stuff around, like checks or work. She did once tear up some important work papers. She is tearing up papers as we speak!

    10. Kitties!*

      Oh, and plastic bags. Not to play in, we of course don’t let her do that and we don’t leave them lying around. But she loves the crunchy sounds they make and if we shake one at her she takes off like a bat outta hell. Then if we don’t follow her and do it again, she comes and peeks around the door to say she isn’t finished playing.

      1. Red Reader the Adulting Fairy*

        My husband’s scaredy cat once somehow managed to get her head and front paws through the handle of a shopping bag so it was basically around her waist. It took three of us twenty minutes to catch her so we could rescue her from the monster chasing her, poor thing — we ended up cornering her behind the dryer, and two of us came away wounded. (Not her, naturally.)

    11. Skeeder Jones*

      cords, any electronic cord. She has destroyed 2 computer headset cords, 4 cellphone headphone cords and a webcam cord. I have gone wireless wherever I can, put protectors on cords and taped other ones down but she keeps finding ways to destroy them.

      1. Kimmy Schmidt*

        Oh my goodness yes, cords are forever a favorite of my chonky cat too. She hardly plays with actual toys, but if I make the mistake of leaving a cord out she will monch it immediately.

    12. The New Wanderer*

      My late lamented tuxedo cat adopted a feather duster and for at least eight years would drag it around while yowling, usually in the middle of the night. One of our current cats does that now with a different feather toy (doesn’t totally count here as it is an actual cat toy!).

      My other current cat looooooves pipe cleaners. More specifically, he loves to shove them under doors, furniture, and appliances and then bat at them endlessly. I found out the hard way that he loves the super skinny elastic that I used in my homemade face masks’ ear loops and destroyed four of them before I caught on. No ill effects, fortunately, but I switched to a different ear loop solution and we store the masks in a drawer where he can’t get to them anyway.

  69. Victoria, Please*

    Has anyone ever used rosemary to freshen a linen closet?

    Other favorite ideas for that purpose?

    1. GoryDetails*

      I haven’t used rosemary, but I have sometimes put a bar of soap in the linen closet – though in general I prefer my towels and sheets to be unscented. The soap method gave me a nice whiff of scent when I opened the door, without adding much scent to the actual linens. (I think the last time I used the soap technique was with an especially delicious vanilla-scented bar.) If there’s an off odor that you want to deal with, maybe the open-box-of-baking-soda method? (Bay leaves are said to help repel pests, if that’s a concern – or if you just like the smell of bay!)

    2. Janne*

      I like to use lavender. You can put dried lavender flowers in a small, thin cotton bag and put it between the laundry. I especially like to put a bag in my sock drawer. I think they sell dried lavender flowers in some health shops; they are also used for baking sometimes (lavender cookies or cake). You can also easily dry them yourself but it’s a bit too late for that now – it’s an end of summer thing.

      1. Maxie's Mommy*

        Lemon and lavender are both nice. Can’t imagine rosemary–scented towels: I’d always feel like a roast chicken.

    3. Seeking Second Childhood*

      Hops is pleasant . If you know any home brewers, they might be willing to split a small bag for you to make a pouch to try it out.
      One I recently learned about, traditionally used to repel moths is southernwood (Artemisia abrotanum). I haven’t got it yet so I don’t know the smell.

  70. Anion*

    Sibling relationships later in life?

    I’m in my 20s and grew up an only child but recently got a chosen family older brother. It’s been both delightful and weird for me. A lot of it is that it’s a completely new experience for me. and stuff I’ve read on siblings, trying to get a grasp on it, assumes you grew up together. I’m part of the LGBT community, I understand chosen family is pretty common for us and I’m not close to my bio family. Still, I struggle with it not feeling “real” to others.

    And then in a short time he’s been more supportive of me than my bio fam and I’m still trying to adjust to that. Eager to hear from anyone else like this. Ty!

    1. Not A Manager*

      May I ask how you “got” a chosen family sibling? I’m not questioning your experience, but I think the question of whether it feels “real” to you or whether you can or should immediately rely on his support might depend on how this relationship developed.

      My personal experience with chosen family has been that the relationship developed organically over time. “Deciding” that someone is a relative in my heart has been sort of a retrospective thing – I look back at the developing relationship and the feelings, and I realize that this person has become part of my family.

      Again, I’m not saying that you are wrong or inauthentic to approach it differently, but you might get better advice and comments if you can clarify a little bit how this relationship developed.

      1. Anion*

        Ok, we developed a close bond over months as we hung out in a friend group (sadly all voice chat cuz.. 2020). We just clicked really well! And I brought up how close I felt to him and that I see him as a brother and he reciprocated! And it’s not just “like a brother” we just are now.

        1. Anna B*

          It sounds like a close friendship. It’s wonderful if you see each other as family. But when you say you are reading stuff on siblings,”trying to get a grasp on it”… you might be putting too much emphasis on the sibling label you’ve used? You’re close, you care about each other, it feels like family… what are you trying to understand or achieve beyond that?

    2. Red Reader the Adulting Fairy*

      I’m far FAR closer to my chosen siblings than my biological ones. I’m not entirely clear on what exactly you’re looking for, but I don’t generally elaborate on the details when I talk about him – he’s my brother, end of. If I start talking about my brother and someone goes “Well, but he’s not your REEEEEAL brother,” my response historically has been to pause, raise an eyebrow, and go “… anyway, as I was saying….” because the fact that he has different parents than I do pretty much universally has no relevance whatsoever on the conversation at hand.

    3. SR*

      Like Red Reader, I’m not quite clear on what you’re looking for from others. If a friend of mine referred to someone as their “brother,” I would just accept it. If we were close friends before the brother entered the picture, a quick explanation would suffice, “We became close and now consider each other brother and sister” (or “brothers” or “siblings”; I don’t know your gender). To be honest, it would take some getting used to if we’d been friends for a long time without New Brother in the picture, but it’s none of my business how my friends want to label their relationships with other people, and it doesn’t matter what I think. If your experience is similar to Red Reader’s, when you mention your brother and someone says, “But he’s not your REEEAL brother,” well, that’s very rude, but the first time I would give someone the benefit of the doubt and offer one courtesy correction such as,”Well, he’s my chosen family, which is as real as it gets as far as I’m concerned,” and then, “Anyway, as I was saying…” as Red Reader suggests. If the same person ever says that again, they no longer get the benefit of the doubt, so skip the courtesy correction.
      Otherwise, if it’s not “real” to others, I think as long as it’s real to you, that’s what counts. You said you’re not close to your bio family, so I’m not sure whether you’re referring to your family when you say it’s “not feeling ‘real’ to others,” but I don’t think you can realistically expect your parents and other family members to consider him as a son, nephew, or whatever, even though you consider him a “brother,” so that gets more complicated.

      1. londonedit*

        I agree with all of this. When I was a child, my parents were best friends with another couple, and we spent most weekends and holidays with them and their children. Us kids were all around the same age, and we all became really close to the extent that 30-odd years later I still refer to them as my ‘honorary sisters’. Their children are my honorary nieces and nephews. No one has ever questioned this explanation – if someone’s been a bit confused about my relationship to one of them, I just say ‘She’s my honorary sister – we all grew up together because our parents were best friends’.

  71. Voluptuousfire*

    I’m thinking about getting a toaster oven. I read the newer ones are really great. I have a stove and oven but the oven isn’t the best and heats up the small kitchen.

    Any recommendations? I’d like to keep the price under $200. I’d mostly use it to make a small roast chicken if I’m feeling fancy. Most likely would use it for frozen pizzas and the like. I’m not a cook.

    1. GoryDetails*

      Some foodie friends of mine recommend Breville very highly – and another friend who seldom cooks at home got one and loves it. [Haven’t sprung for one myself yet but I’m thinking about it!]

      1. Voluptuousfire*

        I was looking at a Breville Smart Oven that was $189. I won’t get it now but I’ll stalk it to see if it goes on sale.

    2. Jackalope*

      I don’t have a specific oven to recommend but I would say that I LOVE my toaster oven and would definitely say they’re worth it. My last model was a hand me down of indeterminate age that was great for many years of daily use but I don’t remember the model. My current one is fine but not amazing so I won’t push you that direction.

    3. Cabin Fever*

      I’ve been using the Breville Smart Pro Oven for about five years now. It’s still working perfectly with daily use. It can cook a chicken, but only a small one – definitely no turkeys! I love this oven; it’s my most-used appliance after my electric kettle. The retail price is a bit over $200, but you can probably find it on sale for less than that.

      1. Grim*

        From the Breville website, this oven has a 3/5 rating. Seems that either the fan or controls stop working at about the 3 year mark. Not so good for $279.

        1. Cabin Fever*

          Interesting! I haven’t had any of those issues. As to the price, $279 is definitely a lot! It’s currently listed at $224 on most sites from what I can see from a quick search, and some places like Bed Bath & Beyond will apply a 20% discount.

    4. SR*

      I got a very basic Black & Decker 4-slice toaster oven over 6 years ago, and it has served me well! It’s still working great after 6 years of frequent use. Their current model which is identical to the one I have is “Black+Decker TO1313SBD Toaster Oven, 16.4 Inch, Silver” on Amazon or elsewhere, for under $40.
      I use it for toast, for baking sweet potatoes, roasting veggies, reheating pizza, etc. Great value and built to last.

      1. SR*

        I just noticed that you want something that will roast a small chicken or a frozen pizza. Mine fits a smaller frozen pizza, but you might want something bigger. But you can get a bigger Black & Decker model for well under $100 that should suit your purpose.

      2. Esmeralda*

        Wish I still had ours — it lasted about a million years and was incredibly reliable until it died.

    5. Workerbee*

      Getting a toaster oven that is also a convection oven is a proverbial game-changer. Heats up faster, cooks food from all sides better–at least, that’s what I’ve been told, since I never had one until my husband came with his from when he was a bachelor in an apartment!

      1. Voluptuousfire*

        That’s what I was thinking of. My own oven is old and would shut off halfway though making something, so I stopped using it.

    6. Esmeralda*

      Whatever brand you get, look at the features.
      Things I wish I’d thought of before buying ours:
      * dial setting with actual time on it, not just less/more dark icons.
      * door that slides into the oven rather than over the top of the unit. Over the top = more space IN the oven, but also = can’t set anything on top of the oven (such as the tray that goes in it). What a pain in the tucus…
      * Easy to clean bottom/inside. Pick it up and see how easy/hard/intuitive/stupidly designed it is to pull the bottom open to clean. Will crumbs fall everywhere when you open it?

  72. Lena Clare*

    If you celebrate Christmas, when do you start preparing: buying presents, decorating, planning the food, inviting people (virtually this year) (If these are the things you do for Christmas that is)?
    Do you have any personal rituals for it?

    I used to start getting ready (buying presents mostly) after the last family birthday at the end of November, now I want to get them all bought and wrapped and sent off before then so I can relax a bit. I suppose we have our traditional family eatings so not too much to plan there, and if I don’t get round to making it I buy it. There’s not many in my family and it will probably be just me and my mum this year.
    I put a tree up with lots of lights around the 2nd week of December.
    I donate the money I would have spent on cards to a charity coz I don’t like getting them.
    I have a ban on glitter in my house also!

    1. Red Reader the Adulting Fairy*

      I bought my first presents back in October, but I tend to go overboard for the guys in my house.

      I have my husband put up the garland (I can’t do a tree, because the cat steals my ornaments, but we put a garland of greenery and lights around the living room up just below the ceiling) the day after Thanksgiving, and we put the ornaments on it that weekend.

      1. Dancing Otter*

        My parents had a revolving stand for the tree. The cat would sit on the nearby organ bench and bat at the ornaments as they went past.

    2. Dancing Otter*

      I start making hats as part of a “12 Hats of Christmas” knit-along in September every year. Depending what else I’m making, I may need to start much earlier. One year it was quilts – those took a year and a half. Purchased gifts (the exceptions) are bought any time, whenever I see something appropriate, preferably on sale.
      As to decorations, the autumn couch throw gets exchanged for a Christmas design on the first Sunday of Advent. We don’t have a tree due to tree-climbing cats. If the table isn’t cluttered with craft projects, I have other decorations that come out during Advent: a crèche; holiday candleholders; Christmas table linens (several sets for variety). I have a new quilted wallhanging to put up this year.
      When I was a child, we started making cookies the day after Thanksgiving, but I don’t keep up that tradition. Too fattening and too much work, and the cost of ingredients can really add up. I usually buy them either at the church bake sale or at a bakery the week before Christmas. This year, I think we’ll do without.
      The family is too scattered geographically for a big holiday dinner. We usually go out for Chinese, but I don’t quite know what we will do this year. Probably just a better-than-usual Sunday dinner.

    3. londonedit*

      Usually my ‘festive season’ starts on the last Sunday of November, which is when my local community has its little Christmas lights switch-on. That’s when I put my Christmas wreath up on my front door, and then I put my tree up around the first weekend of December. We have a small family unit too, and various family traditions for Christmas Eve, Christmas Day and Boxing Day, and everyone’s part of those. With buying presents, I try to spread the cost over a couple of months, so I’ve already bought a few things. One of my traditions is to make a jam and/or chutney as one gift for my family, and I still need to do that!

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